#I am so ill for this

[somepancakeonline5377]

Shotgun carousel oh my god the shotgun carousel oh my god

Saw VI Spoilers belowww!!!

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AUGGH OUGHH AHHHHHHHHGHHHHHGHHHHHHHHH

like compared to the other traps this is kinda tame cuz it’s just a shotgun and a fancy little merry-go-round but GOD

SIX THERE AND ONLY TWO TO LIVE!?!? MY FUCKING GOD

THE WAY EVERYONE IS LIKE LYING FOR SYMPATHY AND CALLING OUT THE OTHER FOR THEIR BULLSHIT BUT WHEN EMILY SAYS “I HAVE TWO KIDS THEY CANT GO ON WITHOUT ME” EVERYONE FALLS SILENT CUZ EVERYONE FUCKING KNOWS THIS BUT EVERYONE GOES BACK TO BRIBING, ACCUSING, BEGGING, LYING, ANYTHING TO GET ON WILLIAMS GOOD SIDE FOR HIM TO SPARE THEM OH MY GOD I AM ILL OH MYG GOD

AND JOSH OH MY FUCKING GOD JOSH I LOVE YOU JOSH YOU BASTARD THROWING EVERYONE ON THE BUS AND BEING A SUCK UP LITTLE PRICK BUT WHEN HE KNOWS HE IS GOING TO DIE HE USES HIS LAST MOMENTS TO SPITE WILLIAM AND OUGH MY GOD THIS HOMOSEXUAL IS KILLING ME.

“I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU”

“LOOK AT ME, WHEN YOUR KILLING ME YOU LOOK AT ME.”

I DONT EVEN CARE JOSH IS A SHITTY PERSON AND ALSO HOMO AS HELL FOR WILLIAM

GOD THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TRULY A HORRIBLE DISPLAY OF HUMANITY AND OF THE AMERICAN HEALTH SYSTEM I AM ILL, SICK IN THE HEAD EVEN GOD THIS IS MURDERING ME PLEASE EHELP ME THIS MOVIE WAS SO GOOD IM KILLING MYSELF OG MY GOD IT WAS AO GOOD PH MY GOD I AM ILL

THE ACTING THE SETTING THE WRITING OUGH OJHHHHH MY GOD OBY MGO GOD OH MY GOD IIHG I CANT GO ON OH MY GOD II CANT GO IANSJHAHHW WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY MAKE KE ILL THOSE SEVEN ASSHOLES ALL OF THEM WRRE ON SOME LEVEL A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE SHITBAG BUT JESUS FUCKKKKKKK THIS MAKES ME SO ILL OUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGHHHHHHHH

#saw vi #saw #saw franchise #I am so ill for this #again sorry my moots #blame my irl for getting me into saw #but Jesus fuck this was a masterpiece #2nd favorite movie I don’t even care #THIS MOVIE IM SCREAMING PISSING SHITTING KILLING BALLING THIS WAS SO GOOD #PLEASE SAVE ME

[gentlemanbutch]

the way that no one wears a mask at my local LGBTQ clinic, and in fact comments on my mask like it's just this hilarious little idiosyncrasy that I still wear one and not because I'm immunocompromised and we're in the middle of a pandemic ... as if there isn't an airborne virus that literally fucks up your immune system ... as if we didn't lose a generation of queer people to another virus that fucks up your immune system ...

#i am tired of being tired and enraged but god i am so tired and enraged #white queer able bodied people try giving a shit for five seconds challenge #disability rights #disability #disabled #disability justice #chronically ill #covid #covid 19 #covid-19 #covid conscious #covid isn't over #chronic illness #immunocompromised #hiv #aids crisis #lgbtq #lgbt #queer rights

[voltaical-art]

HE WAS SEVENTEEN. AGHHH ULDER WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU

#bg3 #wyll ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #ulder ravengard #i am having so many Thoughts and Feelings about wyll and his fucking father #his dialogue abt him is so heartbreaking 'Did he ever miss me?' RAGHHH #man the game this would be if they actually explored this with wyll>>>> #whatever ill just do it myself

[colourmeastonished]

