#/delete later

[kylo-wrecked]

i live

first day back at gym

got through a challenging no-meds week without hurting/underestimating myself

am separating? which is a lot... but... >.>

THE TOY COMPANIES LIKE MY DOLL LINE PROFILES AND STORIES! they even want more of them.

keep losing fiction contests to legitimate authors with vastly more impressive credentials sooo. time to step back and re-strategize on that front.

am ready to rp oml; ren on brain. (ben's up there too on a backburner, complaining).

will dm folks i started plotting with over the weekend. nobody's forgotten; just been A Time.

#ooc #/delete later #{korean lip stain will NOT come off} #{you'd think i drank i the solution} #{never using this again i am okay with showing up full corpse to the next meeting}

[ruinlost]

I have never been more shook than I have in this moment-

#[ooc;shut it velvet] #/delete later #I DONT USUALLY PULL ON THE WEAPON BANNER LIKE AT ALL- #JSAFHSAAAAA

[doublekanble]

#alastor #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel #fanart #hazbin fanart #hazbin hotel fanart #doodle #my art #everyday i pretend like i dont want to kiss him and everyday i found myself failing a bit more #i need him to kill me #me oughhh ughhb my hanb hurts i cant draw the duo art #also me: 3h on an rkgk #lovingly named this peepee #theres a flashbang version of this its just extra gradient added on top #/delete later

[h0nkshroom]

Reminder that my asks are open and I love receiving drawing prompt questions

I have been unable to draw for like 2 days cause head empty PLEASE

#/honk honk #/delete later #I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DRAW…. #the brain is NOT braining

[bells-of-black-sunday]

Hi- I've been busy, mostly just been taking the time to relax after a long week

#ooc #/delete later #every time i wanna get back into writing life kneecaps me :pensiveworm:

[vvanessaives]

creechur... :)

#rena.txt #/delete later #it's a bearded dragon :3 i named him cosimo and i miss him already

[the-spangle-maker]

rambling under cut

I feel kind of ridiculous for writing this, but I almost always feel out of place. Like if I open up to people or reveal things that are even slightly embarrassing about me, it'll end badly.

Sometimes when I'll have a negative reaction to things many other people seem to like, I'll spend hours trying to confirm that I'm not in the wrong for having those feelings. Being away from this hellsite and other social media has helped (especially since so many people seem to go off on anyone who doesn't agree with them 100% of the time), but other than avoiding things that trigger those feelings, I'm not sure how to work on this.

#/negative #/delete later

[oddberryshortcake]

Twst has me conflicted because I get so hype thinking about what the next month will bring, and then I remember no I don’t want next month to come so soon because it means grad school starts again and comprehensive exams and reading 5+ books and writing 5+ papers is just around the corner 

#/delete later #and my hands haven't healed but I need them for everything including writing for fun

[esylveon]

Faced with the pronouns question again last night & it sent me back into that whirlwind of evaluation

She still feels dirty and tainted. She was used in a way that felt like insult after insult in the midst dastardly deliberate ways. She feels wrong to use without the proper cleaning and restorative efforts that i don't have right now.

He feels yucky. He was used far more gently and kindly. He was used with all the love and care in mind. But he was never enough, and it was no one's fault that I couldn't stand him anymore. I outgrew him.

They feel truly neutral. I don't love them. I dont despise them. We are two beings that work well together and will never be anything more. And that's okay. I don't need every relationship to be something strong. Sometimes i need something to rely on when everything else feels wrong, and they are that. But i still feel weird for using them exclusively in ways hard to describe.

It feels like one day it may be they/she. But i have a lot of internal healing to do before I'm ready to accept that. Much less test it out.

#dinoprob #/delete later #my be kinda negative?? but nothing terrible or worrying. just an outlet of thoughts

[toystoryfan]

Haven stop posting an update to your fic the night before I have a test challenge (failed miserably)

Aka read the new chapter of a new place to be from (I cannot. Because, again, I have a test tomorrow morning,,,) but I'm absolutely certain it's good !!!!!!

#Haven this is literally my LAST exam of finals week why does this keep happening #i checked my emial for smt else and i see it... the update... #didnt evn read the last chap bc finals... and now.... #(i will be free soon.....) #id i had a nickel for every time haven posted the night before i had a test id have at least 5 nickles #haven bookinit you are amazing and talentef and stunning #but why do you foresake me like this #/delete later #😘😘 ill read jt later

[damse1ette]

what’s the point in being in ur 20s if u don’t fully regress back into ur teenage obsessions

#all i listen to now is vocaloid and mcr #im this 👌 close to rewatching supernatural #i replayed stanley parable and undertale #if i start ranting abt dashcon ir the mishapocolyse tho ull know i’ve lost it #/delete later

[kylo-wrecked]

my look for the night.

no jk— may come home and sleep after dinner plans, I ⚰️.

#ooc #/delete later #{i need a haircut} #{a good sleep} #{some tea} #{a well to crawl up} #{a vhs tape to haunt}

[ruinlost]

Actually this perfectly represents my brain atm-

#[ooc;shut it velvet] #/delete later #LIKE IM VERY HAPPY RN JUST MAN

[phantomtied]

yeah

 y e a h that sounds bout right-

#/delete later #THIS YEAR REALLY WAS A POKEMON YEAR

[ultravioart]

'biting and clawing and scratching and yelling' meme that says please let this discourse end all i want is cool robo content 2 b happy about and hyper fixate on, not these damn triggers that send me into an OCD spiel bc i dare check for news on a game auuuguhghgh

#visceral hatred for the lack of care the OW ip received bc the ip deserved better. could have been good. #instead it's blunder after blunder #doomposting but i still hope for some semblance of quality in the future #atleast the ow cinematics should be reliably decent. I hope sojourn's short is good. #it's already lost me as a player since i dropped it in ow1 #and i will not financially support it in anyway for multiple reasons #but like.... atleast zen deserves quality content. you know? #atleast let zen lore should be good. i hope. #comfort characters are worthy of good lore lol #lucio and zen and bastion r comfort characters for me #sighessssssssssssss #text #negative #/delete later #overwatch #overwatch 2 #ow2 #ow

[bells-of-black-sunday]

//I'm going to be busy today because of the holiday, but I'll try to get to things when I get home. ❤️

#ooc #/delete later