#( this got DEEEEEEP )

[dandeliicns]

Mattheo's birth month is July

send your muse’s birth month and Victoria will tell them their birth month flower and what means in the language of flowers. || accepting !

" Mattheo Abbott, interested in flowers? I'm impressed." She states with a little sass in her tone. This might have been the first time she actually smiled at him, despite her expression being more of a smirk than a smile. "So yours is interesting because there are two flowers that are dedicated to your birth month, I take it as a man with two personalities, this is rather fitting." she chuckles before she gives her explanation. "So the first flower is, Larkspur. It carries carious symbolic meanings and I'll list a few that I think fit you. The first meaning is; lightness and levity, symbolizing an open heart and carefree spirit. I think when you're happy you're more carefree or when you aren't as stressed. The next is, Protection. Historically, larkspur was believed to have protective qualities, warding off evil spirits and venomous creatures. This symbolism has carried over into modern times, with larkspur sometimes being used as a symbol of protection and safety. Which is accurate when you think of your relationship to Rosalie. She tells me how you care for her and what you've been through so I agree with this statement. However, lets move onto the last which is, Bravery and knightly virtues. Larkspur’s use in heraldry and its association with knightly virtues has led to it being a symbol of courage, strength, and nobility. I think with this one, you'll have to reflect on your actions and think of the outcomes that happened because of them. Did you help more than you hurt? Did someone thank you because of what you did? I can't answer it for you, you'll have to look within for that."

While she lets him sit with the answer, she decides to move onto the next flower. "Your second flower is, Water Lily's. In different countries they have different historical backgrounds but you can look those up yourself. The meaning of those, like the Larkspur, they have different ones as well. I'm not sure what will fit based on what I know, so again, you'll have to look within yourself to see if they identify with you. Purity and innocence is the first meaning, Water lilies, with their pristine, floating blooms, symbolize purity and innocence. Their ability to emerge from murky water and produce beautiful flowers represents spiritual and emotional growth. Enlightenment and spiritual awakening would be the second, as a fun fact this comes from Buddhism however unlike the first, water lilies represent the path from ignorance to enlightenment. I would go with the second instead of the first since I personally don't see you as that spiritual but like I said before, it's all up to you. As for the last, Rebirth and renewal, the blooming cycle of water lilies, opening in the morning and closing in the evening, signifies the cycle of rebirth and renewal. This makes them a fitting symbol for new beginnings and transformation. So take some time to think about it and let me know which flower you think is better for you. I look forward to your reasoning!"

Writers notes: Please feel free to use this information as a headcanon if you feel like it fits Mattheo! Maybe even give some examples of each and how it personally fits him! I can link you the source on where I got it from and it is right here ! [XXXX]

#anomalouss #❀ | ❝ victoria atlas ❞ ⤏ interactions #( this got DEEEEEEP )

[dontcallmeeds]

I was explaining to my best friend that byler isn’t my ship but that I love byler shippers more than anyone in the entire fandom IM SORRY TO GO AGAINST MY OWN SHIPS BUT!!!!

#you have to understand that steddie Ronance and jargyle shippers like myself are just like THEYRE GAY END OF STORY #but y’all got DEEEEEEP into analyzing every single shred of mike and wills dynamic #I fully respect y’all for that #my ships are truly just based off headcanons like all my tags are just fanfics and headcanons #you go on the byler tag???? and??? it’s like Pepe Silvia all over #y’all are some of the smartest in the fandom I stg #and lumax is canon so is jopper now so those shippers don’t even have to do work #stranger things #mike wheeler #will Byers #byler #byler is endgame

[holypowell]

I'm sure you saw it but I think one of my fave things I read in that script was that Rooster was supposed to be looking at an old pic of he & Mav when he was young, before the big "why'd you pull my papers" confrontation!

thank u for reminding me and making me spiral all over again bestie!

so much was taken from us (me!!!), but tbh this scene would've had me sobbing in the theater bc that's literally his dad....

#sorry for replying so late! #this got buried deeeeeep in my notifs #kass.ask

[victoriousscarf]

I think about this all the time...

"Del Toro had a dogged commitment to keeping the film very close in mood and detail to the novel. His two planned films would have followed the story in a meaningful way, using a color code to designate the passage of time as well as Bilbo's personal journey. His aesthetic would have been fanciful and macabre, focusing on favorite scenes like the contest of riddles between Gollum and Bilbo, which del Toro considers the most beautiful in the book. He also planned to illuminate the strength of the bond between Bilbo and Thorin."

#we could have had it allllllll rolling in the deeeeeep #listen the hobbit should have been a fairytale and the battle of five armies should barely have been seen #also Kaiju smaug would have been great #instead ee got #gestures vaguely toward the jackson trilogy #everything is giving me dwarf feels tonight #all the tolkien feels #admittedly the casting for the movies we got was great i want the same cast plus obligatory ron perlman but directed by del toro

[truckeeriverkiller]

.

#local serial rapist that just got caught #deep deeeeeep sigh of relief #we can finally move around town freely

[yanderelinkeduniverse]

Yandere Sky Headcanons

Sky is, without a doubt, a hopeless romantic when he’s in love. We’ve seen him swoon and sigh dreamily when thinking about his loved one, he’s THAT kind of lover boy. Naturally, when adding a layer of insanity tinged love sickness to that adoration, he’s prone to becoming very affectionate.

Unless you are as dense as a rock, it will be no secret that the Hero of the Skies is head over heels in love with you. He basically has heart shaped pupils whenever he looks at you, cartoon heart bubbles magically appear around his head when in your vicinity and his face turns so red you’d think he had a high fever.

Sky is a devout yandere, obsessive in every way, shape and form, and protective to a fault. Even when not around you, you occupy his thoughts and daydreams to the point where it seems like he’s never not thinking about you.

He’s got a masters degree in yearning from Pining University.

