#and i am Struggling rn ngl

[binch-i-might-be]

one thing about me is I'm uhhhh Tired

#yesterday i straight up fell asleep at like six pm #and i am Struggling rn ngl #doing shit can make a bitch sooo tired #i have to look in the family group chat because they're planning some easter bullshit that might have something to do with my birthday #but like i don't wanna do any of that. i don't want to drag myself out of the house on monday and bring food????? to some house???? girl #i don't wanna see all of y'all sorry bur i just really don't #i wanted to get drunk on my birthday why are you planning a family activity at 11 am the next day #i hate it here!!!!! #rayrambles

[psychlocke]

what the hell is with the yaoi ship featuring kabru? sorry i can't hear you over the sounds of my tragic monsterfucker yuri?

#dungeon meshi #i'm just kidding guys this is /lh #do not bully me i got into the manga just a while ago !!!!! #is it obvious i mainly came here for the yuri #twt wouldnt stop showing farcille yuri to me the other day and i found the pilot ep to be fun so like #i pursued the anime... and then the manga... #really excited to see goth marcille #but that must be wayyy into the manga rn #anyways. nobody asked but thoughts on kabru ? #he's a smug bitchboy i want to see him struggle #but i am quite a bit fond of him #boy is too gorgeous ngl #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #farcille #kabru #i really dk the ship name and to prevent spoilers im just gonna. not look for it till i get there #kabru yaoi #yeah im gonna tag it as that

[feywhimsy]

trying to decide on a name for my car… top contenders right now are aloth carfiser or vex’ahlia de rollo… also marcille but my gf doesn’t like that one 😔 trying to think of more options still

#i am quite charmed by aloth carfiser ngl #it feels like a girl car but… i keep giggling at it #also marcille is just. bc i’m obsessed with delicious in dungeon rn and they’re both blue #IDK this is such a struggle #moxie.txt

[noise-misato-boy-destroyer]

Just came to your Twitter so I sent u 20$ :3

You're so fkn pretty and transition goals tbh I showed my hair stylist a picture of you for where I want to grow my hair out to ;P

-a tgirl on her first shot of hrt <3

Dssgfssfs holy shit you did, thank you sm!! I'm glad I could help, in both regards! Literally my favorite compliments from other dolls, "I just came to you" and "I'm using you for my transition goals" 🥺🥺🥺 I'm about to start my injections myself cuz one of my partners just started n not even a month later is getting bigger tits so I'm excited to post those when I get them :3 get ready to be like super horny and sad a lot but also looking like a completely different person in like six months <3<3<3

#also ngl this is like really uplifting and helpful for me rn. I've been struggling really hard with post covid recovery #like most of the time i can hardly get out of bed n spend most of most days sleeping #cant even imagine getting back to a 9to5 at this point when im so tired i can hardly even make content #i havent really been talking about it bcuz im embarassed and tbh theres ppl on here struggling a lot harder than i am #so little things like this truly are super helpful for me thank you sweetie <3<3<3 #ty for supporting sw<3<3<3

[scamera-writes]

the world looks better through your eyes

I’ve started staring out windows more often. Do you notice the casual biker? Do you notice the walker with their earbuds in? Do you notice the couple holding hands and pressing up to each other?

Sometimes I don’t, you can’t see everything. But when I do I am reminded of all the lives we lead Most of us will never interact with each other I will never know their names.

But I will see them. I will think about them. I will wonder what they plan on eating for dinner tonight I will wonder if they go home and call their mom Or maybe they open the door to a lovers arms

I am reminded that we live. I am reminded that we breathe. I am forever reminded that every day- We are surrounded by the mundane beautiful.

The world is beautiful in the smallest ways

I will enjoy myself until the end of time I will smile with my last breath The light in my eyes won’t leave If I have something to say about it

I don’t know what drives me to this passion Maybe it's the way I can see the stars at night Maybe it's the headlights on the freeway Maybe it’s the foliage around me as I walk Maybe it’s just how it’s supposed to be.

