#and ugggghhhh i hate it

[merihn]

I love how I've complained multiple times about kids spraying deodorant and perfume in class and how it makes me fucking sick, and yet a couple of my coworkers keep fucking spraying their shit IN THE STAFFROOM. ARE YOU SERIOUS.

I just walked in and got a fucking faceful of perfume and my head is now hurting. What a great way to start the day

#i dont have asthma just a sensitivity to strong smells #especially chemical smells #like i havent been subtle about it at all #there is a slight possibility that these people think that since the staff room is like 2-3 times bigger than most classrooms #that its fine but jesus fuck it is not #plus its winter so the heater is on + windows closed #so im standing outside waiting for classes to start #im going to have to say something straight up #and ugggghhhh i hate it #i really just dont understand why they didnt do that at home/outside #its the beginning of the day why did you wait until you got to work 😭

[so-am-smyme9540]

What is this House show I keep seeing?

MAJOR SPOILERS!!! If you are genuinely interested in the show, watch it. It's best experienced when you have no idea what you're in for.

My newest fandom, it seems. It's supposed to be a medical adaptation of Sherlock Holmes, but everyone in the cast are terrible people and the medical stuff is wrong most of the time. They break into people's houses to confirm a diagnosis, intimidate patients into signing consent forms for insane procedures, or sometimes ignore consent all together.

That's not even talking about the characters. I can't even begin to describe them. House is the main character, he's an asshole but he's REALLY good at his job so his boss can't fire him. He has chronic pain in his leg because his girlfriend at the time waited until he went into a coma to go behind his back and have him get a surgery he didn't want. Then she left him. He's also addicted to pain killers and has to use a cane just to walk.

Wilson is his """best friend""" and potentially his only real friend. He has a massive savior complex, and since House will never heal, physically and mentally, they're a perfect match. Wilson is also terrible at staying married. He finds damaged women, helps them, and once he can't help them anymore he loses interest and ends up cheating. Most of his wives at least sort of blame House for the marriage failing, since Wilson is infinitely more loyal to him than he ever will be to them. But they're not gay. Even tho Wilson's best romantic relationship was with a woman who was basically House with tits. But then she died in a bus crash (it was sort of House's fault, and he almost died too, but whatever)

I don't rlly get why this show has such a chokehold on me, but it DOES and it's not going away. I could ramble for DAYS but this is long enough and I've only talked about two characters. I haven't even scratched the surface of their ship. Or the other character, or how my favorite character is dead out of nowhere, or or or-

I need to stop ._.

#UGGGGHHHH I HATE THIS SHOW #I love this show :( #thanks for the ask! #ask reply #house md #I have lore dumped I am sorry

[watmalik]

So ao3 is still down and not me coincidentally receiving a notification from wattpad that they have a special 33% summer sale going on…hmm, nah it’s fine. Think I’ll be sitting this one out yall. Ao3 will prevail

#ao3 #I didn’t even remembered I still had the wattpad app on my phone #will get my tarlos and firstprince dosis when the time comes #ugggghhhh #being in hiatus is one thing but ao3 down? #I hate it here #ao3 down #I’m going back to my destiel roots and read some fanfiction.net

[that-random-person-again]

Art block :(

#i hate when this happens ugggghhhh #pls help me

[anabsoluteagathokakological]

me accidentally sleeps for almoossttt 12 hrs:

me wakes up filled with self-loathing, hates everything, cannot walk without feeling dizzy: NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN! WHO THE FUCK SAID SLEEPING FIXES THINGS!! NUH-UH! I WANNA THROW UPPP!!

