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#I had fever yesterday ughhh
alexander-norkat · 1 month
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me: wants to draw on computer
change of weather: bonjour
me: *dies*
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tieflingbi · 1 year
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Sweetie and I have been sick for the past couple days and it turned out to be corona all along :') Which explains the 39°c fever i've had yesterday :')) I never had it before so I guess I'm overdue but ughhh I'm annoyed lmao
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badolmen · 3 years
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🙃🙃🙃 guess who was FUCKING right???
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sage-nebula · 5 years
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yume-x-hanabi replied to your post: I’m sick and that makes me sad. :(
omggg congrats for the job!! that’s great :D Hope you’ll like it! sucks for the sickness tho, hope it’ll go away soon
Thank you. I feel even worse today than I did yesterday orz. I think I have the legit flu this time and I am not a fan.
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Sorry TMI but Knox has had diarrhea since yesterday so I get to play the fun game of is it something he ate? Is he sick? Is it teeth? No fever. Eating/drinking like normal. Wet diapers. Acting like himself. Ughhh. Talked to a nurse at his ped this morning and she said I'm doing everything right and there isn't much they can do for him anyway. She said it could last up to 2 weeks before they would be concerned if he doesn't have fever and is staying hydrated 😰 fun times!
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bibitch35 · 3 years
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Too tired for Tumblr rn
I've had a fever all day and my arm is sore as shit
fuckkk, if this is just the first shot I don't wanna know how bad the second one will be
just finished a paper, it's almost midnight and it was due over a week a go.
UGHHH, and I actually had to interact with people today and show emotions and shit like that
Yesterday was my birthday so that was fun, but I don't feel good
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animewhump · 4 years
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hey!!! answer all those whump asks!!!! the ask the blogger whump edition ones. i want all of them
omg i got an ask!! yay thank you so much!!
Whats your name/nickname?
nickname is august
What’s your gender?
female
Which country do you live in?
us
What’s your first language?
english
How old are you?
21
Have any other blog on tumblr? Link them if you feel like it.
i would except i don't want ppl to find this blog kdhdjd most people think i'm just an angst lover..
What’s your favorite type of whumpee?
hmmm idk there's a lot i like, basically like a teenage or young adult male presenting, the nice ones, the kind soft ones, the capable but vulnerable ones, or just plain vulnerable ones
What is the main character trait you like to see in a whumpee?
as i said before i like the soft kind ones mostly but not only
Who is your favorite whumpee? (at the moment, or in general if you can)
in general natsume takashi, rn arata shindo (even tho the anime just ended :() and all charas from hoshiai no sora
Name one character you would love to see/read whump of but can’t find any.
oh shit there's gotta be so many ummmm is have to say mashima taichi from chihayafuru
Favorite whump trope?
UGHHH idk i really really like fainting and collapsing and eyes rolling back and weakness and FEVERS i think i just generally like sickness whump over violent whump (but violent whump is also good)
Least favorite whump trope? (any that you really, really don’t like?)
idk violence to the point of death and like really bad horrible torture to where the person is near death and bruised like that's just gross and ugh
Favorite physical injury?
hmmm.. idk if this counts as an "injury" but i really like choke situations (later their friend will say "what's that bruise on your neck?")
What’s your weapon of choice for inflicting any sort of injury to your whumpee? (Like a gun, a whip, a knife, a sword, whichever…)
ummmm ohhh how bout like poison gas (that's not a weapon is it...)
Favorite kind of trauma? (emotional/psychological whump)
ANY kind that makes the whumpee shake and collapse and hyperventilate
A whump show/movie/book you’d recommend right now?
natsume yuujinchou of course as usual and fma and psycho pass season 3 and BANANA FISH. most anime has at least a little whump in it
When was the last time you got butterflies/experienced good whump? What was it?
yesterday when i was watching the new episode of chihayafuru and mashima collapsed and fell asleep on the floor cause he was so tired and his friends carried him to a bed ❤️ i replayed it many times
Name 3 of your favorite whump blogs (or more if you want)
@whumpenia @geminihurt @animanga-whump @mypoorfaves @illnessandinjury
If you were a character in a whump scene, would you be the caretaker, the whumper, or the whumpee?
the caretaker all the way
How do you feel about medwhump?
i love it!!
Does anyone around you know that you’re a whumper? If so, tell us the story of how it went when you told someone.
lmfao no one does
When did you realize you were into whump?
i didn't really know what it was called and how to categorize it but i started watching random videos of people fainting when i was like 9 and i would always ask to play something called the "fainting game" with my cousins and siblings where they would pretend to pass out and i would be a "doctor" and lay them on the bed and fix them up
How did you find out about the whump community? When was it?
right when i made this blog lmao idk maybe like 6 months ago? maybe less? i had no idea it had a name and i was so happy idk how i found out about the word maybe it was a tag on a post or fic and i looked it up.
When did you create your whump blog if you have one?
lmao i always say too much info in my answers i said it in the last one
Are you on the whump chat? If so, give your username.
what whump chat? the one on here? i am in it idk if that's the right one tho
Give the episode/film title of that one whump scene you keep watching over and over again (don’t lie to us, we all have that scene)
i really like the scene from hyouka episode 7 where oreki passes out in the onsen and his friend has to carry him back and lay down a futon for him, it's longer than most whump scenes that's why i posted it with two parts
Do you write fics/create art? Is it whumpy? Give us a link if you feel like it.
no i don't create anything
How do you feel about noncon/dubcon?
i stay away from it
Ever written/drawn noncon/dubcon scenes?
no
What is your favorite whump trope, nsfw-wise?
don't really like anything nsfw-wise
Do you like reading/watching consensual role play scenes, in which one character/actor is getting punished/whumped by someone?
so like acting in tv? or does it mean like nsfw-wise? confuzzled
Do you like reading/watching nonconsensuel sex scenes? (yup, I’m talking about r*pe here. No shame in that, there’s a whole section of it on ao3)
absolutely not
Open wounds or bruises? Or neither?
