#Till: Cancer

[dapperrokyuu]

Luka, shooting mental eye beams at Sua, pre-Round 1: There can only be one Capricorn.

#dee p thoughts #alien stage #alnst #vivinos #luka post-round 1: c: #fun addition since I might as well for those who enjoy this sort of thing the casts' zodiacs are #Till: Cancer #Ivan: Aquarius (not sure this matters since its his adoption day vs birthday yada yada) #Mizi: Leo #Hyuna: Virgo #Sua: Capricorn #Luka: Capricorn

[skylersprompts]

DC x DP Prompt *4*

Jason had been a little better recently. He had the pit better under control, even though it reared his head from time to time. But it was easier to talk with the bats... his family.

But B's staring was making his skin crawl. The big bad bat was staring him down for over ten minutes.

"What?!", his tone was harsher than he intended, but that wouldn't make him back down. The silence carried on for a few beats, before his fahter batman finally graced him with an answer.

"I spoke with Constantin... a while ago", it almost sounded like he wanted to talk emotions. Which could just mean something bad.

It took some moments before B continued. The emotional talk theory sounded more and more likely.

"There could be a way to help with the pit madness." - Bruce lifted his hand to stop any Protest from Jason - "I just want you to consider it. We won't do anything without your permission. It wouldn't even work without it. The entity is strong, but it is confirmed that it isn't a danger, as long as we treat this the right way", if he didn't know the old man any better, he would have thought that he was just as businesslike as always. But his jaw was clenched, his fingers kept twitching ever so slightly. His father Bruce was nervous.

And that was enough to reign the pit in, that kept whispering how they still didn't accept him. But that didn't mean he liked this idea.

So his answer was nothing more than a non committed grunt, before he swung on the back of his bike. The old man would be alright to wait for a bit.

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It took months before Jason brought the conversation back up. The pit had been a bitch to reign in the last few weeks and today he felt at least somewhat like himself again.

They spoke just a little bit about what would need to happen, but Jason felt like his time was running thin. He didn't care all to much about the details at the moment.

Constantin was ordered to the cave and the summoning was prepared. No blood or sacrifice was needed, which made this magic bullshit at least a bit more tolerable.

Beside the Batman, Constantin and Red Hood was also Nightwing there. He didn't want any of his other siblings by his side. Not when he felt so easy to irritate.

The Magician began the ritual and in the circle formed a whirlpool of lazurus water. If Dick hadn't been standing behind him, he would have bolted.

But after just a few seconds emerged a white headed boy out of the pool. The portal closed and left a confused, floating boy behind.

But before Constantin or Batman could say a word, the green (Lazarus green!) eyes landed on him. The being gasped and flyed directly to him.

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Danny had been minding his own business, free from rouges and king work for once. His finals stood right around the corner and he took the time off to learn.

But of course he had to be summoned in the only normal time he had. But since the energy felt familiar, he was to 90% sure that it should be sad trenchcoat man. So it should be important... hopefully.

As soon has he looked around he saw John and the Batman! But there was an energy that pulled his attention.

His eyes widened. This poor... Revenant? Halfa?? He wasn't sure, but! He was one of his people and it looked bad. And he seemed to be around his age, what made it so much worse.

Danny zoomed over to him, to have a better look. And that just made it worse.

"That looks bad... who did this to you?", he whisperd with a horrified glance at the chest of the other boy.

His core was slowly poisoned by his own ectoplasm and seemed like there was not much time left.

#skylers prompts #dcxdp #dpxdc #dcxdp prompt #dead on main #maybe #Diana helped Bruce with his speech #because he would have said something in a way to hurt Jason #he knew that #so he asked his one emotinal intelligent friend™ #Danny is not amused about the situation #one of his people is slowly dying again! #Lazarus water is like a cancerous parasite #it eats away all the good ecto and twists ones obsession #till the ghostly host dies #Danny learned Ghost medicine from Frostbite #because he wants to be able to help Ellie and others #Jason will need a long time to recover #and it will hurt so fucking much #at it will be so much better if he gets healed #if it isn't already to late

