#and on top of that im on my period

[gojoest-main]

had a terrible day i need hugs ;-;

#ai.txt #everything is falling apart rn #like literally... a lot of stuff in my place need fixing and my landlord is being such a pain in the ass #after the ceiling incident it's been just one thing after another #he's just driving me insane #and on top of that im on my period #and my lunch order was messed up as well #i mean that's not rly a big deal but after all i went through today #it was the last straw and i just broke down #it's time i got my own apartment and be in debt for the rest of my life #which is still better than dealing with a landlord who thinks everything is too expensive #dude im paying you so much money for rent just get me a new boiler i need hot water dammit #AND HUGS #but not from my landlord i hate him i want to punch him #im so sick and tired of everything honestly

[daredevil-vagabond]

pov: your fav has transmasc swag

#danny phantom #danny fenton #trans danny phantom #trans danny fenton #my art #anyway this has been haunting me for months im putting this out #trying to fight ghosts on ur period has to be like top 10 worst things to do on your period #pov you show up to highschool and you have to fight demons [blood loss and ghosts] [algebra too] [geography as well]

[phantomrose96]

I miss my cat

#my neighbor says she's been sad-meowing without me... #on the plus side neighbor has offered to pop over periodically to snuggle her #(on top of the cat sitter friend) #google how do i tell my cat im coming back #Patches

[abirddogmoment]

In the same vein as my Dog Thoughts post about performance foundations last night, the more I watch Sports People, the more motivated I am to distance myself from them and be done with dog sports completely.

#i had this thought while i was still actively competing #but mav was one of the top performers for his breed for his entire career and that is addictive #photographing events this summer doglessly made it sooooo clear that i dont want to associate with Sports People #no offense to those of you who are Sports People but it is so not my vibe #i have FOMO for sure but is it enough to return to that?? #(there is an argument to be made that people need to see more people having fun in the ring and keeping it light - #but i am a competitive person and honestly there were periods where i was NOT keeping it light and thats not cool) #i can see how easily i can be sucked back in #i unfollowed and blocked sooooo many people because i simple Do Not Want To See It #idk its the same vein as calling your dog bad or asshole as a 'joke' #is it actually a joke or are you harbouring resentment and justifying it as a joke? #im not sure how exactly they're similar but in my heart they are #there is a very specific flavour thats prominent in dog sports and it is not the right flavour for me #hmm im posting a lot of text posts about my thoughts in the last 24h hope this is out of my system now #back to regular queued pictures of the pubby tysm #eta: this includes confo people btw #it should be Competition People i suppose #sports are at the forefront of my brain because i was so deeply involved for years #but ive photographed enough confo shows to know that is also not the vibe

[azurexsnake]

Hnnnng…

Thinking thoughts about making love to Vash again. Gentle strokes of your cock rocking in and out of him. There’s no reason to hurry. No need to rush through your intimacy with him. Just savoring the feeling between you both and hushed conversation. Quiet compliments and praise. Secrets shared to stay just between you of love and pleasure. How adorably his face scrunches when you hit a good spot inside him. How much he likes being caged in by your arms on both sides of him. There’s so much safety between you, so much trust. And you just lazily keep moving the whole time, mindlessly pushing in til your hips meet the backs of his thighs, and pulling out until only a little more than your tip remains in him. This constant loop of slow pleasure that only builds when you start teasing him, carefully feigning the threat of slipping from the warmth of his body so he whines in a panic. And you can kiss his fears away as you steadily push back in, only stopping when you’re seated to the hilt, hitting the deepest depths of him, and making him feel so full of you. So full of love as you move to hold his legs open with him, your tongues dancing around each other’s just for him to whine into your mouth when you spread him further in an attempt to get closer. Reach parts of him only you know that make his arms fling around your back as he shudders. And suddenly you’re forehead-to-forehead and every thrust has purpose. Intent put behind every roll of your body to make sparks fly in his vision for you to see as you look into his eyes, bluer than blue and brighter than the stars. But you know your angel and the magnetic pull that has his brain fizzling, abandoning the want for depth over the need for closeness as he pulls your body flush to his. You dutifully pick up your pace to make up for it anyway, letting his legs fall to wrap around your waist so you can hold him in your arms as he shakes, one arm around his back, and the other cradling his head into the crook of your neck. He pants so hard, dampening your skin with more than just your combined sweat and, honestly, he loves it. Loves the tacky feeling gluing you together. The resistance it provides when your hips leave his skin because, if he had his way, he’d stay like this forever. Loving and being loved for an eternity. He doesn’t care for cumming, reaching the heights of pleasure, though you’d doubtless take him there regardless. But, for him, he just wants to feel you forever, until you both wither into nothingness within the cosmos. If he could just be showered in your love, and shower you in return on this plateaux, he’d be happy with that.

