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he’s been eating all fucking morning...i realize some of it is popcorn which has no real value for wtf...is he even hungry at this point? jfc

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tmi warning...

first period without hormonal (or any) birth control in many years ... and theres cramps.

i forgot how much this sucks.

but its better and more treatable than the side effects of nexplanon were

#periods #period cramps #menstruation #tmi

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just really wish we could’ve known sooner but ... i even she didnt know, how could she, shes a dog... until it was bad enough to cause her to not eat etc. And she was trying to be normal right up to the end, trying to go to the door to be let out into her part of the yard cuz thats the routine, and stumbling on the way.

My poor, sweet, pretty girl.

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hurting...

i’ve had a really good cry or two, burned a candle down, journaled... and i’m just - sad. .. which i think i’m allowed to be but the BF was like “you can’t fixate on it....” like - i’m not really, but i can’t keep images/memories from popping up (like how she stumbled trying to go to the door to be let out because thats probably what she thought we were trying to get her to do, instead of the front door to go to the truck...like “i’m weak and hurting but i’ll try, because I love you guys”).

Plus its been a day. 1 whole day of not having to let her out, feed her, or able to give her scritches or have her here wagging and whining when we come home. Excuse me for not handling things the same way. We both loved her, and miss her, you just express things differently....

I’m a little stuck between guilt and depression stages cuz - thats just kind of my natural state anyway, lol... frustrated that we could’ve done more about her hot spots and she would’ve been more comfortable (even though they didnt keep her from playing and such). frustrated that - thats all we thought was wrong, or that it was just a little bug or something....frustrated that we hoped it was something treatable and that her not eating is just - eh, sometimes they dont feel like eating as much...

doesnt seem to matter how many times I tell her “bye” and “i love you” and “thanks” in my head, I’m not okay with her not being on the couch behind me, or on the bed at my feet, or trotting down the stairs next to me in the morning to be let out.... or here to bark and wag when someones at the door.

...I’m at the point where the little things aren’t going to turn me into a puddle but - the little moments of “dont have to worry about putting my snacks away” or the lint trap being almost nothing but her fur, kinda stings.

and I feel like I can’t talk about it with him because I dont want to open those wounds for him

#grief #fur baby #best doggo #all dogs go to heaven #pet loss

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Bye Bailey... miss you already sweet girl. House is just not the same without you to greet us or beg us for human food, or prancing to be let out.

Wish it wasnt so sudden.

You were playing just last week.

Go chase those cloud squirrels. ... Love you.

#fur baby #rainbow bridge #heart broken

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blanket/throw i’m working on with what was left over from the doctor scarf commission.

#knitting #doctor who #handmade

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Quokkas by cruzysuzy on instagram

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This whole obsession with wheelchair users struggling on foot down the aisle at their wedding or across the stage for graduation is 100% powered by ableism.

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PLEASE BE CAREFUL FOR ANYONE WHO USES “BLUEBUFFALO” FOR THEIR DOGS!!

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Elemental questions

Earth:

Leaf: What’s your favourite season?

Tree: What’s the highest up you’ve ever been?

Flower: What’s the prettiest thing you own?

Grass: Do you prefer to be outside or inside?

Soil: Have you ever planted something?

Mountain: What’s the furthest you’ve ever travelled?

Rock: What’s your favourite gemstone?

Vines: What’s your aesthetic?

Plant: What, in your opinion, is your best aspect?

Forest: Where are you most calm?

Mud: Do you like to do hands-on things?

Bug: What’s your most irrational fear?

Cave: Where’s your favourite hiding place?

Garden: Where were you at this time last week?

Spring: What’s your earliest memory?

Water:

Tide: Can you swim/do you like to swim?

Beach: If you could be one place right now, where would you be?

Coral: Do you believe in mermaids?

Seashell: What’s a sound that soothes you?

Seaweed: Favourite sea creature?

Saltwater: Cold showers or hot showers?

Stream: When was the last time you had a bath?

Ocean: Have you ever been sailing?

Hurricane: If you had to save one thing, what would it be?

Rain: What do you do when it rains?

Thunderstorm: Do you like to be outside in the rain?

Dew: What’s your favourite drink?

Bubble: Do you live near the water?

Snow: Does it snow where you live?

Ice: What’s your favourite thing to do in the winter?

Air:

Clouds: When was the last time you were on a plane?

Breeze: What’s your favourite dessert food?

Smoke: Who’s your favourite artist?

Fog: Do you wear glasses?

Wind: What’s your favourite song to dance to?

Mist: Do you like fairytales?

Sky: Do you like to wear dresses?

Stars: What’s one wish you have?

Flight: What are you most excited for right now?

Float: What’s the first thing you think when you wake up?

Breath: What type of music do you listen to?

Bird: If you could fly, where would you fly to?

Feather: How long do you usually sleep for?

Balloon: What’s your favourite carnival ride?

Space: Have you ever seen an eclipse?

Fire:

Bonfire: What’s one thing you lost that you want back?

Warmth: Who is the person nearest to you right now?

Light: What time is it where you are?

Volcano: What are you most afraid of?

Sun: What would the person nearest to you right now say about you?

Lava: Do you like to do reckless things?

Flame: Have you ever burned something?

Soot: Have you ever hurt someone you didn’t mean to?

Coal: Have you ever been hurt by someone?

Ash: Do you have any birthmarks/scars?

Campfire: What’s your favourite childhood memory?

Lightning: Are you afraid of storms?

Energy: Pick one word to describe your life.

Lantern: Are you afraid of the dark?

Summer: What’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done?

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this would be so amazing ... i was just seeing some really pretty pieces on IG and I can’t justify getting them because my car needs fixing...

*drool*

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#crystal witch #amethyst #spirtiual #pagan

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study time... to try and not only understand this version of tarot (and pip decks) but deepen my readings overall and make the experience that much better for everyone.

Tarot - $3, Oracle, $1 ... FB, IG, Site/blog

and kofi for tips

#tarot #divination #spiritual #cartomancy

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gods i dislike people that wont just answer a question, or move a long

 I asked for peoples feelings about pentagrams/pentacles, if other felt a deep significance to them and i get a “they arent the same thing”

um. okay but-  they are both stars... one just has a circle around it... oh, wow, such a big difference...

-_-

i also included both in the original question so that people could discuss either or and their connection to them.  dont need a lecture. was literally just looking for anecdotes or whatever in connection to the symbol(s)

also - if one was new to the path, they wouldnt necessarily know that and being snippy like that doesnt help. just because you think its important to make the distinction every time, doesnt mean everyone else does/will.

#withcraft #pagan #symbolism

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as someone that enjoys urbex type things, and finds beauty in the macabre, i would love to visit these places.... but i would absolutly never have a wedding or other type of party there

Any time you have to go ‘I bet they’d never treat the ki—Jews like this!’ you can honestly just assume that the Jews have been treated exactly like that

Of course, you could also look at large swaths of Europe and find areas that were pogroms and now are tourist attractions too but you know the people saying this dumb shit don’t even know what the word pogrom means so 🤷‍♀️

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my IG for divination and pagan stuff. its fun. i’m also open for readings.

#divination #tarot #pagan #witch #cartomancy

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hate the “not good enough” feeling... not a good enough in my house (i cant contribute the heavy labor....) not a good enough pagan/witch - i dont really have much of a craft, or do much work at my altar...  good enough to actually stick to things that I want to like yoga and language learning...

i need some sort of spell for will power or confidence or something.

#insecure #pagan #spiritual #witch