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astarionfreak · 13 days
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#9 for Astarion x reader? Please?
Ahh! Yes!! Thank you!
9. "Eyes on me when you come."
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You didn't start the night getting railed by the most beautiful man you've ever known. No, that came later. Many hours later.
At the start of your day -- night -- you live in reverse now. It wasn't hard to adjust.
At the start of your night, Astarion met you in the kitchen as you made yourself breakfast. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, lips against your warm skin, and mumbled a soft, "Good morning, darling."
He wrapped his hands around your waist, fingers toying with the hem of your pants. You thought, maybe, he'd fuck you right there. But he didn't. You were left wanting.
Later that evening, as you headed out into the city to do -- well, that's private isn't it? -- whatever it is you do. You decided to get a little revenge. You leaned against an alley wall and tugged him flush against your body.
He made a small, surprised noise, and quickly melted into your arms. Your hands were the ones toying with hems of pants this time.
You waited until you felt his lips against your neck, kissing as he searched for a vein -- then you pushed him away and continued on with the very important business you had to attend to.
It was little things all night that built your desire. Your need for him. Little touches. The backs of your hands brushing up against each other. A stolen glance, a knowing smile.
I'm here. I love you. I want you.
It wasn't until the threat of dawn sent you scurrying back home that you finally indulged in each other.
It wasn't until you went all day wanting that you found pleasure in each other.
When you got back home, that's when you found yourself with your hands pinned on either side of your head. Astarion's fingers laced with yours.
"Such a tease," he purred. "Taunting me all day. But you're mine now, aren't you?"
"I'm yours, I'm yours, Astarion," you managed to say.
Your breath came in desperate, needy gasps. Sweat dripped down the curve of your neck, mixing with the rivulets of blood from a messy feed.
You felt -- everything. Every inch of your body craved him, needed his skin against yours.
You threw your head back, squirming beneath him as he fucked into you -- slow, languid, drawing out every thrust. He took his time and felt every inch of you.
"Fuck -- fuck, Astarion," you whimpered. "Don't stop. Please."
Your thoughts became distant. He's all you could see. He was everything. You only knew you want more. Harder, faster, closer.
"Gods, you're so good for me. Aren't you, love? So, so good," he whispered.
There was that low rumble of lust and his voice cracked slightly with desire.
"So good, Astarion," you said.
You squeezed your eyes shut, losing yourself completely to pleasure that quickly reached it's peak. "So close, I'm so close --"
"Eyes on me when you come, darling," he commanded.
You were good. So good. You did exactly as you were told. You opened your eyes to find him watching you.
There was that sly smile that showed just a hint of his fangs. His eyes, red, and dark with lust as he reveled in his control over you --
And something else -- love. Gods. He loved you. And you loved him. More than anything. You built a life together. You trusted each other.
You were happy.
You were so happy as you unraveled beneath the man you loved. You were content as he held you, and fucked you through the orgasm that left your legs weak and your vision blurry.
You felt the deepest satisfaction when he, too, came undone with you.
You lay there, with him in your arms, his ear to your chest. You knew, he was listening and counting each beat of your heart. You didn't ask him what he was thinking.
You didn't have to.
He's your home. And you are is.
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astarionfreak · 1 month
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Right now, you're mine
Words have been difficult lately so here's a quickie before bed. I bring you some lyrics from Rule #34 by Fish in a Birdcage presented as a 1K word Astarion x Fem!Reader smut (oral sex, bondage, possessive Astarion, Tav's a good girl) Song lyrics are bolded:
“Are you still comfortable, darling?” Astarion says, walking around you to check his work.
You nod. You’re on your knees and completely naked, save for the ropes that Astarion elaborately bound you with. His fingers were quick, and gentle, sapping up your warmth as he worked.
This was your idea, but after a few days Astarion seemed even more excited about it than you. He’d even practiced with the ropes quite diligently. As it turns out, he was a quick study.
“Good. And you remember the safe words we agreed upon?” He bends down to your eye level. There’s something more than just lust in his crimson eyes, there’s excitement — and — gods, love. All this time and his love for you still has not faded. Nor has your love for him.
Your arms are bound behind your back, knees on the floor, legs spread. You nod again. “Red to stop. Yellow to slow down.”
“Good girl.” Astarion stands, towering over you. He’s been shirtless for some time, but his trousers have remained on. “And if your mouth is . . . occupied?”
“I’ll use my teeth,” you tease.
“You absolutely will not use your teeth.” Astarion balks at the idea, and stares down at you with just the slightest hint of horror on his face. 
“I let you use your teeth on me all the time, Astarion. How is this any different?” You are aware that this is very different.
“My . . . member is not something to bite. An agreed upon nibble perhaps, but certainly no biting.”
“If your cock is in my mouth and I want to stop, I will grunt three times in a row. You'll know.”
“Thank you. That is much better. Now, where were we? Oh, yes.” He smiles, it's that same roguish grin that you’d fall for a hundred times. “You look so good, down there on your knees.”
You bite down on your lower lip, heart slamming against your chest, as you stare up at him. You are his, for tonight — and for as long as he’ll keep you. Unable to move. “Use my mouth now, please, Astarion.” Your pleading comes out as barely a whisper.
“What was that, darling? I couldn’t quite hear you,” he teases.
You swallow thickly. “Use my mouth, please. I won’t bite, I swear.”
He laughs, flashing you his fangs. “Such a good girl, surely you know how to please.”
His palm meets your cheek and his thumb presses against your lips and into your mouth. His thumb is salty, calloused, and warm from your skin.
You stifle a moan as he pushes it down against your tongue. Your eyes flutter shut and you suck, diligently, a promise of what you can offer to more intimate places.
You graze his thumb with your teeth, still teasing. Always teasing. But he trusts you and you trust him. Completely.
Your eyes are still closed as you listen to him work his trousers down and free his cock. The thought of him claiming your mouth sends a spark of desire through your body. A moan rolls up your throat and is muffled by his thumb.
Just when you’re starting to feel impatient, Astarion speaks. His voice is rough and coated in lust, “Look at me, look me in the eyes, my love.” He removes his thumb from your mouth.
When you open your eyes you’re greeted with his cock, so close to your face. Your mouth is open, wide, and wanting. You follow the path of his hips, his abdomen, his chest, to finally meet his eyes.
“If you obey my next command, I just might give you a treat.” Astarion tangles his fingers in your hair, he holds his cock with his free hand. You pull against his grip, trying to move closer — always closer — you want him. You need him.
His soft cock slides into your mouth with no resistance. You open wide for him, taking him as best you can. Like the good girl you are.
"Gods, that mouth of yours," Astarion whimpers. "It could destroy a man."
It has, you think but can't say. You whimper around his width. His fingers in your hair help guide your head to slowly bob along his length. He tastes like him. Like home. A taste that’s as sweet as every sin you’ve ever claimed and every crime you’ll ever commit.
Tears burn at the corners of your eyes. The heat in your core, your desire for him, deepens. You know he can smell it, your arousal. This is something you’ve done countless times before. He knows your limits. He knows how much of him you can take before it’s too much.
He groans softly, hips thrusting as he pushes deeper into your mouth. Until his cock is hard, and wet from your saliva. Until you can taste pre-cum as he bumps against the back of your throat.
“Forget yourself,” he groans. “Surrender your mind. Right now, you’re mine. All mine.”
Drool drips from your mouth, slides down your chin. You’re a mess, for him. His mess. His. All his.
I'm yours. I'm yours. I'm yours.
A particularly rough thrust and you gag around him. But it’s good. Delicious. Your jaw aches, but you want this. You need to please him.
You breathe when he allows you to, gasping with wide, teary eyes whenever his cock isn’t filling your mouth.
He's close. You can hear it in his moans, that familiar softness, the need for you.
He’s so fucking close.
You moan wantonly around his cock the next time he thrusts into you. You pay attention to your tongue, licking when you can — swirling when you find that spot that elicits the most debouched of moans from him.
"That feels -- hells, you feel so good," he chokes out.
You know his body just as well as you know your own, perhaps even better. It’s not long before he’s lost. Cock twitching in your mouth, thrusts losing their rhythm as he spills across your tongue and down your throat.
"Such a good girl. Gods. I love you." Astarion watches you with a reverent expression.
He untangles his fingers from your hair and stumbles slightly, staring down at you — his crimson eyes dark and hazy in the afterglow of his orgasm. You swallow, drinking down every last drop. Like the good girl you are.
"You're so beautiful," he whispers.
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astarionfreak · 4 months
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At least you purr for me
// Astarion (Spawn) / Reader (Fem!Tav)
You've been faking orgasms your entire life. And yes, you even faked during that night in the forest with Astarion. After a couple bottles of wine, the truth comes out and Astarion wants to rectify the situation.
18+ • NSFW • 6.3K words (1/1) | Read on AO3 (a teaser is available below)
Tags: Smut, first orgasm, masturbation, inappropriate use of tadpole, vaginal fingering, penis in vagina sex, oral sex, vampire bites
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Astarion’s body language is relaxed, but you can tell that something has changed. Your little confession earned you his full attention. He’s going to try to fuck you again, isn’t he?
Then you feel it, that familiar tug inside your mind. Your breath catches in your throat.
Is it true, what you said?
You nod.
I’d like to discuss this further with you if you’re interested?
You shrug.
Not the resounding ‘yes’ I was hoping for, darling.
Astarion leans back on one hand and takes a slow sip of wine from the goblet in his other hand.
It’s also not a ‘no.’
Astarion responds to something Karlach said. It earns him another laugh from the group. You’re still not focusing on the actual words being exchanged, you’re just watching Astarion.
Yes, well, now that I have all the information on your little . . . predicament. I’d like to try again.
There it is. Another man treating you like you’re a poor, broken thing that desperately needs him to be cured.
I don’t need you to fix me, Astarion.
You’re staring at him now, but he seems to be hardly paying you any attention. Even though he’s actively inside your mind.
Did I say I wanted to fix you? I only meant that I want to fuck you, dear.
You sigh.
I don’t know if that’s a good idea.
You shiver as phantom fingertips begin to trail, feather-light, up your inner thigh. Your mouth drops open and you inhale sharply. After only one night together, he knows exactly how to touch you.
Astarion is still in the middle of a conversation with the group while he teases you. How is he able to do this?
I only have good ideas. Just say the word and we can share another private moment.
His fingertips aren’t there, not really, and yet you feel them slide up and down your thigh. Every time his fingers move, they go farther and farther up — inching closer to where you really want them to be.
Maybe, Astarion. But when?
You shift in your seat, squirming as the invisible fingers slide to your other thigh — continuing to tease you with slow and gentle movements. You struggle to control your breathing, trying to focus now only on keeping your breath steady and slow so as to not raise any suspicions.
Now is as good a time as any.
Then he adds another hand. This time delicate fingers move down your neck, caress your shoulder, beneath your clothes and slowly brush over the swell of your breast. The fingers trace your curves, over and under.
You’re sitting rather stiffly now. The hair on the back of your neck stands at attention and goosebumps are scattered along your arms. If anyone were to look at you, they would surely know something is going on.
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astarionfreak · 19 days
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6! AA x Reader?
Ooooooh. Yes! Thank you!
!! Warning !! This snippet includes the character feeling the sensations as Harleep uses their body for sex. It does go into noncon/dubcon territory, so please do not read if that's not for you. Ascended Astarion is possessive, but pretty soft overall.
6. "How do the ropes feel? Not too tight?"
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Phantom fingers ghost up your spine. It's happening again. You hold your breath, trying to keep this little outburst to yourself. Maybe it will pass quickly.
Astarion had a stressful day of negotiations and the last thing you want to do is add to his frustrations.
But it does not pass quickly. Lips are on your chest, your shoulder, your neck -- a breath that is not really in the room pants heavily against your skin.
You feel sweat dripping down your neck and you're not sure if it's actually yours or not. It's not always this vivid.
Someone nips at your earlobe. Not yours. Theirs. But its your body. Yours. They're just using it.
It's the sensation of teeth tugging at your nipple that finally breaks you. A soft whimper escapes your lips.
"Little love, whatever could be the matter?" Astarion peers up at you from his throne. He studies your face -- you see the moment he realizes what's happening to you. His eyes darken.
Astarion pats his lap, beckoning you toward him. "It's that vile incubus again, isn't it?"
You nod, roll up onto your feet, and walk to him.
The phantom hands are relentless now, grabbing, and pulling at your skin. You lost count of how many people must be in the room with them. It's hard to think through the fog of desire that your mind has fallen into.
"How many this time?" he asks.
You swallow thickly and crawl onto Astarion's lap. "Many."
"Last time you became quite violent." Astarion's hands, warm, and familiar, slide up under the fabric of your clothing and settle on your hips.
"More now." Heat pools low in your belly. Inescapable desire. Astarion can sense it. You are bound to each other in ways beyond even your own comprehension. Beyond even Harleep's owning of your body.
"Shall I bind you?" Astarion asks.
"Yes," you manage to gasp out. You rest your head on his shoulder, breathing in the smell of him. Bergamot, rosemary, and a hint of brandy. So much has changed the last few months. His scent is one of the few things that have remained the same. You use it to ground yourself, to remain sane as the assault continues.
You hear the snap of his fingers. He is ordering some spawn to fetch the ropes.
A cold tongue flicks over your nipple, dull teeth bite down on your shoulder. You choke back a moan and allow your body, yours, to fall limp in Astarion's arms.
"That incubus will pay for what they are doing to you, my love. Soon they will learn that your body is mine, and mine alone -- not something to be shared," his voice is a low growl in your ear.
There's the shuffle of feet as someone approaches. No heartbeat. It's a spawn.
You don't look up from where you've rested your head. Your face tucked into the curve of Astarion's neck.
You squirm in his grasp as Astarion binds your wrists behind your back.
"How do the ropes feel? Not too tight?" Astarion asks.
You whimper as invisible fingers slide inside you. You strain against the ropes, wanting to lash out at the fingers and mouths that are not really there.
"It'll hold," you manage to say.
"Good," Astarion whispers. "Now, shall I distract you? Shall I remind you who you belong to?"
You breathe him in again as Astarion pulls you close to his chest. His hands are splayed across your back. His hands. He's here. He's got you. You're his.
"Yes, yes, please," you whimper.
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astarionfreak · 3 months
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You'll hate me (make love)
// Astarion (Ascended) / Fem!Reader
You left Astarion after he completed the ritual. You lost the love of your life. You mourned him. Now, a year later, you return to him in a moment of desperation. Astarion grants you one last night with the man you lost.
or: Ascended Astarion pretends to be his spawn self as Tav's dying wish and they fuck on his grave. Why? Because I felt like it.
