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hotshitno2 · 2 years

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MAJOR ONK SPOILERS CAUSE IM BORED

I find it kinda interesting how different the twins are when it comes to communicating tbh

Ruby, for one is extremely talented at it. From what we’ve seen, she seems to manage to get along with anyone she likes or doesn’t like. Meiya could be an example.

The funny thing is, it’s the exact opposite for Aqua. Even we, THE READERS only know what’s he trying to do of saying half the time. With mengo constantly hiding his face when he’s saying smth meaningful or wtv.

Aqua’s even worse when it comes to people he cares about. With the exception to Ai and Ruby, we barely ever hear his opinions on any other character much less talk with them properly ( I’m mostly talking about Kana lmao )

So I’m actually kind of wondering why the twins are so different when it comes to communicating, and I think the main thing is their reincarnations.

It mostly started around when Ai became their mother. Ruby seemed to adjust fast, with her never really having parents in her life, she acknowledged Ai as her mother much quicker than Aqua. And seemed to hold on to that dream Ai told her about much more. I think this has to do with Gorou.

When Sarena was admitted into the hospital, her parents barely ever visited, as mentioned. But unlike Gorou, Sarena had an adult she could rely on. Though she interprets it as romantic love. I honestly think it was rly important that Gorou was there so show Sarena that some adults can be relied opon. And so even in her next life, she trusted Ai and Miyako and opened up to them. ( it’s also important to mention that she seems to ignore the sadder parts of her life, no doubt because of how she was living in her past life knowing she could die at any moment, so she definitely has suppressed some trauma like Aqua by pretending it’s not there to herself and others ) but having those people to open up to helped her be able to create and seek relationships easily.

Aqua, on the other hand. Probably never had an adult to rely on judging from his time as Gorou as well. He’s been shown to be shackled with guilt which takes the form of Gorou. I think it’s not just because he was a doctor and couldn’t save Ai. But because of what we learned about Gorou in this scene.

I think Aqua has had guilt problems long before he was even Aqua. And because of that started to close himself off. It’s mentioned his grandpa hated him, because he indirectly killed his birth mother and stud yknow. But when Miyako opened offered to adopt the twins, Aqua probably never saw her as someone to rely on. Because in his mind, he was an adult. Adding on the guilt from his past life and the fresh would that was Ai’s death. He probably didn’t think he could talk to her. Or anyone for that matter, cause he was an adult. ( like when they mentioned counciling )

That mentality continued when he talked about keeping Ruby away from his revenge. Kana, Miyako and the director as well. With the exception of Akane, he never really told anyone anything about himself. Even with Akane he never confessed any of his worried, she had to figure it out herself. Same for the director.

Aqua tends to just never talk about anything ever, which ironically has more people figure out his emotions than people did for ruby, who covers up her bad emotions with other stories or more happy ones.

I hope if either of the twins have an emotional confrontation, it’s with each other. We rarely ever see them in the same panel. BUT EVEN THEN you can still tell how well they know each other through chapter 93. Especially on Ruby’s side. So I’m hoping praying screaming for Aka to give some moments together soon.

God I need a life.

#the twins #I need more info about their pasts lives tbh because even that one chapter gave away so much information on Aqua’s character #like the -then he became someone who only lived for others-??? so amazing #aka is great on giving their past lives relevancy because it has such an important part on how they act #oshi no ko #aqua hoshino #ruby hoshino #onk #ai hoshino #manga #akane kurokawa #kana arima #eiko won’t stfu

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star-sim · 2 months

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hiihii, 🦊 anon back here !! Im gon be info dumping u the shii cuz u said u were invested, but if u dont want to readall of it I completely understand cuz like I wrote a whole ass shii 😭😭

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okay so like there's thay copycat, let's call her P !! technically, she's been a friend since last year, but I didnt really consider her as one cuz she mostly talked with my other two friends from our closest friend group n like nobody else. (we're a group of five without her) She sorta randomly appeared, but I ofc didnt mind cuz its always nice to meet new ppl n make new friends yk ??

(extra thingy for this year => one friend changed schools to another city, another doesnt hang out with us anymore but does online, n then there's another who isnt in the same classes so we only see each other during breaks. so its just me n another friend, (let's call her F) she's has been my closest friend since years ago so far !!

