#AlySpeaks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

✨LIFE UPDATE ✨

Hi everyone! As you can see, I am not dead. I swear to God, the past year has just been one personal tragedy after another.

Anyone who knows me knows that I HATE complaining to people about anything that goes wrong in my life bc I HATE showing weakness, but above all else, I want to be honest with y'all about where I'm at rn and why I've been so radio-silent on here lately apart from the occasional quick reblog or queued post.

First, my four year relationship was ended out of the fucking blue by my now ex-fiancé over text literally in the middle of my preparations to move in with him so ALLLLLLLLLLLL of my stuff that had already been either stored up at his place or packed up to send had to be either mailed down to me or unpacked.

So I had to essentially put my whole room (and my whole life) back together from scratch, so that was fun. 🥴

Then we started renovating our house, which has been an on-and-off thing due to conflicting schedules.

Then I started working 2 jobs to pay off my car and my student loans (both of which I'm still paying 💀).

Then the dog who I was taking care of died (he was very old and in pretty bad shape so we kinda saw it coming tbh).

Then my mom was in a major car accident that resulted in her becoming hospitalized, bedridden, and currently, fully disabled.

Now I'm working full-time at the restaurant and when I'm not doing that, I'm helping my mom out at home because she needs a lot of assistance with making meals and cleaning up around the house, taking care of our two dogs, etc.

Then my aunt died after being hospitalized for her health issues and we have been at her house whenever possible to go through her things and get the house itself ready for eventual sale.

So as you can see, my life has been insane lately and I barely have time to eat and sleep, let alone read, research, and write like I used to when I was not working and not acting as a free, live-in aid for my mother.

I love and appreciate you all, and I can't thank you enough for all the support you've given me! 💖💖💖

TLDR: Know that I AM still working on FOF but it will probably take awhile for any new chapters to come out bc of the way my life is at the moment.

Your reblogs, replies, tags, asks, and comments on my work mean the absolute world to me and it warms my heart to know that there's other people out there who love and enjoy the story I'm writing and its characters as much as I enjoy writing them. 💖💖💖

#AlySpeaks #Life Update #personal post

[ask-davidhansen]

Okay well

Hi guys I hurt my arm yesterday and when I hurt it, it went completely numb and I can’t use my right hand which is my dominant hand (yay!!1!1!!1) so I can’t draw right now and I can’t go to the doctors because my mom said “they aren’t gonna do anything for you” so I’ll be a cripple until my arm heals by taking natures course 🙄🙄

#alyspeaks #ihighlydoubtanyonecarestbh

[alyiscoolbruh]

guysguysguysguys

im getting my tattoo in less than two hours and im so excited akajsgklewgasbsag

#tattoo #alyspeaks

[a-brighter-prospit-blog]

Hunter, if you see this, I love you so fucking much and literally nothing will change that.

#him #alyspeaks #love #puff&fluff #fluffpuff

[ystxbiancax]

Ang pagmamahal ay ibinibigay ng libre, walang bayad. Kung magsasakripisyo ka tapos maghihintay ka ng kapalit na parang utang na loob n’ya ang ginawa mo para sa kanya, hindi pagmamahal yun. Kasi kapag nagmamahal ka, dapat galing sa puso hindi sa utak. Ang tunay na pagmamahal ay parang regalo, ibinibigay sa taong espesyal. Uulitin ko, IBINIBIGAY hindi ibinebenta.

#pagmamahal #tagalog #love #sakripisyo #alyspeaks #pinoy #pinay #filipino #filipina

[thetiny-atheist-blog]

i just want cuddle and forehead kisses and singing together and hot but sentimental intercourse

#persANALposts #feels #alyspeaks

[danieljfp-blog]