18+ • NSFW • 5.3K words (1/1) | Read on AO3 (a teaser is available below)
Tags: About to Die, Porn With Plot, Smut, Penis In Vagina Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Oral Sex, Gentle Sex, Gentle Kissing, Vampire Bites, Vampire Sex, Blood, Sad, Sad and Sweet, Angst, Bittersweet
Writing soundtrack: Shameful Company | Nothing Matters | Heavy In Your Arms | it is what it is
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This is the last place you should be.
He’s not the man you fell in love with. Not anymore. The Rite of Profane Ascension corrupted him — of course it did.
Seven thousand souls were sacrificed. Astarion gained all that power. Something like that doesn’t come without a price. His price was losing you.
You left him. You swore that he’d never see you again after the brain was defeated. And, yet, here you are merely a year later. Standing inside his palace. Waiting to lay your eyes on him one final time.
You were told to sit in a chair at the vast table that fills the middle of the room. You do not sit. Instead, you pace while you wait. You don’t keep track of the time. You don’t want to know how long it’s been since you arrived — how long you have left.
What you do know is that he’s here. He’s messing with your head, even now. This, the making you wait. It’s all part of a game.
That’s all anything is to him anymore. That’s all anyone is, just playthings to keep him entertained.
You’ve just about convinced yourself to leave when his voice stops you. Not his footsteps. His voice. You never even heard him approach, but he’s in the room.
“Well, look who came crawling back after all this time. Have a change of heart, my dear?” His voice has a pleasant lilt, but there’s a touch of vitriol just beneath the surface.
You spin on your heels. Your breath catches in your throat when you finally see him. His sharp features. Those familiar, but distant eyes. The smug look that mocks you now.
“No,” you say.
There was no change of heart. Even if you did want him to take you back, it wouldn’t matter. It’s far too late for that.
“If you’re here to beg for my help, I am more than delighted to tell you the answer is no.” Astarion takes a few strong strides toward you — then he pauses.
His body stiffens, just momentarily, before he slips back into a comfortable stance.
“Astarion . . .”
You forget what you were going to say. You’re too distracted by the way he’s staring at you now. There’s something in his eyes that you could mistake for concern if you didn’t know him better.
“What’s going on, Tav?” he asks.
Not a pet name. No more mocking tone. Just him. Your name coming from his lips sounds like home.
You don’t know what you expected. But it wasn’t this. You have to remind yourself that this isn’t him. This is the thing that stole his face. 
But does it even matter? Do you even care? You came all this way, after all. You know what you came for. You came for him.
One last rotten night.
Your voice shakes when you speak, “You can tell, can’t you?”
He nods stiffly and finally closes the distance between you. His eyes never leave your face. He’s searching for something there that you know he won’t find.
You didn’t want to tell him, not really. You didn’t want this hanging between you, but maybe this is better. Maybe this will make the inevitable easier to swallow.
“How long?” he asks.
“I don’t know.” You watch the muscles in his jaw work through your obvious lie. He is holding back his anger, and his frustration with you.
“Tell me how long you have left, Tav.”
“A day, maybe,” you say. “Maybe less.”
He reaches for you, a warm, gentle hand cupping your face. Warm. Another reminder of the man he isn’t.
You lean into his touch. You crave him. Despite everything, you are happy just to be near the visage of the man you loved. The man who, though he never said it, you know loved you.
You hold your breath.
Astarion seems to be holding his breath too. He’s warm. His heart beats. Everything has changed. The pad of his thumb gently brushes over your cheek. “I’ll fix this.”
You laugh. For the first time in a long time, you laugh and it’s genuine. “There is no fixing this, Astarion. I’m going to die.”
His hand moves down, fingers feather-light as they dance across your neck. Until he finds the place where he bit you the first time he fed.
There are no scars. There is nothing to remind either of you other than the memory alone.
“I’ll turn you,” he says.
There was a time when such words would have sent a chill up your spine. Not anymore. It’s too late for you. Even undeath won’t unwind your fate.
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astarionfreak · 17 days
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For the smut game
1 and/or 13 with A.A. x Gale please?
Oh, fuck. Great idea! Yes. 🧛🧙
1. "I need you inside me."
13. "Please, please let me come."
!! Warning: This deals with chronic pain (Gale still has the orb). Ascended Astarion appears soft on the surface, but there is some sketchy shit going on behind the scenes tbh.
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There was no denying that the ascension changed him. Gale sensed the difference immediately. Astarion seemed sharper, leaner, hungrier.
There was also no denying that Gale found him very attractive. Before the power, but even moreso now.
Astarion walked in the sun without fear. The appetites of man returned to him. He ate food in addition to blood -- and although he often chastised Gale for cooking, "There's no need for you to ever lift a finger again, my love." -- Gale found pleasure in the small act of service.
Gale busied himself in the kitchen, putting together one of his favorite meals, when pain got the better of him. He stumbled back from the stove and gestured for one of the many servants to come take over. Wordlessly he retreated to his chambers.
As luck would have it, the aching void that gnawed away within him had remained relatively stable. However -- to put it simply -- it hurt. Some days were worse than others. Today was one of the more difficult ones.
Gale only intended to stay in the Crimson Palace for a tenday, two at most. Just until he located the Netherstones. Then he would return to Waterdeep, where he planned reforging the crown. For himself. Obtaining his own power.
He promised to make a place in the Heavens to share with Astarion. Together, they would be Gods. Better than the ones who had turned their backs on them.
Better than Mystra. Stronger.
Unfortunately, despite numerous attempts, they had been unable to locate the stones. 
Meaning the orb remained. An ever growing threat and -- quite literally -- a painful reminder of his shortcomings. Each day it got worse. The fetid thing was hungry again.
And while Astarion could not hide his displeasure when Gale consumed magical artifacts -- he did continue to provide them when necessary. For that, Gale was extremely grateful.
He would be lying if he said he wasn’t jealous. Astarion had power in abundance while the cursed magic that lived within Gale slowly robbed him of everything.
Gale stumbled into their bedroom, stripped himself of his robes, and lay, clad only in underwear, between soft, silk sheets in their bed. That is where Astarion found him hours later. Curled up into himself, in the quiet, dark room.
Astarion slipped between the sheets. He pressed his firm chest against the other man’s back, one arm snaking over Gale’s body to pull him close. Astarion pressed a ring against Gale’s chest. “I stole this from a patriar today. The absolute fool had the gall to demand I bow. Can you imagine? Me? Bowing to anyone? At least he was considerate enough to be wearing this ring when I cut off his fingers.”
Gale held his breath as he let the magic flow through him, feeding the angry pit. Just enough to settle the storm inside. It wouldn’t be long before it demanded more though.
More. More More. Always hungry. Never sated.
“His mistake is my gain, I suppose,” Gale mumbled. It took him a moment to settle back into his body, the pain subsiding enough to allow him to breathe through the fog. “Thank you for this.”
Astarion’s hands wandered down Gale’s body, beneath the hem of his underwear, fingertips dragging across his skin as he approached his cock. “Well, I simply can’t have you wasting away in bed all day now, can I? It’s unbecoming.”
Gale sighed softly and pressed closer. “I am beginning to suspect something is wrong with me beyond my . . . affliction.”
Astarion bit gently at Gale’s earlobe. “There is one thing we’ve yet to try. I’m positive I could get past the taste if you would just allow me —”
“No, Astarion.” Gale rolled onto his back and met Astarion’s eyes. “We have truly no idea how the orb would react to me becoming a vampire — a spawn, no less. I will forge my own path to immortality.”
“Yes, the Netherstones. You have all but dredged the Chionthar and yet — nothing. Aren’t you a bit curious as to why?”
“Curious? What are you saying?” Gale stiffened as Astarion’s fingers curled around his cock. His lips parted and he gasped as Astarion’s deft hand pumped once, twice over his length. “Is there something you aren’t telling me, Astarion?”
Astarion propped himself up on an elbow, staring down at Gale with a smirk. “I have my . . . theories. Perhaps I’ll divulge them after we’ve indulged in each other.”
Gale tried to study Astarion’s face, searched for the man behind the mask — but it was hard to think when Astarion’s hand was on his cock.
It became even more difficult to think when Astarion pressed his lips against Gale’s. Despite the orb’s increasing instability, he still had this. No amount of excitement seemed to trigger an explosion.
There was little hesitation between them, much unlike the first time they kissed. Now, when they were together, it was with total abandon. As though nothing else mattered. Perhaps that was true.
Gale found himself gasping into Astarion’s mouth when he shifted to straddle him. Then he kissed, down Gale’s jaw, his chest, his stomach. Lower, and lower, tugging his underwear down past his thighs to expose him completely.
Astarion’s eyes were dark with lust. “One rule, darling,” he purred. “The same rule as always. Do you remember?”
Gale curled his fingers in the sheets, prepared to hold himself steady. “I shall not come without permission.”
Astarion smiled, breath warm against Gale’s erect cock. “That’s my good boy.”
Astarion always made unraveling Gale seem so effortless. In this bed, the very words he relied on often failed him. Astarion always reduced him to a whimpering, submissive thing. Tonight was no exception.
Even when the head of Gale’s cock was bumping up against the back of Astarion’s throat, Gale knew he was not the one with control. He would not break their rule. Even if the threat of punishment did seem alluring, at times.
When the sweat dripped down the back of his neck, when his breathing was labored, and when the sheets had become a tangled mess from his squirming, that’s when Gale finally broke. That’s when he began to beg.
“Please, please let me come, Astarion,” he choked out between moans.
Astarion dragged his tongue across the head of Gale’s cock, then looked up at him with a devious grin.
“Perhaps I will. Perhaps I won’t,” Astarion teased. “I could be convinced if you tell me what else you need.”
Gale licked his lips, staring down at the flawless man before him. He knew what Astarion wanted to hear. He wanted it too. “I need you inside me,” he whispered.
“Then you’ll get everything you need, my love,” Astarion purred.
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astarionfreak · 5 months
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The lick of poison
// Astarion x Named Fem!Tav
The spores burst into Naenia’s face, clouded her vision, and without thinking — she breathed them in. The first thing she felt was fear. The next thing she felt was warmth. Desire.
She grabbed Astarion, covered his nose and mouth with her hand, and warned him not to breathe. It was too late for her, but maybe he could be spared.
She hadn’t recognized the mushroom by sight. But now she recognized it by sensation. A powerful, and often deadly aphrodisiac. She had a long night ahead of her. If she were to survive . . .
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Tags: Sex Pollen, Fuck Or Die, Dubious Consent, Vaginal Fingering, Penis In Vagina Sex, Overstimulation, Forced Orgasm, Multiple Orgasms, Consent Issues
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“Remind me why we had to return to this vile place?” Astarion gestured to the halls of the Arcane Tower with a flourish.
“Timmask Spores and Tongue of Madness. For Omeluum,” Naenia said. “I’m certain I saw some here. We won’t be long.”
“Mm. Right.” Astarion followed close behind her. “And why did you decide to drag me along and not the wizard?”
She glanced over her shoulder and flashed him a smile. “What? Maybe I just enjoy your company?”
Astarion scoffed. “There’s always an ulterior motive with you. Which, in all honesty, I respect.”
“No ulterior motive this time, Astarion. I just thought it would be more efficient with just the two of us.”
“A shame. And here I was hoping you were looking for an excuse to get me all to yourself,” he teased.
Naenia laughed softly and spun around to face him. “There are easier ways for me to get you alone, Astarion. Besides, if I wanted something from you I’d just ask.”
Astarion locked his eyes with hers and stepped forward, closing the gap between them. 
Naenia caught a glimpse of his fangs when he smiled. A perfectly composed smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. Too perfect.
“Oh, but, darling, you do want something from me, don’t you?” Astarion stepped past her and Naenia’s body instinctively turned to continue facing him.
“What makes you think —”
He grabbed her hips and pushed her back, trapping her between his body and the cold wall.
“You can’t hide anything from me,” he purred. “Your heart gives you away. It’s always racing. In fact, it’s racing right now.”
Naenia stared up at him and licked her lips. “What could I possibly want from you?”
His grip on her hips tightened, fingers digging into her flesh. “Have you already forgotten, dear? I’ve been privy to your fantasies. I know exactly what you want.”
“And what exactly is that?”
Astarion trailed gentle kisses along her jawline and down to her neck. Naenia tilted her head to offer him more space.
He laughed, lips ghosting against her skin. “You want to be well, and truly taken.”
Naenia choked back a moan, grabbed the front of his shirt, and pulled his body closer to hers. “We really shouldn’t linger here. The others will worry.”
“Ah, I doubt it.” Astarion nipped at her neck and dragged his fangs across her skin. “If we’re too long they’ll just assume you’re on your knees for me.”
“Other way around, darling,” Naenia teased. “Surely they’d know that it’s you on your knees for me.” Naenia tried to roll her hips, but his grip kept her tight against the wall. 
Astarion leaned back to meet her eyes. “I can be versatile. If that’s what you want?” He released his grip on her hips and in one quick, fluid motion he undid her pants. 
Naenia smirked. “Oh, can you now?”
He nodded and gracefully dropped to his knees. He tugged her pants down ever so slightly, exposing her hips and some of her stomach.
This view of him was positively exquisite. Naenia bit down on her lower lip and watched as he pressed a soft kiss to her hip.
Her heart thrummed quickly against her chest. She knew he could hear it and wondered how it made him feel. He was right, her heart seemed to do that every time she looked at him lately.
She sighed and let her head fall back against the wall. She didn’t have time to bother with feelings. Not hers. Especially not his.
She could let him bring her to ecstasy time and time again, but it would only make things worse. She was falling for him, and that was completely unacceptable. Naenia had no room in her heart for love.
“Astarion,” she whispered his name and stared up at the ceiling.
He kissed his way across her body and to her other hip. He was starting to tug her pants down even further when she made the decision to stop him.
She grabbed his chin and tilted his head up to look at her. “As much as we’d both enjoy this, I do think we should focus on the task at hand.”
Weak. Bringing him here, alone, of all things was a mistake. He made her weak. What had she been thinking?
“Are you sure?” Astarion asked.
Naenia nodded. “Yes.”
He didn’t mask the hurt in his eyes — but it almost didn’t look real. Before the hurt, she’d seen a flash of something else in his expression — frustration and then fear? Naenia wasn’t sure what that meant.
Astarion stood, tugging her pants back up as he did. “Very well. Another time, eh?” He buttoned her pants and then took a step back. “So, where are these mushrooms we need to find?”
Naenia took a deep breath and tried to calm her racing heart. “They should be somewhere over —”
Her eyes scanned the room until she found what she was looking for. “Yes. Right there.”
Naenia steadied herself before she leaned away from the wall and walked toward the mushrooms. She reached for the Tongue of Madness when something caught her eye.
It was a mushroom the likes of which she’d never seen before. Naenia was familiar with many species, but this one — this one she didn’t recognize.
“What’s wrong?” Astarion asked.
“Nothing. It’s just —”
It was the most beautiful mushroom she’d ever seen. Completely captivating.