And while he hasn’t lost that many people like some of the other mentally unstable chosen ones in the Chain(namely Wild and Legend), the fear of losing them is very real to him. He’s known the blood chilling terror of being a few steps too slow and a few minutes too late with the only thought in his head being “what did I do wrong?”

Following the conclusion of his first and only journey, Sky has come to accept that he made his mistakes and that he must move on in order to grow, but that doesn’t stop him from taking those lessons to heart when falling in love with you.

We’ve seen multiple times throughout the various installments that one of Sky’s favorite hobbies is playing his lyre. It’s a simple pleasure he indulges in whenever they have a moment of peace and the sound never fails to remind him of his home. But he’s found another reason to love it and that is the attention you end up giving him whenever he plays a song.

He isn’t the best musician in the group, but there’s no denying that the simple melodies he strings together are pleasing to the ears, so it’s no wonder you’d take the time to sit down, listen, and compliment him.

Sky doesn’t see it like that, though.

In his deluded, love hazy mind, all that registers is that you’re there giving him your attention and your praise; two things worth more than gold in his eyes. He’s like a drug addict who just got hit with another dosage. If he had a tail he’d be wagging it so hard it would thump against the log he’s sitting on, so he better consider himself lucky that Twilight is the dog of the group.

Though, if would please you, he’d willingly let you collar and leash him. Tell him to sit and roll over, he’ll do it on command without any shame whatsoever. He’ll even walk around on all fours if you want!-

Anyways-

THIS! 👏 MF! 👏 STEALS! 👏 FROM! 👏 YOU! 👏

I mean, technically it isn’t for long, he won’t permanently take something that belongs to you without ever giving it back(in secret so you never find out it was him), but he WILL swipe something of yours from time to time. Most commonly he’ll take a tunic or shirt from you, something you won’t immediately notice is gone.

When he has a moment of privacy, he’ll take out his little treasure and press it against his face, taking in a deeeeeep breath, and sighing lovingly. He’s got it bad for you and he knows it. If he could he’d use your tunic as a pillowcase whenever he went to sleep, but there’s no way he wouldn’t get caught.

Despite all this sugary sweetness, Sky isn’t solely a soft and gentle boy. If he is provoked, or if you’re being bothered, Sky doesn’t hesitate to step up and glare down the nuisance, all the while keeping a calm smile stretched across his face. This is where his surprisingly deep voice comes in handy, people aren’t expecting a voice like his to come from such a soft face.

Out of all the members of the Chain, I actually think that Sky would be one of the most patient when it comes to people trying to mess with them or you respectively; he’s dealt with Groose’s bullying for a few years, I think he’s a natural at letting nasty comment slide right off him like water off a duck’s back.

However, even then his patience is dangerously thin regarding people. If provoked he won’t hesitate to begin plotting the fool’s demise, whether it be a swift cut to the jugular or a slow, agonizing demise is up to the person in question.

And finally, just a hint, do not try to run from him, it won’t work.

If Fi’s ability to dowse objects and seek them out is based on Sky’s own desire to find them, then if you were to try and run away, he’d be able to track you right down to the exact spot you’re standing in. Because there is nothing and no one alive that Sky wants and needs more than you.

Hide in the woods, in a cave, in a dungeon, in a mountain, it doesn’t matter. He will hunt you down, find you, and drag you back home in his loving, suffocating embrace.

#linked universe #yandere linked universe #yandere linked universe x reader #linked universe x reader #lu sky #acrylic writes

[stillfrownyclownlol]

The impulsive thoughts won

MORE ASHDEN HEADCANONS

-Aiden keeps buying them ugly matching couples shirts ("If lost return to owner"/"Owner", "Stupid"/"I'm with stupid") which Ash will only wear as pajamas or if she needs to "wear something she doesn't mind getting dirty"

-Steals his hoodies when she's at his house cuz it's always cold there. One time when she was upset she kinda just. Wriggled into his hoodie while he was still wearing it. Aiden pretty much went to heaven.

-Ash helps dye his hair because oh my god his hair is SO DAMAGED. She actually knows a lot about haircare since hers is so long and she needs to take care of it well :)

-hes rich so. If Ash mentions something off handedly that she wants something or to do something he'll get her it. Oh her coffee maker broke? Espresso machine on the counter literally the next day. Ash is (usually) put off by this but she doesn't really say anything because the gifts are very practical (like these super good noise canceling headphones)

-aiden: my girl mad at me

Aiden: I hope I die

Ash: 1) all I said was for you to put your socks away and 2) I'm literally in the room next to you come here.

-He thinks she's so awesome. Like she could just be stretching and he's like "I'm so lucky fr God sent me a little red haired angel who could whoop my ass ❤️". Deeeeeep down she's flattered.

-will ALWAYS offer her some of his food if they're going out together. For Ash it's 50/50 lol

-His favourite thing ever is just. Pushing her bangs back and giving her a little forehead kiss. :). It's one of the things that makes Ash implode and get flustered so that's a bonus.

-Chronically staring at her. If she falls asleep at school he will be staring at her too because he's a weirdo like that 💖 She looks so cute all the time, it's not his fault >:0

-first time she said "I love you" was when she was mad at him lmao 🤡 He did some shit and got seriously injured so she was just yelling at him asking if he thought she didn't care about him or love him. LITERALLY slapped her hand over her mouth. Tried to get up to hug her and he messed up his ribs even more lol

#sbg #school bus graveyard webtoon #sbg (webtoon) #school bus graveyard #aiden clark #ashlyn banner #aidlyn #aiden x ashlyn #headcanon

[zeedee777]

Bowuigi Roommate AU

Bowser and Luigi have been roommates and friends for years and both have had secret crushes on each other for a while. Bowser works as a daycare teacher and Luigi works as a plumber with his brother (obvs).

One day when Bowser left for work, having had an awful night sleep, he groggily got some coffee and went out the front door.

