#and i see my sister struggling

[glacierruler]

It's so annoying just how right my dad can be, while still being incredibly wrong. Because, when talking about how he has to scan a QR code to petition the school to not have her classes end up as audits because she's missed x amount of days, he brought up how her grades were good in all of her classes. And we both agree that the QR thing is stupid when they don't also give a web address to do it on!(Not to mention that he got this paper today, the last day to do this). And he made a comment about how schools are just teaching us how to pass tests, how to be cogs in a machine. And he's right.

Like don't get me wrong, there are quite a few things that schools do well. But, for highschool, you have like 8 classes a day, with only one early release say where you then have like, 4. Not to mention homework, oh but if you want to do extracurriculars like soccer you have to have at least C's and no more than 6 tardies/absences that aren't excused by a doctor's note. Even though for a good half of the year you have to wake up before dawn to get to school on time(not mentioning 0 hour classes). And the other half the year you're waking up right as sunrise is starting. Which is kind of how it works at a lot of jobs.

And like, dad's right about that.

But he's also voting for a lot of the people who are the reason behind this.

He mentioned how they're taking history out of schools, and he's right, but he's voting for the people doing it.

And it's so fucking disheartening, because he can see what's wrong, he knows fundamentally what's wrong. But he doesn't seem to realize who is doing it.

And I'm not sure what to do about it either. Because he gets so irrationally angry and defensive of the people he's voting for, and I live with him because I don't have any other options. So sitting down with him and talking just isn't an option right now.

#glacier rambles #glacier vents #i really am not sure what to do here #this sucks #like he's got the problem he just doesn't seem to know anything else #if that makes sense #0 hour classes start at 6:30 am #1st hour starts at 7:20 #(as far as i'm aware my sister doesn't have a 0 hour class) #(but i had just hit freshman year before covid and i was in marching band) #(and i was waking up at 3 am just to be able to get there) #i'm in college now and full time is 12 credit hours #which is usually about 3-4 classes #and every class i've seen is mon/wed or tues/thurs #and the occasional friday class #and i didn't really get a proper high school education because of covid and ended up getting my ged instead #but i know the hell i went through freshman year #and i see my sister struggling #and this can't be humane...

[luuxxart]

evil win! the ones plotting for your mysterious death are uncle and nephew!

#persona 5 #persona 4 #goro akechi #tohru adachi #uncle Adachi au #this came from the idea of apophenia #which means connecting dots that aren’t there #every time I see these two in fanart I go ‘wow . Adachi is so uncle coded here. akechi is totally his nephew. everyone is thinkign this’ #false. my au has not reached enough eyes #so I just idk wanted to draw them next to each other to inspire further apophenia in both me and perhaps my followers lol #i was inspired by someone who like. literally just drew them beside each other and I was like. yeah i could do that #NO I COULDNT. NOT EASILY #my brain was like ‘you should do a comic abt how Adachi can’t help but see his sister in akechi bc they look almost exactly the same’ #and there was a lot more angst in the arsenal as well #took me forever to just. draw this. like literally I thought I was gonna go insane #i cant. not. draw. a comic. or something with the vaguest of stories it is SO HARD idk why #so this was definitely a struggle. hope y all like it

[merakiui]

step-brother riddle with a camgirl step-sister……. (and also the two of you hate each other! :) this is a crucial detail.)

you often stream when your parents and riddle are out of the house. sometimes riddle’s gone off to the library to study or he’s meeting up with trey and che’nya while your parents go out to a social gathering. the times in which you have the house to yourself are few and far between, as mama rosehearts hardly lets you do anything unless you give her specific details of where you intend to go and how long you’ll be there and what you’ll be doing. so when you are afforded alone time, you dedicate it to hours-long streams.

for the time being, you’ve made a decent amount of money posting lewd photos to your account, but it’s the streams that bring in the most money. your viewers are from all over. from the guy (floyd) who pays absurd amounts of donations and says the most vulgar things in your chat, starting fights when anyone says something he disagrees with, to the guy who types in all lowercase and gamer lingo (idia), you have your fair share of regulars, all of whom tune in for your rare streams.

no one’s found out about your secret side hobby yet. no one…except riddle. he comes home early from his outing with trey and che’nya, always determined to be back before his mother returns home so that it can appear as if he merely went to the library, studied, and returned home in time for dinner. and normally you’re able to plan around riddle’s annoyingly perfect schedules. this time, however, you fail to remember he mentioned he’d be going out with friends rather than studying; and somehow you fail to hear the door opening and closing downstairs while you’re up in your room, riding a monster dildo (a gift from a very generous viewer) in front of your webcam.

