#Kill him? He wished they would

[backpackingspace]

If a sith obi wan au isn't either meticulous planned out tactics with the most drama possible or obi wan making zero effort to change or hide his behavior while popping in yellow contacts I don't want it

#Star wars #Obi wan kenobi #sith obi wan #Sith au #Listen man's brilliant and insanely competent #So he would absolutely remake the galaxy as he pleases but just the most ridiculous plans #You thought jedi obi wan with his 20 step plan was something #Sith obi wans plans have 50 that you know of which means there's 400 steps behind the scenes #Sith obi wan flirting with the jedi #With mace windu #Or sith au where he's still a jedi #Still helping people #And making zero effort to hide this besides the yellow contacts and going no no I'm definitely a sith #Definitely using the dark side no I did no rescue the child you were planning on murdering #What do you mean they're behind me you hallucinating #He is of course viciously tortured for this #But like what are they going to do ? More torture? Kill his entire family? #They've already done that #Kill him? He wished they would #*for clarification bc I'm remembering obi wan has zero plans ever in Canon I headcanon that he does have many many convoluted plans #It's just that each and every step fails spectacularly and in most cases would have worked if it had been less involved

[luriuan]

Love how Sokka spent an entire 2 episodes hating on Aang, then immediately became his older brother in the third.

#Sokka loves him so much #I’m never getting over them #they’re my kids #my babies. #you just know Sokka feels so much love looking at Aang #he’s just had at emotions #I wish we got more Sokka and Aang hugs #his baby brother :( #atla #avatar the last airbender #Sokka #atla aang #aang #aang&sokka #sokka atla #atla sokka #the brothers ever #Sokka would and has killed people for aangs safety

[dollypopup]

I can't stop thinking about Colin on his travels. Colin, alone, on a journey to 17 different cities, across several countries. Colin on his own.

Colin who writes letter after letter, to his family, to his friends, and barely gets a response back. How long before he understands that they didn't get lost in the mail? How long until he realizes that, just like when he was a boy, no one has the time for him? The space for him? How many letters unanswered before he lets it finally take root and fester in his mind?

He could have died on that tour.

Would they even notice? Would they see when the letters slow until they cease? Would they wonder why? His mum, surely (maybe, possibly, but she has enough on her hands, besides, and he's never been a concern, in need of her assistance, before), but anyone else? Anthony on his honeymoon, Eloise a stormcloud personified, Benedict taking on the familial responsibilities, Fran preparing for the marriage mart and in Bath, regardless. Daphne, his closest sister, a mum running her own estate.

Greg and Hyacinth who enjoy his stories, but are children.

Pen who ignores him. No explanation, no goodbye.

Colin who has no one in his corner. Colin who travels city to city, putting on personas. Will they like me? What about now? Colin who has hardly anything to read from the people he loves. Who do not think of him.

And yet he thinks of them. Brings them back gifts, writes his recollections for them until it hits him that, oh, they don't care. They don't care what he's doing, how he's doing. They didn't want to hear it before, when he was there with them, and they do not want to hear it now, either. Did they even open those envelopes? Did they see them come through the post, just as proof he's alive, and shrug off the contents? Did they look? Once, Colin sends an empty page. No one notices. Easier, then, to send just the outsides. People only ever care about the outsides. Pretty and prim in neat packages, uncaring of what lies beneath. Sea sick on the rocking boats, staring up at stars on the continent, Colin grows aware, but not bitter. Sad, but resigned.

He loves his family, he loves Pen, loves them to grace, loves them to it's okay. It was him, he determines. Too chatty, his letters too long, uninteresting, his passions dull or droll, or else, worse, he's displeased them in some way. Colin who takes refuge in stranger's arms and homes, who dreams and tries to sate his curiosity. Colin who pretends, because anyone, anyone but him would be received better, he's sure of it. Colin who must talk too much, surely, and with no one to listen. Colin who learns to hush.

Yes. Remarkable- as in, I have many remarks about it.