I can see that you see it too And when I hold your hand, When I press against your side, When we laugh like no one is watching, I’m aware of the fact that we are living:

In a world of stars, In a world of beauty, In a world of love.

And I’ve found it with you.

-the world looks better through your eyes (By me)

#scamera writes #scamera poems #poets on tumblr #original poem #this one was an older one (not really lol) i wrote but still really nice tbh #kinda? inspired by how de has changed my views on somethings but you didn't hear that from me <3 #also like. this is kinda what im Trying to achieve feelings wise for myself rn ngl #sometimes its there but i still struggle with my thoughts tbh lol </3 #this is very reflective of my feelings on it tho :) #okay as always feel free to rb and ask to tag in case i missed anything <3 #i am going to bed soonn #oh also yeah yall might realize soon or have realized already. i love my all lowercase long titles <3

[skrrtscree]

Eheeheh krisgender

#12 year old me was obsessed with kris when dr chapter 1 first came out #and honestly i still am #havent drawn them in a while so the hair was a struggle #kind of going thru artblock rn #its like i want to draw but idk what to draw exactly #i dont have a specific idea in my head #so all i have are these doodles i just drew that i might as well post #doing art at college kind of sucks out artistic ideas for personal projects ngl #but ill prevail #deltarune #kris deltarune #kris dreemurr

[queerstudiesnatural]

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#hey so like ngl #i miss being sk*nny #struggling so much with my weight rn #i'm just um. not feeling great #i've put on 15kg in the last couple of years and i'm having a real hard time accepting myself the way i look rn #which is ridiculous i am obviously extremely anti fatphobia #but hey. different standards for me and everyone else ammarite #tw weight

[thereaderinsertlady]

Hiiiiii, long time no see!! How have you been?

I’m curious, you’ve written so much over the years (every time I go to your page, I’m always amazed you have like a 100 plus works while I’m struggling to finish my Second Shroob Invasion - I’m so close to the ending). How do you manage the workload of requests/commissions? What helps you when you’re writing?

Thank you so much!! :) You’re the best! (There shall be more Shroobs coming your way).

992nd3 hi there! Sorry I didn't answer sooner lol. It can be pretty damn difficult to manage everything and still make room for myself sometimes, though I manage to get by. I'll have days where I dedicate 5-10 hours to just writing alone, waking up at around 10am-ish and going to bed at 3am. I usually do commissions first at the start of the day, but sometimes I'll need motivation, so I go over to the regular requests or my multi-chapter fics and work on that instead. Though, mainly my friends have been helping me keep on track and motivated (and stopping me from going absolutely insane lmao). As of currently, every other day, I'll spend either 1-4 hours hanging out with them on discord sort of near or after dinner time, then end the day off with more writing until I get tired enough to go to sleep. Sometimes I'll write while on call with them too. The main thing that helps me write is playlists that I've listened to before, or other familiar music. I'll also set a mini goal for myself and try to write that amount in a day (like.. write 2,000 words or smfn). I sort of spread my attention out to multiple fics at once (Dear Detective, AVC, The King’s Jester, Dichotomous Key, the commissions, one or two general requests,) but work on them one at a time (if that makes sense)

#also yippe shroobs! #i love your writing sm 9esnoe ❤️ #the main reason why i have over 100 works is because most of my works are very short #for regular requests i try to write around 1k words. sometimes ill write more. sometimes ill write less(like in the questober challenge) #questober was HARD ngl. i think i ended up writing just under 30k words for it #one of my main goals ive been tryna reach is 1million words posted on ao3. i think im at 730k right now #i also have dnd with my friends on fridays rn around dinner time. i play as a cute littel Plasmoid! #i may also do smfn self indulgence every now and then (see the self indulgent series lol) #if i am struggling on something too much an nothing else seems to help i like writing small clips and scenes too whether its related or not #i may also also go read someones fic to get motivated

