#MIGHT DELETE IT LATER

[ekkonus]

Another quick doodle of Makoto

#not sure how i feel about this one #might delete it later #makoto nanaya #blazblue #fanart

[meteorologears]

MY input on the Engineer/Spy Ship Name Poll

Engineer and Spy were sitting around the computer. There was only one, and it used internet from the future because they were from the 60s. Don't overthink this. Spy had discovered a cool website called Tumblr. They both thought the name was stupid. Spy liked that people drew things on there. They decided, for some godforsaken reason, to search themselves. "Are you sure this is a good idea, Spy?" Engineer asked, scratching above her eyebrow. "Isn't this kinda… well, meta? Ain't we breakin' the fourth wall here?" "Well, I suppose so," Spy replied, easily typing her own class in, "But good women rarely make history." "Ain't nobody breaking the fourth wall," Engineer argued, but she was silenced quickly enough when the page popped up with all kinds of stupid words and also images. "There, at the bottom," she directed. "I know what is at the bottom, ma chou chou," Spy replied with a smirk and a laugh, and didn't do anything asked of her. "Under the "show more" with those little four-line doohickies," Engineer told her, and they opened it up, "What in tarnation are all those things?" Spy had used tumblr before so she did, in fact, have an answer. "Those, ma cherie, are the names that people use to refer to a romantic relationship between us." "I don't suppose you been readin' those," Engineer murmured, her face heating up as Spy snorted out a laugh in her chair. "Do you really need to ask?" asked Spy, and that made Engineer get even redder because the two of them weren't even going steady at that point. "Hey!" Engineer exclaimed, and pointed angrily with one hand, "Napoleon complex!?" "Really, I find it quite simple," Spy affirmed, examining her fingernails. "Aw, hell, Spy, is that one a jest on my height?" Engineer crossed her arms, "I don't like that at all. That's mean-spirited." "I think you're overthinking it," Spy told her, "Look. These other ones are simpler. 'Engiespy', see? That makes perfect sense." "You don't even call me 'Engie'." "I don't believe they care."

#MIGHT DELETE IT LATER #god damn it this kept getting sent to post prison like 7 times. clearly the tumblr powers dont want it posted. im too strong #engiespy #napoleon complex #practical espionage #originally written on Discord so like. i ran out of space. sorry. #and yes its a joke. please dont take this as a serious evaluation of my fic writing abilities i swear i'm better than this

[cynicalmusings]

i tried capturing the vibes of hmc in a doodle semi-inspired by @ainescribe’s doodle inspired by chapter fourteen (as always, apologies for the bad photo quality, but the day i use digital art is the day the sky turns bright green):

#i spent too long on this #might delete it later #not sure yet #au: general’s flying ship #jing yuan

[just-an-enby-lemon]

I think the most interesting thing about Bertrand is his absense. In ASOUE specifically we feel like everyone is focused on Beatrice all the time, the Baudelaire's father is rarely mentioned. And at first is easy to conclude that he just doesn't let the same impact on people and that might be true but there's the complicated factor that Lemony is the narrator.

And Lemony does his best to paint Bertrand as a saint just as he did with Beatrice, trying to hide any suspicion any detail any thing that can show he did something wrong. But that's it. Bertrand is almost deletead from the narrative, mentioned sometimes as a good dad or a good husband and nothing more. We don't know who he was or what he did in the first books.

And I say the first books because while by the end of everything we still don't know much about him is like Lemony is slowly being abble to write about people talking about him. He gets a name and he gets actions and people who cared about him.

And that's fascinating both because it makes us question more and more about who Bertrand was and question if he didn't had more mentions before that were just deleted by Lemony. That he either didn't care to ask or didn't want to write. Who is Bertrand Baudelaire is a question if so many inconclusive answers and we may never know the right ones.

