#also school is killing me rn

[fghgfgf]

aponia drawing/screenshot redraw i made for the honkai artwork contest :]

original screenshot:

#art tag 👁️‍🗨️ #digital art #art #honkai impact #hi3rd #honkai 3rd #honkai impact 3rd #aponia #aponia honkai #look at this get 0 votes :'] #nothing i do is ever good enough for anyone #also school is killing me rn #life is great! definitely........

[crow-with-a-pencil]

@naffeclipse

Them ❤️

#HOLD ON IMMA RAMBLE IN TAGS #my ârt #fnaf daycare attendant #cryptid sightings #naffeclipse #OKOKok so maybe I got busy with school for a few weeks there and couldn't keep up #BUT last week I finally sat down and read like 6 chapters in a row #and my stars I am bouncing off the walls #naff naff listen these demon guys live in my brain #this is exactly how I got excited during sleuth jesters naff you have sorcery #good lord you know how to write tension and foreshadowing #I have theories I have thoughts but I truly just want to see all the guns placed on stage and they are about to go off I can feel it #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh their emotional conflict is killing me and ripping my heart out #they want to say something so bad but also protect the bean bc they're clearly scared and they're gonna freak out but #can they calm the heart down before it runs away? #naff I am not joking this is literally my favorite thing rn #anyway it's almost 2am have a lovely night!!!! #friend fanart #tw blood

[neptunesailing]

hades art dump part 2

#this is NOT in order of which i drew them i think i drew the last three a while ago. zag was today tho :D #nep draws things #hades game #hades supergiant #zagreus #thanatos #megaera #zagreus hades #megaera hades #thanatos hades #how did i tag this last time...................... #sketch #I POSTED FOR HADESGAME AGAIN.. WOAH. UNHEARD OF. #anyway i wanna make a chibi series maybe......... i love this game holy shit. i should draw the olympians and . actually everyone #pain and suffering i need to think about this game more often. ive been oc-pilled recently.. ouh. i think i may be in btwn fixations. ykno #like that downtime of when ur not Into Something. thats me rn. i also think thats also a big Burnout time for me whoops . school might have #to deal with that i think. ahhah school is killing me oh my god

[blindmagdalena]

homelander!daughter but she surprises him with her own costume for halloween. she got her other parent to make her own superhero persona and she has this ELABORATE backstory, even if she’s not a supe like him. he’s forced to sit on the couch with this dramatic diy stage setup, thinking it’s just a fashion show she does every so often, but he can just smell the excitement on his partner. she comes out all dressed up, but he doesn’t recognize who she’s supposed to be and then she reveals it!! SHES HIS LITTLE SIDE KICK FOR HALLOWEEN AHHHH

STOOOOOP that’s so cute!!! 😭 I love the buildup! the anticipation! the reveal! I love Homelander being allowed to have these sweet domestic little moments that hit him like a bulldozer to the chest.

his daughter doesn’t know why his eyes look so glassy—even though he’s smiling—but daddy does that sometimes so she knows to give him a big hug 😭😭😭

#dadlander #in for the killing blow #I love him getting choked up but swallowing it back to enjoy the moment #he definitely cries by himself or with his s/o later tho #also i’m sorry guys my kid’s off school now and holidays are coming in hot #so I wont be able to be around/answer as many asks for a little bit #but i hope y’all are well and ilu #and i’m laughing at the fact we’re talkin halloween of all things rn #y’all really get me #ask and you shall receive #darling anon #homelander headcanons

[hotcinnamonsunset]

seam rippers exist FOR A REASON sewing projects are meant to BE DESTROYED and RECREATED it doesn't have to come together ON THE FIRST GO i've got to get this through my thick skull istg

#i'm making my niece a special outfit for the 100th day of school and this waist! is killing me! #third time doing it surely is the charm! #also my cat pi has a penchant for thieving thread. which. is a lot for me rn. #🪡🧵

[starlooove]