How many times did he go to excitedly write of what he did that week, and stopped himself, knowing it was a waste? How many times did he write and throw into the fire a letter asking Why don't you see me? Why don't you care?

If he didn't make it, how long would it take for anyone to notice? A month? Two? A year? Would they wave it off as his frivolity, denounce him as a flake and fume about the funds? Would they wonder where it was he had lost himself off at?

He cannot fall into that, so, he writes in his journal, instead. Of the ache of it, of how he longs for connection, for understanding, for someone to take him seriously. He keeps it with him, this log of his discontent, of his folly and felicity, of his pitfalls and pains.

If he didn't make it, would they realize all that's left of him is what he sent them, not even a body to bury? Did he look over the side of a bow of a boat and look at the churn of the ocean and think of how many bones it held? Did he tip his face to the sun? How many new scars did he earn? Who did he befriend?

Who did he become?

Somewhere along the line, Colin learned. He learned the real him wasn't wanted.

Somewhere along the line, somewhere between Patmos and Paris, Colin left Colin behind.

And, somewhere along the line, Colin laid face to face with loneliness in his bed, and it wrapped its arms around him.

#colin bridgerton #bridgerton #polin #say what you will- i understand why pen did it- but i still think ghosting your friend with no explanation #when he's off on a journey he could very well die on. . .not great #and what the fuck else was his family doing that they couldn't respond to his letters? they are aristocrats living in an off season #in the country- write a letter back to your son/brother who could perish in a land where no one knows him #idk i think about this a lot like colin was just. . .so uncared for and so unseen #he went off on travels to Europe in the early 1800s #anything could have killed him #and eloise last told him his letters slogged on and on and if he liked it so much he should have stayed #in an ideal world when colin said he apologized for what he said pen would ALSO apologize for not telling him sooner #i don't think she realizes just how lonely colin actually is #just how unseen he is #she thinks like so many others think that he's a popular man and oh so well regarded #that colin isn't real #colin isn't listened to- i wish more people would have empathy for him about that

[elysse-does-things]

i think i have a type…

#dead plate #rody dead plate #please #hes so silly #and pretty #and precious #and sweet #i love him #it’s becoming a problem #video games #he would treat me right #i know it #wish I were manon #I’ll take her spot #if it meant getting killed by Vincent I’d still do it

[theaxolotlkween]

Silly little comic I made.

#the burnt lettuce part is probably true tbh #van kleiss just seems like the kind of guy who would smell like burnt lettuce #even after he’s no longer literal dirt just figurative dirt #rex actually does regrow limbs he’s like a freaky little mechanical axolotl boy #i wish we’d gotten to see what rex regrowing a limb actually looks like in the show and not just in the comic #it probably would’ve looked really cool and i want to see it #van kleiss probably learned that rex could regrow limbs by nefarious means and rex probably doesn’t remember it #which is probably for the best that man has traumatised him enough #i honestly didn’t mean to have van kleiss deciding to be a dick by giving an answer to noah and not rex #but i didn’t want to just have him stand there in the background because that’s boring #and it somehow fits the pettiness of who he gives information to willingly because it’s not rex and it almost never is #every time i watch the show noah and rex become even more boyfriends to me #also i think noah deserves to get in a dig at vk every once in awhile #like van kleiss did almost have him killed and he had to see van kleiss stabbing rex in the first episode #and van kleiss turned him into an evo once so like #yeah he should get to roast him sometimes #sarcastic unhinged trans noah my beloved #generator rex #generator rex fanart #genrex #genrex fanart #rex salazar #noah nixon #van kleiss #noex #theaxolotlart

[jazzzzzzhands]

Inktober 2023 Yr 8. Day 1: Dream

I had a dream when I began working on the Playfellow Exhibition. Wally Darling was sitting at the foot of my bed with a rotary phone in front of him, ringing away. It looked just like the little toy phone we were restoring for the exhibit. It kept ringing. Wally stared at me like he was waiting for me to pick up the phone. Just staring, unblinking. The phone ringing and ringing. I couldn't move. I couldn't figure out how to move and pick up the phone. He kept waiting. I couldn't pick up the phone.

