#Crying shame I love him

[duskdragon39]

animorphs!avery (any end/au) and hunt?

hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?

Avery Animorphs my little written beloved.

She tracks him down when he's 23, newly graduated with an accelerated master's in polisci and working with his best friend to jump through the legal loopholes necessary to establish a queer youth shelter.

She looks a lot like his best friend's mom. A little bit younger, maybe, but her face is lined and her hair is starting to go grey.

Good news, she tells him. You've been hired as an associate professor in your hometown's university.

He doesn't want to go.

He ends up there anyways.

#Buckeye #Avery Ellis #Avad #In most timelines there is at least one version that is slightly dead #Crying shame I love him #Couldn't be further from Avery Ephemeris Coast lol #duskanswers #Thank you!!

[trevorphilips]

Leave me and go, if you don't want to be trapped in the Demon World. I'm staying, this place was our father's home.

#dmc #devil may cry #vergil sparda #dante sparda #dmcedit #gamingedit #devil may cry 3 #mine #❤💙 #there's so much to be said about this scene #the glove that vergil sliced being the only reminder dante has left of him for years #vergil telling him to save himself but refusing to be saved by him in turn #because he can't bear the shame of it #it's just so sad!!!! i love them so much man

[rubyrins]

*ੈ✩Jerseys-Itoshi Sae

ೃ༄ was stealing a jersey from you’re boyfriend without telling him was a good idea??

Silence was strong when two of you’re closest friends started to scroll through their phones,but not until.

“So uhm.. what should I wear?”

“To what??” You’re friend ask,you notice both of them shut their phones of an payed attention to you

“Sae has a game this week and I don’t know what to wear”

“Hmmm” you’re other friend place there point finger on there chin indicating the sign of thinking

“Ohhh,I have one”

“What is it” you ask,

“What about his Jersey”

“Yeahh, that would be cute tbh and you can wear a skirt with it”you’re friend responded

“His Jersey??” You ask,unsure of the idea since it hadn’t crossed your mind that wearing his jersey would be a good idea but nothing could go wrong right??

The next thing you knew you were now shuffling through his clothes frantically knowing that he’s gonna be home soon about an hour, but you’re mind wasn’t helping at all nuh-uh,you’re mind was all over place,it was making its own opinions on whatever you we’re choosing you picked this jersey but you thought what if this is the one sae will wear at the game so no,you took another one,what if sae doesn’t like this jersey so no,you chose another one-

“What are you doing,love” uh-oh

You were frozen in place still holding a Jersey,sae was right there leaning in the door frame with both of his hands in his pockets tilting his head to see what on earth was his girlfriend doing,curiosity took over him and walked towards you while you were still stuck in place, you’re heart was beating so fast even sae could hear it

Before he could even take a look you stood up and hid the jersey you were holding at your back,

Sae saw the mishap that happened in his closet and saw all his neatly folded jerseys turned into a pile of clothes

“Did you do this” he said pointing the pile of clothes,you can never win a staring contest between sae so the best you could do was avoid his eyes and try you’re best to stay calm

“Uhm” “I thought you were gonna be home after an hour” quick change the topic

“I was too excited to see you,I couldn’t bear being that far away from you,I missed you” boy if there was an award for being the best at making you flustered he won it,a hand crept It’s way to you’re waist as you see sae then walked towards you even closer,you stepped back still avoiding contact,sae move his head in order to see you’re face,

You but you’re lower lip hoping this moment would go away

“Now,love I know you could never hide something ,from me now what are you hiding” his face was serious but warm he knows that sometimes his cold face could scare you when he’s mad so he tries his best to stay warm and sweet towards you

You sighed feeling a defeat he was right, you can never hide something from him and he would do the same

“Remember the game you’re gonna have this week” sae hummed in response

“Well,I asked my friends what to wear and they recommended me you’re Jersey,”

You couldn’t look at him in the eye

“I wasn’t sure at first but then the next thing I knew you have a pile now”

You looked at him and before you could elaborate further you saw a blushing sae with light pink hues on his cheek and on top of his ears,you found this scene cute,scratch that it was cute,he lets go of you and started shuffling through his luggage and took out his jersey that was new,he gave it to you