Okayokay now on to the real shii; since the new school year, P asked the school if she could be in the same class as me and F (because we're always together). so practically, P is also my classmate now. BUT !! I've noticed she favours F more than me, which doesnt bother me much bc we all have preferences at some point 🤷‍♀️ HOWEVER its getting a bit uncomfy because she's slowly been like starting to copy me and seems to be trying to exclude me to get closer to F ever since school started

Im insecure about friendships, so I get jealous when I see F paying more attention to P than to me (at least Im self aware 😞) oh, abt the copying part, I have a list to explain omllll !! for instance, I have an online school timetable with a specific colour palette (we have our own from our school's app but I'd like to use my own [another one] cuz then its a widget) she saw it and asked about the app n then the next week, she did the same thing with the exact same colors for each subject ?? Its not a big deal, but its abs noticeable.. like I get it u wanna use the same app cuz Ik how handy it is but using the same colours is starting to become extra .. then theres the school stationary, especially the pencil case and highlighters. I have a clear see-through pencil case and pastel highlighters (so coquette) n after two months or somewhere around that, she got the same ones. AGAIN, not a huge deal, but then she started comparing highlighters and saying she should have bought the same ones as me (?? Girl tf) Its frustrating because she's indirectly indicating that she wants to be or have the same shii as me 😭 n I dont like that. Ik some ppl do but I jst dont

Another example is my headphones. I have specific ones (JBL I lub em sm), n in December or smth, she also got the same ones but in pink (I have black ones) Its not about the headphones themselves tho, but the fact that she claimed we have the same ones when they're CLEARLY different. It's a fcking pattern, even with little things like a pocket mirror that she suddenly wants after seeing mine ?? 😭 "oh, I want to have one too now n use it like u" *proceeds to buy n never use it anyways* 💀

oh oh, then theres the issue of her comparing grades (no like wtaf) my average is at least 70%, which Im abs content with, but I wish I had more motivation to study m improve 😞 ahe studies n has an average of 74%, which is great for her ofc !! but she constantly YAPS abt having higher grades n being smarter, not realizing the difference between being book-smart n actually intelligent like girl theres a diff between the 2 yk 😭😭

P is actually fcking starting to get on my nerves, especially after half a year of this bs .. the friend who changed schools was like the mother of the group, n I miss her a lot (she's coming back next year tho, yippie !!) P seems to be trying to exclude me from the friend group n from my bestie F :( I havent told anyone else cuz like Im afraid theyll jst think Im overreacting, but I did confide in T ( the transfer student friend, lets call her that !!), n shes on my side (duh ofc cuz she also noticed from last year how she only sticked to F) but I dont want to tell F herself cuz I dont think she'll believe me. I used to feel happy and comfy being myself before P joined in, but now I feel like Im constantly being criticized n copied :// Its even worse bc she made fun of my cat's name !! (Like, I told her my cat's name cuz at one point we were talking abt cats n I told her I had gotten a new one that summer. atm she was doing that gossip whisper thingy to somebody else n when I told her that she had to be honest and confess she was making fun of my cat's name she went like "ohhhh, for a cat name !! I thought a human name" n then fake smiles omfl ..)

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ANYWAYSSSS, TAKE CARE 😽 love ur fics Istg I dont think I'd survive here w/out ur writings Im not joking 😭 ur fics r like one of the only ones that I'd even WANT to read no matter the 10k+ wc (thats a lot for me n I prefer short ones, but ur longer ffs r like TOP TIER MWAH)

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oh girl ur stronger than me bc P would make me yell....

u and F are like for-lifers.... the friends that you keep when things change are the ones that you need to CHERISH FR

i think ur like 100% valid for the friendship jealousy, i get SO jealous too ur like real for that. like looking at these individual examples it doesn't come off that P is trying to copy you.... but when you look at it ALTOGETHER as ONE BIG MASSIVE PICTURE.... yikessss

i cant stand P sorry... like the excluding thing is making me seethe

AND THE CATS NAME THING WOULD BE MY FINAL STRAW GIRLLL STAY IN UR OWN LANE

i don't think ur overreacting, ur like 100% valid for this one

i am SO on your side

imo i think it's important to talk to F about this... and if she does not react well then drop her!!! if your best friend cannot take your feelings into consideration then that's not good!!

i'm glad that you like me fics btw!! it means a lot <3333

thanks for stopping by 🦊 anon!!! mwah mwah love you (and lmk if i need to air raid P)

#star-sim #vanya-talks #★: 🦊 anon !!