Body swap movie where one of them has invisible disabilities and when the other one lands in their body they immediately collapse catatonic on the floor from the pain and fatigue and the first one is like 'oh damn guess I don't have to worry that I'm faking it anymore'

#i have this fantasy of one my able bodied friends and or coworkers occupying my body for like an hour #just to get a real sense of how much i am truly weathering hellfire every day of my life #sometimes i take stock and im like holy crap ive gotten so used to so much #im a frog in a pot and ive convinced myself the bubbling is just fun ambience #my thoughts #invisible disability #chronic illness #chronic pain

[nova-rpv]

death leech shadoo.....

design by @galaxylover06

#SPREADING THE DEATH LEECH SHADOW AGENDA 🙏🙏🙏 #look at himm hes so #im not doing him any justice w these ugly ass doodles #im gonna paint him better another time i promiisseee #who am i kidding ofc im gonna do it ill draw him until i die #robby youre a genius i love ur boy #sth #sonic fanart #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #maria robotnik #gerald robotnik #FIRST GERALD DOODLE ON THIS BLOG LETS GOO #nov.aart #nov.oodles

[dryya-doesnt]

Hi again waxwitch enjoyers (population: me)

#hades game #hades supergiant #hades 2 #hades fanart #hades #hades 2 fanart #hades ii #waxwitch #icarus #melinoe #brainrot so strong i am physically ill #yelling into the void #i don’t like coloring so expect more lines and doodles LOLLL

[shurisneakers]

cillian murphy accepting the award with his wife's lipstick all over his face and asking the crowd if he's got lipstick on his nose and continuing even when they said yes. this is making me feel. things

#cillian murphy #that was so. romance of him #like what do you MEAN he accepted a golden globe with his wifes lipstick all over his face #golden globes #WHO DOES THAT. THATS SO OLD SCHOOL LOVERBOY CODED WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN IT HAPPENED ON TELEVISION LIVE #i am ill

[seven-tastic]

that one silly pijama thingy but its aventiopaz

#honkai star rail #hi tumblr people ive been playing hsr religiously since it came out last year but i go through phases NHJSDFJKMFSD #but yeah aventurine hit me like a FUCKING TRUCK so here we are #ill tell my kids this was marilukerosa #sorry i am a sucker for trios yes ill be drawing more of them #they're all wives for each other #honkai fanart #hsr #aventurine #dr. ratio #topaz

[spiderversegf]

emotional impermanence is so funny bc like. i forgot that i am relevant in people’s lives. my friend since i was 10 asked me if i would be in her bridal party and when i burst into tears and thanked her for thinking of me and wanting me to be there she was like “why would i not want you there??? we’ve known & loved each other longer then we haven’t.” and i was like oh yeah. i forgot ab the part where you love me too

#🍜 #i am so mentally ill #k #friendship

[nothingbutloveforyou]

"i found you" is implying you were looking for me.

#i am so desperate ill make an entire post on it wait #nothingbutloveforyou

[feelo-fick]

...i promise i take him seriously i just keep finding shitposts that fit soooo well... i have folder with just shitposts that fit ominously well with him that i keep wanting to draw and then i never get to them HAHAHA

#TECHNICALLY this is #[ tragedy au ] #BUT. it applies in the regular universe anyways #uhhh. sure ill tag him #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #cw alcohol #dont like the colors here but its 3 am and i dont have the energy to fix them sjxnsjxbshzaj #anyways. i only tagged tragedy au because i was planning to draw (LALALALALA DUNMESH SPOILERS) the winged lion peeking in the bg of the last #panel like “i can fix that : )” #but again. its 3 am. and i have a test tomorrow. so. #oh right i should tag main as well #dungeon meshi #behold

[loveexpelrevolt]

You light up everything you touch, but never me.