Luigi, who was kept up all night by Bowser's tossing and turning all night in the room next to his, is at the table having breakfast when he groggily wishes his roomie a good day at work.

Luigi: (half asleep) Bye, have a good day. Love you.

Bowser: (half asleep) Love you too.

5 Hours Later

Both Bowser and Luigi stop doing what they're doing to stare deeeeeep into the void as they both realize what the hell happened that morning.

#Bowuigi #roommates #bowser x luigi #accidental confession

[mads-nixon]

Nix When He's Sick Headcannons

Lewis Nixon x Wife!Reader

Masterlist

A/N: I'm really getting into headcannons now lol! this is about the fictional portrayal of easy company on the show. nothing but love and respect for veterans on this blog!

When you're sick:

In mid-September when the weather in New Jersey does it's cold one day and then warm the next. Needless to say, you get sick pretty easily.

When you can't get out of bed because your head is killing you, he'd close the curtains, go get you your favorite tea, and bring some painkillers for you.

He'd call out of work with no hesitation (perks of being the owner's son) and spend the day taking care of you.

You ask for a cold compress? You got it.

When your fever and congestion start, he'll gently place a hand on your forehead to check your temperature before covering you blanket after blanket until you're warm.

Literally becomes a mother hen: "Are you warm enough?" "Need anything?" "Do you want me to..."

He makes sure you're drinking fluids... "Here, drink this," he mutters after helping you sit upright and holding a bottle of water to your lips. (could you do it yourself? of course, but you knew he wanted to take care of you, so you let him.)

Dotes on you for everything. (he couldn't care less about himself, but when you're sick, he goes into a caretaker mode that always warms your heart, no matter how bad you're feeling.)

When you're struggling to fall asleep because you feel like death, he'll whisper sweet nothings into your ear as you try to sleep. (he also runs his fingers through your hair like the angel he is)

He stays out of work for however long it takes for you to feel better again.

It's all he can do not to kiss you when you're sick:

"Can I have a kiss?" he asks.

"You'll get sick if you kiss me."

"That's okay," Lew shrugs. "I'll survive."

Then two days later...the sniffles start.

When he's sick:

I feel like Nix would act one of two ways: he'd either continue on like everything was fine (even if he's dying, leading you to drag him back to bed) or completely stay in bed wanting to be taken care of...there is no in-between.

Let's say he chose the first option:

The first thing you notice is his snores...Lew doesn't snore, so you know something's up right there. Then the next morning, when he gets up for work, you see his eyes have a sort of gloss over them (not from sleep either. even though he's a freaking deeeeeep sleeper)

You immediately ask him what's wrong, and he just brushes it off (cause he's a tough man, ya know? (affectionate eye roll)) He goes to work that day, and when he comes back, he's a hundred times worse.

He tries to go into his home office and work on some reports for the Nitration Works, but you don't hear the typewriter much over the sound of his coughs, sniffles, and sneezes.

You can't take it anymore and walk into his office to tell him to go to bed, but he's got his head in his hands, leaning on the tissue-covered desk with his elbows. You can see his red nose poking out and it tugs at your heart.

"Sweetheart, I know you're sick. Please come rest."

He sits up and you can see the exhaustion on his face. Going to say something, you cut him off...

"If I have to haul your sorry tail to bed just so you can get some rest, I will." (you knew he was going to come up with some excuse to keep working, so you shut it down before it could even start)

He's reluctant to stop working, but the second he gets comfortable and you've covered him with blankets, he falls straight asleep.

He doesn't wake up until much later, and you've already prepared his favorite soup and everything.

Seeing Lew so low breaks your heart, so you do everything in your power to help him feel better. You do, however, tease him about his bright red nose and kiss it when he starts to childishly pout (it's the cutest thing ever).

You don't want to leave him alone (because there's no telling what he'd do without you watching him), so you call Dick and ask if he can bring you some cough syrup for Lew.

He does, and the second you hold the spoon up to Nix's lips, he groans, his face grimacing.

"Stop whining and take the medicine, Lew." you laugh, helping him sit up.

"It's disgusting."

"I know, hon, but it'll make you feel better."

Loves being doted on, but will NEVER ADMIT IT.

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[chrollohearttags]

OOOOUUUU CHERRY! Ok ok Reiner HC (inspired by my boyfriend) :

We enter deep into sub space when we call Reiner “papa” while he’s giving us them backstrokes. And he knows how good and how gone we are when we switch from daddy to papa.

Rei fucking his baby(ie us ofc😩) so good like always. We always call him daddy when he got us a deeeeeep mating press and he loves it! . But when this man gets us on our knees, holding our wrists behind our back, face pushed into the pillow (esp after a day of being a fucking brat to him), we can’t help but to cry out “papaaaa” in the most sultriest sluttiest voice 🥵🥵🥵

…bestie, I’m bout to go collapse. 😵‍💫🫠🫠 the thoughts this invoked in me—i will most certainly be circling back to this.

#cherry’s moots 🍒 #till the room REEKS!! #cherry’s asks 🍒 #aot x black reader #reiner brainrot #till his stomach caves like quicksand #every fluid extracted from his body like a tick

[vapolis]

I love Jax as much as the next masochist but D being a little sweet, a little concerned, got to me in a bad way. 🥺 We got to see (some of) the edgy, wild side of D (hot!) but is there the inverse? The littlest crumb of softness hidden somewhere deeeeeep inside Jax? For something other than his cars, lol

you'll see jax's softer side next chapter! not necessarily for the merc but the merc is around to witness it haha

#asks #c: jax

[randomdarksidersblog27]

LITTLE GHOSTIE

Insparation from myriadblvck on Tumblr!

Little! Ghost x Caregiver! Soap

Summary: They're retired now,living a quiet life on the Scottish countryside. Ghost,Simon,wants to bring something up,but can't find the words to tell his lover. So he keeps it a secret,only indulging when he was alone. One day,Johnny catches him. It doesn't go as expected.

☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️

Insparation from myriadblvck on Tumblr!

Little! Ghost x Caregiver! Soap

Summary: They're retired now,living a quiet life on the Scottish countryside. Ghost,Simon,wants to bring something up,but can't find the words to tell his lover. So he keeps it a secret,only indulging when he was alone. One day,Johnny catches him. It doesn't go as expected.

Simon Riley was content,for once in his miserable life. He was happy,safe,loved,and content. He and Johnny had gotten a little cottage in the countryside somewhere in Scottland after they had retired from the 141,and the army in general. Too many close calls had finally solidified they needed to leave,especially after Soap's close call when he was shot in the head. After many months in a coma,many MORE months of therapy,and some time to decompress and recover,Soap had confessed his feelings for Ghost and the two decoded to move in together. No hesitation,they were past that. While Soap-Johnny,Ghost realized he could call him now-Dealt with the task force and the paperwork needed to finalize their retirement,Ghost looked for a small house to fit he and Johnny's lives. He found the perfect one and bought it on the spot. Once they were finally free,he and Johnny had spent like,three days,getting furniture and small things for the home. It was odd,the first few weeks,trying to get into a new routine. Trying to forget their training,to ignore the long sleepless nights when they're both up and trying to keep it together. But it slowly got easier,slowly got better. They could sleep until eight am now! A new record!

Today was one such day,when the two rolled out of bed at eight thirty am,Johnny sluggishly making his way to the coffee pot and pouring them each a cup. Simon stayed in bed,head swirling with negative thoughts. Why was Johnny with him of all people? What was so good about Simon? He was a killer,a horrible horrible person. Unlikeable,unlovable. The people he cared about had all left him at some point,whether it be by choice or by death. It wasn't long until Johnny left him too. That brought tears to his eyes. Loosing Johnny would break him. It was like taking away the sun! His sunshine,his love,his reason for living! Without Johnny in his life,Simon may as well just throw himself off the nearest building. Life wasn't worth living if Johnny wasn't in it. He was brought out of his thoughts by Johnny rubbing his back.

"Bad? Ya with me love?" He asked. Simon let out a small whimper and buried his head in the pillow. "Ah. Bad brain day ah take it?" Simon nodded. "Don' worry love. Ah ain't got much on the list ta do today. Lemme finish up what ah got ta do today and ah'll be more th'n happy ta pamper you okay love?" Simon nodded again,taking Johnny's hand and holding it close to his heart. Johnny rubbed his chest and leaned down,kissing his head. They stayed like that for a other hour or so,and soon Simon's head cleared a bit. They got dressed for the day,Simon kissing Johnny goodbye as his love left to go do the small odd things he needed to

do. Simon made sure his love was indeed gone before making a beeline for the small extra room in the house. Digging into the closet,deep deeeeeep in the closet,he pulled out a box. He rummaged around inside of it and pulled out his sfatey item: a pacifier. Simon slipped it in his mouth and immediately began to relax. Johnny would be gone for a while,so now was as good a time as any to finally relax and destress. Changing into his favorite footie pjs,grabbing his blankey,and making himself a bottle for later,Simon let himself go into his littlest headspace,about a year old. He played with his colorful blocks,colored,and chewed his pacifier and teething rings.

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Little! Ghost x Caregiver! Soap

Summary: They're retired now,living a quiet life on the Scottish countryside. Ghost,Simon,wants to bring something up,but can't find the words to tell his lover. So he keeps it a secret,only indulging when he was alone. One day,Johnny catches him. It doesn't go as expected.

Simon Riley was content,for once in his miserable life. He was happy,safe,loved,and content. He and Johnny had gotten a little cottage in the countryside somewhere in Scottland after they had retired from the 141,and the army in general. Too many close calls had finally solidified they needed to leave,especially after Soap's close call when he was shot in the head. After many months in a coma,many MORE months of therapy,and some time to decompress and recover,Soap had confessed his feelings for Ghost and the two decoded to move in together. No hesitation,they were past that. While Soap-Johnny,Ghost realized he could call him now-Dealt with the task force and the paperwork needed to finalize their retirement,Ghost looked for a small house to fit he and Johnny's lives. He found the perfect one and bought it on the spot. Once they were finally free,he and Johnny had spent like,three days,getting furniture and small things for the home. It was odd,the first few weeks,trying to get into a new routine. Trying to forget their training,to ignore the long sleepless nights when they're both up and trying to keep it together. But it slowly got easier,slowly got better. They could sleep until eight am now! A new record!

Today was one such day,when the two rolled out of bed at eight thirty am,Johnny sluggishly making his way to the coffee pot and pouring them each a cup. Simon stayed in bed,head swirling with negative thoughts. Why was Johnny with him of all people? What was so good about Simon? He was a killer,a horrible horrible person. Unlikeable,unlovable. The people he cared about had all left him at some point,whether it be by choice or by death. It wasn't long until Johnny left him too. That brought tears to his eyes. Loosing Johnny would break him. It was like taking away the sun! His sunshine,his love,his reason for living! Without Johnny in his life,Simon may as well just throw himself off the nearest building. Life wasn't worth living if Johnny wasn't in it. He was brought out of his thoughts by Johnny rubbing his back.

"Bad? Ya with me love?" He asked. Simon let out a small whimper and buried his head in the pillow. "Ah. Bad brain day ah take it?" Simon nodded. "Don' worry love. Ah ain't got much on the list ta do today. Lemme finish up what ah got ta do today and ah'll be more th'n happy ta pamper you okay love?" Simon nodded again,taking Johnny's hand and holding it close to his heart. Johnny rubbed his chest and leaned down,kissing his head. They stayed like that for a other hour or so,and soon Simon's head cleared a bit. They got dressed for the day,Simon kissing Johnny goodbye as his love left to go do the small odd things he needed to do. Simon made sure his love was indeed gone before making a beeline for the small extra room in the house. Digging into the closet,deep deeeeeep in the closet,he pulled out a box. He rummaged around inside of it and pulled out his sfatey item: a pacifier. Simon slipped it in his mouth and immediately began to relax. Johnny would be gone for a while,so now was as good a time as any to finally relax and destress. Changing into his favorite footie pjs,grabbing his blankey,and making himself a bottle for later,Simon let himself go into his littlest headspace,about a year old. He played with his colorful blocks,colored,and chewed his pacifier and teething rings.