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papas-cheeseria-gay · 4 years

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audie is iconic... i love that peppy villagers are just kinda weird. audie told me she played super chef rpg IV and i love that. i dont really hate any of my villagers though i did have judy and kinda. moved her out bc i didnt like her that much. who are your villagers? - amii

yessss peppy villagers are honestly the most dynamic and interesting villagers! i love them. also thanks for asking about my villagers

i’m gonna compile a list of my villagers that are on my island right now:

Audie, Goldie and Chops are my fav villagers probably. all of them 10/10. Chops may seem odd and kinda entitled at first, but he’s actually super sweet and just likes to give off his own confidence onto you, it’s nice. he’s also the GNC icon of the island. i gave him a silky dress and he said “i’ll wear anything that looks amazing” like yes king. Audie, as i said, is just the quirky girl, but in the best way ever. she told me she collects figurines, they are probably anime merch. and like idk if i have to say anything about Goldie, she’s just precious and i ship her so much with Margie. speaking of, Margie, Tia, Walker and Paula are also very high up on my fav villager list. Margie moved to me after i visited someone’s island and i HC her as indian and there is nothing that can change that. Tia was a lucky find on a mystery island. i stumbled upon a bunch of cute villagers and i actually took a solid 20 minutes contemplating whether to take her or not because i was just so excited about her. Paula was one of the villagers that you get at the beginning (along with drift, but he is long gone since, nobody misses him) and like, idk if all of the big sisters are like that, but she has issues. and that is not to say that they make her a bad person, because she acknowledges her issues and actually works on them. she once told me that whenever she’s angry she looks up into the sky until she feels calm again and that is just such a healthy coping mechanism, i respect her a lot for that.

now Walker is a bit complicated, because i also have Biskit on my island. he was there for a long time, but both he and Walker are lazy type dog villagers. and honestly, they feel like the same character. i once caught them having a conversation and they had the same level of intelligence as the davinki twins. they are just very dumb together. i do like Walker a lot more than Biskit though, for the simple reason that my animal crossing character is based on my OC Owen. and one of Owen’s boyfriend’s names is Glenn Walker, and i just find that so much more endearing. it’s just canon that Walker has to stay at this point lmao. so yeah, i’m planning to move Biskit out.

moving on to the lowest of the low: Vladimir. he moved onto my island and i’ve forgot that he existed ever since then. like sometimes he’ll run up to me to teach me a reaction and that’s that. nobody interacts with him, and istg he ONLY wears a bath towel when he’s outside. it’s kinda creepy

the real problem child of the island is Eloise. ever since she joined our community she has been a problem. literally, she insulted Paula’s style, got into MULTIPLE fights with Chops and insulted Walker. just insulted him in general? his intelligence? he told her a funny joke that involved her because he is an innocent baby and she just went crazy on him and threw a temper tantrum like the diva she is. her exact words were "ok my turn. what do you (Walker) and a used pencil have in common?" and then she had the audacity to add: "feel free to take your time. you might get it eventually." the worst part is that poor innocent Walker didn’t even notice her insulting him and he keeps hanging out with her. i may be a bit too petty towards Eloise, but i have a deep connection with most of my villagers and if she thinks she can ruin my island life then she deserves it. idk i’m probs taking the game too seriously tho lol i plan on moving her out, but at the same time i can’t seem to let go of her? idk, she enrages me, she makes me cry, but i keep her around. i’m gonna have to work that out

i’ve got some other villagers that i had a history with (mainly Cousteau, Lolly and Rory, the first of which indirectly caused drama and made me rethink my relationship with Chops for a hot minute this morning), and if you want to hear about them i can tell you smth about them too ^^ sorry if this is a little long

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soflsms · 5 years

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hey sweaties , its ya boi skinny penis chloe :-) under the cut are a bunch of wcs i want filled asap rocky so !! give this a like & ill come pester you or its easier for the BOTH of us if u come msg me if you see something u like :-) I'm going to sleep now bc im #dying from this dumb a$$ #polisci paper #prayforchloe

SONG-BASED

come out & play !! this person acts as a good influence to sofie . they’re level - headed & very grounding , & sofie doesn’t let it show but they’re really important to her . this is the Softest billie song ( prob bc it was for an ad skdj ) & they inspired it bc it’s how she feels when shes with them . they encourage her to be all that she can be & they believe in her , & they’re prob the one person sofie trusts the most which is SAYING something !!