#listen #imma keep it real with y’all #these are just vluesh thoughts in second person #im getting my period soon and it’s making me #jaklsjajalsohaakggialanaijzja #y’know?? #color: blue 🎨 #vash x reader #trigun x reader #vash the stampede x reader #top!reader #gn!reader #trigun smut #trigun drabble

[angellurgy]

squeak

#when i am gone it will be no more impactful than a tree falling in a forest with no one to hear it. #my death will have a meaninglessly small impact on this world. maybe it'll have a larger impact on the incorporeal. #there is something in my soul. something hungry. a serpent of unstoppable magnitude held captive in my stomach. #it wont stop until it or i kill us both will it? like a cancer. #im so deeply sorry im so bad at responding to everyone's kind messages. even more so sorry for what will eventually happen next #i have some plans. to excise this tumor that is myself. to rid the world of this putrid filth girl who is nothing but a drain on her compan #we'll see what happens. at least i got my body to a point of self approval before. at least i tried music. at least i tried to be me. #even if it changed nothing. at least im more secure in my being. if only the people around me werent so emotionally far. if only we cld tal #if only i could live with my self approval instead of loving and wanting so dearly. instead of having a mind corrupted by love #and friendship #i was so much. i know you all barely know anything about me in reality. if i asked any you'd probably just list off kinks and species. #but still. ty those who'll remember yk... #and as backup. if it doesnt work. well. please dont hate me. im just a girl who needs out. and cant keep her thoughts inside more #i hope i can be happy in the afterlife. i hope i can see these angels and maybe be one myself. #gonna put a post on top of this to hide it from brand new ppl lookjng at my blog. bc yeah. you all dont need to hear all of this #its the last one of these for this period either way #god i wish i couldve gone to toronto. i want to so bad still. god. why did i have to realize my hopelessness now of all times #bye

[non-un-topo]

Y'know how the first day of your period is always like I'm dizzy I'm nauseous there are noises everywhere I'm covered in sweat and I'm filthy I'm sitting in blood I want to take an ice bath I don't want anything at all to touch me ever I'm going to kill my family I'm going to pass out oh my god I can't breathe I'm in pain oh lord deliver us from evil? But don't worry, it's normal, girlie! You were made for this, queen 😉👑

#i have issues + being not cis makes periods a lot worse #to top it off im home today and doing laundry like some good little wife #i dont think i like being reminded that i have an organ inside me meant for something i do not wish to have #gonna be as vague as that because i might throw up from dysphoria today #maybe i should write more of my t4t au lol #CRAAAAWLING IIINNNN MY SKIIIIINNNN

[bluesidedown]

This sure is a week of my life huh

#aka saying goodby to every single person I cureently interact with irl possibly forever #and everywhere i go and everything i do is a Last Time #and as a cherry on top. period. so im an extra 50-75% weepy #i cried not even exaggerating like 15 times today #oh well i must keep firmly before me that in a week i shall be on a beach in asia with my friends. #this does not reduce the heartwrenchingness of goodbyes but it is good to remember that there is something nice on the other side of it all.

