#963kin

[ineedmorepronouns]

I’ve been thinking about my alterhuman identity recently. I realized I still refer to myself as a human most of the time, but that only feels partial to me. There’s the disconnect from humanity, but I’m not nonhuman. Never felt that way. But I don’t feel completely otherkin either. I’m starting to get the feeling that whenever the reincarnation thingy happened, 963 choose to be a human. I believe that past life impacted me in this life through the way I think and view humanity. To be the creator instead of the created. Then I realized my soul feels as though being a “grey area” of being human and not. After a bit of term searching, I came across Demihuman. As much as it sounds like a good fit, I don’t really feel that the “grey area” is totally 100% what I feel. The human-side sometimes feels more stronger, and that it fluctuates in intensity. So, after a bit more looking around, I found Parahuman. For now, it fits the most with my experience, so I’ll go with it. I even made a “diagram” of my soul but on jspaint for some reason even though it’s supposed to be a gradient. 

Colors don't really have any meaning. It's supposed to be a little more on the human-side than object-side. Deep inside my soul is an object, that's definitely how it feels to me.

#objectkin #fictionkin #alterhuman #otherkin #scpkin #963kin #nonhuman #parahuman #demihuman #jewelerykin

[fictionkinfessions]

Please tell me there's more of us out there. I don't wanna be alone.

- 963

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#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #scpkin #963kin #mod party cat

[7001-1a]

yknow i thought id be listening to a lot of older tunes in this kinshfit but instead its just femtanyl. which is funny because it feels familiar in a way.

anyway if anyone has any song recs that you think an immortal freak born in 1912 would like, PLEAAAASE hmu i meed songs and tunes and things to fill my brain

#scpkin #scp kin #foundationkin?? #963 kin #963kin #shaws shitty kinnie tag

[ineedmorepronouns]

hear me out,

antique stores and pawn shops...

#just think of all the other objects you can meet #ranging from huge to tiny #from new to ancient #to talk with them and hear their stories #imagine the curious humans that walk in and react to whatever interests them #idk i've just been thinking about this for a while #objectkin #alterhuman #963kin #objectum #posic #os/or #object sentience #jewelrykin

[fictionkinfessions]

i fucking tripped. thats it. i fell. i would have been fine if i hadnt have. i just had to have been carrying that fucking necklace at the time.

-7001-1A/963/shaw/whatever my fucking name was.

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#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #70011akin #shawkin #963kin #scpkin #mod party cat

[fictionkinfessions]

Happy Valentines to Clef, Glass, and Light.

Miss ya losers <3

- 963

x

#fictionkinfessions #fictionkin #963kin #scpkin #mod party cat #holidays cw #valentines day cw

[ineedmorepronouns]

had my first intesnse shift the other day. it wasn't 963 or bright though, it was a fictionflicker. NiLU from Len'en Project. god having a shift was so weird it lasted almost the full day. i just felt very apathetic, almost physically numb, and confused on how human mind's worked. since i was at school it was a very prominent though. humans everywhere. humans made 95% of everything i saw. i ended up having to go to the library. after i've gotten my book i ended up in the long empty hall. since no one was there, i decided to close my eyes. NiLU doesn't really have eyes(?) like, there's bandages around both of their eyes. but they do have a fabric thing with an eye on it that moves around but idk its weird. anyways, i just closed my eyes walking down the hall. in that moment it was the most blissful experience. having to slow down to make sure you don't trip, more in tune with the sounds around you. i made my way across the auditorium. band was playing music in there. i didn't know until i heard the trumpets and other instruments playing while passing by the door. it was beautiful. then during third period i swear i saw my hat and hair as that of NiLU's. i felt that i was wearing their cloak. i didn't understand that this was a shift or flicker until like 2 days later. but then i never felt like that again (for now, who knows). i mean for mr bright i guess i have mental shifts, but those really arent as intense as this was. nature seemed so... beautiful. ive also been questioning myself if im robothearted at all. also, len'en fandom, hi 🧍 i will make tom gijinka (on the uwom discord)

#fictionflicker #fictionkin #alterhuman #otherkin #len'en project #963kin #dr bright kin #would a humanoid robot still be considered an object #that is... quite philosophical #apologies for bad spelling and grammer i did not write this on Word #nilu #cameo shift