you and riddle have never gotten along. even when your parents married, the two of you tried (and failed) to tolerate one another and it didn’t work. so now you avoid each other when you can, opting to be cordial for courtesy’s sake if you happen to cross paths at home. so when riddle goes up to your room to deliver some macarons trey insisted he take home for you (trey’s too nice, riddle thinks; if it were up to him you wouldn’t get any sweets. >:p), he expects you to be reading a magazine or painting your nails or talking on the phone…whatever girls like you do, he doesn’t know! what he doesn’t expect is to walk in on you cumming around a big, thick dildo while you’re dressed in such inappropriate attire!! and what’s worse is that you’re broadcasting it to strangers online! have you no shame?!

that day riddle learns his step-sister has a very…unique hobby. it’s also the day he starts looking at you from a new angle. :) and it’s also the day his nrc peers who watch you learn riddle has a cute step-sister. >:)

#meraki mumbles #n/sfw #tw: stepcest #floyd learns you’re riddle’s sibling and woooo rip riddle #floyd is going to have so much fun with this new material #he teases riddle to hell and back #it’s his goal to get a video of him fucking you so that he can send it to riddle and be like ‘your lil sis is super tight <3’ #all so riddle is stuck with the mental image of you struggling to take a dick AAAAAAAAAA #floyd calls you a little sister but you’re only younger by a few months T-T #‘she’s my sister i only see her as that you gross pervert!!!’ riddle says every time floyd calls him a siscon #riddle is in denial and floyd is here to witness the chaos T-T #alternatively it’s even worse if it’s jade #jade and riddle are on friendly terms #riddle doesn’t trust him but he knows he’s reliable #so when jade leans over in alchemy class and whispers ‘does your sister prefer lace or satin lingerie?’ #riddle’s eyes go so wide and he chokes on the air and T-T jade stop teasing him… :(

[themyscirah]

Vanessa didn't even die and yet her story is still sadder and more fucked up than jtodd's. He wishes he was on her level

#may be a controversial one but i dont care this is my house #dont think there are enough of you to get hate over this anything #anyways no she didnt die. she wasnt killed by voter poll. but like the stuff that fucked her up was so much more real than a psycho clown #like im sorry but what is “you get beat up and die” to essentially getting taken and having the bad guys confirm to you that everything you #thought about yourself in middle school was true and everyone thinks youre ugly and worthless and not special and no one loves you. and then #ofc the medical torture. like im sorry but one of these things IS worse than the other imo #especially as the teen girl in the wonder woman comic like jesus christ #and while of COURSE the stuff about diana not loving her and all that is NOT true its something we see her struggle with as insecurity for #years beforehand. and then dc goes and brings her back into continuity in the past few years only to basically say “yeah wonder woman DIDNT #care about her! what a loser to think so and get all worked up about it! abt a vers of her who only has the name in common #like she wasnt dianas baby freaking sister with 100+ appearances #blah #vanessa kapatelis #anti jason todd #she also literally did the red hood arc before he did #with the whole attacking the successor and everything #yet another woman for him to steal from lmao #(this is mostly a joke. i dont think anyone making anything about jtodd canon or otherwise even knows what a wonder woman comic is but the #comparisons are still there.)

[jazzzzzzhands]

Today is my Birthday!!!

And my gift to myself is a re-draw of my Favorite Wally picture!!!

I honestly just had so so so much FUN with this!

I LOOOOOVE lineart!!

Please actually take my Lineart, it looks like a coloring page!

I'm actually so so proud of this QwQ

#uwaaaaaaaaa!!! #like sleeping Prince Charming!!! #Prince Darling.... #wally darling #welcome home #whps #wally welcome home #i'm going to see the barbie movie today!! #i cant do much else on account of my broken bones lmaoo #i WOULD break a bone right before my birthday #but i am going to have a very nice day today! cause im gonna play games with my sister yippee!!!! #i had way too much fun with that icing #fun fact i must have started over on this like 5-6 times because i was struggling!! with how i wanted to do this! #sometimes u just gotta wing it!! #hes so so so cuuute HELP #i tried to get the og wally on a cake ON my birthday cake but apparently they don't Do that anymore??? like the printed image i mean #im nervous about posting this so early but then i get to reblog it later! #and i do art for me ya know! #gotta go! its breakfast time!! #jazzart

[meirimerens]

bruh the creep i had to romantically reject three times (four if you count her "lovesick ramblings" [direct quote]) in the span of not even a year and who called me a "jerk" and "insecure" for not wanting to long-distance e-date her unwarranted-evadaniil-porn-sending ass followed me after a year of no contact on the instagram i don't update, haven't posted on in a year, don't share any followers/following with her on, & that i only mentioned on this blog Once over 2 years ago. on Valentine's Day Eve out of all days. what in the maidenless behavior is this.