“Wear this one”

“Wait isn’t this new”

“Yes,that’s why I want you to wear it”

You started jumping from excitement and jumped on him you hugged him and couldn’t help yourself by smelling the perfume,God this man smells so good😍

“Ohh,I Love you love”

“I love you too❤️”

A/n:another one of my works that I made with no brain😍 I’m so so sorry if I have poor choice of words🥰🥰I also wanna make a part 2 of her already wearing the jersey in one of his games😍🥰😭🫶🌊💀🥹

#I have no shame #🌊 #sae itoshi x reader #itoshi sae #bllk sae #bllk fluff #i love him #i could cry #I want his Jersey #can I have him plss #blue lock sae itoshi #I miss him already #I BET HE SMELLS GOOD #OFC HE DOES😍😍 #anime #fiction #i made this the whole day #tell me more scenarios plss #what should I write next??? #sae x reader #sae x shidou

[skitskatdacat63]

Lone Ranger Gunslinger! Fernando (context)

#this would probably be more fitting for COTA but for ME it is very relevant and important #thank you DC for inciting this from me i guess 😭 #the only correct way to draw any Wild West art is to: #listen to Marty Robbins' Gunfighter Ballads and Trail Songs #and cry when El Paso comes on 😭😭😭😭 #so yeah if anything is mentioned over the course of a weekend that could be turned into an AU + #be assured that I can and will draw it >:) #if people like this maybe i wil draw some more for cota 🤭 i just wont have a lot of free time around that wknd tho ah #though i will say ive already discussed this possible AU with C a lot already 😭😭😭😭 #you already know what ship it would be......hehehe.... #anyways if youre ever curious where i get my ref photos. its called i play dress up in my room LMFAO #the outfit ref for this was a banger ngl. maybe ill wear it to school sometime 🤭🤭 #its almost kinda a shame hes wearing the coat in this bcs god damn the waist was absolutely snatched! #i love 3 piece suits sob sob sob #okay anyways hopefully fernando will continue to be a sharpshooter this weekend!!!!! #he should shoot for....a podium 🤭🤭🤭 he should shoot for....a win! 😮 #oh also i love how both c and i looked at clint eastwood pics as ref for this 😭😭 same brain 😭 #if i ever draw more of this au i def gotta draw him with that look! #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14

[littleragondin]

So I may have been slightly obsessing over “To sir with love”, as one does, and a thing that has been circling in my head for the last few days is the way Tian's confrontation with his mother at the start of episode 13 and his talk with Yang at the end of the same episode echo and oppose each other.

Madame Li comes to Tian when he is in love, hopeful, begging for a chance at happiness, and how does she respond? She crushes it, with the revelation about Jiu and Mr. Ma yes, but mostly with everything else. You will never know love, she says, except mine. That stifling love who wants him to be someone else, that chips at who he is again and again and again.

Then Yang finds his brother (heart)broken, and Tian holds him back to confess his love, again, now in despair and shame and self loathing. And Yang response to that is as it has always been, that his brother is wonderful just as he is. You deserve love he promises, and I love you I love you I love you. A love with no reservation and for all that Tian is, a love always there.

And they both love Tian, they are both afraid and worried for him, both are going to great lengths to protect him, at this point both believe that Jiu has lied to Tian and played him. And. Yet. His mother again puts the blame on him, on who he is, makes him guilty of his own betrayal. His brother reminds him that it's not true, that the betrayer is to blame, and that the fault never laid with him.

And so it's no surprise that Tian pushes away his mother and the prison her love has built around him, but seeks the comfort of his brother's love who has always celebrated who he is.

