#and not one person had a fucking clue!

[oatmilkandvellichor]

ya i’m not like other girls. my therapist in high school use to tell me all the time how much better i was than her other teenage patients bc they were ‘just rich drunk kids’ and i had ✨poverty trauma✨ and was sober. of course, i went home and celebrated my metaphorical A+ in therapy by drinking lean and tequila alone in my bedroom, but obvs that’s just cos i’m quirky and different

#ur so right bestie i’m not like other girls - i had SUD when i was 9 😎😎😎 #and not one person had a fucking clue! #esp not the professionals y’all are so bad at this shit #‘you don’t even party look at you!’ you’re so right bestie!! i just do coke alone in my room instead!! how cool of me!!! #g-d i’m so glad i’m sober #holy fucking shit i’m so glad i’m sober #we do recover motherfuckers #on another note here: #y’all need to change your perception of addiction & SUDs bc you’re killing ppl like me - of which there are a lot #and shaming ppl living w addiction in front of patients & ppl you assume aren’t struggling #can will and does actively contribute to the feelings of shame that prevent people from reaching out #it also confirms to plenty of us (looking at myself with this one) that we don’t ‘act like addicts’ so we’re actually completely fine #which we most certainly are not #it’s a miracle i didn’t accidentally kill myself or someone else and i spent most of my life being monitored by people #who supposedly have the training knowledge and tools to identify and help ppl with SUDs #tw drugs

[pineappical]

will and ted's excellent adventure (at six flags)

#ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #coach beard #tedbeard #based on that 'take a white person's ass to six flags' dailyquests post HJAKGVJHAGHJDGVHJAG #pn.art #i had more i wanted to draw but im SNZZZZ #<- like a continuation to that second drawing with ted winning a toy for beard instead (REALLY BASED ON THAT ONE VIDEO OF JSUDS TBH) #also i know in my heart beard isnt afraid of rollercoasters he just loves using it as an excuse to scream at the top of his lungs #IM NOT AMERICAN NOR WHITE BTW I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE FUCK IS AT SIX FLAGS BUT IVE BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK SO.

[sunbloomdew]

he's not fooling anyone

the og meme

#i have no clue how did i manage to draw smth two days in a row #*looks at my hands horrified* what happened to u #hmmm i wish it had the og yellow font but alas #nothin i can do. im just the person who drew this #ksjhfkjsdhfjks yeah im having fun #hes so silly #he gets annoyed with obi but he is one of his favorite people #“i have no intentions of letting him go” and “if someone proposed to obi i'd run away with him” live in my head rent free #and also that smaller moment when zen asks obi to stay with him and obi is like “should i sing something?” “no! ...you can sing?” #AUGHHHHHHH THEM #akagami no shirayukihime #ans #snow white with the red hair #zen wistaria #obi #ans obi #obizen #obizenyuki #tagging obizenyuki cuz they're together even if i dont mention all of them (unless specified otherwise) #the anime was so insane for having obi wink at zen during their first meeting #ITS SO FUCKING CUTE?????? and zen just goes wide eyed in response awwwwwwwww #sunbloom draws

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Bro I was reenacting the "Just So" clip while I was putting away the dishes and when Frank yelled at Barnaby I was gonna say "oi fuck you" y'know because I was being silly but what came out was an almost PERFECT imitation of Barnaby's voice- I couldn't even finish the "fuck you" because I broke down laughing

Btw the reason this is so funny is because I'm a 5'2" Latino AFAB with NO experience in voice acting whatsoever yet for some reason the spirit of Giant Blues Clues decided my vocal chords were the PERFECT place to set up real estate