No bc fuck tim but it really really bothers me how people ignore his growth like he used to be an asshole and I’ll give tim Stans one thing: now he’s so so so stale but what I disagree with is that this staleness is bc nobody likes him like it’s in fact the exact opposite where everyone likes him so much they dont want to do anything. Even when it’s him surface level challenging Bruce it’s when everyone else is doing it too; but he’s still the backbone of the fam! Etc. and it’s so irritating bc him gaining more compassion and empathy even for people he doesn’t fw is so fun to watch and that’s why the captain boomerang thing was so out of character! (Not in a from the author way but in a tim wouldn’t do that and he and Bruce both knew it which is why it went down like it did. Same way dick killing joker was ooc; not in fanon sense but in a he would hate himself forever for this sense) and speaking of that it’s such an interesting mirror to Bruce who genuinely believes that everyone can grow vs Tim’s it doesn’t matter if they grow it’s not my decision to make like it’s the same but it’s not AND WITH CASS’ IT DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CHOOSE NOT TO GROW I WONT DO IT! like ugh. And anyways even when people acknowledge it they boil it down to “Janet and Jack taught him that the capitalist pigs that they are” like no. This is who tim was. Tim was the kind of guy who’d blame a dead kid for dying. That’s ok. Also Janet and Jack? Please reread anything involving them that’s not a fic like Jack had anger issues and they were both aloof at worst like relax.

#the Jack and Janet thing is both an understatement and an exaggeration but I don’t think anyone reads enough to care #some tim stan might get all pissy and be like ‘no look this is everytime jack yelled at him and boarding schools are abusive’ to which #and its like narratively that means nothing bc the tim you made up to justify the Drake parents you made up by blowing shit out of #proportion is also made up and if all of that was abusive there’d be smth to show for it besides ur homophobic Jack #too girlboss to care but still terrible Janet bc god forbid a woman have a personality from ur fics #anyways that’s also the reason I’m ignoring the council of spiders #well two reasons #first is that was just a moment to make tim look cool and did absolutely nothing for him or his character moving on #like at all #I’d say it fucked with his previous established dislike of killing for his own reasons #and while that COULD be interesting it’s not bc they didn’t do shit with it #and fanon doesn’t do fun shit with it either #nothing about how tim in his most manic state did shit he doesn’t want to remember shit he’d HATE other ppl for #just “’remember what I did to ur base Ra’s? mess with me again and see what I do next 😼’ #like ok can you be real and genuine? #anyways I think #AND NOT IN A HATER WAY #Tim would benefit from being humbled #like genuinely I detest the world can’t move without tim running it but the idea that tim thinks that way is so good to me #and #I think next step being him realizing that’s not true would be a BIG push for his character #bc like I said tim Stans are right in the fact that he’s stale as hell rn #but that’s bc there’s nothing to say bc there’s nowhere to go! y’all want a tim action story where he shows off how badass he is reread #the Bruce quest and maybe it’ll remind you he’s not ceo lmao but anyways there’s nothing internal to say about him atp bc nobody wants to #say anything that’s not propping him up. same with Bruce! Gotham war was such a copout but it’s like ppl are saying he’s stale and it’s bc #god forbid he makes a lasting fumble. and I’m not under the illusion this is new I’m just saying it’s weird that fandoms not clocking it #anywayyys I really do like thinking about the No killing rule and how different it manifests for each perosn #like the way each distinct difference tells u so much about them #UGH ONLY SLIGHTLY RELATED BUT DUUUUUKE BEING LIKE IDGAF ABOUT GUNS LIKE UR SO REAAAL #anyways enough tim positivity for today FUCK THAT NIGGA!

[aropride]

my shirt that says "i don't have an eating disorder" has people asking a lot of questions already answered by my shirt

#text #(this is a reference to another tweet i dont have a shirt that says that) #ed tw #weight loss tw #talk about weight in general tw #like yes i eat the same thing almost every single day & have to force myself through every bite #no i dont have an eating disorder #i just have autism and anxiety and its making my life a little bit unliveable at the moment ❤️ #i know i also have arfid which yes is an eating disorder but not like. in the way people probably think of if they look at me during #a meal and judge the way im eating and decide they think i have an ed (which i know is anxiety and nobody does that but still) #but i probably wouldnt get diagnosed bc im at a ''healthy weight'' #even tho i know that for My Body it's not healthy . i was eating relatively well for a brief period of my senior year of high school #& very briefly my freshman year of college #and i got to around [number] both times #and they were both short periods of time so i still dont know what like. a healthy weight would be For Me and for My body #but i know a doctor would tell me my weight rn is Normal and Good and that if i gain weight thats Bad and Wrong #even though i am definitely not eating enough and not getting enough Fuel For My Body To Work Right #its such bullshit. also i hope whoever invented the bmi kills themself #Well anyway. swagever ive been eating one singular slice of pizza for half an hour so i gotta get back to that

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

hey hey when Paul (or whoever that was writing the book of Hebrews) tells us not to complain or God might strike us dead, how do we separate that from toxic positivity