Purple and violet danced across the skin. The edges of the cap were stamped with gold. The colors twisted and shimmered — almost like it was calling out to her.”
“It’s just what?” Astarion asked. He stood right behind her, but his voice was so distant.
Naenia knew she shouldn’t touch the mushroom, but she couldn’t help herself. She leaned in closer to get a better look. The colors continued to swirl.
She reached out towards the mushroom and as soon as her fingers graced the skin she knew she’d made a mistake.
It exploded.
Spores from the unfamiliar mushroom burst up into her face, clouded her vision, and without thinking — she breathed them in.
The first thing she felt was fear.
The next thing she felt was a rush of warmth as the spores infiltrated her lungs. Heat branched out through her body, followed by a pleasant buzzing.
She hadn’t recognized the mushroom by sight. But now she recognized it by sensation. She’d heard others call it Saranae’s Kiss. A powerful, and often deadly aphrodisiac.
Naenia spun on her heels, grabbed Astarion, and covered his mouth and nose with her hand. Maybe she was fast enough. Maybe he would be spared.
He curled his fingers around her wrist in protest and tried to pull her away, but she held steady.
“Don’t breathe,” Naenia hissed.
Astarion’s eyes narrowed.
Then she felt that familiar squirm in her head as their tadpoles formed a connection.
What about you?
“It’s too late for me,” Naenia said.
His concern was touching, if, a bit out of place. Her feelings for him ran deep, but she’d never admit that. And if he felt the same, he kept that to himself as well.
What was it?
She heard his question in her head but ignored it. Just another minute and the spores should settle and then —
Gods. Her skin burned. No, not just her skin, but everything just beneath it. That pleasant buzzing sensation had been replaced with more heat and the temperature was rapidly rising.
A fever was settling in. That shouldn’t happen this fast. She should have had more time.
But Astarion. He felt nice. Cold even. She leaned against him and got as close as she could with her hand still covering his mouth.
It wasn’t enough. Naenia stood on her tiptoes and pressed her forehead against his. She sighed and closed her eyes. His cold skin brought much-needed relief. She would kiss him if she didn’t have her hand firmly clasped against his mouth.
Ahem. Do you mind?
“Hm? What?” Naenia slowly opened her eyes.
I know I don’t need to breathe, but this is still unpleasant.
Too close. She was too close.
Naenia pulled away from him and looked around one final time to make sure the spores had dissipated. Once satisfied, she removed her hand from his face and took two steps back.
“Well? What was that?” Astarion asked.
Gods. He was just so beautiful, wasn’t he? She could admire him for hours. His angular features took her breath away, especially in the dim light of this tower.
Why had she told him to stop earlier? That was stupid. She imagined pushing him onto the floor and straddling him. She could use his body to chase her pleasure. Rutting against his thigh like a bitch in heat.
Was he still in her head? Could he hear all that? She tried to check, but her control over herself was weak. She couldn’t tell.
“Naenia. I asked you a question.”
Had he? Naenia couldn’t remember. She was too busy drifting into the memory of the night they’d shared. One night of life-changing sex. Now she wanted to beg him for more. He’d like that, wouldn’t he? He liked it when she begged.
“Naenia.” Her name was a warning. Astarion’s voice was sharp, pointed, angry.
Angry? Why was he angry? What had she done? She didn’t know. But she could make him happy. She knew how to do that. She was good at that.
Naenia brushed her hair to the side and tilted her head, exposing her neck to him. Surely he wouldn’t be angry if he was well-fed.
His eyes flitted to her neck, only momentarily before locking onto hers. She’d hoped for a bigger reaction.
“What’s happening to you?” he asked.
Oh. The mushroom. The spores. Poison. Oh, right. This was bad.
Her stomach lurched. For a second she was back in her body. Then she slipped back into her fantasies.
Naenia stepped closer to him. In a daze, she stroked his jawline with the back of her hand.
He snatched her wrist and pinned it to her side. That’s fine. She had two hands.
Her other hand tugged at the bottom of his shirt, loosening it so she could feel the cool skin hidden beneath the fabric.
That didn’t last long. Astarion grabbed that hand and pinned it to her side as well.
“Something is very, very wrong with you, darling,” Astarion said. “I need you to tell me what to do.” His voice remained even, low. She was used to flirting, a playful lilt. This was serious. The danger was real.
The fear in his eyes was enough to snap her out of the fog, at least for a moment. But escaping the fog came with a cost.
A sharp pain drove through her stomach. Ice cut through the fire that was burning her from the inside. Her body’s way of demanding she succumb to her desires.
“It’s the spores,” she said. “Do you feel any different?”
“Obviously it’s the spores. I’m not an idiot,” Astarion said. “I’m fine. Tell me what’s happening to you.”
Another wave of pain, this round nearly doubled her over. Astarion released her wrists and placed a hand on her hip and another on her shoulder to help her remain steady.
“I’ll get you to camp. Shadowheart, or Gale, they’ll be able to help.” There was a hint of disgust in his voice when he said Gale’s name.
Naenia shook her head. “No. There’s nothing they can do. What happens next — I don’t want them to see.”
“And what is it that happens next?” Astarion asked.
“The spores were toxic. An aphrodisiac. Incredibly rare. Fun at large parties in very small doses. Exploding in your face — well, I will spend the next few hours feverish, delusional, and insatiable. Orgasms will keep me alive.”
“I’m taking you to camp,” Astarion growled.
Desperation. Fear. Panic. “No. Please, Astarion. Please. I don’t want the others to see me like this. They’ll lose all respect for me.”
“That must be the delusions speaking, darling. We both know they lost all respect for you the night you came crawling to my bedroll.” Astarion started walking her toward the exit.
“Hilarious,” Naenia said. She didn’t have the energy for their usual banter. “Just tie me up here and leave me. I’ll get through this.”
“I’m not leaving you, Naenia. We’re going back to camp. Both of us,” Astarion said.
“Fine,” Naenia whimpered. Maybe it was the right decision.
She thought of her companions waiting at camp. Heat pooled between her legs. Yes, yes, camp was the right choice. Surely one of them would help bring her temperature down.
“Do you think Gale would fuck me?” Naenia asked, almost absentmindedly.
She was starting to drift again. Losing her mind to the desire burning under her skin.
“What?” Astarion growled.
“I know Lae’zel won’t. She would have, but she sees me as tainted after I let you have me. I’m certain Shadowheart is a good kisser, but I don’t think she’d fuck me. Not while I’m in this state. But, Gale. I might be able to convince him to fuck me. A pity fuck.”
“Is that what you want, Naenia? Do you want Gale to fuck you?” He sounded so angry again. Naenia liked that. Maybe he’d punish her.
“Would it make you jealous?” she asked.
“No.”
Naenia placed her hand on his chest and curled her fingers around the fabric of his shirt. “Then why did we stop walking?”
“I didn’t . . . We . . . Fine. We’ll stay here.”
“Thank you. Thank you,” she mumbled. Her vision started to swim. Her legs threatened to give out.
Astarion held her upright and shifted to look her directly in the eyes. She struggled to hold eye contact.
“Naenia. Stay with me. I need to know how bad this is going to get. You said orgasms will keep you alive. Will you need my help?”
Naenia tried to kiss him, but he leaned away from her. “Need. Want. Need. Want. Maybe, maybe not,” she mumbled incoherently.
Astarion sighed. “There was a bed. We’ll get you there.”
Then, her legs did give out. Astarion scooped her up with an amount of ease that surprised her. She threw her arms around his neck. “You would fuck me, right?”
“If that’s what you want.” Even through the fog, she could tell he didn’t sound like himself. It made her stomach hurt.
“Don’t want to die,” she whispered.
“You won’t die. I won’t let you,” Astarion said.
Then she blacked out.
***
Naenia came to her senses in a dusty bed, with one hand tied to the bedpost. She’d been stripped down to her underwear, which had been pushed halfway down her thighs. The hand that wasn’t tied to the bed was lying limp between her legs.
She had clearly been masturbating. Sweat clung to her body, her thighs were slick and sticky with desire.
Her limbs were heavy, her skin still burned. She had only vague memories of being dropped onto the bed, begging Astarion to tie her up — and then violent orgasms crashing over her. Pleasure and pain so tightly intertwined.
How long had it been since her last climax? Heat coiled up in her core like a snake prepared to strike. An unbearable tension.
Her fever was rising once again. She inhaled sharply and braced herself to continue. She found her clit with two fingers, but the moment she made contact she wretched and her body shuddered.
Oversensitive. Swollen. Wet. So fucking wet.
She managed a few slow, light circles around her clit, but it was too much. It hurt. Her hand was too hot. Her entire body was too hot.
Her underwear should come off. Yes. Yes, that would help. She began to squirm, trying to push her underwear off the rest of the way. She turned her head and caught a glimpse of Astarion.
How had she forgotten he was there? Just sitting in a chair just a few feet from the bed. Staring down at the floor. He should be so much closer. She needed him to be closer.
His fingers. Fuck. His fingers would feel so good against her clit, inside her. He was the solution.
“Astarion.” His name fell from her lips like a prayer. “I need your help.”
“What do you need?” Astarion asked. His voice low. On edge.
“I’m too hot. My underwear. I need them off. Please,” Naenia said with a whimper.
He lifted his gaze to meet hers. Something was wrong.
He shouldn’t be here. What had she been thinking? Asking him to watch over her like this? Selfish.
She pushed back against her desires and the shard of ice in her stomach lashed out, twisting, causing the most intense pain she’d ever felt in her life.
“Astarion. If this is —”
She whimpered, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment. Her heart beat out of control. She inhaled sharply and then tried to speak again. “If this is too much. You can go.”
It felt like an eternity before he spoke.
Naenia’s body moved, part of her trying to adjust to the pain — the other part trying to lure her back into the haze.
“It gets worse when you fight it, doesn’t it?” Astarion asked.
Naenia nodded. She struggled to remain lucid.
“Sex would help, yes?” Astarion asked.
Yes. Her body was furious. She didn’t just need sex, her body demanded it.
The pain was too much. She couldn’t get the words out. She could only nod.
Astarion could ease the stress, soothe her fever, and save her life. But knowing his past, how could she ask that of him?
For the first time in a long time, she felt true fear. She needed to orgasm to keep the fever down, but she couldn’t do it herself. It was all too much. She would certainly die if he didn’t help her.
“Do you need me?” Astarion asked.
Yes, please, Gods, yes. I need you, Astarion. Please. I want you to. But only if you want to. Only if it won’t hurt you. But those words wouldn’t come. Instead, all she managed was a small whimper and a final nod.
Astarion stood and walked to the edge of the bed. A thrill ran up her spine at the image of him towering over her.
“Touch yourself for me, Naenia.”
She swallowed thickly and stared up at him with wide, pleading eyes. “I’m so hot. My underwear. Take them off me, please.”
“You know that’s not why you’re hot, darling. Do this for me, and then I’ll help you. Understand?” He crouched down beside the bed and positioned his face just inches from hers. She squirmed, unable to move closer to him with her wrist tied to the bed.
Naenia sucked in a breath through clenched teeth and began running small circles around her clit.
“That’s it. That’s a good girl,” Astarion purred.
It didn’t take much to bring her to the cusp of another orgasm. Her toes curled, her muscles tensed as she leaned over the edge — and then her fingers stopped moving. “I can’t,” she whimpered. “I can’t do it.”
“Yes. Yes, you can. Let go. Come for me,” Astarion demanded.
She ground her teeth, threw her head back, and circled her swollen clit again — harder this time.
Her ministrations pulled a soft sob from her throat. She whimpered and squirmed. “I can’t.”
Then Astarion captured her mouth in a kiss so sweet and soft it made her head spin. The feel of him sent electric sparks across her body. Enough to help her over the edge.
She moaned up into his mouth. Her back arched and her body shook as she found her release. “F-fuck. Gods. Fuck. It hurts,” she whimpered.
“I know. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” Astarion whispered against her mouth. “You’re doing so good.”
When the orgasm passed she noted how much cooler she felt. How much easier it was to think.
She sank into the bed, exhausted. “H-how long before I have to go again?”
“Not long. I do believe you’re through the worst of it though,” Astarion said.
She took a deep breath and turned to meet his eyes. “I can’t do it myself anymore, Astarion. Please help me.”
“I will. I just need to know you’re okay with this. That it isn’t the poison talking.”
“I’m okay. I trust you. Just take care of me, please.” Naenia felt her mind start to slip again. Whether or not that was the truth was irrelevant. She just hoped it was enough to convince him.
“Okay,” Astarion said.
He wouldn’t meet her eyes anymore. He pulled her underwear off her body and dropped it to the floor. Then he crawled onto the bed, the old mattress groaned under his weight.
“Untie me?” Naenia asked.
He nodded and leaned across her to undo the fabric holding her wrist to the bed.
Naenia shifted on the bed, positioning herself directly underneath him. “Kiss me again, please? Like before?”
His lips found hers with saccharine reverence. Naenia wasn’t used to kisses that were so kind, gentle.
All the times she’d given into her most base desires had been rough, unforgiving — detached. She thought she preferred it that way. But this, this was nice.
Her body remained mostly limp, exhausted as they kissed. While the contact brought some relief, she could feel the heat twisting in her core again — demanding more.
“Astarion,” she whispered his name between kisses.
“I know. The fever’s returning,” he said.
She felt complete panic when he pulled away from her. He must have seen the panic in her eyes because he pressed his hands to her skin as he moved toward the foot of the bed.
“I’m not going anywhere. Just breathe,” he reassured her.
Naenia melted back into the mattress and closed her eyes. He dragged his hands along her sides, squeezed her hips, and then settled himself between her legs.
She watched with rapt attention as he placed one hand on her stomach to pin her to the bed.
“Ready, darling?” Astarion murmured. His other hand settled at the apex of her thighs.
Naenia nodded. Every time he lay his hands on her brought relief. She needed this.
He slid two fingers through her slick and entered her weeping cunt.
“Gods. Oh —”
Naenia panted, her chest heaving as the intrusion pulled a strangled moan from her throat. He was pure relief, but it wasn’t enough.
“That’s a good girl,” Astarion cooed.
As if sensing her need he slid a third finger in and curled them. He worked his fingers in and out of her in slow, thoughtful motions.
Her breaths came in ragged, hot bursts as she drew closer to another orgasm. Her clit throbbed and begged for attention. She used what little strength she had left, groaning as she found her clit with two fingers.
Astarion pulled out of her. Fear. She began to reach for his hand. He couldn’t stop. It would hurt if he stopped. “Please —”
“Hush, dear. Let me take care of you,” he murmured. He kissed her stomach before he settled further down on the mattress and nestled his face between her thighs.
“Oh —”
Naenia moaned and rolled her hips up against his face. He licked up through her slit, tongue teasing her entrance before moving up and settling on her clit. He found the perfect pace -- sucking and licking — pulling her right up to the edge.