#inktober #inktober2023 #wally darling #whps #welcome home #welcome home wally #jazzart #jazzink #oooh and it starts #only 30 more days to go #wish my poor poor hands good luck please #this was killing me #oh he is so lovely isnt he!!! #his gaze is enchanting!! <333 #be so polite and answer the phone!!! #this would be a nightmare for me bc if i couldnt answer... #i would cry cause i thought i let him down ;w; #oh! #tw scopophobia #for politeness

[hualianisms]

There's sometimes a misconception that Feng Xin is totally subservient to Xie Lian or afraid to say no to XL but FX often scolds/nags XL and has on multiple occasions told him to do or not do something.

FX has his own convictions and mind of his own too. He trusts XL's judgment on major decisions, following XL's call for serious matters, but imo it's not subservience, but rather loyalty borne out of a firm belief and conviction in XL's moral compass. FX's loyalty is bc of FX's own righteous principles and own moral code too.

In bk 4 FX argued with XL and questioned XL's decisions, and was even openly angry at XL, like when XL almost killed a commoner just for disrespecting XL and called the commoner a derogatory term. FX was angry at XL and yelled at XL for that bc FX has his own strong moral code that includes not harming innocents or doing unscrupulous things. He's not just blindly loyal. He has his own convictions too.

And he's certainly not a people pleaser or someone who follows rules to the letter. It's considered rude and unbecoming for heavenly officials to be too vulgar in the heavenly court, yet FX cusses openly all the time without a care. Would a people pleaser who was scared of breaking the smallest rule do that? FX is simply not someone who is afraid of saying no.

#feng xin #idk i just wish ppl would recognize fx is not just blindly loyal #like some ppl call fx cowardly and said he was too scared to say no to xl #which is not true?? we see him disagreeing with xl lots of times #xl tried to kill a commoner just for disrespecting him! #ugh idk like. from fx's pov bk 4 xl was totally different totally not xl anymore #fx was ofc angry #thats the context for why he fought with xl and then walked out that door #but also xl literally basically told fx to leave #fx thought he wasnt wanted anymore #idk im too groggy to articulate well rn but. i just wanted to say fx has a mind of his own #they say he abandoned xl and but when you try to tell them xl literally told him to leave #then they say hes a coward who was too scared to say no to xl and just blindly followed xls every order... #sorry the comic relief loyal dog character is nuanced and righteous and complex. to me. #mp: tgcf #my meta #i guess ish

[aprito]

sos month day 16: like fire / like water wanted to redraw something from 2015 and remembered how badly i wanted to replay the game this is based on. tldr battle ninja island everyone is alive and cant die for some reason. platonic extremely jaded old man sewercidal sasori x zero nerve no respect for male authority figures teenage brat sakura is too good to pass up. dial that shit up to 200%. basically the worst month ever for the both of them

#my art #sos month #sasosaku month #sakura haruno #sasori #akasuna no sasori #this is my fav canon dynamic #it is criminally underrated #put canon sasori in a room with actual children that he cant kill and he has the worst day of his life #even if he believes he can shape them #wish we would see more of it outside of against all odds by koobabear <3 #they are a good team AGAINST ALL ODDS #i had smth different lined up but then changed my mind hence this being last minute #are they friends we dont know #are they even getting along. we dont know #also yes my canon sasori version looks like that. im looking at him like who is this </3 #sakura hoping to meet chiyo on this island so bad. t7 abandoned her on day 1 </3 tsunade and shizune too busy running the tournament #'where is deidara' he is free. he is having a good time

[good-wine-and-cheese]

This started with piano tenma and then something happened and they're a lounge duo now

#astro boy #tetsuwan atom #umataro tenma #hiroshi ochanomizu #my art #hirouma #something something the intimacy between singer and pianist...idk I just like the vibes #anyway ochan in a backless dress was the highlight of drawing this honestly hes so cuteee #I was going to drape ochan ON the piano but that was killing me and this is cuter #sort of wish I hadn't committed to tenma's cravat early on tho because I think him in a bowtie would be cute matchy matchy...