open wounds cause they keep getting weaker
Screaming in pain or crying and whimpering?
crying and whimpering
Defiant or submissive?
submissive
Hurt or comfort?
comfort after hurt
Images or sounds?
images
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the-madame21 · 5 years
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so lately ive been having a lot of weird pregnancy related dreams and last night i had one where i had a newborn baby and his name was avery and i literally loved him so much damn i was a good parent and now im sad and i blame you because COS makes me think about babies and also omegaverse makes me think about babies and now my brain is attacking me with babies - the anon from yesterday
BABIES!!! Omgggg that sounds like such a good dream??? Listen I know it’s totally my fault and I will happily take all of the blame! If it makes you feel any better anon, the entire discord chat has baby fever atm and there’s been literal threads of just posting one baby outfit after another.
I cannot WAIT for us to get back to Eichlengrad in COG because ughhh I just want William holding his baby!! And I was Silas watching William watch his baby DX All of the soft and tender moments??? The sweet and innocent scents?? Silas missing his pregnant omega so he impregnates him again
You know all that sweet fluff stuff!!
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zackhery85 · 3 years
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Girls: So, what is so important that you called us over so early?
Serena: Well...I have some very exciting news.
Wait a minute someone's missing...where's Ray? Isn't she supposed to be back today? I really don't want her to miss this.
Minako: Really? Then the exciting news must be about Darren. Are you trying to make her jealous!?
Serena: You guessed it and your guess is right! It's about me and Darrien! And I don't want Ray to miss one bit of this important information!!!
I want to see the look on her face when I tell her what romantic suprise my Darrien has planned for me. Wait, how did you figure it out? How creepy, it's like you can read my mind.
Minako: Didn't you know? I have a sixth sense sense about these that things. Some might call it a special gift, hidden talent or women's intuition. But it wasn't difficult to figure out. Important news for Ray? We always know you two are trying to make each other jealous. Serena you are too predictable! Anyone could have guessed.
Serena: Hmmm... I see...
Looks around...Strange, it's not like her to be late, and she didn't answer any of calls, emails. And she always taunts me about being late, whose the slow poke now!
Minako: You even emailed her?
Serena: Yep. Like I said it's urgent. Maybe I should try her communicator?
Ami and Luna: Serena!
Luna: You know that your communicator is for scout business only.
Ami: Otherwise how would we know if it's scout business, life threatening or personal?
Serena: I was only kidding. Have any of you heard from her?
Lita: No, come to think of it we haven't. We have all tried to contact her but she hasn't answered.
Minako: None of us have had time to go up to the temple and check how she's been. Come to think of it, it's kind of strange. Usually she'd be dying to tell us news about her trip with Chad, especially since things are going so well for him now.
Lita: Yes, usually she'd be dying to tell us, but she hasn't said anything. Maybe things didn't go so well, after all Chad got that big opportunity from his ex-girlfriend, who's now a big music idol.
Minako: It must have been hard on Ray, seeing them tour together. I can't help but think this was part of some secret plan to get back together with Chad.
Serena: No way! How dare she take him away! That sneaky witch! Poor Rei. I really hope she's ok.
Serena: Well...there's only one way to find out! Let's go right go now!
Girls: Right!
Girls: Hi Sensei Hino.
Sensei Hino: Girls! Great to see you, so glad you came! You must all be here to see Rei. And you couldn't have come at a better time!
(Awkwardly)...Uh, please come, right this way. I'm sure she'll be happy to see you.
Sensei Hino knocks on door...
Rei: I thought I told you, not to disturb me!
Sensei Hino: Uh, Rei...you have some visitors...you friends are here to see you.
Rei: I can't believe this, what part of not well don't you understand!? How am I supposed to get some peace around here, when you keep on disturbing me!? I said no visitors!
Serena: Hmmm...She sounds well enough to me.
Sensei Hino: That's the most she's said in days. Lately she's been unusually silent, it's been freaking me out. Still, I'm glad you came, please, you've got to help talk some sense into her! I'm staring to worry!
Rei: What, do you think, I'm deaf!? I can still hear you!!!
Serena: Days? But I thought she just came back yesterday.
Sensei Hino: Oops...I forgot, I wasn't supposed to tell you. She hasn't been well, so she probably came back not to make everyone sick. She tell you...because she didn't want to trouble you and make a big fuss about it. You know Rei.
Rei: Your the one making a big fuss over nothing!!!
Sensei Hino: Oh, I should go....good luck!
Serena: (Knocks on door)...Ray is everything ok.!? We just came to see how you were. Lita made some snacks. Is it ok. if we visit? Just for a while? We won't stay long.
Rei: Thanks for the thought, but today is really not a good day for a visit. Please leave it outside the door.
Minako: That's Ok. No problem. We'll visit another day, when you're feeling well.
Sensei Hino: (Outside near the door thinking)....Oh no, they're leaving! I've gotta do something! Looks like I have no choice. Hmmm....I got it!
Leaves and returns with a bowl of insense bombs and a cage of rats...
(Outside Rei's window...)
Sorry, Rei, but you leave me with no choice. This is for your own good!
Rei, it's just me, Grandpa.
Rei: Great. Who else would it be!? Why are you still hanging around!? Are you spying on me!?
Sensei Hino: No! This is the last time I promise. I made some insense bombs, with my special ingredients. They're very relaxing, try them. They're meditation bombs. All you need to do is throw one in the fire. The scent lasts for an entire day! I made different kinds, they make the fire turn different colours. They are also good for heightening the senses.
Rei: If I promise to take them, will you go away?
Sensei Hino: Yes, of course.
Rei: Fine.
Sensei Hino: Here you go! (Leaves them on the table next to the window). Please be sure to put them on the alter.