#the contrast between the ways Madame Li and Yang love Tian was fascinating to me during the whole series #the way his mother keeps pushing him down into shame and his brother keeps lifting him up and celebrating all of who he is #also I was already pretty weepy halfway through the discussion at the temple #but when Mme Li said 'no one will ever love someone like you' I straight up sobbed #the violence of those words??? mein gott I had to stop the video a moment #and after seeing him smile like that at being loved?? believing he's being deceived is NOT an excuse putain #(anyway there is a lots of shared blame for the way Tian views himself (hi Mr Song) but she's done a big part of the work ngl) #on the other hand Yang get the Best Brother Award - leaving the rest of the competition far far behind #and don't get me started on Tian's crying face #it got to me every fucking time like excellent job here but also I ended up on the verge of dehydration too many times #Khun Chai #To sir with love #thai drama #lakorn #asianlgbtqdrama #Tian x Jiu #TianJiu #One31 #thai bl #mine #gifs #ragongif

[glittery-ishfish]

Remember that one time during the American Revolution arc, Canada Edition, when Canada tried to help England feel better by imitating America?

It didn't go well.

#hetalia #hetalia official art #aph official #aph canada #aph england #hws england #hws canada #hetalia canada #hetalia england #I really love this arc #It's so insightful #It's a shame it's not talked about much #(Y'know aside from the part where Canada roasts America and sends him home crying)

[theogony]

just speed watched the entirety of alien stage!!! some notes on my experience

what the fuck

#alien stage fucked me up. #best way possible though #i'm so hyped i love hyuna already #which is very funny cause i realised i'd watched all in before knowing alien stage FGVHBJKNLK: #anyway what the fuck mizisua really #set the stage for the tragic gays. #then i was introduced to ivantill #chat is this real. ivan is still real and sua is still alive god please GOD PLEASE #anyway. ivan my pathetic blorbo who i now love and kin a bit. i guess. i fucking #cries. #the entire premise is also so intriguing #and i love the whole. luka situation too even if he's a bit yknow #but i hope he genuinely dies having taking down the entire fucking system #or hyuna beats some shit sense into him #ON THAT NOTE SHORT HAIRED MIZI!!!! and till my blorbo too #but still. ivan ivan return my calls sighs the entire round 6 eviscerated me #and you expect me to return back? from this? like a regular person? FOR SHAME> #anyway expect the hyperfixation to hyperfixate #i want to cry.

[imogenkol]

In the year of our lord, 2024, some of the fandom is still approaching the Jedi Order with zero nuance

#I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: I love the Jedi. I love the lore. I think they are extremely interesting. #they did do many great things and at their core had good intentions for the most part #but they were a deeply DEEPLY flawed institution ESPECIALLY during the prequel era #and people saying the Jedi did nothing wrong and they were right about everything missed the whole picture. by like a mile. lmao #they were FAR from perfect. it’s okay to admit that. #towards the end ​the Jedi became utterly apathetic and arrogant and it absolutely contributed to their downfall #and especially the council who were supposed to be these wise masters #when the entirety of RotS was literally Anakin’s cry for help and they either dismissed or shamed him #side note: that doesn’t make all the horrible things he ended up doing okay #BUT he was in an incredibly vulnerable position and Yoda and the other masters intentionally PUT him in those situations #and took ZERO responsibility #not to mention all of the padawans they turned into child soldiers during the clone wars #I could go on but. I’ll end up writing an essay in the tags

[thresholdbb]

My P+ subscription just renewed, which means I have been on this Star Trek high for exactly a year now

#I really said 2023 is gonna be ALL ABOUT STAR TREK and it was!! #the Trek obsession went dormant then came back with a vengeance like November of last year #I went through an intense tng phase in grad school #looking back on the year I wouldn’t have it any other way #I got p+ and proceeded to speed run tng and ds9 #I savored voyager and when it was over we started our Sisyphean delta quadrant journey #somewhere in my mixed up brain I KNEW voyager would be a problem and I avoided it #I have been ruined for other media #LISTEN Picard isn’t the best show but it was precisely why I wanted to catch up #still have yet to finish tos tas ent and dis for shame #also it was half price last year I cry for my continually dwindling bank account #I am actually very grateful because I was lonelier and more miserable before I started engaging in fandom now I am slightly less so #plus going to stlv and making/doing cosplay for the first time a whole experience! #if we’ve interacted this year (and you read my tags) hi I love you #if we haven’t hi I am intense but love talking to equally obsessed mutuals #also lol at meeting the actors Garrett wang taking a picture of me and Picardo being like uhhh ok when I talked to him #jin maley and Michelle Hurd are absolutely lovely #terry ferrell was very very sweet and I shared an elevator (and hand injury story) with Casey Biggs #and I bumped into Rom his-real-last-name-is-hard-to-spell #and marina sirtis called me love I cry #hilarious but also so cringe what is my life #also thanks to Star Trek for the paradigm shifting very likely autism suspicion that I’m gonna seriously pursue in 2024 #ok I love you bye #melts into oblivion