My Boy Bestfriend

Naalala ko na naman tuloy lahat. Tagal ko ng gustong ishare to kaso nagdadalawang isip ako eh. Lungkot kasi ng nangyare samin ng bestfriend ko na yan. :( Here it goes. 3rd yr HS ako tapos first day of school nun, seatmate ko yung lalaking makulit at well, harsh to pero, bobo siya. As in yung 0 lahat sa quizzes, di nagpapasa ng project, etc. Nung retreat namin, yung boy na yun parang pinakita nya sakin na gusto niya ako. As in super sweet nya nga eh. Ako naman, babae lang, sobrang kinikilig. Alam mo yun, yung todo concerned sakin tas nung nhilo ako binibisita ako sa room. Basta ganun. Then, di nagtagal nainlove din ako sa lalaking yun. Isang malaking pagkakamali. Sobrang sweet niya, ung texts niya tapos every weekends magkausap kami sa phone for like 4-5 hours kahit na nonsense ang topic. :( Pero, nagulat na lang ako na one day, may girlfriend na siya. July 18 nun nun nalaman ko. :( Ang sakit grabe. Siya yung tipo ng lalaki na PAASA AT PAFALL. Nung araw na yun iyak ako ng iyak sa classroom. Napapatulala nga ako eh tas tatanungin ng teachers kung ok lang ba ako. Then, nun araw na yun, knausap niya si miss na magpalit sila nung isa pang boy na nasa likod mya nakaupo kase nga dba seatmate ko sya. So parang nilalayuan nya ako ganun? Ganun lang kadali yun sa kanya? Aish. Nung nakipagpalit na siya dun sa guy na nasa likod nya, ang awkward. Kase di ko kilala tong new seatmate ko eh. New student lang daw last yr. Pero dahil sa heartbroken ako, knausap ko siya. At nakwento ko sa kanya lahat lahat! Ewan ko, bigla na lang akong naging comfortable sa kanya. Siya naman, nakikinig lang sakin tapos binibigyan ako ng advice. Odb? Thankful ako sya yung new seatmate ko! :) Gumaan loob ko nun. Pero nagkunwari akong nahihilo at pagpunta ko sa clinic, pnauwi ako ng nurse. Aba, buti naman. Next days, mas ngiging close pa kami ng new seatmate ko. Tawagin na lan natin siyang Mr. Sleepy. Lagi siyang tulog eh. Haha! Fast forward na. Nung 2nd qtr, syempre babaguhin yung seatinh arrangement. Lungkot ko nga nun eh! Di ko na makakatabi si mr. Sleepy, pero yun ang akala ko. =))) Magkatabi pa rin pala kame! Pero sa ibang place na sa classroom. Edi super sya namin tas kung dati lagi syang tahimik at natutulog, ngayon nahawa na siya sa kahyperan ko! Parehas na kaming maingay, lagi nga kaming napapagalitan eh. And super nakamove on na ako sa nanloko sakin. May new crush na ako, si Mr. Alien. Bakit alien? Kase ang puti puti nya! Sobraaa! Tas yun muka syang alien. HAHAHA! Ayun nakuwento ko yun kay Mr. Sleepy. Lahat lahat. Minsan nga tinititigan ko si Mr. Alien lagi eh tas etong bestfriend ko, laging snasabi na nangangarap na naman daw ako. Super gusto ko talaga si Mr. Alien, mahal ko na nga ata eh. :"> Actually, crush ko na talaga sya first day of school pa lang. Pero yun nga, dumating yung boy manloloko sa buhay ko. :/ Tas eto bmalik ang crush ko sa kanya at tingin ko inlove na ako sa kany. Si bestfriend naman, eto lagi kong kasama. Kakulitan, kakwentuhan, kaasaran, kakwentuhan tngkol kay Mr. Alien. :"> Pero, dumating ang 3rd Qtr. Di ko akalain na mangyayare to samin ng bestfriend ko. Bigla na lang one day, naging sweet sya sakin, super sweet. Tapos yun na nga, inamin nya sakin na mahal nya daw ako. Dati pa daw. Pero di ko napapansin kase kay Mr. Alien lang ako nakatingin. Eh naisip ko naman, ayaw kong masira yun friendship namin! Aba pnaghirapan namin buoin yun eh. :( Kaya ayun, snabi ko sa kanya na hanggang bestfriends lang tlaga kami. Kase si Mr. Alien talaga ang mahal ko. 3rd qtr pala, di na sya ang seatmate ko. Para ngang iniiwasan nya ako eh. May bago na syang nakakaclose na girl din :/ Nagseselos ako. Kase feel ko parang napalitan na ako sa buhay nya. Ako ung bestfriend eh, pero bat may bago na ata sya? :( Parang ang tingin na nya sakin, yung babaeng mahal nya. Di na bestfriend nya. Di na sya nagsshare sakin. Di na kami nagsasabay. Lagi na lang dun sa bago nyang bestfriend. Sabi na nga ba eh, pangit pag sa dalawang bestfriends, may nainlove na isa. Hays. Tapos eto ako, kay Mr. Alien pa din. May progress nga eh, close na kami :"> Kaso ung bestfriend ko naman nagalit sa akin kasi bat di na lang daw sya. Akala ko ba bestfriend ko sya? Dapat maintindihan nya ako diba. Sya nga yun lmayo eh, nakahanap sya ng bagong bestfriend. Pero snabi nya nasasaktan pa din daw sya. Di ko mapigilan eh, kay Mr. Alien pa din talaga ako. Mahal ko eh. Sorry talaga bestfriend :( Gustong gusto ko ibalik yung dating kami. Yung super close na bestfriends. Yung laging masaya :( Pero everytime I try, di ako nagsucceed. Nasasaktan ko kase sya eh. Di ko na sya makwentuhan tungkol sa lovelife ko kse masasaktan ko sya. Hanggang ngayon nagttry ako :( Pero ndi na ata mababalik ang dati. Ok naman kami ngayon. WERE FRIENDS. Friends na lang. Kase di na kami tulad ng dati. Namimiss ko na lahat. Yung tawanan, kwentuhan, asaran, tampuhan, kilitian, sigawan at lahat ng memories namin. Namimiss ko na siya.. Namimiss ko na ang bestfriend ko. :(((

