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In some other universe ... Where Ani doesn't go coo-coo and become an evil mass murderer and doesn't strangle Padme, and Padme doesn't die ... Maybe it's the universe where there's no Jedi, no Sith, even no Force. Just an ordinary world where they get to be an ordinary family and raise their kids together.

Padmé: Ani, why are there little hand prints all over the walls?

Anakin, turning to the twins: why are there little hand prints all over the walls?

Leia: we have little hands.

Anakin: *turns back to Padmé* they have little hands.

#star wars #sw #anakin skywalker #padme amidala #anidala #leia organa #luke skywalker #the skywalker family #the skywalkers

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So, despite all the efforts to up the ratings and get season 2 for Yabani, the ratings dropped again which means no season 2 and there are only 2 episodes left before the series finale. And, to be honest, I'm glad that we're not getting season 2. They don't know what to write and how to finish this season so it's better to just end it now, while they haven't damaged the show beyond repair and changed the characters beyond recognition.

It doesn't mean though that it's not hard to say goodbye. It always is, despite everything. Because the cast of this show is a true gem and I haven't seen such a friendly, open and closely knit cast that are truly passionate about what they do. Yamlaz bromance is now one of my favourite bromances ever, although they could've done so much more with these two. And then there's my Aslaz ... They're toxic af and definitely not an example of what love and relationship should be. They're everything it shouldn't be 🙈😂 But their chemistry and passion is unmatched. I've seen so many ships. I can name only a few that truly left their mark and became my OTPs. Despite all of Aslaz's imperfections they're now and forever on my short favourites list. I'm gonna miss my crazy unhinged babes 😭💔

#yabani #yabani dizi #aslaz #asi ve alaz #alaz soysalan #asi kız #alaz oğlan #yamlaz #yamlaz bromance #yaman ali soysalan aydın

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I know that I'm supposed to be working on my other fic but there's an idea that just won't leave my head. In the ideal world and maybe on Netflix this is how I'd like Aslaz bathroom scene to go in the next episode.

I don't own the show or the characters, they all belong to the Yabani writers, producers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

The Matter Of Friendship

Asi pulls away all too soon, muttering:

"No, stop".

She tugs at his hands that are framing her face, forcing him to let go and when he doesn't, she takes a few steps away from him. Alaz is left frozen in place, with the hands holding onto thin air.

"You can't do that. I promised you that I'd be by your side, I'd help you get through everything. And I'll keep my promise. I'll be there for you but only as a friend".

Alaz feels completely dumbfounded and thinks that if she headbutted him it wouldn't hurt as much as her uttering the word "friend". Is she for real?

"Are you kidding me right now?"

"Do I look like I'm kidding?"

"You must be kidding because there's no way you've just called yourself my friend".

Alaz puts a special stress on the word, spitting it out like it's an insult. And it actually is. Her thinking they could be friends is so damn insulting. It's worse than her hating him. Let them be enemies but not friends.

"Why? What's wrong with us being friends? We couldn't be more, maybe we can at least have this".

Oh god ... She is serious.

Alaz squeezes his eyes shut and runs his fingers through his hair.

"No, you most definitely are losing your goddamn mind and want me to completely lose what's left of mine" he mutters with the eyes still closed, pulling at his hair.

And then she drops a nonchalant comment:

"I don't understand why you're being so dramatic. What the hell is the problem?"

That makes him open his eyes and freaking yell, making her jump:

"You wanna know the problem with your genius idea??? I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!! And you love me!!!"

He feels - and probably looks as well - like a rabid dog but he doesn't care. He eats up all the space between them in one step and doesn't give her a chance to take an instinctive step back. He sneaks his right arm possessively around her middle and pulls their bodies together, hard. Then he puts his left hand on her neck, only to feel the mad staccato of her pulse under his fingers. He doesn't give her time to react, to think or even breathe, he just attacks her mouth. It's so different from a tender and timid kiss they'd shared just before she dropped the friendship bomb on him. This kiss is primal and pulls a surprised moan from her, giving him the access inside her mouth. He wants to make this so dirty that by the time he's done with her, the freaking "friendship" and "friends" vanish from her vocabulary entirely.