[chirrups]

a wip with doc-o-gator

#wip in peace #im still alive! #college just started and i am Struggling #so please excuse the practically glacial crawl this account is going to go through for a while #itll get better im sure but for rn its not it guys #this piece is very self indulgent ngl and its been a good destressor so far #now lets see if i can finish it before september

[dollhousemary]

i feel like this amv is going to be 90% just a remix of 4x03 😭

#ivy.txt #also struggling to choose clips that convey that i am not pro j*hnm*ary #we’ll see….not feeling confident in it rn ngl

[nanowired-lover]

i hate when i'm feeling talkative as fuck and want to talk about nothing and everything, i hate when i'm going so non-vocal that i cannot even communicate through writing, i hate when i'm in between bc i feel suddenly too normal to complain about communication, i hate words euuugh

#i physically need to ramble rn #bad plan ngl i have nothing to say i just want to talk #so it's going to sound annoying or boring (factually !) but i hate when none is listening when i talk #broooooooo i hate communication #also i love when ppl don't believe that i struggle with that when they are the one asking me to repeat myself #i have no control over the volume of my voice ! i have a slight stutter. long words and sentences are the bane of my existance #the long word/sentence thing is not even bc it's hard to articulate. it's just that i forgot the beggining so my brain goes #“wtf am i saying again” so i give up #gah again talking talking talking and repeating myself #nano.txt

[silverislander]

i know logically in my brain that i have a disorder that makes it hard for me to focus and do work, the symptoms of which are not gonna go away bc other people need/want me to do stuff, and still like. i'm behind on a bunch of shit for school rn and i'm kind of spiralling over it bc WHY IS IT HARD. this is stuff i like doing and that i want to do. and i can't for the life of me fucking do it and the deadlines are coming up and i NEED TO FUCKING GRADUATE so it has to get done

#i have two assignments due for indigenous lit and i havent even read/watched the materials which is fucking shameful ngl #im so disconnected and behind in that class its not even funny. ive been skating by reading part of the books and doing shit last minute #and i feel awful abt that in particular bc i WANT to give it my full attention. i want to learn. this is important and interesting to me #im also a week behind on my essay which terrifies me ngl #im a week OUT from the next deadline and thats not getting met. which begs the question of when im going to be able to submit it #when i asked my prof for extra time he said he trusts me to 'work conscientiously' which. god. thats so kind but i dont do that #theres an assignment next week for book history that i dont have even started and dont understand #and i cant make myself do fucking anything at all i want to fucking cry #why cant my brain work normally please this one time #why cant literally anyone in a position of authority take me seriously that its a problem i am literally begging rn #im tired of being told that im smart so i can do it bc i literally cant anymore! its been getting worse for years! #i Am smart enough to do this but something else is wrong!! please!! im trying so hard and i know its not this difficult for everyone #im only taking 4 courses! i know people taking 5 who arent struggling as much as me w workloads!! #its gonna take me failing for anyone to care and i cannot fail at this point. im almost done #levi.txt #vent tw #and then i also feel bad bc i blame everything on my adhd #but also. it does fucking affect all aspects of my life #and i feel like i complain too much but that simultaneously nobody is getting how hard shit is for me/how im not ok #delete later #im not asking for attention rn im just yelling into the void dw abt it. ill probably feel better in an hour or two

[saintedbythestorm]

Had bad thoughts due to bad memories of abuse ass parent. Will now revel in the knowledge of how insufferable they must be rn and how I don't have to deal with it. Thank fuck I got out of there when I did.