He was so little,he didnt realize that Johnny had come back early. He didnt hear the car pull in,or the keys in the door. Didnt hear his love calling for him,or the door to the spare room open,or the soft gasp that left his love's lips. Simon wasn't aware of Johnny until it was too late,when curious hands gently grabbed him by his sides and bright blue eyes staring at him. Simon's mind went from child like,to horrified and surprised in one second. He ripped the pacifier from his mouth and sprinted to their room,closing and locking the door behind him. He was panicking. Johnny wasn't supposed to know about this! Johnny was going to ridicule him! Oh no no no no no. Johnny was going to leave him! Simon began to sob,clawing his chest and face. He couldn't breathe,couldn't think! He had been caught! He was in trouble! Was that Johnny banging on the door,or his heartbeat in his ears,Simon couldn't tell. He fell to his knees on the floor,sobbing and crying and panicking. He didnt notice the door opening and suddenly,hands wrapped around his middle and brought Simon into a lap. Simon began to scream and fight,clawing at the arms encircling his waist.

"Shhhh shh shh baby. S'okay. M'here baby,m'here." Johnny's voice soothed. Simon couldn't do much,other than sob and apologize and fight agaisnt his arms. He soon tired out and slumped against Johnny's strong chest. Johnny held him close and rocked him,kissing his head and cheeks. Once Simon was calmed,Johnny sst them on the bed.

"Wanna tell me wha' this is all abou'?" Johnny asked,gesturing to the onesie and pacifier still clipped to it. Simon hiccupped and wiped his eyes.

"I-its a stress reliever.....I'm a little......I-I go into a headspace younger than I really am to deal with trauma and stress and anxiety......I used to do it when I was a teen,but....."

"But wha'?" Johnny prompted. Simon wrung his hands together.

"Dad found out.......cause of one of my ex's........beat me black and blue,threw away all my things....he's the one who gave me these." Simon explained,pointing to his Chelsea Grin scars. Johnny gasped.

"Oh mah love! Why din' yeh tell me sooner?" He asked. Simon flinched away and clawed his arms.

"Cause you'd hate me too! I know you do,I'm a weirdo! A fucked up pervert! Fucked in the head,screwed,dumb!" He screamed. Johnny frowned,grabbing his hands.

"Stop tha'. Baby,I'm not judging yeh. Ah'm curious. And if this helps yeh relax,ah don't mind helping yeh. We can talk abou' this later,fer now,yeh need some sleep. An' some bandages. Stay here." He said,standing straight. Simon flinched again at the tone,going frigid. He had heard that tone before,from his father. He was in trouble again! He back to weep softly as Johnny left the room and came back,arms full of bandages and medical stuff. He sat in front of Simon and began to work on his arms,cleaning the shallow cuts and bandaging them up. He soon moved to Simon's face and coo'd softly.

someone to take care of him,many of his wounds and scars being fromnwhen he got hurt when he was little.......and Johnny seemed to REALLY care......mg maybe......maybe he could trust Johnny? Simon whimpered and began to sob,reaching for Johnny. Johnny picked him up and rocked the little.

"Ah got ya lil' one. S'okay. Let it all out baby doll." He soothed. Simon sobbed everything he had into Johnny's neck,chest aching afterwards. Once he was done crying,Johnny wiped his face and tickled his sides. Simon squealed and squirmed in his caregiver's hold.

"Aaaaaaah,got a ticklish baby don't oi? Lookit tha' smiiiiile." Johnny praised. Simon blushed and hid his face,whining. "Oh what,mah pretty baby doesn't like being complimented? Tough luck,Ah'm gunna compliment ya all tha' time." Johnny said,smiling wide. He sat Simon back in his highchair and started to feed him. Simon was reluctant at first,but gave in finally and let his caregiver feed him. He finally felt more relaxed,freeer. His head was full of warm cotton now,all he could do was be baby. A good baby for his caregiver! That was his newest mission,Simon decided.

Insparation from myriadblvck on Tumblr!

Little! Ghost x Caregiver! Soap

Summary: They're retired now,living a quiet life on the Scottish countryside. Ghost,Simon,wants to bring something up,but can't find the words to tell his lover. So he keeps it a secret,only indulging when he was alone. One day,Johnny catches him. It doesn't go as expected.

Simon Riley was content,for once in his miserable life. He was happy,safe,loved,and content. He and Johnny had gotten a little cottage in the countryside somewhere in Scottland after they had retired from the 141,and the army in general. Too many close calls had finally solidified they needed to leave,especially after Soap's close call when he was shot in the head. After many months in a coma,many MORE months of therapy,and some time to decompress and recover,Soap had confessed his feelings for Ghost and the two decoded to move in together. No hesitation,they were past that. While Soap-Johnny,Ghost realized he could call him now-Dealt with the task force and the paperwork needed to finalize their retirement,Ghost looked for a small house to fit he and Johnny's lives. He found the perfect one and bought it on the spot. Once they were finally free,he and Johnny had spent like,three days,getting furniture and small things for the home. It was odd,the first few weeks,trying to get into a new routine. Trying to forget their training,to ignore the long sleepless nights when they're both up and trying to keep it together. But it slowly got easier,slowly got better. They could sleep until eight am now! A new record!