He turns and walks them blindly, only stopping to hoist her up on the granite countertop at the sinks. Then steps between her legs that part for him reflectively. Alaz pulls her roughly to the edge, smacking his hips right into her. He stops his assault on Asi's mouth only to whisper into her used lips:

"Do you feel that, friend?"

He thrusts shallowly to make his point, earning a whimper from Asi. Alaz's hands slide up her bare thighs, leaving trails of goosebumps, and dive under the ridiculously short dress. Just when Alaz's fingers brush Asi's underwear, she catches his wrists and yanks his hands from under her dress. But Alaz has felt everything he needed to feel.

"As long as you're like this for me and I'm like this for you, there's no universe where we can be friends".

Asi looks ready to murder him when she pushes at his chest and jumps from the granite counter. She tugs at her dress and hisses at him:

"The only thing you proved is that you're an animal".

Alaz just smirks.

"Okay, fine, I'm an animal. I'd rather be an animal than your friend".

Asi lets out a noisy breath and suddenly just looks tired.

"Why do you have to make this hard?"

"Because we love each other".

Asi throws up her hands in frustration.

"And what difference does it make?"

"All the difference in the world".

Alaz tries to get closer again but she won't allow it, pushing him and taking a few steps back, to the only escape route - the door.

"If it made all the difference in the world, it wouldn't be this hard, don't you think?"

With these words she pulls the door and slips out, leaving Alaz in the charged little room alone.

#yabani #yabani dizi #yabani fanfiction #yabani fanfic #aslaz #aslaz fanfiction #aslaz fanfic #asi ve alaz #asi kız #alaz oğlan

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Okay, so I'm working on Chapters 3 & 4 of my Aslaz future fic - Time, Distance and Healing. It's a super alternative future at this point because I'm sure that the finale we're getting won't make it possible for anything remotely similar to happen.

I'm also planning to continue writing for Aslaz after the finale, regardless of how the show ends. I have a bad feeling that we're going to get a tragic ending... But anyways, as I've mentioned above, I'll continue writing for my favourite crazy duo and I'm open to any ideas and prompts.

#yabani #yabani dizi #yabani fanfic #yabani fanfiction #aslaz #aslaz fanfiction #aslaz fanfic

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Hey hello. You know the TV series Yabani. In the 17th episode, after Alaz pushed the dream and Yaman off the cliff, he went to Asi and said, "I want you." Did he want to spend his last night with Asi because he was going to prison, or was it because he desired her so much in general, you know, every bad thing? They were kissing and comforting each other at times. Did he come to Asini that night and ask her to relax? And in general, how do you interpret the fact that Alaz desires Asi so much or that he never forgets the night they spent together and prepares it as something he does best? Rebel is a harsh character on the outside, but he is hot and daring around her. Is that why he desires her so much? I'm sorry my question is long, please don't mind 🙏

Hello friend! It's just my personal interpretation but the way I see it: one of the things that drew Alaz to Asi was her wild and untamed nature. And the desire to be the one to tame her made Alaz follow her, seek her out, pursue her. Another reason why Alaz desires her so much is because he sees himself in her, in a way. We're drawn to those who are similar to us, who share the things we have at our core, perhaps even share our traumas. Alaz and Asi had very different lives growing up but they're both abandoned children. Alaz suffered the same abandonment as Asi, even though his parents were physically present, his mother was never really there emotionally.

As to why Alaz cannot forget their night together, I think it's because that night was their first time and the circumstances around it were far from normal. Our psyche clings to moments like these.

#yabani #yabani ask #anonym ask

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Damn ... It actually makes a whole lot of sense. And another thing that's often either forgotten or ignored about Anakin is how young he actually is at the time of his fall. His psyche is the one of a teenage boy who's suddenly the Chosen One, a husband and soon to be a father. Of course he's all over the place.

