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#Little!JohnB
agerefandoms · 1 year
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A Bad Day
Little!JJ, Little!JohnB
Babysitter!John B, Babysitter!JJ
(Fic. Word count:1,247)
CW: involuntary regression, burn out
Plot: John B discovers a whole new side to himself while caring for a certain little
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John B was frantically running around the house, picking up random things before putting them back down and running off again. And all the while, incessant screaming and crying could be heard from the spare bedroom. (35)
"I know bubba. I know. I'm looking for Sean now!" He yelled back as soothingly as possible.
See, this has become something of a normal routine. Everytime JJ felt himself starting to slip ( which was at least once a week), he would get himself to John B's house and he would take care of him.
The only problem? JJ is not what you would call an easy child, as shown by the fact that he was once again throwing a tantrum after he lost his stuffed shark, Sean.
After almost 30 minutes of searching, John B finally found it next to the chicken coop. "Of course" he thought, "JJ must have left it out here when he said goodnight to the rooster"
"Hey J" he called out while letting himself back inside. "Guess what I found?"
Almost immediately, the tantrum stopped. He handed him the stuffie and JJ accepted it. He cuddled into the pillow and muttered a small "t'ank 'ou" before letting himself drift off. (200)
John B backed out of the room quietly before collapsing on the couch. He pulled out his phone and scrolled for a while. He rubbed his eyes tiredly while he stretched and made his way to his bedroom.
"I love Baby J, I really do, but it's tiring having to full time take care of him by myself" he found himself thinking once again. John B has tried convincing JJ to regress around the rest of the pouges and he's tried before but he just can't seem to do it.
So that just leaves John B, caring for JJ completely alone while hiding this monumental secret from most of his closest friends.
Completely exhausted and burnt out, John B was surprised to find himself crying into his pillow. The more he tried to stop it, the more the soft feeling at the back of his mind rose up and the harder he cried.
The sobs built and built until he was dizzy from lack of air. But he had worked himself up now and the flimsy barrier keeping the small side of him down had long since snapped.
He was entirely regressed and entirely alone while mid-meltdown. In fact, he was so distraught that he didn't hear the click of JJ's door as he wandered out of his room after being woken up.
He was so deep into his meltdown that he didn't register JJ at all until a hand came down and rested on his back, causing him to jump.
"Hey, little man." A familiar voice said soothingly. "Are you ok? Can you take a biiig breath for me?"
Still, John B found himself unable to calm down. Instead, he gulped down air. Being face down in the pillow certainly didn't help matters either.
JJ was starting to panic over the fact that John B just seemed to be getting worse "Hey bubs? Can I touch you?" He asked gently, unsure of whether or not he was even little.
John B just nodded into his pillow, still having sobs rip out of his throat.
JJ helped to sit him up. The light hurt his eyes so he latched onto him. His whole body was wracked with sobs and little whimpers escaping every so often.
He just sat there, holding the shaking little. They would have sat there for almost an hour. JJ was sitting silently, rubbing John B's back while the sobs deteriorated into soft whimpers and little yawns.
He was completely exhausted from his breakdown. They would definitely have to have a long and likely awkward conversation about this later but for right now, he was happy to lay in his best friend's lap and let his worries melt away
//next morning//
John B finally managed to pull himself from a deep sleep. He looked around groggily to try and find the source of the noise that woke him up.
And of course, yet again, he found JJ up and making breakfast.
"Morning J" John B said groggily
"Mornin' big man" He replied happily, flipping a pancake.
John B sat himself down and turned on the TV, adjusting the antennas at the top to try and get a signal. Eventually, he managed to get an old cartoon channel. He settled into the couch and watched a rerun of the Simpson's.
It didn't take long for JJ to finish making the pancakes. He put them on a plate and walked over to John B, plopping himself down next to him.
John B contently ate pancakes with JJ until an ad break came up. JJ turned a little and smoothly said, "so... how much do you remember from last night?"
John B stopped dead mid-bite. His entire body froze up. He took a long, deep breath and mentally counted to 10 before responding.
"Um... not much man. Why? Did I get blackout?"
JJ looked at him carefully, judging how to go about approaching this.
"Just... how much do you remember?"
"Um... I remember looking for Sean. I remember putting you to bed" at this JJ blushed fiercely but still John B continued. "I remember going out to the couch. And nothing after that"
JJ stilled himself in an attempt to make himself look less scary. He was preparing for the very real possibility that John B could slip again when he brought it up.
"Alright man... this is going to be a tough conversation but I need you to listen to me ok?" JJ asked, being the bigger person for the first time in a long time.
"Yeah sure?" He answered, confused about what was happening.
JJ stayed silent for a minute, deliberating what would be the best way to say it before deciding to just be blunt. "I think you age regress too".
John B immediately sprung into defensiveness. "Nuh uh! I take care of you, not the other way around! I'm not the baby here!" He half yelled, feeling the fuzzy feeling building up again.
JJ just stayed silent during his rant. When it was clear that John B was done, he got up and made more pancakes. John B let out a whine when he realised that JJ was ignoring him.
"I told you that I need you to listen didn't I?" He asked firmly.
John B just nods sadly, fully sinking into his age regression.
"Awe bubs" He coos, coming back over to the couch with the pancakes. He sets them down on the table and opens his arms. John B curls up in his arms for a cuddle.
"So bubba, do you believe me yet?" He asked calmly after a moment. He just nodded, feeling too overwhelmed for words.
"But... I think it might be time to bring in some other pouges, huh?" JJ offered. John B just babbles at JJ and he just chuckles.
"You do know regression isn't a bad thing right? Look at how much it's helped me. I think it could be really good for you" JJ whispered, not wanting to overwhelm John B anymore than he already was.
"We'll talk more when you're big yeah?"
And with that JJ took John B's hand and the two played on the playground outside of John B's house. And it was the best fun they'd had in a long time.
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celiamae99 · 5 months
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Who I write for:
Outerbanks:
JJ Maybank
John B
Topper
Criminal Mind:
Aaron Hotchner
Spencer Reid
Shameless:
Lip Gallagher
Supernatural:
Dean Winchester
Sam Winchester
John Winchester
Harry Potter:
Fred Weasley
George Weasley
Draco Malfoy
Theodore Nott
Blaise Zabini
Sirius Black
Remus Lupin
James Potter
Pretty Little Liars:
Jason DiLaurentis
Caleb Rivers
Mike Montgomery
Marvel:
Bucky Barnes
Steve Rodgers
Peter Parker (Andrew or Tom)
Little House On The Prairie:
Albert Ingalls
Andrew Garvey
Willie Olson
Isiah Edwards
Note* I will write mild smut, I will not write about non-con, forced, hard sex, etc. if you have questions, DM me.
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princessbrunette · 2 months
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HOLD ME, KISS ME ♡
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♪ the little dippers — forever ♪
WANTED: JOHN BOOKER ROUTLEDGE - SUSPECTED MURDER - $1000 REWARD - DANGEROUS! IF SPOTTED DO NOT APPROACH!
pairing: outlaw!johnb + sheltered!reader ⋆₊⊹♡
synopsis: your wishes come true when a beautiful boy is found sleeping peacefully in your barn. much to his surprise, you don’t care about who he is or what he has or hasn’t done — you just want to ensure he stays forever.
cw: mentions of prayer, religion and god (for plot purpose) reader has two parents, western!au, innocence kink, slight manipulation, mentions of crime, breeding kink, smut ♡
“Please deliver me a man, save me from this loneliness. Make him kind, and strong, and handsome. I vow to make him the happiest man alive.”
Your forehead rests against your clasped hands where you kneel beside your bed, speaking out loud as there was no one else to speak to. Your parents had gone on a trip for two weeks, leaving you in charge of the farmhouse all by your lonesome.
Isolated didn’t feel like the correct term. You were grateful, happy to live off the fat of your father’s land in the middle of nowhere, but sometimes you wished you had someone to share it with. Someone your own age who was there to see you. You had become the perfect host, thrilled when your parents would bring home guests once in a blue moon. You’d tie ribbons in your hair and pick the perfect dress and set the table like your mother taught you. You often imagined setting the table for a family of your own.
Your own farm house. The thought sent you off to sleep each night, walking through the home in your mind as if it were really real, feeling the creaking of the painted wooden porch beneath your feet as you enter, the distant cooing of your baby being comforted by your husband in the next room. White shabby-chic panels across the walls with oak furniture and knitted throw pillows and lots and lots of warm light. The kitchen table would have the perfect lace floral embroidered table cloth draped across it which you’d serve the heartiest dinners on each night. The babies room would be painted mint green, no— maybe pastel yellow, with handmade toys and a music box that played your song and oh, the master bedroom… where you and your husband rest your head would be flooded with natural light. A haven. All yours.
The details to the decoration often changed, new inspiration plucked from the papers that father would bring home and new favourite colours integrating themselves into your home plans but one thing remained the same each time. Your husband. He never had a face, but it wasn’t important. He was warm, strong without having to prove just how macho he was, kind— you could feel his love from the next room on. That was all you really wanted. You could forget the house, forget the land, live in a barn for all you care — you just wanted to experience a love like the ones in the fairytale books stacked high in your room.