Then his fingers entered her again. No warning this time. She cried out, back arching as bliss and agony danced over every inch of her worn-out body.
She carded her fingers through Astarion’s hair and felt him moan against her cunt. “I’m close,” she whimpered. “Don’t stop.”
She ran her fingers through his hair again. This was normally when she would grab, pull, demand — but not this time. Now she just wanted to feel him. Her heart ached in an unfamiliar way.
Her orgasm claimed her. Unforgiving. Her expression twisted into one of agony, her body shook and trembled with desperate ecstasy. Wave after wave of pleasure and pain crashed over her.
Astarion continued his work with absolute devotion. He carried her through not one, not two, not three —
Naenia lost count after three orgasms. Tears welled in her eyes and burned as they rolled down her face. “Please —”
Please stop. Is what she wanted to say. But somewhere, the logical side of her knew he couldn’t. Her fever hadn’t broken. The more times he brought her to the edge and sent her crashing over the safer she would be.
Finally, when Naenia knew she could take no more — he stopped to look up at her. She met his eyes, dizzy and disoriented. His chin and lips were wet with her slick.
“One more, Naenia. I need you to come again for me.” He curled his fingers again.
“No,” she whimpered. “Please. No. I can’t. Please.”
He pushed his fingers deeper inside of her and continued his slow, agonizing rhythm.
“Yes. You can and you will,” he murmured.
Naenia shook her head, looking at him with wide, pleading eyes. “It’s too much. It’s all too much.”
She tried to squirm away from him, but he kept her pressed against the mattress. She was too weak to fight him.
“Please. Please, no more. I can’t. I don’t want to —”
Pain flashed across his face. True pain. “I’m sorry,” Astarion murmured before his mouth found her clit again.
Naenia thought she’d experienced the most violent orgasm of her life earlier in the night. She was wrong.
This one shook her to her core. Blinded her. She came screaming his name, clenched around his fingers. Her body twitched and spasmed. Ecstasy and agony battled for superiority.
Then, for the second time that night, she blacked out.
***
This time, when Naenia came to she was still naked, sweaty — but she was being held tight in Astarion’s arms. His fingers traced lazy circles on her shoulder.
“Astarion.” She stumbled over his name. Her throat raw from screaming, body still so fucking weak. Her mind though, at least that was clear.
She turned her head and met his eyes. He was watching her with so much concern. It felt — strange. “I need water,” she rasped.
He pressed a kiss to her temple and slipped her out of his arms. If she wasn’t so tired, she might have found it odd that he was still fully clothed after everything.
He found his bag and dug out water for her. She had just enough energy to take it from him. She downed a few slow, careful sips and then handed it back. That’s when she noticed his erection straining against his pants.
“Ah, that. Don’t worry your pretty little head about that,” he said. Astarion put the water down on the floor. “It should resolve itself soon.”
“Fuck me,” she whispered. Naenia didn’t want to come again. But she wanted to feel him. Needed him inside her.
Astarion furrowed his brow. “Your fever is gone. Do you still —”
“I’m fine,” Naenia whispered. “I’m me. I just want to feel you.”
She watched with quiet approval as he removed his pants and underwear, freeing his cock. His shirt stayed on as he crawled over her.
He pressed a kiss to her stomach, her chest, and the top of her breast before nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck.
“Are you sure?” Astarion whispered into her ear.
Naenia nodded. “I want to. Do you want to?”
“Yes.” Astarion ghosted kisses across her neck as his hips settled over hers.
“Astarion?” she whispered his name shyly. So unlike her.
“Yes?” He kissed her jaw and then pressed himself up to meet her eyes.
“Will you kiss me? Like you did before.” She trembled with anticipation, heart racing. Only calming when his lips met hers. He captivated her with practiced kisses so calm, and sweet.
“Fuck me, Astarion,” she pleaded.
He obliged. His cock entered her slowly, stretching her out in the most delicious way.
Astarion moaned into her mouth as he set a slow, languid pace. “Is this okay?” he whispered.
“Yes. Yes. It’s perfect,” she hummed.
She placed her hands on either side of his face, cradling him as gently as he had held her before.
Naenia didn’t do gentle sex. So, that on its own was a strange sensation. But even stranger than that was getting fucked and not chasing her own release.
She couldn’t come again, even if she wanted to. All she could do was feel him, inside her, on top of her — and breathe him in.
It almost made the agony worth it. She wondered if she’d ever experience anything like this again.
Astarion nipped at her lower lip and pressed a final kiss to her lips. “Naenia. I’m close. Where do you want me?”
“Inside,” she whispered, letting her hands fall away from his face.
The pace quickened, and then his hips stuttered. Astarion pressed his face into the crook of her neck. Almost instinctively she wrapped her arms around him, holding him so close as he found his release inside her.
He groaned against her hot skin. She loosely ran her fingers through his hair, cradling the back of his head. There was that unfamiliar ache again in her chest. She didn’t like that feeling, but she liked this.
Slow movements. He pulled out and collapsed on his side next to her. Naenia turned her head to study him.
Naenia often found people easy to read, but not him. Astarion kept so much hidden behind that mask of his. It rarely broke, and when it did, she could only catch glimpses of truths she couldn’t quite understand.
What Naenia said next. She hadn’t meant to say it out loud. “Is this what people in love feel like all the time?”
Astarion studied her face. “I wouldn’t know anything about that.”
“Yeah,” she sighed. “Me neither.”
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Beg like you need it
// Astarion x Gale x Tessa (Fem!Tav)
Astarion, Tessa, and Gale were tossed in jail. They're definitely innocent. Astarion and Tessa share a cell -- Gale is locked up on the other side of a brick wall.
The three of them have nothing to do but wait for Minsc to come find them.
And that could take awhile . . .
Astarion has some ideas on how to pass the time. He doesn't mind if Gale listens. But, if the wizard wants to use their little tadpole friends to watch, well, he'll have to beg.
18+ • NSFW • 5.5K words (1/1) • Read on AO3 (or below)
Tags: Smut, Cuckolding, Inappropriate use of tadpole, Voyeurism, Vaginal sex, Vaginal fingering, Light bondage, Blindfolds, A little bit gay (not gay enough tho imo)
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Gale glanced around the room as if expecting another guard to arrive at any moment. “I don’t believe resorting to violence was necessary in this particular instance.”
Astarion stared longingly at the blood on his dagger, almost as if considering licking it. He wiped it off on the guard’s sleeve instead. “Don’t be so wet behind the ears.”
“What’s done is done. I’ll check for anything worth taking.” Tessa bent down near the body and began rummaging through his pockets. “Only three gold.”
“You don’t suppose his family will want that? It’s not like we’re exactly in need after our misappropriation of Counting House funds. . .”
“Our what?” Tessa continued digging through the guard’s pockets.
“Misappropriate. Dishonestly or unfairly take something, especially money, belonging to another for one's own use,” Gale said.
Tessa sat back on her knees and looked up at Gale. “I love it when you use big words, babe.”
Astarion leaned against the wall, his eyes on Tessa, and huffed out a soft laugh. “She’s being sarcastic, Gale. In case you missed that.”
“It’s not sarcasm. I like learning. Sometimes. But, anyway. Gale, if it will make you feel better about this . . .” She gestured vaguely at the dead guard. “I’ll put some of our gold in his pockets. How much does a funeral cost these days?”
Tessa was actually in the middle of stuffing a handful of gold from her bag into the guard’s pocket when four more guards walked into the room.
“Shit.” Astarion tossed Tessa a glance, daggers at the ready, waiting for her to approve the next attack.
Tessa looked from Astarion to Gale, who now looked particularly glib. A word she’d recently learned from him.
Tessa stood and stepped away from the body. “We can explain . . .”
They could not explain.
In an effort to appease Gale and avoid further bloodshed, the three of them were dragged off to jail.
--
Tessa leaned against the bars of her jail cell, one she had the misfortune of sharing with Astarion. “How long before Minsc finds us?” She’d already tried — and failed — to rip the door off.
“We should find our own way out of this. Or settle in for the night,” Gale said from the other side of a brick wall.
“Oh, please,” Astarion said as he eased up next to Tessa. “I’ll have us out of here before you can — eh, you finish that sentence for me, Gale. I’ll get to work.”
Tessa gasped in surprise as Astarion slid his open hand up the back of her neck and into her hair. “Astarion — wha —”
Astarion tugged her head back and locked eyes with her. Tessa’s heart slammed against her chest, she knew he could hear it, and she hated that it gave her away.
“This will only take a moment,” he said with a smirk. Astarion held her in place, his grip tightening. He reached into her hair with his other hand. With two dexterous fingers, he plucked a single lock pick from her wild curls and twirled it in front of her face.
“What the fuck, Astarion? How long has that been there?” Tessa untangled herself from his hand and pushed him away.
“Don’t be ungrateful, darling,” Astarion teased.
“Tessa? What’s going on?” Gale asked.
“If Astarion doesn’t fuck this up we’ll be out of here before Minsc even realizes we’re missing,” Tessa said.
Gale sighed. “Ah. That is a relief. A great relief indeed.”
Astarion reached through the bars and started fiddling with the lock.
Tessa watched Astarion work and decided to take a shot at trying to make him just as flustered as he’d made her. “Yeah. A relief. I was worried we’d have to resort to more erotic forms of entertainment to get us through the night.”
The lock clicked open.
No? Fuck.
That wasn’t the lock.
“Tell me I didn’t just hear our only lock pick breaking,” Tessa said.
Astarion stepped away from the jail door. “You didn’t just hear our only lock pick breaking.”
“That’s great. You have another one?” Tessa ran her fingers through her hair, trying to find out what else Astarion had stashed in there.
Astarion tossed the broken lock pick onto the floor of the cell. “No.”
“Then why did you say that?”
“Because you told me to,” he said.
“Fuck.” Tessa shook out her hair, just to be sure. Nothing.
“What’s going on now?” Gale asked.
“Our escape plan failed. We’re stuck here,” Tessa said.
Two long strides were all it took and Astarion was invading her space again, smiling down at her with that sly, fanged, grin of his. “So, about those more erotic forms of entertainment, you mentioned . . .”
Tessa’s breath caught in her throat. Her chest and face suddenly felt so warm. Was she blushing? Fuck. “Ah, it was just a joke.”
Astarion pushed forward, a predatory glint in his eyes. Tessa stumbled until her back hit the brick wall that separated them from Gale.
“You’re too close, Astarion,” Tessa whispered. Her breaths came in hot, uneven gasps now.
“Am I?” Astarion placed his hands on either side of her head, enclosing her. His breath ghosted across her lips. He smelled like wine — and blood. Why was that so hot?
“What’s going on? Why are you so quiet?” Gale asked.
Astarion towered over her. Had it always been so warm in here? The smell of him enveloped her now. Astarion leaned forward, his lips nearly brushing against hers as he whispered, “Yes, Tessa. What’s going on?”
Tessa’s body reacted before she had time to process exactly what was happening. She jolted back, slamming her head against the brick wall.
“What was that? Are you okay? Someone speak to me,” Gale said.
Astarion laughed softly and pulled away. “I have a proposition for you. Both of you.”
Tessa somehow managed to hear Astarion’s voice over the sound of her own heartbeat pounding away in her ears. “Oh?”
“Don’t be coy now,” Astarion purred. “You two aren’t as discreet as you think. I’ve heard you talking about me.”
“What exactly have you heard?” Gale asked.
“Enough. Just know that I’m very interested,” Astarion said.
Did he just? Is he for real? Tessa stared up at him, searching his face for any hint of doubt. “Really? What happened to not being interested in a love triangle with Gale?”
“Don’t ruin the moment, darling,” Astarion’s lip curled up in disgust. “It’s not a love triangle. It’s sex. Surely that’s something we can all agree on? Besides, I’m ready to start . . . exploring again. And why not with someone I trust?”
Tessa’s breath hitched. “That’s good enough for me.”
“Good.” Astarion tapped Tessa’s lips with two fingers. “Gale?”
Astarion didn’t wait for a response, he nudged Tessa’s thighs apart with his leg — she rolled her hips, grinding against him.
Tessa bit back a moan. There was that telltale squirming in her brain. Gale wanted in. She let him.
There was no holding back the torrent of arousal that slammed into him. Gale watched through her eyes as Astarion stared down at her — pupils blown wide.
If she had any apprehension, that faded when she felt Gale’s excitement mingle with hers.
Tessa reached out to him through their shared connection.
Is this really happening?
It appears so.
And you’re okay with this, Gale?
I have made my feelings clear. It is something I have a . . . particular interest . . . in experiencing. Do you want this?
Yes. Very much.
Then far be it from me to prevent our . . . shared pleasure. Just . . .
Anything, Gale. What is it?
Just keep the connection between us. I want to experience this through you.
Tessa bit down on her lower lip and smiled.
“Are you two lovebirds finished with your little chat?” Astarion asked.
“Yes,” Tessa said.
“Yes, you’re done? Or, yes —”
“Yes,” Tessa said again, nodding this time.
Astarion’s smile widened. “Then what are we waiting for?”
Waiting? There would be no more of that. Tessa grabbed the front of Astarion’s shirt with two hands and pulled him down to her level, crashing her lips against his. It wasn’t the first time they kissed, and she’d learned the hard way how to avoid slicing herself open on his fangs.
This though, this was new. There was something deeply thrilling about kissing Astarion while Gale was inside her head — he found it deeply thrilling too. Tessa rolled her hips again, frantically grinding herself against his thigh.
“F-fuck,” she whimpered. Tessa squeezed her eyes shut and bit back another moan.
Astarion pulled away from the kiss and pressed his forehead against hers, laughing softly. Tessa continued to grind against him, her hands squished between their bodies as she clung to his shirt.
“Open your eyes, Tessa,” Astarion demanded.
She did as she was told. She trembled with anticipation as Astarion searched her face. He wasn’t looking at her though, he was looking for Gale.
His next words came out as smooth as velvet. “Is she always so needy, Gale? Or is this just all for me?” Astarion hooked a finger in Tessa’s leggings and tugged lightly, eliciting a moan from her. “If you want me to continue, you’ll have to answer the question, Gale. And there is a right answer . . .”
Tessa saw through Gale’s eyes. His forehead was pressed against the cool brick wall — mirroring how she stood with Astarion.
Gale was right behind her. If only he was in the cell with them too, but . . . well.
Please, Gale. If you want — I — 
“Just for you, Astarion,” Gale’s voice was low and rough.
Tessa felt jealousy curl up in her core, stoking the flames of her arousal. She quickly realized it wasn’t her jealousy — it was Gale’s. And he loved this.
“Good.” Astarion raised his hand and pressed two fingers into Tessa’s mouth. He thrust his fingers in past two knuckles. She opened up so easily for him and began to suck.
“What a good girl,” he purred. Astarion removed his fingers from her mouth with a lewd pop.