GAMBIT & ROGUE + parallels X-Men '97 | "Remember It"

#gambit x rogue #rogue x gambit #x men 97 #x men 97 spoilers #xmen97edit #xmenedit #marveledit #animationedit #cartoonedit #tvedit #userrobin #userninz #useranimusvox #userstream #dailyflicks #cinemapix #xmen 97 #x-men #romy #daniedits #god the foreshadowing that she literally can't feel his heartbeat 😭 😭 😭 #and she can finally touch him but at what cost?? #writers I am under your bed I am in your fcking walls #genuinely so ill over this #parallels

[venusmages]

everyone go home i made the hottest dragonborn lady

#shes a lefkoh (dragonborn clan from our dnd game) #and shes a priestess of selune #I SAID ID USE THAT FACE AND I AM #lefkoh enoia #bg3 #rosietxt #maybe ill learn to mod so i can give her the lefkoh spots

[ash-and-starlight]

one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him. #he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again) #my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔 #would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

[cabinette]

They go way back.

#image id in alt text #aughhghhhh god i am SO fucking ill #sorry about how bare minimum this comic is I'm literally obsessed #they drive me to tears your honourrr #chilshi #pots n picks #chilchuck tims #senshi of izganda #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #art cabinet

[inkskinned]

something bad happened to you, and you died, and you came back wrong.

not wrong all the way. the little ways. you forget important dates, stopped going out with friends. it's harder to make you smile. you're apathetic towards things you used to love, afraid of places you used to go to cheer up. quieter. flinching. different.

you came back for love. you're still here for love. what pulled you back was a brightness so loud that even death couldn't outshout it. death heard the call and smiled at you and said okay. go home. somebody is waiting for you.

but you came back different. like lot's wife; you've turned into salt. you used to chirp through life in hops and skips; but now you lose skin just standing up. you have to move slower, skimming across this world without-touching-it. most things feel dull - until they're suddenly all-too-much. life, and being alive just rushes up and over you and you get hopelessly crushed.

you try to explain it to them: it is ugly, but this is what you are, now. the huge golden hoop of your halo now a little bronze ring. you are still watering your plants and wearing the same clothes. after all, you worked hard to come home. this life; so odd and off-color, now that you are wrong.

but they waited for you - it's just that they wanted the "you" that happened before this. the "you" that could sing in the show and hug people tight and look at a blade without breaking down to cry. the you with a smile in pictures. god, holyshit, it's like looking at a completely different person, isn't it. that other-you; the one they actually wanted.

you are the consolation prize. you are the body that forgot the ghost. you are the memory of the bad thing, and the death after; like you are wearing that memory as a banner. you are a fragment, an assembly. simulacrum. you don't make eye contact in mirrors, afraid the light will glance off and your true nature will flash back at you.

you hear them talk about it in their hushed, desperate whispers. sometimes they even admit it to your face; harsh and violent, acid thrown at christmas dinner. god, can you just fucking be normal again. you do not remember what normal is. you had to climb so far to get back here; you are far too exhausted. you want to open the glass door of your heart and show all the gears. can you help resolve whatever got messed up?

you try so, so hard. you came back for them. because you believed they would love you, even when you were so horribly broken. because you believed they would be patient. because you believed unconditional meant "without exception." you cannot do things the same way. you just get tired too quickly these days.

you want to put them on a couch and pour them the tea with hands that shake more than they remember. you want to line them up and draw them a map of where you have had to wander. you want to show every bruise in a backsplash; the little helpless ant of your soul carrying all that weight, over and over. you want to say: yes! it is different! but i did it for love!

you want to say: "i'm not the same, but i'm yours and i'm here. can that be enough?"

#this is very obviously about my battle with #ptsd #but i think it's also like a pretty apt metaphor for a lot of things like setting boundaries or going to therapy or choosing recovery #i was thinking about the 'comes back wrong' trope and i was like. oh no i have feelings about this bc i have mental illness #and once i stopped masking - i was WRONG. i was different #here's the good news: i am now INNUNDATED with love. fucking swimming in it. excelling at it. the people who stayed #learned my new self. my new different body and how i am different but i am trying. they have held me so tightly #and my life no longer feels quiet. it is not based in my suffering. it feels like i have been growing a tree in my chest #and now it is flowering. #it is so lovely to be surrounded by people who have said - oh! you cut off so many branches i was worried you weren't the same. but now... #... this is just a new you. and i love you. and i love that you're different and happy. #(but yeah also im nb so i was absolutely influenced by Trans things)