It had been a week already of this routine you’d grown used to. You wake up, feed yourself and then the chickens, come inside, clean yourself and then the house, paint, crotchet or read — however the mood takes you, eat lunch, tend to the crops, brush the horses, maybe milk a cow, come inside and cook dinner, bathe, think about your dream husband and grind your wet messy cunt into a pillow, feel guilty, beg for forgiveness and then sleep. It was an easy life, and you couldn’t complain— but you couldn’t help feel the world had more to offer.
Your mother often told you that gifts from above come when you least expect it, you just had to keep your eyes open. You always wondered how one might find these gifts with no idea where to look.
Your gift arrived bright and early the next morning.
Well, not technically as early as it should have been, infact you probably nearly missed it. The roosters calls at 6AM each morning, but on that very day you had decided to sleep in. A few hours wouldn’t kill them, you think as you pull a plush white pillow to lay over your ear— it’s not like the chickens would starve.
At 11:45AM, you stumble bare foot onto the grass outside, setting out on your walk to the barn a little way up the land. Your pert nipples harden, awakened by the cool morning breeze as the thin white fabric of your nightdress blows in the wind. With the sunlight shining directly on it, it was sure to be totally and utterly see through— and you suppose that was one upside to living in the middle of nowhere, yards upon yards from civilisation. No one would see you. Sigh.
You feed the chickens, totally blind before it even occurs to you that anything might be astray. Infact, you don’t even seem to notice that the barn door was left ajar, as opposed to how you usually leave it bolted by a wooden slab to prevent the animals from wandering off or being massacred by foxes. You suppose that’s the price you pay for sleeping in, you live in dreamworld for the next few hours.
The Earth seems to stop turning for a moment when you see him.
You’re more curious than anything, wide eyed, holding your breath as to be totally silent despite having been humming and speaking to the chickens only a moment prior. You tiptoe through the hay, shards of straw sprouting between your painted toes and pin-needling your sole as you draw closer to the man. A fallen angel, your first thought.
He’s half curled up onto his side in the hay behind the stable for your white pony. He has thick-ish arms crossed over his chest, his hat laying over his face seeming to be serving as a purpose to block out the light. You figure as you hadn’t woken up him before, a closer inspection couldn’t hurt. Unhurriedly, you sink down into a squat beside him, knees pointed upwards and feet taking your balance. A real man, in your barn? It couldn’t be. You chew on your bottom lip, goggle-eyed and inquisitive as you cautiously lift the hat away from his face.
He doesn’t wake and you’re for some reason thankful. It gives you time to observe him, the breath all but knocked from your body as you take in just how beautiful he is. He was perfect, and just like what you were hoping for when you wished to be delivered a husband.
Dark eyelashes kissing at the rim of his closed eyes, pale lips and freckles, sunkissed across his nose. Your eyes trail over and across him, now with his face in mind taking in account what he looks like as a whole. You were still in disbelief, a real man sleeping in your barn. But then again, as your eyes skim lower and you notice the blood seeping through his shirt over his stomach — you wonder if he was sleeping. Surely he wasn’t dead? Only God could be so cruel to deliver you the perfect man without a pulse.
So, you press two cold fingers to his neck, searching for the rhythmic beats signifying life. As soon as you do so, the man jolts awake — wide brown eyes meeting yours.
“Jesus.”
This is where the stare off commences— you were sat in a squat giving him a straight shot up your night dress with dome like eyes and parted lips, observing him like he was some sort of alien life form that had happened upon your barn infront of your very eyes. Your chest rises and falls, and his gender fails to betray him as his eyes fall there for a moment, subconsciously noticing the way your bare tits strain against the thin fabric with each exhale. Somewhere in the back of his mind he can’t help but acknowledge that you’re a pretty thing, totally his type. In any other scenario, he might’ve seen you at a local tavern and introduced himself, getting you tipsy and loose, making you giggle beneath his soft gaze and coarse hands in some dimly lit booth before realising he’s far too respectful to take advantage of you like that.
With his eyes open, the picture is complete — and he truly is as beautiful as you thought. He had a puppy like quality to his eyes, they were big and brown but from the sunlight streaming in you could see specks of orange which intrigues you. You wish to look closer, but you feel it’s not the time. His adam’s apple bobs with a thick swallow and he tears his eyes away from yours to look around, still disorientated from sleep. He touches his wound with gentle fingers and he winces, going to push himself up on his elbows.
You open your mouth to speak but he beats you to it, warm deep voice raspy from rest as he dives into a sequence of begging.
“Does anyone know I’m in here?”
“No, I—”
“Okay, that’s— okay, please — hey, please don’t tell anyone. I won’t lie to you, I’m in a little bit of trouble with the law, nothing super bad I swear just — I needed somewhere safe to sleep so I ended up here. Didn’t take anything and uh— and I’ll be out of your hair now that I’m up.” He rambles, continually glancing at the barn doors, expecting Sheriff Shoupe to bust them down and take him in at any moments notice. You say nothing for a moment and he pushes himself to his feet, eyes squeezing shut at the soreness of his injury. “Think it’s easiest if I just—”
He cuts himself off this time, because you slip your hand into his— stopping him from going anywhere. His eyebrows jump up and he freezes on the spot, staring down at your doe eyes with a wide and confused gaze of his own.
“…Hi?”
“You just got here? Why’d you have to go?” You sound sad, and he actually can’t believe what he’s hearing. Not only did he break into your barn, on private land — but he’d totally overstayed his non-existent welcome, and now you didn’t want him to leave?
“P—pardon me? Ma’am?” He tries to be respectful, when what he really wants to ask is along the lines of ‘What the fuck?’.
You scramble to stand up and he helps you using the hand that you’re grasping. “Well, you won’t get far with a wound like that. It could get infected. Maybe you could come inside, let me dress it. You can refuel… maybe stay a few days?” The last part sounds wrong coming from your mouth. He’s a stranger for goodness sake— everything your parents had taught you about safety went against this and plus you were practically begging. You might have been embarrassed, if there wasn’t such a nagging feeling in your stomach telling you that this was meant to be.
He scoffs out a chuckle, because he thinks there’s no way you’re serious— but when he sees your wide eyes bouncing between his own, searching for something he couldn’t quite put a finger on— he realises you’re being completely genuine and his expression melts into a more worried gaze, shuffling a little closer on his feet.
“Look, I really appreciate your hospitality, but you have done more than enough, really. Just the fact you didn’t have the sheriff busting in to drag me away is something I will be very grateful for. Believe me. But I can’t drag you into this. Anyway, don’t you have family? That you live with?”
You sigh, looking down at your intertwined hands that you had yet to release, staring as if you were trying to memorise the feeling of a man’s touch incase you really couldn’t convince him to stay.
“Well yes, but they’re on a trip you see — and they’re going to be away for another week and I’m not sure how much more I can take. I’m awfully lonely, and I know you’re a stranger and all but I could really use the extra set of hands… plus it’s the least you could do… for breaking in…” You feel you’re pushing it with that last part, but decide to proceed with it anyway, any means necessary to get him to stay. He bites his bottom lip in thought as you stare up through your lashes and he thinks screw it. He’s sure you’re not setting him up, a little thing like you would be far too weak to pull that off.
“Okay, I… don’t see why not then.” He doesn’t sound certain, but you make such a good offer he’d be a fool not to accept. He bends down and swoops his hat off the floor, holding it to his chest and you take his hand once more, guiding him out of the barn.
He presses his lips together in an awkward smile at the way you confidently lead him, almost having to break into a jog to match your eager pace. Once nearing the house, you tell him your name and he nods — taking in the scenery.
You’re sitting him down in the living room before he can blink, and he takes in the setting around him. A real cozy place, a family home for sure — with a pale blue couch, a scratchy patchwork blanket draped over the back and floral cushions. There’s photos of you in multiple spots around the room, an only child — he gathers. The main photo sits on the mantelpiece, framed, a set of parents curtaining your smiling face in the image. You seem to be a few years younger, fuller in the face, still cute as a button.
He doesn’t quite realise you’d gone anywhere until you’re returning — the contents of an old first aid box rumbling in your grip. You give him a reassuring smile and lower to kneel by his feet, opening up the container and fishing around for some cotton pads.
“Do you have a name, mister?”
He clears his throat, trying to gage your reaction once he speaks, attempting to work out if the name rings any bells. “Uh, yeah. John B. John B. Routledge. You might’ve… actually heard of me. If you have, uh— I’m sorry.”
You don’t seem to react in any kind of alarming way, a smile grazing your face as you pour rubbing alcohol onto a soft white pad.
“Heard of you how? Are you famous?”
“…You’ve never seen those big ‘Wanted’ posters up in town? Kinda got my picture up on one of them.”
You peel up his shirt revealing tanned, toned skin and a wound that had crusted over with blood. You press the pad to it and he winces, knuckles turning white in his lap and head lulling back against the seat for a moment.
“Sorry.” You furrow your brows apologetically before continuing to mop up all the dried blood. “Oh, and I’m not allowed up in town. Not by myself anyway. So, I don’t keep up to date with all that… stuff.” You pull away, rifling through the box for another clean pad. He nods, eyes jumping to look at his wound and then back to you, watching your face for any discomfort regarding his presence. Oddly, there was none. If it wasn’t clear before, it’s wildly apparent now that you’ve truly been sheltered your whole life. There was this innocence you carried that was hard to come by, a lack of judgement that was sweet but made him worry for you slightly. You were lucky he had a good heart.