[ufologies]

i just have such an appreciation for wat as a character. he’s so concerned with people feeling included, he’s so concerned with addressing conflict and approaching problems with open communication. he’s also clearly open-minded. when kan teased akk about his sexual and romantic inexperience, wat immediately told him to not tease him about that. when nobody initially raised their hand to help train ayan, wat was the first to try and remedy that. his hand was hesitant, but it was there. he plays mediator in his friend group, encouraging open communication between akk, kan, and himself. he also tries to stop arguments and teasing from going too far. when kan and akk were watching ayan and thua talk in the courtyard, wat’s first instinct was that they all just go ask them (ayan and thua) about it. even after kan and akk disagreed, he still tried to open that communication pathway by calling over to them. sure, it was done for levity, but it ultimately adds to a long list of times that wat has proven himself to be a dedicated communicator. he is just such an interesting, warm, and important character in all of this. he’s so empathetic and aware. always ready to defend and offer explanations. he’s so level-headed. also the fact that he was so hesitant to talk to teacher sani about his love for film and filmmaking but still ultimately decided to make the decision to go talk to her. again, his knack for communication and openness is incredible. mercurial in a way.

#even when he teases kan about liking thua it’s never in a derisive or cruel way. it just seems obvious to him. normal. not shameful. #idk man!!!! i'm just constantly in wat loving and appreciating mode. i adore him. i want nothing but the best for him. #the eclipse #wat the eclipse #the eclipse the series #listen i'm sorry for tagging this but i am losing my mind. the hyperfixation is real. my priv twt is riddled with this #somebody cry over wat w/ me i beg #i am a wat defender a wat lover a wat appreciator

[lightbulb-warning]

youtube video titled "TRY NOT TO SIMP CHALLENGE!!! (IMPOSSIBILE) (not clickbait)"

and it's just a 30 minute picture slideshow of Kaito Momota (a solid third of the pictures have him barefoot because his slippers kept falling off)

#/j #“simp” being used extremely loosely #i LIKE him hes SILLY and he loves space and his friends GOOD FOR HIM #characters that boost my oxytocin dot png #he's the type of guy that unironically asks “wheres MY hug? 🥺” but it's because his brain runs on See the best in people and Give affection #fte with k aede and kaito is immediately all for “teach me the thing you're passionate about!! space needs people like you!!” bro i cry/pos #he's PEAK quality time love language #also absolute peak character trope is “they're intellectually/academically savant and a MORON” #“k aede you're so right i was JUST about to say that!!” WHAT A LOSER!!! (affectionate) #you'd think id be comfortable drawing him by now and yet i keep being full of surprises (incompetence) #ooooh noooo guess the only solution is drawing him over and over what a shaaaame (not a shame) #shut up maiora

[sysig]

See you everywhere, now that you’re gone (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #Ft. Wally West and Xigbar again - they're good to him <3 #Hhhh ;; The sads :'0 #ZEX never got to fully show off his uniform ;; #I was so hoping for that! He deserves to show off and feel nice and be praised </3 #At least he'd surrounded himself with good people - the dynamics around which are also interesting #Wally lovely <3 He's so sweet honestly just wants to offer a shoulder if he's able any small bit of comfort #He's injured and he's still trying to hug ZEX weh ;; Any bit of solace ♥ #Xigbar's way of cheering him up is his own kind of misplaced sweetness haha I love the care put into everyone's quirks <3 #Ugh the whole thing of Nobodies trying to (and failing to! To varying degrees) convince themselves that they don't have emotions #Clearly Xig is unbothered by this so it's better to just flirt and not worry about it! It's a shame but it happens to everyone #I see you Xigbar #Really tho him being a bit flippant and silly and tactile with ZEX did seem to help haha #''Let me comfort you'' pfft - sad silliness hehe #And then Dexter showed up!! I was so unprepared for that!! #Honestly I only expected him to come visit The One Time so I was so not ready for him to be here after All This #He made ZEX cry last time and this time he came to it already crying ;; #Ughhughgh ZEX's unshakable trust for DAX - even just his voice - being the breaking point of his self control I jfdlksahfds #Someone he can be weak in front of since he doesn't want to be seen by anyone that way - only to DAX ;;;; #Offering any bit of familiarity as comfort weh I'm fine this is fine ;; #Poor ZEX :( Being so powerless and helpless in this situation is so sad!! At least when he was in the War he was in control to an extent #He only touched his cheek with his uniform later that night which I do honestly love the imagery of soft and tender <3 #I like drawing people holding things fully to their face more than I remembered haha #And then the fact that his roommate changed the same night and it was /Kirk/ of all people fjdslahfdsfd wehhhhh 😭 #Kirk is genuinely the sweetest to him he is absolutely best boy but to have a Captain after all that ;;;; #It cuts so deeply ironic oww <3 <3