Today was one such day,when the two rolled out of bed at eight thirty am,Johnny sluggishly making his way to the coffee pot and pouring them each a cup. Simon stayed in bed,head swirling with negative thoughts. Why was Johnny with him of all people? What was so good about Simon? He was a killer,a horrible horrible person. Unlikeable,unlovable. The people he cared about had all left him at some point,whether it be by choice or by death. It wasn't long until Johnny left him too. That brought tears to his eyes. Loosing Johnny would break him. It was like taking away the sun! His sunshine,his love,his reason for living! Without Johnny in his life,Simon may as well just throw himself off the nearest building. Life wasn't worth living if Johnny wasn't in it. He was brought out of his thoughts by Johnny rubbing his back.

"Bad? Ya with me love?" He asked. Simon let out a small whimper and buried his head in the pillow. "Ah. Bad brain day ah take it?" Simon nodded. "Don' worry love. Ah ain't got much on the list ta do today. Lemme finish up what ah got ta do today and ah'll be more th'n happy ta pamper you okay love?" Simon nodded again,taking Johnny's hand and holding it close to his heart. Johnny rubbed his chest and leaned down,kissing his head. They stayed like that for a other hour or so,and soon Simon's head cleared a bit. They got dressed for the day,Simon kissing Johnny goodbye as his love left to go do the small odd things he needed to do. Simon made sure his love was indeed gone before making a beeline for the small extra room in the house. Digging into the closet,deep deeeeeep in the closet,he pulled out a box. He rummaged around inside of it and pulled out his sfatey item: a pacifier. Simon slipped it in his mouth and immediately began to relax. Johnny would be gone for a while,so now was as good a time as any to finally relax and destress. Changing into his favorite footie pjs,grabbing his blankey,and making himself a bottle for later,Simon let himself go into his littlest headspace,about a year old. He played with his colorful blocks,colored,and chewed his pacifier and teething rings.

He was so little,he didnt realize that Johnny had come back early. He didnt hear the car pull in,or the keys in the door. Didnt hear his love calling for him,or the door to the spare room open,or the soft gasp that left his love's lips. Simon wasn't aware of Johnny until it was too late,when curious hands gently grabbed him by his sides and bright blue eyes staring at him. Simon's mind went from child like,to horrified and surprised in one second. He ripped the pacifier from his mouth and sprinted to their room,closing and locking the door behind him. He was panicking. Johnny wasn't supposed to know about this! Johnny was going to ridicule him! Oh no no no no no. Johnny was going to leave him! Simon began to sob,clawing his chest and face. He couldn't breathe,couldn't think! He had been caught! He was in trouble! Was that Johnny banging on the door,or his heartbeat in his ears,Simon couldn't tell. He fell to his knees on the floor,sobbing and crying and panicking. He didnt notice the door opening and suddenly,hands wrapped around his middle and brought Simon into a lap. Simon began to scream and fight,clawing at the arms encircling his waist.

"Shhhh shh shh baby. S'okay. M'here baby,m'here." Johnny's voice soothed. Simon couldn't do much,other than sob and apologize and fight agaisnt his arms. He soon tired out and slumped against Johnny's strong chest. Johnny held him close and rocked him,kissing his head and cheeks. Once Simon was calmed,Johnny sst them on the bed.

"Wanna tell me wha' this is all abou'?" Johnny asked,gesturing to the onesie and pacifier still clipped to it. Simon hiccupped and wiped his eyes.

"I-its a stress reliever.....I'm a little......I-I go into a headspace younger than I really am to deal with trauma and stress and anxiety......I used to do it when I was a teen,but....."

"But wha'?" Johnny prompted. Simon wrung his hands together.

"Dad found out.......cause of one of my ex's........beat me black and blue,threw away all my things....he's the one who gave me these." Simon explained,pointing to his Chelsea Grin scars. Johnny gasped.

"Oh mah love! Why din' yeh tell me sooner?" He asked. Simon flinched away and clawed his arms.

"Cause you'd hate me too! I know you do,I'm a weirdo! A fucked up pervert! Fucked in the head,screwed,dumb!" He screamed. Johnny frowned,grabbing his hands.

"Stop tha'. Baby,I'm not judging yeh. Ah'm curious. And if this helps yeh relax,ah don't mind helping yeh. We can talk abou' this later,fer now,yeh need some sleep. An' some bandages. Stay here." He said,standing straight. Simon flinched again at the tone,going frigid. He had heard that tone before,from his father. He was in trouble again! He back to weep softly as Johnny left the room and came back,arms full of bandages and medical stuff. He sat in front of Simon and began to work on his arms,cleaning the shallow cuts and bandaging them up. He soon moved to Simon's face and coo'd softly.

"Oh love,wha's with th' cryin? Ye aint in trouble." Johnny said softly. Simon sniffled and tried to move his head,but Johnny kept a firm grip on his cheeks as he began to clean and bandage his face. "We need ta cut yer nails baby,they're a bit too long." He joked. Simon paid no mind,just dreading the conversation he KNEW was to come later. But now,his eyes felt heavy. His body felt heavy.......he wanted to nap and never wake up. Johnny laid him down on the bed and tucked him in,kissing a part of his face that wasn't injured.

"Sleep well love." Johnny whispered to him,before Simon fell asleep.

When Simon woke next,it was night time. Johnny wasn't in the room,sounded like he was on the kitchen. Simon sluggishly made his way there,peeking around the corner. Johnny was cooking lord-knows-what,but that isn't what caught Simon's eye. It was the colorful plates and cups on the newly formed HIGHCHAIR inbthe middle of the kitchen. A BIG highchair,looking more for an adult rather than a child.......what? Johnny heard Simon enter and turned,smiling.

"There's mah baby boy! Didya sleep well suga?" He asked,making a beeline for Simon and easily scooping him into his arms. Simon made a surprised noise and wiggled.

"P-put me down ya damned twat!" He shouted. Johnny tsked and swatted his bottom.