“That’s… probably for the best, actually. You know, they like to tell lies. I’m being falsely accused.” He speaks a little slower, and enunciates the last part as if you might not understand, and as expected— you hang onto every word, lips a little parted and wide eyed. It’s pretty cute, albeit inappropriate considering he’s a stranger.
As he speaks, you wrap his wound, pressing the sticky part down onto his skin before gently pressing the cotton covering his injury. “Well I’m really sorry about that John B. You don’t have to worry about that anymore.” You chirp, before leaning forward and pressing a soft kiss over the dressing, pulling back to offer him a sweet smile. The lines on John B’s forehead smooth out, his concerned expression melting into his own gentle smile of disbelief.
He wonders what the odds are that he’d stumbled upon a real life angel. Well, it was that — or you wanted to chop his body into tiny pieces whilst he slept and add it to your cauldron. He couldn’t quite figure it out yet, but you were pretty — and he was a total loverboy, so stupidly he was willing to take that risk.
He pulls his shirt back down over his now dressed wound and you begin to clear your things back into the first aid box.
“Is there anything I can do for you? Like, anything you need help with around here?” He offers and you look up at him, brows furrowing with adoration.
“Goodness, no— I couldn’t ask that of you.”
“Said you needed an extra pair of hands earlier.” He challenges with a smile.
“I only said that to get you to come inside. With your injury, I couldn’t possibly put you to work.”
He scrunches his face a little with a half scoff, half smile and shrugs one shoulder. “Please, this thing? It barely even stings. Come oooon.” He croons with a smirk, and you really feel the full effects of his charm now— the warm timbre of his voice headed straight to your clit giving it a heartbeat of its own.
“Fine.” It comes out airy with a giddy smile and you take his hand yet again, almost getting distracted by the coarseness against your palm, the sight of bulging veins along the backs of them.
Your bare feet are treading lightly over soft wood chip once more as you lead him toward the destroyed fence round the left side perimeter of the farm.
“So… I suppose you could carry all the planks back from the fence that fell down in that awful storm last week. I was gonna wait for my daddy to get home to get him to do it ‘cus I’m much too weak for something like that.” You point, and John B’s brown fluffy head follows your finger to the destination at hand. He nods, a doable task.
“Well a girl like you shouldn’t be lifting a finger anyway.” He turns his head back to face you with a smile, eyes squinted in the sun. He looks radiant, no sign of pain anymore and you look down at your night gown, scrunching it in your clammy hands with an uncontrollable grin at the floor, harbouring such an innocent crush on the boy already that you didn’t know what to do with yourself.
His gaze stays on you for a tick whilst you step quietly and he speaks up again, tilting his head a little inquisitively. “I really, really hope this doesn’t sound rude… ‘cus I don’t mean to be. But… are you not… married?” He trails off, thinking of all the times he’s been walloped round the head in taverns for asking questions of a similar nature. Your smile doesn’t go away, your gentle nature not retiring for a moment.
“Oh no, no. I don’t meet boys often. Thats why I’m happy you came!” You chirp, hand reaching out to softly squeeze his arm. “Can be like husband and wife whilst you stay round.”
He just laughs in response. Not necessarily in a mean way, but the same way you laugh when a child tells you they’re going to be an astronaut when they grow up.
The brutal beating of the sun does nothing to stop the honest work you’d put the self proclaimed outlaw up to, he seems to be deep in thought often — carrying the planks to and fro. You slip inside for a while to change into something more appropriate, a sweet and floral sundress that ties up at the straps and hugs you in a more womanly way. You’d rubbed your lips together as you fixed your hair in the mirror before bringing him a sandwich in the early afternoon. “You are adorable.” He grins when you do so, and it wasn’t quite the reaction you’d hoped for on your dress but it still made you warm in the face. He simply brought out a true primal bodily reaction from you— that’s why you’d skipped the panties under your dress. He was making you excited and slippery down there and you just didn’t see the point. You stay out for hours at a time to chat with him. Your affections grow.
John B. Routledge finally returns back to the house when he’s all finished and you let him lay down for a nap on your couch, finally getting some real rest in. Whilst he does so, you spend hours preparing a hearty meal — the type you reserve for when mama and papa have guests round. As the pie browns off just a moment longer in the oven, you come to the man’s side, kneeling beside him and stroking his fluffy hair back.
“I made dinner. Sure you’re really hungry.” You whisper and his eyes flutter once more, the arms that were crossed over his chest stretching out as he wakes. You sit back to give him space, and when he opens his eyes you’re there with a smile — the orange beam of sunset haloing your head. Something about an angel drafts through his mind once more and he stretches.
“Oh boy, I slept longer than I was meant to huh?” He sits up and you shrug, leading him through to the kitchen where you’d laid the round table. Steaming seasoned vegetables in a bowl, freshly picked by you. Warm bread, baked and scored by you with flowers the centrepiece of the table. A jug of gravy there too. There’s a tray of mashed potatoes waiting, creamy and delicious looking. Routledges stomach audibly growls and he chuckles at this as he sits down, taking in the scenery you’d laid out. “You… have spoiled me. All this for someone who breaks into your barn?” He chuckles as he lowers himself into the seat.
You follow him round the table with a giddy smile. “Told you I like havin’ guests.” You perch your bottom on his leg, an arm wrapped around his neck as your feet swing. It felt right. You’d always wanted to sit with a man this way, you’d seen it before in the picture shows. Man and wife, domestic bliss. His brows jump up and he clears his throat awkwardly.
“Oh… sweetheart, you shouldn’t do that. I am a— a stranger, after all.” He tries to do the responsible thing, even though there was something about your innocent brashness that was turning him on beyond belief. Your eyebrows knit in the centre, a line between them and your bottom lip seems to have doubled in size from how it pushes out.
“But I like you?” You mewl, rejected. It all seems so simple to you, which is probably feels super unfair. No one had taught you how to address men because you were so sheltered, and now it was giving you all of these complicated feelings that John B would have to deal with.
“And I like you — a whole bunch. You know I’m super grateful for you taking me in and… all that good stuff. But sitting right here is gonna… make me excited. Because I’m a guy. Go ahead and hop off for me.” He taps your lower back gently and you huff, feeling upset and rejected about the whole thing. His eyes are all wide and hopeful as he stares at you, like he wanted to make sure you were okay. The way he handles you so sweetly made your stomach stir despite your current mope.
You drag your feet to the oven comically and he stifles a chuckle at how dramatic you were, despite his sympathy. You place your hands into oven gloves and take out the pie— perfect and golden. You walk it to the table and John B sits up a little straighter, eyes darting between you and the food.
“Did this all by yourself? You have got a real knack for cooking. Should put you on the TV.” He grins, switching on the charm to attempt to loosen up your silent sulk. You nod, eyes casted down childishly and he reaches out to touch your arm. “Thank you, pretty girl.”
A small smile slips out, and he flickers his eyes over to the heart shape you’d scored onto the pie, his own lips twitching up into a smirk. “That for me?”
“Maybe.”
“Hmm.”
You end up giggling, his smile too infectious and your bad moment is all forgotten as you serve him a slice, plating up for him and then yourself before you eat. John B digs in ravenously, it’s almost erotic — the way he’s groaning at how good it all tastes, gravy dripping from his lips as he licks more off his fingers. He was clearly less proper-mannered than you, but you liked that. Table manners were for boring old people anyway. Maybe everything about him got you going, but you had to really concentrate on getting some food inside you instead of just watching the show of eating he was putting on.
Once you’re finished, and he’s finishing up on his third helping — you let your giggles die down from the wild goose chase story he relayed for you, one where he of course wound up the hero which only made your heart beat harder for him. Your socked foot begins to prod at his ankle, sliding up his leg until it rests in his lap. He doesn’t seem to mind, the food having lowered his guard just that bit as he leans back in his chair, undoing his belt. He adjusts his hips on the seat as he does so and your thighs clench.
“So what did you think?” You ask, though you think it’s clear that he liked the meal from the empty plates and unbuckled belt. He lets out a long satisfied sigh, gazing at you for a moment with a kind smile.
“I think, whoever gets to marry you is a lucky son of a bitch.” He presses his lips together, almost like he was disappointed about the idea of you with another. You blink, the hands resting beneath your chin dreamily slowly falling to play with eachother on the table.
“Why not you, John B?” You question sadly, giving him those eyes again. The ones that tug on his heart and made him wanna give you everything and anything you ask for. He lifts a napkin, bringing it to his mouth as he shakes his head dismissively, closing his eyes with a frown.
“Mm—mm.” The tissue fabric muffles the sound. “You don’t wanna marry me, believe me — okay, I’m an outlaw. Your parents would never in a billion years accept me. Anyway you… you deserve someone less rough and tumble, you know? Like a prince from a storybook. A bubblewrap life. Not… whatever this is.” He gestures to himself, more so the browned blood stain on his shirt.
You sigh, determined. “My parents would understand. They’re — they’re generous people.”
“Really? ‘Cus they don’t even let you leave the house.” He quips quickly in response, smirking at your naivety and you fall silent for a moment. His face flattens just a tad from guilt. You were far too soft for that kind of tone.
When you look up at him again, your face is more solemn — wide eyes searching his for a shred of understanding. “You don’t understand, John B. There are actual scary, dangerous men out there that would take me and do terrible things to me.”
