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[queenie-blackthorn]

yeah that checks out

I have been screaming that Matthew should be a seafarer since Chain of Thorns CAME OUT. And NOW LOOK. My God this character was made for me. A literal gift wrapped up with a big blond bow.

[queenie-blackthorn]

you have asked, and the ruler has answered

I have been screaming that Matthew should be a seafarer since Chain of Thorns CAME OUT. And NOW LOOK. My God this character was made for me. A literal gift wrapped up with a big blond bow.

#DID YOU GENUINELTY CHANFGE YOUR URL THAT FAST I CANT #BRO HOWDID YOU DO THAT SO FAST ?? HELP???

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DEFINE HOT AS HELL IM KHALEEJI 🤨🤨 BELOW 30 C ISNT HOT IN MY BOOK

OKAY SWEET IM BAD AT COMING UP W NICKNAMES ON THE SPOT SO IMMA JUST CALL YOU RIYANA (like... rihanna??) AND WAIT FOR A NICKNAME TO GRAB ME BY THE THROAT AND DEMAND THAT I CALL YOU BY IT

oh my god i love rwrb xdvdfsfdrrftfrrfgt i havent had someone to talk to abt it for so long

OKAY MY TURN IG UHM HELLOOO IM QUEENIE (not my real name)

IM SIXTEEN

I LOVE MY FRIENDS BOTH IRL AND ONLINE THEYRE MY RIDE OR DIE

FOOD IS INDEED DELICIOUS I AGREE

IM AROACE SO YIPPEE ON THE GARLIC HAH

okay the dumb and forgetful thing is real but dont call yourself that :( im sure youre very smart

HEY BESTIEEEE

I HAVENT TALKED MUCH TO YOU IN A WHILE

I MISS YOUUUU

HI POOKIE

I MISS YOU TOOOO HRU

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WOAHHHHH IVE BEEN TO FRANKFURT ITS SOSOSOSOS COOL

I LOVE GERMANY BRO AND SWITZERLAND OH MY GODD SUCH AN UPGRADE FROM MY 37 C AHH GCC COUNTRY

AND THE AIR IS SO CLEAN TOO?? IDK IF I ONLY NOTICED THAT BC IM USED TO POLLUTED AIR BUT YEAH LOL

OH MY GOD I WISH MY SCHOOL DID THAT !!! MY OLD SCHOOL ALMOST TOOK US TO TURKIYE BUT UH EARTHQUAKE SO EVERYONE CANCELLED :/

AND SAMEEEE IVE BEEN SEEING YOU AROUND BUT. LIKE. IDK HOW TO SAY HI OR INTRODUCE MYSELF? SHWHSWHWSH IM SO MUCH BETTER AT THAT IRL

HEY BESTIEEEE

I HAVENT TALKED MUCH TO YOU IN A WHILE

I MISS YOUUUU

HI POOKIE

I MISS YOU TOOOO HRU

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GIRLIE IDK YOU THAT WELL BUT THATS SO COOL LOL MY FAMILY WENT THRU LIKE A THREE YEAR PHASE OF DOING THAT

WHICH CITIESSSSSS

HEY BESTIEEEE

I HAVENT TALKED MUCH TO YOU IN A WHILE

I MISS YOUUUU

HI POOKIE

I MISS YOU TOOOO HRU

[queenie-blackthorn]

Reblog this if it’s okay to DM you and shoot the friendship shot.

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sometimes i hate my face and i hate the mirror and i dont believe my friends when they call me pretty, then other times when i look in the mirror all i can see is my mothers face. and all of a sudden theres a thousand memories in my head of friends, family, teachers etc who all tell me i look exactly like her. suddenly theres the faces of my siblings, looking back and forth between me and my mother and saying "dear god" bc we look more alike than my twin sisters do. i remember my father saying he doesnt think theres anyone on earth more beautiful than my mother, and i saw her face, not seeing myself in that face, and i agreed. i look in the mirror and remember my best friend saying i look like my mother but i smile just like my father. i remember looking down at a photo of my dad grinning and it hit me that she was right. its the exact same smile. then i realize that i have my mothers face, just like she has the face of one of her ancestors, and i have my fathers smile, just like he smiles like one of his ancestors. and each of those ancestors had someone who found love in their face, in their smile. my father found love in my mothers face. my mother found love in my fathers smile. so maybe its not that impossible that someone would find love in mine. 