"Now now,no fussing. Dinner time lil' one." He said simply and set Simon in the highchair. Simon was......dumbfounded,to say the least. What.....what the hell was going on? He sat in the highchair,surprised it was supporting his weight at all,when Johnny served the food. Chicken nuggets and Mac and cheese,one of Simon's personal faces for when he was very little. How did Johnny know this? Simon eyed him warily,crossing his arms across his chest and refusing to eat until Johnny explained. Johnny sighed and pulled a chair close to Simon,hands on his thighs. Just rubbing circles into them,thats all.

"So,ah found yer little journal when ah was cleanin'." He started. Simon froze. Fuck,he thought he had put that up! That explained everything about little him! From his youngest,to his oldest headspace! Fuck,Johnny had read it? Is that was this was about,teasing him and torturing poor Simon? He began to tear up and was going to yell,but Johnny held up his hand.

"Lemme 'splain baby doll. Ah ain't teasin' ya. Ah WANT to be apar' o'this. Ah WANT ta help ya. Seems like yeh've been alone fer quite some time angel.......tha' ain't right. Let me help ya baby......" He begged. Simon felt his throat close up with how GENUINE Johnny sounded. He needed someone to take care of him,many of his wounds and scars being fromnwhen he got hurt when he was little.......and Johnny seemed to REALLY care......mg maybe......maybe he could trust Johnny? Simon whimpered and began to sob,reaching for Johnny. Johnny picked him up and rocked the little.

"Ah got ya lil' one. S'okay. Let it all out baby doll." He soothed. Simon sobbed everything he had into Johnny's neck,chest aching afterwards. Once he was done crying,Johnny wiped his face and tickled his sides. Simon squealed and squirmed in his caregiver's hold.

"Aaaaaaah,got a ticklish baby don't oi? Lookit tha' smiiiiile." Johnny praised. Simon blushed and hid his face,whining. "Oh what,mah pretty baby doesn't like being complimented? Tough luck,Ah'm gunna compliment ya all tha' time." Johnny said,smiling wide. He sat Simon back in his highchair and started to feed him. Simon was reluctant at first,but gave in finally and let his caregiver feed him. He finally felt more relaxed,freeer. His head was full of warm cotton now,all he could do was be baby. A good baby for his caregiver! That was his newest mission,Simon decided.

They had a new routine now. Simon was almost permanently little at this point,but Johnny didnt mind a bit. His baby was so cute! Those perfect blonde tresses all messy from a good night sleep,or from rolling around under his mobile. His baby Si was adorable. Simon didnt seem to mind either,only midning when their friends or Price came to visit. But all took a shine to Baby Simon. Even Price offered to babysit when Johnny had to go do some stuff out of town. Simon had cried himself to sleep after Johnny had left,but he green to like Price and when Johnny came back,he was greeted with the sight of Simon playing peek a boo with Price. It was the cutest thing Johnny had to see. Now,every morning,Johnny would wake and get things ready for Simon. A nice fresh bottle of his favorite tea,a fresh nappy,and clothes laid out so Simon could pick what he wanted to wear. They went out here and there,but Simon was mainly big for those trips. Sometimes he'd slip and start sucking his thumb,but Johnny was there to catch it and quietly tell him. Once they got home,Simon was little once more and clinging to Johnny like his life depended on it.

One day,Johnny got the surprise of his life. He was doing paperwork for an odd job he had picked up,when he heard footsteps and little giggles. Johnny smiled and turned to see Simon waddling towards him with a paper in hand. Paperwork long forgotten,Johnny picked Simon up and sat him on his lap.

"And what do ah owe the pleasure of such an angel vistin' me?" He coo'd,kissing Simon's cheeks. Simon flushed red and handed Johnny the paper. Johnny looked at it,and his heart MELTED. On the paper was Johnny and Simon,laughing at something in the distance,or nothing at all really,and the words 'Baby' above Simon,and 'Daddy' above Johnny. Johnny teared up. He.....he was being called Daddy? Finally? Did Simon trust him that much?

"I-I'm Daddy baby?" He asked Simon,who nodded and cuddled close.

"D-Dahdee." He lisped behind his pacifier. Johnny hugged him tightly,sons falling from his chest.

"Oh angel! Oh mah baby boy,yeh have NO CLUE how happy tha' makes me! Ah'll be th' best Daddy ever swee'hear',ah PROMISE!" He sobbed,kissing Simon's head. Simon blushed and nuzzled Johnny,yawning. Johnny vhuckled and stood with Simon in his arms. "Nap time." He said. Simon didnt fight him,already half alseep. Johnny laid him in their bed,crawling in beside him,and pulled Simon to his chest. He would brag about this to their friends later,for now,he wanted to cuddle and nap with his baby. Johnny swore nothing would hurt his angel anymore. NOTHING.

#little!ghost #little!simonriley #cod #codagereg #soapghost #john soap mactavish

[destinyc1020]

Im catching up and Lmao zendaya did not expect to hear that. I dont know what voodoo magic tommy got but he got that girl deep in trenches of love.

Whew!!!

Oh she's in deeeeeep girl lol

That TomVoodoo works OVERTIME on our girl lol 😅🤣

[dribs-and-drabbles]

Thai BQL Favourites List Tag Game

Thank you for tagging me @feralmuskyscentedhoepran (I think other people have also tagged me but it's been a while and I don't remember, so apologies for that! - There's also the '9 favourite tv series which two people tagged me to do, so that's also on my to-do-at-some-point list!)

Favourite bl:

I mean, it's obvious if you've been following me for a while (but Be My Favourite is coming close!)

Favourite pairing:

Look. There are SO MANY good pairs, so instead of choosing between them I'm going to go a bit left-field and name a pairing who I can't wait to see together again because I ADORED them in 10 Years Ticket (not ql, I know, but they'll be in 23.5 so I think it counts).