#drama #alyspeaks #boy bestfriend

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Me rn, writing my lil WW2 Era story like

#I don't care what anybody says okay: sometimes history is fucking hilarious #dudes were TWEAKING & we should talk about it more #it's actually kind of terrifying too bc they were SO obviously out of control #but for real it's just wild to me that they managed to get through an entire war like that #absolutely insane tbh #FOF #OMGG #meme #history meme #history memes #ww2 #ww2era #ww2 memes #AlySpeaks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

And to celebrate the end of Pride Month, the Duffer brothers have generously revamped a new version of homophobia just for us 🥴

#i hate it here #Byler #Will Byers #Mike Wheeler #Stranger Things #Stranger Things 4 #Season 4 #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #LGBTQ+ #Mileven #im so pissed #AlySpeaks #Duffers #Duffer brothers

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Frank John Hughes just showed up as the perp on the episode of NCIS I'm watching & I just involuntarily yelled "William Guarnere" like a disappointed mother scolding a misbehaving child 😭😭😭

#AlySpeaks #OMGG #BoB #Frank John Hughes #Band of Brothers #William Guarnere #Bill Guarnere #Wild Bill Guarnere

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Ik I own way too many black clothes-- from leather jackets & high-heeled combat boots to dresses & Converse-- but at any given opportunity, I will still buy more bc of who i am as a person 💀

#combined with my heavy eyeliner i always look a little bit tired of people's shit 😂 #and i am lol so I guess it works #it's always either that or like flannels + hyperfeminine florals #there's no in-between for a Soft Grunge/Pastel Grunge princess 😂 #at least i can laugh about it lol #my nails are always sparkly + black or sparkly pinkish or like a dark red #the polish always ends up chipping tho & I've gotten too lazy to fix it 💀💀💀 #AlySpeaks #pastel grunge #soft grunge #personal style

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Colin Hanks plays such a fantastic antagonist-turned-antihero on NCIS!! I'll never get over how convincingly driven his character is!