#it be like dat #random #based on a true story #never means never ever #not this #i thought sleeping would be nice #BUT FUCK NO #what memes about sleeping long hours #resting #ahhh comfort #ummmmm NO MY LEIGE #I HATE MYSELF NOW #I WAS BETTER WITHOUT SLEEP #UGGGGHHHH I HATEEE ITTTT #sleeping #oversleeping #introvert #intj

[loverboybreakdowns]

goddddd i hate my mom shell ask a question like an objective question and ill give her the factually correct answer which i just looked up to check that i remembered correctly and shell be like “hm maybe! thats a possibility” and the thing is. the THING IS. she literally does that w me and w small children (like. under 10.) and nobody else its absolute fucking bullshit

#rambling #vent #i hate being infantalized i hate being treated like im 5 ugggghhhh #why does my 14yo sister get treated like an actual person. why do i get treated like a toddler why do people think im incapable of knowing- #-anything at all

[kitkatwinchester]

...cool. Cool cool cool cool cool cool cool.

This is fine.

Yeah, this is fine.

Definitely no need to panic.

There's not some terrible horrible skin disease just making it's way around the school.

Don't worry about it.

Everything's fine.

ALL good.

That said, as an aside, do people just, like, call the CDC if they see a weird disease? I didn't know you could just do that. I mean, I guess it makes sense, 'cause it's like calling your doctor, but on a larger scale, so that tracks.

Also with that in mind, shout-out to Natalie Martin (side question: why isn't Lydia taking this test with them? Maybe she took it early? I wouldn't put it past her lol.) for being so on top of that and so quick to react and keep other students out of the building. Maybe she knows something we don't and recognizes this as something really bad and that's why she's calling the CDC.

So...that's great. Can't wait for this to be super freaking dangerous and terrifying.

Positive little things I loved before I keep watching.

Loved the chaotic little moment at the beginning of the episode where Scott and Stiles try to hide the money when Malia starts running up the stairs. The way that Scott just shoves it under the bed and Stiles is practically slapping him to hurry up and then they both just stand up like everything's fine. We love them. XD

Loved the little pack moment where they're all trying to build each other up right before the test (oh Stiles...you're not helping, honey XD).

Loved Stiles and his three pencils and two hands, only to drop them all when he gets to a question he's confused about and just stare at it in slight horror.

Loved all of Malia's facial expressions with all of her worry about the test, and even though I feel sooo bad for her, I bet she's gonna do better than she thinks she is.

Loved Scott and Stiles being literally incapable of just focusing on their test once there's another problem in the room, and I love their matching facial expressions.

And last, but certainly not least, loved the way Scott just gave that last little look to Natalie before shutting the door behind the rest of the students as they all filed back into the classroom.

Oh also, as an aside, even if we hadn't gotten that opening with this PSAT proctor clearly doing something evil, I would've guessed he was evil just because he played a really awful serial killer on Criminal Minds.

ANYWAYS.

Let's figure this out, shall we? (Please let them re-take these tests, because they're all distracted as is at this point and deserve a second shot. XD)

(He's so adorable and relatable I cannot. Me too, Stiles. Me too. XD <3)

Update: STILES IS ITCHING! I REPEAT!! STILES IS ITCHING! NO LIKEY!! NO! LIKEY!!

Update Part 2: F*CK F*CK F*CK F*CK F*CK!! SCOTT HAS IT!! I REPEAT!! SCOTT HAS IT!!! I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!

Update Part 3: Melissa and Noah's concern for their kids has me all kinds of emotional and the fact that one of those kids is PARTICULARLY AT RISK and ACTIVELY HAS IT makes me even MORE emotional and I just--- As a positive aside, love Deaton's "not something, someone" because THIS is how awesome it is to have parental resources in all corners of Beacon Hills. Anyways SOMEONE CURE THIS PLEASE!

#scott mccall #stiles stilinski #sciles #malia hale #malia tate #kira yukimura #natalie martin #mccall pack #psats #god they really can't catch a break can they? #even when they're trying to focus on school #beacon hills will not let them #so not fair #these poor kids #ugggghhhh i hate this for them #teen wolf season 4 #teen wolf reactions #4x7 #melissa mccall #noah stilinski #alan deaton

[ineloquent-tumbling]

Me: *closes an incredibly engaging fanfic with five chapters left while still knee-deep in the climax in order to turn out the lights and try to sleep because it’s a work night and it’s already thirty minutes past my bedtime*

Me: … I hate that I chose to become a responsible adult.