Anyway peace and love

HAGHASBCAKJSCNAKLD I WHEEZED

#the spirit of giant blues clues were the perfect place to set up real estate #PLEASSSSEEEEEEE #how dare you people come into my inbox and be leagues funnier than me- #fuck now i really want to hear barnaby's va say 'fuck you' In His Voice... what i wouldnt give... #i think it would heal something in me! i can imagine it well enough but to Hear It... #but yeah thats so fucking funny. peace and love Indeed! #rambles from the bog #i actually had a similar experience once if you dont mind me uno reverse carding you #when i lived with my mom i made a game out of trying to scare her #so one night shes downstairs in the dark. messing with the printer by the light of the stairs #and i am not a light person by any means. but im fucking Quiet. i regularly sneak up on my cats #so i snuck up behind her- #and im afab w/ no experience in va too. my voice is a lot higher than id like it to be. #but holyyyy shit when i said 'Hello' - STANDING RIGHT BEHIND HER MIND YOU!!! - my voice dropped Several octaves #im talking roadhog from overwatch level deep. deeper than mark introing three scary games #im talkin Downright Demonic The Devil Himself Possessed Me deep. deep as the marianas trench #to this day i have never startled or scared anyone that badly. she literally almost fell over. i saw true fear in her eyes #so. 🤝

[yaburnae]

obsessed with the idea that all 3 a.rcheron sisters had ringlet style curly blonde hair as infants and children, eventually growing out of the curls but not quite out of the unruliness

#i think it's one of several reasons nesta fashions her hair the way she does #if it's not up she's always found it unmanageable and that's just Not Done #how her sisters can manage beautiful hair she's got no clue but probably it's luck which she's never in her life had #even as fae it's hard to break those habits and she wouldn't dare use magic to glamour herself more than she already naturally does #i've always said she keeps her hair up because of trauma but also certainly out of decorum and ensuring she's always presentable #the day someone gets to see nesta with her hair down is the day they know they've earned her trust #she's also frightened by the prospect of anyone other than herself handling her hair and on top of that hair is just personal #which i find very fascinating because the illyrian culture that i am working on determines hair as very sacred #rituals involving hair care and styling are very common #god fucking forbid i reference fucking g.ame of t.hrones but isn't there that thing about braids and rank or whatever #inch resting thoughts me thinks.......

[cherrysnax]

oh yeah we were also wondering why we flock to media with dead kids that haunt the narrative both figuratively and literally and uh :) yeah we know why

#child death tw #rowan seemed so much older when we were kids #but realistically she was barely like 14 #maybe even 12 or 13 #Jason Todd chara and asriel. them mfs from fnaf and maria #they’re dead kids but at the end of the day they’re all apart of someone else’s story #and a lot of them come back. in one way shape or form #with the exception of maria they all come back wrong and hurt and twisted by their deaths #but still deserving of love. still craving it more than anything #being a vessel for someone else’s opinions. barely even themselves #rowan died. and a part of us died with her #that was probably uh.. yknow. That guys last real time being here #cheri took all the stuff as kid. all of it happened to them but buddy boy was still kinda around #and then rowan died and then. She did too #and then Jay had to take over for years and then cheri came back but didn’t know they were cheri until #like they were 17 because they just repressed repressed repressed #and obviously those are very shallow views of those characters #but to a hurting kid who resonated so much with them they were everything #I have no clue why I’m so introspective tonight #but my friends do call me the emotion guy so #I guess it means something. but yeah something died in us when rowan died #but something was also born. rowan was a person. a little girl who should’ve grown up and that’ll never change #but I think this year is the year that we learn to let her go #im happy i got the chance to know her when we did #I hope she’s a fucking butterfly or something really cool like an alligator if her next life #also we already knew why we flocked to this media because duh. but like it helps to know which part of us needs more healing #who needs a therapist when you have me ;)

[gh0stgr1nder]

love (hate) when im Thinking about my childhhod and im like "yeah it was pretty normal and good ithink" and then i fuckingg Rember

