#LIKE HELP WHYYYYYY

[taegularities]

mmh...

#y'all am i broken or smth pls guide me through this #why do i find it so hard to have crushes or date or meet someone new #like i instantly panic when someone gives any hints or someone close to me talks about 'knowing' #someone #like my mom told me about a guy she/her friend knows and asked me if id like to meet him #and nothing about him seems wrong but my mind just instantly goes 🚨🚨🚨 like WHY #like i feel it in my throat #also i do not like those 100 rituals that desi parents fall into the moment their kid tells them they like someone #that whole tumult around it and the 'NOW Y'ALL GOTTA MARRY' bs #but it's not just that i rlly dunno what it is about meeting ppl or relationships like i just wanna be alone and #write my shit and live my life yk #but also i want love #LIKE HELP WHYYYYYY #actually i honestly feel like ive written too many stories about romance and ruined reality for myself LOL #but yeah idk.. this makes me anxious but maybe ill still meet him #bc you never know #yk

[3cosmicfrogs]

i am. loosing my mind about this fucking drawing like fuck. i am fighting the esen sun symbolism and esen is winning.

#help #im so bad at backgrounds whyyyyyy #esen sun symbolism odyssey #should i just scrap the whole thing? no matter what i do with it it ends up looking like garbage #idk gah #rant

[maliciousalice]

#whyyyyyy #you made me drop my nuggies kate wtf help #mommy sorry mommy sorry mommy sorry #this movie is pretty rancid but there are some cute qualities about it (KATE!!!!!) #id seen a few gifs on here from this movie but there should be more cos there are some scenes where she looks so kawaii desu #if she looked at me like that i would actually be sent to the shadowrealm

[reapette]

… uhm what?

#i’m trying so hard to like this timeline but I can’t help but go ‘whyyyyyy??????’ sometimes #dollar store Raiden has even kinda grown on me 😂 #at least the original Raiden & Fujin will forever live rent free in my head 😭 #reapette rambles #mk1 spoilers #mortal kombat 1 remake spoilers #mortal kombat 1 spoilers

[halfelven]

my mother is like ‘oh how did your cousin get such an amazing job in communications?! could it be that her mother is a leading professor in communications? 🤔🤔🤔’

idk mom could be… 🤨

#she’s like wow mentoring and connections really help people #i’m like whyyyyyy did it take you this long to figure that out??? 😭😭😭 #sorry i was homeschooled and met no one #so i had zero connections #and didn’t know how the world worked #but that’s literally /your/ fault #txt #personali #😭😭😭

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

how do I explain to my mother, who has said "you girls should fill your heads with music that's more God honoring" upon hearing us listening to Paramore together, that there's probably a hecking good reason my little sister's favorite song right now is Caught In The Middle bc she's, yknow, GROWING UP AND HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE CRAP THAT COMES WITH THAT LIKE, YKNOW, EVERYBODY HAS TO, and that it's hecking fine to feel through that crap and it doesn't mean that we aren't honoring God or that we're filling our heads with sinful things

#like mama respectfully what the heck #to be fair our mom listens to basically nothing but worship music and she also straight up doesn't understand catharsis #please just let the middle schooler vibe I know it would have helped me when I was her age if I'd had the opportunity #to listen to music like that!! like come onnnnnnn you were the one who made sure to tell us that just bc you don't #listen to much secular music that it's alright if we do so WHYYYYYY are you making an issue of it!!!!! mom please!!!!! #how do I explain the concept of catharsis to someone who's apparently never experienced it the way we do #Lu rambles #music

[ghostzzy]

thoughts are spiky today 😔

#everywhere i turn there is an anxiety ready to prick me #i can feel the escapism bug gnawing at my brain stem #girl help. i know it’s still my meds and my hormones and my general life circumstances but like. whyyyyyy. 😔 #izzy.txt

[solargrove]

my birthday is in three days.... becoming 24 just doesn't sound real to me so i will choose to ignore it ಥ_ಥ

#dl #ren ramblings #WHYYYYYY #thats officially like. mid twenties territory. #that sounds so repulsive to me i think i would rather not #😭😭😭 #send help

[yoimiya-supremacy]

dysautomnia+adhd is only remembering to take care of yourself at your worst times and waking up knowing you need to shower like you have to shower and physically not being able to perform activities until you have done the shower but you cannot physically shower as you will most likely pass out or have a migraine so sitting at the couch doing the hand flicky and the stretchy (safe stretchy) and drinking water and eating chips until you can safely assume you will not do the faint 4 minutes into a shower…helppppp…

