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shoceted · 2 years

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i reeeeeeally don't want to be frustrated by other people not enjoying a thing i like lmao but good god seeing people hate on yanase for... so many things? after this past episode, on viki and on r/boyslove and mdl... and i just truly wonder, like, have these people never experienced impostor syndrome or creative burnout? does that not happen to other people? can anyone else see this or am i just weird????? (under the cut i have a lot of words and feelings about yanase jun you can read them, or don't)

i'm almost reminded of some reactions to cherimaho post episode like... 6-ish? there were all these comments about how adachi doesn't deserve kurosawa and the like — and it was just like... like he has anxiety. have you ever had anxiety. sometimes it makes it hard to accept compliments, let alone love! and similarly — you can be yanase jun, gifted, award-winning, world famous, probably has a wikipedia page, incredibly handsome and successful... and still think you're not good enough. anyone can feel those things. you can have all that and still think lowly of yourself. you can have none of that and still be burnt out and in the throes of self loathing.

him going back to vancouver is literally the opposite of cowardly. he's taking a huge risk here — he could stay in japan, comfortable, doing mediocre work on smaller jobs, safe, not creatively fulfilled at all but safe. or he goes to vancouver and does the dangerous thing — doing bigger jobs and having more opportunities, maybe to fail, but maybe to succeed, too. the yanase of this episode isn't taking risks or doing anything brave and he sure as hell isn't standing up for himself as an artist.

but kaneda is. he's the one who's explaining to benji all the reasons that the temple cgi has to be wood & asking yanase if he can help w/ the market cgi because he knows yanase doesn't actually want to compromise quality for time. and yanase used to be willing to fight like kaneda is, but he's so disillusioned by the industry (how different does this hit btw w/ the news of how marvel's vfx artists are treated?) at this point in the episode that, while it would be brave to fight, yanase doesn't think it's worth it.

but by going to vancouver — yanase has a chance to at least stop being cowardly, and maybe he'll even find his passion again too. kaneda is brave (heh heh get it. because kamen rider. anyway), so yanase is going to try to be brave too — even if it means being away from the person he loves and cares about so much for a year. like that's gonna hurt him like hell. i do not doubt that it is going to hurt him like hell. but overcoming that hurt so that he can be someone he thinks is worthy to be by kaneda's side is just such an act of love that i truly don't get why other people don't see it.

full disclosure as to maybe why i feel so angry about people not understanding this: i have an ex who, when i broke up with them, told me that you don't have to run away to grow. (i was pretty much in yanase's position — burnt out, self-hating, not feeling worthy of their affection, extremely creatively stifled.) and i mean, sometimes, that's true; sometimes running away is the worst thing you can do. but it's pretty damn clear that in the environment of max pictures in japan, yanase jun is being stepped on. if he wants to change and be someone he deems worthy of kaneda yuki, he needs a place where he can grow. so that's where he's headed.

so yeah in conclusion i would literally die for yanase jun, everything he's done in this god damn show makes perfect sense and i am truly tired of pretending otherwise! if you don't like sepakoi it's fine it's whatever just. please. please think a little bit about why characters act the way they do use your brain cells i know you got em, r/boyslove/viki/mdl users. please.

#senpai danjite koidewa #senpai this can't be love #sepakoi #coming next week: kaneda's confession wasn't too loud or creepy you guys just hate autistic people #(just kidding but seriously)

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sojo-gatoru · 4 years

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50 Questions You’ve Never Been Asked

hello tumblr I’m still alive but I forget that you exists sometimes but thanks for art and memes lmao

Tagged by @taehdenveri lol thanks pal!! ~

1. What is the color of your hairbrush? A silvery black? idk

2. Name a food you never eat. Mushroom of any kind bc they want to murder me in my sleep

3. Are you typically too cold or too warm? Too cold...always...I’m freezing rn

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Having an online lecture about microeconomics....

5. What is your favorite candy bar? oof that’s tricky... do Maltesers count as candy bar? bc them!

6. Have you ever been to a professional sports event? I used to live right next to the football stadium in my hometown, does that count? (and maybe the “final dance” at my dance school, which was official and stuff)

7. What is the last thing you said out loud? “I got an email today, your package arrives tomorrow bruv”

8. What is your favorite ice cream? any lemon flavour, yoghurt, sour stuff in general

9. What was the last thing you had to drink? c o f f e e

10. Do you like your wallet? Nah...it’s rather boring and already falls apart (I really want one with an ouji board design tho :eyesemoji:

11. What was the last thing you ate? Cereal probably I don’t remember

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? for my sister yes, but not for me :<

13. The last sporting event you watched? Some Lindy Hop festival competition

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? SALTED POPCORN BAYBEEEY!!

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? It was the very sweet @taehdenveri yeehaw

16. Ever go camping? Nope, I wish tho

17. Do you take vitamins? Yep, my body demands the vitamins

18. Do you go to church every Sunday? no I’m raging on a sunday (kudos to anyone who gets that reference lmao)

19. Do you have a tan? nope, I’m sun-allergic lol

20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? Both. Both is good. But usually pizza since it’s cheaper haha

21. Do you drink soda with a straw? nah

22. What color of socks do you usually wear? usually dark ones, but I mostly wear them mismatched anyway haha

23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? listen.....L I S T E N....sometimes, it happens to all of us okay

24. What terrifies you? Spiders........spiders....the deep sea, deep space, losing people that are close to me....spiders.

