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I’ve lived a lot of lives, but I’m done running from my past.

BLACK WIDOW (2020) dir. Cate Shortland + BLACK WIDOW (2019) by Jen Soska & Sylvia Soska

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Saw a post about witch bells which are supposedly used to notify people of the presence of spirits and now we're just going down the phasmophobia rabbit hole. That's a phobia of ghosts and/or shadow figures. It's pretty extreme cause like.....I start fixating on the subject of ghosts and it triggers hallucinations because of anxiety and insomnia which is induced by anxiety (and ADHD). Why did I decide to skip my sleeping pills for three days in a fucking row?(⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

Because I self-sabotage to prove that I'm unlovable and deserve to be hated, that's why!

#random randomness #my thoughts #my life #life update #phobias #mental health #anxiety #why why why #why am i like this

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points have been made

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“Vampire help hotline, what can I do for you?” “I just… I miss garlic bread…”

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bisexual cinema is back

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You guys should read the book.

TOM HIDDLESTON - High Rise (2015), dir. Ben Wheatley

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[2927/11080] Daurian jackdaw - Coloeus dauuricus

Note: Clements places this bird in the genus Corvus.

Order: Passeriformes Suborder: Passeri Superfamily: Corvoidea Family: Corvidae (corvids)

Photo credit: Vincent Wang via Macaulay Library

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🍓🍰★彡ꜱᴛʀᴀᴡʙᴇʀʀɪᴇꜱ彡★🍓🍰

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Starting this today❣️

#books #books books books #bookworm #book nerd #bibliophile #romance novels #womens lit #contemporary fiction #current reads #currently reading #am reading

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B.A.R.F. in Civil War

Have you ever wondered why we were shown B.A.R.F. technology in Civil War? I’ll tell you why. To show that Tony could have cured Bucky's brainwashing and PTSD with it.

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MOON KNIGHT (2022-)

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Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, & Sam Wilson Captain America: The Winter Soldier

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I feel like people are letting their fears of offending people impact their media literacy. No one seems to understand satire anymore. Everything has to be squeaky clean ✨wholesome✨or else it's toxic and evil. People are so busy trying to figure out how a piece of media is problematic that they miss the point completely and end up making complete asses out of themselves.

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Leah is a variant of Loki's daughter Hela so, technically, yes they are. Not only that but Kid Loki was the one who created Leah in the first place, so they're also related in that sense.

I don't know why, but I'm kind of relieved to know that LokixLeah isn't the first incest ship in the Marvelverse. Cause yeah it's gross and unhealthy and uncomfortable and should NOT be romanticized, but it's also just part of a life. Like this shit happens every day whether we want to admit or not, and reading about it -- consuming media about it helps people learn why and how it can be prevented. Granted you gotta be able to peel back the layers of metaphor and stuff, especially with the whole Loki and Leah thing but still....

By the way, the other incest ship is Wanda and Pietro. I will have to do more research to figure out the books where it is explicit, but it's apparently been hinted at since the characters were first introduced in the X-Men comics which was like more than 50 years ago. Unfortunately, I haven't read many X-Men books even though I know a lot about the lore because there are SO many different alternate universes and spinoffs and timelines when it comes to the X-Men that it can be like looking for a needle in a haystack if you don't know EXACTLY what story arc you want.

Like the first time I went into a comic book store I was in my 20s -- there wasn't one in my hometown where I grew up -- and the clerk asked me if I needed help finding something. I told him to him I wanted X-Men comics and he took me over to a spot where the whole fucking wall was nothing but X-Men and started listing off books: X-Men Gold, Uncanny X-Men, X-Force, Wolverine & The X-Men, Astonishing X-Men, X-Caliber -- that doesn't even cover the solo series. The X-Men comics are AMAZING but they have got to be the most confusing comic book franchise ever created.

Note: This topic is on my mind because I am reading the book Push by Sapphire which talks about incest.