#whyyyyyy must life be so hard like fr fr whyyy #moping #oh wait no knights don’t mope #we brood #I’m brooding #4 cups of water later I’m not okay #but I am better #so that’s something #I don’t feel disabled until I feel disabled and then I’m like holy crap I am…disabled oh dear #pots syndrome #helpppppp #HEELPPPPPP #even sitting im too light headed what #at my inability to stand up currently #dysautomnia #orthostatic hypotension #orthostatic intolerance #adhd struggles #pls help #I just wanna be able to like…do smth today maybe? #also yeah I refuse to use the bathtub. that’s nasty. I legit will never take a bath I feel like a cat I willnt ever the bath blergh

[bluberimufim]

My nemesis, college, has kept me from writing the ending of DoS when I am literally one scene away so, out of spite, here's a snippet of the thing (derogatory) I have to write for my history of contemporary architecture class:

Colour is an often neglected theme, but one that is undoubtedly necessary in architecture. It is intrinsically linked to the expression of a work, being, sometimes, a recognizable characteristic of a style or language of architecture (some obvious examples would be the modernist architects and their use of white or the great presence of gold in many Baroque works). It is a theme from which it is impossible to escape, even if one does not make the active choice of painting (as an example, Giorgio Grassi said to have only chosen materials which already had a colour of their own, like brick, to rid himself of the decision) - all materials have colours and textures that will, inevitably, affect the reading of an architecture project. Fernando Távora was an architect of great influence in the realm of portuguese architecture, in regards to his writings and his built projects as well. His work is marked by the search for an architecture capable of combining the best aspects of modern and traditional in a new style adequate to his ideals. Much of this search involved the use of different materials and, of course, colour. Colour, on its own, means very little. What matters is the context in which it is found: the placement, the language, the material. For example: the residential neighbourhood of Ramalde, the convent of Santa Marinha, and the tennis pavilion in Quinta da Conceição all utilize white stucco on their exterior, but it would be erroneous to claim that this colour should be read the same way in these three works - something which, of course, will be explored in the present essay.

Fuck u. I wanna write about my two codependent besties having a terrible time in a fantasy land. And you force me to write about a guy I barely care about. Why u gotta make me do this?

#do not percieve this btw #i am just complaining out loud. i enjoy complaining. #I WANT TO WRITE GODDAMMIT #AND i need to find pictures for this shit #and make an index #i hate academic writing #it's boring to write most of the time and i don't recognize my own writing voice #there's no room for the fancy writingsssss whyyyyyy #i'm exaggerating: Fernando Távora isn't even that bad #i don't hate him #i just hate the concept of work #i don't even like the theme of this essayyyyyy #but my classmate took the one i wanted and now here tf we areeee #technically not writing #college stuff #ramblies #architectural ramblings #might as well get a tag for that in advance. for when i feel like complaining about college. #also the translation helped me re-read so yipee i guess

[gotyouanyway]

and like rly i'm having a lot of confusing stressful thoughts about Ability as a concept like in relation to myself even though there's no real need for me to be thinking about it let alone stressing about it it's just the kind of thing that starts popping into your head when you're hobbling down the sidewalk wondering how often it's gonna be like this 🧍🏼

#the worst part is nobody can answer these questions for me!! #like i'm BARELY functional to begin with bc of autism and now the return of the big bad mood disorder how much more does it take before #i finally admit to myself maybe.... maybe what?? i'm not the most abled person ever? but i'm not disabled either like.. i don't think.. idk #but WHYYYYYY do i care about labels like that how does it help me at all to call myself one thing or another anyway??????? #why do i care so much?? who cares?? am i even allowed to think about this??? AAAAAAAAAHHHH #p

[iamsofuckinggay]

Do you people ever just think the most random thing ever and then It Just stays in your head for like a week for no reason

Like once my mind just said

"stab them toes."

WITH NO CONTENT

AND I WONT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT

WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEANDRDLTFTUK

#stab them toes #help i have brain rot #why brain #but like really #why am i like this #WHYYYYYY

[rapidhighway]

How do I get rid of this piece of shiiiiiiit

#TOT HELP ME #ps2 freezes on this when i put the disc in and thats that #i even have my tv on pal n shit #:') #I've never hd this problem with other games whyyyyyy #other games means one other game i played on this which was gta san andreas but still #feeling like a dumbass but no button works its just like this forever until i take the disc out and restart the ps2 #fuck my stupid baka life #i did so much googling and looks like no one has ever had this problem in the history of the internet