Rei: Grandpa, you know the alter is sacred.
Sensei Hino: Exactly! Each insense bombs has a spell like a talisman which you put on the alter.
Ray: (Thinking....) For once he actually has a good idea. Alright, Alright I'll put it on please, just go!
(grabs the bowl and turns to place it on the alter next to the fire).
Sensei Hino: Releases the rats)...Go my friends! Sorry Rei but I have no choice. Perfect, luckily I put these at the bottom on the bowl and ferimones in those bombs!
Rei: What's going on!? Screams...
Serena: Rei, is everything O.K?
Rats knock the insense bombs into the fire...the room fills with smoke.
Rei: Ughhh! Why is it so smoky in here! Hey! Get off me!!!
Runs out of the room...with all of the rats behind her.
Everyone: screams.
Serena: Ugh! Disgusting. Rats!
Everyone: Runs outside...
Serena: What just happened?
Rei: (Angry)...Grandpa's what happened. I can't believe this.
Lita: Wait where are you going?
Rei: Where else? To find that trouble making monster!
Walks, then faints...
Everyone: Rei!
Lita: Runs to catch Rei.
Darrien: I got it. (Catches her.)
Serena: Really!? Clearly! Looks like you showed up here, just in the knick of time.
Darrien: Uhhh, Serena (awkwardly)... there's really no need to be jealous... it's an emergency, we need to get help.
Serena: Who's jealous!? Considering the circumstances, I'll let you off this time.
By the way...What are you doing here?
Darrien: I'll explain later. Quick! We need to get her to a hospital.
Serena: Right!
Everyone: Arrives at the hospital...
Dr Mizuno (Ami's Mum): Hi, great to see you all. I just wish it was under better circunstances.
Ami: What are you doing here. Shouldn't you be at home.
Dr Mizuno : I was asked to work a double shift so I came here, last minute. She's stable and resting right now, we've given her IV fluid until she wakes. For now it's best if no one disturbs her, but your welcome to come back when she's awake. I can leave a message for someone to call all of you when she wakes.
Serena: That's alright, if you don't mind I'll wait here.
Girls: Agree.
Ami's Mum: That will be fine. But I recommend you have something to eat and drink, while you wait, it might be a while.
Lita: Can you tell us, what happened to her? Is she going to be alright?
Her body's weak and she's just a little exhausted and requires some food and rest. She has also got a fever because she is worn out. Other than that she is fine.
Serena: That's a relief!
Lita: Thanks for letting us know and helping Rei out.
Ami mum: My pleasure, it's what doctors do. Don't worry too much and make sure you all get enough rest.
Now, I have to see other patients. Goodbye everyone, take care.
Everyone: Bye, Thanks!
Serena: Well, stocking up on supplies sounds like a good idea.
Tummy grumbles...
Everyone: Looks at Serena
Serena: Speaking of which, I might also take her advice and get dinner. What do you say guys!
Everyone: Agrees
Minako: Great idea.
Darren: O.k, let's go.
Darren: so where would you all like to go?
Lita: How bout sushi
Serena: Too cold, I'd like something hot, like, dumplings and steam buns!
Ami: I really don't mind as long as it's healthy. Is it alright if we stop at a juice bar?
Minako: I'd eat anything right now, I'm starving. Can we all agree and please make a decision, before I faint as well.
Everyone: Sorry!
Darrien: There's a Korean restaurant not far from here which does bbq. It also has dumplings, steam buns, sushi, vegetables and soups. The only thing it doesn't have is a juicer, but they serve fresh fruit and it is also a tea house which serves a wide range of herbal and fruit teas.
Ami: Where is this place? I've never seen nor heard of it. Strange, I would think a place like that would be quite popular.
Darren: They're quite well hidden down an alley, in a square where there's a 24 hour market. Which also might be why not many people know about them. The place is quite small and cannot hold too many customers but is always very full.
They may also not want to expand their business if it becomes more popular as they get enough customers and have been around for a while, but haven't moved to a bigger more open place.
Lita: Great! Let's try it!
Serena: Well then what are we waiting for!? Say no more! Let's go!
Everyone arrives at the restaurant and goes up to the counter...
Waiter: Welcome, what can I do for you this evening?
Darrien: Table for 5 please.
Waiter: Right this way.
Everyone: Is seated a the table...
Serena: So, what we're you doing at the he temple?
Darrien: I finished work early and decided to come and see if you would all like to go to dinner, my treat.
The University is holding a welcoming banquet which is held by different clubs and associations. It gives new students the chance to make contacts and gather information and an opportunity for the clubs and associations to admit new members. The clubs and associations have contacts outside the University, which will help students once they graduate. I thought the banquet would be a good opportunity to have some fun and catch up with Rei. But now it doesn't look like she'll be making it.
Serena: What will you do? It's too important to miss it you have to go.
Ami: Serena's right. It's a great opportunity to make contacts and make a good impression.
Lita: Yeah, we can take care of things here.
Darrien: That's alright. They'll be other opportunities to meet them, which can be arranged by appointment. The banquet is really just a way to promote and attract new members, in an open and relaxing environment, so you really don't have to worry.
Serena: That's a relief. Now who's ready to order! Let's eat!
Serena: Wow....this place is great. The food is so tasty.
Serena: Darrien, you gotta try this!
Darrien: No, thanks.
Serena: Oh, come on Darien, just one bite! Come on try it! One bite won't hurt you!
Darrien: Serena! (Pushes her hand away)
Darrien: Come on, quit playing around.
Serena: Just one bite and I'll leave you alone!
Darrien: Come on Serena, I said no!
Serena's phone rings...
Serena: Huh? Who could it be? There's no number.
Serena answers her phone...Hello? Who is this?
Hi, is this Serena?
Serena: Speaking.
Hi Serena, my name is Dr Hirimashu, from the hospital. I would just like to update you of Rei's condition. Surprisingly, her fever has already cleared and she has woken. Really? Only after 1 hour? That's great to hear!