This comment reminded me of the above lines–which are literally like two minutes apart.  One of the things that’s really well done about Anakin’s story that I think often gets passed off as “bad writing” is that Anakin is all over the place. He doesn’t have a strong stance about how he wants to be loyal to the Republic, he wants to blame the Jedi, he wants to do this for Padme, he loves her, he chokes her, he wants to create an Empire, he wants to follow Palpatine, he wants to overthrow Palpatine, he wants to follow Palpatine again, etc. And I think THAT’S THE POINT.  This is like how Hayden’s voice is not strong and clear and projecting well in his portrayal of Anakin because that, too, IS THE POINT.  This is someone brittle and fragile and unstable, who is coming unhinged and you’re supposed to feel awkward and uncomfortable around him. When you listen to him, it’s not a FUCK YEAH villain moment, but the tragedy of someone crumbling into this horrible, awful tragedy. This is someone who does not really believe what he’s saying, but he’s literally quoting Palpatine’s lies (“He’ll betray you just as he’s betrayed me.” / “You were right.  The Jedi betrayed both of us.” - “The Sith are not afraid of the Dark Side of the Force.” / “I do not fear the Dark Side as you do.” - “Good is a point of view, Anakin. […] yet they are considered by the Jedi to be –” “Evil.” / “From my point of view, the Jedi are evil.”).  This is someone who does not really believe in doing this for the Republic, but in a justification for the horrible things he’s done. That’s why he goes from “I have brought peace to the Republic” to “I have brought peace, freedom, justice, and security to my new Empire” in the span of like two minutes, because it doesn’t really matter what he’s grasping for, just that he’s reaching for something, anything to justify the horrors he’s done, the children he’s murdered, the innocents he’s attacked, the loved ones he’s betrayed. I think that lack of core central beliefs often gets written off as Anakin not being a clearly written character, when I think the truth is that he’s not supposed to have a clear, solid point of view.  That, instead, we’re watching someone who is falling apart, who is scrambling to justify his horrible actions, who is coming unhinged in a really ugly, awful way and that is the point.  Having him be coherent about his motivations would have taken away the heart of what was so awful and painful about his fall, what was so heartbreaking and tragic about his fall.

#star wars #anakin skywalker #star wars prequels

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Okay, I think what I initially planned as only a 2-chapter fic is going to be a three or maybe even four-parter. I also wanted to try and write this chapter from Yaman's POV.

I don't own the show or the characters, they all belong to the Yabani writers, producers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

Time, Distance And Healing (Chapter 2)

Yaman pulls up at the main entrance to the house and kills the engine. He sneaks a glance at Alaz who's looking out of the car window thoughtfully.

"Home, sweet home" Alaz murmurs quietly.

"C'mon, let's get inside, everyone's waiting for you" Yaman says with all the enthusiasm he can master, even though he's panicking on the inside and has been in the state of paralyzing dread all their ride home.

He knows that his ever so perceptive little brother suspects something. That's why Yaman almost spilled his guts several times. He's torn between the desire to be honest and just wanting his little brother next to him. Even though they talked over the phone almost every day, they've barely seen each other over the last 5 years. Alaz came back only once, for the wedding. Yaman's visited him a few times in America, alone as well as with their siblings, and the last time a few months ago with Rüya. Those visits weren't nearly enough, leaving Yaman constantly missing his little brother. So finally having Alaz back home feels like a blessing but Yaman knows it won't last because all hell will break loose once Alaz learns the news.

Will Alaz stay once he learns the truth? Will he ever come back after that? Will he allow anyone to come to him? Will he talk to any of them ever again? Or will he consider keeping everything from him a betrayal? Yaman's so not looking forward to getting the answers to all these questions.

"Is she already here?" Alaz's voice pulls Yaman from the anxious whirlwind of his thoughts.

"Err ... Nope. Not yet. She'll come over a bit later".

Alaz just nods and climbs out of the car. Yaman follows him after drawing in a deep nervous breath. They walk to the front door and open it, only to be assaulted by loud pops of crackers and confetti raining on their heads and some flying right into their faces. Yaman's sure he's swallowed a few.

"Welcome home, Alaz!!!" their mother, sisters, Rüya and Feride Abla all scream together.

