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I'm trying... I swear I'm trying. But I'm also tired... So very tired. I can feel myself sinking lower a little more every day.

#trying to be positive #over it #antisocial #mental health #exhausted #just let it be #so tired #keep going #anxiety #anxious #im sorry #give me strength

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I thought I had finally escaped from this. From you. But yet here we are again and it feels like I'm losing my mind. I can't get away from you and it sickens me.

But this time around.. I'm in fight mode.

#fight or flight #fight #just go away #leave me be #live life #scared #anxious #anxiety is awful #gives me anxiety

[social-anxiety-mylife]

Sometimes I miss you so much it hurts. Especially on my bad days. I miss your hugs, your smile, your laugh. I just hope you're proud of me despite all of the mistakes I've made.

#loss #missing you #come back #dont leave me #i need you #be proud #so lost #i miss you #anxiety

[social-anxiety-mylife]

My happy place.

Lake MI at its finest 💙

#beach vibes #antisocial #happy place #beach #waves #mental health #anxiety #relief #lake michigan #michigan #summertime #beach waves

[social-anxiety-mylife]

Ink therapy is the best therapy 💜💙

#tattoo #fresh ink #flowers #cover up #new beginnings #fresh #release #ink therapy #mental health #purple #colorful #at peace #floral #in love

[social-anxiety-mylife]

When you're feeling lonely but you don't have the energy to be around people.... I feel that so hard right now.

My bed is currently my happy place.

#i'm so tired #emotional #social anxiety #anxious #antisocial #feeling alone #no energy #not myself

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Husband and I have been trying to conceive for about 5 months now. My period isn't due for a couple days, but it was driving me crazy so I took a test this morning. Negative once again. I try so hard to mentally prepare myself for my period each month because it is heart break every time it comes. This morning I snapped. I just went into like some weird zombie mode. I keep telling myself there must be some reason why I'm not getting pregnant yet. I can't even look at babies anymore. I can't even fake being happy for anyone that's expecting or has kids.

I'm sick of hearing my time will come. Fuck off.

I'm sick of seeing everybody else get pregnant.

I'm to the point where I truly don't believe it's meant to be. I don't believe I will be able to get pregnant. It's tearing me apart inside. I don't want advice. I don't want to talk about it. I just want to scream.

#over it #cant take it #i'm so tired #infertility #heart break #fuck everything #emotional #not meant to be #done trying

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Lake Michigan never disappoints...

#my happy place #lake michigan #michigan #beautiful #stay positive #i got this #beachlife

[social-anxiety-mylife]

🎶Thoughts

Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts

No medication's ever made them stop

All I think about is everything I'm not

Instead of everything I got🎶

"Thoughts"

~~Sasha Sloan

#music speaks #music is life #lifesaver #my happy place #noise cancelling headphones #anxiety is awful

[social-anxiety-mylife]

Positive vibes only please...

#positive vibes #stay positive #leave me alone #dont lie #over it #no bullshit

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#michigan #lake michigan #hiking #spring #winter #snow #perfect weather

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This....💜

#im tired #im trying #keep my head up #just keep going #i got this #i think

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I have days where I wake up and I just can't find my voice all day...it's like exhausting to force myself to speak. I dread those days..

#anxiety is awful #anxious #antisocial #social anxious #no voice #hear me scream #listen to me