Dr Hirimashu: Yes, I'm afraid I also have bad news. When she woke, she was very confused. She seems to have lost her memory and we are unsure of the cause.
Serena: What?!
Dr Hirimashu: Surprisingly, she doesn't seem distressed. There also doesn't appear to be any injury to head or body.
Dr Hirimashu: We would like to keep her until further notice and run some tests. Is it possible for you to come up to the hospital? It might help of she can see some familiar faces.
Serena: O.k, we'll be right there. Poor Rei.
Girls: What happened?!
Serena: It's Rei. Rei's lost her memory.
Girls: What?!!! How could this happen?!!!
Serena: They aren't sure and would like to run some tests.
Darrien: We should head back.
Serena: Let's go
Everyone arrives at the hospital...heads to reception...
Darrien: Hi, were friends, here to visit Rei Hino.
Nurse: Hi, right this way.
Arrives at the entrance of Rei's room...
Serena: Hi Rei, it's Serena. Is it O.k if we come in?
Rei: Serena? (Has a vacant stare like something is on her mind).
Serena: Yes, Serena. I’m a close friend of yours. We just came to see how your doing. Is it o.k if we stay a while?
Rei: Sure. I guess.
Serena: How are you feeling? Do you remember who we all are?
Rei: Has a flashback of a memory...of visiting Serena in the moon kingdom...Sailor Mars is injured... Pushes princess Serena back...keep away!!!
Serena: Rei...
Rei: Holds her injured arm...How could you!!!
Serena: Please forgive me...let me help you
Sailor Mars: I said keep away!!! Pushes Serena back....Serena falls to the ground. I trusted you and you betrayed me, how could you!
Princess Serena: I would never do that, please trust me. I will find to get some help.
Sailor Mars: I don't need your help. Why are you still lying!?
Moon Soldiers: There! Get her! Protect the princess
One of the moon soldiers: Princess, are you O.k.?
Princess Serena: How could this happen! (Tears)
Sailor Mars: I won't get away with this!!! Escapes.
Rei: Has another flashback...
The outside enemy are invaders from another solar system. They want to absorb the power of the Fire Star Families. If they are able to obtain it, they would be able to take over the entire solar system. 
The outside enemy is too powerful. King Yuelideon is afraid of what will happen if their enemies are able to get the fire star families power. He decides it is better to take away the fire kingdoms power before the enemy can take it.
He knows the fire kingdom will never let him remove or seal their power and decides to do it secretly when he invites them to them to the moon kingdom.
The Fire Star Family are very powerful warriors, most who are not afraid to quickly act on impulse, instinct and use their strong physical abilites. They strong intuition and ability to sense deception and see the future. King Yuelideon has always felt unsettled and threated by these traits and a warriors desire for conquest, though they had always been loyal and fair to the moon kingdom, believing their strengths should they choose to turn would put the moon kingdom was at a disadvantage. This always made him weary of them.
Yuelideon knows the only people who can seal the Fire Star Families power is the Dark Star Kingdom (Kingdom of Saturn). The dark star family have the power to repress, seal and remove the Fire Star Kingdoms power. Yuelideon was of great help in the past in defeating and removing the guardian of destruction (Sailor Saturn), from her chaotic terror and rein of the dark star kingdom. After conversation, a male guardian and prince (Sailor Saturn’s twin brother) dark star kingdom agrees to help.
In order to nutralise their power so they could remove it, they planned to use water from the pond of the moon crystal. The water has the ability to create dreams, illusions and put a person into a deep sleep or state of confusion.
Yuelideon is from the blue moon family and is the guardian of the imperial blue moon crystal. The Prince of Saturn explains that drinking the water of the moon crystal combined with his Saturnian surpressant energy, will not be enough to block their preminisions or intuitive ability to sense dangerous or deceptive energy.
However due to the fire birds family irriadation energy clashing with the moon energy of Yuelideon, they would have to make a crystal from the elements of blood of fire irriadation, Yuelideon, moon crystal water and Saturnian surpressant energy.
In order to block their senses, Yuelideon would need to get a drop of the fire bird families blood, the one that possesses the irriadation crystal. Once contaminated, it's holder will use it's irriadation to project the same energy , contaminating the entire fire bird family, as they all hold a strong psychic connection which reinforces their strength.
Queen Serenity believed the destruction of the moon kingdom was a repurcussion of their betrayl of the War Fire Kingdom. If the Fire Kingdom still existed, the Moon Kingdom would have won the war against Queen Beryl.
Sailor Uranus and Neptune blame the weak rulership of the Moon kingdom for the destruction of the moon and all the planets believing their decisions were due to their selfish desires, which is part of why the hold a grudge and doubt her ability to rule, when they travel to the future.
Rei: I won’t let you get away with this!
Enemy: Tell me, who in the universe will stop me!? Even those moon kingdom people are against you. How do you expect to win?
Rei: Uhhh...(hurt, bent down)...(Thinks)....Looks like I have no choice...
(Energetic firery symbol appears on her forehead light up, the fire star irradation crystal appears)
Elder: No! not the fire star irridation crystal! No, you can’t!!!
Rei: Stay back! There’s no other choice. As a guardian, it is my responsibility to protect this planet.
Rei: Tonight, my power will become your curse! 
Rei: Mars...
Dark War Star Guardian: Wait!!!
Rei: Move!
Dark War Star Guardian:  I won’t let you do this! You’ll be  destroyed!
Dark War Star Guardian: There might be another way. I can seal his power when you use the irradation crystal to weaken him then we can seal him in the crystal.Then you can use the Crystal to destroy his energy.
Fire Moon Guardian: Kneels to her guardian moon Aera (A long time ago the moons of Mars were called Aera and Aeros) The fire star sends energy to Aera. (Eyes closed)... Please guardian moon, mother protector and warrior, help me protect the lives on this planet.
