#I imagine it’s expensive tho

[sanchoyo]

u know what. The sleep thing is legit bothering me (I woke up at 3 AM after Not Enough Sleep so my nerves are Shot) I think I’m gonna keep a sleep tracker to see how much I sleep and when to try and confirm if there’s actually a Problem or What 🥲

#like there is a sleep clinic in town surprisingly it’s right next to my stomach drs office so I’ve seen it! #I imagine it’s expensive tho #so we r going to try self treating it I am gonna look into melatonin or something for real this time and not quit taking them after 2 days #🫣 I have a bad habit abt that but I’m gonna get BETTER abt it ok #sanchoyorambles #the closest thing I could find abt sleep problems that sound like it is a circadian disorder called non 24 sleep wake disorder and I’m like #that sounds exactly like what it is but that is scary and I don’t want it to be the case so I am now doubting my own judgment and Brain #like what if I’m Wrong like I’m not a doctor surely it’s just a result of insomnia….never mind the fact of how consistently bad my schedule #has always been even when I had alarms and jobs for months and it kept happening 😭 those are irrelevant right #I don’t waaaant another diagnosis I have enough thank uuuu #been avoiding looking into my very irregular cycles and mood swings for the same reason tbqh I don’t want to know anymore I know Enough!!! #I have problems!! no more please!!! #I mean it’s gonna be a problem whether it’s labeled or not but u guys know what I mean I think #plus the insurance thing which I am not thinking abt bc it’s awful and bad . doesn’t exist if I don’t see it etc

[demigods-posts]

canonically, percy isn't aware of the crushes people have on him until it's too obvious to deny — like when annabeth kissed him, or when nico straight up told him. and since percy isn't aware of rachel's crush on him until the beginning of tlo, that means there was a point in time when rachel was actively trying to get with him and he had no idea. and it's not even his fault lol. he just only saw her as his good friend and just thought her advances were her being friendly. i just have to see this in action.

#percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo text post #pjo headcanon #percy jackson #rachel elizabeth dare #just imagine rachel taking percy to an expensive event and holding his hand #and percy's all: #'oh my friend is probably anxious of big crowds. let me hold her hand because friends help each other in their time of need🥰' #or rachel taking any chance she gets to grab his bicep or touch his shoulder #and he's all: #'rachel is a very affectionate person. it's cool tho. so am i when i'm around people i care about. rachel is such a cool friend🥰' #i desperately need someone to write a fic or sum lol

[mossymandibles]

Uhhh

#monster oc #monster art #monster dad #comic #hope you guys are stayin fresh out there #muenster cheese #just a quick funny thing that popped in my head #kraw #jago #gen #i love how Gen’s face turned out in the second panel #sometimes I forget she’d be in the midst of losing baby teeth #can you imagine how EXPENSIVE that collar is tho? #and to have to be special tailored to Kraw’s neck to boot like shew

[koipepo]

Forever a fan of p-totel's/ @aristotels thramsay dreadfort ward AU

it's so delightful to think about how feral and clingy Ramsay would be to Theon, and how much Roose would use that to his (exasperated) advantage to tame his bastard ♪⁠ヽ⁠(⁠･⁠ˇ⁠∀⁠ˇ⁠･⁠ゞ⁠)

#thramsay #dreadfort ward au #i think?? #imagine how much of a spoiled horrible satan Ramsay would be with meek Theon in his side.... hes totally going to have a worse god complex #p-totel #sorry totel idk why your blog's name can't show up in mention 🥲 #i hope you dont mind my adoration of this au..... it's so fun to think about #my fanart #my art #doodles #on other note i bought waterproof fountain pen ink and... #i'm quite disappointed with it #i cant afford to buy expensive better papers so im drawing this on cheaper 100g hvs paper #and it feathers noticably on it.... even tho winsor newton waterproof ink behaves just fine on this paper 😭 im so sad #they're rly not joking when they say fountain pen is an expensive hole to follow #dammit

[tricitymonsters]

