The holidays are coming up and for some religions are already here, and this time of year can be incredibly hard for people. I just want you all to know there are so many resources out there to help you so
Please do not hesitate to contact suicide prevention hotlines or emergency services when you need help:
Worldwide
Befrienders
http://www.befrienders.org
Australia
Lifeline Australia
http://www.lifeline.org.au
Phone: 13 11 14
Kids Helpline
http://www.kidshelp.com.au
Phone: 1800 55 1800
Headspace
http://www.eheadspace.org.au
Phone: 1800 650 890
Austria
Rat auf Draht
http://rataufdraht.orf.at
Phone: 147
TelefonSeelsorge – Notruf 142
http://www.telefonseelsorge.at
Phone: 142 (24 hours/day)
Email: https://onlineberatung-telefonseelsorge.at (chat & email)
Belgium
Centrum Ter Preventie Van Zelfdoding
http://www.zelfmoord1813.be
Phone: 1813
Brazil
Canada
Kids Help Phone (for youth under 20)
Phone: 1 800 6686868
For people over 20, find a crisis centre that serves your area:
http://suicideprevention.ca/thinking-aboutsuicide/find-a-crisis-centre
Czech Republic
Linka bezpečí
https://www.linkabezpeci.cz/
Phone: 116 111
Pražská linka důvěry
http://www.csspraha.cz/linka-duvery
Phone: 222 580 697
Linka důvěry Ostrava
http://www.mnof.cz/linka_duvery
Phone: 596 618 908
Phone: 737 267 939
Linka duševní tísně Most
http://www.mostknadeji.eu/linka-dusevni-tisne
Phone: 476 701 444
Skype: ldt.most
Linka důvěry DKC
http://dkc.cz/linka_duvery.php
Phone: 241 484 149
Skype: ld_dkc
Linka bezpečí
http://www.linkabezpeci.cz
Phone: 116111 (children and youth)
Denmark
Livslinien
http://www.livslinien.dk
Phone: 70 201 201
Børne
https://bornetelefonen.dk/ring
Phone: 116 111 (Child Helpline is open daily from 11:00-23:00.)
Finland
Suomen Mielenterveysseura
https://mieli.fi/
Phone: 09 2525 0111
France
S.O.S Amitié
https://www.sos-amitie.com/
Phone: 09 72 39 40 50
Germany
Telefonseelsorge
http://www.telefonseelsorge.de
Phone: 0800 111 0 111
Phone: 0800 111 0 222
Nummer gegen Kummer
https://www.nummergegenkummer.de
Phone: 0800 111 0 550 (adults)
Phone: 0800 111 0 333 (children)
Greece
Klimaka NGO
http://www.klimaka.org.gr
Suicide Help Greece
http://www.suicide-help.gr
Phone: 1018
Hong Kong
The Samaritan Befrienders Hong Kong
http://www.help4suicide.com.hk
The Samaritan Befrienders Hong Kong
http://www.sbhk.org.hk
Phone: 2389 2222
The Samaritans Hong Kong
http://www.samaritans.org.hk
Phone: 2896 0000
Hungary
Magyar Lelki Elsősegély Telefonszolgálatok Szövetsége
http://www.sos505.hu
Phone: 116 123
Email:
[email protected]
Kek Vonal
Phone: 116-111
India
AASRA
http://www.aasra.info
Phone: 91-22-27546669
Phone: 91-22-27546667
Email:
[email protected]
Israel
ERAN
http://www.eran.org.il
Phone: Free call within Israel: 1201
Phone: Out of Israel: 972-76-8844400
SAHAR (Emotional support chat line)(Hebrew)
http://www.sahar.org.il
SAHAR (Emotional support chat line)(Arabic)
http://www.sahar.org.il/?categoryId=63068
Palestine
Sawa organization
https://sawa.ps/en/
Phone: 121 for West Bank & Jerusalem
Aisha Organization
https://aisha.ps/en
Phone: 1800 170 171 for Gaza
Italy
Telefono Azzurro
https://www.azzurro.it
Phone: 19696
Telefono Amico
http://www.telefonoamico.it
Phone: 199 284 284
Latvia
Skalbes
http://www.skalbes.lv
Phone: 371 67222922
Phone: 371 27722292
Lithuania
Lietuvos emocinės paramos tarnybų asociacija
http://www.klausau.lt
Vaikų linija (Child line)
http://www.vaikulinija.lt
Phone: 116 111
Jaunimo linija (Youth line)
http://www.jaunimolinija.lt/laiskai/
Phone: 8 800 28888