#i shall now find joy in their pain. it's ok cause they caused pain for me on purpose for their own enjoyment. it's free real estate. #i have 22 years worth to catch up on after all. i am allowed to say and think whatever the fuck i want about them now. #ngl just knowing i actually can and they can't do shit to stop it... is quite fucking nice in and off itself. #and knowing I'd take any shit they hurl my way so much better now cause i know their opinion doesn't matter. #just... i may struggle in many ways rn... but i am still sooooo much better off than i ever was with them in my life. #yeh... #ryder speaking

[starcchild]

((as a heads up, I’m gonna be changing how I tag verses on the new blog (dw, not moving just yet - still got a ways to go with rewrites lol), and I’m gonna be changing some au names! 👀 I think the biggest is gonna be “don’t make me be the bad guy” because: 1) that verse name is long as hell; 2) I have to completely change what I have planned for the verse since I’ve changed the way Carter’s arc reactor works in the ikau in general, because the original idea had been banking on the reactor using the precursor to the centipede serum, but since now that’s gonna be default for the ikau, that’s gotta change; and 3) I think the new name, “subject zero”, is a helluva lot cooler sdfkgfgsdhj

overall, for aus, I’m gonna start using “#auv; [verse name]” (so any au of the ikau will be “#ikauv; [verse name]”), since I like the format of it separating regular verses from au verses and private verses! so any au verse that has au in the verse name is gonna be changed so I’m not repeating myself lol

but, I think I’m gonna be over on the new blog working on all that for the night! I’m,,, not really having any luck writing atm ahah, but I wanna do stuff! And I think my brain will like it better doing setup instead of replies fsdgjhksdf

#ground control (ooc) #((ngl I'm a lil frustrated with myself rn because I have a LOT of muse but I just. can't write for the life of me fsdjkhfsdjhk #idk what's going on but my brain has left and I am Struggling sfdhkg))

[allisonlol]

BSD MEN WHEN YOU HUG YOUR PLUSHIE/PILLOW INSTEAD OF THEM AHHHH IVE BEEN THINKING OF YHIS SINCE FIREVER

a/n: BRO this is so cute?? picked some of my favorite boys for it. ALSO have y'all seen the season 4 trailer?? literally still shaking from it, i am so so happy :D !! jumped around my room screaming cuz i'm a bit unhinged for it

but what i'm NOT so happy about is my ipad completely breaking out of nowhere?? (chuuya's beautifulness in the trailer broke it) so im writing this with my laptop?? sad but at least i can type faster >:)

warnings: NONE just absolute fluff

(Chuuya, Ranpo, Nikolai, Jouno) When You Hug Your Plushie Instead of Them

Chuuya

so chuuya had recently bought you a plushie that you'd been fawning over cuz it was the cutest thing ever (after him, ofc)

litte did he know that it would soon replace him-

that night, chuuya smiled at you when he noticed you hugging the plushie while scrolling on your phone before bed

but he quickly got fed up when he realized you just?? weren't going to cuddle with him too??

regrets buying you that thing REAL quick

nudges your arm and tries to get your attention but you just shoot him a smile and go back to your phone

chuuya's patience meter is miniscule so now he's pissed off (at the plushie tho?? not at you)

does that thing where he'll just sit there and keep sighing dramatically until you ask what's wrong smh

once you do, he's like "NOTHING'S WRONG" but avoids looking you in the eye and instead looks past you or down at the sheets?? and that's when you know he's upset 🤕

you move the plushie aside and open your arms to hug him instead

ngl you knew he wanted to cuddle but thought it would be funny to tease him... APOLOGIZE RN

bro glares at you?? he's trying to give you the cold shoulder but fails and smiles softly cuz you look so cute

grabs you and has a vice grip on you the rest of the night- also probably kicks the plushie to the floor when ur not looking

Ranpo

ranpo is a cuddle bug who wants ALL of your attention on him

so it's safe to say he's not very happy that u have found...something else to hug

ranpo had arrived home late due to detective work, so you'd already fallen asleep while waiting for him

except you struggle to sleep now without hugging something (since you're so used to doing that with him). so you simply grabbed one of ur plushies to hold instead

literally shakes you awake so frantically you think there's an emergency

you're all like "what's going on!! :0" & then bro makes it sound like ur cheating on him??

