#amfinallyclean

[milfygerard]

THE MIC STRAP SKSKSKSKSKSKSK

shes literally packing (audio equipment)

#ask #amfinallyclean #olivia rodrigo most bisexual artist who hasnt said the word “bisexual” out loud yet #or ok. shes at least in the running

[lovewithoutresin]

Here’s my take, if you don’t mind my sharing it. It’s not that I’m looking to strip TGW of its original meaning. It’s that when it came out, I was like, “okay. Another song where Taylor is entirely at fault.” That’s not to say it’s a bad song, but that the theme is everywhere - Afterglow, peace, TGW, even Anti-Hero if you think about it all depicted Joe as this perfect figure who had to put up with Taylor’s many problems. It bothered me then and it bothers me now. That’s not to say TGW isn’t telling the truth, but that I wonder if there’s more to the story. A war takes two people. And I do think “maybe it was her” is probably the only time in her discography pre-YLM that she’s ever been like “maybe you did something too” about Joe. The rest of the song is about how he wanted her to trust him, how he was broken and blue, looking at her with honor and truth, and how she nearly lost him because of her poison.

Idk, maybe it’s just because I was never particularly interested in Joe so I found it to be missing some part of the story from the beginning. And we won’t know anything for sure until TTPD. But I don’t think questioning its larger narrative, narrated by someone very much unreliable due to her bias against herself and toward him, especially after Joever, is necessarily rewriting it or an attempt to ruin it.

No this is fair. And I do get how it would be a bit difficult to swallow that Joe was never really considered the villain in any of these songs. Obviously it takes two for a relationship to have friction and she obviously rewrote things in her head to blame herself a lot.

I think my thing is that like. A lot of Taylor's writing abt that relationship has been about her struggle with paranoia. And for a LOT of people (I don't know if you posted abt TGW or anything recently but if so I promise my post wasn't an indirect just ftr) it seems like Joever negates this character trait of hers in some way, because oh! She was right! Something was wrong!

And maybe that is the case, and we won't know more until TTPD, but like... as someone w BPD (here's where the personal bias kicks in), Taylor's openness about her paranoia and flight risk tendencies has been one of the things I've connected to the most over the years. So I guess it's a bit off putting to see some of the suggestions that this is suddenly not something that's genuinely a flaw of hers that she grapples with, and that it was just her lying to herself all along, because it's sort of like... first off painting paranoia/jealousy issues that she portrayed herself as working on getting over as something to demonize, ig? That's a specific tone I've only seen in a couple of posts/other people's asks though, not a broad thing. But then it also feels like it negates the idea that she may have been honest about dealing with this in herself, and it feels like people are just too eager to jump on that train.

I do like what Jaime said sometime in the last 24 hours abt it being something she genuinely dealt with that was then weaponized against her, though. And I think it's possible a more nuanced take is in order where she does deal with this, but it was made to feel like this horrible aspect of her instead of a problem they could face together, or he used it against her to paint her as overreacting when she DID see problems for what they were, or... any number of things, honestly. We can't know for sure yet! I'm just not so quick to jump on the train that she's never been afraid and wrong before, which is the tone I do see a lot of.

#also kathryn i will NEVER mind you sharing your take ilysm #you are welcome any time #rambles #answered asks #amfinallyclean

[evermoredeluxe]

happy birthday arshia!!! 🥳🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

thank you 🥰

#amfinallyclean #replies

[whatacharmingsaturday]

🎵 🎵

they say in heaven, love comes first

this method acting might pay our bills, but soon enough there’ll be a different role to fill

send me a 🎵 and i’ll give you a lyric from the song that’s currently playing on shuffle

#amfinallyclean #asks

[turnallthemirrors]

no YOU’RE the perfect friend 🥹

I love yoouuuuu

#sydposting #ask #amfinallyclean #kathryn

[taylorsabrina]

jasmine tea, iced lemon tea, iced coffee! 🫶🏻

jasmine tea : if you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?

oohhh, this is so hard, there's so much traveling i would love to do. i'd love to go anywhere in europe, but i'm also a bit of a weeb and would love to go to japan someday too.

iced lemon tea : favorite song/band?

shockingly i just listened to the speak now vault tracks for the first time — (listen.... i know... it's just that my headphones broke on speak now tv release day, and that's been my fave album since it originally came out, and i wanted to listen to them in their full glory with no interruptions, because somehow there is always some noise going on around me in my day to day life, and i only just got a new pair for christmas) but timeless has completely stolen my heart, so that's been my fave song lately.

iced coffee : do you like reading? if so, what’s your favorite book?

i looovve to read!! my favorite book has always been "to kill a mockingbird" but i'm also reading "the storyteller" by jodi picoult and i think it might be one of my new faves now too. :)

cafe asks ☕️

#amfinallyclean #answered #about me #ahhh thank you for sending me these! they were so fun to answer!! :)

[chappellrroan]

url change:

1989bf → goodriddancedeluxe

all thanks to jen @wineonmytshirt <3 TYSM BABE

tagging: @slutstv @tolerateitpdf @anervousmirrorball @bazkrekkers @kitsebastianconnor @iknowitwontwork @ohwarnette @placeinthisworld @ntwdt @amfinallyclean @thefancyshit @eyesopentv @suburbanlegnd @evermoredeluxe @alltoowsll @daenerys-targaryen @singlethread @asinglethreadofgold @sparksssflytv @styie @cruel-style @evermqres @andisitover @slippedawayintoamomentintime

#this album means so much to me actually god thank you #sb appreciated <3

[wineonmytshirt]

2, 22, and 31!

thank you bree!!!!