“Shall we find out just how wet she is for me, Gale?” His hand found its way beneath her underwear — but not far enough down.
Tessa stared up at him with wide eyes, wishing he would just fucking touch her properly already.
“Answer me, Gale,” Astarion said.
Gale already knew how wet she was. He knew the same way she could feel how hard he was. “Y-yes,” Gale said.
In one fluid motion, Astarion pushed his hand down and drove two fingers into her warm cunt. Tessa’s knees buckled, she would have collapsed if Astarion wasn’t holding her up against the wall.
“Oh, gods, fuck,” Tessa whimpered, melting into him.
“You’re such a good girl. So fucking wet for me and we’ve only just begun.” Astarion fucked her slowly, easing his fingers in and out of her with a level of grace that only he could manage.
“Tell me, darling. How many times have you imagined me inside you?” Astarion curled his fingers, hitting that perfect spot. “Actually. Don’t tell me. Tell Gale.”
Tessa could hardly catch her breath. “Every day,” she whimpered.
“Even when it’s him?” Astarion nipped at her jaw.
“Y-yes,” Tessa said as she tried to fuck herself down further on Astarion’s fingers. “Y-yes, even then.”
A strangled noise escaped Tessa’s lips, something between a moan and a whimper as Astarion pulled away. He didn’t neglect her though, those two fingers moved to stroke her clit instead.
“How does that make you feel, Gale? Knowing that she wants me so badly she pictures me when you’re inside her?”
Tessa felt Gale’s pleasure move through her. She saw what he saw. He fisted his own cock, stroking himself slowly — drawing this out. “J-jealous.”
“Try again,” Astarion said. He continued to rub that little bundle of nerves, offering just the right amount of pressure.
Gale grunted. “H-humiliated.”
“Hmm. Anything else?” Astarion was perfectly composed as Tessa writhed beneath him.
“Turned on,” Gale said.
“You want to watch me fuck her. Don’t you, Gale?” Astarion buried his fingers in Tessa’s cunt a second time.
“Yes,” Gale said.
This time, when she moaned, she didn’t try to muffle the sound. “F-fuck, Astarion,” she whimpered. “That — fuck — that feels so good.”
Without warning, Astarion removed his hand from Tessa’s underwear and stepped back. She put all of her weight on that brick wall, chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath.
Tessa — and Gale through her eyes — watched as Astarion popped his fingers into his mouth. He closed his eyes and moaned around them as he lapped up her desire.
“We like that,” Tessa groaned.
Gale brushed his thumb over the tip of his cock and the sensation sent a new wave of pleasure through Tessa’s body.
“Mm.” Astarion removed his fingers. “I’m sure you do.”
Tessa stared up at him expectantly.
“You look positively flushed, dear. Perhaps we should remove some of those clothes?” Astarion was back in her space again. “What do you think, Gale?”
Tessa heard Gale’s voice in her head.
Are you still enjoying this?
How kind of him. He knew the answer. He could feel everything she felt, but he still took time to check.
Yes. Are you?
Gale growled out something that Tessa believed was a yes. It was enough to satisfy her — and Astarion.
Tessa’s shirt was the first to go. Then her bra. Astarion tossed them onto the floor by their feet. Then everything below her waist came off in one swift motion. She kicked them to the side.
Astarion kissed her, gently now. His hands wandered across her sides, stomach, and hips. His fingers pried the heat from her skin like a soothing balm.
Gale moaned from the other side of the wall. Tessa felt him squirming as phantom fingertips moved from her skin to his.
“That feels so nice, Astarion,” Tessa whimpered.
He trailed his fingertips over her shoulders and down her arms, every movement sweet and slow.
“You’re so good for me, Tessa. Good girls get rewarded. Do you want your reward?”
Tessa nodded vigorously. “Yes. Yes, please. Yes —”
Astarion grabbed her wrists and yanked her toward the bars of their cell.
Tessa gasped, stumbling along with him until her bare ass was pressed against the cool metal bars.
Astarion raised her hands above her head. He curled her fingers around the bars. “Do you think you can keep your hands there?”
Before Tessa could answer, Astarion plunged two fingers into her mouth. She gagged this time.
Once she found her composure, she swirled her tongue around his fingers and sucked.
“It seems she’s a little preoccupied. Gale, what do you think? Shall we tie her up?” Astarion slid his fingers in and out of her mouth, the same pace he’d used between her legs. The feeling went straight to her cunt.
“Yes,” Gale whimpered.
Astarion popped his fingers out of her mouth and traced her lips, wetting them with her spittle, before he stepped away. Tessa watched, chest heaving, lips parted softly as Astarion glanced around the room.
His eyes settled on her bra. He picked it up and gave the material a stretch. “This should do.” Astarion pressed into her space again and tied her wrists to the jail bars.
Astarion’s neck was so close to her face. She watched as beads of sweat rolled down his cheek, over his jaw, and along his neck.
Tessa felt the overwhelming urge to lick him — it hadn’t been her idea though. It came from Gale. Who was she to deny him this pleasure?
Tessa leaned forward and ran the flat of her tongue along Astarion’s neck, licking up the salty droplets. Then, before he could move, she gave him a playful nip — not hard enough to break the skin.
Astarion tightened the bra to her wrists with a final yank and then pulled away from her. “Ah, ah, watch it, darling. We ask before we bite,” he teased.
Tessa pulled her wrists gently against the fabric. This would be a true test of her fortitude. It would be incredibly easy to rip through these bonds.
Then Tessa experienced something absolutely delightful. She felt Gale wonder what it would be like to be bitten. That feeling also went straight to her cunt — and Gale’s cock.
“Why don’t you bite me then?”
Astarion ran his tongue over his canines and smiled. “Perhaps. Only if you tell me whose idea that was?”
Astarion stood far enough away now that Tessa could drink in his figure. He was, unfortunately, still completely clothed but there was an unmistakable tension in his trousers.
“It was Gale’s idea,” Tessa said. “Gale would also like you to be wearing . . . less . . .”
“Oh, would he now?” Astarion hitched up his shirt slightly, exposing his hip.
Tessa bit her lower lip and nodded.
“I’ll see what I can do,” Astarion purred. He slowly lifted his shirt and tugged it over his head.
Tessa watched, eyes trailing along his stomach, up his neck — she shivered when their eyes met. There was something truly dangerous there.
Tessa swallowed thickly as Astarion closed the distance between them. A rush of excitement from Gale moved through her.
“I can’t just be giving away everything for free,” Astarion teased. He gently pulled his shirt over Tessa’s face, obstructing her — and Gale’s — view.
She could only see through Gale’s eyes now. They stared at the same brick wall and listened as Astarion removed his pants. Tessa wriggled against the fabric holding her wrists in place.
Astarion grabbed Tessa’s hips and pulled her forward. His lips found the curve of her neck, he tugged at the skin with his teeth — then pressed his lips down and sucked.
Tessa groaned, wriggling to be closer to him. His hands held her in place as his hard cock bumped against her thigh. Her knees fell apart. The ache between her legs was impossible to ignore now.
Gale squeezed his cock, still stroking himself with the patience of a damn saint. He reached out to Tessa.
Are you okay?
Yes.
Are you?
Yes. I love you.
I love you too.
I’ll . . . be right back.
Suddenly, her mind was empty. Tessa was alone.
Astarion chuckled darkly against her neck. “Ah, ah, ah, naughty boy. If you want to watch, you’re going to have to beg.”
Astarion’s cock slid between her legs, the length of him brushing against her swollen lips. He moved back and forth, slowly, carefully — barely causing any friction.
Tessa tried to grind down onto Astarion’s length, but he made sure she couldn’t find relief.
Tessa wondered if relief would ever come — Gale wasn’t the type to beg for anything.
Then, he surprised her.
“Please, Astarion,” Gale groaned. “Please let me watch you fuck Tessa.”
Astarion rolled his hips. Tessa scrambled to feel him, moaning softly.
“Again,” Astarion demanded.
“Please, Astarion. Please — I need this. I want to watch your cock . . .”
Gale choked back a moan. “I need to watch your cock fucking into her. I want to hear her scream your name.”
“More,” Astarion said. “Tell the whole truth.”
Gale’s fist slapped against the brick twice. “I —”
Astarion rolled his hips again, pulling another desperate moan from Tessa.
“I want to be inside her head while you fuck her, Astarion. I want to feel your cock as though . . . “
“As though, what, Gale?” Astarion sounded so fucking smug.
“As though you were fucking me,” Gale choked out.
“Ah. There it is,” Astarion hummed. “And you, Tessa. Do you want this?”
Yes. More than ever. Is what she wanted to say. Instead, all she managed was a strangled whimper as Astarion bucked his hips against her. She nodded furiously.
There was that squirming in her head again. This time — when she welcomed the feeling — it was different. The tadpoles linked all three of them now.
Tessa watched through Astarion’s eyes as he lifted her leg and angled his cock at her slick entrance. She felt Gale’s excitement, Astarion’s hunger — and her own lust crash and build to a crescendo.
Her swollen lips parted for his cock as Astarion sunk himself into her cunt — stretching her out. Her walls fluttered and clenched around him. 
“Fuck — you opened right up for me, didn’t you, darling?” Astarion growled.
Tessa paid extra attention to the sensations — making sure Gale had complete access to her body. She’d never shared herself with anyone so completely before. It was incredible.
Gale watched — they all watched — as Astarion’s cock disappeared into Tessa’s body again.
Astarion started slow, then steadily picked up the pace until Tessa was a stuttering mess — clinging to the jail bars to remain standing.
Their bodies collided noisily. The wet, slapping sounds drown out the rest of the world. Her slick drenched his cock as he snapped his hips up into her.
“F-fuck. I’m getting close,” Tessa whimpered. “I need —”
She didn’t have to ask. Astarion knew what she needed.
She watched through his eyes as he slid a hand between them and began to rub quick circles around her clit.
It was enough — it was almost too much. The heat coiled in her core. She wanted Gale to feel this too, but her brain stopped working as she reached the cusp of blissful unawareness.
One more little move — and she came undone on Astarion’s cock — screaming his name.
Astarion closed his eyes and pressed close to her. He slowed his pace, working her through her orgasm with languid strokes. This continued until Tessa was completely overstimulated, breathing hard, and struggling to stand.
Astarion began to lose his rhythm as he fucked himself into her. His breath tickled her ear. “I’m going to come inside you. Is that okay?”
“Y-yes,” Tessa whimpered. “Please. Please come inside me. Gods — Astarion —”
Astarion pressed his face into the crook of her neck and breathed her in as he found his release in her warm cunt.
Tessa clenched around him again, already building up to a second orgasm. He pumped his hips a few more times, slower now — then he pulled out.
Astarion removed his shirt from Tessa’s head. When her eyes adjusted to the light she saw Astarion’s face and nearly collapsed — he looked so perfectly wrecked. She did that.
She laughed softly. “You’re a mess.”
“You’re one to talk,” Astarion said.
For a second she saw through Astarion’s eyes again. She was — beautiful.
Tessa had plenty of confidence, but seeing herself — sufficiently fucked — through his eyes. She’d never felt more perfect.
Tessa squirmed. Her thighs were drenched with her own slick and now Astarion’s spend was starting to dribble out of her too.
“You want to come again, don’t you?” Astarion whispered.
Tessa nodded her head.
“Mm. That can be arranged. But first, we’ll have to clean you up.” Astarion looked past Tessa. “Won’t we, Gale?”
Tessa turned her head to see Gale standing just outside the jail door.
“You got out?” Tessa asked.
Gale blushed. “Simple knock spell . . .”
Tessa laughed. “Come in then.”
“My last spell for the day, I’m afraid,” Gale said.
“That’s okay. Our door isn’t locked. Is it, Astarion?” Tessa grinned.
Astarion laughed. “Aren’t you a clever girl? How long have you known?”
“Just a guess,” she said. Tessa squirmed against fabric holding her wrists.
Gale pushed the door open and stepped inside, almost timidly. His cock stood at attention beneath his robes.
“Oh, oh . . . aren’t you just . . . deliciously hard,” Astarion purred.
Gale swallowed thickly and stepped closer. His eyes flitted from Astarion’s naked form to Tessa strung up against the bars of the cell.
“Eyes on me, Gale,” Astarion demanded.
Gale met Astarion’s eyes and stepped closer.
“You’ve been awfully quiet lately for someone who usually has so many pretty words. Perhaps that mouth of yours can be put to better use anyway.” Astarion circled Gale like a predator hunting its prey.
Gale stumbled until he was standing just in front of Tessa.
“On your knees, darling,” Astarion purred. “Use your mouth and clean my spend from between the pretty lady’s legs.”
Gale carefully got to his knees. He grabbed Tessa’s thighs and leaned close. He stared up at her with those big, brown eyes — pausing to drink in the view.
“Gale,” she whispered his name. Her heart threw itself at her ribcage — threatening to burst out of her chest.
He kept his eyes on hers as the flat of his tongue found the inside of her thigh. He diligently cleaned up her slick and Astarion’s spend before moving to the other side. Tessa whimpered and held tight to the jail bars.
Gale buried his face between her legs, beard tickling her skin as his tongue dipped between her lips and teased her hole. He moaned against her cunt, breath hot and heavy.
Gale squeezed her thighs as his tongue found her clit. He honored her needs in only the way he knew how — sending shockwaves of pleasure up her spine.
Astarion approached and slid a hand up the back of Tessa’s neck. She hadn’t noticed before, but at some point, Astarion put his clothes back on. He turned her head and locked eyes with her.
Astarion trailed his fingers lightly up her stomach, across the swell of her breasts. He pinched one nipple, rolled it between his fingers — and then repeated the action with her other breast.
Tessa’s face scrunched up — lost somewhere between pain and overwhelming pleasure. Her legs shook and her walls clenched around nothing. So fucking close. But she needed more. “Gale — I — fuck. Fuck. I can’t — I need you inside me — fuck . . .”
Gale pressed a kiss to her inner thigh and leaned back. Astarion let go of Tessa and grabbed a fistful of Gale’s hair instead. He angled the other man’s face up to look at him.
Astarion invited Tessa into his mind — she closed her eyes and allowed herself to see what Astarion saw.
Gale. Pretty, plump, lips parted so softly. She could hear the pounding of Gale’s heart. His beard was wet from her cunt and Astarion’s spend. The scent of his sweat and desire was almost overwhelming.
A profound urge to see them kiss sent sparks across her skin. Was that coming from her? Or Astarion?
Astarion barked out a sharp laugh and glanced at Tessa. “It would seem your lady has some ideas of her own . . .”
Oh. So. It was her. Oops. It wasn’t the first time she’d considered it.
“Shall we give her what she wants?” Astarion asked.
“I wouldn’t want to waste this opportunity,” Gale sputtered.