The outlaw leans his elbows on the table, his lips stretched into an amused smile at the irony. There wasn’t an inkling of threat about the gesture, pure amusement coursing through the energy between you from his side alone. “And how do you know I’m not one of those scary, dangerous men. Hm?” His voice is warm, it seems to rumble straight from his chest. You release a shaky sigh.
“Well you haven’t hurt me yet?” Your voice lilts out, and you engage in a long stare off. There’s a different kind of tension in the air now, it’s hot and feels heavy on you. It oozes into the nooks and crannies of your balmy skin and slithers between your thighs. You can’t take the heat and you stand, beginning to bring his dishes to the sink to wash. It’s quiet for a while, John B watching you with this thoughtful and almost knowing smile as you tidy up around him. Even he couldn’t run from how good ‘domestic bliss’ felt.
You let yourself indulge in the fantasy too. Wife cleans up, husband sits behind at the table and sips at the drink she poured him. You wanted nothing more than to experience this everyday, and your heart sinks sadly at the fact that this will probably be the last. You lose yourself to thoughts and daydreams as you scrub away, to the point you nearly don’t hear him stand up, slowly walking to lean against the sink beside you.
You smile at him politely as he eyes you, and return your gaze to the plate in your hand. You mustn’t dwell. He moves, and soon he’s behind you, a hand resting against the sink beside your hip, head craning round to look at you from the other side. “You’re really serious about this husband and wife thing, aren’t you?”
“Very serious, sir.” You bat your lashes at him earnestly and his cock stirs in his pants at the title, unexpected but not unwelcomed. Bless your heart, you were only being courteous. He presses his lips together in thought and the side of your face warms with his slow exhale. Turning your body, you face him fully now. “I just think it was divine intervention that you wound up in my barn. You’re like an angel sent to take away my loneliness.” You’re shy, a little bashful about your beliefs and without thinking he cups your cheek in reassurance, thumb swiping slowly over the skin.
His eyes take in your every detail, and your lips part with a wobbly breath, nervous. “May I kiss you, John B?” You address, just as his thumb strokes the delicate skin below your eye. He grins, slightly amused by your formality and simply nods his head.
You stand on tip toes to reach him, socked feet almost knocking at his boots as your body presses to his, lips meeting. You’re a little messy, inexperienced— which comes as no surprise to the boy as he tilts his head, welcoming your mouth at another angle and taking control in order to guide you. You’re mostly a quick learner, slowing your pace to something much more sultry and he nearly can’t contain his excitement. He wants to be a gentleman, but as soon as he introduces his tongue — you lose composure, needy and all but panting into his mouth right then and there in the kitchen. He pulls away and breaks the string of saliva that connects your lips with his thumb, stroking it over your moist bottom lip as you stare at him readily.
He tilts his head, eyes wide and almost innocent as he gestures away. “You… want me to show you what husbands do with their wives?”
You nod so hard your eyes nearly roll back like one of those baby-dolls.
John B is the one to take your hand this time, leading you slowly and carefully through the house. You partially think he’s giving himself time to rethink what he’s about to do, but from the way your pussy is drooling into your panties — it feels set in stone. He finally reaches your bedroom and you watch his head move left and right as he takes it in, cheek lifting with a smile at the China dolls on the wall and the frilly white bedsheets. It’s clear your room hasn’t changed since you were a little girl. The sun is just starting to disappear behind your lace curtains and he switches on the lamp, sitting you down.
The man joins you, easing himself down at your side and cupping your cheek as he begins to kiss you again. He takes it slow, but the passion and need only grows as the splayed hand on your back begins to slide upwards until its cupping the back of your head and he’s beginning to slowly lower you to lie down like you’re made of glass.
Naturally you shuffle up the bed and he follows, hovering over you and leading with his tongue this time — the wet muscles wrapping around eachother languidly making you moan, legs falling wider apart.
“I wanna make you feel really good, okay? That okay with you?” He asks gently and you nod, sucking in a breath. You’d waited for something like this since you knew what pleasure was, craved the touch of a man with strong coarse hands and a wet mouth. Routledges thumbs swipe across your tits through your dress, massaging them until your nipples were poking painfully through the fabric as he burrows into your neck, licking and sucking.
Your whole body feels like it’s on fire as he tugs gently at your dress, eyes meeting yours once more.
“Let’s get this off, yeah?”
He tugs the garment up and over, puffing out his cheeks as he blows air out his mouth, brows raised at the sight of your naked body. You look so soft, so pliable beneath him. He was already hard just from kissing you, but this made him feel like he might combust. “Took your underwear off?” He smirks, pressing kisses to your stomach and between your tits before bringing his face up to eye level with you, same kind but teasing smile on his face. “Have you been needing me aaall day? Hm?”
You turn your head to the side, flustered and clammy with a whine— eyes screwed shut. He chuckles, pressing a kiss to your cheek. “Oh, now you’re shy?”
“No, s’just — when you speak like that— n’say stuff like that… makes me hurt…” You’re breathless, hips twitching and bucking slightly as he grins, pearly whites showing.
“Aw.” Is all he manages before continuing his descent down.
He’s a real tease, spending an ungodly amount of time on your tits— sucking, licking and biting your nipples until you’re arched off the bed, teary eyed and wincing from sensitivity. It’s then, and only then he starts to kiss lower, pushing himself down your pristine sheets until he’s settling between your legs, gently easing your ankles upwards so that your knees faced the sky, your cunt fluttering and open right infront of his face.
“Well she’s very pretty.” He smiles up at you, thumbs coming up to spread you. He leans in slowly, hot breath fanning over your heat before he simply presses the softest kiss to your clit. He draws back again as you whimper, running the pads of his thumbs up along your spread folds. “Hear that? So wet, pretty girl.” He marvels in a whisper.
“Just want you to make it better.” You mewl and he nods slowly in understanding, tongue swiping over his lips as he observes you.
“That I can definitely do.” He confirms before leaning in, licking and sucking at your clit as his thumb automatically rolls downwards to massage your hole. You gasp, knees shooting up towards your chest as he eats you, similarly to the pure fervour and passion he only recently devoured the meal you cooked for him. You wondered how any appetite remained.
When he sinks his middle finger inside you, your stomach tenses — a high pitched noise of relief and utter devastation leaving you. You had no idea how badly you’d craved fullness to this very moment, and you weren’t even halfway there. He’s smiling against you, glancing up as you flutter around his single digit and make plenty of noise for him. “Yeah? Think you’ve really been needing some of that, little girl.” He nearly laughs at your extreme reaction. He had to admit, it was fun doing this with someone so inexperienced. Everything to you seemed like the best thing ever.
He eats and eats away, proving himself to have quite the monstrous appetite for your slick . Your feet rest on his shoulders at one point, lost in pleasure as you whine and writhe and to keep you out of the way, the outlaw pushes your legs up and pins them there, nose deep in your gloss.
“Feels too good— feels— hurts!” You cry, because you don’t know how to put that you’re simply aching to cum.
“Doesn’t hurt, sweet girl. Just let it happen.” He corrects in that low reverberation that you’ve grown to love. After a series of ‘Uh’ and ‘Mm’s, you feel yourself hitting that peak — the one you usually reach all over the soft cotton of your pillow, but ten times the strength.
As soon as he senses this happening, he doubles down and continues repeating the same action with his mouth over and over until you’re squealing and pushing him away, curling into a ball as your completion dribbles out of your quivering hole.
He grins, real proud of himself as he pushes up on his hands to near you, gently shushing you the same way you would to soothe a baby to sleep. “I know, that was a lot huh?” He coo’s, rubbing your back with his warm hand as you suffer the aftershocks, clenching and whimpering, a smaller clammy hand reaching out to his shirt to grab a fist of it.
He forces you softly onto your back, stroking a hand over your warm forehead. For someone so convinced the two of you shouldn’t be together, he sure did look at you like you were his entire world. By the gaze shared, you would never know the two of you only met that morning.
“What now, hm?” He smiles, quiet. You open your mouth to speak, and your voice rasps from the loud and explosive release that had you calling out.
“Wanna… make you feel as good as you made me feel, John B.”
He licks his lips, thinking over it. If it wasn’t already clear, his dick was throbbing in his pants just from pleasing you— and had you wanted to end things there he would be sure to take a trip to the bathroom to finish in his hand. Maybe swipe a pair of your underwear from the basin for inspiration, but that made his stomach tense with guilt.
“Think I can manage that, yeah.” He nods before reaching slowly for his belt. “Sure?”
“Mhm.”
“Good, good.”
His belt is still undone from after dinner so he slides the snakey leather from its loops with one hand, the act more attractive than you anticipated which made you clench once more with need. He sits on the edge of the bed and you usher up beside him, pressing your naked body to him and ghosting your drooly lips over his jaw line as he sighs, working his length out of his pants.
“Oh my.” You breathe, as soon as you look down. Now you hadn’t had much experience in dealing with the male anatomy, clearly — but you knew for certain John B had to be miles larger than the average man. His cock stood tall, straight — slightly mauve towards the tip with a beautiful blue vein drifting down his shaft like a river on a mountain. His balls sat beneath, heavy and pink — inviting in a way that made your mouth water primally.