A new energy surrounds the Fire moon Guardian given by Aera. A Crystal appears in front of her.
Aera: This is the Fire Star moon crystal, use it’s power to seal the people of this planet within it and expel evil.
Fire Moon Guardian: Thank you, I will.
Aera: Quickly, there’s not much time. You must hurry. 
(Moons Aera and Aeros are sister and brother. The guardians have some combined attacks which also reinforce each others power).
The combined power of Aera and  Aeros have created a field around the planet, blocking moon kingdom soldiers.
King Yuelous has ordered troops to invade Mars (War Fire Kingdom).
Fire Moon Guardian:
Enemy is sealed in the irridation crystal...He is destroyed, but his dark energy cannot be destroyed or expelled and turns the irridation crystal black. Rei struggles to overcome it’s powerful influence and turns destructive.
Fire Moon Guardian: We have tried everything to remove this evil. What can we do?
Rei:(Has another flashback)...
Rei: Sorry, I don’t remember.
Serena: That’s o.k, there’s no hurry, just take your time, i’m sure it will all come back in time and we’ll be here to help if you need anything.
Serena: Rei? Is everything O.k?
Minako: We're your close friends. We've known you for a long time, were pretty much family.
Rei: Sorry but I really don't remember.
Serena: That's alright. We just we just want to let you know we're here for you, no matter what happens so you can just take your time getting better.
Lita: Right. Just lets us know if there is any way we can help.
Ami: Is there anything you do remember?
Serena: What's this? You also have a transformation starseed crystal? But where did it come from? It's red and shaped like a star. Just what exactly happened Ray... (suspicious voice).
Rei: (Nods)...I remember when I was little chasing birds ...I keep seeing different coloured birds. Do I have any birds?
Everyone: !?
Serena: (thinking). Great. She doesn't remember anyone, but she remembers the birds.
Rei: When can I go home?
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purplesurveys · 3 years
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survey by danniellav
What did you eat for breakfast yesterday? I skip breakfast every weekday. My mornings are always very busy to the point that it feels like an actual crime to sit down for a few minutes and feed myself. I like my work, but being handed a task I need to start on by 7:30 when I don’t get paid until 9 AM just helps contribute to the burnout I get every now and then. 
Are you going on holiday within the next 2 months? No. I mean, kind of? We have a quick weekend getaway in Tagaytay two weeks from now for my dad’s 50th birthday. My mom, siblings, and I are planning it in secret and it’ll be my first time to chip in for a grand family thing. I feel proud that I can do so now; but also kinda sad because I had thrown in a lot of money hahahaha. I feel like I’ve never actually gotten to enjoy my earnings yet even if I’ve already been employed for two months considering December was Christmas and this month has my dad’s birthday...oh well.
In the middle of the road is a squirrel. Do you run it over? No. We don’t even have squirrels here, so this shouldn’t be a problem.
Who did you last talk to before you went to bed last night? I’m not so sure. I think it was Nina since I stayed in the living room with her for another hour or so after everyone left.
What would upset you more: a coffee stain on your new white shirt or hair dying your dog pink? The dyeing, of course. That practice has never sat well with me, even if the dye claims to be dog-friendly. I’m already quite a clumsy person to begin with and I’m a magnet for getting stains, so I’ve stopped worrying about it at this point.
Get up. Take 4 steps back and reach out to the left. What do you touch? Ughhh I just sat back down though. I don’t feel like getting up again now.
Pick up the closest book. Go to pg.35 and write the last sentence: There’s nothing nearby that I can reach from where I’m sitting.
Do you need to blow your nose? No, haven’t had to in a while. I rarely get colds.
What is your current employment? I work in public relations, and my shift starts in 6 minutes and I’m a big ball of anxiety right now. I’m hoping it subsides soon. The wait before my shift is always the worst.
What were the last ingredients you had put into a sandwich? I think it had just been ham.
Is there anyone getting on your last nerve right now? I wouldn’t say nerve, but I have a similar emotion. These days I’m slowly trying to let go of people (or let’s be honest, a person) I should be letting go of; and I get better at it day by day. Some days I’ll slip up and cry more than I should, but I’ve been able to move forward regardless and that matters most to me.
Current website that is your homepage: I’m on Chrome so the homepage should be Google by default, but I have an extension called Momentum that gets activated whenever I open a new tab or window.
QUICK! Name an ice cream brand: Selecta.
What age did you learn to tie your shoes? I was around 5, supposedly. We had an exam in kindergarten where we had to show the teacher that we already knew how to tie our laces, so my grandma taught me. But I saw my kindergarten report card recently and it said “Needs Improvement” on the “Knows how to tie shoelaces” item, so I guess I ended up not learning then HAHAHA
What's the reason to why you enjoy going bowling? It’s an easy sport to play and doesn’t get too technical like basketball or football. You just swing a big heavy ball lmao and it’s all in good fun.
If you could plant a tree, what would you want to grow on it? Money, for sure. < Yeah if this were possible, this is the easiest choice. But I’d love to be able to grow stuff that aren’t commonly grown where I live, like avocados and strawberries.
You last went to the doctors because? My fever had been bordering 40ºC for nearly a week and we didn’t know what the fuck was wrong with me.
Besides this survey, what else are you doing right now? Well it’s past 9 so I’m at work now. But nothing much is happening yet so I’m maximizing my time away from everything before tasks start to pile up like usual.
You have to change up your bedroom, what do you change? I want to move my bed back up to the wall because that will add up SO MUCH FREE SPACE in here. I’ll have enough space to work out, and I can maybe add a bigger desk to work on, and I could also invest on a cute rug to place in the middle of my room to liven up the space. I wish the new me can also include having a new room but idk my mom is a bit of a control freak and doesn’t want me rearranging my bedroom anytime soon.