Then all of them take turns hugging Alaz. They talk over each other, shooting questions in rapid succession. But beneath the very real happiness of finally seeing Alaz, Yaman can also see everyone buzzing with the same nervous energy that he's feeling. Çağla and Ece are the worst really, both of them have panic and guilt written all over their faces. And of course Alaz catches on it immediately and just when he opens his mouth to say something about it, Yaman jumps in with:

"Alaz, güzel kardeşim benim, we forgot your bags, let's get them out of the car".

Alaz looks at him with suspicion but nods and they step out to get the bags. Yaman opens the trunk when he hears Alaz ask:

"Okay, Abisi, tell me: what's going on?"

Yaman knows it's a lost cause but he plays dumb nonetheless:

"What are you talking about? Nothing's going on".

Alaz just gives him the look.

"I swear nothing is going on".

"Really? First you were being all shifty on our ride home. Now everyone else is acting weird".

"They aren't acting weird, they're just happy to see you. They've missed you".

Yaman tosses the backpack at Alaz and then pulls out the suitcase, slamming the trunk shut.

Alaz follows Yaman's every move like a hawk and Yaman knows that his brother won't drop it. That's why he almost runs inside the house from Alaz's scrutinizing gaze. Everyone's waiting for them in the living room, exchanging nervous glances. Yaman mouthes a desperate: "Play cool!" and adds loudly for Alaz to hear:

"Kardeşim, let's get your luggage upstairs, to your room. Maybe you also want to change and get some rest after the long flight".

"I'm fine. You, - and I mean all of you - on the other hand, are up to something" Alaz says, pointing his signature finger at everyone.

"What?? No!"

"Pfff!"

"Don't be silly!"

"What do you mean? We're just happy you're home!"

Everyone's talking over each other again and playing so not cool that Yaman wants to facepalm. He pats Alaz's shoulder and says:

"C'mon, Alaz, let's go upstairs, I promise we'll talk but after you get some rest, take a shower, maybe unpack. Ok?"

Alaz narrows his eyes at him:

"I knew there's something!"

"Alaz, please, let's go. I'll tell you everything, we'll all talk together, just not right now".

"Is it about her? Is something wrong with her?” Alaz raises his voice and Yaman sees alarm in his brother's eyes.

He sees something else too: the beast that Alaz has spent the last 5 years taming and training - Yaman sees that beast pulling on its shackles.

"I swear to god, Yaman, if something ... Is Asi okay?"

It's the first time Alaz's said her name in 5 years. He's always asked about Asi but for some reason she's become the Voldemort whose name was never mentioned.

"She's okay. She'll be here soon and you'll see for yourself that she's totally fine" Yaman reassures Alaz and hears Çağla mutter:

"You won't believe how fine".

Yaman glares at his sister and focuses on Alaz again:

"She's fine, I promise. Now let's go upstairs, please".

Alaz throws a miffed look at everyone but gives a curt nod and reluctantly agrees:

"Fine! But you're all hiding something. Not for long though!"

He follows Yaman upstairs, to his old room. Yaman enters first, rolls Alaz's suitcase inside and leaves it beside the couch. He turns to Alaz who walks to the bed and drops the backpack. Yaman observes as his brother looks around the room and mutters:

"Nothing's changed. Everything's just the way I left it".

"We thought you'd like it that way. If you want to change something, it's better if you do it yourself".

Alaz just nods and then freezes. Yaman follows his gaze and sees that it's fixed on a picture on one of the bedside tables. The picture of Alaz himself ... with Asi. Yaman remembers the day the picture was taken like it was yesterday. It was him who made it. It was a rare moment of quiet and peaceful happiness that Yaman felt truly lucky to have captured. Because Alaz and Asi were never quiet or peaceful. They weren't really happy either and that was the saddest part. Because they loved each other but loving each other isn't always enough. And it broke Yaman's heart. Especially it broke for his little brother. Who couldn't be with the love of his life but also never learnt to be without her.

"Kardeşim?" Yaman says carefully.

"Hm?" is Alaz's only response, eyes still fixed on the photo.

"I love you. So very much. You know that, right? And I'm so proud of you".