“Yeah? This is… what m’working with.” He chuckles, sounding a little nervous.
“How do I…” You mutter after a moment and he’s quick to take your hand, pressing your fingers so that it forms a cup and bringing it to your mouth.
“You wanna spit for me, pretty? Right here.” He encourages and whilst you don’t understand, you do as he wishes, letting a bubbly glob of saliva drool out into the cupped crevice of your hand. You look up at him with wide unsure eyes, searching for praise or reassurance that you’d done as he asked. He presses his lips together at the sweet and submissive expression, shifting his hips a tad in excitement. “Mm, fuck.” He punctuates with an airy chuckle, ticking his head in a single shake.
He brings your hand down and begins to smear it all over himself, releasing a shaky exhale as he does so. “So, uh… you’re gonna wanna move your hand. Just like this.” He sighs as he works your hand up and down his shaft, slowly jerking him off. Your eyes flicker between his face and pretty dick to make sure you were doing it right. As you do so, he presses a lingering kiss to your lips, muttering a “So sweet, bubba.” Against your mouth.
This only encourages you to gain confidence, doing whatever feels right. You twist your hand— squeezing just a tad harder towards the tip as that seemed to be what made him release that heavenly groan, jaw constantly agape as he watches your hand.
“Theeere you go sweetheart. Easy right? Like milking a cow.” He kisses your temple briskly once more before his eyes screw shut, chest heaving with quicker breaths. You get carried away, fascinated by the pearly precum that seeps from his slit as you work him with your hand and following your own judgment you lean down. You figure if he used his mouth on you, you could return the favour.
His eyes open with a loud shudder when you tentatively wrap your plush lips around his tip, working your hand up and down to try and squeeze more of the interesting salty flavour from him. You let out a long drawn out moan of your own as you feel your clit throbbing with desire, liberating his precum from your mouth to let it dribble back down his shaft in messy bubbles.
He winces, placing a hand on your shoulder and removing you with such an abrupt speed that you nearly flew off the side of the bed. You sit up straight, slick mouth pouting as your eyes flicker between his, worrying that you’d done something wrong. There’s a second of just looking at eachother, before you stumble over some words.
“S—Sorry. Did I hurt—”
“No, no God no. I uh— I just wasn’t sure if I should make a mess all over that pretty face just yet.” His wide eyed expression melts into a reassuring smile, thumb rising to swipe lovingly at your cheek. You lick your lips, savouring the taste of him and nod — not quite sure where to go from there.
Your silence makes him question, and he eyes you. “Is there… anything in particular you want now?”
You think, blinking your doll-like eyelashes off into the distance before nodding once more— pushing off away from him and scurrying to the head of the bed where you lay yourself gently on the pillows.
“Hm?” He follows up in confusion, craning his neck round to watch you.
“Would… like a baby now, please.” You spread your legs a little, shy and bashful in your request like you wasn’t sure if you’d asked impolitely. His face falls as he stares at you for a moment before closing his eyes, rubbing over his face with an exasperated chuckle, elbows on his knees.
As you stare at him with with an upset little pout, already ashamed by your forwardness. “Like husband and wife?” You try to justify and he sighs out his nose, turning his body fully to you.
“Oh sweet girl.” He tugs you gently lower toward him by your hips, rubbing his thumbs at your waist. “We just met.”
You launch into full fledged begging, whiny and high pitched with tears threatening to dive over their trough. “I’ll make you so happy John B, I’ll make all your problems go away and you won’t have to run anymore. Please?” You were deadset on this man giving you your dream life, and you’d officially pushed shame to the side in order to get this. His brow is permanently creased, staring with those big wide puppy dog eyes, continually stroking your skin in hopes to calm you.
“Are you… sure that’s what you want? You’re still young. So much time for all that.”
“Just want it now. I’d never be lonely again.” You sound defeated, staring down away from him now. He felt bad, he’d always hated disappointing people. Once upon a time he was a fixer, always running to his friends aid to make their problems go away. That urge never died, just burned low and quiet like an old candle flame. He wanted to make your problems go away too.
“Okay.” He presses his lips together. “I’ll give you what you want, sweetheart.”
He watches your devastated expression lift into a radiant grin, and it was like watching the sun appear from behind a grey cloud after weeks of downcast weather. “Yeah?” You chirp toothily as he crawls over you, leaking tip grazing your tummy and then your folds as he buries his face into your neck.
“Uh-huh.”
When he pushes his tip inside, John B says a prayer for the first time in his life.
He’d never really followed any religion. His father had been the type to say it was all a bunch of ‘Mumbo jumbo’ and that he should believe in the human psyche instead, or something like that. But as your wet folds swallow him and you release that high pitched mewl at the inevitable stretch — he finds himself asking God — please, please don’t let me knock this young girl up.
There’s a warm blanket of chills that cover his spine as he slowly sheathes inside of you, feeling like he was pushing deeper and deeper into a black hole that would selfishly keep sucking him inside for the rest of his life. It felt too good, calming — like falling asleep. He was euphoric.
“So — so big inside me!” Your cry knocks him out of his thoughts and he kisses your shoulder before looking down to watch himself push in all the way to the hilt.
“Feel okay, gorgeous?”
You nod, a pained whine falling from you as you dig your nails into his skin, walls fluttering around him like they were constantly trying to accommodate for this thickness. “Fuck.” He groans, before sliding back a little and starting to thrust. Yeah, he wasn’t gonna last too long— he needed to get to work on you fast.
As he gently fucks into you, your plush tits recoil with the movement and he can’t close his mouth, sounds and sighs leaving him without permission. A hand slides between the two of you, the other pulling his shirt up to grip between his teeth— giving himself a better view of the way he strokes at your clit — your legs being spread exposing it, making it easier for him.
You clench, and shudder — that sweet face contorting with each time his tip ever so slightly grazes your cervix, careful not to bruise it. You really were beautiful, that type of homely beauty he’d thought of marrying in his lonely nights of travelling through desert and grass. The type of girl you work for, the type that deserves spoiling, princess treatment. The more he fucks, the more he’s convincing himself that impregnating you might not be the most awful thing after all. Why should he chase away security?
Your fingertips grace his chest, and he takes your hand — pinning it to the bed as your fingers intertwine, using the grip to aid his rolling thrusts— speeding up the pace and force now he knew you could take it like a champ. His mouth opens to speak, and his shirt drops out of it.
“Taking me real good baby. You like getting fucked, don’t you?” He coo’s and you can only nod, tears gathering in the corner of your eyes before rolling down to your temples. Poor thing, lost for words.
There’s a wet slapping sound with each thrust, your cunt equally gushing as it was thirsty — hungrily welcoming each inch of his, and even demanding more by locking your ankles around his lower back. Perhaps you did it for comfort, or perhaps because you suspected a hesitance, the threat of him pulling out last minute too much for your baby-crazed brain.
“Jesus. Sweet little puppy.” He breathes like it’s a revelation beneath your ear, the curly tuft of hair above his shaft tickling you as he continues to rub your clit.
“S’gonna happen again, John B. The big feeling.” You strain, eyes clamped shut and sniffling— too overwhelmed by your impending orgasm. He kisses each eye lid and watches you closely, experiencing you unfold once more.
“Thats my good girl. Let me have it, pup. Gimme a good one.”
You’re an explosion of whimpers and moans, thrashing under his firm grip once more— and he’s not sure when your orgasm ends, if it even ends at all— he doesn’t care, the release pushing him close to his own. He speeds up his pace, hand that was at your clit now wrapping around your lower back, forearm pushing your lower half up and against him, forcing you to just keep taking him.
He was like a beast from a fairytale book, fucking wildly into you with a primal determination that had you struggling to breathe. You’re crying now, full out crying because it’s just so much. There’s still one last thing you require, and only he can give you it.
“You wanna make me daddy, huh?” He demands, that gentleness in his voice gone. It’s nearly unrecognisable from him, and you preen beneath the rough touch.
“Mhm!”
“Words.” He barks. He didn’t mean to be mean, he just got a little bossy when he was close. You’d come to learn that.
“Please give me a baby. Please just — make you a daddy! Need it!” You’re squealing, voice shaking from the hard ‘plap plap plap’ of his balls slapping against you. You feel you might pass out if this goes on much longer.
He releases with a long groan, lips dropping to the centre of your chest and back arching upwards. You register his sounds before you feel it, hot slimy ropes of him— shooting up inside you, warming your walls. You moan too, because it feels so good to be full. It feels right, like this was what had been missing after all.
Everything is a blur for the next few minutes. It’s like you black out a little, because maybe you forgot to be breathing like you should have been. You briefly recall John B scooping you up and helping you through that, ignoring the gooey seed dripping from you to cradle you like a baby, humming a calm “Breathe, sweetheart. In and out. With me, c’mon.” Your gentle boy was back, and through your haze you smile.
Once you’re tucked at his side beneath a soft cotton blanket, his hand stroking over your head after cleaning you up, a whispered conversation ensues.
“Do you really like me John B? Like, you really think I’m beautiful?” You inquire, gazing up at him with stuck together black eyelashes. The question was so innocent, yet he could tell it was so meaningful.
His expression doesnt falter, a gentle smile sat comfortably on his lips as he continues to pet you. “Baby, I think you’re the ponds swan. Just… gotta get to know you a little better, okay? ‘Specially if I really did put a baby in you.” Only then his smile falters, brows knitting as the reality sets in. Oh Lord.
