#and if youre one of my mutuals who ive like

[charmac]

i don't think people hcing charlie as transfem are trying to dismiss the transmasc charlie hc! i think it's more of a projection thing for a lot of people, since i know at least a few of the main people who enjoy the headcanon are transfem themselves!! i don't think you have much to worry about in terms of people dismissing the tmasc or other genderqueer charlie hc anyways, since it's already much more popular! i think you're perhaps being a bit too critical.

I've literally never said anything like this at all, I think you've either misinterpreted something else I've said or have the wrong blog.

All of my Charlie gender-based posts or reblogs I've stated/tagged that I think any interpretation of Charlie's gender can make sense, be it transmasculine, transfeminine, nonbinary, agender, whatever you want.

I am one of the ~3 blogs that has access to The Bathroom Problem script and who posted and pointed out that you can make out/slightly hear the Joyce cuts in the episode itself. I would not have excitedly shared that for open-interpretation if I was "worried" people are "dismissing" transmasc Charlie headcanons. (Which, again, I've literally never said, but in any case, I believe it's valid for anyone to dismiss a headcanon they don't agree with, fandom is a sandbox.)

What I personally don't care for are genderbends and, almost by extension, analysis/meta on canon scenes that rename/re-gender the characters with no basis (or, one that comes off wrong). Both topics I've literally never publicly spoken out against here, nor have I said anything bad/negative to everyone who personally enjoys these things, so there is no way for me to possibly be "too critical" in that regard. I keep most of my opinions to myself and my close mutuals, almost exactly for what you're saying: I personally don't want to harsh or dismiss anyone's headcanons.

I have never said, and have never meant to imply, that anyone interpreting Charlie as transfem is attempting to dismiss anyone else's headcanon (which again would be a non issue to me anyway).

#if youre coming here from a certain twitter post #which #mind you was a 3 deep reply to one specific mutual. aka not a public criticism #i believe you are incorrectly interpreting what my issue is #bc it is not about 'headcanon erasure' #and i did not post about it on this blog. never intended to. because im not trying to be critical or dismissive. im venting to mutuals #if youre saying i cant personally have an issue with something idk what to tell you lol. ok? #and if youre one of my mutuals who ive like #personally ranted to about these various things #idk that would be very random and kinda weird to come into my askbox on anon about this #my dms are always open to chat i like having critical and opposing conversations #anyway im not trying to win the charlie gender headcanon war i literally dgaf #i dont even talk about transmasc charlie much at all? so idk where that idea comes from #like im pretty seated in him being amab i just enjoy other peoples transmasc interpretations #im way too rooted in canon in actuality to care much about all this! #hence. why canon misinterpretation bugs me *personally* #ok im going to the back office to get drunk #ask

[unopenablebox]

i admit that i find it a little bit frustrating how Wildly Astonished other antizionist jews act when i tell them my israeli jewish family have lived in the region since [some unknown length of time before 1800 when there start being records about it]

#and then they're like ''ohhh they're mizrahi!'' [connotation nonwhite‚ virtuously indigenous] #and i have to be like. no. it's just that‚ as palestine was in fact ottoman-administered greater syria for most of the last 600 years‚ #you could get there from other parts of the ottoman empire. such as the part of now-ukraine your ashkenazi family is also from. #it wasn't actually a hermetically sealed arab-only ethnostate that evaporated immigrants on sight. it was a pretty decent place to live as #a jew by at least some accounts. or better than the front of the hapsburg-ottoman war anyway which is where they were coming from. #i'm not sure who you think it's serving exactly to believe that there were literally no ashkenazim in the middle east before the 1st aliyah #however there were some. and this information does not actually threaten a modern anti-state of israel position like at all. #but since apparently you've constructed your new Diaspora-Centric Identity around the idea that 'palestine' and 'diaspora' #are the two mutually exclusive nonoverlapping regions and the former is ontologically a no-european-jews-allowed zone #i guess i can give you a minute to try to figure it out. #ugh sorry this is nothing it isn't anything. for one thing it's fantastically unimportant #and for another thing i don't know how to like talk about it in a way that doesn't make me sound at least kind of like im trying to justify #myself as being somehow less complicit or something. i mean i think my complicity as an american dwarfs the rest of it honestly but. #i just feel really insanely alienated where the rhetoric of my theoretically most closely politically aligned group is not really built to #like. accommodate the facts of my family history. #sorry. i have honestly no idea why im so obsessed with articulating this concept ive just been chewing on it pointlessly for days #box opener