#sd.txt #hate that I learned that no I actually do need a certain amount of sleep each night to function #and I hate that I know that I will actually be able to feel the difference #and I hate that I lost the reckless abandon of my early and mid twenties that allowed me to say fuck it and do it anyways #sometimes self care is an deciding to put down the story that’s eating your brain #and go the fuck to sleep anyways #ugggghhhh

[steevejr]

interview went fine. stumbled over my words. supposedly they’ll schedule me a real interview next week. but whatever. 17hr full time still better than 22hr 15 hours a week 😑

#uggghhhhhh I hate change ugggghhhh I hate work #a day in the life of steeve

[anarchoarchie]

i would actually kill myself for a shitty bootleg right now

#it wouldnt even be the same though... #live theatre i love you more than anything and also i hate you because you can never really experience the same show twice #and once it's over it's literally gone forever #ugggghhhh #desperately hoping the jughead crying compilation gif i just made will distract from my being a theatre kid on main #.misc

[miauwing]

ugh when i was awake last night i wrote a long stream of consciousness about loving my friends from high school and wishing i could kiss them and show them how much i love them, and ofc the creepy guy in the group chat had to be all like ‘wow what beautiful 5am poetry’ dude shut the fuck up

#mine #ugggghhhh i hate this guy so viscerally but i can’t do anything about it #i just want to separate him from the rest of my friends #also i was only talking about kissing women i don’t want to kiss his fuckass

[wizardclown]

i dont want any team to win, but the fact that florida, and vegas are both 1 game away from sweeping their series is wack

#my.txt #i wanted a BLOOD BATH #ugggghhhh #i hate both of them LOL #if anything id prefer if carolina won it again simply because i hate the other 3 more

[tortademaracuya]

😃🙃

#so a friend joked about how other people show visible love and support just for me to instantly be like 'but why tho' and like #ugggghhhh its so annoying #im trying to get better about it but. it drives me insane. i feel so embarrased #i hate hate hate that i cannot stop myself from instantly assuming others have bad intentions. be it to mock me or whatever #i dont like thinking meanly of others...but its also extremely hard not to instantly react negatively #like in aerial silk!!! the teacher and my classmates will see me doing smth and instantly cheer #but my mind rejects it so much i will instantly fuck up because now im too focused on what they said #i think some are starting to get mad i dont ask for help even if i try to help them...i just dont want to bother people with my uselessness #today my classmates kept trying to cheer me up so much before my presentation #and then they cheered when the professors called me to the front to talk. i wanted to die #then more cheering while i talked. and when i returned to my spot. i wanted it all to stop #but i know deep down no one is doing it with bad intentions...so i feel terrible for wanting to tell them to shut up... #im so sorry friends... #i cant lately. any act of kidness just feels disgusting if its directed to me. its a waste. i want it all to stop #haunted.txt

[seidenbros]

Of course I have to get sick right before my birthday. Like... The day before it, iit knocks me down. Couldn't have happened a week earlier or later, nope has to be this weekend. That's what pisses me off most. I just feel like shit and want someone to cuddle me and watch movies with me till I fall asleep, thank you

#i hate being sick #cause I can't concentrate ptoperly #so that means no writing or reading #ugggghhhh

[snotallgoodman]

I really want a hug :(

#ugggghhhh I hate getting so upset over the dumbest shit #I want to see them again soon and hug for a while

[theoneandonlyailat]

blegsbelgldbd

#i know it’s stupid to be upset but I really hate it when I’m set up on the couch with stuff to do while I watch a movie with Eric #and then eric just goes upstairs and goes to sleep and doesn’t tell me #so I’m just sitting on the couch waiting and eventually after a few hours I figure out he’s not coming #and if I try to wake him up he gets pissed at me and it’s just like #is this gonna be the rest of my life??? #this is what happens when people fucking settle #ugggghhhhh it’s so stupid #this is so dramatic for such a little thing but my period is starting and I can’t help overreacting #ugggghhhh #personal