"i can't believe you would abandon me for...for THAT thing!!!!" points his finger at you all accusingly and everything

snatches the plushie from you and throws it across the room >:0

will then proceed to plop down next to you and just. not speak 😐😐

^ignores your protests as you get up to grab the plushie and gives you the nastiest side eye?? childish i stg

you sigh and prop the plushie at the end of the bed so you can crawl up next to ranpo and wrap your arms around him

he finally stops pouting and melts into ur touch 😽

AAAA I CAN FINALLY USE GIFS FOR THEM

Nikolai

worse than ranpo. like significantly

you'd gone to take a nap and had instinctively fallen asleep hugging ur favorite plushie

nikolai was doing who knows what but ended up entering the room about an hour later

stops dead in his tracks when he sees you...hugging...something ELSE?!

doesn't wake you at first. sneaks over to peer over ur shoulder at what you're holding

partially relieved to see it's just a plushie, but also partially mad because um?? why wasn't it him??

doesn't even bother waking you. just straight up yanks it out of your grasp 💀

you wake up in a panic with this mf LOOMING over you

probably rips it's head off???? or at least threatens to

pls you're lowkey about to cry cuz that's your comfort plushie 😥😥

you literally gotta scramble out of bed and beg him not to destroy it

does the thing where he holds it over ur head but dangles it just out of reach. and this mf is tall asf so good luck with that -.-

you end up just grabbing his arm and pulling his dumbass back to the bed to cuddle him instead

Jouno

ok ngl you did this on purpose to piss him off

i don't blame you cuz it be funny when he's ticked off

you and jouno had been preparing for bed when u decided to play a lil prank on him

it was mostly just to see if he'd even have a reaction?? cuz we all know this man either doesn't give a fuck or he goes off the rails

you'd gotten into bed first and while waiting for him, snatched the plushie you keep on your side and snuggled up next to it

u close ur eyes when you hear him walking into the room and pretend to be falling asleep

his footsteps stop by the bed and he just stands there like 😑???? cuz he can tell by your heartbeat that you're still awake, yet he's wondering why you haven't acknowledged his presence??

so i mean right off the bat this mf knows something's up

gets in bed next to you but goes OUT OF HIS WAY to make sure y'all are not touching in any way petty asf

can tell by the way you're positioned that you're hugging something else close to you

you peek open ur eyes to shoot him a glance but he has the most unreadable expression i stg

internally he is like WHY NOT ME WHY NOT ME but no one else would be able to tell~

by now he's figured out that ur messing with him and does NOT take it lightly. literally sleeps with his back to you and won't acknowledge you until morning

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#bsd x reader #bsd x y/n #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs #bsd x you #chuuya x reader #chuuya x you #chuuya hcs #chuuya fluff #chuuya bsd #bsd nikolai gogol #nikolai headcanons #nikolai x reader #nikolai x you #nikolai bsd #ranpo x y/n #ranpo hcs #ranpo fluff #ranpo x reader #ranpo x you #jouno x reader #jouno bsd #jouno saigiku #bsd jouno

[gb-patch]

Hi, love your games so much <3 Sorry if this is rude to ask, but do you know when OL1 dlc would be going on Steam sale? I'd like to support you financially and play more of the game, but ngl would like to save up even 1$ bc of how life is rn Again sorry if this is rude to ask, I'm not sure how steam sales work in relation to the developers x-x

That's alright! I'm obsessed with the creation part of game making, but it is a struggle for me to do the other parts of running a game dev company. Most of the time I just forget important dates and never put our stuff on sale when it'd make sense, then don't do it randomly either.

I am sorry since I know people are waiting for those, so you're welcome to remind me! Our games are on sale. And I mean right now, I just put the discounts in. The Winter Sales on Steam and Itch.io have started and everybody can get OL extras and/or our older games at a discount starting today then going forward for the next couple weeks :D

It's great you enjoy our work!

#our life #our life: beginnings & always #all projects #ask #gb patch games #gb patch