#in too deep into my thoughts #but like #in a good way

[queenie-blackthorn]

ahem

i apologize

ROAD TRIP????????????????????????????????????????????????

Hi Cassie,

I hope my message finds you SUPER well :))

Will we be able to get to know what tv shows or movies or podcasts Kit and Ty might bond over more in TWP?

Or will the events of the novels make them too busy for that downtime domestic chill?

Hugs from London 🇬🇧

Both of them have been raised somewhat away from mundane things. Kit will be much more aware of them, having gone to a local school and knowing local kids, and Ty knows a limited amount about computers and inventions and some mundane books, but neither of them is particularly steeped in pop culture. They do take a road trip, so perhaps they can bond over the world's largest ball of string. :)

#khalas #bury me #im dead #fhdgjhrhgthegt #i swear if cassie makes them share a bed in a motel #i will die #i am dead #i am deceased #i am screaming

[queenie-blackthorn]

yeah well, guess ill have to wait until i can talk to her face to face again.

oh also, let her know that ive got my parents trust enough that theyd let me talk to her. like they wont go thru any of our stuff or anything. and ive got a burner email she can msg me on if shes still scared that my parents absolutely dont have access to. or maybe we can even meet up? theyve let me hang out w friends a lot more leniently recently. so like if she wants to meet up in the summer or anything itd be a lot more possible than it was four years ago

so like... yk how your pupils dilate when you see something/one you love? i wanted to test that, so i shone a light in my eye (theyre dark ok its the only way you can tell apart my pupil and my iris) and told my sisters "lmk if my pupils dilate"

literally the moment i thought her name—didnt even get to picture her face—my sisters went "oooh yea they dilated like a lot"

...

@violet92959 yk who im talking about right please tell her i love her n miss her

#js let her know that ive mostly fixed my relationship w my parents #and that means that #meeting up is no longer entirely out of the realm of possibility #ahem im rambling

[queenie-blackthorn]

thank you

so like... yk how your pupils dilate when you see something/one you love? i wanted to test that, so i shone a light in my eye (theyre dark ok its the only way you can tell apart my pupil and my iris) and told my sisters "lmk if my pupils dilate"

literally the moment i thought her name—didnt even get to picture her face—my sisters went "oooh yea they dilated like a lot"

...

@violet92959 yk who im talking about right please tell her i love her n miss her

[queenie-blackthorn]

so like... yk how your pupils dilate when you see something/one you love? i wanted to test that, so i shone a light in my eye (theyre dark ok its the only way you can tell apart my pupil and my iris) and told my sisters "lmk if my pupils dilate"

literally the moment i thought her name—didnt even get to picture her face—my sisters went "oooh yea they dilated like a lot"

...

@violet92959 yk who im talking about right please tell her i love her n miss her

#ahem #what was that thing about having so much love to give to the world #but the person whos meant to receive it isnt there

[queenie-blackthorn]

that explains the childhood trauma the abandonment issues the bullying the parent @/bu$3 the identity issues the

yeah that checks out

am i a bilingual written by a monolingual bc today i quite literally had a conversation with my psychology teacher and it was accidentally in arabic. she doesnt know arabic.

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am i a bilingual written by a monolingual bc today i quite literally had a conversation with my psychology teacher and it was accidentally in arabic. she doesnt know arabic.

#very one sided conversation #took me like ten seconds to realize why she looked so confused and wasnt responding

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i mean to be fair they did seem kinda like they had a lot to say. they mentioned that their country gets attacks, so i assume this is kinda personal to them. so ill forgive them if theyre a bit all over the place. and maybe this is the first place they have a chance to actually let those thoughts out, so ill just listen and respond. simple

Yeah so that’s what I meant just because ‘everyone’ hates them (terrorists organisations) doesn’t mean they stop, they still kill many and it’s okay if you don’t stand up for the victims because they aren’t ‘your people’ so then why do you and your people spread so much hate and use terrible words for people who stay neutral, those who don’t do or say anything from either side? As it was your logic to not say anything for people undergoing attacks other than the one in Palestine since it has nothing to do with you and there are apparently enough people to support and voice them, so is the case for non-islams regarding the current matter, I don’t get it why so much of double standards? Y’all can’t stop your own people then what are y’all expecting from others which okay is still fine but calling them really really terrible stuff, swearing at them, cursing them for not even saying a single thing, really? Why is everyone forced to have a say, maybe if your community showed the same amount of dedication to go against the terrorist organisation under the name of your religion, maybe just maybe it would have made a difference (if you’re wondering why I’m talking so much about muslim terrorists, it’s because the place I live in has had to go through ALOT because of them, I don’t talk of the others). I get it what is happening with Palestine is definitely wrong but why doesn’t this amount of care and consideration not happen for victims everywhere from everyone? Why then do you choose to stay neutral and not say anything and why we are forced to say something ? please make some sense.