Last sporting event you attended was? I ammmmmm almost certain it was a volleyball game between UP and ADMU, but that would’ve been nearly two years ago.
Why are banana skins yellow? I have no idea, but it’d be cool to read up on it.
What’s the last snack you ate? Haven’t had snacks in a while. Maybe the jjapaghetti noodles I got from the Korean mart a couple weeks ago?
Were you a "Barbie-playing" girl when you were younger? Nah. I grew up with toy soldiers and cars. I also liked toys that had a lot of buttons and features. I believe I only ever received a grand total of 1 Barbie doll in my entire childhood as a gift, and that stayed in the closet.
Can you say the number "24" in French? No clue. Can I offer you the Filipino variants though? Hahaha we use ‘dalawampu’t apat’ which is 24 for counting, and ‘bente kwatro’ which we use when referring to 24 hours. Bente kwatro is also an evolution from 24 in Spanish, which is veinticuatro.
What is the saying "taste the rainbow" from? As far as I know it’s from Skittles, but I’m also not American and I’m not very familiar with some of the slogans on famous brands so I’m not totally sure.
If you could star in any television show, which would it be? Jeopardy but with Alex Trebek.
You've won the chance to make-out with a celeb! Who is it? Ugh, can you imagine if this is an actual contest to win? So cringey. As much as I find a bunch of celebrities attractive, I’ll have to pass up on the offer.
Knock, Knock. Someone's at the door. Who's there? Some courier guy to deliver a parcel, since my sister and I shop online so much these days now.
Are you a smoker or non-smoker? Do you prefer a smoker or a non-smoker? I’m a smoker-only-when-other-people-smoke-and-they’re-willing-to-share-a-stick-with-me, lmao. I never get the urge to do it on my own. I’m not sure I have a preference...Gabie smoked, and she could’ve smoked a pack a day if she wanted to, and it wouldn’t have mattered much to me as long as she took care of herself. I suppose it depends on how much I love the person.
How do you like your coffee? Very sweet.
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ifeelgreatig · 7 years
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Black Butler
This story was posted on my AO3. I hope you enjoy it :)
"Young Master, it seems you have caught a bad case of the stomach flu." the tall butler diagnosed, standing tall in the doorway of the young heir's bathroom. Ciel coughed into the toilet, only bringing up more stomach acid.
"Don't you think I can see that?" the child groaned, wiping his mouth with the napkin handed to him by Sebastian. Ciel had woken up that morning racing towards the bathroom, barely making it in time to vomit up his dinner from the night before. He didn't know what had brought it on so suddenly though, but he assumed it was just a virus he had picked up from someone in the town they were in yesterday. So now he sat leaned against his bathtub, head pounding and stomach convulsing, feeling absolutely miserable.
The boy groaned once again as his stomach lurched and pressed a hand firmly on his midsection. He put his head on his knees as he pulled them up to his chest. Ciel whimpered quietly. He really wasn't comfortable with showing so much vulnerability in front of someone as insignificant as his butler, but right now, he was in too much pain to care.
"Would you like anything, My Lord?" Sebastian asked. Ciel mumbled something about taking him to bed, and the butler obliged. He carefully scooped up the boy into his arms and walked him over to the king sized bed. After he laid him down, he swiftly checked his temperature. He was too warm for it to be considered anywhere near normal. so he called up Meyrin to bring up some painkillers.
"Sebastian, what did I have on my schedule for today?" Ciel asked, throwing an arm over his eyes as he laid back on his bed.
"You were to be a special guest at Lady Elizabeth's ball, attend a meeting at Her Majesty's manor to fill them in on past claims, and finish the case from yesterday." Sebastian summarized. Ciel groaned. He knew he shouldn't be going anywhere in his state, but there was so much that he had to do today. Sebastian should know that his Master wouldn't be staying in bed with all that was on his plate.
"Honestly, I can't just not show up to those things. Ughhh, just please tell Her Majesty I'll be showing up a bit late, and inform Elizabeth that I won't be staying long. We'll finish the cases later." the boy strategized. Sebastian nodded in confirmation before heading out of the room to make the calls. Meyrin shows up moments later with Ciel's medication. He pops them into his mouth and immediately falls asleep.
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Sebastian swiftly placed a hand on his Master's forehead. He was beginning to get slightly worried because when he had woken the boy up to get ready for Her Majesty's meeting, he seemed extremely reluctant, and just overall out of it. He hadn't thrown up at all after taking the medication, but Ciel did tell him that his stomach was still not feeling great and that he still had a massive headache.
What worried Sebastian the most was the fact that the young heir actually fell asleep in his lap during the ride to the manor. Ciel had never shown any signs of such vulnerability or show that he was, in fact, a child.
He removed his hand when he felt that the fever showed no signs of letting up, but it hasn't increased either. He turned his head towards the window to see if they were anywhere near Her Majesty's manor. Nope. Still, about half an hour left. The butler then heard a gurgling noise. He looked down into his lap and saw Ciel's faces scrunch up in pain, and he began to subconsciously curl up on himself. Was that his stomach? Sebastian wondered. It happened again, and this caused Ciel to whimper and wrap his arms around his midsection.
"Mmm...Sebastian." the boy moaned, (not in a sexual way you pervs).
"What is it, My Lord?" the butler responded. Ciel turned to face Sebastian's stomach.
" 'm really nauseous." Sebastian sighed. He didn't know what he should do. How can you get rid of nausea in a moving carriage? He did the only thing he could think of. He moved Ciel's hands from his stomach and replaced them with his. Then he began to put slight pressure on it.
"Does that help, Young Master?" he asked. Ciel moaned in confirmation. "We'll be there soon. Would you like me to tell  Her Majesty's butler that you are unable to attend?" the butler asked. Normally, he wouldn't care about this kind of thing, but it looks like Ciel was in a considerable amount of pain. It even crossed his mind that maybe a visit from a doctor should come into play in the near future.