[minuutti]

call me little sunshine

#trying this again because tumblr tags didn't like me the last time #i'm having a lot of fun learning to paint digitally and he is such a fun reference #so apologies for another ghost post to mutuals who don't care about them. i hope you bear with me on this one<3 #and apologies for the double post. tried linking to the reference and apparently tumblr hates citing your sources idk #my doodles #the band ghost #papa emeritus iv #cardinal copia

[sugarsnappeases]

kara i need to know more about rodolhov plsss

fae my darling this is my favourite can of worms in my collection thank you so much for asking me to open it <33

okay so a bit of antonin backstory… for me he’s like ten/fifteen years older than rodolphus (who’s around bella’s age imo. born early 1950s) and he comes from a long line of russian pureblood aristocracy so his family lives in russia and he went to durmstrang. so when tom was on his little world tour, post borgin and burke’s hepzibah smith debacle, he meets antonin, like circa 1965.

and antonin obvs is big on the dark arts (which is cultivated at durmstrang) and i personally think he’s super into like spell-crafting and digging into Magic itself and the way it works (source: the unidentified purple spell he uses on hermione in the battle of the dept. of mysteries. i think he made it himself) and that would’ve appealed to tom who wants to know Everything Ever so they like keep in touch. and when tom is back in england and putting pieces into place for his war, i reckon he gives antonin the pitch and it works, so antonin is also one of the earlier death eaters, roughly around the same time as rodolphus…

now getting properly into it!! i think by dint of them both joining around the same time there’s just this immediate tension between them, immediate visceral hatred. like antonin thinks that rodolphus is an entitled, talentless wanker who’s only been allowed into the death eaters bc of his surname and his money. rodolphus thinks antonin is a stuck-up, pretentious arsehole who’s sticking his nose in places where they don’t belong (namely wizarding britain’s politics).

so everything they do starts just being in order to one up the other. they’re making snide comments about each other in all the death eater meetings. they’re fantasising about killing each other whenever they’re out on raids etc etc (and we’re gonna ignore the like. secrecy vibes of the first war and the fact that most of the death eaters wouldn’t have known who else was a de. to me ant and rodo both climb the ranks fairly quickly and in the inner circle there would’ve been less emphasis on the masked vibe bc basically everyone would know each other anyway)

in my little canon one-shot that i’ve been very slowly writing since like. october. the catalyst that turns their enemies into enemies who fuck is voldemort sending them on like an extended mission just the two of them. and they’re trying to make each other look bad the entire time, maybe trying to kill each other a little (‘i can say you just died on the mission, you’re replaceable sweetheart, the dark lord won’t mind’) and eventually, inevitably, the tension reaches a boiling point and they just have to fuck it out

it’s very violent, and bloody and obvs a complete secret, and in many ways for rodo it serves as another little outlet for his anger, and all his suppressed desire yk the vibe, and it’s about the power dynamics and who’s winning their game, and antonin has this whole thing about bella (‘does your crazy wife fuck you like this, roddy?’ <- calling him roddy bc that’s what bella calls him, always mocking) and rodolphus always punches him when he insults her, and it’s all very sadomasochistic and it drives me insane they’re my boyysss. my actual boys. they’re like my main mlm ship i think and i’ve been keeping them in my heart for so long, it feels so good to let them be free

#fae tag #also LOVE your new theme and url but i must confess i was so confused when i first saw it like who is this new mutual ive created #rip fefifofae you’ll be sorely missed but this new era is very sexy i love it #thank you so much for asking they consume me!!!!! #rodolhov #rodolphus lestrange #antonin dolohov #i think i might’ve posted a snippet from my one-shot aaages ago ill see if i can find it to rb so you guys can see the vibe a little more