Astarion smiled smugly and pulled Gale onto his feet before releasing his grip on Gale’s hair. “I just want to know how much I adore reducing you to a babbling mess.”
Gale whimpered. “I’m just — you’re —”
“Hush, darling,” Astarion purred. “Just answer me this. Do you want me to kiss you?”
Gale’s face turned a deep red. “Yes.”
Tessa closed her eyes, letting herself fall into Astarion’s experience as he crashed his lips into Gale’s.
The two men kissed, slowly at first. Tessa felt Gale’s beard tickle Astarion’s face — reveled in how warm his skin felt against Astarion’s hands as he slid them under his robes.
Then she felt exactly how hard Gale was. Well, Astarion felt it — when he curled his fingers around the other man’s cock.
“Fuck,” Astarion and Tessa whispered in unison.
Gale whimpered and bucked himself into Astarion’s hand. Astarion started to push Gale’s robes off, but Gale stopped him.
“These stay on,” Gale said.
“I understand,” Astarion said. He continued to stroke Gale — view obscured by the fabric.
Astarion nipped gently at Gale’s lips before capturing him in another kiss.
“Do you want to know what Tessa’s cunt feels like after she’s been properly fucked?” Astarion whispered against Gale’s lips.
Gale moaned, eyes squeezing shut. “Y-yes.”
“Say it,” Astarion demanded.
“I w-want to know what she feels like after you’ve fucked her,” Gale whimpered.
“Whose cock do you think she likes better?” Astarion growled.
Gale rolled his hips. “Yours, Astarion.”
Astarion chuckled. “You like that, huh?”
Gale nodded.
Astarion leaned closer, nipped at Gale’s earlobe, and whispered, “Think of me when you’re inside her. Know that I stretched her out. I made her come . . . you can’t even compare.”
Gale snapped his head down to meet Astarion’s eyes. He grabbed Astarion’s wrist and pulled him away from his cock.
“Too far?” Astarion asked. Something resembling concern flashed across his face.
Gale shook his head. “No. It was . . . that was good.”
Tessa’s hands were starting to go numb. “I’m done waiting,” she blurted. Tessa yanked her hands free — ruining her favorite bra — and stumbled toward the two men.
Astarion grabbed Tessa and roughly pulled her between them. He slid a hand between her legs and parted her thighs.
Gale pushed forward and his lips found Tessa’s. They kissed, hungry and desperate for each other. Tessa threw her arms around his neck.
Astarion lifted Tessa’s leg, creating space for Gale.
Gale didn’t hesitate. He pushed his robes out of the way, thrust himself into her aching cunt, and set a punishing pace.
Tessa whimpered and squirmed, held up only by the four hands gripping her tight.
Astarion’s breath ghosted across her neck. “Invite us into your head, darling. I’m going to bite you now.”
She opened her mind to them as Astarion sunk his fangs into her throat. She melted between them. It was all too much.
She tasted her blood on Astarion’s tongue — felt how warm and smooth it felt as he swallowed it down. Then there was how she felt clenched around Gale’s cock.
As if sensing how weak she was, Astarion reached a hand around and stroked her clit. It sent her over the edge. She came hard enough to see stars, moaning into Gale’s mouth and leaning back into Astarion.
Gale’s hips snapped against hers a few more times before he spilled inside her — cock pulsing as her walls quivered around him.
The next thing Tessa knew she was sitting on the floor of the cell, back against the brick wall. Gale knelt beside her. Astarion was nowhere to be seen.
“Did I pass out?” she asked.
“Just for a moment,” Gale said. “Astarion’s seeing if there are guards outside. Which — I imagine there aren’t. Otherwise our, uh . . . rutting . . . would have surely drawn some unwanted attention.” Gale held out her clothes.
Tessa remained on the floor as she pulled her clothes on. She studied his face. “You were unusually quiet. How are you feeling?”
Gale looked away from her for a moment — then met her eyes again. “It was . . . a lot. I’m going to need time to process.”
“But, you’re okay?” Tessa asked.
“Yes. I’m okay. Are you?”
Tessa nodded. “We can talk about it whenever you’re ready.”
Gale pressed a soft kiss to her lips.
Astarion cleared his throat. “If you two are done, I’ll have you know that we can walk right out the front door.”
Gale helped Tessa to her feet. “Astarion, do you need to talk?”
“Don’t get all soft on me. You two keep your feelings amongst yourselves,” Astarion said with a dismissive wave of his hand. “I’m fine.”
Tessa nodded and followed Astarion out of the jail. The guards outside the door were tied up and unconscious. 
“Did you do this?” Tessa asked.
“No,” Astarion said.
“Then who?” Gale asked.
“I suspect it’s a gift . . .”
“Minsc?” Tessa asked.
“Likely,” Astarion said.
“Oh . . . do you think everyone knows?” Tessa asked.
“We’ll find out soon enough,” Gale said.
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There were plenty of comments when they returned to camp. Lewd remarks and the like.
Tessa waved them off, Astarion laughed them off and Gale snuck away to his room.
Tessa found him there, facedown on the pillows and buried under blankets. She crawled into bed next to him. He put his arm around her chest and pulled her close.
“I’m sorry,” Tessa said.
Gale propped himself up, one arm on the other side of Tessa. He studied her face. “Why are you sorry?”
“I’m worried that was all too much for you,” she said.
Gale shook his head. “It wasn’t too much. I’m still . . . processing. Give me more time.” He kissed her. “If you wish to share your feelings on the matter, you are more than welcome to do so.”
Tessa kissed him. “It can wait until you’re ready.”
Gale nodded and flopped back down into the pillows, his arm still thrown over her chest.
It wasn’t long before he was snoring softly. Tessa listened, still unable to fall asleep.
A knock on the door stirred her from her thoughts. “Come in,” she called out quietly.
The door creaked as it opened. It was dark, but Tessa could see Astarion’s distinct figure. He stepped into the room and gently closed the door behind him.
“Looking for a snack?” Tessa asked.
“No,” Astarion said as he approached the bed.
“What is it?” Tessa asked.
“Can I just . . .”
“What?”
Gale turned his head. “Just get in the bed, Astarion,” he mumbled.
“Oh.” Tessa lifted the blanket and shifted slightly closer to Gale to make room for Astarion.
Astarion slipped under the covers and curled close to Tessa. “I don’t want to talk.”
“Good. We’re sleeping.” Gale yawned.
Tessa pressed a kiss to Gale’s forehead, then turned to look at Astarion.
“This is nice,” she whispered.
“Sleeping,” Gale muttered.
“Thank you,” Astarion whispered.
“Goodnight.” Tessa closed her eyes.
The two people she loved most in this world were on either side of her. She felt completely safe as she waited for sleep to claim her.
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Are you satisfied, darling?
// Spawn Astarion x Named Fem!Tav
If Naenia could just rub one out on her own maybe she could stop thinking about Astarion and finally get some rest. There's one little flaw in her plan -- it's wriggling around her brain -- and giving the object of her desires a front row seat to her fantasies.
18+ • NSFW • 2.4K words (1/2) • Read on AO3 (the first chapter is below)
Tags: Smut, Voyeurism, Mutual Masturbation, Oral Sex, Inappropriate Use of Tadpole, Vaginal Fingering, Sexual Fantasy, Vaginal Sex, Vampire Bites
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Naenia couldn’t get Astarion out of her mind. That smart mouth of his had tormented her all day.
While his carefully chosen words and almost-too-composed expressions would have worked on her when she was younger, Naenia knew better now.
That didn’t stop her from indulging him — at least every once in a while.
She’d flash him a flirtatious smile.
Stand just a little too close.
Naenia happily leaned into the game, allowed him to think he was playing with her emotions while she toyed with his in return.
But ever since she’d allowed him to drink her blood, the tension between them had only tightened. Apply the right amount of pressure and it threatened to snap.
Then, finally, he propositioned her.
“Darling, I was just thinking about you . . .”
And it had been oh, so easy to deny him.
“I’d rather kiss a leech — they’re just as attractive but take less blood.”
Astarion took the rejection in stride.
“Deny your feelings all you like, it doesn’t matter to me. I’ve already tasted you, and that’s all the carnal delight I need.”
Naenia knew she’d made the right choice, but after everyone had withdrawn to their tents and the fire was reduced to an ember — she found her thoughts drifting.
What if she had said yes? Surely she could think of a few other uses for that smart mouth of his.
It was only a split second. Just the flash of an image — Naenia pictured her fingers pressing through white curls as Astarion buried his face between her legs.
Gods, it felt so real.
Naenia bit down on her lower lip, swallowed back a moan that threatened to escape her throat. She sat up and looked around her tent.
Nothing. No movement. She was still alone.
Alone and needy. If she could just rub one out, then maybe she could stop thinking about him and finally get some rest.
She needed no further encouragement. Naenia leaned back and shifted to slide her pants and underwear down past her thighs. A sharp inhale as her left hand slid between her legs.
Her pointer and ring finger spread her lips while her middle finger slid inside — just teasing her entrance for a moment before she dragged it upwards, covering her finger in her slick. Only stopping when she found her most sensitive spot. There her pointer finger joined her middle finger.
One little bundle of nerves. Two wet fingers. Small, slow, circles.
Gods, how was she already so wet?
She tried to clear her mind. She didn’t want to think about him, but the thoughts seemed to come to her all on their own.
Surely there was no harm in indulging in a little fantasy? She pretended it was his fingers parting her lips. His tongue lapping at her clit.
Naenia held her breath. It happened again, and lasted just a little longer this time — she could see him. Her fingers tangled in those white curls, a sharp exhale, his breath on her cunt . . .
His signature scent drifted through her tent. Naenia squirmed, her body responding to her own delicate touches and the images of Astarion she pushed through her mind.
She gasped and increased the pace of her fingers. Naenia focused on the image of him between her legs. She squirmed, whimpered, and bucked her hips up.
She pictured his hands moving to pin her hips down. The muscles in her legs tightened and her entire body quivered. Surely he would reprimand her for not holding still? Naenia used her free hand to cover her mouth — just in time to muffle a moan.
He would squeeze her hips gently before sliding a hand down, fingers brushing lazily over her thigh — teasing her as he worked toward her center.
She continued touching herself at this quickened pace, the thoughts of him sending a sinful heat across her body. Naenia had a clear mental image of what his fingers looked like — she’d studied them closely as he picked locks — but until now she hadn’t allowed herself to picture them inside of her.
He’d use two at first.
Naenia imitated the act, sliding two fingers inside of herself. Her clit throbbed, begging for her attention. Her walls struggled to clench around her fingers. It wasn’t enough.
Astarion. Fuck, I need more.
Gods, his name sounded so delicious — even just in her mind. Just in her fantasies.
Naenia angled herself to slide a third finger in. She fucked herself on her fingers, trying to palm her clit. It still wasn’t enough.
Another muffled moan, a whimper of desire. Her body trembled, and she squirmed. Holding back her moans wasn’t helping. If she could just —
“Astarion, please.” She growled his name against her hand and tossed her head back. That felt good.
Her breath caught in her throat. Then she felt something else entirely. A tug in her mind. No, not a tug, something squirming. A familiar headache.
Oh, Hells, no . . .
She quickly removed her fingers and held her breath.
Oh, yes, darling. Don’t stop now, I was so enjoying the show.
Astarion. In her head. That damn tadpole gave him a front row seat.
The hand that covered her mouth moved to cover her eyes. Like it made a difference. He didn’t need to see through her eyes, he was inside her head. He already saw everything.
How long have you been here?
Long enough.
Naenia didn’t respond, instead she focused on slowing her breathing. But her heart was still racing, and her body begged for the contact to resume.
Astarion broke the silence.
I can leave. We can pretend this never happened. But we both know that’s not what you want . . .
It was just a fantasy, Astarion. It didn’t mean anything.
Mm. Of course.
He was teasing her. Gods.
Show me how this little fantasy of yours would play out?
He’d already seen enough.
Astarion. Get out of my head.
A pause. A frustrated sigh? Did that come from her or from him? The lines were blurred. Naenia wasn’t sure anymore.
Very well. Good night, dear.
Another tug inside her mind, and just like that he was gone.
Her tent felt — colder, darker. The scent of him had evaporated.
It’s fine. She didn’t need him.
Her fingers resumed making small circles around her clit, but it just didn’t feel right. It wasn’t working.
How frustrating. Surely there were past experiences she could think about, other lovers she could imagine — ones that didn’t have tadpoles in their brains inviting them into her fantasies.
Nothing. They existed, sure, but none of them were exciting enough. She stopped touching herself, pulled her pants back up and stared up at the top of her tent.
She would just try to rest without finishing.
But it was like the wetness between her legs was taunting her. Her cunt ached and throbbed. She’d been so close and now she felt . . . empty.
Only rest for the wicked, it would seem.
Hells . . .
She sat up and bit down on her lower lip.
Was she really going to do this?
Yes.
Astarion . . .
Her body instantly flooded with warmth and desire as she invited him in. She could practically feel his roguish smile. The muscles in her shoulders tensed.
Look who came crawling back.
Prick.
Don’t make me regret this.
I can’t make you do anything you don’t want to do. But . . .
But, what, Astarion?
Our darling leader does like to follow instructions, doesn’t she?
A shiver ran up her spine. Gods, yes. The things she’d do to be a shivering mess beneath him. How did he know her so well?
What do you have in mind?
Just a game. We see just how far we can take things with our little tadpoles.
Naenia didn’t need to consider his suggestion. He already had his answer.
Good girl. His voice soothed her mind, and her body relaxed.
Open your eyes, darling.
Naenia did as she was told.
Ah, so many clothes on. Take them off.
She tugged off her shirt first, exposing her breasts. She could almost feel Astarion’s delight. Her heart raced.
She shifted to lie on her back, lifted her hips and pushed her pants and underwear down her legs. She kicked them off and shoved them aside.
That feels better, doesn’t it? Nod.
Naenia nodded.
You’ve been neglecting your breasts. Give them a squeeze for me.
Naenia took a breast in each of her hands and did as she was told. She melted into her own touch, brushing the palms of her hands against her sensitive nipples.
Keep your right hand on your breast. Slide your left hand between your legs. Show me how you want to be touched.
Her fingers trembled with anticipation as she slid her left hand down her body, quickly finding her clit with two fingers. With her right hand she thumbed over her nipple, teasing herself just enough.
Her pulse quickened, a strangled moan escaped her lips. She tried to stay quiet. She looked down at her swollen clit and watched her fingers work quick, small circles.
Mm. Just like that, huh?
Something shifted, it was like her hand was not her own. She closed her eyes and threw her head back. It truly felt like he was touching her. Naenia succumbed to the feeling.
Fuck, h-how are you doing that?
Don’t worry about the how. Show me what else you like.
She slipped back into a fantasy and she could almost feel his lips ghosting against her thighs. Gentle kisses, the threat of fangs. Would he bite her there? She would certainly allow it.