So glad he gets a Redemption Arc tbh 🥰

#Richard Parsons #NCIS #AlySpeaks #Colin Hanks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

I can't believe you've been gone 29 years. You've been dead longer than you were alive and that's fucking heartbreaking because you deserved so much more time than you got.

You should be turning 56 today, you should be celebrating with your family and jokingly complaining to your friends about getting old. You should have been there for your band's induction into the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame, you should've been there to accept your Lifetime Achievement Award and pretend like it was no big deal.

You should've gotten to see Nevermind be added to the Library of Congress because some songs that you edited last-minute in the recording studio while everyone was tuning up changed the fucking world.

They sure changed mine and I wasn't even alive yet when they were written. That's the lasting legacy of the music you wrote, dude, it fucking transcends.

You've missed so much. You should've gotten to see your daughter grow up into the fiercely independent woman you always wanted her to be. You should have been there when she graduated high school, when she went to college and pursued the artistic talents that both of y'all shared.

You always saw the good in everybody else but never yourself. I wish you could be here to see the impact you made, K, because you did make an impact.

That bench in Viretta Park that you used to sneak off to so you could write in peace? It's covered in flowers now, lyrics, memorabilia, you name it.

Hell, even Aberdeen has a sign with your lyrics on it -- it's the first thing people see. You'd get a fucking kick out of that.

Both your life and your music inspired so many fucking people, the majority of whom never got the chance to actually know you, myself included.

I hope it's nice up there, wherever you are, and I hope they have plenty of lefty guitars for you to fuck around with in your spare time.

Happy birthday, Kurt ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

#Kurt Cobain #idols #he was so much more than an artist he was also just a fucking amazing person #the world was robbed #Nirvana #1990s #celebrities #Krist Novoselic #Dave Grohl #Chad Channing #musicians #artists #AlySpeaks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Feeling devious in the establishment today bc I came up with the most Gutwrenching plot twist for FOF & y'all are gonna kill me 🧘🏻‍♀️🫶🏼

#'this is why we can't have nice ships Aly 🤣 you always gotta come break em' #Correct 🤣🫶🏼 #pls enjoy #FOFposting #AlySpeaks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

Bro, mad respect to all of the women in the 1940s who joined the WAC & WAVES & everything bc the more I read about all of the stupid pageantry shit that went into it, the more admiration I have for them; specifically, admiration for the sheer amount of self-restraint it took to deal with shit as fucking ridiculous as uniform inspections & room inspections day-in & day-out while there's a FUCKING WAR ON.

Like, I'm sorry but I have a fucking job to do. I have fucking official reports to type & people are DYING but you're worried about MY STUPID FUCKING HAT BEING ON WRONG OR MY STUPID FUCKING BEDSHEETS NOT BEING TUCKED IN IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING WAR ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING KIDDING ME

#i stg reading this shit makes me actually violent omfg #like bro people are DYING let me get my goddamn work done #Lowkey im pretty sure i would've just been a pin-up model during the war & a courier smuggling messages & supplies for the OSS #that way i get to make a difference while skipping all the performative bullshit that makes the military the military 🥴 #bc i legit would lose my shit if someone yelled at me bc my bed wasn't made or my tie was crooked WHILE PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY FUCKING DYING #🤦🏽‍♀️ #WWII #politics #AlySpeaks

[liebgotts-lovergirl]

My toxic trait is that I can't focus until I've "solved" every cold case video I watch

#this is why i should've followed through with becoming a Forensic Behavioral Analyst lol #but now i have ✨PTSD✨ so I can't #And thusly my skills are relegated to Internet sleuthing & forensic psychology at 1 am 🤣😭 #Spencer Reid you were the only motherfucker that understood me 🤣🤌🏼 #im just saying that Joe Liebgott & I would be a fucking KILLER case-solving duo #with his street smarts & my psych skills there's not a case we couldn't crack #Modern AU Joe & me laying in bed at 2am debating the existence of the Smiley Face Killer 🤣 #🎶 I can see it now 🎶 #AlySpeaks