[anxiously-sidequesting]

SPEAKING OF WHICH are there like any chill wizard101 discord servers or group chats that I could join. Or if anyone just wanna add me on discord shoot me a tumblr DM because I'm lonely and I like you guys :)

#ive had this thought for a while BUT IM JUST SHY. but after the soap opera morganthe dream i just had i need wizard friends to yell at #i got like one wizard mutual on discord already. if youre reading this you know who u are. love you /p <3 #other than that one person NONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON DISCORD PLAY THE GAME AND IM LOBELY #I WANNA TALK ABOUT WIZARDS AND SHIT #altho ill probably be a useless discord discussion partner because i have no literary comprehension- #-and i havent played the source material in years. okay #all my knowledge on wizard101 is either personal headcanons im now considering as facts or secondhand knowledge from the internet #also my ocs. i love talking about my ocs even though they have the depth of cardboard #ALSO LOVE HEARING ABOUT OTHER PPLS OCS THATS MY FAVORITE THING TO READ FROM MY FRIENDS #like you could dm me at 4 in the morning to talk about your ocs i would be so happy #altho fair warning i can suck at dms bc im an anxious little chihuahua so if ur gonna add me i must warn u. i text back 5 years later #either i send 200 messages in the span of 5 minutes or you wont hear from me until we're both 30. sorry thats just the autism for u #BUT YEAH if anyone wants to add me they can #this fandom is like the only fandom in the world im comfy with interacting with LMAO #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts

[antisocialgaycat]

Someday tumblr is going to be gone, or I will, and that's ok. It's sad, yes, but at least I will have known you. At least I'll still be able to quote terrible posts with my friends, at least I'll be able to look back and remember all these people who are closer to me than anyone I knew before. This site has gotten shit, but at least we've been here together. At least I met you.

#just a load of garbage #im having a lot of emotions today sorry lol #but its true im so glad to have met you all #tomorrows 4 months since my auntie died and ive just been thinking a lot about connections #like some of you i reblog posts from and stuff but ive never talked to you #i dont know your favourite colour or your favourite type of pasta but i do know that i love you #i dont know what your name is or how old you are but i do know that without you my life would be different #to my followers: #yall deal with my bullshit on a daily basis and for that i love you more than life itself #this site has given me a new favourite story #a new favourite song #a new favourite movie #and for that i will be forever grateful #this site has given me the chance to make new friendships #like my beloved bestie jachary #and to strengthen ones that existed before #like tay and emmy and sarah and all my other irls #my mutuals who ive never talked to #reach out to me! talk to me about anything #i will value it more than anything #and my beloved frog anon #i havent responded to some of your asks because i cant think of a response worthy enough #so yeah let me say it again in case you didnt understand #i love you all #<3

[surlifen]

#for those mystified by the third option I have mutuals who like. I'll be refreshing my feed bored and nothing #ill have caught up on the entire day #then go to their blog specifically and scroll down and lo and behold they posted a piece today that simply did not appear #and then I'll keep looking and there's 15 posts I've never seen by them #that show up on their blog and not my dashboard #ive got a Lot of followers. but almost never get even one percent of that number of notes on my posts #and I presume youre here for art so IM JUST CURIOUS.

[appalachy]