#I'm kind of struggling rn guys #being at a *insert denomination here* school full of people who are all trying very hard to appear more or less perfect all the time #is killing my nerves #because see I have just begun to truly break out of my own perfectionism #I wanna put it to death SO badly #but how am I supposed to do that when I constantly feel like I have to perform all the time???? #or else be considered a 'bad example'???? #there are people here who know me. from years ago and only like 3 of them but still. #I don't enjoy sensationalist preaching #at all. and I feel like there's some of that going on here. #sensationalist and also like. massively dragged out of context in order to make a point. #hhhhh. #gurt says stuff #delete later #I have worked SO HARD to get to this school!!! WHY am I suddenly feeling terrible about the decision to come here!!!!!!!! #just... say some prayers for me plz. I'm exhausted and sad and I miss my family right now. #and it feels like all my friends are out there doing Real Stuff (joining the military; getting married; learning hard skills) #and I'm just over here wandering around campus and feeling alone in a huge crowd of people

[bunnihearted]

🤧🐀🌧️🌊

#need to clear my head; #im in such a bad mood. my face is in a perpetual angry state. im just so so bitter nd pessimistic rn #trying not to get stuck in negative chaos thought spirals nd to just take it as it come #nd be patient bc recovery takes time i know. but i havent been able to feel healthy or functional for 7 months nd i am so tired #i cant help but worry abt my health nd what kinda diet i can have nd how to work all of that out. #like the removal of the gallbladder dont ensure a good digestive system. they remove it bc it can irrepairably hurt u #also im so so stressed out abt school nd my courses. i already had to drop one last week. nd it isnt looking like i'll be able to pass my #eng class.. it just isnt looking like it's realistic at all :/ i personally dont mind if i fail. but i can get issues w my wellfare hmm #bc like im still feeling rough nd u only get sick leave for one week after surgery.. so i have to go on thursday nd friday but im gnna #be in pain plus be so hungry nd be unable to concentrate idk #idk idk!! im already willing to take out loans to finish my upper secondary school.. but i have to make it work w timing nd stuff so im not #sitting here unable to pay rent or the bills or food lmao. so idk have to fix it somehow #nd the pressure of this country rapidly declining state is stressing me tf out!! having nazi conservative rightists in the ruling is just #dreadful!!!! for many reasons but atm idek if i can do distance classes like i wanted to :// #i just.. wanna be able to go for my long walks. go to the gym. eat normally. have coffee. study nd finish highschool. #then apply for whatever program i can nd move to another calmer city. prob eventually find a path to move to another country. like norway.. #im thinking too much but my thoughts are spinning nd killing me like i cant stop it im so scared nd anxious lmao 💀 #im also trying to be brave and write to the psych clinic for personality disorders nd be upset nd 'beg' them for help ksksksks. #but like... the thing abt having avpd is that i kinda dont wanna bc im scared of the possibility of them helping me lol #im just in a low place nd bad headspace and it's just getring worse nd im getting more nd more tired #i dont have much more energy to keep it together nd pretend like im ok or like i have hope lmaoooo idk what to do #anyway... idk idk guess i just gotta .. keep crawling forward anyway i can

[sleepy-vix]

WHO THE HECK put my life on hard mode all of a sudden??

#im so stressed i hate school so much #i have an english draft to write by tmr and i pulled an all night yesterday for it but im wayyyy over the word count and no matter what i #do it just WONT shorten!!! #and in maths im falling behind so bad because whenever i try to do my work #this girl next to me keeps talking abt dumb bs and asking annoying questions like IM NOT THE TEACHER LEAVE ME ALONE #i need to revise for maths and science bc i have an exam NEXT WEEK #and i also have to do my languages speech whichbis being assessed by the end of this week AND revise for the languages writing test #while at the same time i have to make a powerpoint presentation for my hpe theory work (i didnt chose hpe its compolsory :(((() #the only subject not killing me rn is my business class bc i finished the exam yesterday but im pretty sure we have to prepare for this #career expo we're doing soon so AGHHH #im dying pls help

[kaysdenofchaos]

Me: trying to get sleep before my morning class that starts in 6 hours

My brain: ooo you wanna draw ninja turtles so bad oh yeah tempting mmhm

#that Barbie and ken meme is killing me i need to draw it to don and Ozzi #but also it’s literally my final week of school I cannot be this distracted rn #AGHHHHHHHH #khaotic

