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I wanted to be loved more than I wanted to be alive. For so long

I thought not to be loved is good but to be loved is to be good.

All those years, convinced — surely I must be bad, the way you keep punishing me.

— Leila Chatti, from “Faulty,” published in Prairie Schooner

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#t8 #rocks #marlboro #cigarette #photography #lgbtq #lgbtqia

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#t8 #black and white #b00bies #photography

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TO PUNKS/PPL WHO WEAR DOC MARTENS, SPECIFICALLY BLACK ONES: please follow lace code. i don’t care if it’s dead. if you wear red or white laces and you KNOW lace code, it’s your fault if you get punched. we do not tolerate nazis or white supremacists in the punk community. shut up and follow lace code.

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#t8 #kitten #cats #love

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Iconic Vines: ED Version

Me to my dietician: I think- I think I know more about calories than you do genius

Oh my god I love black coffee, black cofffe is my life

Hey everybody, today I binged so I’m starting a kickstarter to put myself down. the benefits of killing me would be I would eat way less

On all levels except physical, I am a skinny bitch

What up, im Jared, im 19, and I never fuckin’ learned how to eat

There is only one thing worse than eating: BOOM. EATING (disorders)

And they were Ana buddies! Oh my god they were aNa bUdDieS

Two thighs, chillin’ in a bathtub, 5 feet apart cause I don’t eat

Weight loss n death ahead? Uh yeah I sure hope there is

I said, whoever ate my safe foods, your mom’s a hoe

*when my mom asks why I starve* ITS FREE REAL ESTATE

🎹 Is there anything better than starving? Yes some really good bones 🎹

*stomach grumbles* that’s what real skinny sounds like

Don’t fuck with me, I have the power of god and Ana on my side! *screams*

Me:

ED: go back to sleep, and STARVE

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I am so sick of this feeling of nothingness.

I have taken it too literally when people tell me ‘just stop being sad’ ‘there’s no need to be anxious’ ‘you don’t need to be so upset’.

So I listened, I took their advice and now I struggle to feel anything and I want that back for the life of me.

Everything is spiraling around me, and I don’t seem to care.

Hell, I occasionally enjoy watching the chaos spin webs around me.

I can’t keep people happy.

The ones I love, I’ll never be enough to keep them happy even though I know it’s not my job.

It just gets so lonely when nobody reaches out.

Sometimes a listener needs a listener too, and as a society we fail to do anything but talk.

#t8 #rant #sadd #thoughts #pain #lonely #alone

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#t8

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desperately crying out for attention like an epic boss good job

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I’m such a slut for thunderstorms

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“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn’t.”

— Khaled Hosseini

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