[starsailores]

it even happened twice

#doing my pre-threads reread which means the adsom shitposting is back in full force #i never really thought much about the time lila smacked him on the head with a metal pipe. but it is on my mind now #and i am wondering if he let her do it to spare kell. i am fond of the interpretation that he fought against orders and tried to kill him #to spare him enslavement at the dane's hands. because as much as he dislikes kell he would not wish that on anyone #but knowing his disdain for killing. perhaps he let her knock him out so he would not have to. and kell could be spared #he probably did not expect to be tied to the floor in chains and left in the streets of grey london though. hence how pissed off he was #and then kell impales him but it is confirmed that he let it happen that time so i have less to say about it. my poor man. #adsom #shades of magic #a darker shade of magic #holland vosijk

[mikakuna]

the way people care more about jason fighting tim than like any other rogue fighting tim during his robin run is...!

"they're brothers! jason is so horrible to attack his little brother."

aside from the obvious twinkification of tim, stop pushing the family narrative on two people who did not see each other as siblings at that moment.

#and also stop seeing tim as a 5 year old #jason fought him to prove a point #sometimes i wish he really did some serious damage to tim just so you guys would have something reasonable to complain about #gosh a 16-17yr old crime fighter who fights people like bane for a living definitely has trauma from a guy two years older than him #fighting him #yes jason todd the kid who was murdered for being robin would definitely go out and kill the next kid who is robin #because yessss his whole point is that he's jealous of the next robin and therefore needs to harm him worse than the joker harmed jason #like please i'm so tired of this discourse #why the fuck would jason- the child murder victim who died as robin and bc of batman taking on a child soldier- want to kill the next robin #you'd think the narrative that jason tried to kill tim would only be in like some fics #but nope! it's in every goddamn batfam fic i've ever read to this day #not even exaggerating #anti tim drake #anti batfam #jason todd #red hood #batman #dc

[n0blefl0wer]

Rip regulus. You would have loved Little Women (2019)

#he’s an Amy girlie #‘I wish to be great or nothing’ would have KILLED him #marauders #marauders era #dead gay wizards #jegulus #regulus black #sirius black #wolfstar #noble and most ancient house of black #the black brothers

[hellyeahsickaf]

Having grown up with pretty severe undiagnosed ADHD one of my core memories will always be the teacher in 6th grade that would go out of his way to humiliate students that weren't reading enough. Idk how common this was but we had AR points. Essentially a system where if you read a book you could take a quiz on it and get points if you passed, with each book being worth a different amount of points. A very short book might be 3 points, a book the size of Harry Potter might be worth 40-70. You get it

I was actually good at literacy, I had the highest literacy score in that class. But audiobooks weren't really much of a thing yet and sitting down to read a book was virtually impossible, it's something I still struggle with and thought I was stupid for. I knew how to read and was great at it, even liked the material, but physically sitting down and reading a book was close to impossible. There were kids with hundreds of AR points and I had idk, probably less than 25.

And every few weeks this asshole would have all of us line up from most points to least. He'd go through, first hyping up the front of the line saying how impressed he was. He'd tell the next few they were doing well, to keep it up. Further down tell them to pick up the pace, but god help you if you were within the last 6 or so (some of them had the same issue as me, VERY likely also something undiagnosed)

He'd spend most of this time on those last few students. Berating these 11 year olds individually and intentionally humiliating them, telling them how there are 7 year olds who read more than us. He'd say we had no future, at least nothing better than minimum wage at McDonald's. That or we'd be on the streets. He was the type to bully neurodivergent kids every chance he got and boy that was damaging.