[nervocat]

the lack of father Gallagher content is CRIMINAL PLSSS

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★ #saying this before bed #bc I'm desperate to just like #read abt him being a father bc I am FEELING it rn ngl #back to being stressed abt school 😞😞 #and trying to keep my gpa and grades up.. #dude the constant health presentations are gonna kill me #sigh #freshman year started off amazing and now it's very much downhill #April bring me strength 🙏🙏 #only two more months of this hellhole #oh also did you guys know that school is trying to go all year round?? #crazy isn't it 🙃🙃 #If it does homeschool here I come bc my mom doesn't want me there all year round #and neither do I so #there's just um #some inconveniences #ANYWAYS GUYS FATHER GALLAGHER CONTENT WHERE

[nightydraws]

... :3

I don't even know where to start about this, but I want to share with you my most developed and I think biggest au =v=

So, it's a rewrite of many people in tpom favourite episode (myself included) => "Return of the revenge of Doctor Blowhole"

It's... oh my, kinda weird to explain without spoiling anything.

In this story Skipper in Shanghai wasn't "left" to die by Blowhole after erasing his memory. He is taken with them and told that he "works" with them, but penguins caused his memory loss.

Penguins don't know what exactly happened to Skipper in Shanghai, so they try to find him for three weeks. BUT SUDENLY, xd, he and Hans shows up and kidnap them :3

I think that's all I can say... for now. Although I'm planning to turn it into a comics named: "Forgotten" ("Zapomnieni" po polsku). It also connects with all of my "human.au" headcanons (so yes, Maryś will be present there... at least at the beginning)

#forgotten comic #tpom #nighty aus #the penguins of madagascar #penguins of madagascar #human.au #i can't really tell when it will be made into a comic (school is killing me rn) but I hope I'll start working on it in summer #story is also almost completed #and is not supposed to change... like it did last year #I had to rewrite almost everything for it #I'm really spamming content today #oh well xd

[glowingsand]

can’t catch a break T-T

#another work in progress bc college is killing me rn and I have nothing else to offer #also everything I’m trying to draw comes out gross so there’s that but I have some hope in the comic this one’s from #fingers crossed >.< #my art #naruto #kakashi #hatake kakashi #uzumaki naruto #lol not me always complaining about my martyred will bc of school in the tags :’) </3

[deityofhearts]

ya know it’s honestly funny and weirdly comforting when my friends call me a fake gremlin or green tea bitch because like despite that they still love me and like having me around

#deity dialogue #idk like I’m the past I’ve struggled a lot with like ‘performative positivity’ where I wouldn’t ever let myself be anything other than peppy #24/7 even when it was exhausting and I wasn’t happy #and then irl I deal a lot with being treated like an idiot and infantalized and so I’ve in an attempt to make myself feel better #started to lean into it like sure make whatever assumptions you want about me I’ll find a way to benefit from you treating me like this #I’ll pretend to be an uwu sweet angel if that pleases you or whatever. #but like it’s also nice because like around my friends and loved ones I can have actual emotions other than happiness 24/7 #that being said I still talk like an elementary school teacher I cannot change this I’m sorry #that’s not fake I just talk Like That I know I use and excessive amount of exclamation points and question marks this won’t change lmao #I also like to think I’m somewhat peppy and social? sure my social skills suck ass and I’m terrified of everyone ever #but I also love to talk to people and hear from people I’m just kinda at a point where I struggle to even reach out first to most people any #more. it feels like if I try to maintain contact or reach out first that I’m overstepping and should be killed in sight lmao #so again sorry if y’all don’t hear from me much or at all it’s not anything y’all did I just struggle a lot and idk how to not T-T #I have to hope that someday it’ll get easier #rn the main thing helping is the reassurance and patience from ny beloved friends <3 I love my friends sm #the tags r all over the place sorry I’m half asleep

[imsotallsettos]

i’ve been too unormal lately

#im so tallsettos #crazy times on pluto #i need to stop #somewhere that’s green reprise i will cry #what even is little shop #rehearsals stop please #i’m not even truly off book i just listen to text to speech of my lines while i’m sleeping #it’s working kinda #weirdest thing of tags i’ve posted i think #no one in this science building knows i’m listening to little shop #little shop kills and saves me #both our audreys are gone this whole week #school is not real i swear to god #also heart shaped sunglasses fav always #i don’t know what i’m doing in tags rn #talked to my drama teacher about harmony #which ended up with me finding out he went to highschool with someone who was in smash and hes prolly gonna invest in the new bway producti #i love movies i’m a self proclaimed film bro #i hate rain #is this a brain dump rn