Vilties linija (Hope line)
https://www.viltieslinija.lt/
Phone: 116 123
Email:
[email protected]
Pagalbos moterims linija (Women's line)
http://www.moteriai.lt
Phone: 8 800 66366
Email:
[email protected]
Linija Doverija (Support for Russian-speaking clients)
Phone: 8 800 77277
Luxembourg
SOS Détresse – Hëllef iwwer Telefon
http://www.454545.lu
Phone: 454545
Kanner-Jugendtelefon
http://www.kjt.lu
Phone: 116 111
Mexico
Consejo Ciudadano
http://consejociudadanomx.org
Phone: 55 5533-5533
Instituto Hispanoamericano de Suicidologia, A.C
Phone: +5255 46313300
Email:
[email protected]
Netherlands
Stichting 113 Zelfmoordpreventie
http://www.113online.nl
Phone: 0800 0113
New Zealand
National Depression Initiative
http://www.depression.org.nz
The Lowdown
http://www.thelowdown.co.nz
Phone: 0800 111 757
SMS: 5626
Email:
[email protected]
Norway
Kirkens SOS
http://www.kirkens-sos.no
Phone: 815 33 300
Poland
Fundacja Dzieci Niczyje
http://www.116111.pl/napisz
Phone: 116 111
Portugal
SOS voz amiga
https://www.sosvozamiga.org/
Phone: 213 544 545 / 912 802 669 / 963 524 660 (Daily from 15h30 to 00h30)
Russia
Samaritans (Cherepovets)
Phone: 007 (8202) 577-577 (9am-9pm)
EMERCOM Psychological Service (Интернет-служба экстренной психологической помощи)
https://psi.mchs.gov.ru/
Phone: 007 (495) 989-50-50
Serbia
Singapore
Samaritans of Singapore (SOS)
http://samaritans.org.sg
Phone: 1800 221 4444
Email:
[email protected]
South Africa
The South African Depression and Anxiety Group (SADAG)
http://www.sadag.org
Phone: 0800 567 567
SMS: 31393
South Korea
Korea Foundation for Suicide Prevention (한국생명존중희망재단)
http://www.kfsp.org/
Phone: 02-3706-0500
보건복지부 보건복지콜센터 (Ministry of Health & Welfare Call Center)
Phone: 129 (24시간 위기상담 / 24 hour hotline)
정신건강증진센터 정신건강위기상담전화 (Mental Health Center Crisis Counseling)
Phone: 1577-0199 (24시간 위기상담 / 24 hour hotline)
Spain
Teléfono de la Esperanza
http://telefonodelaesperanza.org
Phone: 902500002
Sweden
Mind
https://mind.se/
Switzerland
Tel 143 - La Main Tendue – Die Dargebotene Hand – Telefono Amico
http://www.143.ch
Phone: 143
Taiwan
MOHW Suicide Prevention Line (衛生福利部)
https://www.mohw.gov.tw/cp-16-48244-1.html
Lifeline
http://www.life1995.org.tw/
United Kingdom / Ireland
United States:
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
Phone: 1 800 273 TALK (8255)
Lifeline Crisis Chat
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx
Veterans/Military Crisis Line (for active U.S. service members, veterans, and family members)
http://www.veteranscrisisline.net
Phone: 1 800 273 8255, Press 1
SMS: 838255
The Trevor Project (for LGBT youth, friends and family members)
http://www.thetrevorproject.org
Phone: 1-866-488-7386
Ukraine
Lifeline Ukraine
https://lifelineukraine.com/en
Phone: 7333
Again: Please use the Befrienders.org website to find the suicide prevention hotline in your country. Help is out there. Please reach out
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How to Read Manhua on Bilibili: Legal, Free, and in English
In my posts on this blog, I keep sharing screen caps from manhua I've read on Bilibili, along with the link to read it yourself, but I know:
This blog doesn't have all that many followers.
It's one thing for me to post the link and quite another for people to realize just how easy this is to do.
Considering how often I see English-speaking MXTX/c-novel/c-drama/donghua fandom peeps screaming and begging for more content, I'm now begging you in return:
STOP SLEEPING ON THE BILIBILI APP!