The words finally catch Alaz's attention and he turns to Yaman with raised eyebrows.

"What's up with you, Abisi? Caught a love bug? Or trying to get on my good side so that you won't catch hell once I learn what you've all been hiding from me?"

Yaman lets out a short laugh at Alaz being well, Alaz.

"I've just missed you, that's all. And I feel like I don't tell you this enough".

Alaz narrows his eyes at him but Yaman sees the vulnerability beneath all the suspicion and sarcasm. Alaz's still not used to hearing people say that they love him. He's not used to people actually meaning it.

"Okay, whatever" he mutters and immediately adds:

"You wanted me to get some rest, unpack and change so badly. Why don't you leave me to it?"

Yaman nods quickly and makes a bee line for the door. Once the door closes behind him, Yaman exhales heavily:

"Oh my god, this is so not going to end well".

#yabani #yabani dizi #yabani fanfiction #yabani fanfic #yamlaz #alaz soysalan #yaman and alaz brotp #yaman ali soysalan aydın #aslaz #aslaz fanfiction #aslaz fanfic

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I've decided to write an Aslaz future fic. Like several years into the future. Aslaz see each other the first time in years after their breakup which is inevitable really because they've been doomed from the start. And if the old Alaz is coming back they're even more doomed than I initially thought.

But in some other ideal world they'd both go to therapy and heal. So I'm just going to pretend it is that ideal world.

I have an idea to make it a two-part work. So this is part 1/chapter 1.

I don't own the show or the characters, they all belong to the Yabani writers, producers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

Time, Distance And Healing

Alaz steps out of the airport and takes a moment to close his eyes and just breathe in the air of home. It's been 5 years since he left this place and has been away, save for one short visit. He's lived a whole life in these 5 years. A life of rehab, therapy, anger management, living across the globe and building a startup. There have been even a few attempts at relationships sprinkled in here and there. Nothing really ever worked out because every new girl just wasn't ... well, her. If there's one addiction no rehab can help him with, it'll be her. But he's learnt to live with it - the dull ache of her absence, the weight of missing her and longing for her on his shoulders. He's learnt to channel and control his obsession, grief and loss. But he couldn't help but ask Yaman, Çağla and Rüya for occasional updates on her. They never got into details, just gave him very generic information. And of course steered clear of her love life even though Alaz tried to fish for this specific information shamelessly, going even as far as trying to get the answers from Cesur, Ece and his mother. But all of them stood their ground and never told him anything. Which in a way was his answer. He wasn't a fool - he knew there must've been someone in all the years. He just hoped - and still hopes - it was never anything serious.

"Kardeşim benim!" Alaz hears suddenly and opens his eyes only to see his big brother rushing towards him with open arms.

Yaman is smiling from ear to ear and Alaz feels his own lips pull into a smile involuntary. Gone and forgotten are days of rivalry, jealousy and bitter anger towards his big brother. He feels only warmth, peace, deep affection and love now. And he finally sees and feels that his brother returns this love tenfold.

Yaman reaches Alaz and all but scoops him up in a bear hug. Alaz registers in horror his feet leaving the ground.

"Okay, okay, Abisi, just put me down. I'm serious, you're embarrassing me" Alaz mumbles into Yaman's shoulder.

Yaman does what he's told and Alaz is relieved to feel solid ground back under his feet. The big brother takes a step back with a goofy smile and takes Alaz in from head to toe.

"What can I do? I've missed my little brother. We haven't seen you since the wedding".

At the mention of the wedding, Alaz's gaze drops to Yaman's left hand and he catches a glint of his brother's wedding ring. When Alaz flew back home for Yaman and Rüya's wedding reception a year ago, he was sure he'd finally come face to face with Asi, after not having seen her for years. But then Yaman completely shocked and threw him by saying that Asi wouldn't attend. It had to do with the band that she'd met at school and started singing with. Yaman said they'd been invited to participate in some singing contest hence Asi's absence at the wedding. But Alaz couldn't help but wonder if the real reason was him attending the reception.