babes, youre rambling. if its fine can you summarize it a bit? ill try to respond but like. youre throwing comeback after comeback. its kinda hard keping up??? im tired from exams n my attention span is low

it’s okay if you don’t stand up for the victims because they aren’t ‘your people’

see, i said theyre not my people as a clarification. bc im muslim, but i dont consider them to be muslim. that is separate from my reason as to why i dont talk about "muslim" attacks. my reason was because everyone knows those organizations are wrong, so theres no point in clarifying it.

why do you and your people spread so much hate and use terrible words for people who stay neutral, those who don’t do or say anything from either side?

i personally dont. not anymore. because after a lot of thought on it, i personally understood why people may not comment (e.g. for their safety). i no longer bear any hostilities to people who stay neutral. cant say anything anything on anyone else's behalf.

calling them really really terrible stuff, swearing at them, cursing them for not even saying a single thing, really? Why is everyone forced to have a say

same as i said before.

maybe if your community showed the same amount of dedication to go against the terrorist organisation under the name of your religion, maybe just maybe it would have made a difference

see, i really dont get what you mean by "your community". if you mean my (muslim majority) country, it literally has zero terrorists. literally. bc the police is so harsh, patriotism and loving peace is built into us from day one, men have to go thru military training, SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE they dont want anyone to align themselves with those terrorist ideals.

if you mean us as muslims, in islam its our job just to be pious and treat people well. yes, a tiny percentage end up terrible, but with 2 billion of us, if one percent is terrible its still going to be a large number. muslims mostly have the mindset of "let god deal with them" which is why you wont see many speaking up against terrorists

if youre talking about arabs as a whole, the issue is (and i can go into a whole rant about this) most of them have been fucked since the british n french messed with us like a hundred years ago. its why iraq is a mess, its why palestine-israel is a thing. i know youll wanna say "they can still speak against these organisations" but habibi, the arabs are so divided. they cant unite over anything. not even speaking up against israel, which is literally attacking an arab country, so how can you expect them to be able to speak up against muslim terror groups? (not excusing it, by the way, just i think this is the reason why)

by the way, they do speak against terrorist groups. the muslim brotherhood is designated a terrorist group by bahrain, egypt, russia, saudi arabia, the uae, and syria. only one of those isnt muslim majority + isis is designated a terrorist group by egypt, jordan, syria, the uae, kuwait, saudi arabia, iraq, tajikistan, kazakhstan, azerbaijan, and even AGHANISTAN OF ALL PLACES. i could name more but you get my point, i think

if you’re wondering why I’m talking so much about muslim terrorists, it’s because the place I live in has had to go through ALOT because of them

i understand. and i can tell youre really passionate about this. just a question anon, what exactly are you trying to say here? bc youre so full of emotion right now (maybe bc this is personal to you) that everythings coming out at once and its not rlly making sense.

would you mind telling me your thoughts in one or two sentences? like i can tell your mad abt this situation, but why? is it that you dont like the way arabs/muslims (please specify which instead of saying 'you people') react to "muslim" terrorist groups? or the whole thing about getting mad at those who stay neutral? itd rlly help me if you specified

#make 70 excuses for a persons behavior #and if you cant find any #then find fault in yourself #islam teaches us to think the best of people #how does that saying go? #thats kinda how it goes #rough translation from arabic lol #so yeah im trying to assume the best of this person

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im good, i can just relax. i relax anytime i feel overwhelmed, which happens a lot. so far ive one thru the first two "to all the boys ive loved before" movies. and a barbie movie. that was nice.

heyyyy how is IGCSES studying going?

heyyyyy its mid ngl. i dont think im working as hard as id like to, but its as much as my mind can handle rn and ngl ive felt good abt all my exams so far. math is tmr tho ughhhh im gonna die i swear (/hj)

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tbf there was a lot to dissect. i felt like my response was all over the place but wtv ig