“Okay.” Your eyes flutter closed, happy to leave it at that, happy to fall asleep right by his side under his watchful eye. It was unnerving how safe a lonely girl could feel with a stranger.
“Okay. Good girl. It’ll be okay. We’ll figure it out.” He quietly reassures, watching you drift off. He’s not sure if he’s trying to dispel your fears, or his own.
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lionasvault · 6 days
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a week of pup's outfits! inspired by princessbrunette's post
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monday
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it's beach day!! johnbee, her, jayj, pope, and kiara go to the beach! johnb makes sure to SMOTHER her in sunscreen and give her a big sun hat. she loves splashing around, but because she's not good at swimming she wears arm floaties.
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tuesday
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farmer's market time!! if she's good, jonbee will let her get a flavored honey stick (guys those are so good) . she makes sure to stock up on all the week's groceries! she'll do a little walk around with him after to get her steps in :)
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wednesday
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a day with jayj! johnb is off doing something dangerous, so he gave her to jj to entertain for the day. it's super bright, so he has to give her his hat. they go around on the boat, go to a restaurant, and look for bugs!!
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thursday
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dog sitting for a friend :) she loves dog sitting since she doesn't have her own pet! she makes sure to be super prepared with treats and toys, ready to spend the whole day with the puppy.
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friday
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lunch date with jonbee! they go get sandwiches and coffee, pup brings her own chips cause she doesn't like the chips from restaurants.
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saturday
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pup's rest day! she puts on her favorite show and lays in her bed. she has a weighted blanket wrapped around her, and her favorite heating pad if it's cold out.
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sunday
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movie night with johnbee! pizza, popcorn, pajamas, and cozy blankets before another long week starts.
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stxrslut · 8 days
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Daddy!johnb giving aftercare would be so perfect. Forces you to get up and pee after ofc but after that just lots of praise and soft kisses. Holds you in his arms and rubs your back until you fall asleep.
stands with you while you sit on the toilet to pee, swinging your legs and humming, head leaning into his torso. he just strokes your hair, speaking quietly and asking little questions to assess your state.
then he cleans you up, takes you to bed and fetches your favourite snack. he puts on your favourite tv show and hugs you to his chest, tucking you up in the blankets and just gently coaxing you out of your subspace before you fall asleep <33
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starfxkr · 9 days
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https://www.tumblr.com/starfxkr/748127077366218752/idk-if-youve-talked-about-this-before-sorry-if
Exbf!johnb turning into stalker!johnb after you get into a new relationship because he haaaaates the thought of you fucking some other dude and you’re gonna be back with him whether you want to or not
john b is convinced you're just a little mad at him, and he really cannot take you "cheating" so he absolutely is gonna beat every guy who comes near you and he won't be subtle about it either, the second he spots them he's swinging. then he sneaks in your room later that night still bloody just telling you to relax because he only did it because he loved you and didn't want you to get hurt
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rubyroutledge29 · 9 days
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did a little something with my hair😜
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@jjmaybank37 @sagemedici03 @itsme-johnb @sarah-antikook-cameron @kie-carrera-2039
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yoursecrett · 2 years
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The Chase - Part 3
JJ x Reader - Rafe x Reader
TW - Strong language, night terrors, violence, torture, flashbacks, DarkRafe, forced love. 
Summary: You were everything Rafe wanted, but Rafe was everything you did not want… but Rafe being Rafe he couldn’t let that happen, you were perfect for each other, he knew it would take time for you to understand… he would make you understand.
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You had been on this island for 2 days now, everything was perfect, it had gone back to normal sorta, JJ and JohnB somehow managed to create a somewhat surf board, Pope spent his days filling Cleo in on what Pogues are and why they are better then the Kooks of course everyone butting in once in a while with their opinions on them, Kiara spent her days looking after the baby turtles she found on the beach, whilst Sarah and I spent our days up in the trees. 
You found a comfortable position in the tree leaning against the trunk looking out into the water, your eyes landing on JJ as he surfed the waves he claimed his head was perfectly fine but everyone knew to keep an eye on him... You and JJ hadn’t spoke since reuniting on the boat, it seemed as though you both were avoiding each other. 
Use could be sat beside each other and not mutter a word to one another, even if use are the only not involved in a conversation, it seemed as though you both had nothing to say to one another but you both knew use had a lot to say... too scared for the time to come to finally let all conflict rise to the top. 
“Hey” You heard Sarah say breaking your attention away from JJ and onto her as she climbs up the tree sitting on the branch opposite yours “You want to hear what is for dinner” Sarah questions raising her eyebrows, you gasp dramatically “Oh my gosh, I have no clue please enlighten me”, “Fish” She replies matching your humour “Wow I am shocked shaking it up a little aren’t we” You say sarcastically hearing Sarah’s laugh echo through the quiet beach. 
“You know on a serious note I am really glad you are back” Sarah says smiling at you softly, you return the smile holding your hand out for her to take which she does “now stop being all soft” You say hearing her laugh once again. 
This was a daily occurrence you and Sarah sitting up in the trees you would get an occasional Pope and Kiara joining you, but you and Sarah could sit up there all day chatting, watching the sunrise and sunsets. 
“Tree hoggers dinner is done” you heard JohnB say causing you both to look down “oh yeah that is why I came up here” Sarah says climbing down, you laugh softly following her down, your bare fit hitting the soft sand below you. 
You couldn’t lie you have been struggling of course you didn’t tell the others, you didn’t want them worry considering they had already saved you from Rafe, but you were so worried he would find you, you knew you hadn’t escaped him forever, the last thing he said to you was constantly running through your mind ‘so you really think if you jump overboard to save him, you are finally free, you are wrong, I always know where you are, you can’t trust anyone’ you couldn’t help but think who he could be on about, was he just saying that so you wouldn’t trust the Pogues, it was a consistent thought running through your mind. 
“Y/n come on your food will get cold” You put your shoes on quickly, walking over to the fire seeing everyone already seated around it, you took a seat beside Kiara as she passed you a plate “thank you” you mutter eating your meal, everyone talking amongst themselves. 
You felt eyes on you, you knew they were JJ’s they were the only eyes that could burn holes through your skin if he really tried, you looked up from your plate making eye contact with him, you could no longer read JJ like a book, he closed you off, just like you did him. 
You both held the eye contact there was no expression written on your faces, just plain blank stares you were the first break it looking at the others “Right we are going to head for a walk” JohnB says taking Sarah’s hand in his as they both walk away “Oh Cleo and I actually wanted to see the turtles, can you show us Kiara” You watched the three walk away. 
You knew they had planned this to happen, Pope had a phobia of turtles so he failed his excuse, you heard a quiet chuckle from JJ causing you to glance at him “Pope failed by saying the turtles” JJ says making you laugh softly nodding. 
“How have you been finding it staying here, I was meant to ask you but yeah” He questions muttering the last part “I like it, it’s peaceful just the 7 of us” You answer looking out into the ocean “You know I am rather surprised you haven’t been surfing yet” you look back at him shrugging your shoulders “Just a lost passion” 
You saw his face fall softly “You love surfing, was it not you who was always standing outside JohnB’s house waiting to go surfing every morning no matter the weather” you could see the confused expression on his face “People grow up JJ” You say standing up rolling your eyes, you could feel yourself getting annoyed.
“Why don’t you just try it, maybe you still like it or swimming, you haven’t been near the water since arriving” He suggest standing up with you, you snapped “JJ not everyone has to like the same stuff as you, just because we grew up near the water and I used to go surfing doesn’t mean I want to do every damn time I am near the water, can you just drop it and get over the fact I do not want to surf” You felt immediately bad, his face did not look impressed.
Even before your friendship ended this was usually how your arguments went “Alright” He mutters walking away from you, you crossed your arms huffing looking back out to the water. “You know he missed you a lot, every time we went surfing he would always say, remember when Y/n or what tricks do you think Y/n would suggest, even the day after the big fight” Pope says appearing beside you, “What happened to looking at the turtles” You say bluntly you heard him chuckle once the sentence left your lips, you couldn’t help but glance at his an amused expression on your face “Yeah I tried but not for me” You laugh softly “I would recommend talking to him like you used to, I can tell you have your guard up, but nobody here will hurt you, especially not JJ” He says before walking away. 
You knew you had to apologise, take your guard down a bit but it was hard, but you really wished you could, too scared to be hurt or betrayed, you knew you could trust JJ, he was the one you could trust the most, you had to try you knew it.
You let out loud sigh turning around looking around for JJ spotting him leaning against a tree smoking ‘you can do this Y/n’ you thought to yourself, walking over to JJ leaning against the tree beside his, you saw his eyebrows raise slightly but didn’t look up from his joint “Do you mind sharing” You question seeing a surprise look on his face “sure” he mutters lighting it and passing it to you, it went back and forth until it eventually ran out. 
“I’m sorry” You say breaking the silence looking up at him “I do love surfing still but it’s just the water I don’t like” You say truthfully, you had JJ’s full attention now “If you don’t want to talk about it it’s completely fine but you know I would never judge you Y/n” He says softly, you nodded “Rafe didn’t like me going out alone, and when I didn’t listen he wasn’t happy, it happened at the beginning of summer” He nods waiting for you continue.
