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januaryouth · 2 months

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just a lil venting.

theres this dude i talked on a daily basis for about 3 - 4 months straight back in 2022. i still think about him, sometimes a little harder than other. even though i was the one who kinda started sabotaging the “connection” lol. i felt he was kinda getting bored with me and pulling back little by little so i packed up and lefttt. idk if i was just overthinking bUt all in all, i kinda ran lol. anyways, i havent really felt a connection like that with anyone so much. maybe a 1 or 2 i guess but hes just especially sticking to my mind. there was just something about us. lmao. hed also say he was having the “time of his life” talking with me. i think it was in around november 2023 i finally decided to txt him again. he told me, “i search for you in other people.” tbh i kinda knew hed do this lol i could feeeelll ittt. he admitted i changed his perspective on something that has stuck with him for life. apparently it was so crazy and so no wonder it took so long for him to get over our little “bubble”. o but he ghosted me and i finally blocked him a while earlier. his chapter is closed ykwim ? anyways enough of this, what im saying here is l8ly, hes been popping up on my mind y8 again. its like hes stuck there like a gum plastered on the floor. hes over us i know it, y else would he gHOST ME. we werent even anything special lol but its just imiss talking with him. our conversations would be so fun. nobodys rly made me feel the way he did. he used to call me his therapy lmao. okay, stop.

now for the astrology part here. im really curious just what is triggering me to behave this way. its embarrassing how im still stuck on him while hes most probably already over it. 😭 can i stop dwelling on him ohmygod. anyways, idk much about synastry but can anyone help me navigate this a little ? why am i so affected. it seems its only me too 😭 iwish he was plagued from this too lol.

im leo rising.

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