#i know for a fact you're not ~organically~ finding & following ~random~ french artists who post horses under 70 followers sister. #wanted to keep your eye on me on the account you thought i'd be the least likely to notice you on? #too much of an insecure jerk [for rejecting you] that you won't follow me on the myriad of accounts you know i'm active on & pretend like #nothing's happened; but nicey enough that you'll follow one where you think i'd be least likely to see you? #i know you combed my blog for multiple-years-old pictures of my face before; did you do it for this account's @ as well? #well if you're still on that creepy creeper grind maybe you'll see this message as well! learn to lurk better & maybe you won't get blocked #ps: maybe don't have your discord name + pfp be the same as your instagram's if you don't want me to immediately know who you are. #& if you wanted to rekindle; well; grow a pair & don't creep on the one acc i never mention. you won't find pictures of my face on it btw #neigh (blabbers) #stay_away_from_[ME]_get_a_job.png #incel & coquette Pick A Struggle girl. do not hmu ever again you creep.

[the-knife-consumer]

"Yona was just added bc Nintendo wants people to stop shipping sidlink!" Literally what the hell are you talking about

#yes nintendo is homophobic. no they do not give a singular shit about what their fanbase does??? what are you talking abouuuutttt #they literally dont care what people do as long as they get money??? like what #listen im upset abt yona having so many unanswered questions. mainly she came from another zora's domain #meaning she came from outside of hyrule. so that leads to a lot of questions. #but howww do you come to the conclusion that she was just added as a 'no homo' indicator #dont even get me started on the people genuinely unironically calling this queerbaiting. what are you onnnnnnn #'and oh but sidon said he used to see her as a sister! so its gross and wrong!' sidon literally thought out loud to links face abt how #had things been different and link had gotten married to mipha he would be his BROTHER IN LAW. SAID THAT OUT LOUD TO HIS FACE. so shh #imo. yona was added for one 'ohh wow exciting new character look at this' and two. as a way for sidon's trauma to be acknowledged #bc it was veeery briefely shown in botw. for like. a singular second if you snuck up on him at mipha's statue #but yona's defining scene in totk was her forcing sidon to confront that he wasn't being himself because of that trauma. and that #he needed to let go of the fear around it. if only temporary. because his people needed him. #so tbh?? sheis very important to the plot. she new mipha. admired her. knows why sidon still struggles with this and #how difficult and frightening everything becomes when he views the world through the lens of 'what if i lose someone again' #like. they added yona for his struggles to be spelled out to the audience even further #so to just boil her down to 'ewww woman gets in the way of my gaybies 😡😡😡'. hello. did you play the game. #do you even know who these characters are. quick gimme ten facts about sidons character that you didnt make up for shipping purposes.pronto

[lady-lessobian]

With pride month coming up, I'd like to remind people to pay attention to when the lesbian flag is excluded from designs or posts or merch drops or whatever. I personally don't reblog pride sets that don't include it, and while you're free to do whatever, please just pay attention.

We have our own flag and we have the right to not just be bunched under the rainbow flag as any other identity with their own flag does. The community flag is trans, nonbinary, and gnc inclusive and was personally voted on by. Well. The community. It's also so pretty? Don't ignore her.

Lesbophobia on this site has been. Atrocious lately and lesbians need all the outside support we can get, even if it's small things like ignoring those who ignore us! Please support lesbians this pride month!!! 🧡💛🤍🩷❤️

#lesbian #lesbophobia #pride month #i know this is a silly thing but even though the flag was established in 2018(?) i STILL see people exclude it #lesbians are struggling to find home in the community right now #i am in so many different lesbian groups and talk to so many lesbians and #nearly everyone #lesbians of all ages races and gender identities #has faced some form of extreme homophobia/lesbophobia from WITHIN the community the past several months #and it hurts my heart to see my sisters and siblings so unwelcomed #so please... just pay a little more attention and listen to lesbians #thank you and have a good day :> #-ur local femme

[zaphiyy207]

"Cookies Ready! Anyone want some?"