Wasn't the first or last teacher of mine to bully and shame kids and other teachers knew he did this so they'd send them to our classroom. He'd sometimes take an entire hour (I'd counted) out of our class time just humiliating this kid or few kids sent in for things like not doing their work or causing disruptions. He'd sometimes put their sloppy unfinished work or something on the projector and make fun of it. If the kid started crying he'd tell them to suck it up or call them names. And he was actually really well liked by the students, just the ones he wasn't an abusive motherfucker to

#disability #actually disabled #adhd #actually neurodivergent #adhd brain #actually autistic #autism #autistic #actually adhd #ableism #i wish mr. Q a very kill yourself #you know the teacher that would pick a select few nd kids to target the whole year #yup that was him. fucked up part is i wasn't even in those few #just got called out when we'd line up but this one girl like #ok i don't like to armchair dx but that was an adhd kid if i ever met one #chatty with volume control issues. inattentive. couldn't organize. always got yelled at to #stop bouncing her leg or fidgeting. struggled to sit still #and boy did he target her #hope she's doing alright

[anonymous-gambito]

Nimona: "I heard you're also queer, neurodivergent and evil so I've decided to keep you"

Ballister: "How did you get inside my house???"

#nimona #nimona graphic novel #nimona movie #nimona comic #nimona film #ballister blackheart #ballister boldheart #one thing I love about this fandom is that it forces me to type out neu-ro-di-ver-gent so I avoid confusion #... #I'm not actually sure how syllables work in english #Nimona later: ''turns out he's not really evil‚ our respective neurodivergencies cause us to butt heads more often than not–'' #Nimona: ''And I kinda wish he'd stop being gay for that piece of shit goldenloin and find a better man'' #Nimona: ''...'' #Nimona: ''I would die and kill for him''

[springlock-suits]

Au where Mike fucking died in that hallway and they made him possess the empty dog animatronic

#'mike wont let us take abby' 'we kill mike so he wont get in the way' 'abby wont play with us if we kill her brother' #'then we put him in an animatronic. then he cant stop us and abby can still have her brother' #'that sounds like a good plan with no flaws whatsoever lets do that' #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #i miss back when we would make aus n stories where the nightguard becomes an animatronic lets go back to that #theyre literally was a dog animatronic btw i dont have pictures but at first i thought it was bonnie #until i realized the red bow was like. a dog bone an a red ribbon #soo tempted to start drawing mike n abby as animatronics. the only thing stopping me is tired and lack of references #the doll animatronic in the movie reminded me of the doll animatronic charlie had in her closet in the novel series #and i know theres some doll on one of the frights covers too does anyone know anything abt that one? it looked like the animatronic as well #v nice to see a non sl human style animatronic. nice to know what those'd look like #actually makes a ton of sense to be a doll since freddy and gang are plushies #mike schmidt #abby schmidt #i wish we know what the feddy head saw trap was for tho #five nights at freddy's movie #five nights at freddy's movie spoilers #fnaf au

[killjoy-prince]

A kiss from Death

#prince's art tag #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #p3 #p3r #persona 3 spoilers #persona 3 reload spoilers #p3r spoilers #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #persona 3 ryoji #minato arisato #makoto yuki #persona 3 protagonist #I have many feelings about the added Ryoji content one of them being: #THEY SHOULD OF KISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #LIKE IF THEY COULDNT DO IT ON 12/1 THEN THEY SHOULD OF ON 12/31 #like with this piece he does it when you choose to kill him but regardless of your choice I think he should of done it #im glad they added in his love for the protag regardless of gender that was brought up in the femc route in portable but AAAAAAAA #i know whyyyyy but they should of let it happen like dklsghdslg #sorry. when i played 12/1 in reload i lost my shit #and this image that i drew would not leave my mind especially when i got to 12/31 #so something i wanna point out: in reload if you choose to kill him the protag wields the evoker with his right hand #BUT in other versions he wields it with his left #I chose to go with the left here one bc you can't see his right eye well bc of his hair #but two theres something there like all game he uses his right hand but to take out death he uses his left #idk i think its neat and i wish they kept it but i guess they changed it bc he never uses his left hand otherwise #also tried a textured layered rendering style. it takes so long to do but i tend to like layering the colors on sooooo there we are #idk if ill remember how to do this next time i draw tho lolol