__Flashback__
“Where are you going?” Rafe questions for the 5th walking out behind you “Rafe I just told you, I am just going to have surf it has been ages since I went” You could see Rafe getting angry, he did not like you surfing, he claimed it allowed guys to look at you. 
“Well you know I don’t like you doing that, so come on you can just go swimming in the pool or something, not somewhere open wearing that were everything” You look down at your bikini, looking back at him confused. 
“I am wearing a bikini Rafe” You say stating the obvious “Rafe I won’t be gone long” You say beginning to walk away again, you felt proud of yourself for sticking up for yourself but you knew he would not be happy when you went back.
You place your board down beginning to swim out, you could see JohnB’s house the twinkie outside meaning they were probably all in the house, you loved coming out to the ocean, it was a place you could relax, a safe place for you. 
You were caught off guard when you saw Rafe on his surf board paddling out towards you and you wished you wasn’t in the middle of the water, knowing nobody can see or hear you due to be far out and by the look on his face you were in deep trouble. 
“You are really testing my patience” He says stopping beside you “You not listening to me anymore huh, finally gaining the courage to stand up for yourself but yet you can’t even gain the courage to leave and you know why it’s because you know everyone hates you now” He mutters grabbing the back of your hair harshly, you gasped in pain.
“I remember you telling me you saw the ocean as your safe place, a place to get away from everyone and everything, and well after much thought about it I decided I just couldn’t have that” You couldn’t help but stare at him confused “The ocean is no longer your safe place baby, only I can be your safe place” You froze feeling yourself being pulled off your surf board and under the water, you tried swimming up but his grip was too strong, your body was hurting falling weaker as the minutes passed, you were tired of fighting, your arms and legs refusing to keep you up, the waves were beginning to get stronger.
You felt yourself slipping under the waves as Rafe let go of you, the next thing you remember was waking up in Rafe’s room and since that day you didn’t dare to set foot in the ocean again.
__Flashback Over__
You could feel yourself beginning to break down, your throat burning as you tried to stop yourself, you felt JJ hug you tightly from behind “Hey it’s okay, it’s okay to cry just let it” He whispered in your ear soothingly and you did you broke down, JJ slowly pulled you to the ground whispering sweet words into your ear to calm you down, you felt yourself beginning to calm down and fall asleep under his touch... You hadn’t slept too afraid of waking up and it being a dream or waking up to see Rafe, but you felt safe in JJ’s arms.
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“Y/n, JJ wake the hell up” You felt someone shove you softly you opened your eyes seeing an alarmed JohnB, you looked behind you seeing JJ still behind you, holding you against him tightly “Quick! They have found us” JohnB said.
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(Cliffhanger, I hope use are enjoying this little series at the moment, if you want to add anything to the story line you are always welcome to message me with your ideas :)) 
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staybeautifulmp3 · 3 years
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outer banks is about that scene at the end where theyre all in the tent after johnb dies and theyre all sobbing being comforted by their parents and were reminded theyre sixteen theyre literally just kids and kie goes to her mom weeping and pope and his parents are there and mr heyward notices jj all alone and mr heyward knows jj peice of shit father wont show up to help his kid and mr heyward brings jj into his arms and its jj and pope supported on both sides by popes parents.
and the image is similar to the one we saw with kie jj and pope in the hot tub but this is mr heyward inviting jj into their family and the kids being held up by their parents. and we can tell john b dying took the last of thier innocence and popes dad accepts jj as part of the heywards, so this little bit of comfort is the only thing holding them up. like theyre literally just grieving kids whos innocence has been stripped away, being supported by their families
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collecting-stories · 4 years
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JJ Maybank Rec List - 6/20
I’ve seen some people do rec lists and I know I have a wealth of JJ fics that I ABSOLUTELY adore so I wanted to comply them all here!!! So, here’s my JJ Maybank Rec List as of 6/20.
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This list is in no particular order: 
1. Happiness is a Butterfly : @johnb-routledge
  - I think I’ve read this a few dozen times at least, I really love it. And I love the way JJ is written in this one too.
2. Best Friends to Lovers : @sunflowerbecca
  - I love that this is broken up into moments in their life together. Definitely my favorite JJ piece she’s written though her whole masterlist is worth a read.
3. For Me : @obx-sos
  - Any of her JJ pieces are incredible, her characterization is spot on. This one in particular I love just because it deals with mental health in such an honest way. 
4. Untitled : @obx-writings
  - I don't actually know if this has a title but it’s one of my all time favorite JJ pieces I’ve read on here. Honestly, it’s in a league of it’s own.
5. Day One, Done : @ijustreallylovethem
  - I haven’t read a lot of in-the-future fics but this was one of them and it’s just so sweet honestly. Imagining JJ with a family😍
6. My God, You’re a Sweet Thing : @maybankiara
  - I love this! Prom night JJ? Please!! Honestly I’ve loved everything she’s written. It’s really wonderful, like it’s out of this world how good she is. 
7. Badass in Heels : @midnightmagicmusings
 - This is basically the latest thing I’ve read by her and that’s why I chose it because honestly it was a  hard fucking choice like, there isn’t a bad fic on this masterlist. And her HOH stories are really great.
8. Fools Gold : @outerbxrafe
  - I’m a sucker for a friends to lovers and this one is so good. I’ve read it quite a few times! Along with everything else on her masterlist.
9. Not Just Any Guy : @johnbstwinkie
  - There aren’t too many JJ x m!reader fics that I’ve read but this is one of my favorites! Just really well written. 
10. There for You : @johnbstwinkie
  - I didn’t wanna rec anyone twice but I have to because I love this fic too much not to include it on my list. I love JJ in this! 
11. Longing for You : @poguesrforlife
  - This 100% has to go on my list! This was the first JJ fic that I read and it’s still one of my top favorites! 
12. The Four Times He Heard You and the One Time He Didn’t : @lifesabe-ch​
  - I mean I even wrote a fic inspired by this fic, how could it not be on my list lol. It’s such a good fic, I still can’t get over it.
13. Sunburnt : @lifesabe-ch​
  - Sorry I’m breaking my rule again. I love this fic and it’s too good not to put on this list.
14. Police on my Back : @milamaybank​
  - Hands down one of my favorite obx writers on here and definitely one of my favorite JJ fics. This is truly a masterpiece. 
15. Only a Little : @uwubonebabie​ 
  - So...first JJ in that gif. And then...JJ in that fic. So good. Just serious perfection. 
16. Graveyard : @amandaisverycute​
  - Finding this fic on tumblr was honestly like a blessing. The writing is so good and JJ is spot on. I love this to pieces. 
17. Name : @woogity-boogity-pogues​
  - This is so cute! I’ve seen a lot of name speculation/name fics about what JJ stands for and this is definitely one of my favorites.
18. Consent : @obxfishon
  - It’s not letting me tag this because her blog was labeled adult but this is such a good fic and such an important topic. I really love it, I’ll tag it when I’m able.
19. I’m Right Here : @winchester-books​
  - As it turns out the anon who requested this sent the same request to me. That being said, this one is like 12952984957 times better than the version I wrote. 
20. It’s Just Polyester : @thebutterflyonhischest​
   - The angst! But also the talent! This is such a good fic and it’s got a sequel which just makes it even better!
21. September : @rudethstyles​
  - I was only going to include 20 on this list but realized I hadn’t added this and had to include it because it’s such a good fic. Like...so so good. 
22. Is There Somewhere : @pogue-writings​
  - This is so sad and so beautiful and I’ve read it so many times. Also, here’s her whole masterlist cause there is not a fic on there that isn’t this beautifully written. 
23. Midsummers : @softstarkey​
  - Again, worth reading everything she’s written because it’s all flawless. But Midsummers is up there with my like, top 5 favorite JJ fics. 
24. Sober : @poguegarbage​
  - I saved this fic and kept putting off reading it and finally read it and just thought...I could’ve been reading this all this time? This fic is so good, I love everything about it and JJ in it. 
25. Coconut Breeze : @outerbxrafe​
  - not a xreader fic but so good. I love  JJ x m!oc so much and I had to include it. Beautiful, simply. 
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Masterlists I love:
1. @outrbanks​ masterlist : there are two JJ fics and a series all worth reading.
2. @normatural​ masterlist : literally adding new, amazing fics daily.
3. @extratragic​ masterlist : I could not possibly pick just one fic to rec. (soon to be @louisolos)
4. @obxsummer​ masterlist : all the best stuff lives here. 
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jjmaybankstorys · 3 years
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NO PLAYER PT1 - JJ MAYBANK
Summary: Jj tells you how he feels after seeing you with john b and getting jealous. But you don't want to get more serious because Jj is known to be shitty with girls.
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You and Jj keep doing your 'thing'. The others don't know about it but they've always noticed something with you. Nothing sexual but you are always together somehow.
You always sit together, always laugh together and there are almost no days when you don't see each other. You are always teasing each other.
Besides, it's kind of your thing to fight. Just for fun. Kind of wrestling. That's your thing.
But now you can't keep your hands off each other, especially in private. You don't know what it is with you two. Or what it's going to be. How it's gonna work out. You've never talked about it. 
You're at the chateau right now. You're hanging out, having a few beers.