[scruffylookingpiratecaptain]

Someone needs to magically appear and slap my hand every time I go to look at the comments on Namor videos.

#so much racism and body shaming I want to cry #I just want to be excited and love him in peace #namor #tenoch huerta #wakanda forever

[traitorestraven]

MJF is the new protagonist of AEW because this era of AEW is about father figures and MJF has the most unresolved daddy issues out of the entire roster send tweet

#mjf #aew #the man's career in aew so far has been latching onto and then turning against different older men #you have cody #the loving coddling mentor who ignores what's wrong with him until it's too late #jericho who feeds his worse impulses #punk who sees himself in max and so tries to destroy him #and now william stop crying or i'll give you something real to cry about regal #sorry hangman you were the protagonist when aew was about scrappy underdogs but things have moved on #(actually what mjf has is a complicated mix of unresolved childhood rsd and that thing where jewish men develop a really complicated #relationship to masculinity #because traditional jewish masculinity is Different from gentile american masculinity but you're growing up assimilated Enough that you #feel all the pressures to perform both masculinities simultaneously #and also something something trauma powerlessness #diaspora vulnerability shame etc #so he's latching on to different images of power because he is terrified of being powerless again #one day i will write my MJF-is-a-jewish-american-princess-and-here's-what-that-means essay #but not today)

[zoobus]

10 stars for making him abusive AND easy to manipulate by a superior abuser, minus ten for removing him from the story halfway in. He was so cute and for what

#my husband my sister and I #i miss him so much i cry myself to sleep ehet geooorge :( #every time he fucked himself over by doing something needlessly arrogant and stupid #every time his girls coaxed him out of his inevitable shame to get back in there never give up #i wanted him to suffer forever but in a loving way like strip him of his title and make him a servant on the very land he once ruled. love. #otome isekai

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

Have you thought that. The sdr2 characters gave up their talent bc they use it for despair while they were brainwashed? Kaz gave up his love of machines

*ending theme of digital circus starts playing*

bruh that would be so sad

Like imagine Teruteru gave up cooking because he also lost his biggest driving force that made him want to to cook in the first place (his mom).

Or Mikan starts to doubt any and all of her medical knowledge because she doesn't trust herself as she did before in treating other peoples wounds and is afraid she'll only hurt them further.

Or Fuyu giving up being a yakuza.

Wait well....actually no that might be a good thing for him. That might be an improvement actually.

#bunpiry #danganronpa #ur kaz drawing made my heart cry ;0; pls hug him #idk much of anything about the digital circus except for the jester girl but yes #fala replies #a e i o queue #everyone else: figuring out what to do now that their biggest trait/purpose #is something that brings them shame and trauma #but still fighting the desire to do the thing they used to love #Fuyuhiko: man...guess I'm going to have to stop being part of a criminal organization #Hiyoko *bitter*: oh the tragedy poor baby whatever will you do now that you can't ruin peoples lives? #Fuyuhiko: okay first off fuck you #Nagito *apathetic to it all*: huh wonder what its like to be able to decide to just not have a talent...must be nice... #Hiyoko: we get it your life is an ongoing tragedy goddamn