And I think this also says something about Lemony, maybe not his exact relationship with Bertrand, but about how he slowly being abble to let Bertrand exist to mention him as the kid Theodora actually liked to mentor, to point out this child rivalry is one of the few times Lemony appears to finally be abble to move on from his idealized versions of the dead and actually mention even if in criptic memory bits how he felt sbout them.

#i wrote it all and it has been a while since I read those books #so it may be all wrong #and whatever #but i think it makes sense rn #might delete it later #bertrand baudelaire #lemony snicket #asoue #atwq

[monster-noises]

I miss being in control of my own life.

I miss not having to loose sleep constantly because of things i fumble doing things 'on time' or circumstances out of my control or just bad luck

And the knock on effects of that loosing me more sleep later on and on and on into eternity

I miss feeling well rested and thinking clearly and feeling creative and full and human

For a lot of reasons that are all related lately i've felt like such a half person, like huge chunks of me have just.. turned off to conserve power

I miss having time to be patient with myself and go slow and enjoy myself and not worry so much about time cause i had Time.

Instead of fucking Rationing what time i am Graciously given, something always has to be sacrificed.

I miss not having to be On all the time and how that wears me out to the point where i can't even talk to my friends, let alone make new ones, cause i burnt it all up talking to strangers for 9hrs every day

I miss drawing with enough frequency that i never felt stiff or nervous

That I could see and feel myself improving at a pace that felt fair

I miss morning crosswords and a consistent routine and quiet and freedom and the feeling of being alive and and and...

I'm breaking myself for just JUST enough money to live at the cost of everything else but there is nothing else i can do but lay down and let myself be crushed slowly and quietly as possible

#monster noises #spring 2021 is a double edged sword #given the middle of the pandemic and lockdown and all #but it was also the most free and peaceful time i think i will ever get to experience #and it will haunt me for the rest of my life and i will always want to go back #but i can't and everything else will just keep getting worse and the dream will keep getting farther away #idk this one may be too personal #might delete it later

[jugheadprince]

Padaan lang po sa dash! Nag pa cute lang ng kunti. Hehe magandang gabi sa mga gising pa at nighty night sa mga tulog na.

#dump #ykfglb #might delete it later #bedyow

[pain-to-my-auchocolat]

just saw that boris becker and nick k*rgios have twitter beef and I gotta say how can any person be as delusional as nick???

Becker is right to criticize him for making all those unnecessary noise around him and instead of reacting like an adult this big baby goes personal.

I mean, yes, the great players of the past (with their equipment and fitness and nutrition) would probably not stand a chance against todays due to said conditions that´s how sports goes, but who knows if they were born in this gen maybe they'd still be top. Nethertheless it is an unnecessary debate ´cause it is the fcking PAST. There's just no need to do that.

And coming at boris becker, who was one of the greats of his time, won multiple grand slams and has been number 1, saying Novak would wipe the floor with him is just beyond respect and says everything you need to know about this man.

So my question is : when will he retire ?

(Yes I know boris becker has done questionable stuff in the past, BUT has he ever been disrespectful towards real people or abused anyone ? )

Addition: The Sad thing about this, is that nick could actually change things in tennis if he wanted to and wouldn´t be that kind of a hot-head. Why? because some of the things he says are reasonable AND he brings a different view into being a professional athlete...

#i had to get this of my chest I am sorry #might delete it later #boris becker #k*rgios #I can´t take it anymore with this man

[dudefromwormhole]

My quality time with my sweet self gone wrong, now I don't understand why people get envy all of a sudden(the envy itself is a terrible feeling, like, come on, people, it's literally chokes you, why do you even want to cause pain to other because of the fact that they have what you don't) and can't excuse all the cruel stuff my characters doing(I am scared of myself in these times) because it doesn't make sense.