2. show us a picture of your handwriting?

here u go bestie

22. say 3 things about someone you love

okay okay okay i'll talk about how much i love @amfinallyclean kathryn is always willing to listen and be there for me, they are so intelligent, and their text posts about taylor's music leave me speechless in the best way

31. are you messy or organized?

messy. i'm so sorry.

questions i think would be fun to be asked

#about jen #thank you for asking!!!!!!!!

[allthetorturedpoets]

i’m obsessed with my new bracelets from kathryn’s (amfinallyclean) etsy shop go buy go buy!!!! (malachitedreams on etsy)

#talia talks

[wonderstruck]

urls

hi i am once again giving away urls. these are only available for immediate and permanent use. ofc i don’t expect you to keep a url forever but pls only take one if you plan on using it longer than two days lol

pls message me if you are interested in one. signal boosts are appreciated :)

folklore: frontporchlight (canon cardigan) runninglikewaters (cardigan) tlgads (acronym with s) folklors

lover: forgotthatyouexisteds (iftye) ouryoungdaughters (canon me! video) spellawesomes (me!) thelovereras

reputation: withourhandstieds (dwoht) weweredancings (dwoht)

1989: hellasgoodhair (shake it off) tenmonthsober (clean) asilosthewar (clean) amfinallycleans (clean) punchedahole (canon clean)

speak now: thanrevenge (canon better than revenge) lovewithsomeoneelse (canon enchanted) swingsofyourstep (last kiss)

fearless: somebiggerdreams (canon fifteen) balconyinsummerairs (love story)

[whatacharmingsaturday]

amfinallyclean -> lamefights

just bc i really wanted an aotgylb url 🥹 hehe

tagging: @statecfgrace @thegoosewitch @deathbyathousandcuts @dearreader @mythicalthing @youreonyourownkid @dress @myhomelandanymore @itwasmarroons @happinessismagicc @maryoliveoil @thefirstfallofsnow @coffeeisaritual @1989tv @calmfolklore @fitsinthepalm @takeawaythepain @stillgotscars @isitovernow @foolishone

#url change #sb? #jess speaks now

[whatacharmingsaturday]

wasmaroons -> amfinallyclean

just because it seemed fitting 🥹

tagging: @thegoosewitch @centennialpark @myhomelandanymore @itwasmarroons @happinessismagicc @maryoliveoil @thefirstfallofsnow @coffeeisaritual @1989tv @calmfolklore @fitsinthepalm @takeawaythepain @stillgotscars

#pls sb lol #url change #jess speaks now

[wineonmytshirt]

thank you @suburbanlegnd xo

Nicknames: Jen :)

Zodiac: libra sun, leo moon, scorpio rising

Height: 5'3"

Last thing I duckduckgo'ed: lyrics to think later by tate mcrae

Favorite music: i'm a pop girlie at heart but i like almost everything.

Song that's stuck in my head: champion by fall out boy

Followers: 2545

Following: I'M NOT TELLING IT'S EMBARRASSING I NEED TO CLEAN IT OUT LOL

Do you get asks: sometimes yes

Amount of sleep: it depends lmao

What I am wearing: tyedye fleece pants and a taylor sweatshirt

Dream job: cinematographer for anything zoology related

Languages: english.. learned spanish in HS But don't remember a lot

Random fact: i collect autographs but mostly because my dad did. i have a huuuuuge amount of sports ones. mostly phillies and other baseball players but more recently i've gotten taylor, olivia rodrigo and gracie abrams!

Aesthetic: hmmmmm lavender fields with sunny skies and october nights with black kitties walking around. at the same time.

no pressure tags!: @intomymelancholia @blushingallthewayhome @notesonartistry @amfinallyclean @thislove2014 @keepyourbrittleheart @goodriddancedeluxe @iknowitwontwork

#about jen #tag games

[wonderstruck]

While I’m logged into another account on my laptop I have the following urls available for IMMEDIATE use:

tenmonthsober

asilosthewar

amfinallycleans

punchedahole

If no one takes them they’ll prob be deleted. Please note the first three aren’t exactly canon

#signal boost pls :)

[wonderstruck]

urls

hi, it’s that time again where I try to get rid of some urls i’ve been hoarding for literal years. the ones that have a star beside them are ones that hold a special place in my heart so I will most likely only trade those. if it’s not starred, it is free to a good home as long as you plan on using it and not hoarding it. pls save them. they’ve been in the dark far too long.

lover era: thelovereras* sixteenthsavenues* forgotthatyouexisteds spellawesomes ouryoungdaughters onlyoneofmes

reputation era: weweredancings withourhandstieds repsutation whatyoumademedos

1989 era: hellasgoodhair tenmonthsober screamedsoloud* asilosthewar amfinallycleans

speak now era: thanrevenge swingsofyourstep lovewithsomeoneelse missyourtanskin

fearless era: insummerair* balconyinsummerair iwasascarletletter

debut era: theoutsides*

other: t-alison*

[wonderstruck]

urls~

hi, here is a list of urls I’ve been hoarding (some for literal years) so if you’re interested in one please let me know and you can have it! only take one if you’re actually going to use it please i don’t want them to be hoarded anymore. they’re good people it’s their turn to be used!! (feel free to signal boost!)

lover era:

spellawesomes

ouryoungdaughters

onlyoneofmes

reputation era:

weweredancings

yeahweweredancing

withourhandstieds

repsutation

whatyoumademedos

1989 era:

hellasgoodhair

tenmonthsober

screamedsoloud

asilosthewar

amfinallycleans

speak now era:

thanrevenge

swingsofyourstep

lovewithsomeoneelse

missyourtanskin

fearless era:

iwasascarletletter

#i'm not kidding i have had some of these since at least 2013?? #it's their time to shine!!!