[kuiinncedes]

asgkjdfghk

#bro whyyyyyy did i offer this guy my number if he needed more help on projects for this class #and whyyyyyyyyyyyy did i say yes to helping him today lmfao TT #i told my friends and not the first thing they said being like omg like insinuating relationship or whatever and im like bro wtf #and then i just realized that might be a possibility that i didn't think of bc i was just being #too nice for some reason why did i offer him more help beyond the one time he happend to be at my friend's place when i was too #ajsdkfngslfdgwfdkf lmfao bro #i just fucking zoomed w him and he was like if u wanna get smth to eat or smth bc u helped me so much w the project and i was like #AHHHHHHH FUCK NOOOOOOOO WHY DID THIS HAPPEN #lmfao rip #next time im just gonna say im busy as fuck #bc im busy as fuck 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 idk why i even said yes today #i saw his text and my first thought was no i have way too much other shit to do #why didn't i just say that #but i felt bad lmfao but then that goes back to WHY DID I OFFER HIM MY NUMBER AND MORE HELP IN THE FIRST PLACE LMAO #goddammit i think it was bc i needed so much help in this class that he's taking so #bro when i offered him my number to lmk if he needed any help tho like #was that a fucking like possible relationship things kinda move wtf TT #🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 lolllll my fucking clueless i think aroace asssssss #anyway imma forget abt this man and listen to my music and do so many readings for tmrw :'') #jeanne talks

[thegoobiedoober]

Reasons I Don't Like The Narrator:

Every time I have heard a disembodied voice talk to me, it never meant anything good.

I don't like being yelled at

I got myself too into the role of Stanley that I felt every single punch thrown at me by the Narrator. Fuck you, I'm just trying my best

It's really easy to go through certain endings and think that the Narrator is an asshole.

D̷̢̤̰̋͐͛̆͊̈́̋͊̅̋ ̷̡̧̧̗̳͕̮͓̣̖͎̝̟̓ͅǬ̶̲̀̚ ̴̰̯̣͛̈̀̋͑͛͑͌̋͌̀͊̕̚͝N̶̦̫̈́͂͌̀͛ ̷̡̝̞̹̮͓̫̖̬̬̄͜'̵̧̰̥̼̆̿̊͌̒́́͒̎͜ ̸̧̹͎̼̼̜̗̩̝̼͍̹̐̓̊̀̆́̿́̓̒̊̽͘͝Ţ̸̝͚̎̓̀̀̐͝ ̶̟̦̫̺̹͍̋ ̵̰̱̺͇̼̺̲͉̙̈̄̄ ̶̢̞͇̲̻̉ͅT̵̛̠͍̟̾̈̽͗̈́̎͘̚ ̸̯͕̥̙͖̠̹̹̟̞̟̌̽̇̊̇̊̎̌̀̐͊͝Ŗ̶͎͓̈͊̂̄̐͂̀̅̐͘ ̶̧̡͔͎̬͖͗̂̋̑̐̏͛̋̉̏̾̚͝U̴̡̡̮̦͇͚̙͉̖̠̱͔̦͘ ̵͉̖͎̱̞̣̯͚͙̠̽̔͛͆̽̍̐̒̄̇͗S̸̘̻̼̤̮͈̤̩̣̻̏̂̈́̓ ̶̨̯͙̗̬̗͚̜͖͇̊̈́͂́͐͠T̸̹̥̠͇̱̔̉͂͝ ̷̨̡̦̪̩̣͕̭̳̲̥͖̲̐͗͌̂̆̐̌̋̓ ̸̡̝͍͇͉͆͜ͅ ̴̨̛̘̲͉͇̝̠̈̌̀̃͗̋̆̉̕͘ͅŢ̵̛̰͈̘͔͓̻̊͗̍̋̉̀̽̑̇͋́͠ ̷̠̲͇̺͇͉̓Ḣ̷̯ ̷̢̢̛̖̬̘̘͍̹̪͉̬̹̪̓̓́͋̏͋͆͆͗̽̇́͠ͅͅE̴͎̜̳͖͇̲̠̎̓͘ ̴̢̧̣̰͚͉̞̦̳͍͍̫̀͆͊̒͊͂̈́̌͌̊͠ ̷͉̼̣̖͈̜̳͎̬̗̺̥̖̞͛͐̿͝ ̴̛̬͖͇͇̩̅̈̍͗̋̊̋̎̚͠͝D̸͎̬͈̫̳̺͔̰̝̱̩̯̄̊͒̀͜͝ ̵̢̨̱͉̪̖̰̮͚̗͇̭̉̈͑͘͜͝I̵͇̹̭̗̓̑͗̄͒̌̑̏̓̈̕͝ ̷̧̛̖̤̮͈͙́̉̃̿̿̒S̷̛̺͉̣͓͈̱̰͍͛͌͑ ̷̥̎̆Ę̶̻̳͍͔̬̺͑͛̇̒̚͝ ̴̢̛̝̞̠̥̗̦̝̘̦̩͋͛͛̌̉̌M̶̞̠͍̯̟̘̭̟̼͙̯͇͈͖̃̃ ̸̯̤̟̬̈̑́̄̚͠B̶̨̨̼͕̦̬̈̚ ̸̛̘͔̺̙̈̅͛͊͗̍͂̀̓̊̃̇̚͝Ơ̴̅̋̚͜͜ ̶̢̻̐̃̐̍͊͘͘͠D̴̬̻̰̫̜̫̠̣̻͖͉̈̈́̀̋̃̈́̀̑̀̂̆̆͝͠ͅ ̵̨͙̫̮̰͎̹͍̠͚̤̠̈́͗́̑̀̏̿̃̏̄ͅỈ̶̠̖̬̩̖̭͒́̌̌̾̎͐͐͗͊̚ ̴̡͖̝̜̟̥͓̘̩̹̬̫͔̩̾̀̈́̚Ě̸͈̻̣̮͔͈̳̔̿̒̏̑̂̓̒̀̽͘͜ ̴̧̨̫͎͕̝̹͍̥̞̼̼̠͍̼͑̽̌̀͛̍͛̆́̓͋̕͘D̶̯̊͊̇̽̎ ̵̭͉̠̻̬̅ͅ ̷̘̤̻̹͓͔̼̱̮̜̌̓ ̶̧̡̢͉͉̫̮̤̖̐͝Ṿ̴̢̢̩̭͈͖̯̥̺͓͓͐͆͋̉͝ ̴̢͙͇͚̲̰͖̝̩̪͇͓̺̱̌̊̊̃̊́̆́̉͂̈͊̕͠ͅǪ̴̦̼̝̺̲̃̎̒̕ ̷̠̱͚́̿̿͒̄͗͆̂̓̈́̀̓͐̽Ị̵̧̬̭̜̘͔͇̣̙͈͐̋́͒̚ ̵̪̜̰̟̥̦͇͈̓͒̄̋̇̏̿͊͊̐͋̕͝͠͝Č̴̞́̈́͊́̓̀̈́̐̈͘͘̚ ̵̪̗͇̺̓͛̈̓̂͋Ẽ̷̫͓̗̝͚̰̬̭̹̐̍̂̂̔̿́̆̚ͅ