"No, I'll be fine. Just, ugh, make sure you stay near me," he replied, groaning in pain. All he wanted to do right now is vomit, just to clear the nausea, and he wanted to go home and curl up in his bed. But, being the heir of a big company, there is no time to simply take the day off. Sebastian didn't reply, slightly frustrated about his master being so utterly stubborn. The carriage ride was quiet until they finally reached the manor.
Her Majesty's butler Ash met the pair as soon as they were at the doors of the manor. Ciel had somehow found composure and was able to stay somewhat coherent during the first half of the meeting. He had shown no signs of illness, except for the thin layer of sweat that had formed on his forehead and the constant blush on his cheeks. They were served bread rolls, as it was about lunch time, and Sebastian had urged Ciel to eat one, knowing he hadn't eaten since last night. All the boy could do was tear apart the bread, then push it aside, not eating any of it.
But, about halfway through, his nausea had come back full force, and the earl was struggling to keep down whatever was left in his stomach.
"Her Majesty would like to know your input on the recent cases you've been getting," Ash announced from the opposite end of the table, a sheet of paper in front of him, presumably the questions the Queen wanted him to ask. Ciel nodded slightly, but the action made his head pound. He felt something snake it's way up his throat, and he placed the back of his hand to his mouth and burped wetly. He could feel Sebastian's concerned stare come from behind him, but he chose to ignore it, instead sliding a hand up his shirt and rubbing the irritatable area.
"Well, I believe most of these cases have been thoroughly planned out and executed exactly as they were planned. None of these crimes were accidents." he summarized quickly, feeling that if he talked anymore, he would vomit all over the table. Ash nodded as if urging him to go on. Ciel gulped, trying to fight the next wave of nausea. It was quite obvious to anyone that he wasn't well at this point, so he was ever so grateful that Sebastian had spoken up for him and finished the young heir's thoughts. At this point, the teen tuned out what his butler was saying and focused solely on keeping his stomach where it belongs. He burped once again as his stomach bubbled under his hand.
"Furthermore, we believe-" Sebastian was cut off as he heard a rather loud retch come from His Master's mouth. Ciel had clamped a hand over his mouth in an attempt to hold back the vomit, and his arm was wrapped around his middle.
"Oh dear, is he alright?" Ash asked, standing up to get a better look at what was going on. Sebastian moved next to Ciel and rubbed his back soothingly, telling him to breathe through it. The sickly boy groaned as he finally got rid of the nausea. He placed his head on the table in front of him. Sebastian slid his hand under the boy's shirt to check the temperature from his back and sighed, feeling his fever had increased dramatically.
"I'm afraid my master isn't feeling well at the moment." the butler summarized, looking warily at Ciel who was utterly close to crying. The white-haired butler cooed and made his way to Ciel. He leaned down and told him that he should go home and get some rest, and he'll just tell Her Majesty that they finished up quickly. Ciel nodded gratefully and stood up, wavering on his feet before Sebastian simply swooped him up onto his back.
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"Why didn't you tell me you felt worse, Young Master?" the butler asked the boy who was laying in his lap once again, curled in on himself. Ciel groaned, not wanting to be interrogated at the moment.
"I don't know. It just came up suddenly, and I thought I could hold it down," he answered. Sebastian sighed, something he'd been doing a lot today. The two were headed straight to Lady Elizabeth's house, thinking maybe Ciel could just stay a little for some one-on-one time with his fiance, then when the guests started arriving he could head home.
Since the heir hadn't actually vomited at the meeting, he still felt extremely nauseous and his stomach wouldn't stop grumbling to him, telling him how upset it really was. He muffled a nauseous burp for about the fifth time in the past ten minutes. Then he felt gloved hand settle on his belly and start to rub in soothing circles.
"Get some rest, Ciel," Sebastian told the boy. Ciel hummed and drifted off to sleep, slipping by the fact that his butler called him by his real name.
"Welcome, Earl Phantomhive." Paula greeted giddily after another butler opened the carriage door. She loves when Elizabeth's fiance comes over because he's always bringing that handsome butler of his along too. She also loves seeing Lady Elizabeth so happy. But when she sees Sebastian helping Ciel out of the carriage as if he was incapable of doing so, she became worried.
"Lord Phantomhive, are you alright?" she asked. The boy was leaning heavily on his walking cane and he looked a sickly shade of pale. Sebastian stood right behind him, eyeing his master warily. He nodded.
"Where's Lizzie?" he asked, looking up at the maid. Paula had to keep herself from gasping. His eyes were so glossed over and rimmed with red, presumably from fever. The flush on his cheeks was extremely prominent, and were those tears? Overall, he looked extremely ill, and he shouldn't be trying to attend this ball with Elizabeth. One reason is for her safety and his, the other reason because Lady Elizabeth can be extremely hyperactive and a bit overbearing when she's excited, and this ball will make her even more excited than usual.
"L-Lady Elizabeth is in the dining room." Ciel thanked her and made his way into the manor, the two servants following close behind. "Is he okay?" Paula asked Sebastian, losing all nervousness she usually had when in the presence of the tall butler. All her worry was zoned in on the sickly boy. Ciel was like her other master. She treats him as if she was his maid and seeing him like this worries her. She wonders why Sebastian would let his master go out in this state.
"My Lord is quite ill." the butler says shortly as they walk through the ballroom and get closer to the dining room. The two appeared just in time to hear Lady Elizabeth squealing at the sight of her fiance.
"Ciel! Why don't you visit me anymore? I thought you weren't gonna show up! You didn't even get dressed!" she rambled. Elizabeth didn't even seem to notice the sickly complexion of her fiance. Sebastian ignored her one-sided banter and focused on Ciel. The heir had a hand slid up his shirt, obviously trying to settle it somehow. The queasy look etched into his face and the burp he had tried to conceal told Sebastion he had to get Ciel out of there quickly.