So I have to settle with good, old: "people(and kids, kids are also people, but ten times more cruel little shits) are creative in doing cruel shit, live with it, you pussy"

#ramblings #random thoughts #might delete it later #humans are weird

[janora00]

I made a fashionable dress and I’m feeling LIT (in the very fashionable backyard of our house)

#janora #me in real life #might delete it later #I create #my new favorite dress for the summer #will probably get too warm because of the long sleeves

[chillbean3210]

@lotftober

Day 13, Horror

#lord of the flies #simon lotf #piggy lotf #ralph lotf #lotfober #I’m not too proud of this drawing #might delete it later #I still wanted to get something out for lotfober #and the horror concept sounded like it’d be interesting to draw #in case it’s not obvious Simon and Piggy are basically haunting Ralph #not for real though it’s in his mind #I imagine that when he gets off the island he feels huge amounts of shame over what happened to them #very mild horror #first time drawing horror #if I delete this #it’s just because I didn’t like it all that much #will release something for day 14 though!

[givemeasword-callmequeen]

#Found nail polish while cleaning... #The last time I was wearing it was at a comic con so I spend 20 minutes with painting my nails... #It's a weird feeling... But its prett #lesbian #girl like girls #men dni #Might delete it later #givemeaswordpersonal

[aroace-polyshow]

hiii do you take pjsekai friend requests? you can send it/i'll send mine off anon but i'm a shy mfer and dont have the confidence to just ask LMFAOO also i love your art your artstyle is super cute

277182988226273287 <- my id!! for en specifically

also TYSM ANON!!!! yayy :D

#asks #anon #pls ignore the first slide of my profile i use it to talk to someone on there #might delete it later #they stopped talking to me 💔

[oneskyonedestiny00]

I must admit that I have particular feelings regarding this game.

First of all, I have not completed it all yet - I reserved Terra's part of the story as last 'cause, ya know, IT HURTS (like the others' stories as well btw, but his is... on a higher level for me), and that's the reason why I got these complicated feelings about it. Everything about the wayfinder trio just makes me cry like a child, starting from Ventus line "Just put an end to me" in the Keyblade Graveyard to actually HIM disappearing after the battle with Vanitas, AND THEN, meeting the heart of Sora and joining it 'cause HIS heart was too damaged to return where it belonged, and putting him to an endless sleep.

UGGGH MY FEELINGS

Then, there's Aqua. "The misguided master" as Xehanort called her in DDD, the stubborn girl that kept fighting against the darkness just to protect her friends, to keep them safe from it (and failing with Terra, but unfortunately she doesn't know that right away). She sacrified herself falling into the Realm of Darkness, in which she wandered for TEN YEARS. Alone. My gosh.

And finally. Terra. The boy who made wrong decisions, being manipulated by a man who's selfish wishes were stronger to the point of sacrificing the lives of these three young people in order to obtain what he wanted. Kingdom Hearts.

The same boy who refused to fall under the control of the darkness, to fall under the control that master Xehanort imposed on his heart to make a new vessel for him to use...

And his armor, filled with his thoughts, his deep feelings, HIS OWN MIND - known by the name of Lingering Will - persisted, uncorrupted by that same darkness that took over not only his heart but his body as well, and which remained vigilant in the Keyblade Graveyard, waiting for the day when he will finally set things right and regain what has been lost.

That's how the saga of Xehanort "officially" begins.

And oh boy, must I really finish it? Am I ready to shed more tears about this game? Wasn't 358/2 Days enough?

Hell no. But what choice do I have? I love this game. But at the same time, I hate it. I hate what happens. And I hate the fact that I can't do nothing to change the course of the events that are about to happen. The tragedy that's almost hidden behind the corner of the Land of Departure, just minutes before the beginning of the mark of mastery.

[I know the cutscenes of this game as well as the back of my hand by now, since I watched it too many times to count - and still - here I am sobbing uncontrollably after finishing Aqua and Ventus's stories for the first time. Sigh.]

#midnight rambles #kingdom hearts #birth by sleep #i needed to say this #sorry #might delete it later #i dont know yet #im just too emotional rn #the story of the wayfinders trio is a tragedy #and we all know that #hope my english is not too bad