#like in general #but also last weekend was literally like a skins episode what the fuck im still processing it #we went to see a football match #then spent over an hour getting back to our dorms on foot bc the trams were packed #we were JUST abt to reach the dorm building byt there were these 3 guys standing and they were like #'hiii girls look we reallyREALLY urgently need to get to the club but we re too drunk to call for a taxi wchi means you gotta walk us there #so we were like no fucking way obv we didnt know them AND THEN WENT WITH THEM ANYWAY #we stopped by this one place where young ppl usually meet up to drink bc our friend was partying there #drank her beer lool the boys convinced their friend to go with us qnd this girl turned out to be our mutual friend which is jdjeisbwjkw #so anyway on our way to teh club theres fierworks and ppl shouting celebrating the match we watched #we get to the club we get drinks we start dancing #THE GUY WHO I WENT OUT WITH ONCE AND WHOS OBSESS3D WITH ME BUT NOW PRETENDS I DONT EXIST IS IN THE VERY SAME CLUB AT THE SAME TIME #man #thinks get heated between me and one of these guys we just met #long story short we made out (s&m by rihanna in the background) #at like 3am we left the club and got back and i was glad to finally go to sleep BUt my friend just had to mention that she had whiskey #so we stayed up till 6am in front of our dorm building drinking and being stupid in general #ive got photos of me braiding one of the guys hair and laying on teh ground lol #so anyways #oh also one of the guys lost the fucking thingy ? they give you when youre leaving your stuff in the cloakroom or whatever #so while we were waiting for the cloakroom guy to return with his jacket he was like 'listen i lost the fucking thing #'the moment he returns with my jacket you grab it and we fucking run out of here you hear me?' #and we fucking did 💀 #most importantly i got told im a good kisser that night 💯💯💯 but still all that kissing and touching did nothing for me like i said #felt bad for the guy bc he was ..... hmmmmm eager and he was fukcing trying ok so i was out there fake moaning so he doesnt feel bad lol💀

[firebuug]

*GRABS YOU* YOU REBLOGGING MY POST AND SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS I LIKE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU *ugly cries*

*GRABS YOU BACK*

GRAUFHHH NO PROBLEM I GO INSANE WHEN I SEE GOOD ART

*breakdances*

#no fr we need to explore the fucked up expanses of ayins brain. i love poking around in there. my severely mentally ill man #ive seen a lot of binah tormenting ayin but not enough vice versa considering the fact hes committed the worst atrocity against her #altho tbf i dont . interact with much fandom outside of the fanart lol #but like. waves arms in air. theyre both mutually trapped with each other. youre stuck here with me but im trapped here with you . AND THE #the fucking fact that binah is the only one who can hear carmen and peer into the well without going crazy. not even ayin or hokma #and theyre the ones who were so deeply attached to her. or at the very least ayin. SO IT JUST. IT MAKES SENSE. IF SHE CAN SPEAK THROUGH HER. #THAT HED GO A LITTLE NUTS #sorry i like exploring these beautiful worlfs. thank you. cool hc / au. im normal about ayin. even if im wrong about him #ask

[paradisecas]

i think it’s so nice that marie included adam in her little play. i haven’t seen the episode in a hot min so i cant remember if she really believes that sam and dean are sam and dean but it’s really funny to think about her accepting and processing that her favorite characters are actually real people and then remembering them being confused about adam in her play. who’s that, they asked, and she’s like damn! he wasn’t even ignored because the series ended! he was Forgotten forgotten!! au in which marie and some teenagers stage a jailbreak because if sam and dean won’t save their brother, someone has to.

#i very desperately need to be reading for class but instead i am thinking of fan fiction. for some reason. #well because it’s an adam mention and i do hold onto those #in her second half. was adam involved w the aliens. i need to know! #not serious about the au i just think it’s soo funny that they’re trying to prove that the books were written about Them #and they still ask. who’s that. #and she has to be the one to explain that it’s their brother they abandoned to gay marry an archangel in hell #i dont think she believes them #maybe i am serious about the au! #if she accepts that they’re Real People and that maybe dean’s story wasn’t just bad fan fiction shes like i heard NO mention of adam. #THEY FORGOT HIM. and she’s a samgirl so mmaybe she has that soft spot for adam too bc mutual cage trauma or whatever #these theater nerds get into The Supernatural and through the power of friendship and chuck’s negligence they scoop adam and michael #who are like HELLO??? WHAT???? #adam especially #imagine. ur dead ur alive! ur possessed. ur in hell. ur out of hell! some teenage girls saved you? YOURE IN A BOOK?? #i dont think ive seen enough discussions about the spn books and adam finding out about them post cage #mine #in the cage like. it’s my father! it’s my brothers! it’s… a teenage girl?

