#and I’m so sorry

[femmeidiot]

One thing about me is I have a lot to say.

#and I’m so sorry

[thckthighs-n-brwneyes]

Hi. im ana and i feel unlovable and inadequate. what about you?

#??? #I ask for entirely too much #I know I do #and i’m so sorry #I’m so so sorry

[rainydaygt]

I am closing down comms

Heyy, it’s not a huge deal really but I wanted to come on here and announce this — I’m going to do my best to either finish any outstanding owed work or issue refunds, but I’m gonna be closing down my commissions possibly and probably forever. This is nobody’s fault but my own.

When I draw for fun or for close friends, art is the most precious thing in the world to me. As soon as money is added to the equation, suddenly it’s a chore. Suddenly my hands start shaking and I feel sick trying to do it. Sounds so dramatic when I write it out but, I mean, I literally go through it everytime and I’ve decided I’m not gonna put myself through that anymore.

I might open fandom related comms every blue moon like one slot at a time but otherwise I’m completely done. Thanks everyone a million times over for your constant love and support. All your positive words and interactions motivates me to move forward and get better with my art. Have a wonderful week <3

#not art #not g/t #rain rambles #announcement #this is a huge weight off my chest #and i’m so sorry #to those of you i let down #i think requests will be indefinitely open as long as youre okay with the real possibility of me never doing them lol #guys its thr autism again 😞

[smallphoenix13]

Poland, I am so sorry

#you could’ve had a top ten at least! AT LEAST! #but instead you got stuck with TikTok star no. 982 and her attempt to make money by making a low effort song #And I’m so sorry #was listening to all the entries last night while I had another tab open and I was like ‘oh this song is especially bad. is this Poland?’ #(it was Poland) #eurovision #eurovision 2023 #esc 2023 #jann #(tangentially)

[purplerae364]

I love just randomly thinking about my ocs

I notice tho, that I only think of the same few, but it’s cool lmao I love them

#ocs #OC talk #i gave them all trauma #serious trauma #like #they need help #and I’m so sorry #my babies 😭 #purplerae364post

[vivrante]

The way I don’t respond to the people I wanna speak to most should be studied because…. Wtf is wrong with me 😓

#and I’m so sorry

[bedofthistles]

*me writing what is essentially 12 pages of fluff*

Plot? Who needs plot?

#I want to personally apologize to actor Augustus Prew #I had to look at your lips to accurately describe them #and I’m so sorry #in what context did I need to describe a man’s lips??? #exactly my point #I’m loosing my mind #anyway #tsom #merrynoir #like #I hate when it’s live action #because I’m really bad at separating the actors from the characters #so I’m just like #…that’s a real person! #do they know what I’m doing? I’m living in sin #it’s awful #the secret of moonacre #lion de noir

[placebostan]

🎶DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME YOU'RE ALREADY THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD🎶

#blink 182 #i miss you #emo #where are you #and I’m so sorry

[sophie-i-guess13]

ok first exam done time for fic

#idk what’s up w me the last few weeks #I was one mean bitch #and I’m so sorry #/gen

[nightmare-the-cat]

But before I go…

I wrote something.

For the young man I never knew.

“And his real name was Alex”

By Nightmare, for the ascended Blood God, may your conquests continue where we cannot follow.

I just learned of a content creator barely two years older than me today.

I never knew him before, only in the background of the social media noise.

He calls himself Technoblade.

Uses a pig skin in a video game.

Calls himself the Blood God as a joke.

Tricks everyone into thinking his real name was Dave.

Jokes about the cancer he developed like it’s nothing

I never watched anything he made.

He… posted a video today

I watched it this morning.

The only video of his I ever saw.

His father was the messenger.

He loves his fans like a parent does pesky children, which a good portion of them were.

It seemed appropriate that his own patriarch deliver this news.

His siblings will be going to college on the money he raised.

Or not, he doesn’t want to pressure them

Pigs have flown today.

I couldn’t be more heartbroken.

Techno is not Dave

He’s not even here anymore.

He died from his affliction, at far too young an age.

And his real name was Alex.