[probablyhuntersmom]

I have never, ever, had an October/birthday month this good ever before. It's surreal

#final booklet (graphic design gig) sent off to printing company. the final paper quality is beautiful :O #7 days till island visit + work event. 2 days till celebrating that I made it to 31 #money changer visit: check #telling dad to gtfo of my space and that I'm hanging out with his actually understanding cousin 4000 miles away over Halloween #no pain in my body. as a person in remission (I am SO glad it wasn't brain cancer) #and the company of kind. extraordinary. intelligent. supportive friends and shared love for stories and lore #the world is opening up. there are plans for next year. I can breathe and immensely hope #and I'll take Hunter...the world of the Owl House..and the connections it brought..along with me #loz says stuff

[cosmicgamer]

Instantly making Wendy's hair long again was the most insulting thing for her character arc, I loathe it with all my being

#My post #Fairy Tail #Wendy Marvell #She cut her hair to show her maturity and they couldn't even wait till the next arc to grow it back?? They had to use Cancer to revert it? #It just makes this moment feel incredibly shallow as a result #Mashima keep your development for your characters for longer than two chapters challenge: impossible

[widevibratobitch]

????? ok fuck me ig this year is crazy

#so first my moms husband dies. then turns out my grandpa has cancer too and wont see the end of this year. my grandma's also dying. #NOW MY MOST BELOVED PIANIST LEAVES TILL THE END OF THE YEAR???????????? health issues. bruh. ill get health issues if you leave me. #im obsessed with him he restored my love for singing i would have quit if not for him </3 #my voice teacher is leaving for the rest of the month cause she's singing in latvia. good for her i love her so much it hurts so its ok #but still :(( #and like. god. im fucking up left and right and it feels like everything is literally crumbling to dust around me #cant catch a break can i #ughhhhhhhhhh #also i literally took the 'ah non lasciarmi no' concert aria to her last time we saw each other asking if i can do it #and now what? both her AND MISTAH [redacted] ARE LEAVING ME. #di vita mancherei nel dirti addio fr ah no non lasciarmi ah no </3

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more #I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s #the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything #that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da #lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how #get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to #and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not #be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much #of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so. #literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in #bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it #into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it #but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted #any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself #not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha #usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day #because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere #I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s #just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway #this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this #bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school #vent tw #yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely #disability #chronically ill #i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho #i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to #anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse #I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours #I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework

[cafiffle]

this is exciting commentary to find on my post about pregnancy sickness, thanks for that

#wait till they find out about the ocd #and the skin cancer #reproducing is literal child abuse

[1-ufo]

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#for anyone wondering what’s been going on with that lump I found #I was able to get to the doctor for an exam which confirmed that #there is indeed a lump #but they weren’t able to schedule imaging till next Thursday #so I have to continue worrying for that long #but statistically they said I have a low chance of getting breast cancer something with the way genes are passed down #which is a little comfort though not like… a lot right now #lower than average chance of having breast cancer but I feel like I’ve also #inherited so much of my grandmother #the one who has had breast cancer 3 times #so #yeah #that’s where we’re at with that #let’s just say I’ve been… sleeping a lot this last week #distraction is hard

[harmcityherald]

Cancer is a monster.

but I'm a monster slayer.

#stomach cancer #chronic pain #aortic dissection #heart trouble #pain pain pain #snakes in my belly #i can hear my old mans voice in my head quit ur bellyachin' push through #but how can u when ur split in two #thats the banshees again #face to face #artemeshia is mad at at me #sometimes im a hard fish to fry #then sometimes u need to have some empathy #i signed up for a girl with no empathy remember my stupid song #cruel girls #u have to chk urself because in pain you dony act right #sometimes people around u dont act right #u gotta chk urself but u gotta forgive #no one knows the pain till its them in the fire #they arent cruel they are uneducated #forgive em #teach them a lesson #and teach urself a lesson #Im alone alot #but i like solitude #cant cave and smoke like always #go ahead judge me #wait till its ur ass in the fire. #people also take advantage of you when u down #see it for the abuse that it is. call them out.