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

The huntlow ship is blander than flour and has less chemistry than tap water from a white suburban neighborhood. But because it involves an angsty white boy, 70% of fans, who needed to have the words "representation" and "subtext" taken away until they knew how to use them properly, immediately started foaming at the mouth to beam their self insert into the brain of willow park to be hunters tradwife, neoliberal edition.

#not including main tags bc this is just me grumping #shut up pandora #<=i dont care if you copy most of my tags but if you copy that one im blocking you and i hope you get swarmed by bees #this is a huntlowphobic blog btw if huntlow shippers wanna be oppressed so bad ill do it #if you follow me and like huntlow good on you but im blocking the tag and anything to do with the tag #and if you try to say huntlow things at me unless youre one of very few mutuals i will assume you have bad taste and ignore it #basically i saw a poll today for a 'best tumblr couple' contest and huntlow was winning over fucking DESTIEL #destiel? the homophobic gay love confession? the 15 years of buildup? the breaking news template that weve been using for 2 years now? #i dont even know about supernatural and i know destiel it came free with being a tumblr user #and its being outvoted by a ship where they...stand next to each other? #and...had two conversations over the course of 10 episodes? #and...have random blushes where it doesnt fit? #sorry guys! your ship is bad and so is your taste! #there are a select few hardcore shippers ive come across who actually get their personalities right #but for most of you? this aint it chief

[theloopus]

ahhh that fic author game all my beloved mutuals are doing is reminding me of how much i'd like to try my hand at translating a fic someday...

the problem is that ideally if i were to take on a project like that i'd naturally like the fic to be from one of my (current) fandoms (even better if it's written by a mutual!), but all my fandoms are so niche that i don't think there'd be an audience for it? like i already know p much everyone who speaks spanish in the MASH fandom and we all just read fics in english if at all lol. though at the same time it's like, "okay, but you should focus on the process, not the reception, it's for practice" but at the same time i don't actually super enjoy the process of literary translation (←is going for audiovisual) and the reason i got into translation at all was to be able to make art accessible to audiences who wouldn't get to experience it otherwise... so... much to ponder!!!

#empty rambling here dont mind me #however if any mutuals are reading this and would like to have one of their fics translated into spanish #regardless of lack of reception like just to like have that experience. id love to try! #txt #ive also thought of translating some of my own fic before. because i feel like translating your own stuff has to be really good practice #(borges dni) but again its like Who give a shit 😭

[demadogs]

i think im the only person who doesnt want a full on makeout session for bylers first kiss

#ive seen so many people say they want it to parallel joppers first kiss and i forgot how that one went so i just watched it and #NOOOO????? NO!! THAT IS NOT BYLER #IT HAS TO BE LIKE JOPPERS SECOND KISS!!!!!!! #and i think yall need to lower your expectations bc i would be SHOCKED if it was like joppers first kiss #i think this will be the most emotional kiss of the whole show both of them believe their feelings could never be reciprocated #unlike jopper who already knew the feelings were mutual when they finally kissed #but for byler its not just a kiss itll probably also be their coming out to each other through the discussion about the painting #WHICH I DONT THINK WILL BE A FIGHT BY THE WAY!!!!!!! #i think theyll both be softly talking in a quiet place all alone with their foreheads touching and mike comes out and hes crying and will #comes out too and comforts him and they hug for a long time and then when mike pulls away he keeps his forehead on wills for a bit longer #and then he kisses him #and they keep kissing #and this is all in the upside down by the way #how is this an unpopular take this is so much better in my opinion #i could talk about this forever #byler #byler predictions

[snekdood]

me, on the one hand: its weird to gatekeep people identifying with characters just bc they don't share their same race

also me, upon watching a video of someone wanting the saiyans to be in ssj form 24/7: you just want them to be blonde with blue eyes all the time bc you're mad that otherwise you can't project on to them since they're likely asian 🙄