* LOVELY !! - i need a male voice for khalid’s part in lovely bc i need this song in my life bc its a whole ass sofie mood ok .

* WHEN THE PARTY’S OVER !! - these two have been hooking up for a while no strings attached but recently feelings have been caught !!& now they still hook up quite often but sofie’s kinda harboring feelings & pretending all is well but she rly hopes they’ll just stay the night from time to time , & gets secretly heartbroken when she sees them flirting or leaving with someone else . they can also have feelings if u want that angst :~) TAKEN

*** ilomilo !! okokok so !! sof & this person were dating when they were still kinda up & coming & it was all good at the start but once they started gaining more fame she noticed them becoming more distant and infatuated with the spotlight & a listers . & she acted like it was all good for a while , just smiling through it but would go home early from events alone & stuff & feel lonelier than ever when she was with them but their mind was on other celebs or their public image or smth . eventually they just kinda mutually broke up bc they both realized they weren’t in love anymore & she def still holds a grudge towards them even if they agreed they’d be friends after the break up . ( lyrics: remember not to get too close to stars they're never gonna give you love like ours. where did you go? i should know, but it's cold and i don't wanna be lonely so tell me you’ll come home , even if its just a lie )

*** MY BOY ( HIGH SCHOOL BF ) !! - ok tea this song is the one that broke her into the industry . she produced it all herself & just relased it to her soundcloud thinking it wouldn’t rly go anyway but !! joke’s on yung sofie . essentially he thought the relationship was going well , she’d met his family & they rly liked her but !! sof was feeling kinda smothered & told herself he was lying & cheating on her n shit so she wrote a song about it !! & once it was starting to get attention he was like ….. uhhh what the fuck & she was like haha sorry !! so they broke up & ever since its been animosity , but she realizes she fucked up but it launched her career so she doesn’t know whether to keep up the idgaf i hurt you or apologize .

***mutual dislike / COPYCAT !! self - explanatory , sofie thinks this person is copying her in everything she does & thinks its annoying af so she wrote a song abt it & hopes they indirectly get the message even if she drops not so subtle hints . skfldjh itd be messy pls !!

*** 8 !! - someone who kinda reluctantly got into a relationship with sofie out of maybe a desire to save her from herself ?? like u know that good girl bad boy trope where the girl tries to save the boy from whatever he’s struggling with ? that’s them but the roles are just reversed - good guy , bad girl . it was kinda just filled w her being self - destructive & confiding in him but not rly reciprocating the care so he became kinda distant bc of it . tbh she prob knew he was too good for her but had a sliver of hope he wouldn’t leave her even tho eventually she became too much for him . ( lyrics : you said, “don’t treat me badly”, but you said it so sadly, so I did the best I could, not thinkin’ you would have left me gladly. i know you’re not sorry, why should you be? 'cause who am I to be in love, when your love never is for me?” ) TAKEN

FRIENDSHIP

the paris to her nicole !! - ok i f*cking hate that i said this but she’s nicole richie its true !! she needs a messy gal pal exactly like how paris & nicole are i stan them ( X , X , X ) TAKEN

* roommate !! - bc of her abandonment issues she rly doesn’t like living alone so prob is the roomie who will sleep in their bed from time to time bc she doesn’t like being totally alone . TAKEN

party buddies !! - someone who encourages sofies wild ways . when the two get together its usually to get drunk or high & thats the way they like it . sofie doesn’t feel judged by them as she does by others who don’t get obliterated at every social event ( what an idea !! ) so she rly values them , even if she doesn’t express it

good influence !! this person can tell that her beahvior is unhealthy & are trying to gently nudge her abt it . she can tell what they’re doing but her addict brain is telling her its invasive & threatening so shes not the fondest of this person , but deep down she really appreciates them

girl squad !! cmon cmon everyone loves a girl squad !! sofie rly isn’t the biggest stereotypical girly type so she’d prob complain about shopping for hours or putting false eyelashes on but she really adores and values the group . inspo : X , X , X , X , X

fwb !! - sofie is pretty transparent when it comes to what she wants & she’s got a bad habit of replacing dealing with problems with getting laid !! like u know in movies when the man opens his wallet and a row of like 20 pictures of different women fall out ?? that’s sof’s aesthetic . she’s got a bunch of fwb of all genders so bring me some pls

music buddies !! these two are both in the music industry & rather than it being competitive , they’ve developed a friendship from it & enjoy working together .