Another strangled moan, this one a bit louder than any of the others before.
She could almost hear Astarion chuckle.
Naughty girl. You know, if you want me to bite you again, all you have to do is ask.
She felt the weight of him on top of her body. His breath against her neck.
Naenia had to open her eyes to make sure he wasn’t really there. The sensation vanished, her hand was hers again and she struggled to keep pace. She whimpered.
His voice broke through her mind again.
Tell me what you want.
I want you to fuck me, Astarion. Please.
Mm. I’m sure you do. Now show me.
Naenia sighed, closed her eyes and let her imagination take hold once more. She could feel him on top of her. He used his knee to spread her legs for him.
She was soaked, begging to be filled. She pictured his cock, precum leaking at the tip. He’d rub himself along her slit, brushing his cock against her clit before poising himself at her entrance.
Gods. She could feel it as though it was real. With one quick movement he’d be inside —
Ah, ah, ah, not so fast.
Naenia whimpered.
Beg.
Please, Astarion.
Not in your head. Out loud. I want to hear you.
Naenia growled. Was she desperate enough to debase herself like this? Risk waking the others to indulge in what was ultimately just a fantasy?
Yes.
“Astarion, please,” Naenia choked out a desperate plea. Her voice cracked, still barely audible.
I can’t hear you. Try again.
“Astarion, please.” She managed to raise her voice this time.
Please what, darling?
Naenia groaned.
Don’t make me do this.
She could almost feel his satisfied smirk.
I’m not making you do anything.
She tried to imagine him without his help. 
Her fingers picked up pace again around her clit. She shifted and spread her legs. She slid three fingers from her right hand inside herself. She tried to pretend his cock was entering her — but it didn’t work. She needed him.
Fuck.
Was she really going to do this?
The answer was the same as always.
Yes.
She took a deep breath, and this time, when she begged, she didn’t hold back.
“Astarion, please fuck me!”
She was loud enough for the entire camp to hear. She prayed they didn’t.
Naughty girl.
It was enough to satisfy him. The fantasy resumed. It truly felt like he had entered her. Like his cock was stretching her out in the most delicious way.
Her entire body shook, the muscles in her legs tensed. Her body jerked and another moan slipped from her throat — this one was not muffled.
He set a punishing pace — one her fingers struggled to follow — but the line between reality and fantasy was so blurred now her body couldn’t tell the difference.
The tadpole in her brain squirmed again and Naenia felt the connection between them shift. She saw through Astarion’s eyes for the first time. His fingers were curled around his hard cock — fist lazily pumping up and down. Naenia could feel his pleasure as though it belonged to her.
It was too much. Flashes of images slammed through her mind. Positions she wanted so desperately try with him. She pictured him on his back as she bounced herself on his cock, her hands splayed across his alabaster chest.
Another image. This one from Astarion’s point of view. Naenia’s face pressed into his bedroll, his hand tangled in her hair — her back arched and hips raised as he slammed into her from behind.
Each fantasy felt so real. She snapped back into her body for just a split second — before she was thrown into another fantasy.
She was on her back in her tent, he was on top of her, fucking her with long, languid strokes. His teeth were at her neck. He bit down. A sharp pain, and then throbbing numbness. In this fantasy she would come as he fed, her walls pulsing around his cock. He would lose his rhythm. Her body would be a mess of ice and heat.
Naenia moaned. In reality her body tensed and shook. She hadn’t come, but she was close.
His voice broke through once more.
Come undone for me.
That’s all it took. Her brain stopped functioning. All she could feel was their combined pleasure as they both slipped over the edge. Finally. Her orgasm shook her body. She felt his as well, and caught flashes of him finishing on his chest.
Then the visions were gone. Naenia was still dizzy, still trying to catch her breath. Her chest heaved, and her limbs went limp.
She wasn’t sure how long she was laying there in a puddle of her own sweat and desire before his voice cut through the silence. He sounded as calm and collected as ever.
Are you satisfied, darling?
She laughed.
I’ve had worse.
The tension in her body was gone. She could finally get some rest.
That was fun. I suppose you’re too tired to try anything else.
Naenia’s eyes shot open, she groaned. A flash of desire sparked in her core.
What did you have in mind?
We forgo the tadpoles. Come to my tent and find out.
So much for rest . . .
Chapter two is on AO3.
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astarionfreak · 18 days
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Smut ask game:
No. 15 for fem!Tav and Astarion
Yes! Thank you!!
15. "How many times did you come?"
Snippet for the smut ask game. | Previous answers here.
Naenia cornered Astarion against the wall of a cave just outside of camp. "You'll never guess what Karlach just asked me."
Astarion grabbed her hips and spun her around so her back was against the wall, not his. He buried his face in the crook of her neck, lips ghosting over her skin as he spoke. "You're right, I won't guess. But you're going to tell me regardless, aren't you?"
Naenia tilted her head, offering up more of herself. "Aren't you a little bit curious?"
This little routine of theirs had become a regular occurrence as of late. The two of them sneaking away from camp to fuck and so he could feed.
"Of course I am, darling. But I'd rather not waste our precious time with games. Especially when our mouths have far more interesting things to do," Astarion purred.
Naenia rolled her eyes, grabbed Astarion's shirt and pushed him back slightly. "She asked me, and I quote, 'How many times did you come?'"
Astarion barked out a laugh. "And what did you tell her?"
"What do you think I told her?" Naenia lifted a hand and ran a finger across Astarion's lips.
He bit gently at her finger before releasing her hips and snatching up her wrists. He pinned them both over her head. "That you lost count after . . . hmm . . . let's say six."
Naenia squirmed in his grasp, rolling her hips toward him, seeking contact with his thigh. "Six? You're being awfully generous. I lost count after four."
Astarion pressed forward, pushing her against the cave wall. "Then we'll have to be more mindful of the score tonight, won't we darling?"
"Yes. Yes we will."
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astarionfreak · 21 days
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10 w shart and astarion. Uncommon pairing but it could be interesting??????
Immediately yes. Big yes. Thank you !! This was supposed to be way shorter and way smuttier but it spiraled out of control. Oops. 🖤🩸
10. "You don't have to stay the night. Just fuck me."
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One foolish move in the heat of battle and everyone knew the truth. That Astarion was a vampire.
They took it . . . surprisingly well, actually. Gale warned him not to bite (as if), Lae'zel threatened his life -- but Shadowheart, well. The cleric had been kind -- or stupid -- enough to offer her blood. What kind of vampire would Astarion be if he turned down a free meal?
Besides, even though her attacks seemed to miss more often than not, her healing spells had proven to be quite the asset. If she'd allow him a taste from her delicate veins, perhaps she would also be willing to remain at his side when he faced Cazador. This little exchange could be well worth his time. If he played his cards right.
Astarion waited until the others were asleep before he made his way through camp to Shadowheart's tent. He had been so sure of himself just moments ago, but now he hesitated as he reached for the flap. Maybe this was a bad idea after all.
There was still time to turn around -- hunting in these woods was miserable, but he usually had some level of success. He'd eaten worse things than boar. He'd been hungrier for longer too.
Astarion shuffled his feet as he started to turn around, making more noise than intended. Shadowheart must have heard him. Her heartbeat quickened. Astarion's mouth began to water at theb mere thought of the promise she'd made.
Shit. He really was going to do this wasn't he? He put on his best smile and ducked into her tent.
Shadowheart sat up on her forearms. Perfect body laid out in front of him. For him.
His eyes went to her neck, the gentle movement of her pulse just beneath her tender flesh. Then his gaze dragged along her body, slowly drinking her in. Her camp clothes hugged her figure in all the right places.
"I was beginning to think you'd found a better offer," Shadowheart whispered.
"Ah. No." Astarion laughed quietly as he gracefully dropped to his knees in front of her. "Lae'zel already threatened my life twice today. I don't fancy my chances with Karlach at her current . . . temperature. And there is something distinctly wrong with Gale's blood. I got an unpleasant whiff during that fight with the spiders."
"Wyll, then?" Shadowheart sat up completely and pressed closer to Astarion. She smelled faintly of incense.
Astarion swallowed thickly. Trying to ignore the desire to forgo niceties and just sink his teeth into her throat. "As charming as I'm sure he finds me, I do believe I would be wasting my time trying to convince the Blade of Frontiers to offer himself up to a vampire."
"And here I was, believing I was special when all the while I was merely a last resort," Shadowheart said.
Astarion found it difficult to tell how much of what she said was her searching for the truth and how much was just meant to tease.
"Darling," he purred. "You are anything but a last resort. Surely you're well aware of your allure." Astarion placed a hand on her shoulder, when she didn't flinch or pull away, he pushed her onto her back and settled himself on top of her.
Shadowheart's heart was positively racing. Her eyes blew wide with desire. Her breath caught in her throat when she spoke. "I'm only joking, Astarion. You don't need to use that voice on me."
"What voice?" Astarion asked playfully, slotting a leg between her thighs. This was almost too easy, really. For a woman with so many secrets, she'd truly given herself away to him.
"You know precisely which voice I'm talking about." Shadowheart licked her lips, eyes searching his face.
Astarion pouted, staring down at her with a sly smile. "I can't say I do," he purred. "This is the only voice I have."
"Then just shut up and feed." Shadowheart rolled her eyes.
Astarion nestled his face in the curve he her neck, lips brushing over her throat as he spoke. "Are you comfortable? This may . . . hurt a little."
"I can handle pain. Do it, Astarion."
Astarion wasted no more time. His teeth sank into her neck with a faint pop. Blood rushed into his mouth.
He hardly had time to register the sound of her moan before the rest of the world faded away. Only her blood, her breath, her life remained. And she had chosen to share it with him. A precious gift.
Astarion had never tasted anything as perfect as this. As her. He drank in desperate, needy gulps. His hand instinctively cradeling her head as she writhed beneath him. Even through his blood-drunk gaze Astarion could taste her arousal.
Shadowheart grabbed his arm, fingers digging into his skin as he drank. Her hips jerked up, seeking contact with his thigh. He allowed her that much, let her rut against his body like a bitch in heat as he drank.
"Astarion." Shadowheart's grip on his arm tightened. She was struggling to catch her breath. "Astarion, that's enough."
Her words managed to reach him despite his euphoria. "Shit -- sorry, I -- I got carried away," Astarion said.
"Shut up and kiss me." Shadowheart grabbed the back of his head and pulled him down into a bruising kiss.
The blood on his lips and chin smeared on her face. Astarion only broke the kiss to lick at the mess on her lips.
"That was . . . unexpected," Astarion whispered, nipping at her lower lip.
"You're not really surprised, are you?" Shadowheart asked.
"I suppose not completely surprised. Though this isn't exactly what I pictured when you offered your blood." Astarion leaned back to study her face.
Is this what she wanted? Clearly. Is this what he wanted? Why not?
"How unfortunate. Your imagination must be severely lacking," Shadowheart teased.
"I promise I can be quite imaginative when it counts." Astarion ground his hips down, pressing his half-hard length against her thigh.
"Prove it," Shadowheart said.
They kissed again. Another bruising, needy kiss shared between two people who knew their futures were uncertain.
"And if the others wake to find me in your tent? I'm sure they'd have a lot to say on the topic," Astarion whispered against her lips.
Shadowheart huffed out an annoyed sigh. "You don't have to stay the night. It's best for both of us if you just fuck me and leave."
"Ah, when you put it like that it does sound like a rather good offer," Astarion purred. "Do try not to keep it down though. Let's give them something to gossip about tomorrow."
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astarionfreak · 2 months
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I'm not sure if you are taking prompts 👉👈 But i had an idea and i haven't seen any fics of it yet.
What if after escaping the nautiloid, tav found Astarion first, and they are all alone when she finds him. Then he does his little thing with his dagger, demanding answers, but then tav is sorta touch starved. Maybe she is kinky, or something like that, so tav ends up moaning and/or breathing heavy under his blade, and astarion realizes what is happening and is very excited to give tav what she needs?????? >.<
I know I am not good at writing, but your fics are so good, i find myself thinking about them throughout my day, and it's distracting 😭
Feel free to change whatever if my idea is kinda dumb or unrefined
Anyways, whether or not you take this prompt is up to you, and i hope you have a great day <3
ANON. Anon! Anon! Listen. Listen. I love this idea. So -- yes. Okay. YES. Thank you!!
As with most things I write, this fic spiraled out of control. It turned into completely self indulgent filth. I hope you enjoy my take on the prompt <3
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That darling neck of yours
// Astarion x Fem!Reader (Tav)
When Astarion pulled you down to the ground and held that blade to your throat, it awakened your desire. He noticed -- and he's going to hold it against you (again).
18+ • NSFW • 4.2K words | Teaser below (Read on AO3)
Tags/Warnings: POV second person, Present tense, Knife play (if you squint, Tav does get a small cut on her neck but it's an accident), Masturbation, Vaginal Fingering, Penis in vagina sex, Vampire bites, Blood kink, Light choking/breath play, Submissive Tav, Dominant Astarion.
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You sit on your bedroll, staring deep into the campfire. Sometimes, if you sit still enough, you can feel the tadpole wriggling around in your brain. You wonder if you should have pressed on, but the sun set quickly after the pale elf joined your side. So you set up camp.
Astarion. He’s an interesting find. Maybe you’re a fool for letting him travel with you. He did hold a dagger to your throat.
Although . . .
A shiver rolls up your spine. Your skin prickles. You’re immediately aroused by the mere memory of him threatening you — the thought of him claiming you as his own.
You glance over your shoulder and watch Astarion for a moment as he struggles to set up his tent. You’d offer to help, but, well, no. You won’t offer to help. You turn back to the fire and let your mind wander.
Time seemed to slow when the sharp edge of his blade pressed against your throat. His body was so close to yours as you went tumbling backwards and crashing into the dirt. All you could think about was how the back of your head didn’t hit the ground — and how he held you. How he threatened you: his willing captive.
You tug at the collar of your shirt, suddenly finding the warmth of the fire practically unbearable. But your thoughts, they begin to drift again . . .
“What the hells are you doing?” you choked out. Your mouth went dry. You were certain that your face and chest were flushed red from anxiety — or, maybe, it was arousal. You swallowed thickly and tried to plan your escape. When was the last time someone held you or even touched you at all?
“Shh. Not a sound. Not if you want to keep that darling neck of yours,” he purred. The low timbre of his voice went straight to your cunt. You locked eyes with his. Crimson, dark, deep. A soft moan clawed its way up your throat and slipped past your lips. He didn’t say anything, but he heard it, you watched as his eyes darkened. Part of you hoped that he’d defile you right there — in the dirt where you met.
Heat pools between your legs. If only you could find some relief. There’s one thing that would help. You check behind you again. Astarion is still busy with his tent. Surely he wouldn’t notice if you . . .