Yeah so that’s what I meant just because ‘everyone’ hates them (terrorists organisations) doesn’t mean they stop, they still kill many and it’s okay if you don’t stand up for the victims because they aren’t ‘your people’ so then why do you and your people spread so much hate and use terrible words for people who stay neutral, those who don’t do or say anything from either side? As it was your logic to not say anything for people undergoing attacks other than the one in Palestine since it has nothing to do with you and there are apparently enough people to support and voice them, so is the case for non-islams regarding the current matter, I don’t get it why so much of double standards? Y’all can’t stop your own people then what are y’all expecting from others which okay is still fine but calling them really really terrible stuff, swearing at them, cursing them for not even saying a single thing, really? Why is everyone forced to have a say, maybe if your community showed the same amount of dedication to go against the terrorist organisation under the name of your religion, maybe just maybe it would have made a difference (if you’re wondering why I’m talking so much about muslim terrorists, it’s because the place I live in has had to go through ALOT because of them, I don’t talk of the others). I get it what is happening with Palestine is definitely wrong but why doesn’t this amount of care and consideration not happen for victims everywhere from everyone? Why then do you choose to stay neutral and not say anything and why we are forced to say something ? please make some sense.

babes, youre rambling. if its fine can you summarize it a bit? ill try to respond but like. youre throwing comeback after comeback. its kinda hard keping up??? im tired from exams n my attention span is low

it’s okay if you don’t stand up for the victims because they aren’t ‘your people’

see, i said theyre not my people as a clarification. bc im muslim, but i dont consider them to be muslim. that is separate from my reason as to why i dont talk about "muslim" attacks. my reason was because everyone knows those organizations are wrong, so theres no point in clarifying it.

why do you and your people spread so much hate and use terrible words for people who stay neutral, those who don’t do or say anything from either side?

i personally dont. not anymore. because after a lot of thought on it, i personally understood why people may not comment (e.g. for their safety). i no longer bear any hostilities to people who stay neutral. cant say anything anything on anyone else's behalf.

calling them really really terrible stuff, swearing at them, cursing them for not even saying a single thing, really? Why is everyone forced to have a say

same as i said before.

maybe if your community showed the same amount of dedication to go against the terrorist organisation under the name of your religion, maybe just maybe it would have made a difference

see, i really dont get what you mean by "your community". if you mean my (muslim majority) country, it literally has zero terrorists. literally. bc the police is so harsh, patriotism and loving peace is built into us from day one, men have to go thru military training, SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE they dont want anyone to align themselves with those terrorist ideals.

if you mean us as muslims, in islam its our job just to be pious and treat people well. yes, a tiny percentage end up terrible, but with 2 billion of us, if one percent is terrible its still going to be a large number. muslims mostly have the mindset of "let god deal with them" which is why you wont see many speaking up against terrorists

if youre talking about arabs as a whole, the issue is (and i can go into a whole rant about this) most of them have been fucked since the british n french messed with us like a hundred years ago. its why iraq is a mess, its why palestine-israel is a thing. i know youll wanna say "they can still speak against these organisations" but habibi, the arabs are so divided. they cant unite over anything. not even speaking up against israel, which is literally attacking an arab country, so how can you expect them to be able to speak up against muslim terror groups? (not excusing it, by the way, just i think this is the reason why)

by the way, they do speak against terrorist groups. the muslim brotherhood is designated a terrorist group by bahrain, egypt, russia, saudi arabia, the uae, and syria. only one of those isnt muslim majority + isis is designated a terrorist group by egypt, jordan, syria, the uae, kuwait, saudi arabia, iraq, tajikistan, kazakhstan, azerbaijan, and even AGHANISTAN OF ALL PLACES. i could name more but you get my point, i think

if you’re wondering why I’m talking so much about muslim terrorists, it’s because the place I live in has had to go through ALOT because of them

i understand. and i can tell youre really passionate about this. just a question anon, what exactly are you trying to say here? bc youre so full of emotion right now (maybe bc this is personal to you) that everythings coming out at once and its not rlly making sense.

would you mind telling me your thoughts in one or two sentences? like i can tell your mad abt this situation, but why? is it that you dont like the way arabs/muslims (please specify which instead of saying 'you people') react to "muslim" terrorist groups? or the whole thing about getting mad at those who stay neutral? itd rlly help me if you specified

#eh ive written more before

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heyyyy how is IGCSES studying going?

heyyyyy its mid ngl. i dont think im working as hard as id like to, but its as much as my mind can handle rn and ngl ive felt good abt all my exams so far. math is tmr tho ughhhh im gonna die i swear (/hj)