Alaz shakes off the thoughts and memories brought up by his brother's wedding ring and says:

"Well, I'm here, I'm back! How's everyone?"

"Let's put your bags into the car and then I'll tell you everything on the way home".

Alaz nods and follows Yaman to his car. They throw Alaz's suitcase and a travel backpack into the trunk, climb into the car and hit the road. Yaman tells Alaz about everyone at home, carefully sidestepping only one person. So Alaz waits for his brother to run out of words about all of their family and friends and asks:

"And how's she?"

Yaman tenses almost imperceptibly, a stranger or someone less familiar with his body language would never notice this. But Alaz knows his brother like the back of his hand by now.

"Abi ... " he starts with barely there alarm creeping into his voice.

Yaman knows Alaz too that's why he hurries to reassure him:

"She's fine! She's doing great actually. She graduated and they're going strong with the band, leaving on a small tour soon".

Alaz relaxes a little but still feels like there's something more.

"And?"

"And nothing".

"Look, Abisi ... "

"Ok, it's just ... She's going to come over. And I'm just nervous, you know. You two haven't seen each other for so long".

"Oh ... " is all that comes from Alaz.

She's going to be there. He's going to see her. After 5 years of not seeing her.

"Offf ..." Alaz pulls at his collar, suddenly finding it hard to breathe.

"Alaz? Güzel kardeşim? Are you ok?" Yaman asks, glancing at him with worry.

"Uh-huh ... Yeah ... I'm just ... I think ... I need some air".

Alaz fumbles to open a car window. When cool wind hits him square in the face, he takes a deep breath, finally feeling his lungs start working.

"Are you ok? Shall I stop?" Yaman asks nervously.

"No, no, I'm fine. All good now" Alaz reassures his brother.

Neither of them speak for a while.

"So, she's going to be there" Alaz says into the tense silence.

Yaman just gives a terse nod. And silence hangs over them for the rest of the ride.

#yabani #yabani dizi #yabani fanfiction #yabani fanfic #yamlaz #yaman ve alaz #yaman and alaz brotp #yaman ali soysalan aydın #alaz soysalan #aslaz #aslaz fanfiction #aslaz fanfic

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Way to ruin the best character development arc on this show along with the best relationships that make this show worth watching

Annnnd Alaz is back to being annoying towards his mom now like are the writers on crack can they just let him "being evil" goooo?!??!

#yabani #yabani dizi #alaz soysalan

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Chenford are one of my top ships and I love reading fanfics about them. But for some reason I've never really written for them, save for one work. So it's time to give it another go. Especially after that gut-wrenching breakup.

Just to be clear: I'm not picking any sides, I love Lucy, I love Tim. I understand Tim but I also understand and empathize with Lucy.

I don't own the show or the characters, they all belong to The Rookie writers, producers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

Of Love And Efforts

All Lucy remembers is being thrown back against the wall by a wave of explosion. She remembers the heat, the smell of fire and smoke, the taste of her own blood, the sound of shattered windows and screams. Then everything fades to black.

And when she finally comes to, the first thing she hears is a steady beeping of the heart monitor. She smells the distinctive sterile air of hospital and feels someone's iron grip on her hand.

It takes some effort to finally open her eyes. She shifts to look at a person holding on to her hand like it's a lifeline and the movement causes Lucy's whole body to ache. She groans and immediately there's a face in her line of vision. Such a familiar and dear face but a face Lucy'd rather not see right now.

"Hey! Easy there!" he whispers.

Lucy looks at him and her heart squeezes painfully in her chest at how wrecked he looks. Eyes bloodshed with bags under them, scruff like a shadow over his face, wrinkles that are suddenly deeper and hair with more grey in it than ever before.

Lucy has to squash love and empathy that are basically reflective when it comes to Tim. Because Tim doesn't have the same love and empathy for her and for Lucy to move on she has to think of herself first. And the fact that Tim's here doesn't change that. He's here because of course he cares, Lucy knows that. But it was too easy for him to just walk away and he came back running only when Lucy almost got blown up. Seems like too high a price to pay to have someone at your side.