If you want more danmei content, fully legal, entirely free, already translated, you literally c.a.n.n.o.t. do better than using the Bilibili app to read manhua. That's not to say this is a perfect method - their translations are...um...wanting sometimes? (Shout out to the four pages in a row I recently read where someone broke in to a residence and every time the breaker-inner was mentioned they were called "the intrud") But it's still ALL THERE, FOR US, ANYTIME, and the more eyes the manhua in the apps gets, the more content we'll get, so please, PLEASE, if you're out there thirsting for danmei content, DO THIS.
Wondering how?
Well, I've got you covered.
WAY 1: The Bilibili Manhua Website
I know I said "get the app" but honestly you don't even need an app to do this! You can read on Bilibili using any web browser.
The website is Bilibilicomics.com.
It looks like this:
Yes, you're reading that right: there's an entire section of BL.
There's also an entire section of GL!
There are 38 titles in GL and 121 titles, yes ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY ONE titles, in BL.
AND there's het stuff, and non-romance stuff too!
New episodes general come out weekly or biweekly, though a few things are daily. The website is often a few chapters ahead of the app (which I actually didn't realize until just now - Chapter 55 of Legend of Exorcism, for example, came out today on the app, but it lists 60 episodes as available on the website. Which, considering the cliffhanger I just read... *eyes emoji*...though apparently in other cases there are more chapters on the app than on the website, so ymmv.)
The best-known title available (again: FOR FREE. OFFICIALLY. LEGALLY. IN ENGLISH) is Tian Guan Ci Fu. When you go to a specific title's page, you get this...
...and reading it is as simple as selecting the chapter you want, clicking it, and et voila! Just scroll down and read to your heart's content!!
NOTE: SOME CHAPTERS WILL HAVE WAIT TIMES. More on this shortly.
WAY 2: The Bilibili App for Android
I personally have been reading primarily from the Android app, since I have a Samsung Galaxy phone and a lot of time sprawled on my couch while my kids watch cartoons.
You can download the app from the Play store - here's a link, for what that's worth.
It looks, essentially, like this (I'm logged in so mine looks a little different than non-logged-in, I made an account even tho you don't actually need one):
If you don't want to make an account, you don't have to. If you choose to, as you see it'll try to guess what other titles you might like. tbh I have no idea how good these recommendations may be; I'm still reading/catching up on the specific titles I wanted to read so I haven't had to try their recommendations yet. But, there's definitely some stuff that looks interesting (that top middle one definitely looks up my alley...)
You can also "favorite" things (again: EVEN WITHOUT AN ACCOUNT) and it'll store them in your library and make a red dot (like you can see on the above screen cap) when something has an update you haven't read yet. For example, here's my Favorite list, which helps me keep track of what I'm reading and enjoying (or, well, in one case I'm more "wtfing" than "enjoying" but hey that still counts).
There's even a weird, like, "dress up" side game??? So like, every chapter you read there's a chance the app will drop a "card" and you can use the cards to dress your avatar up, and there's a whole crafting system built in? It's. A little odd. But, considering I recently quit my Love Nikki addiction after 3+ years, it's nice to get a small hit of pointless dress up.
Yes, my avatar is currently wearing San Lang's shirt.
The point is, again: this app is free to download, and incredibly easy to use, and even has a fun pointless side game.
BUT. There is one "but" here. See the Coins: 0 Top Up right below my randomly assigned username?
There is an optional pay system. What does it do? It reduces wait times.
Some titles, but not ALL, have a "built in delay" that kicks in at some point. On some, it seems to start when you're "within 5 chapters of the most recent" (that's what's happened with Global Examination and TGCF, for example). For others, it seems to be arbitrary - for A Single Strike of Shimmering Frost, it kicked in at chapter 40 even tho there are, like, 80 something chapters up. Regardless, it always works the same.
The system functions using wait times, and it has 5 tiers that are always the same.
Tier 1: You must wait one minute before you can read the next chapter. This tier is rarely an issue; the count down sometimes (but not always??? it's weird) starts when you start a new chapter, and it almost always takes more than one minute to read a full chapter, so this tier is often "satisfied" before you even get to the next chapter.
Tier 2: You must wait six minutes before you can read the next chapter.
Tier 3: You must wait one hour before you can read the next chapter.
Tier 4: You must wait six hours before you can read the next chapter.
Tier 5: You must wait twenty-four hours before you can read the next chapter.