Mc being asexual and Amir trying to figure out what things might get their attention with different outfits while reading their mind just a little bit like:

"Do they like ass?... No. chest then? No. Just a plain old dick...? Not even a glance. What's this? Now they seem to like seeing some ass, what did I do differently? Was it the outfit? Too much clothes, too little clothing? Makeup?? Oh it was makeup they like the fancy expensive stuff, understandable. What if I put some glitter on my ass too? Well now nobody cannot ignore it if my ass is like a disco ball. And now they ignore it all together, great. So it was not that kinda makeup was it lipstick? There we go! They like the dark cherry red lets see if kissing them with it makes them do anything. Yeah definitely cherry red hits the spot!"

Amir deeply enjoys the process of experimentation, and he's thoroughly experienced with so many flavors of sexual expression there's a good chance he'll be able to find something that works or discover what combination of aesthetic and physical things could be fun to explore, even if that ends up not involving sex (or even any physical stuff at all). Amir has plenty of clients that love to see him dress up- some like to watch him do sexy things solo sure, but others just like to appreciate the artistry of his looks, and some people pay him to have long intimate conversations (and some pay him to dress up and call them names). I think Amir's actually really comfortable with Intimacy and Physical Contact sliders, even when they're on extreme ends. PLUS he'll make sure MC is comfortable and having fun with the whole process because their enjoyment is the whole point and he IS a professional after all.

#let him leave lipstick prints all over you tho maybe #thank you for asking #amir #i always imagine ludicrously rich widows hire him to 'romance' them with flowers and poetry etc etc and maybe some kissing or whatever #and that's part of why he's so expensive #like sure he's hot as fuck #but its his talent for intimacy #even if he's acting or embellishing #he can match your needs and that commands the Big Bucks #anyway random thoughts #maybe spicy

[number1nedstan]

i cant even imagine how much tickets are gonna be

#in between going back to my 21p phase and not giving a shid...... i should get tickets anyway #i cant IMAGINE how much theyre gonna he tho 😭😭 prob too expensive for me rn #talk tag

[sallow-gaunt]

Not to be TMI but my period started today and I’ve spent all afternoon imagining how Sebastian and Ominis would look after MC/reader on their period 😭 might write a post idk yet

#hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #ominis gaunt #anyway where the fuck are cuddles with the Slytherin boys when you need them #I can honestly imagine both of them buying expensive chocolate ASDFGHJKL #i would use gender neutral pronouns tho just to be safe

[chanteuseu]

1st day on wellbutrin, i havent told anyone but i do be kind of feeling it

#had a terrible day singing at work #which slay bc singing is my work #but not slay bc i sucked ass a little bit #and i know the wellbutrin had SOMETHING to do with it #i can feel my perspective shifting #good things to come hopefully #i have an audition for juilliard which feels beyond insane to utter out loud much less in the tags of a tumblr post #let's see if they'll let me in #i cant even imagine ​lil old me in new york #fuck why are plane tickets so expensive #most of the time i just want to go back to my parents house and lie in bed #sometimes i'm ready though #sometimes i feel the hunger #the magnitude of my dream manifesting #everything will be alright #and things are pretty good right now #i do be busy as FUCK tho #personal

[todayisafridaynight]

massive cope or not dude w the dondoko island news - imagine if you could like.. invite your little guys there after certain chapters. like you battle it out w sawashiro one minute the next hes just. standing there. on your island. like "eh."

ok so here's how we can make jorilla real

#snap chats #anyway this is an incredibly dangerous ask to send right after we just got done talking about fire emblem HELP-- #i can only imagine ichi trying to give sawashiro a pat on the back and now he's getting his hand bent backwards 😭 #I WOULD LAUGH SO HARD THO like hey bossman...... how you doin....... you want a condo.... a chair perhaps..... #i was thinkin bout dondoko island and sawashiro tho. I Plead The Fifth on Fire Emblem Fates Simulator HOWEVER it was to be goofy #cause i just imagine ichi having the time of his life on this fuckass island and now sawashiro's ringing him #sent this mate to hawaii to find his ma and he fuckin around on an island GET YOUR. HEAD IN THE GAME ?? #he can't hear you jo he's too busy watching his islanders have beef with each other #on the real. real quick. i love how casual of a flex dondoko island is #like LAD8's ten dollars more than ACNH was i think and they got the whole bitch in there. AND the rest of the game #god i get why viddy game expensive now...