Heya, a quick sketch because I haven't drawn anything at all today. I truly miss baking due to busy schedule so here's Theia baking chocolate chip cookies!! They're all irregular shaped because she had some helping hands from the waddle dees.

And every once in a while, the three would go out picnic. (Pretend there's more than a bowl of cookies). It's a time where they're not tied up by work and able to just relax for a bit. Kirby loved being sandwiched between the two because he'll get a lot of head pats and scratches from Theia. Meta Knight often received head pats and scratches from Theia (he loves it, even though he looked like he despised it) simply because she can't even stay still and often loved showing others she cared for them (via head pats and etc etc)

And not only them, the others would join them too and sometimes food fight ensued but only once.

#kirby #meta knight #theia #kirby oc #if you're wondering why I'm still up at 2:47am it's because i have assignment #this is just a stress relief #you'll be seeing a lot of stress relief post #kirby of the stars #hoshi no kaabii #hoshi no kirby #im going to take a nap before getting back up to calculate #sometimes i want to punch autocad so bad #the struggle here is not the assignment itself but the PROGRAM KEPT MESSING WITH ME #ah Theia here is like an eldest sister to the two #she's basically the first Astral to be in Popstar so she knows a lot and experience a lot #they both respect her lots and fight for her without any second though but also would fight her for small inconvenience #like any sibling would once in a while (a disagreement and bantering) #edit: i can tell I was fighting sleep from the many mistakes and also blaming the lag on my phone fr

[the-raging-tempest]

Me after writing any scene with Zrise:

“I would like him to be emotionally cracked open like an egg now please”

#my hamster wheel #truly he’s so deep in the trauma with his sister he can’t see her as anything other than a rival a lot of the time #he struggles to empathize with her #he needs someone who will crack him open like an egg and get him to talk about his trauma but also good fucking luck #I feel like he’s such a little shit because he feels like everyone is out to get him and it’s just not true #doesn’t help his family encourages them seeing each other as rivals #Lariel just doesn’t play ball #as Zrise is like ‘I have to win or I’ll die’ and he loses

[dhmis-autism]

dog dad duo playlist my beloved...

srs fluffybird playlist my beLOATHED

#like its so much easier for me to make something fun and compelling and aad and weird with ddd SOWWY #bc theyre like. everything. #brotherfriendguys #in their playlist i have like every type of relationship imaginable. so far i have.. #best friends; mortal enemies; sisters; mean girl and 2nd in command; father and son #like its FUN and its strange its like putty dude. i feel like theyre on such strange equal footing with each other and they really get #each other in a bizarre way and their individual insecurities feed into each other and make the other worse like a bizarre ouroboros #with fluffybird its like. either really silly or GOD this is depressing. #and i don't get it as well bc i don't get what half that couple sees in the other its just. #idk i was thinking abt how fucking hard it is to make a good fluffybird playlist that isn't just jokes #like I've been STRUGGLING. But my dogdadduo playlist comes to me easy As a Summer Breeze #my postings

[ringneckedpheasant]

birthday is on sunday & ive been so brain dead from work/deprived of outside socialization that i don’t even have solid plans

#might go see my sister but she’s not sure yet if she’s free #also considering making a donation post bc i’m Struggling to pay anything down #but I obviously haven’t gotten around to that yet either

[nicistrying]

Feeling lots of feelings again tonight so here are some cute pics of Maggie this afternoon

#dad has been rushed to hospital for another random anaphalactic shock #this is maybe the 6th/7th time it's happened and he's almost died in 10 years #and the docs still have no idea what causes them #like i dont like him very much but i'm wracked with guilt that i dont drag my ass over to see him more #was already planning to go over mon or tues to see my sister but now it looks like i'm only going bc of this #also my older sister is about to potentially lose her house and need to come stay with us #which is absolutely fine bc she'd do the same for me #i just feel so guilty being happy and planning wedding stuff and holidays etc when people around me are struggling #anyway it's 12.30am i need to go to bed

[bootyful-seventeen]

i am too mentally exhausted to even deal with this shit anymore with my mom and grandma and low key wish i'd go comatose for a few years to be left alone tbh