#like oh that one wasnt very good ! #personal #<- ish #<- but boy are these tags about to be #this is about the time i didnt respond to my dad's text when i was in the middle of a highschool tour with my sibling #(<- they came with cause why the hell not) #and on the drive back home he went on this rant about how we dont know what money's worth (completely unrelated !) #and he literally told us To Our Faces that it wouldve been better if we werent born ! like sir whose fault is that one !! #and theres definitely more but for once im thankful for my head blocking shit out of my memories #and how hed yell at me for making Basic Fucking MIstakes (once when i was EIGHT i spilt water down the stairs and #he yelled at me for .i forgot how long but too fukcing long #and made me get him to bring my cups downstairs for a month after and then he forgot and yelled at me AGAIN #for asking him to bring my cup down AFTER TELLING ME I HAD TO #and so so much more like . the yelling got so bad that when i twisted my ankle #(only real ones remember) #i was scared of telling him cause i KNEW he'd be like 'do you have any clue how much the doctor's gonna cost blah blah' #and i just . didnt tell him #we used to have money issues and he'd always make me feel like shit for asking for anything that costed money ever #so i just didnt tell him when i was sick or injured or when i needed something cause he would get mad at ME like . hello #AnyWay ! so yeah thats the rundown of some of my severe trauma that still affects me to this day

[hecksupremechips]

RE danganronpa not having the best writing I was talking to a friend the other day about v3 about how it sucks that they set up Kaede to be the protagonist but then killed her off because while yes, Shuichi is a very good protagonist and he’s the only one that really gets interesting character development, Kaede could have so easily been an insanely interesting protagonist if she got to live because she has plenty of room to grow since she’s very clearly scared shitless and is deeply insecure about her ability to motivate and lead the group, but she smiles through it and lies about her feelings so much that the player doesn’t even know about her creating an elaborate murder scheme. And I realized that the way to keep her as a protagonist is for there to be a way that the first trial ends and someone else is found to be the killer (for example it could be Tsumugi if she weren’t the mastermind, or maybe someone else was in the library and killed Rantaro) and they get executed and thats that. Then at the end of the chapter we get a scene where Kaede is alone in her room and sighs in relief as it’s revealed that she hatched an elaborate plan to kill the mastermind but she wasn’t found guilty, either because she wasn’t the actual killer or because she was being protected by the mastermind. And so we the player have to proceed with the new knowledge that Kaede not only wanted to kill someone, she actually went through with a whole plan to kill someone and we didn’t even know about it and neither did any of the characters. And Kaede is on edge because on one hand she has to live with the fact that she was perfectly okay becoming a killer and that she failed to kill the mastermind so the game is going to continue and someone else was unlucky and got executed instead of her,but on the other hand she’s relieved that she wasn’t the one who died and that she was given another chance to find the true mastermind and no one has to know what she did. And as the game progresses it gets more and more stressful for her because she tries to keep up the positive energy but she’s living with this massive secret and she can’t let anyone find out about what she did and she finds herself still wanting to kill the mastermind so we the player don’t know how much we can trust Kaede anymore since she’s lying to everyone including us and she can very well kill again if she wants to

#danganronpa #kaede akamatsu #of course we couldnt have something like this happen cuz yay misogyny killed kaede and also like mentioned #dr doesnt have good enough writing to pull this off lol #yttd is at least able to pull something similar off with sara so at least i have that but still god like can you IMAGINE #how good v3 wouldve been if it had done this and like what i think is really fun is like #shuichi figuring it out cuz you know he would hed know in the first trial but in this version doesnt say anything #and he doesnt have to cuz kaede conveniently isnt the culprit #but like now hes stuck with this knowledge that she so easily couldve been #and you know shuichi is just like that last person shed want to know about this #but shed also be eaten alive by guilt from keeping it from him cuz she trusts him most and was the one encouraging him to pursue the truth #even if its unpleasant #so i like to imagine one of two scenarios like either shuichi eventually confronts kaede about this after shes become a bit more corrupt #and he plans to tell and shes forced to kill him to keep her secret #or a scenario where shuichi chooses to protect kaede over the truth and he becomes her accomplice #both scenarios would fuck up kaede quite a bit #and then i guess itd be really interesting to see if she becomes more and more corrupt and eventually does get executed #or if she owns up to her mistakes and decides to reveal her truth that shes actually fucking terrified #and she doesnt have as much control as she wants to and she has no clue if its gonna be okay #i think that would fit so good with the truth/lie theme too #goddddd like im so mad now cuz this is just like so good like why cant dr just be good its so easy