#rest in peace technoblade #Technoblade #I never knew you #but you were far too young #and I’m so sorry #fuck cancer

[daincrediblegg]

OK THIS IS NOT A FUCKING DRILL EVERYONE FUCKING REPEAT AFTER ME. THIS IS WHAT YOU WILL DO WHEN YOU WATCH MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL THIS YEAR:

You will navigate to the page on disney plus (and it has to be here. Unless someone has actually uploaded the REAL movie anywhere else you cannot get it elsewhere)

BUT YOU WILL NOT HIT PLAY. You won’t do it. Because it’s NOT THE REAL VERSION OF THE FILM AND DISNEY IS FUCKING LYING TO YOU AS IT ALWAYS DOES

You will scroll down HERE. To EXTRAS instead. You MUST GO HERE. This is non -negotiable

THEN YOU WILL SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE EXTRAS AND YOU WILL THEN HIT PLAY ON THIS BAD BOY: THE FULL LENGTH VERSION

And you will watch it. And you will thank me for having been so blind and led astray by that stupid fucking mouse. You’re welcome.

#I’m so mad everyone I’m sorry I’m going to make sure EVERYONE sees the proper version of mcc this year or die trying #literally this song is so important to the narrative and the film is so fucking hollow without it #if you grew up with disney’s bullshit version and thought it was good WAIT UNTIL YOU SEE THIS SHIT #please. please watch the REAL version of this film. it means a lot to me ok #the muppet christmas carol #for the love of god please people

[littlemsterious]

i was thinking about that post comparing Jessica Rabbit as an asexual to Barbie and an asexual and then i thought of the Neil Gaiman post (was it a post?) about Crowley and Aziraphale being asexual sexless and then this happened.

anyways. thoughts?

sorry it took so long I meant to do this a week ago but my brain is full of rocks.

[Image ID a three sided venn diagram. the big circles show Margot Robbie's Barbie sitting in front of a mirror, Jessica and Roger Rabbit from the poster of Who Framed Roger Rabbit, and Aziraphale and Crowley from Good Omens standing back to back. Between Barbie and Jessica Rabbit it says "sexualised by society". Between Jessica Rabbit and Aziraphale and Crowley it says "Knows what sex is". Between Aziraphale and Crowley and Barbie it says "no reproductive system(?)". the center is the asexual flag. End ID]

Also i haven't seen the Barbie movie as of this edit so at least please tag your spoilers.

#please enjoy this i made it look so pretty #barbie #jessica rabbit #who framed roger rabbit #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #asexuel #i will do an image id later I’m sorry words dont exist right now #i’ve had a lot of the same questions i will respond eventually. maybe. we’ll see

[urmumhaha]

I wish butch n femme balls existed. Not to b a fucking sap n a massive dyke but wow. Ugh even. Just wanna wear a gown n stilettos n have my honey greet me w a bouquet before we leave n we wear matching or complimentary jewelry n spend hours on my hair and makeup to impress. N then when we get there my honey will spin me around the room for a brief dance before grabbing something to drink, wine for me n whiskey for her, as we chat w other dykes n celebrate butchfemmeness. Or whatever

#thinkin thots #sorry everyone I’m tired n a lil high after work n feeling DRAB so we r imagining #n listen I know balls r just a flaunting wrath bourgeois thing #wealth #this is just a simple indulgence for the Eve #lesbian #i #femme lesbian #butch/femme #butch lesbian #womp womp

[daenerysoftarth]

Listening to the podcast blowback and oh man just when I thought my hatred of this country and what it does to people was at its peak…

God bless the people of Iraq, both those who are no longer with us due to American imperialism and those who are still here who are suffering under the effects of American war mongering and human rights abuses. You all deserved so much better. One day we will all live in a world without the parasite that is the American empire choking out the lives of far too many, every second and every year

#and I’m so sorry

[public-benches]

one of my favorite things in dunmeshi is how chilchuck turns out to be the guy in the party with the least to hide despite how much he goes out of his way to act all secretive. like the more we learn about everyone else it seems like they’ve all got like trauma or crimes or even just oddities that they don’t share explicitly not bc they’re hiding anything, but just because it’s never come up, or it’s too much of a hassle to explain, or it just didn’t occur to them. meanwhile, Normal Man Chilchuck is finding new gray hairs every morning because his friends want to know how old he is and his darkest secret is that his wife left him for being… too secretive. like up against a monster-phile, a dark mage, a circus attraction and Schrödinger’s cannibal, him making such a big deal out of having three adult kids is kinda epic

#sorry for all the dunmeshi posting it’s taken over my mind #and fandom hasn’t caught up to Mithrun yet so I’m coping by making silly chilchuck posts ig #dunmeshi #chilchuck #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon

[necroclrcus]

came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my computer

#electric dreams edgar #electric dreams 1984 #objectum #lesboy #electric dreams #i cannot for the life of me find the og post of the Edgar wallpaper I’m so sorry 😭