#ig these aren't mutually exclusive stances but still #in fact if anything it bolsters my former stance bc why tf cant you just identify with them as they are #anyways ive been holding this back bc of whiney people on here but yes i kin with bruno from encanto and theres nothing you can do #to stop me. #if i relate to him in every other way ASIDE from being fuckin colombian then thats a very stupid and arbitrary line to draw im sorry and #i also dont care about your weird gatekeeping #its almost like familial abuse isnt restricted to ones race and also race is fake but anyways #fuck your weird ''white' people cant imprint on these characters' shit like. you're literally trying to stop ppl from seeing themselves #in other races. how tf do you think thats beneficial to stopping racism like AT ALL? #me when i hate when 'white' ppl put themselves in my shoes and try to empathize with me #me when i reinforce the racial binary and act like its real and not made up by white supremacists and pretend im not contributing #to white supremacists' delusion that race is real #theres literally a woman who would conventionally be recognized as white in the movie but ig gingers cant imprint on her at all or w/e #bc they dont speak spanish or something idk. is it about skin tones? bc babe give me a couple of days on the beach and ill look like bruno #dsjhfsvdhjvgfhdsvhgdf #and no i dont believe you if you try to say that the abuse he faced was somehow unique to colombian culture or something. #if anything that kinda abuse was prolly passed down from europeans who colonized the lands so i have even MORE of a reason #to feel like i can identify w it since im mostly of 'european' decent ._. #at least as far as ik. #('european' is in quotation marks bc its a place w a lot of different types of people some of which aren't recognized as white by #some white supremacists even and idk what im mixed with so)

[bunnyb34r]

Outlasted another manager 💅 lmao

#it would be really funny is BaldBastard 'quit' on the anniversary of our old store manager 'quitting' dhfhfhhfhfhf like please god please #we literally threw a party when he left SGGDGDGDVD it was so peaceful that few months without any store manager 😭 #marquilla #anyway it was the manager who was the replacement for FamilyFriend Manager and she was soooo annoying shdhdhd #this will be the 4th? manager that has quit since BaldBastard has taken over sggdgdd #it was CuteButAntiMasker then the lady who was SURE she was getting the store manager job that she basically just took over the job #while they were in limbo (they didnt even offer it to her lmao) then FamilyFriend Manager and now her #so 5 if you include the store manager that ive outlasted and it's my one year workaversary 🎉 #whats funny is that my current manager literally reapplied for another army contract just to avoid having to be in the store as much gdggd #imagine being that hated by your employees that theyd rather risk dying than work with you #and hes the favorite too! he hates BaldBastard so much but it's sooo not mutual lmao B.B. is like 🥰 thats my right hand man and hes like #for the love of god i will PAY you to put me in active service PLEASE #work talk

[sundropsystem]

Ngl this new mutual culture on tumblr scares me so much. I feel like any mutuals i have arent actually mutuals because mutual clearly means very good friend and also most people will get mad at you if you reblog their post and youre not seen as a mutual by them and of course mutual doesnt mean mutual it means friend and if youre not mutuals and you interact people will think youre strange and invasive and annoyinf and creepy and

#i literally have the words mutual and mutuals blocked because seeing posts centred around mutuals stresse me tf out #'mutuals reblog if-' 'reblog to let your mutuals know-' 'this one goes out to my mutuals who-' #i am feeling a little excluded <- has no friends. isnt owed inclusion. needs to stfu about his thoughts no one wants to hear #I'm sorry I'm being weird again i know this is like. idk. people having fun with their friends and im just getting like this about it #but nfnfbfjdkskskdjfhdjsklw #avpd screaming #i dont want to be acknowledged anyway but still #i dont have mutuals on this blog so its fine (dont have followers here and i need it to stay that way ngl) #but ive got followers i follow on other blogs. and i wouldnt dare tag them in a 'tag your mutuals' or assume they want to speak to me #because were not friends. yeah eveyrone else is cool with theirs. and id love if one of them wanted to hang out on discord or smth #but i know my worth. i know I'm disliked. i know if i reach out I'll get blocked for crossing an unspoken boundary