[shrimplovercat]

thanks spotify

#according to my spotify wrapped im one of the top mitski listeners period LOL

[nicistrying]

Am I about to go to bed at 8.15pm because I am just Too Overwhelmed? I think I might be

#fr everything is too much #ik yesterday i was just saying ive got this i can do this #but im ill and tired and anxious and overwhelmed #and NOW i have fucking period pains when its my hen party on saturday #on top of regular flu #this is some bs

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

i Strongly Dislike. new england weather </3

#camera talks #specifically rural and basically on top of a mountain weather (where i live) #guys. we have 18+ inches of snow rn #this fucking suckssss #dont get me wrong the snow is fun sometimes #but like. more than 18 inches at once after weeks of kinda nothing is Terrible :( #okay alright. i just got back inside and im so cold and also extremely tired #doing this on my period and after a core day for track is Awful ngl </3 #hmm. anyways ive been playing stardew valley again and thats been fun and chill and im Not ignoring my hw no what.

[raincandy-u]

sometimes i think abt how back in 2015 on august 31st i got an anon message and then fast forward a year later to 2016 on august 31st and me and that anon start dating

and now in 2024 we are living together and planning on getting married and obviously we are planning to have our wedding on an august 31st

#situations to make me believe fate/soulmates are real #it would be this year but he respects me wanting to get top surgery and a name change before we get married so i can be like #my true self when the time actually rolls around and atm we cooould do it this year but its soo close to like the end of the healing period #that its like we dont wanna rush everything just to hit a date this year. so next year it is!! :^) #im 5 years old

[cptnleviackerman]

ttpd is exactly the kind of album i need in my life rn, and this fact is the reason that i am having such a visceral reaction to it after only listening to it twice. i fear i may have to go a week or so without listening to it again bec i feel completely insane and drained rn

#ive got the same gutting feeling as when i listened to youre losing me for the first time #i was dying #and then i could not listen to it again for many many many weeks #but now its one of my top ts songs #so i know ttpd will be getting the same treatment #but its ruining me rn #especially after this week #coming back from a small family holiday #coming back to reality #just #:(ug #i feel yucky #and also i am a little hungover today so #emotions are insane #also also im on my period #so #yeah #ttpd #ts #tag talk #sage.words

[britneyshakespeare]

they just don't make men like gene kelly anymore

#no matter what happens in the hot vintage men poll round 2 when he gets his poll posted i need you to remember this #in my head i have decided that the only 3 winners i will accept (with the remaining contestants) #are kelly/olivier/poitier #these are the three men with the most talent star power and personal attraction on top of being most iconic and influential #if brando wins i won't complain i suppose but for some reason i don't see it in the cards for him #text post #gene kelly #im watching the pirate again and just goddammit they REALLY dont make them like him #on new years eve i made my friends watch the niña song and pole dance scene #THEY DDONT MAKE MOVIES LIKE THIS ANYMORE PERIOD #its SUCH a shame #the costumes also make me froth at the mouth #SOOOO BEAUTIFUL #one of my friends called one of the skirts one of the female dancers was wearing ugly #i was fuming i was sputtering angry #i was like HOW the fuck dare you #could i come near your beauty with my nails

[horror-aesthete]

Hellraiser, 2022, dir. David Bruckner

#Horror Movies #horror aesthetic #Aesthetic #hellraiser #hellraiser 2022 #new 20s horror #surreal horror #elevated horror #Clive Barker #guys this movie changed me #in a phenominal way #im a lifelong hhellraiser fan and honestly this one is definantly in my top 3 best hr movies #probably top 10 favorite horror movies period #holy shit holy shit holy shit

[aropride]

8am wake up. 9am imminent financial crisis. 11am solve crisis. 12pm extremely bisexual experience. 4pm class. 6pm almost get hit by a fucking car. 8pm dinner. 10pm 5 month old industrial piercing starts bleeding out of nowhere. Make it fucking stop bro

#text #AND IM ON MY PERIOD. TO TOP IT ALL OFF