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unloveable

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Isabel Allende, The House of the Spirits

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Dream bout a kiss that makes you cry

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Vincent van Gogh Still Life with French Novels and Glass with a Rose 1887

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#spoken poetry #poem #spilled ink #scream poem #spoken thoughts #actually bpd #bpd

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Or when you can easily catch them in a lie but you have to play it off because if you call them out they leave. They always leave.

People say you're not "too much" for the right people. What fucking people? Where are these people who are going to be there for me when my arms are covered in blood? When I'm screaming and crying and banging my head off the wall. The "right people" don't exist. Nobody wants to fucking deal with this shit.

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— Jeremy Radin, from “So I Locked Myself Inside a Star for Twenty Years.”

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— Julie Anne Peters, from “By The Time You Read This, I’ll Be Dead.”

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do you ever just feel like ur a place holder in every kind of relationship you have or are you normal

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But if I called you now would you come to me?

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having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is