[khlur]

it's always ppl from upper class backgrounds who lash out at u the most for .....also being upper class

#it's comical at this point #if i added a rock to a balancing scale for everytime a fellow rich person has made me feel like i am the root of all inequality in life #vs how many ppl frm less privileged backgrounds have done the same...this side of the scale would be empty #like ma'am stop projecting!! we're both fancy.... #oh and the number of WHITE people i know who cosplay as middle class #and it's like. class is always complicated bcs ur status can change so dramatically either bcs of a job or bcs of a medical emergency #and ur 'context clues' don't always betray ur class status #one of my friends has lived in the US and went to one of the fanciest fucking schools back home and a fancy pvt uni back home #but she was on scholarship #one of my other friends had 500 rupees in his bank acc but a macbook bcs it was his work laptop

[toastybugguy]

the absolute fucking fight for my LIFE I now have to perform every other second to stop myself from saying “Madonna stuns in new selfie” or “toxic gossip train” either aloud or on a post. it’s frankly obscene.

#christ alive #AND WHEN TATI WESTBROOK(E?) SAID THAT LINE #‘sucking dick and cock like oh my god… Time And Place. and you DID IT at my birthday dinner’ #THREE ICONIC LINES IN ONE ? AND SHE DIDNT EVEN FUXKING KNOW. SHE HAD NO CLUE WHAT A CULTURAL REST THOSE WORDS WERE #AAHAHAH THE ONLY GOOD THING TO COME OUT OF THAT HORROR SHOW HAHAJSGDJD !??!!!! #im a terrible person #NO ITS FINE ITS FINE #I have to stop myself so much from saying this shit like im unbearable #fucking CRYING #im a broken fucking record you genuinely do not understand #i should be thrown out of a plane #toasty talks

[stardust41]

. TW PERSONAL VENT!!!

(Because i cant talk to anyone about this rn)

#i feel so fucking useless #this is the year i have the most responsibilities #the most work #and only one month to fix a bunch of things that could literally change my future #and I've been doing nothing #i dont know if its thr adhd #or I'm just that fucking stupid of a person thati cant do anything right #i had so much time this weekend to fix things and I did motherfucking nothing #aside from worrying #MY LIFE IS GOING TO SHIT AND ITS ALL MY FAULT #i have no clue what to do but i havent done anything to change it and thats what pains me the most #because I feel like a lazy ass that can do nothing right #i have been enjoying life more this year but I've also been fucking up so many things #i feel like life would be so much easier if time just stopped #like completely #for a while at least #but even then even if it stopped for a while year I know i would fuck things up and do all things i needed to do right at the last minute #like always #just fucking my own life up and disappointing everyone #vent.tw #vent post #tw vent #stfu star

[coulsonlives]