That's why Lucy snatches her hand from Tim's and asks in a dejected voice:

"What are you doing here?"

"What do you mean? How can I not be here? You almost died!"

"Yeah but that's none of your concern anymore".

"Don't do this! Why are you doing this?"

"Sounds familiar. I think that's exactly what I asked" Lucy throws in Tim's face.

He lands on a hospital chair heavily.

"It's not about you. You have to know that. It's me. But this doesn't change the fact that I'll always come running if anything happens to you. Because I love you. This will never change" Tim looks at her pleadingly and with all sincerity in the world.

But Lucy just cannot deal with him, not right now.

"This is not how you love someone. So you can shove whatever feelings you have and get the hell out of here".

Tim just looks at her for a moment with tears in his eyes. Then he nods quietly and gets up.

"Take care of yourself. Please" are his last words before he leaves.

Lucy falls back on a hospital pillow and lets out a long breath. She knows she's done the right thing, protected her boundaries. Then why does her chest feel like it's on fire?

"Because you still love him too" her mind whispers.

And she really does. Probably always will. But Tim made his choice and it wasn't her and them. In the end, it was him who thought they weren't worth the effort.

#the rookie #the rookie abc #the rookie fanfic #the rookie fanfiction #chenford #chenford fanfic #chenford fanfiction #lucy chen #tim bradford

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OMG 😭😭😭😭 I love and hate it so much. Because this masterpiece encompasses everything I love about these two and also everything I hate about them 💔💔💔

Tim & Lucy | Worth the Risk (6x06)

Edited by SunnyVids.

#the rookie #the rookie abc #Chenford #chenford

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It's just one of those days when the dragon craves pain, suffering and heartbreak. I just hope I haven't turned psychic and this forever remains the figment of my imagination.

I don't own the show or any of the characters. They belong to the Yabani writers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

Routine

Alaz awakes slowly and painfully. He hasn't opened his eyes yet but he knows doing so and seeing the light of day will be a bitch. His head is heavy and pounding, his mouth is dry and his throat is scratchy as if he's been screaming for hours. Wait a second ... there was some screaming last night. There was a lot that happened. Alaz doesn't remember much after the first bottle of scotch. But he does remember this:

"I wish I had never met you!"

"I was a fool thinking this could work!"

"Falling in love with you is the biggest mistake of my life!"

"I'll get over you. If I could get over Yaman, I sure as hell can and will get over you".

Each word from her was laced with so much poison that he almost choked on it. He'd forgotten how cruel she could be if she wanted - that was his first mistake. But he gave as good as he got. He too could be cruel. He's never been a half measures, the golden middle kind of guy. Only all or nothing. If he loved, he loved too much, too obsessively. And the extent of his love equaled his cruelty and hatred. They'll have to take place of his love for her that she rejected.

Now, lying in bed on his stomach, trying to blink his eyes open, he realises his second mistake - drinking a bar worth of liquor.

Then he feels a movement behind him on the bed and dread settles deep into his bones. Because all of a sudden he remembers all the gory details of his mistake number three from last night.

He shouldn't be surprised, noone should, after all that's how he's always coped - by drinking, smoking, swallowing, fucking away the pain. Why this time should be any different?

"Because you've found the love of your life and she'll never forgive this" the little voice whispers.

He finally opens his eyes and rolls over to lie on his back. There's pressure building up behind his orbs and his head's now pounding even more. After drawing in a long breath through his nose, Alaz dares a look to his left. Yeap, his third and last mistake is staring right back at him in all its naked glory.

He knows there's no excuse for what he's done. Well, in his mind there's always an excuse. He was in agony, because of her. And he just wanted the pain to be gone, wanted it to be forever taken away by a simple moment of pleasure. But he reached his peak, the moment was over and the pain ... the pain was still there.

"It will always be there. In your bloodstream. Along with her" that little voice mocks him again.

No. It has to end. At some point, one day. If he has to fall into bed with another girl - fine. That's his routine after all. And when Alaz thinks about it, he almost feels like he's missed this - having his own routine, something that's only about him. Good or bad - doesn't matter. It's what it is. It's his.