[woundedheartwithin]

whats the significance of nishiki being at wrestledream!?! i have no clue myself

Because it’s funny probably. That image of PS2 Nishiki is a meme. I’m sure dude had a reason to spend a bunch of money to make a giant sign of PS2 Nishiki specifically to be seen on broadcast. That’s what I mean by it not being random

#she speaks #I know fuck all about wrestling sorry anon #I just know that big printed posters like that aren’t cheap #and I very much doubt the guy just typed in yakuza characters in Google and picked the first image he saw lmao #op mentioned that one of the wrestlers has dragon in his nickname #but I doubt it’s that deep #in short probably for the bit #when the tire cover on my brother’s Jeep ripped I tired to get him to buy a custom cover with that exact picture on it #he wanted to but it was too expensive unfortunately #that woulda been so funny tho can you imagine?

[blye-flower]

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#blymi rants #ngl if stuff keeps going on like this im gonna either have to force myself back into work or open commissions #and i don't even have the confidence to think anyone's gonna commission me #also i won't be able to do them as fast with half my screen only SOMETIMES working #like i feel so stupid quitting my job to go back to school even tho i couldn't have imagined all these new expenses to hit me #but even still #i don't see a positive and i feel like its all my fault #and i should be able to handle all this better than just crying and bitching about it and making other ppl worry about me #i should know better

[orcelito]

anytime people complain about golfers (like real golf, not mini-golf) i think of my rich ex step family where we’d take family trips down to south carolina and every trip without fail there would be a day where all the men would go golfing and all the women & children would just hang around the house. which like i was 100% fine with, i was perfectly happy just hanging out and swimming in the pool or whatever. 

but like. in hindsight. what a fucking Rich Person thing to do lmao

#speculation nation #oh god do i got STORIES from having rich step family for a time #my ex step mom was Not rich. the only one from the family who wasnt (she wanted to be a school teacher) #so our lil family unit was the only relatively normal one there. and god fucking Damn the passive judgement was insane #some of them were nice. but some of them were such judgey assholes #gotta love the uncle who gave his kid a fucking uhhh like mac laptop back in the year of like 2009 ish where they were Real expensive #i mean theyre still expensive but ya kno #or maybe it was an ipad. or maybe it was BOTH at different times. i barely even remember. #whatever you've read about rich people is true. these were relatively nice rich people and it was still true. #i did enjoy the benefits tho. like hanging out in a private movie theater next to the sauna (which was also connected to the hot tub) #same house had heated bathroom floors and ipads installed into the walls as system controllers. still fucking insane. #and there i was in this basement fucking around with my homestuck blog and watching mirai nikki and listening to some GOD awful mashup music #i did not exactly fit into the rich scene. as you could imagine from how i am today. #certainly gave me some experiences tho. ive been around both rich and poor lives alike. #and Let Me Tell You i am always MUCH more comfortable amongst the poorer sides #rich shit is just so scrubbed clean of imperfections. i always felt like a giant zit. #better off where i am lol. have Some nice things but i dont ever want a mansion. Thanks

[frecklystars]

yall know i miss cameo every single day but owhghwhg it’s 5 in the morning and its physically hurting. someone knock me out so i can sleep again