can i

umm

what the actual fuck is wrong with people

#(major general tw for the following tags) #been doing some more reading after what happened a few days ago and i found THIS.. #this is so gross i can't i don't even know how to react #the ukranian one was posted in feb and yknow there's an INCURSION going on there #and the first nations one i just #jfc #it's SO tasteless do these people KNOW what first nations have been through and what has been happening lately in canada??! #how first nations can't even call the police when they experience a crime or are injured bc of how dangerous it is #to interact with police #i have HAD TO GIVE FIRST AID TO THEM IN CASES LIKE THIS AND ITS INSANELY UPSETTING #SOMEONE CALLED ME TO COME OUT BC THEIR BROTHER SHOT SOMEONE AND THEY DIDNT WANT POLICE INVOLVEMENT #makin all of that into some cute edgy quirky etc thing you wanna be is SO disgustingly disrespectful #idgaf about rando flags but GET A FUCKING CLUE #this person also refers to themselves as 'warqueer' and i don't even have to explain how fucked up that is #you are glamorizing people being blown up shot in the streets murdered by the thousands if not millions!! #this person needs to watch some of the footage from kyiv. the family left in the ditch with their dog. the buildings being blown up. #they need to see what the fuck they're saying here because it is NOT just words with this stuff #i'm going to bed #genocide ment cw #social justice #cop ment cw #violence ment cw #gun violence cw #death ment cw #war ment cw #racism cw

[scribblingface]

went to an online info session on disability tax credits and feel even more hopeless and discouraged than before so that was fun 🙃

#the person giving the presentation didn't know shit about shit and was just essentially reading off the website like whyyyyy #I would be ashamed to show up and present myself as an expert on something I had so little clue about #and she works for the cra like 💀 #but I did learn some GREAT facts like that the criteria to qualify are bizarrely specific #and that you need to be affected by your problem 90% of the time which is such an insanely high benchmark #everyone knows you're not really disabled if you only experience disablign symptoms 80% of the time duh #anyway it sucks when you're trying to be responsible and gain knowledge about something important even tho it's stressful #and the knowledge turns out to be 'go fuck yourself' #one bright spot is the person from the community organization that hosted the event sent me a kind followup email with more information #me posting

[the-acid-pear]

No way home was such a movie I be having NWH flashbacks like i was in the war because fr that literally happened idk how I moved on I should be posting 59 pics of Norman Osborn a day

#luly talks #it's so funny to ne still like i saw willem here and i never recovered #literally changed ne as a person #no. it made me realize who i truly was ❤️ #bc when marcus is killed in john wick i was CRAZY about it too #i just had no clue who willem dafoe was really #then i rewatched it and WOLF WHISTLE LOVE ME A NAN COVERED IN BLOOD AUAUUWKWIWUWHWUWKKW #but this is about norman. willem got so much better in the 20 years like i adore to see it . . . #bc he kills it in the first movie ofc look at the mirror scene but god the . wetness... the SKRUNKLINESS!! of NWH norman ........ #THE CRAZINESS OF GOBBY MY WIFE GOBBY UUUHFJFJGNNGNGBNGN #NO LIKE THAT MOVIE FUCKS FYCJ HE KDKJFJFJJFHRHEJJGNGNGMNVNHNHN #I LOVE HIM SM!!!!!!!!!! #IDC ABOUT ANY OTHER VERSION OF THE CHARACTER THERE'S A REASON WHY IT'S ONE OF MY MOST USED TAGS #spidertag. that is. #didnt beat deltarune tho and dr didnt beat pt. curious!

[cowboykakashi]

So fucking excited tonight I will start Scum Villain and finally figure out what on god’s green earth it is about

#tag for that will be #reading svsss #if y’all wanna block it #svsss #it’s the only one of the three that I have not interacted with at ALL other than seeing clips from it in mxtx amvs n shit #and seeing memes on Pintrest so I have a vague idea of characyer personalities #but no fucking clue what the story is about #LETS GOOOOOOOO YEAAHHHHH WAHOOO YIPPEEE #I had to wait a week after finishing tgcf (mourning period) to let it settle in my heart but now I am ready

[curiosity-killed]

Baloo caught the fuckin mouse

#TWICE #tbf only twice bc she dropped it once but still #also she clearly had no fucking clue what she was doing bc she just soft mouthed it and brought it to me both times #(I am grateful for this) #(I have seen cats kill mice/moles/etc and it is horrible) #I just carried a mouse down 3 floors to release it in the flowerbeds #what the fuck #it was very small?? #personal #I mean I know mice are small I have seen enough of them and caught ones in the woods #but #still #what the fuck.