"Excuse me Miss Elizabeth, but Master Ciel isn't feeling his best at the moment, so-" Sebastian was interrupted by a rather harsh burp tearing out of the fourteen year old's throat followed by the sound of liquid on the solid ground. A rather horrified shriek came from Elizabeth as she stared at Ciel vomit on the wooden ground.
Chaos tore through the manor. Elizabeth stood there in shock while continuing to scream and ask panicked questions, Paula tried to move Elizabeth away from the puddle developing, and Sebastian tried to keep Ciel upright. The force of each gag made it harder and harder for him to stand up, so he was somewhat grateful for his butler's support. The force of each gag made it harder and harder for him to stand up, so he was somewhat grateful for his butler's support.
How embarrassing. Ciel though between gags. Throwing up in front of his fiance and the servants was not how he'd wanted this to go. After a while, his gagging turned into dry heaves, and the dry heaves turned into gasping breaths. He didn't dare look up, knowing everyone's concerned eyes will be on him. Instead, he settled for consulting his butler, eyes focused on the ground that was swaying dangerously under him.
"Please take me home, Sebastian."
With his arm steady around his master's waist, he quickly guided Ciel away from the mess while informing everyone that the Earl will be fine with a little rest and medicine.
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On the carriage ride back to the manor, it seems Ciel had let his entire facade drop. The boy curled in on himself, leaning his pounding head against the window. Cramps still racked through his small frame, making him have to massage the aching organ. Sebastian left the boy alone, knowing he most certainly is not in the mood to speak about this to anyone at the moment.
Making it back to the manor, completely ignoring Meyrin and the others, the two made their way upstairs, Sebastian gingerly tucking the boy in bed. If they had only stopped to listen to Meyrin's warning that Prince Sama was paying a surprise visit...
But we'll save that tale for another day ;)
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ad-aile · 7 years
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Cinta? Love?
Yesterday which was Thursday, we had our Media Relations class. Half hour before we finished the class, the lecturer asked us to do spontaneous short essays. She gave a topic and we had to write in 5 minutes only. First we had to do essays in Malay and later on she gave English topics. The Malay topics were Ayam, Pisang, Cinta, Pantai and Telefon Bimbit while the English topics were about Fever, Pizza, Flower, Rainbow and  I don’t remember what is the other one. 
Imagine I’ve never write long proper Malay sentences ever since 2012 during SPM and after that I only write in English. The struggle is real like seriously and we had to quickly write just within 5 minutes and my brain was having a mental breakdown. At the same time, I don’t want my essays to have the same contents as others’. Right after Malay essays, we only had a few seconds of break to prepare writing in English. She just randomly spat out ‘Flower’ and my mind went blank, I just wrote whatever was in my mind and then she said “Stop writing!” then she said “Pizza”, and I was like “Pizza? What about it?”. I ended up naming different kind of cheeses that I could think of. 
After all the mental breakdown and hideous handwriting, Madam read aloud our names and essays. It’s funny and also amusing to hear that most of us are really good in Malay writing, well I wouldn’t say that I am good enough to be so poetic in writing, just  okay. When Madam was reading one of our papers on ‘Cinta’ topic, it started with “Cinta itu buta..” the whole class laughed out loud. Then it continues with all the emotions and affections from one person to another.. blaa blaa.. Here is the main thing that I’m going to write about.. Such a long introduction for a topic right? :) It’s about love.
I won’t explain what is love whatsoever since I don’t have PhD in human feelings and thoughts.. or should I? Put that aside, you see, as I enter this university life, I’ve seen so many kind of couples, and I really wonder how on earth can they just accept other people? I’ve seen couples who were just met in university and  only known each other for few months and in the end they got married by the end of the year. I’ve seen such troublesome couple but they are still together and I’ve seen such an awkward couple that it makes everyone sick of it and also people who keep on changing boyfriends and girlfriends. I wonder what was in their mind or their hearts? 
I just let the curiosity unanswered. What despise me the most is those couples who are.. I don’t know, excited, bragging, show off or want to cherish the moments of them to the whole world in which the whole world is sick and feels like puking whenever they update about their love life. Like damn seriously you people. They are not even married couples, like what the hell? You are not a public figure that has the public interest. Especially girls. Just keep the hell to yourselves. When it comes to MonDate, then update to all social media, after that TuesDate, WednesDate, ThursDate, FriDate, SaturDate and SunDate. What has come to the world that everything is exposed? Then anniversaries, like plural of anniversary. Celebrate the first meeting, celebrate the first this that blaa blaa then birthdays ughhh the list can go on and on and on. It is fucking intimidating. 
Dude, even married couples are not desperate to do all of these. In addition to this madness, THE TOUCH. Mind, this is my own opinion, no reputation is tarnished due to this writing. I don’t mind people who are already married and those who are non-Muslims. But what really irritates the eyes are when couples who are not even married and they are Muslims and some of them are even my friends and people I know. 
Sudah terang lagi bersuluh, jawab soalan Pendidikan Islam A lagi tu, faham faham la haram kalau tiada pertalian yang sah. Asal bengap sangat? Cinta till jannah konon tapi jangan sebab benda remeh cuit-cuit, pegang tangan salam berkat abadi, cuit pipi, disapu-sapu muka, syurga pun tak dapat bau. Dah tahap bangang abadi dah ni. Benda nampak mudah tapi tak boleh kawal. Sampai mana je weyh boleh kekal kalau dah selalu main tangan? 
Nak cinta, cintalah tapi janganlah tunjuk terhegeh-hegeh sangat. Yang sedih tu, kawan sendiri macam tu, nak tegur tapi benda dah tahu. Dah tahap menyampah dah aku tengok, buka sns muka ni, pegi tempat ni muka ni, kelakuan ni. Niat ikhlas berkawan pun hilang. Kawan, niat tidak menghalalkan cara, dan cara tidak menghalalkan niat.
Done rant.
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