[bluesey-182]

i love senior dogs. i love getting to see my dog grow old. i love knowing she's had a really good life, and that I'm gonna do my best to make sure it continues to be a good life. i love seeing her face change and her fur change, but she keeps that same happy tail. i love that her snores get louder with age and she's adjusted her lifelong tricks to work with her aging body. i love that her tummy is a little fatter and she's gotten stubborn with stairs but she's happy to let me carry her on them. i love that she still gets the zoomies and greets me with happy little howls when i get home. i love that she trusts me to take care of her, and im honored i get to see her age

#im saying this as someone who's known for 2 years I'll eventually lose her to her cancer #time is sometimes the enemy but other times it feels like a gift #I've watched her grow from the literal day she was born and it's so special and important to me that she's mine till the very end #she will never have existed in this world without having known me #anyways.... #text post #okay to reblog #im also saying this as someone who's lost 2 dogs before. i honestly wouldn't trade the pain away if it meant i didn't get to love them

[daydreamsigh]

my gf "they got married on june 6th"

me: "thats gemini season no wonder it didn't work"

my gf "but everyone gets married during june it's a good time"

me "...maybe thats why 50% of marriages end in divorce because people are getting married and exchanging vows during lying season"

#im just cracking but not really... #like if you're gonna get married in june wait till cancer season at least lol

[dontcallittimetravel]

Never forget that On This Day, Emmett Till was brutally murdered by two violent ape-men, not all that long ago, and never forget that ape-men like that still roam the streets today, thinking this country belongs to them

#on this day #on this date #emmett till #fuck racists #fuck white supremacy #fuck the confederacy #you can't wait for cancer to die out on its own

[lamentablesbian]

moving out (take 2) tomorrow 💃💃💃 let’s go!

#i’m Exhausted #i have been so stressed all week #just got a passive agressive text from the lady i sublet from for being too loud carrying some things to my car #i am! ready to leave #praying and hoping my new place will be better #i have great vibes so far and i’ve really bonded with my roommate but still #i won’t trust it till i’m There #blaAarurghh #and i got so much passive agression from my boss this week too it’s like… can i live. can i get a single break Please #also it’s gonna be an all girl house i’m moving into thank Christ #this current house i knew wouldn’t be Ideal but i thought it would at least be more livable than it is…… but alas #i know people usually joke saying that bad living situations took years off their life #but i think this one literally did because of all of the secondhand smoke i inhaled #cigarette smoke is the devil actually truly very little is worse than it #the stench. the way it lingers. the headaches. #the way my cat perches in my window and now i’m worried he’s gonna get lung cancer from it too #dear god. #i need Out so i’m getting out #myken talks

[bigbandzombeaverscreditroll]

eating disorders are disgusting and awful and also terrible and traumatizing plus atrocious, despicable, and ugly

#the sickness not the people who have them #cause i feel like when u say bad or dangerous proeds will be like k that’s sexy #eds are not sexy #they’re ugly disgusting and rotted #they’ll ruin your life and you’ll never ever feel like you’ve won #ana #eating disoder recovery #tw eating issues #it's not as simple as just eating #tw ed vent #red band society #if you support eating disorders as they r honey you’ve got a big storm comin #it’s never ever ever your fault eating disorders aren’t picky #they’re like cancer they’ll come in and fuck w you till they’re done maybe they’ll kill you it’s up to them #except that it isn’t cause you can ask for help you can get help #but you have to actually want to actually get rid of it for real or else it’ll just get worse #the first step is admitting there’s a problem #don’t let it take your good joy away from you #kill your eating disorder

[da-riya]

Had to pop some aspirin due to headaches, I think my test today won't go well at all

#probs due to sleep schedule fuckery I stayed up till 3am #but also the air quality goes to shit as everyone and their dog is lighting up a fire #I feel like I'll develop lung cancer even without smoking

[larrysballetslippers]

do you ever listen to a song and think "yes this fits this exact placement in my birth chart", just me? okay

#till it hurts by jordy for my cancer venus lol