25. Look to your left, what do you see? My notes from my online lecture and my half empty cup of coffee

26. What chore do you hate? there’s not much I don’t like, maybe cleaning the bathroom when I’m not in the mood?

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? Ross O’Donovan, OI LADS WHAT A GUUD DAY FOR A SWIM INNIT

28. What’s your favorite soda? hard to say hmmm, maybe a good, cold, Spezi?

29. Do you go into a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? Drive Thru, always have fun experiences with that lol

30. Who’s the last person you talked to? IRL, my sister, on the line @taehdenveri

31. Favorite cut of beef? I am veggie to the tarian bruv

32. Last song you listened to? The Song with Five Names a.k.a. Soapbox Tao a.k.a. Checkmate Atheists! a.k.a. Neospace Government (A.K.A. You Can Never Know) by Will Wood and The Tapeworms

33. Last book you read? Probably some lame economics book I had to read for uni ugh

34. Favorite day of the week? Friday

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards? I can’t even spell alphabet without thinking about it wtf

36. How do you like your coffee? black :)

37. Favorite pair of shoes? my worn out black Nikes ayy

38. The time you normally go to sleep? Around 12pm usually, plus minus depends on how exhausted I am

39. The time you normally get up? around 7 - 8 am

40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunsets...how romantic

41. How many blankets on your bed? 2

42. Describe your kitchen plates. bordeux red

43. Do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage? I’m not too big on alcohol, but if I’d have to choose red wine. Yep that’s basically the only thing I can drink

44. Do you play cards? Hell yah

45. What color is your car? Don’t have a car on my own, but my parents’ car is silver, so I guess silver

46. Can you change a tire? Not really? With a tutorial and WikiHow article, still doubtful

47. Your favorite province? Province? pff Guyenne and Gascony in France maybe? Probably because I want to go there reeeeeeally badly

48. Favorite job you’ve ever had? I didn’t like any job I had so far...but the one at the hospital was alright compared to other stuff

49. How did you get your biggest scar? a botched surgery :)

50. What did you do today that made someone else happy? Ordered a Nintendo Switch for my sister’s birthday heh she seemed happy about it

#about me #taggy game #not tagging anyone bc I wouldn't even know WHOMSTVE #but if anyone wanna do this plz feel free to!

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aether-staza · 6 years

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Sheith Fic Recommendations

This is day 2 of @sheithparticipationweek and I got a little carried away with these and to be perfectly honest, I still have even more recommendations up my sleeves. I'd love to share the other fic recs if anyone is interested but for now, I think I listed a little too much already (its kind of a long post so sorry about that)...

(In no particular order):

•Kitten by ilovelocust

"Kuro violently kidnaps Keith from the Castle of the Lions. Team Voltron desperately tries to get him back, while Kuro taunts them about all the things they can't stop him from doing. When they finally rescue him, the truly hard part begins."

Personal Notes: Its a little bit on the darkside of the fandom so be ready. I got a certain thrill while reading this and that made me enjoy it a whole lot. I'm also a sucker for whump Keith so yeah.

•all you love, you keep by arahir

"Love isn’t earned in blood and devoted silence, but it takes them years to figure that out.

"I don't have anyone else," Shiro starts, and that at least is honest. "But we can only have family at the launch. We can only talk to family on the mission, and you—it would just be a technicality. We can dissolve it when I get back, but—“

Keith is so open, and so unwitting. He’s got a blind spot for Shiro as wide as his heart.

“Will you marry me?”

Personal Notes: I love the characterization in this fic and the way Keith and Shiro's bond was written. Two additional things I liked about this was protective!Shiro and the fact that they were secretly married (eeeep~)...

•The kind of love we're dying for (Series) by chiapslock

"A series retelling Voltron S1 if Shiro had come back with implants in his mind that forced him to obey everything his masters tell him to. Keith is one of his masters."

Personal Notes: This, this hurts real good, lemme tell you. You can really see Keith's internal turmoil here as well as, Shiro's loyalty to Keith even when he's not "himself". Angst material right there.

•Between the Shadow and the Soul by magisterpavus

"The most terrifying things in the desert were the men. Of this, Keith had no doubt.

Until Keith found him."

Personal Notes: Ahhhhhh! Definitely one of my favorites (its reeeeeeally up there in my top 5). I love how whimsical it is and how it really dives right into the culture portrayed in the story. The backstories and the plot is well thought out and I can say that its definitely one of the must read fics in the Sheith community.

•Not even death do us part by Destinee Zara (LadyDestineeZara)

"Dealing with spirits wasn't something new to Hunk. It was his job after all. He might not like it so much sometimes (ok, a lot of times), but he was used to it. However, this case was different from all others before. There was something off with the fire that destroyed that old asylum.

Who started it? Why?

Who was the spirit that stayed behind?

Hunk was determined to get at the bottom of it.

(A Sheith ghost love story.)"

Personal Notes: I love, love, loved this story! Another one of the stories that make you feel something along the lines of "it hurts so good". The Sheith here is rather bittersweet but totally worth the read.

•Punishment by Association by Pilindiel

"He should have listened to that coiling in his stomach, to that heavy weight in his bones, and he hears the fight over the comms before he sees it.

Shiro hates being right.

Keith's breathing is harsh and sharp over the electric buzz in Shiro's ears, but his voice is so dangerously low it sends a chill down his spine.

Or maybe it's just the name that tumbles past Keith's lips that makes his blood freeze in his veins.

“Zarkon.”

Prompt: Something with Keith being healed by quintessence"

Personal Notes: Shiro's character is well written here and it paints him as someone who's not just Voltron's leader. Also, whump Keith... what more can you ask for?

♡♡♡ Welp, this got out of hand but I had so much fun making this! I didn't expect that but I did! I actually wouldn't mind making another, lmao. Hope you guys will have fun reading these, I know I had. ♡♡♡

#sheith #sheithparticipationweek #day 2 #fic recs #keith #shiro #vld #we have such amazing writters in this community #keith kogane #shirogane takashi #long post #aether stuff

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