Most underrated actor:

I know most people already know of his magnificence but I don't think he's properly led a show as a lead pair and he absolutely could. And I want to see it.

Favourite character:

I love so many for so many reasons but the depth of love that I have for Pran is hard to beat. He pined for so long and finally got his man. And I see so much of myself in him.

Favourite side character:

I'm going to cheat again and say a favourite side pairing. I loved these two, more than the mains in Golden Blood.

Favourite scene:

I mean, it has to be. It's impossible to express how much impact this scene had on me.

Favourite line:

I'm tired. Tired of pretending to hate you while your face has taken over my heart.

*chewing glass* There's something so unbelievably romantic about this line and how Pat is using it to confess that I can't articulate properly. It just hits me deep, deeeeeep in my feels. Watching it/listening to it the first time was an incredible moment. I don't think Pat could have said anything else here, nothing else could reach this level of perfection.

Most anticipated bl and why:

I was SO impressed by Jimmy in Vice Versa (compared to Bad Buddy), and I also really liked Sea in the series (my first time watching him in anything), so I'm excited to see how they've developed in Last Twilight. I'm also very excited to see what Aof brings next and especially because the show is dealing with a disability.

Healthiest relationship in a bl:

They love each other. They respect each other. They know each other so well. They communicate seriously when they need but also can tease and play with each other without damaging their relationship. They're there for each other when they need to be and will support each other above all else.

Most toxic relationship in a bl:

I don't even want to add a gif but, yeah, Tharntype probably. Or PrapaiSky (sorry LITA lovers).

Guilty pleasure series:

I'm not sure about the 'guilty' part (that implies I feel somewhat 'bad' liking it??) but maybe the guilt is loving the pain and angst that Vi and Mark go through.

Bonus! Most underrated series:

I'm finding it hard to think of one because most of the series I really like, a lot of other people also like... Oh, I know... What Zabb Man. It didn't seem like a lot of people watched it when it came out. It was a good little show, not outstanding like others, but decent anyway (I don't quite remember the end though...) and worth checking out.

Thanks for the tag Vi! This was fun to do (even if it took longer than I thought it would!). I think a lot of people have been tagged already so I'll choose a few who may not have from my recent notifications: @sparklyeyedhimbo @callipigio @incandescentflower @spicyvampire and @vegasandhishedgehog

#bad buddy #23.5 #10 years ticket #sing harit #pran parakul #pitchbank #episode 5 rooftop scene my beloved #last twilight #love mechanics #what zabb man #that tag game #thai ql favourites list tag game

[draxua]

Quick tarot reading for @mysicklove <3

Ace of swords reversed 6 of wands Queen of cups + others

"What do you think of Mello? + any messages you think she may need"

• A very sexy but overly confused girl boss, it's ok to be socially unaware, girl. we love you for that!

• People shouldn't let your socially unaware moments cloud their judgement on your intellectual you're actually extremely intelligent your mind is sharp and you're able to cut through confusing situations and equations, your intellectual engagement is high I forgot what exactly you major in right now but its less vocational and creative and more on the academic side, something to do with problem solving, communicating with others and helping them stay in tune with themselves if not in education this can take other areas of your life like relationships, it may be something you offer to people you love or try to offer ; open mindedness, advice and overall just being a support system in a more physical sense I don't think your best communication is through words but more actions like acts of service or physical touch to which I have a feeling either one of those or perhaps both are your love languages or you attract a wide variety of people who look for these qualities within a relationship, to which you are happy to provide with them

• People feel like they can confind in you, you have that guidance counsellor we all loved as kids because she was cool and genuinely loved her job but got sacked because she got caught smoking marijuana on school site, moving swiftly on!

• You're quite an intimate person, honestly people are lucky to get into a relationship with you. You bring harmony but strength and empowerment to your relationships it's something people who have earned your intimacy actually love about you, you're capable of making strong bonds with someone else whether it's mutal or one sided. You carry an energy which makes people chase and get heavily attracted to you after receiving a bite out of you (with you and this scenario its vice versa) absolute alpha behaviour, you go girl!

• The cards wish to congratulate you on your most recent tumblr milestone, 6 of wands acknowledges public acknowledgment for your hard efforts. That aside the 6 of wands encourages you to give yourself a big hug, you did so much girl they know things didn't turn out exactly as you had planned but you did amazingly, but please be reminded to not let guilt or fear for the future stop you from getting opportunities and stand in the way of your success you still got a looooong way to go, you'll look back at that "moment of panic" and think things turned out for the better.

• The Queen of Cups has beautiful imagery of a woman, she sits on a throne nearby the sea just at the very edge. She holds a golden, that have handles shaped like angels. Most of the cups in the Suit of Cups cards are open this cup is closed (arent you special) – The Queen’s true thoughts and inner feelings are veiled and only arise from the very depths of her soul.

• To summarise you have some deeeeeep feels that are only uncovered through creative processes, because duh you write shit for the girls on tumblr and we eat it up everytime

• Ittu bitty thing I wanna slide in there try looking into moon cycle rituals 👀

I'm also seeing some confusion. You're lacking clear sight of what's to come. Lately, your emotions have felt at the top of the glass. It's close to overspilling. It seems that now you're in a difficult position. You're beginning to give up on your dreams, take this as a lesson to learn to see things from a different perspective, and see things aren't as doom and gloom as you think. Success is in reach for you dear, right now what you need is persistence they're telling you to keep going!!

#willow being witchy #not as much as I wanted but oh well oh well #i wanted this to have a wider shock value #but the cards say what they wanna say 😭 #tarot cards #tarot reading #witchcraft #pagan #- your love mello 🖤

[hyenaswine]

I hope after your next dentist appointment you're allowed to sleep as much as you want. I hope you get those really good deeeeeep sleeps with fun dreams. I hope you start to feel better 🌼🌼🌼

thank you. i've got big babyitis