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[mrsgreenworld]

So I'm a Captain with one of my two current ships on the bottom of the ocean saying "Hi!👋" to The Titanic and the other one is about to crash and burn soon as well.

#the rookie #the rookie abc #chenford

[mrsgreenworld]

Agreed 💯💯💯

Yaman's kidnapping is the big mystery, the main problem that the show ultimately revolves around. Once this is solved, they'll need another plotline to build a new season around. The whole Zafer storyline could've been that but they wrapped it up all too quickly.

Tbh I don't want a Yabani season 2 😵‍💫

I think after the whole who kidnapped Yaman scenario is played out, it's a great time to end it. It'll be perfect. All the questions are answered, and all the relationships are fixed.

Season 2 would be just needlessly dragging this out.

35 episodes is a good respected number.

#yabani #yabani dizi

[mrsgreenworld]

So, I got some requests for more Aslaz fluff and humour and I was preparing a very light one shot. But I hadn't managed to finish it before episode 29 aired. And the episode ... well ... To say it was underwhelming or disappointing would be an understatement. And there were some alarming hints in the episode at the return of the old Alaz. I honestly don't see this playing out. They'll just have to erase all his growth. Have the writers caught the rabies from the Yalı Çapkını crew? 🤔

Anyway, abort mission on fluff, I've got angst and heartbreak coming.

I don't own the show or any of the characters. They belong to the Yabani writers and the production company. This is only fanfiction.

The Things I Hate You For

Alaz sees the moment the spark of love, that's just made home in Asi's eyes, dies out. Her deep dark gaze hardens and completely shuts down the access to his Asi.

"It's obvious that this isn't working out" she says in a dejected voice.

Alaz sees and knows that she believes it when she says it. But she isn't the only one stubborn in this relationship. And what's more important - Alaz is also a man of his word. He said that he'd never leave her. That they could fight and not talk to each other but still remain them, together. And he meant it. He means it now and always will, to his last dying breath.

"No! Stop it! You don't get to do this! You don't get to just give up when things get rough!"

"Things aren't just rough, Alaz! Don't you see how messed up this is? How messed up we are? How we have nothing in common? How our families clash? How there's always has to be some threat or risk of dying hanging over our heads for us to talk?"

"Well, there's no threat right now and noone is dying and we're talking just fine".

"We're not talking, we're fighting, as always".

"Well, this is us. This is our routine" he says with a helpless shrug.

Asi looks at him with tired eyes.

"Our routine" she echoes.

Alaz wants to shake her, knock some sense into her, some light and love back into her eyes. But they have nothing left for him to hold on to. And he hates it. He almost hates her for becoming yet another person he couldn't be enough for.

"What do want from me, huh? What do you want me to do?" Alaz asks, all the fight just leaving him, the body almost sagging.

"I want you to let me go" she says and her words have the weight of a death sentence.

"I know you said you couldn't and wouldn't. But, please, if you love me, if you've ever loved me, just let me go".

Asi voices her request and her eyes stay dry. And Alaz almost hates her for this too. For not choosing him, them. For not deeming them worth fighting for.

"If I let you go now, we're done, for good. You understand that?" he asks, deep down hoping against all hope that she'll take her words back.

She crushes that fragile little hope with a nod.

It is in that moment when Alaz realizes that he's losing not only her but his brother as well. Because Yaman is also Asi's brother and he'll forever be stuck between the two of them. He'll always be that bridge that connects them. For Alaz to let Asi go he'll have to let go of his brother too. And he almost hates her for that too.

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[mrsgreenworld]

I think it's not so much about the channel as the OGM company and Onur (the producer) and Gülseren. I swear these two are so shady and greedy. They've put all their eggs in one basket with this Yalı Çapkını abomination.

I mean... Can I say no to the depressed-dickhead-puppy archetype? No, I cannot. It's my weakness, unfortunately.

#yan oda #dizi

[mrsgreenworld]

Okay, Aslaz fandom, I'm on the roll with these two. Got so many fanfic ideas but cannot decide which I should go with first:

1 - more fluff and humour

2 - angst

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