I initially thought this system functioned as "once you reach Tier 5, you're just stuck there and can only read a chapter a day" but it's turned out that's not the case - A Single Strike of Shimmering Frost having 40+ semi-locked chapters has given me the chance to actually test this a bit. In fact, what happens is:
The first time you hit a "wait delay" chapter, it puts you at Tier 1 and you have to wait a minute. The next chapter, you up to Tier 2, the next to Tier 3, then Tier 4, then Tier 5...and then it cycles back to Tier 1. So, with a little care and planning (which I almost always fail at) I can time reading something with many wait-delayed chapters such that I can read 5 chapters in one day, then I have to wait a full day, then I can read 5 more chapters.
Here's how it looks when you've done your waiting in purgatory and can now read on...
...and here's how it looks when the sad trombones play...
Now, I mentioned I'd circle back to the coins? THE TIME HAS COME! Because, look - for 17 coins, you can read on instantly!! Alternatively, if you're willing to share on social media, you can also skip (I have no if that's something you can do over and over, or just once, cause I haven't tried - you can skip the wait time once for free). This begs the question, then...is 17 coins a lot?
And the answer is...
...eh not really, no. Ten bucks will get you the ability to pay 17 coins many, many times (58, to be precise), but honestly? I haven't spent a penny yet and I've caught up on 7 different titles and am steadily reading through two more (one of which hasn't had wait times kick in yet, I just can only read so fast).
All of which is to say: yes, there's a pay system, and tbh, I'm probably going to throw them a few bucks not because I care about the wait times but because I'm getting so much enjoyment out of reading these titles and I want to support them a little (I also bought the print version of the TGCF vol. 1 and will likely buy the other volumes, and I once-upon-a-time paid to watch TGCF s. 1 streaming as they came out). With a little patience there is absolutely zero call for spending even one penny to read as much of this cornucopia as you want.
WAY 3: Download the Bilibili App on Apple
I don't have access to an iPhone and don't feel like grabbing my tablet rn and I've hit the Tumblr image limit anyway, but the Apple app looks about the same as the Android app, and you can download it HERE.
Basically: use the website, or download the app for whichever platform you're using, and READ, READ, READ!
So, what is there to read?
I'M SO GLAD YOU ASKED!
(okay, cutting to a read more)
I've been reading on the app pretty regularly for like two months (prior to that I was only reading TGCF, and only when I remembered, which was rarely), but I'm juggling a lot AND reading other stuff too so I am far from having explored the wide range of options. I can, however, highlight a few I think are likely to be of interest to a danmei-reading audience. Note that of these, I've only read the novels for TGCF, TYQHM, and Daomu Biji, which means that I only know as far as the manhuas have covered for the rest - I haven't read farther than that yet.
A. Tian Guan Ci Fu by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. The one, the only - this is the official manhua with art by Starember. It tells the story of newly ascended god Xie Lian trying to navigate the intricacies of the heavenly bureaucracy, figure out his place in the world, and understand why a sexy guy in red keeps showing up in his life. (Worst synopsis ever award goes to: ME!). The English translation is currently on episode 77, which has Xie Lian and Hua Cheng in the gambler's den. A volume just ended, which means it's on hiatus temporarily - there's usually a month or two break between volumes - so it'll be back soon!
B. Global Examination by Mu Su Li. Based on the book Global University Entrance Examination, featuring art by E Zi. Global Examination is a story set in a dystopian near-future about a world where groups of people are randomly selected (read: kidnapped and forced) to participate in an "exam" where they have to answer extremely complex puzzles. If they succeed, they get to live and become one of the people who administer the exam. If they fail, they die. Despite the premise sounding dark, it's really not been so bad and I've been reassured it won't become so. The story itself focuses on You Huo, a recently selected examinee with amnesia, the other people in his examinee group, and Examiner 001, who clearly has some kind of history with You Huo. If only he didn't also have amnesia, we might even know what that history is...
C. Dinghai Fusheng Records and Legend of Exorcism, both based on the books of the same names written by Fei Tian Ye Xiang. The art for Dinghai Fusheng Records is by Qianerbai (who has also done a lot of work for the Mo Dao Zu Shi audio drama) and for Legend of Exorcism, it's by Warp. These stories are set in the same 'verse, at least several hundred years apart; it's a xianxia high-fantasy setting, and the main enemies are resentment monsters and demons (...or are they? dun dun duuuun). Dinghai Fusheng Records takes place, chronologically, first, and occurs a couple hundred years after a calamity caused all qi to fade from the world - there are only mortals, and no one can cultivate. It follows Chen Xing, a young man born with a gift, as he seeks his protector - Xiang Shu - and others, and they encounter (surprise!) unspeakable evil. Legend of Exorcism takes place in the "future" of Dinghai Fusheng Records, and focuses on Kong Hongjun, a half-demon boy who has received a summons to join the Exorcism Department, as he explores the mortal world for the first time and gets to know the others who have summoned to join the Department, especially the mortal leader Li Jinglong.