* someone sofie ghostwrites for !! for whatever reason , this muse doesn’t write their own songs & instead pays sofie to write them for them . she doesn’t love it but its a way to make money & give away songs she doesn’t feel attached to but are worth something . maybe its tense bc they claim the songs as their own & sofie doesn’t like it , this could be ~escandolo~ later !!

friends from high school !! - people sof stayed with in the summer bc she wasn’t going home to brazil .

friends from music school !! - she def felt like an outsider among the music prodigies at this school , & maybe this person was one of the ppl she actually connected with .

EX WHATEVAS

* ex - friends !! ok pls i have this hc where sofie got way too high one night & slept with this person’s dad or sibling or smth !! u know that line in ‘ bad guy ’ where she goes ‘ might seduce your dad type ? ’ ya that’s got sofie written ALL over it !! & now they’re not friends bc sofie can’t keep it in her pants but both sides kinda misses the other but are too stubborn to say anything :~(

exes from college / high school !! - ok honestly i just love all the exes plots . gimme someone who like maybe they were hooking up ( she’s from nyc ) & decided to give it a shot dating & it worked for a while but ultimately fell apart bc of sof’s inability to open up . maybe there's still tension or maybe theyre friends now !!

#𝙞 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩’𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙩 / wanted plots .

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semercury · 5 years

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dont listen to the good place. it's wrong about that.

idk if u saw my tags on my og reblog or if ur someone i don’t know who saw the rb with the screenshot of my tags and tbh idk which one is worse hhh

i don’t like... take moral advice or anything from that show, even though i do quite enjoy it. and it wasn’t that post that like, sparked the anxiety over that stuff... it’s always been there.

i have a lot of misplaced guilt over.. well, p much everything, and believe me, it was smth that came up in therapy today (not specifically this, but the uhhhhh Too Much Guilt). i just... it happens all the time... like, i’ll be talking to someone about why i’m vegan, because they asked, mind you, and i’ll talk about how part of the reason i am is because i don’t think it’s morally right how the animals or workers are treated, and i’ll get this huge lecture about how all the vegetables i eat are farmed by migrant workers who are paid horribly and wow i must be a terrible person and i just... well fuck, i guess i’ll eat? rocks??

i make a lot of my decisions over trying to do the right thing and to minimize as much suffering as i can. i’m working on coming to terms with the fact that i can’t fix everything by myself or help every cause. (and i do have a very close friend who has make extra sure that me being vegan isn’t just from anxiety over everything, because she was worried about that.)

and the experience i had in the university was... well... when you’re 18 and in the darkest place mentally you’ve ever been in and you’re so suicidal to the point that you probably should have been hospitalized, and you’re at dinner with your liberal friends after a lecture on overpopulation and they’re going on about how many people are draining the resources and how killing unborn children is okay because of that, and you ask them to stop and are met with “oh lol forgot, sarah’s catholic and therefore hates abortion lmao” ... yeah, kinda sucks. kinda makes you want to go through with one of the plans you had because even the people supposed to be your friends are indirectly confirming the idea that you should kill yourself.

idk where i’m going with this. uhh, i guess the main point... i don’t look to the good place for moral guidance. i like the show and i think it’s a cool premise, and the almond milk thing makes me laugh so much because i, a vegan - the group most likely to consume almond milk, don’t drink almond milk specifically because my friend who was in environmental studies told me it was bad for the environment to grow almonds, so now i make a conscious effort to not eat products with almonds in them if i can (unlike chidi lol). but it like.. wasn’t just that post that made me stressed. it’s been years and years in the making and i’m def trying to get better about managing that stress and all other stress.

don’t worry about me, anon. i’m as okay as i can be. don’t worry about me.

#ask #anon

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