JohnB and Sarah are fighting. For now. They haven't seen each other in a very, very long time. It's pretty out of character for them. But oddly, JohnB didn't really seem like he cared. He seemed more... like he didn't have a girlfriend. Like he forgot about it for a second. That's not like him.
But you don't know anything about it because you just got here.
But you can see that Johnb is weird.
"Hey JB, what's up? Are you alright?" You ask JohnB as you join him on the couch. The others are in the kitchen.
"Yeah... yeah... I mean I'm fine... I'm fine" he says.
"Okay, no. That was one too many. I know there's something wrong with you" you say and take his hand.
"You know... Sarah and I had a fight. Or rather, we're still fighting. All the time I'm thinking: It's okay and I'm fine. So I try to at least act like I am, but I'm not." He says and looks down
"I'm so sorry about that... what's the argument about? What's the problem?" You ask worriedly
"It's stupid. It really is. It was about Topper and him still coming to her and still being attached and all that shit."
"Oh man. That sucks." You say and hug him.
Jj has been watching you from the kitchen the whole time. He looks very annoyed. But he tries to hold it in.
"Nah let's forget about it now. Do you want to go out with me for a bit?" He asks and stands up.
"Yeah sure" you say
You go outside and talk a bit. You practise a bit how JohnB could apologise to Sarah.
"Sarah... I'm sorry. I was stupid and didn't think.... is that good?" JohnB asks. You just laugh.
"That wasn't even close to enough. What do you think when you see her? Tell me. But tell it to me like I'm Sarah. So you can tell her too. Okay?" You say and smile
"Okay then.... Sarah... you are the most beautiful girl in the world
Meanwhile, Jj stands by the door. He is listening to you. But at the wrong time, of course.
.....You're so pretty, so sweet, you turn my head. And god you're so sexy. Um... I love..." says JohnB as Jj runs towards you.
"Hey what the fuck are you doing?!" Says JJ aggressively and pushes JohnB away from you.
"Jj chill it wasn't like..." you say but are interrupted.
"Oh really? That's what you're going with? What the... JohnB what is this?" Jj asks him. Just as JohnB was about to tell the truth to calm Jj down, Jj interrupts him.
"So your little girlfriend dumps you for a while and you go straight for Y/N?" Says Jj and JohnB snaps. That was too much Maybank.
Johnb punches his best friend in the face.
"THINK BEFORE you throw something like that at someone BRO" he says and walks away.
"So you like JohnB... wow okay... that's cool" jj says to you pissed off
"What? Jj. No! Oh my god we were just practicing. Well. How can I put this. JohnB wants to apologise to Sarah and I wanted to help him. He should practice it on me." You say and roll your eyes
"Oh..." says Jj
"Yeah... oh... and even if. Like what the. Jj what does it have to do with you if I like someone. There's nothing emotional about us Jj. We're not together or anything. Just physically... right?" You say upset
That hurt Jj. Deep in his heart. He knew it but he always hoped you two were a 'thing'. Something that would last. But apparently not. He's quiet. And his eyes are a little glassy.
"Right. Only physically," he says, pissed off, and leaves.
"Jj wait. Why is this hitting you so hard?" You ask, turning him towards you by his arm.
"Because... I mean why? Why is it only physical? What's stopping you from getting more serious?" Jj asks in a broken voice
"Jj I... I didn't know you thought that but... I can't. Okay? I can't" you say
"Why? Tell me."
"Because I don't want to get hurt again, okay? Jj you are one of the biggest fuckboys I know. And you know it. You usually fuck a girl and then leave. Not because you're a shitty person, but because that's who you are. You don't need anything serious. And you've made that very clear many times.
I mean, the others are already surprised that you can put up with me for so long. You are simply THE player jj. And I can't do that. I'm too scared." You say and somehow a stone falls from your heart. But somehow it doesn't.
Jj stands there. Totally shocked by what you just said.
"That's what you think of me?" Jj says and tears come to his eyes.
"This is what everyone thinks about you Jj" you say.
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let me rip you out of your comfort zone for a moment.
we all know john b to be the calm, patient, comforting daddy— and we love him that way. he’s our safety, a net that catches you when you fall. but, i would be doing you a disservice if i didn’t remind you of the rare but existing side to him that’s a little rougher. a little scarier. think back to when he snuck into tannyhill to supposedly kill ward, and came into sarah’s room with a gun and got all mean and in her face before dragging her outside. that john b.
think season one john b, pre sarah — a little troublesome, sarcastic, always at parties with a girl hanging off his arm, flirts with you by being a little mean.
so with this version of him in mind, let me introduce you to toxicex!johnb.
he’s always teasing you in public, making little jabs at you for the choices you’ve made, following you around the grocery store to banter with you until you’re pouting (when really, he just wanted to follow you around because he’s still madly in love with you.) leaves you with his own smile each and every time, humming out a “nice to see you, sweetheart.” which makes you roll your eyes and simultaneously wanna fuck him just one more time.
he purposely flirts with girls at parties in your line of vision, but it doesn’t sting too much because his eyes are on you the whole time— wide and puppy like when he sees you all over that kook you’ve been seen hanging with. it just makes him madder at you.
but the ending is inevitable each time, you wind up in tears on the doorstep to the chateau, sniffling about how no one can get you off like he could and you need him to put you in your place. just one more time, you beg— and he smiles all understanding and sweet knowing it won’t be.
“was waiting for you to show up. come on in, sweetheart.”
he knows what you need. he needs to put you in that mushy, brainless spot that no guy knows how to invoke. that’s why he’s got you kneeling between his legs on the couch, giving you soft little slaps to your cheek as you whine like the little puppy dog he remembered you to be.
“yeaaah, that was a good one, wasn’t it? got you good there.” he grins, thumbing at the sore skin. “c’mon, sweet girl. another one. yooou can take it. that’s my big girl.” when he smacks you once more.
the dick is phenomenal, way bigger than anyone else you try to replace him with. he’s even kind enough to let you sleep with him in his bed, just for old time sake — but as soon as you wake up you’re shoving your clothes back on. leaving his sleeping body in the sheets.
if you’d only stayed until he woke up, he would have asked you if you wanted to try things again. oh well, he was certain you’d be back soon.
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I'm the BIIIIGEST Jiara stan, but I was thinking (never a good idea tbh) and I think I want to see more flirting, playfulness between the two of them this season and not see them get together until a later season.
I've heard there's going to be 5 or 6 seasons and I feel like to keep everyone interested in Jiara they would have to make them a little problematic. But jarah b have already done the married/break up/back together thing so it would be cool to see Jiara finally get together after a really long build up. Maybe give Kie a break after getting with Johnb in Season 1 and Pope in season 2.
Oooh 100% I totally agree! I love Jiara and obviously I want the endgame, but I hope they don’t rush it and then feel the need to add unnecessary drama to the ship as seasons go on?
I think playful banter and flirting this season would be🤌🏽, and even just them gravitating towards each other during their time on the island. I won’t lie to you, the angsty part of me would KILL to have a whole thing of both of them realising they like each other but not getting around to saying anything because of drama going on or whatever.
But then something happening in the finale and they don’t have time but they also don’t want anything to happen whilst they have these feelings and wee get a cheeky finale kiss👀because we get our endgame but also it leaves the ship open for more development next season and saves us from any “mid season breakups” like Jarah B!!
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lionasvault · 3 days
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so jealous bc of john b anon
girl u need a johnb in ur life
maybe ill do a little johnb writing later today .... would u eat that up
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stxrslut · 3 days
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How would daddy!johnb react to you being bossy?? :p
definitely wouldn’t have it!! cause who are you to think you’re in charge?? no he’d just be tolerating you the whole day and then the moment you’re both alone he’d be manhandling you over his lap to teach you your lesson.
“you wanna tell me what to do now?” he speaks in that condescending voice that fits him so well. all you can do is cry out a little ‘no daddy!” as he delivers another harsh slap to your now exposed ass, and he’d just chuckle “good, could never let you forget who’s in charge could I?”
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starfxkr · 9 days
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i am just now clocking in for my girlblogging shift at dulc3vida.com, first order of business- get caught up on starfxkr.net
voice reveal?!?!? moony i am your valley girl sister bc i speak in a similar tone. i just KNOW all your actors listen to u bc u have a kind voice that is also strong like i would love to take direction from you.
i too am also pursuing useless degrees (theatre major who is also picking up english and law) and i will kill myself if i don't achieve my dream (film director/writer/actor/political activist/future president (sometimes i feel like god is telling me that thats my path but i might just be crazy))
all the girls makeup is so spot on like gimme a min to reblog em all
i've been DEVOURING all your jombee prompts like husky!john b is creeping into my subconscious
there's a lot more i wanna say but my brain is being consumed by painal w/john b and pup, kitten, jj and jb fuckin on each other
HAIIIIII
omg yea my actors rlly do listen to me because when i get authoritative my voice gets deep LMAO but also love my chaotic sprightly energy i started twerkin on set because i was nervous and they lived for it idk...im gregg arakis dauggter
i think our only option is to do everything like....ur my sister in arms fr us art/film majors will have to just do shit until we make it
and i got lambs makeup otw like its literally in my drafts i gotta write the description
let husky!johnb into your heart...and into your ass <3 its where he belongs
the mystery inc all having a little yang yang yang in the chateau is so funny to me because they only do it once and they're always like nahhhh we shouldn't do it again...unless 👀
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