D. Daomu Biji titles, originally by Nanpai Sanshu. There are two DMBJ titles on Bilibili right now, though both only have a few chapters, and the website lists them as "on hiatus." I've read them both, and am not entirely sure what's up with one especially, but... Grave Robbers' Chronicles starts where Book 1 starts, with changes of course but it's quite recognizable as the initial "Wu Xie is brought a silk scroll and gets curious and then Wu Sanxing gets involved" plot line. The Grave Robbers' Chronicles Seven Dreams is...odder...and as far as I can tell is an alternate canon/AU which starts with a "what if" of "what if the Zhang's were incredibly abusive, raised child!Zhang Qiling themselves, and Wu Xie and he met as kids." It's. Um. Extremely weird. And not for those sensitive to kids getting beaten bloody. But I'm still hoping they'll release more than 9 chapters, if only because I'm curious.
E. A Single Strike of Shimmering Frost, based on the novel A Sword of Frost by Yu Xiao Lanshan. This one opens with the Prince Ji Yanran approaching Sect Master Yun Yifeng, who runs a sect of spies and information collectors, to ask for help finding an item that has been stolen from the palace. In exchange, he promises to give Yun Yifeng the cure to an ailment that plagues him. Problem 1: he doesn't actually have this cure. Problem 2: everywhere they go people start dying. Problem 3: catching feels for the pretty Sect Master. Despite having the trappings of xianxia, this story has actually thus far been a sequence of murder mysteries with politics-related causes.
F. Saved the Public Enemy By Mistake by Liu Muqiao. If this is based on a novel, I haven't been able to track it down. It's xianxia; demon immortal cultivator Liu Jianghe shows up, nearly dead, on the doorstep of famed doctor Lu Jiu who is just trying to live a quiet life in seclusion. Not knowing who Liu Jianghe is, Lu Jiu saves him, and thus stumbles into a mess of politics and history he doesn't understand...but nothing is actually how it seems, there's amnesia and hidden back stories galore, there's a heavy side plot of sword lesbians, and honestly I've read like 50 chapters and I'm still a little lost but the art is pretty and I really need to read the reveal on the two MCs history together so I'm sticking with it. Warning that it's got a fair amount of blood and gore.
G. Those Years in Quest of Honor Mine by Man Man He Qi Duo. A historical (non-cultivation) setting focused on politics, machinations, and the long history and deep love between Zhong Wan - former top-scorer on the national exam who lost his position when his adopted father was accused of treason - and Yu She, of dubious parentage and believed by most people to be the bastard son of the Emperor. I loved the book for this, and finding out that the manhua was on Bilibili is a lot of what drove me to download the app.
So - that's everything I'm currently reading: 6 titles inspired by explicitly BL danmei titles, 2 based on other books I like that aren't BL, and 1 BL that just looked interesting and my taste.
There's SO MUCH MORE, seriously. I'm going to be reading on this app for months and still finding more, I'm positive of it.
But unforth, I hear you say, there's some other manhua I want to read! What about Mo Dao Zu Shi? What about Erha? Are those on Bilibili? Can I read them? And the answer, sadly, is no. Those two are published by Kuaikan, which does not offer free legal English translations at this time. But! I am holding out hope that if the audience for Bilibili grows, other manhua publishers will see the profitability in emulating them. I cannot guarantee that anything we do will result in this happening, but I do feel pretty confident that if we don't read with the options currently available, we sure ain't likely to get more options.
SO. GO FORTH. READ THE THINGS I'VE MENTIONED. READ OTHER THINGS. COME BACK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU LOVED SO I HAVE SOME IDEA WHAT TO READ NEXT.
PLEASE.
I'm begging. GO READ MANHUA!!!
RIGHT NOW.
ON BILIBILI.
(and signal boost this post to get other people to do the same!! help the small fandoms grooooow! I really just wrote all of this so I'd have someone to scream with about the current awful that is the recent chapters of Legend of Exorcism PLEASE WE ALL NEED SQUEEMATES COME READ!!! THE THINGS! THEY'RE GOOD! WITH PRETTY ART!)
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