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Something extremely specific that I feel so alone in is noise cancelling headphones being a cause of stress rather than a relief. Like I tried someone else's once and maybe it was cuz i was already stressed, but I quickly got so panicked and on edge i was nearly in tears, and that was in a car with just me and the other person. Whenever a friend wants to show me something and they have noise cancelling headphones i get a spike of anxiety when i put them on. I constantly see posts about people putting on their noise cancelling headphones on a train or something and the mere thought of that terrifies me. Like I can't even handle having one earbud in playing sound in public unless I know the place really well. It's gotta be something to do with knowing a sound is happening but not being able to fully hear it. (It being a case of the sound muffled from another room is no bother to me tho.) Cuz this stress happens whenever I get my ears blocked after swimming or cuz of sickness.
Or something to do with how i grew up in a place with very few man made sounds. Like I hear lots of animal noises and it doesn't really bother me, but if im in a place with people i feel like i have to make note of and identify every single sound and i need to be constantly on alert.
It's annoying cuz i also find lots, and loud noises stressful but i dont have that solution of "put noise cancelling headphones on and those stressful noises will go away" I just have to sit there and hope the noises go away or i can leave the place soon.
And I want to project this as headcanon onto characters but all the characters i would pick are ones who would totally get overwhelmed by many and loud sounds and would benefit from noise cancelling headphones, and to me theres something so special about headcanons like that. The tiny aides that help characters, like someone with light sensitivity carrying around sun glasses, or someone with memory issues having a little journal on them. Headcanons that aren't really actively called attention to and are simply a natural part of the character. And so my anxiety tells me that this sort of headcanon would make me a sort of buzzkill i guess. Cuz it directly contradicts a headcanon that has no reason to be contradicted or contested and at the same time it feels like such a niche experience that so few people get.
This got so much longer than I expected it would but its something i never see talked about so I guess I had a lot to say. I really want to know if anyone else feels this, its nice putting it into words and it would be pretty nice to talk to someone who experiences the same sort of thing.
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For a reel on Instagram. Unfortunately I couldn’t download it with the audio so here it is. Just imagine Jerma cussing out a child
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Happy mother's day to the master Emerald and Vanilla the rabbit!💐💝❤️✨♀️💎🐰
(sorry for late reply im bad at answering asks lol😅)
YES! these lovely mamas deserve so much appreciation.
Vanilla being one of the few adults among this band of teenage heroes will never not be entertaining to me, she's probably so tired and worried about all these chaotic kids running around.
and gosh do I love some "The Master Emerald is Knuckles' parent." There are so many different ways to take it and on the wholesome end of the spectrum the vibes of Knuckles having what is essentially a deity looking after and loving him, doing whatever it can to make Angel Island the best place for its little baby.
Knuckles sometimes slipping up and calling her "Mother Emerald" instead of "Master Emerald and getting all blushy and stammering if he's confronted or called out on it. He's also so glad he's the only one who can understand the M.E, because she's such a proud gushy parent and wants to tell the entire world how amazing her son is.
And one of the many interpretations i like when it comes to Knuckles' origin is him literally being a fragment of the Master Emerald that is now a separate, but connected entity. It being like when someone cuts off a sprig of a tree to make a sapling and grow a new tree. Its a new plant, but yet shares many traits with the parent plant.
Gosh I could ramble endlessly about Knuckles being the M.E's child. I have thoughts about it all the time. This is nowhere near the end of what i could say on this.
And if anyone's interested in some Knuckles getting motherly love from these two I have some fics that are just that
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It's mother's day! Happy mother's day!
And a happy mothers day to you and any mamas in your family too! A happy mother's day to all!!💖✨️✨️💕💕💗
And to mothers of all kinds💗💞
May you all get a well-deserved break and recognition for all you do💖✨️
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P.S.
Some scenarios inspired by @heckinconfusedparade 💖💕, @aphantimes 💖✨️and @nights-nonsensical-ramblings 💗✨️ and many others found in the knuckles discord💗💞💕
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shoutout to everyone who wants to infodump but cant string together coherent thoughts to form sentences and instead just look at you like this
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been going insane over Bruce in his eating dome for 24 hrs now
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i hate how you get desensitized to the cool stuff in your WIP if you've been writing it for a long time so when you read back over it you're like "this isn't as cool as i thought :(" but it still is! you just read it too many times
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This is how the golden age of piracy ended.
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the gods know what you’ve done.
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Please don’t kill
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Why do my brain gotta be mean to me? Like it's me, why isn't it being helpful? Blegh
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people telling you they reread your fic is the biggest compliment you could ever receive. there are thousands of stories out there begging to be found, to be explored, but your story meant so much to someone that they came back to it eagerly, they went over every word again. to love is to return and loving a fic is rereading it. thank you to all readers and rereaders <3333
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Every so often my brain tells me I'm doing this whole life thing wrong and I need to do everything right now
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