You slip your hand beneath the hem of your pants. Your fingers travel lower, lower, lower. Only pausing when you’ve brushed over your clit. You bite your lip and shiver. Then you continue down until your fingers are low enough to dip between your lips.
You find exactly what you expected. You’re drenched. Just from a thought, just the idea of him — this stranger — pulling you to the ground, holding a dagger to your throat, and taking control of your body.
You sink two fingers into your cunt, down to the second knuckle. It’s almost agonizing, clenching around your own fingers while thinking about his. The dexterous hands of a rogue. He’d know exactly how to pleasure you — when to take and when to give.
You struggle to push your fingers in deeper without making too much of a scene. You grind the palm of your hand against your clit. Ugh. It’s not enough.
You bite back a whimper as you withdraw your fingers. You drag them back up through your slick folds until you find your clit again. Just once, you lie to yourself. Just one, tiny, stroke. You check over your shoulder. Astarion hasn’t noticed you pleasuring yourself yet — he’s busy. He doesn’t ever need to know.
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Now that his heart beats
// Ascended Astarion x Reader/You Female!Tav (Vampire Spawn)
You lay with your head on Astarion's chest. Your body is so quiet since you followed him into eternity. Astarion's is so loud, now that his heart beats again.
18+ • 1.1K words (1/1) • Read on AO3 (or below)
Tags: Angst, violence, trauma, sex, dubious consent
It’s so quiet in this body. Your heart still beats, but softly now. Your fingers and toes are always so cold. But your longing for warmth is nothing compared to the gnawing hunger that made its home inside your belly. No amount of blood can silence the constant ache.
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A warm breeze dances across the garden. You lay in Astarion’s arms, on the lawn, near the roses. You are so still that you can count each blade of grass that bends and sways, brushing against your bare arms and legs.
But Astarion, his body is so loud, now that his heart beats. You press your ear against his naked chest and listen for the steady thump, thump, thumping just beneath his ribcage. Is this how he felt? All those months ago, when you were alive and his heart lay dormant.
You wish to crack him open so you can reach inside. You want to hold the beating creature within your own two hands. To take from him, the life he stole from you.
And then he touches you, and his warmth breathes air back into your hopeless lungs. His fingertips light fires across your skin. You remember now, why you followed him into eternity.
“Little love, is something the matter?”
“Why does my heart not beat like yours?” you ask, keeping your ear pressed to his chest.
Astarion runs his fingers through your hair. “I gave you eternity. You walk in the sun. Is that not enough, my pet?”
“I’m cold,” you say.
“A small price to pay.” Astarion pulls you closer. “To rule by my side.”
“Yes,” you agree. “A small price.”
You love him, but jealousy burns at the edges and poisons your dying heart. He was given a new life. You are just a corpse.
That night, when he bends you over his desk and hitches up your dress — you feel like something to be owned, a thing to be possessed.
“Don’t be ungrateful,” he reminds you a hand pressed against your back. “You know I adore you.”
And he says it, so it must be true.
He wouldn’t lie to you.
Astarion leaves the palace in your care while he conducts business with the patriarchs of the city. 
You rise before daybreak, lay in the garden, near the roses again, and listen for any sign of life within your chest. You hear only silence.
You wonder what it would feel like to burn with the dawn. But your lover, he has given you the gift of the sun.
Don’t be ungrateful, you remind yourself. You have everything you ever wanted.
It will be several days before you see him again.
You haunt the halls like a ghost. The hunger in your belly claws its way up your throat.
A servant, one of his favorites, looks at you with quiet contempt. Your teeth tear into her neck.
You are full.
You are happy.
But it doesn’t last.
For hours they scrub, but the blood won’t come out of the dining room floor.
You are hungry again.
He will be angry.
Your lover returns home with renewed vigor. He refuses to bore your pretty little head with all the details, but the meetings were a success.
He hasn’t noticed the blood stain yet. He doesn’t know she’s dead.
“All that power is ours for the taking,” he says. “So close I can taste it.”
And you know he also wishes to taste you. To celebrate.
But this time, before you bend yourself over his desk, he stops you.
He touches your chin with two warm fingers and tilts your head up. Were his eyes always this red?
You remember how the girl’s blood pooled on the floor. How wasteful, you think. Messy. You should have drained her.
Then he kisses you. His lips are warm and soft. You don’t wonder what yours must feel like to him, because you already know.
You recall the time, before your body died, when he was all you craved. When his cold fingers pried the warmth from your skin. He took too much, now you are the one searching for heat in his touch.
His fingers dig into your hips as he lifts you onto his desk. His wanting mouth parts for your tongue as he crashes into you.
Anticipating his desire is second nature to you now. You dart your tongue into his mouth, slicing yourself open on a fang. It stings, but you don’t mind. Anything for him.
The flat of his tongue runs across the newly formed wound. He has given you everything, it’s only fair you do the same. He takes from you what you so willingly give. Were you always so compliant?
He slots himself between your legs. “You’ve been so good for me.” His voice like velvet. “Good girls get rewarded, don’t they?”
Your blood. You almost ask. Just a taste. You don’t know, but you think that, maybe, to drink from him could thaw your heart.
But you say nothing. You simply nod. Because that is what he expects of you.
When he drops to his knees, that feels new. Your hands grip the edge of the desk as his tongue explores your depths.
His mouth brings you to rapture. His name, a prayer on your lips.
He still doesn’t know about the blood stain. He still doesn’t know she’s dead.
You were right. He is angry.
Were the kennels always this cold?
The hunger ties itself in knots around your stomach. The rats are your only friends.
You don’t know how long it’s been. You are starving. The rats are dead.
Astarion finds you curled up in the corner and carries you to bed.
You are just a corpse. A collection of thoughts. A memory strung together to be loved by him.
He gives you blood in a goblet. You wish to sink your teeth into a warm neck.
He holds you until you feel better. You listen to his heart beat again and again.
You are loved. Because he says he loves you.
You are happy. Because he says he makes you so.
And he wouldn’t lie to you.
But it’s so loud in this body now. The hunger demands to be fed. There’s an ache behind your eyes and inside your head.
You’re sure now, that his blood would silence the screaming.
“Smile, little love. You don’t look pretty when you frown,” he reminds you.
You smile. Because he tells you to.
You smile, because you will have his blood.
Be it on your tongue and down your throat — or splattered on the walls.
Perhaps both.
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Days of hedonistic debauchery (1/9)
// Gale x Tessa (Fem!Tav) x Astarion
For Tessa, Astarion coming to stay with her and Gale in Waterdeep has been a dream come true. Even Gale is learning to enjoy the taste of chaos. But nothing can ever really be that simple, can it?
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Tags: POV Third Person, Past Tense, Post-Game, Vampire Spawn Astarion, Professor Gale, Canon-Typical Violence, Polyamory, Miscommunication, Emotional Baggage, Fluff and Angst, Happy Ending, Threesome, Vampire Sex, Vampire Bites, Blood, Menstrual Sex, Penis In Vagina Sex, Double Penetration, Anal Sex, Cunnilingus, Oral Sex, Face-Sitting
“You know exactly how long it takes to get me off, don’t you?” Tessa laughed.
“I’d rather not dignify such a question with an answer,” Gale said.
Tessa snorted. “Of course you do. Whatever, let’s fuckin’ go” She gave Gale another quick kiss before she flopped onto her back next to him.
She kicked off her shorts and had her underwear halfway down her thighs when the bedroom door swung open.
“Darling, you’re bleeding. Is everything alright?” Astarion expertly moved a steaming mug from the crook of his arm to his other hand — so he was holding one in each hand. The scent of freshly made coffee drifted across the room.
“Blood? I’m not . . .”
Tessa glanced down at her underwear and that’s when she saw it. A wet, red, stain letting her know that it was that time in her cycle. “Oh. That’s a bummer.”
“A . . . bummer? For you, perhaps, but certainly not for me.” Astarion flashed her a sly smile. He was shirtless. His usually perfectly-coiffed hair fell around his face in loose, messy rings — evidence that none of them got much rest the night before. “Gale, do you mind?”
“Hm? Oh.” Gale stepped out of the bed with a soft huff and padded over to where Astarion was standing. He took one of the cups from Astarion’s hands — Tessa assumed that one was tea. The other one was coffee, that one would be for her. Astarion didn’t drink either.
Gale sipped it and started walking back to the bed.
Astarion peeked around Gale at Tessa and rolled his eyes. “Darling . . .”
Gale took another sip and turned around to look at Astarion. “Yes?”
Astarion eyed him with a teasing grin. “I know how distracting it can be when your blood flow has been redirected, but perhaps, you could use that brilliant brain of yours for a second.”
“Brilliant?” Gale choked on his most recent sip of tea.
Astarion didn’t move from the doorway. “The curtains, darling. Do you mind closing them?”
“Oh, gods, the sunlight, of course.” Gale conjured a mage hand and sent it flying across the room. “I’m truly sorry, Astarion. I didn’t think.”
With a few good tugs, the mage hand pulled the thick curtains closed, blocking the sunlight completely, before dissipating.
Astarion stepped into the room and put the coffee on the bedside table nearest Tessa. “I can see what had you so distracted.” Astarion’s gaze raked down Tessa’s body, over her flushed chest and hard nipples peeking through her thin shirt, to the delicious mess between her legs. “Now, about your little situation . . ."
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Are you satisfied, darling? (2/2)
// Astarion x Naenia (Fem!Tav)
Naenia and Astarion ditch the tadpoles and she goes to his tent to find out what else he had in mind . . .
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Tags: POV Third Person, Past Tense, Inappropriate Use of Tadpole, Smut, Sexual Fantasy, Penis In Vagina Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Voyeurism, Mutual Masturbation, Masturbation, Cunnilingus, Light Dom/sub, Face-Sitting, Thigh Bites, Blood Drinking
Was she really going to do this?
Allowing Astarion to join her fantasies was one thing — but actually fucking him was something entirely different. She shouldn’t. Should she?
Yet, there he was, in her head again, goading her.
Tick, tock, darling.
Give me a moment, Astarion.
Are you so ill-mannered to everyone who gets you off or am I just that special?
Fuck you.
Yes, that is very much the point, isn’t it?
Fine.
Fine?
Yes. Fine.
Silence.
Did he not expect her to say yes? Naenia sat up and reached for her shirt. She had just pulled it over her head when Astarion slipped into her mind again.
You’re not getting dressed, are you?
Yes, Astarion. I’m not walking across camp naked. Unless you’ve changed your mind?
Hm.
What is it now?
I think, perhaps, you will walk across camp naked.
Naenia’s breath caught in her throat and she bit down on her lower lip. She couldn’t ignore the thrill that suggestion sent through her. She tugged the shirt back off but paused before dropping it.
And if I don’t?
Then you won’t get what you want.
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Palisade afternoon
// Ascended Astarion (evil) x Fem!Reader (Durge)
How long did you spend planning your escape only for it to fail? Astarion has bound you to him, body and soul. He has complete control. You are helpless as he takes advantage of you.
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This is 5k words of smut and horror. It's is a scene idea that was cut from "Exile (Or: How you learned to stay)". You don't need to read Exile to read this. You do need to read the warnings though.
Dead Dove: Do Not Eat. (All warnings in tags.)
Tags: Smut, Dark, Fear, Rape, Mind Control, Orgasm Denial, Face Slapping, Face-Fucking, Vaginal Fingering, Penis In Vagina Sex, Thigh Bites, Inappropriate object as dildo, Spit As Lube, Threats of pregnancy.
The dress you’re meant to wear to the party is hanging near the bed. It’s beautiful. You hate it.
So you pace the room instead of getting ready. Every few seconds you glance under the bed to where you’ve hidden a wooden stake. You can’t see it, but just knowing it’s there makes you uneasy.
It’s a plan. It’s freedom. Alternatively, it’s punishment. It’s death. No, not death, something far worse. If you try to kill him and fail — he won’t kill you, he’ll forgive you. His forgiveness is far more terrifying than the peace death promises.
Astarion’s voice snaps you out of your thoughts. “Something the matter, little love?”
You spin on your heels to face him. You didn’t hear him arrive, you never do. He’s impossibly quiet, and always around when you think you’re alone.
“I thought you’d be busy all afternoon,” you say.
Your voice is quiet, weak. Pathetic. What were you thinking? Preparing that stake. You struggle to speak up to him. You can’t fight him. You certainly can’t kill him.
“Yes, well, I always make time for you.” Astarion turns to face the floor-length mirror. He begins to unbutton his doublet.
You know better than to ask what he’s doing here. So you bite your tongue. Your silence does not go unnoticed.
“Tell me what’s on your mind, my pet,” he says.
You don’t want to speak, but his command pulls a half-truth from your tongue. “I’m not going tonight.”
He laughs softly, still staring at himself in the mirror. “Is that so?”
You nod. “Yes. I’m not going. It’s been decided.”
“And who made that decision?” He slips out of his doublet and lays it out on the dresser. He smooths his hand over his undershirt before turning to face you.
You curl your fists into tight little balls. “I decided.” The magic you once wielded with these very hands is lost to you. You’re defenseless against him. Against anyone. You’re so weak.
He laughs again. This time it sends a chill up your spine.
“That’s very cute.” He stalks toward you from the other side of the room, quickly closing the distance between you. “Perhaps I should clarify, you don’t have a choice in the matter.”
Your heart thrashes against your chest. Your face and neck flush red with anxious arousal. “You can’t make me go.”
“I can, and you will. Would you like to know why?” he asks.
No. You should run, shouldn’t you? But your feet won’t move. Fear. That’s what this is, and it has you frozen in place.
Astarion is so close that the warmth of him envelops you, pulling you in even deeper. Hands that were once cold, that once touched you with some semblance of kindness, are warm and caress your face in a way that fills you with terror.
You try to pull away from him, but your body just won’t listen to you. “I’ll hurt you if you make me go,” you hiss.
He laughs at your empty threat. “With what, little bird? Your magic? Your hands? You’re far too weak.”
Astarion takes your hands in his and squeezes your fingers just tight enough to hurt. “Would you like to try to kill me now? I’ll even help you.”
He releases his grip and shoves you back. Astarion never leaves your space, always closer and closer, as you stumble back — even when your legs bump against the edge of the bed.
“Go ahead, collect what you’ve hidden beneath our bed.” He stares down at you with a look of pure malice.
Ice runs through your veins when you realize that he knows. How long? How long has he known?
“Feeling shy now? Really? Fine.” He lowers himself — each of his movements are calculated, calm, and threatening as he swiftly removes the wooden stake from under the bed. He takes your hand once more, places the stake firmly in your palm, and forces your trembling fingers to close around it.
The wood is incredibly smooth and certainly strong enough for the task at hand. You’re just not sure if you’re strong enough.
No. You know you’re not strong enough.
“Here’s your chance, darling,” he sneers. “I’ve been, oh, so, curious if something so simple could really hurt me.”
Is he talking about the stake or is he talking about you?
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