#i miss being excited for things :( i miss being excited for steve #i could get a cameo right now from anyone else if i wanted to #but i dont want anyone else. i can't imagine anyone else who can ease my mind like he did #[he being starscream] [or other characters but i always requested stsc the most] #i could get a fixit or a pearl if i want to. but thats the thing. i dont want tooo #i mean i do. but they're expensive. and im broke. and they're not starscream :( #or heatwave or puppycat or yumyan or attila or spike or techmo #[continues to list over 4000 characters] #i could ask Silco to give me an in-character love confession and he WOULD. he WOULD #that man knows everyone loves silco and he does flirty cameos from Silco all the time!!! #and yet!! when I hear loving words from Silco!! even tho he's a main f/o. I feel Nothing #i recently got a cameo from bumblebee and it felt great but i was so so so empty at the same time #could i ask fixit to say he loves me?? i guess?? but will it fill the void?? noooo #it's more than just a f/o thing tho. i rly just miss. being excited #i miss looking forward to things. i have been so empty for so long #i have a concert in october and a jbwkz show in one month and a musical in 2 weeks #and i feel absolutely nothing

[emiliemaria]

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#i like complaining on tumblr cause no one interacts #anyways #rien à voir but I'm so excited about that one photocard I bought yesterday #it was expensive but so worth it #my dream bin pc I think #i'm so stressed about it tho imagine i never receive it I'd cry

[deans-asscot]

I really like how this turned out~

Just dissapointed that the lady didn't let me show them/explain to them myself what I wanted so I was so distracted talking to her that I didn't even get to directly interact with them. Like legit didn't even get to say hi to them, wtf. I blame myself for being so nervous, like I knew it would be fast but damn... I don't even think I got the chance to look at Misha 😭

Anyway, Jensen nailed it as always. I also have a cool/smug look, I was afraid I would smile durpy but I pulled through 🤧

#mine #photo #spn con #SPNChi #jensen #misha #jenmish #i understand they have a lot to get through but it still feels kinda messed up considering how freaking expensive it costs #like some ppl get rushed and others dont theres definitely some favoritism and i imagine experience #it was my first con and I hope its not my last but i was a wee bit disappointed with some things #and its so expensive idk if I can convince myself to go again #thank god my cousin came with me otherwise i dont think it would have enjoyed it as much #lowkey one of the best parts was taking pics in the impala cuz they were so nice and patient about it #idk I have a lot to reflect on im sure part of the dissapointment I feel comes from me imagining things differently #and just the realization and how much of a cash grab it is just makes me sad... lowkey feel exploited #and yeah I bought the cheapest ticket and they make sure you know it #i hope it doesnt sound like I'm complaining its just idk a different world to me and im lowkey still in shock #i did really enjoy the panels tho #wish I coulda seen a misha panel but j2 ruth alex and sebastian were all great #love how they interact with the audience

[childishzombiejellyfish]

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#literally at this point i have anxiety attacks whenever i have to check mail from the danish state #and then i avoid/do the adhd protective forgetfulness for a month or two #also because in order to access my emails from the danish state i cant do it directly FROM my emails I have to log into the special emails #which requires 2 degrees of proof of id -- so you can IMAGINE how easy it is for my adhd to go Nope Not Today Too Much Hassle #and so when i get to it it turns out I havent paid a bill i knew nothing about and they've made it more expensive because im paying too late #literally paying adhd tax to the danish state since 2021 #and i still cant access my bank account because the bank only accepts my existence under very narrow criteria i havent been able to fulfil #as soon as i get control of that account + my german passport sorted im done with denmark #*as a state not as a country -- nothing against dk as a country -- state's refusing to believe im a person on like... 3 levels now #gender? citizenship? bank account holder? foreigner? address-haver? it just doesnt know #(5 levels*) #somethingsomething automated processes and algorithms cannot allow for complexities of existence and will shunt people out of Existence #and look -- im white and middle-class and grew up in dk i can only imagine how much worse it is for other people #my continued adventures with the danish state except they're boring and exacerbate my mental health issues #the danish state: give us money -- the danish state: but not from your own bank account -- the danish state: uh actually more money woops #the danish state: you refused to pay us more money so now it's EVEN MORE money -- the danish state: still cant access your bank account tho