#had a clean up service come by to see the damage and give a quote on the estimate and my grandma wasnt having it #she got upset and started crying to them about she has only 1 daughter and is trying to help her and they're trying to tell her that keepin #all that junk isn't gonna be helping anyone especially my mom but she wasn't getting it and i said i'm not helping clean the junk that's #all around the house cuz i'm tired of it all and having to manage my emotions since i am for sure emtotionally stunted from my childhood #and have to deal with a schitzophrenic mom and an absent sister who's balls deep in denial while i'm struggling to find a job here #and my grandma always stressing me ot saying she's gonna kick me out isn't fucking helping here at all like she thinks it does #so when they left she spent all day sobbing on the phone how i'm a terrible granddaughter who wants to throw out good stuff #when i'm not gonna keep helping sell shit for my mom cuz my sister can do it as her family contribution since she did nothing since dad die #and the thing is i gave them all options on clearing shit out cuz i know this family by now and shit doesn't get tossed but it migrates #cuz i said months ago i can ask some friends if they could come down and help sort and declutter #grandma said no to that and said she'll kick me out if i do it and she didn't want to pay for my mom's shit to get moved into a storage uni #she leaves the clean up to my mom and i think the backyard got worse but she didn't call anyone to throw out the junk like she threatened t #so i call a fucking hoarders clean up service cuz that's what my family is on my mom's side at this point and the city will be called too #and she has this reaction cries all day and calls everyone to say i'm horrible and yells at me saying i'm the one killing her with stress #when she's already been doing that for months to herself when i'm just tired and possibly mildly depressed or something idk #i barely leave my room and don't go outside except to walk my dog but idk cuz my family's attittude was we don't go to doctors cuz #cuz they're for crazy people but of course it's gotta switch up for my mom and no one else and i'm just sick of it all #grandma doesn't accept free help and she won't accept help that i pay for myself with my money set aside for school so i'm done #unlike her when i say i'll do something i stick to it so i'm not doing shit anymore unless i can call a friend to help with this mess #it's gonna sound like such a horrible thing but i can't wait for my family to die so i can live in a clean home again and get help #like deep serious help cleaning and big time grief councelling cuz i barely had time to process my dad's death and being the one to find hi #and that was just this february like god i am going to need so much fucking therapy in my future it's almost rediculous #and probably say screw my mom's side and visit my dad's side a lot more since they seem to be the normal ones in this shit family tree #at least they're not stupid and leave junk everywhere where one neighbour getting sick of not being able to sit outside and enjoy their yar #without mountains of junk staring them right in the face and landing a notice from the city to clean up especially since #we have chainlink fences and at least 7 neighbours can see the backyard and everyone can see the front porch when passing by #i'm just tired of living in these suffocating households and even wanna file a report myself to kick them into gear #its horrible living like this and no one should live surrounded by junk and things they never use or even garbage

[pennyserenade]

growing up as the daughter of a poor white woman and an immigrant father was insane, but i will say that when i told them i wanted to be a writer i was met with no resistance whatsoever. they are just happy i get to be anything other than struggling constantly so there are small miracles

#misc. #there is a lot to be said about how the american dream isn't real but there's also something to be said #about the hope that people have anyway despite everything #when i was growing up my mother did her part to ensure i knew i could be anything #as long as i was educated and wanted it badly enough #and like obviously it isnt that easy but i think it did a lot for me #bc though i am poor and i do struggle i had choices she never got #and my father always told me much of the same thing #he wanted us educated and healthy and happy even if he wasn't around to see it #and he always told my older sisters to help us and they did and idk i'm grateful for that

[kyouka-supremacy]

you being a fellow chuuaku enthusiast is everything to me bc they are so underrated :(

They honestly are!! They're so good it's just. the inherent being flawed and imperfect and ultimate distinctive humanity of the ship!!! It's how they're far from being a perfect match like ss/kk or s/kk and that's exactly what makes them so realistic and relatable. I love them!!!!!

#I struggle to wrap my mind around what underrated means in the context of bsd because like. #I highly ship t/pn Ray and Don. Those two have a total of two fanarts and they were both made by my sister and a friend out of pity for me #But chuuaku definitely is more rare to find talked about compared to the other ships. And tbh although there's quite a bit of fics on ao3.. #They all came out surprisingly ooc for me? Which is quite odd but then again it's probably an issue with me #I've see a lot of fanarts of them on Pixiv though so maybe you'd want to give that a try!!!!! #chuuaku #bsd #people asks me stuff