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any german speaking friends here that would read something for me and tell me their honest opinion and proof read? please and thank you 

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The Introvert - A Myers Briggs Information Graphic

#infj #mbti #me

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MBTI Aesthetic Series: The INFJ

“The perfect Sunday afternoon. Laughter that serenades the joy out of the coldest of hearts. Painting grey skies a shade of blue. “How are you, today?” A heart of gold with shaky hands. Organized closets by color and style. Watching rain trickle down the windowpane. A trembling voice coming from a fountain of purity. The sound of punching keys on a typewriter. Your circle keeps getting smaller. Always reaching out to those who don’t deserve your help. Smiling at strangers. Ice cream on a hot summer day. Trying to find the perfect word for a poem. An aura so welcoming and warm, why are your walls built so high?”

#me #infj #mbti #the advocate

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I’m actually quite sad. At the end of last month I interviewed for the perfect second job. It would have doubled my monthly paycheck and been amazing. The interview went great and everyone seemed to like me. The employer told me that they would let me know in a week if and when I would start. I got the call back stating they really liked me but felt obligated to let their old employee (who was/is sick and didn’t want to stop working) have a month test to see if they could continue working going through treatment. 

So I got my hopes up and interviewed for this (dream) job just to get the answer of “Maybe in a month we will hire you.” To say I’m disappointed is an understatement. 

#work #hiring fail #personal #do i wait to see in a month? #do i schedule more interviews #do i say fuck it? #trying to get a job sucks

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I feel so old today.

#b-day #more than half a century

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| my face 

#my face #pics #selfie #man am i white

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100 days with Ruby Lucas/Red Riding Hood - Day 84

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“They’ve identified these receptors in the brain that activate specific circuits. And you know how they say that we can only access twenty percent of our brain? Well, what this does, it lets you access all of it.”

San Francisco, 2016.

                            IF YOU’RE GOING TO SAN FRANCISCO

Top secret experiments induced by the government have caused a broad selection of individuals to develop supernatural abilities, powers beyond our wildest dreams. Two groups have formed within these chosen ones, one of them set out to protect and preserve, the other to dominate and destroy. With Division 13 on every superhuman residents’ tail and plenty of unaware test subjects that lack an affiliation and thus guidance scattering about the city, the streets of San Francisco are all but safe, impending escalation seemingly unavoidable.

               YOU’RE GONNA MEET SOME GENTLE PEOPLE THERE

Both sides have long sensed the danger and taken necessary precautions, armed their hideouts and are preparing themselves for a battle not only against their own kind but also against the ones responsible for their unexpected twist of fate. With the government’s determination to regain control, no one is safe, be it affiliates, neutrals or even innocent civilians. Choose your side and choose it wisely. For on your own, you’ll be doomed.

             ↠↠↠↠  M A I N.  P L O T.  C H A R A C T E R S.  I N Q U I R E.

#rp #possible application

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Anyone have a LJ?

#livejournal #lj

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| Little - 2016

#my kitten #pics #personal #cat #somehow she is 2 years old #still tiny #still looks like a kitten #her and her rabbit feet

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I know hardly anyone is actually going to read this. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining, just stating facts. I don't think I have many friends left here. 

I don't know what's with me lately. I thought I was happier. I thought it was the nice weather that was making me want to stay offline and spend less time on my laptop. Apparently, that only lasted a week until it became a 'why would I even go online?'. It's been about a month now and no one even noticed. People I talked to daily, whom I thought were friends, didn't even wonder where I went. It's hard to feel better about not being so tied to technology when people you thought would care, don't. I have fallen out of so many friendships. I only talk to one person and that's my wife. Even she doesn't know everything my mind goes through. I feel so disconnected from everything. It's times like these where I just want to be numb. I'm sorry to everyone. 

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i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

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The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.

Beau Taplin || the hours between.  (via afadthatlastsforever)

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Please. I would just like to breathe. 

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Who left the door open? Who left me outside?

HU - Outside

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My scars are screaming, they want to open up again

(via ourtwistedthreads)