I just want to make my own choices, man.

Literally Mr. Divorce

He made me Feel things

He tried to pull a GLaDOS with the Bucket and then proceeded make me feel bad for not destroying my good friend like I regretfully did the Companion Cube (still salty about it)

I have trust issues, and The Narrator was giving off Bad Vibes™

I'd like to blame my most recent mini-spiral into the abyss on him because of the Existential stuffs and getting me to ponder whether or not my choices had any meaning. A friend pulled me out of there before it got really bad, but I'm lucky enough to not have gone too far down

Reasons The Narrator is Ok

He's a writer and an artist who spends a lot of time in his head

His voice reminds me of Stephen Fry

His sarcasm is sometimes fun

Contradicting certain things said in certain endings and routes, he has some moments where I think he may be a friend. The Narrator does have some endearing traits

Divorced, but Still Friends vibes

I could sometimes call him a "Poor Little Meow Meow" based on This

#TSP #tsp #tsp narrator #salt #aaaaargh #i am upset #i am so sorry #i am in misery #why am i like this #why is he like this #i fucking hate this #i hate everything #whyyyyyy #the stanley parable #help

[a-random-weeb]

IM FUCKING SICK

I am so angry right now, we have tomorrow off for some reason (apparently I feel asleep when they explained why) and as soon as the weekend starts I GET SICK!! I CANT EVEN ENJOY MY GODDAMN WEEKEND!! and it's not even just a light cold, me have bad sick!!!!! I feel like killing someone AHHHHHHHHHH! Imma die alone, I hate this. Yes, this unfortunately means I might not be able to write as much, but I promise I'll start writing and catching up 😭 I feel better I haven't been posting as much even though no one probably cares BUT STILLLLLL

Like, I can't even stand, it's hard to walk, my nose is a fucking waterfall at this point, and why do I get so damn angry while I'm sick?!

#Sick #sickness #i feel sick #Me are sick #i hate my liiiiife #i'm dying #i'm dyin here #send help #help 😭 #😭 #like 😭😭😭 #i just 😭😭😭😭 #please 😭 #I'm actually so fucking sick #i am sickkkk whyyyyyy #le sick #BSD #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs