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omni-scient-pan-da · 1 year
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OMGCONGRATS ON GRADUATINGGGGGGGG!!!! COLLEGE BOUNDD!!
THANK YOUUUUUU I somehow did not see this until now but I appreciate it!!
#panda posts#the all knowing panda answers questions#ask number 139#bragging in the tags because i don't get to say this stuff to anyone irl but i graduated as unofficial valedictorian of my class 😌#my school doesn't do valedictorian or salutatorian for whatever reason but the newspaper publishes the top ten percent in a specific order#that has no like... visible ranking? like it's not alphabetical so everyone assumes it's by clsss rank and my name was at the top#i also graduated with a perfect 4.0 gpa and was one of the 5 out of the 250#-that graduated in my class#michelle was another one of the 5 to graduate with a 4.0 she was number 3 in the unofficial ranking#i made it into half the colleges i applied to (which is to say i made it into all the in state schools I applied to and the out of state#schools i applied to were yale harvard mit brown and upenn so like my chances of getting in were not very high)#however i did get into the honors program i applied to at the college i ended up going to (if you've picked up what state i live in you can#probably guess which college im going to just by knowing i stayed in state) and i only applied to the honors program on a whim like... 5#hours before applications were due and still managed to make it in 😌#granted now i regret that because michelle did not get in and I don't get to live in honors housing but it's whatever#anyways that's the end of my little bragging rights i just wanted a chance to show off a little bit and I don't get to irl so i figured i#would here since tumblr is a judgement free zone
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suzukiblu · 7 months
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Day seven of fic NaNoWriMo, obligatory sugar daddy Tim/sugar baby Kon AU.
Kon zips up to Tim, puts the little clay goat in his hands with a quick "hold this," because he is clearly not aware of how the oils on people's hands can damage this kind of thing or concerned about how magic or cursed it may or may not be, and deals with the panicked thieves. Tim shakes the sleeves of his jacket down over his hands to hold the goat more carefully and watches attentively as Kon tosses them all into a pile and then ties them up with a combination of TTK and velvet divider ropes. Tim would not typically use velvet divider ropes as restraints, but imagines that choice probably works better with telekinetic reinforcement behind it.
Actually, it definitely does, because Kon just whapped Lisa upside the back of the head with a loose end of the heavy velvet divider rope when she started trying to squirm free. 
"Ow!" she yells indignantly. 
"How's that whole 'the idol will protect us!' thing going for you now?" Kon asks curiously. 
"You don't know the shape of its blessing!" Mark snarls, attempting to kick him. The effort is futile and pathetic and also pretty stupid, since if he actually managed to hit Kon he'd probably just break his foot on him, but whatever, not Tim's problem. 
"The shape of its blessing is a cute goat and a jail cell," Kon says. 
"We should probably find a staff member to take this, on that note," Tim says, glancing around for one. There's got to be somebody. The guards are an option, he guesses, once Kon gets around to untying them. But he definitely should not still be holding this goat, even with his sleeves tucked over his hands and him being as careful as he reasonably can about it. 
Seriously. Somewhere a museum curator is crying and doesn't even know why. 
"Oh, sure," Kon says. The guards' restraints all simultaneously fall off. Unfortunately, none of them happen to be wearing gloves or have sleeves as long as Tim's, so that's going to be an issue. 
"Thanks," Tim says anyway.
"Eh, it was nothing," Kon replies with a shrug. "Literally, this whole situation was nothing. Like, this situation was the opposite of a situation. Nothing even happened." 
And then Tim just . . . has an idea, almost. Or at least the nucleus of one. 
"You did save my life, actually," he points out, making his tone politely appreciative but also carefully casual. 
"No offense, but I save a lot of people's lives, that doesn't really stick out in my day-to-day activities," Kon says. 
"I don't know, it stuck out a bit for me," Tim says, and Kon laughs. 
"Okay, fair," he says, flashing him a grin. "You're not actually hurt or anything, right? Eardrum didn't rupture when the gun went off?" 
"Doubt it," Tim says. Frankly he's unspeakably lucky that it didn't, but Kon's TTK probably did block at least some of the sound. 
He really didn't know Kon could use it like this, to be honest. Kon cracks out his TTK every chance he gets and brags the whole time he does, obviously, but Tim's never seen him manipulate it quite this way. 
It occurs to him to wonder if that means it's a new trick, or if Kon just always wraps up hostages or threatened civilians in his aura like that and just never mentions it. It seems likelier it'd be a new trick, considering literally everything he knows about Kon and his desperate and unsubtle need for validation and attention, but Kon was so unshakeably confident in the move–and not in a brash or blustering way, but in an obvious, matter-of-fact certainty. Like he'd done it a thousand times and it hadn't failed him yet. 
Tim should definitely figure out a way to follow up on that later. 
"Cool," Kon says, then looks around the gallery again. Tim feels oddly bereft without his immediate focus. 
Stupid, stupid inadvisable crush. Ugh. Bats don't want to be the center of anyone's attention unless they're deliberately drawing fire away from someone else. Tim definitely doesn't want to be the center of anyone's attention. 
Except, apparently, for Kon's. 
This incident report is going to be nothing but lies. Filthy, shameless lies.
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wonik1ss · 2 months
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౨ৎ mrs. gym buff ! — noh yunah
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pairing — non idol!yunah x reader song rec : midnight fiction - illit & sunflower (P.E.L.) - choi yoojung & pretty girl - reneé rapp ( 1.3k ) ! none ᯤ ^ ㅇ ^ happy reading ! ⸝⸝・ᘏᘏ
prompt : you and your best friend eunchae were like cher and dion, you being self obsessed believing everyone and everything likes you and eunchae keep n you in check. but the one time you think someone doesn’t like you is the one day that someone new enters your gym class and eunchae can obviously tell they have some feelings for you.
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“watch it ! this is prada !”. you pointed to your bag as eunchae giggled her head hitting the wire fence.
“I really don’t know why they moved us outside.. I don’t need red bites all over my skin when jake asks me out”. eunchae covered her mouth but still laughed.
“what..?”. you clutch’s stour purse and turned towards the girl.
“no offense..”. you sighed.
“but you would have more luck on some jake from royal high asking you out before jake actual does”. you pouted and turned to face the jock. he was flexing his biceps to yeji and her group; who were swooning.
“he winked at me in bio”. you tapped your foot as you turned to eunchae and smiled. the smile immediately dropped as eunchae opened her mouth.
“he winked and ning too”
“how-“
“she bragged to me right after it happened”. you slid down the fence hands over your face.
“that.. that doesn’t mean I don’t have a chance !”. eunchae slid down right next to you.
“he’s oogling chaer’s boobs.. I don’t think you want a chance..”. you giggled as eunchae nudged you.
“you still like girls right?”. you nodded.
“try one of ‘em out then.. for once !”. you hit the girls head and as p.e. ended went on about your day.
you tilted your glasses down as you walked into the gym. usually jake was flirting, chaewon was hitting on sakura, and eunchae was flexing the fact she could actually dance but everyone was in a straight line..
eunchae caught your eye and called you over.
“what-“
“new girl”. eunchae pointed to the p.e. coach and your eyes furrowed as you looked beside her. some six foot girl stood next to her.
“this is yunah.. she’s new to the school and came in this period”. your coach seemed to glare at the girl and, her head in turn went down. you swore you heard a little ‘sorry’ and you giggled.
“what was that y/n?”. eunchae froze while you smiled.
“sorry was just wondering why we’re still standing here and not playing basketball..”. you swore you saw your coach’s eyes light up. she dismissed everyone and eunchae dragged you over to the bleachers.
“her eyes were glued to you !”. you laughed.
“I would hope so I was talking”. eunchae rolled her eyes and then glanced at yunah.
“look”. you lazily turned your gaze to the tall girl and your eyes noticeable got bigger once you realized they were on you. as soon as yunah realized she walked away.
“so I’m hot..!” eunchae rolled her eyes then got bigger.
“what-“
“thanks”. you looked up. yunah was right infront of you staring anywhere but at you.
���for.. distracting coach”
“oh that’s nothing.. ni-ki does that on a daily basis. eunchae laughed and soon yunah did too.
“that’s it.. bye..”. before you could open your mouth again the girl had ran down the bleachers.
“that was weird”. eunchae said as she tilted her head.
“what’s weirder how she ran down the bleachers and didn’t bust her lip..”
next day..
“she’s staring..!”. eunchae whistled as she sat next to you on one of the benches outside.
“sooo..”
“don’t think she wants that prada bag y/n..”
next next day..
“think she has an eye problem?”. you rolled your eyes.
“no.. i mean maybe..”
next next next day..
“probably still-“
“do you wanna play basketball with me..?”. you blinked twice and then looked at eunchae; she just nodded rapidly.
“s.. sure..”. you got up and followed the girl while eunchae protected you precious prada bag.
“I’m thinking of joining the girls basketball team.. and need help.. sorry if I bother-“
“no it’s fine I never do anything in this class anyway”. as yunah finally got a free hop she looked at you curiously up and down.
“really.. your so.. fit though?”. luckily yunah went to go get a ball so she didn’t see you blushing madly at your comment.
“ok just try to stop me.. you know the basics right”. you just nodded in a trance. as you played you couldn’t look but check the girl out. her hair was in a ponytail.. her sports jacket was off.
“oh shit are you ok?”. you squeezed your eyes shut as you felt the assault against your back.
“ya.. the basketball that hit me like the flash and landed me in my back didn’t do shit”. yunah but her lip as she cupped your cheek and eyes your figure.
“you think you can get up?”. you nodded as she helped you. you held the back of your neck as you nearly fell. yunah put both hands on your waist to keep you balanced.
“you sure you don’t need a-“
“you owe me”
“what..?”
“icecream.. after school tomorrow”. yunah stood in shock as you ran over to a worried eunchae.
“ar-“
“yes.. she’s going to buy me ice cream..!”.
last next day..
“is this black mail..?”. you laughed as yunah pulled out fifteen bucks from her back pocket.
“no ! and you only need like four bucks”. you smiled.
“ya but I’m getting some for your friends too”. you looked over to eunchae fanning her face and haerin rolling here eyes as she aided the girl. you were left speechless as yunah dragged you over to the truck.
you ordered your icecreams and chatted as you waited for them. as soon as you got them you almost gagged as you licked yours.
“is it ok?”. as you walked with yunah you shock your head, as you put haerin and eunchae’s icecreams in your back pockets.
“nah it’s shit but thanks”. yunah frowned and then grabbed your icecream.
“hay !”. quickly yunah gave you here’s and urged you to try it. when you did you frowned.
“why’d you-“
“shit you got some in your..”. yunah put one hand on your waist to pull you closer; and used the other one to whip of some icecream of your lip. you froze when you did. and everytime after that when yunah got in a two feet distance if you.
as the days went on you got closer. mentally.. but mostly physically. yunah started to back hug you..
“then he threw the question right back at-“. as eunchae got ready to laugh, you felt hands around your waist..
“wha-“. as you were about to question the girl she just stared at you blankly and then smiled. then one time when you just sitting on a bench texting a sick eunchae you felt hair on your thighs.
“so eunchae’s sick?”. it took you a minute but you did node. you even felt a kiss on your cheek..
“you think is did to much..”. you asked eunchae as she knocked on jakes door.
“no you just look like your from the yxyy unit your fine”. you nudged the girl as the door opened. a drunk yeji smiled.
“omg hayyyy”. you were about to hayyyy her right back when jakes hand snaked around her waist and he kissed her.. and then they started to make out. you and eunchae brushed past them as they continued.
“you think my hats to big?”. you laughed as you found a quiet corner to talk in.
“nah it’s pertinent to the fit”
“stop using yunah’s fancy words-“
“what’s that about my dance words?”. yunah flicked eunchaes hat. when she did the shorter girl rolled her eyes and ran over to the ‘cat girl’ haerin.
“nice clueless outfits..”. you giggled.
“nice..?”
“I’m nando but sporty girl ! who cares about her looks !”. as you were about to giggle again you felt something wet on your cheek. you blinked twice as yunah’s hands went around your waist. you grabbed one of her hands of your waist and dragged her to the nearest bathroom.
yunah giggled as you sat in the rim of the sink to get to her height. she then wrapped her hands around the sink as you bit your lip.
“what’s wrong..”. yunah’s lips found there way onto your neck and you gasped.
“yunah !”. the girl jumped.
“what !”
“can I not kiss my girlfriend?”
“your what?”. yunah blinked twice.
“you never asked me to be your girlfriend yunah”. the still taller girl tried to take her hands off your waist but you didn’t let her.
“but-“
“I want to be your girlfriend but you never asked !”. you smiled as she got closer to your face.
“will you be my-“. you closed the tiny gap between you two and kissed her. cupping her cheeks this time.
“yes.. yes mrs. gym buff”. yunah giggled and quickly shut you up. what a perfect couple..
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burnmarksofficial · 8 months
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user I hope you dnf every race
kimimatiasraikkonen I told you this last year now where is my money also I'm gonna beat you in the driver standings ⤷ jaeeunlee you wish old man ⤷ user these two >>
redbullracing bring on 2021 🫡💪 liked by jaeeunlee
user KOREA REPRESENT🇰🇷 rahhhh
minjihwang 이런 경주 시간은 말도 안 돼요 평소에는 무슨 일이 일어난 걸까요? these race time are ridiculous what happened to things being at normal times? ⤷ jaeeunlee 시차 엄마 time difference mum ⤷ user my fav mother-daughter duo!!! ⤷ user I would like to personally thank Mrs. Hwang for birthing Jae and her siblings ⤷ minjihwang your welcome.
user ain't no way she's gonna get anywhere near verstappen 😂
arilee 아빠는 네가 자랑스러울 거야, 우리 모두가 그러하듯이 dad would be proud of you jae, just like we all are ⤷ jaeeunlee 고마워요 언니 thank you sis ⤷ user I'm tearing up rn 🥹🥹
user FINALLY SOME FEMALE REPRESENTATION
daehohwang 그 사람은 내 여동생이야, 네, 여기 계신 여러분, 내 여동생이 레드불에 있다는 사실이 자랑스럽습니다. 재… that’s my sister , yes everyone here that MY SISTER IS IN RED BULL we’re proud of you Jae… ⤷ jaeeunlee 네, 사람들에게 당신에게 정말로 여동생이 있다는 사실을 상기시켜주셔서 감사합니다. 하지만 고마워요 호베어 yes thank you for reminding people you indeed have a sister but thank you ho-bear ⤷ user god if only me and my brother were like this
user the goat has resurrected
daeeunhwang 끝까지 자랑할 권리를 줘서 고마워 언니 thank you sis for giving me bragging rights till the end of time ⤷ jaeeunlee 물론이죠 you are welcome
user I bet she’s going to go through the barrier in monaco like her dad did ☺️
sajalee 재 님, 이제 이렇게 큰 월급을 받으셨으니 새 ps4 사주실 수 있나요? 당신은 더 이상 한국에 살지 않고 우리가 자주 만날 수 없다는 걸 알고 있으니 제발 도와주세요. 형 아웃. 하지만 어쨌든 사랑해 언니는 빨리 너를 큰 화면에서 보고 싶어 I'm so excited for you Jae, now that you're on this big salary can you buy me the new ps4 since you know you don’t live in Korea any more and we don’t see each other often please, help the bro out. but anyway love you sis can’t wait to see you on the big screen ⤷ jaeeunlee 우선 감사합니다 자자님도 할머니가 자기 꽃병에 무슨 일이 일어났는지 알아주셨으면 좋겠나요… first of all thank you jaja also do you want halmeoni to fins out what happened to his vase... ⤷ sajalee 아니요! no! ⤷ user bro saw a chance and took it but forgot who he was messing with
user nepotism at its finest
choiminho_1209 Jae, 많이 컸구나. 너희 아버지가 한국을 대표해 F1을 제패하고 우리를 지도에 올려놓으시는 모습을 본 기억이 난다. 넌 그들에게 지옥을 선사해 Jae you’ve grown up so much, I remember watching your dad dominating f1 representing Korea and putting us on the map. you give them hell ⤷ jaeeunlee 감사합니다 thank you
user the story continues
lewishamilton i believe in you jae, welcome to f1 and stay strong though the hate you are gonna do great things ⤷ jaeeunlee thank you lewis ⤷ user the fact she is already getting recognition from the goat means she must be GOOD 😌
user she's slaying on the main again!!!
chaelincl i knew it!!! you’ve done well, from the day your dad introduced me to you i knew you were going to continue his legacy ⤷ jaeeunlee 고마워요 언니 thank you sister
user more asians in this sport, they own everything nowadays
yukitsunoda0511 今ではアジアを代表していると思います。 おめでとう!! I guess we’re representing Asia now. congratulations!! ⤷ jaeeunlee 今度はあなたの言ったように食事に行ってもいいですか now can we go out to eat like you said
user another china invasion 😡
sebastianvettle i’ve seen you progress over the years, your dad would be proud!! redbull will take care of you… ⤷ jaeeunlee thank you seb
user the story continues
liamlawson30 redbull jnrs represent!!! ⤷ jaeeunlee as one should
user making history like her dad 👑
danielricciardo so proud of you little jj can't wait to see you on the track ⤷ user The fact that jae responded to every driver but daniel... ⤷ user I though daniel and jae use to be close? ⤷ user somethings not right between jae and daniel ⤷ user another reason to hate jae like she did daniel dirty ⤷ user what happened to daniel and jae they were supposed to be THE f1 duo ⤷ user is this brocedes 2.0 ⤷ user jae replied to all of the other drivers but not daniel, something definitely happened ⤷ user nahh I don't blame her he is joining the team that killed her dad m*laren ⤷ user that hasn't been confirmed yet
user I have a feeling the 2021 season is gonna be filled with drama
leetaehyung Jae가 말로 표현할 수 없을 만큼 자랑스럽습니다. (모든 경주를 지켜볼 것입니다) so proud Jae words cannot describe (I will be watching every race)  ⤷ jaeeunlee 너 예전엔 아니었어? you weren’t before?  ⤷ user broo got caught big time ⤷ user best football x f1 duo
user here for Jae's friends comments 🤞
junsehun 내 목장이 p.o.를 통과하는 것을 허용하겠습니다. 상자. 농담이었는데 이제 한국을 대표하는 빅리그에서 뵙게 됐는데, 이 재재를 위해 고생하셨고 성과가 있었습니다. I’ll accept my paddock passes through p.o. box. I’m just joking Jae but now we get to see you in the big leagues representing Korea, you’ve worked hard for this Jae and it paid off. ⤷ jaeeunlee 누가 합격한다고 하던가요 선생님 🤨 who said you were getting passes sir 🤨 ⤷ user THIS IS WHY I LOVE JAE ⤷ user best basketball and f1 duo
user Jae with her friends and family >>>> Jae with everyone else
hanyejun 이제 귀하의 GP를 평가하는 시리즈를 만들 수 있습니다. (scotty j tiktok과 유사) 하지만 우리는 힘들고 어려운 일을 겪었고 당신의 우울함도 겪었습니다. 그날의 공포는 생각나지 않지만 대체로 당신이 해냈습니다. Jae Jae, 나는 당신이 자랑스럽습니다. now I can make a series rating your GP. (similar to scotty j tiktok’s) but we’ve been through thick and thin and your downs, don’t remind me of the horror of that day but all in all you made it Jae Jae, i’m proud of you.  ⤷ jaeeunlee 10/10 아니면 내 차로 너를 때렸어 (저렴한 차) 10/10 or I hit you with my car (the cheap one) ⤷ user okay this made me stan her SO hard 🤭 ⤷ user best ice hokey and f1 duo danny and Scotty better watch out 👀 ⤷ user nahh they are clear of these spoilt nepo's
user Jae really is such a different person with people that she genuinely cares for 🥺
parkjiho 포뮬러 1에 들어가고 싶었고, 모토 GP에 들어가고 싶었을 때, 인제 스피디움에서 밤낮으로 트랙에서 열심히 일하는 모습을 본 기억이 납니다. 비가 와도 넌 f1 진출을 축하하지 않았어 Jae Bear FIA가 너한테 장난치기로 결정했다면 나한테 전화해 바로잡아줄게 I remember when you wanted to be in Formula 1 and I wanted to be in Moto GP, day and night I saw you work hard on the track at Inje Speedium. even when it was raining you did not stop congrats on making it to f1 Jae-bear if the FIA decided to fuck with you call me and I'll set them straight ⤷ jaeeunlee 우리가 얼마나 멀리 왔는지 봐 look how far we have come ⤷ user I ❤️ women in motorsports ⤷ user this just shows how much work and effort they put in
user the only nepo's with actual talent
kimlia 재야, 네가 해냈어. 지금은 아무것도 믿을 수가 없어요. 너는 나의 첫 번째 날이고, 네가 아빠처럼 포뮬러 드라이버가 될 거라고 말하며 제주 해변을 뛰어다녔던 기억이 난다. 해냈어, 제이!! … 비록 많이 만나지는 못하더라도 전 세계 어디에서나 항상 응원하겠습니다. Jae you did it. I can’t believe anything right now. you are my day one and I remember running around on the beach in Jeju saying you were going to be a Formula driver like your dad. you did it, Jae!! … even though we don’t see each other much I will always support you even from across the globe  ⤷ jaeeunlee 그리고 나는 전 세계에서 당신을 지원할 것입니다 Lia and I will support you from across the globe as well Lia ⤷ user kinda want Lia to introduce Jae to Lily ⤷ user how would they know each other ⤷ user Lia and Lily are both golfers bro ⤷ user won't it be awkward seeing as Jae replaced Alex
user I swear Jae's friend group is so iconic I can't 💅
rkive Redbull에 입사한 것을 축하합니다… 이 놀라운 성과를 축하하기 위해 GIF로. 당신이 원하는 티켓을 얻었습니다. 무대 뒤에서 봐요🤭🤭 as congratulations on getting into Redbull… as a gif to celebrate this amazing achievement. I got those tickets you wanted. I’ll see you backstage 🤭🤭  ⤷ jaeeunlee 응, 정말 고마워 okay, thank you very much  ⤷ user dawg flirting in the comments and she just ignored him ⤷ user Jae 💀
user 🤮🤮🤮
jin 행운을 빌어요 제이!! 자신을 돌보고 수분을 유지하는 것을 잊지 마십시오 !! best of luck Jae!! Remember to look after yourself and make sure you stay hydrated!! liked by jaeeunlee
user girl really thought she did something 🙄
agustd 다가오는 시즌을 축하하고 행운을 빕니다. congrats and best of luck for the upcoming season Jae liked by jaeeunlee
user the fact that she is just 18 🤩
uarmyhope 빨리 트랙에서 뵙길 바라요 Jae!! Can’t wait to see you on the track Jae!!  liked by jaeeunlee
user max >>> Jae
j.m 이번 시즌에 당신이 굉장한 모습을 보고 싶습니다! can’t wait to see you smash this season! liked by jaeeunlee
user I feel bad for the grid...they have do idea what they are getting into
thv 자랑스럽다 재화이팅 ✊ proud of you Jae hwaiting ✊  liked by jaeeunlee
user I just know Jae will make F1 her bitch 😭😭
jeonjungkook 한국 Jae에게 우승을 안겨주세요! Bring home a championship for Korea Jae! liked by jaeeunlee
user as an A.R.M.Y I support Jae ✊🏼
sooyaaa__ Jae에게 행운을 빕니다! hwaiting Jae best of luck! liked by jaeeunlee
user real BLINKS support Jae 👏🏼
jennierubyjane 축하해요 아가씨 ❤️💙 congrats girl ❤️💙 liked by jaeeunlee
user Jae fr uniting the most powerful fandoms in the world...the rest of the grid is shaking rn 🤭
roses_are_rosie 정말 자랑스럽습니다 언니, 대한민국 모두가 당신 뒤에 있습니다! so proud sis all of Korea is behind you fighting! liked by jaeeunlee
user Jae really got ass whole nation behind her
lalalalisa_m OMG 정말 기대됩니다. 첫 번째 GP에 가겠습니다. 재야 축하해… OMG I’m so excited, I’m coming to your first GP. Jae congratulations…  liked by jaeeunlee
user god she is so overraterd and she hasn't even raced yet 🙄
xxibrgn.x Jae님, 이번 성과를 축하드립니다!! 제가 목장에서 보이더라도 놀라지 마세요 ;) Jae, congratulations on this achievement!! Don't be surprised if you see me in the paddock ;)  liked by jaeeunlee ⤷ user the fact that G-dragon acknowledged her...🤯
user go back to china
itzy.all.in.us 앞으로는 경마를 종교적으로 지켜볼 예정입니다. Going to be watching races religiously from now onwards liked by jaeeunlee
user Jae def ran out of replies which is why she is just liking now 😅
realstraykids 역사가 만들어졌고 우리는 이를 지켜보는 영광을 누리고 있습니다. history has been made and we have the honour of watching liked by jaeeunlee
user the fact her brother and sister groups official insta's are showing her support 🥹🥹
ateez_official_ 팀이 당신을 지원하고 있습니다 !!! 당신의 존재로 우리를 우아하게 만드는 당신의 경주를 지켜볼 수 있어서 기쁩니다!! 화이팅 the team is supporting you!!! We’re excited to watch your races as you grace us with your presence!! Hwaiting  liked by jaeeunlee
user I don't even think the tifosi or the orange army will be any match for J-nation
user these comments are giving me whiplash 😅
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neochan · 2 years
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PAIRING | haechan x reader
SYNOPSIS | you've had your eye on haechan for a while. who knew a costume frat party would be the time you got to have him.
WC | 2.8k
WARNINGS | alcohol, bunny pet name, panty biting, oral fem receiving, slight nipple play, choking, he spanks reader one time, big dick!haechan, reader calls him daddy once, breeding kink (no mention of pregnancy or kids), acts like a typical dude at the end lmao
A.N | happy hyuck day !
“I won’t bite. Unless you’re into that sort of thing.”
A deep voice tickles your ear, making you whip your head around. Haechan stands tall, eyes glinting with mischief; his plastic glow-in-the-dark fangs are bared to you in a wide smile. His hands are occupied with two drinks, one which is slightly extended to you.
“Ha Ha.” you say dryly, and snatch the plastic solo cup out of his hand.
The last party of the school year and here you were listening to pathetic jokes from a poorly costumed vampire. You couldn't brag about yours though, the play boy bunny ears were constantly sliding off your head, and the faux tail kept getting pulled by obnoxious frat boys.
Looking around you take it all in. Last party of the semester ... last party with him.
Lee Donghyuck, the boy you can't seem to get out of your head even though he was oblivious to it all. He stood in front of you, handsomer than you've ever seen. Clad in a white button up spotted with fake blood and a black cape tied around his throat by a matching ribbon, all you wanted to do was rip those clothes off of him, but you couldn't. It was out of the question - especially here.
The frat house wasn't exactly the best place for hooking up. Downstairs was cluttered with people and alcohol; basically one big open room, and upstairs was where coke heads took their turns bumping lines. The bathrooms were absolutely nasty and usually covered in piss and vomit by the time you actually wanted to fuck someone.
Who were you kidding? You'd never get the chance to fuck Haechan so there was no use worrying about where the best place was.
You take a sip of your drink, cringing at the bitter burn that slides down your throat, "Is this just straight Titos?" you splutter.
He shrugs nonchalantly, nodding towards the kitchen, "They were all out of mixers."
"Not surprised" You murmur, throwing your head back and drinking the rest in one swallow. Usually the alcohol was gone by now anyways, it was a surprise he came back with Titos.
Haechan's eyes watch you admiringly, twinkling when you spill some of the alcohol down your chin.
"You know," he starts, "This party is kind of lame." He fiddles with the tied bow of his cape for a second before continuing, "I was wondering if you just want to come back to my place and chill?"
Your eyebrows shoot up on their own accord. Was the boy you've had a crush on the last four years asking you to go back to his place?"
"How sober are you?" you question.
"Stone cold."
"Prove it."
"Come back to my place and I'll show you how sober I am."
His words shock you, heat creeping into your cheeks and flushing through your entire body. You can feel your knees go weak.
"I mean, if you want to, that is." his smile stretches from ear to ear, the fangs glowing a bright green.
"Are you going to fuck me?" you ask coyly. It's satisfying to see the way his smile drops and his cheeks grow red, but the next words out of his mouth aren't shy at all.
"Oh little bunny... I'm gonna absolutely ruin you."
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Your back hits the wall alarmingly hard, but you don't even notice. All you can focus on right now is Haechans soft lips moving against your own at a pace way too fervent for the amount of alcohol coursing through your blood. The lack of oxygen leaves you dizzy, fingertips running over his shoulders, trying to steady yourself. His own graze over the supple flesh of your thighs left exposed by your costume.
The bunny ears and fangs are gone now, leaving you both to meld into each other. His lips move from yours to travel down your throat which finally allows you to take a deep breath.
"Fuck Haechan." you whisper, your hands coming up to pull at the hair tickling the nape of his neck. It sends goosebumps down his spine but he doesn't tell you, just keeps giving you wet kisses against your throat and collarbone. By the end of the night he wants you to be painted in bruises.
"You like my tongue?" he coos, darting it out to lick a wet stripe from the base of your neck to your ear lobe, nibbling it just a bit to make you shudder. He ruts against you, and you gasp. You can feel every inch of him through the thin material of his pants - and he's big. You groan and pull him close, capturing his lips in another kiss. He tasted like you always dreamed of - like a cherry blow pop. He did have a thing for those after all.
He pulls away, leaning his forehead against your own, "How about I show you what my tongue can really do?" his trademark grin spreads across his face, almost daring you to accept his offer.
"N- No, I need you in me." You whimper.
"Little bunny wants my cock, hm?"
All of a sudden you feel the floor fall out beneath you, and for a second you think you've passed out because of your alcohol consumption, but all is right when you realize that Haechan has picked you up. You wrap your legs around his waist and throw your arms around his neck squealing at the sensation of being carried.
It's just a few steps to the bed and in no time he's laying you down gently, body caging you against his soft sheets.
"You shouldn't have worn lingerie to the party." He growls, eyes drinking in the sight of your body for the thousandth time tonight, "Other guys shouldn't see you like this."
You roll your eyes, "It was a dress up party, what else was I supposed to wear?"
"A potato sack?" he offers.
"You wouldn't have wanted to fuck me if I wore that."
He's directly overtop of you now, the cross chain around his throat swinging in your face, accidentally brushing the tip of your nose. "I've wanted to fuck you since the moment we met. A potato sack is nothing."
"Then stop talking about it and do it." You groan.
You don't need to ask him twice because as soon as the last word is out of your mouth he's quickly unbuttoning his shirt and throwing it across the room. His cape and pants follow suit and soon he's overtop of you in only boxers. They hid nothing to the imagination, the outline of his cock painfully obvious.
"I think it's your turn bunny."
When you go to undo your bra he stops you, "Let me do it." With ease Haechan undoes your bra and soon your upper body is bare to him, "You're so fucking hot." He groans, dipping his heads down to take one of your perky nipples in his mouth.
The feeling of his hot tongue against your sensitive bud is enough to make you arch up against him, and again, you can feel every inch of him. The thought of how big he is makes your thighs clench together, heat pooling in your panties.
His tongue roves across your skin, sucking harshly. At one point he rolls your nipple between his teeth and it's like nothing you've ever felt.
"Haechan please!" you whine, lifting you hips so maybe he'll get the hint that you want him in you now.
He chuckles, lips skimming down your stomach until they hover right above the waistband of your panties. He looks at you through his dark eyelashes, honey brown eyes glinting with mischief.
"Don't worry bunny, I'm just as impatient, trust me." and with that he sinks his canines into your waistband and drags your panties down. Its unbearably hot, the sight of Haechan holding your panties in his mouth, but as you're whining and moving your legs restlessly, he spits them onto the floor and shoves your thighs apart.
"Just one taste, okay?"
You furiously nod your head and he wastes no time attaching his lips to your core to suckle on your clit.
White hot pleasure shoots through you, "Oh fuck!"
His tongue moves against you with grace, swirling patterns against your swollen clit. Two of his fingers disappear between your legs, easily sliding into you with how wet you were. The stretch of his fingers mixed with his tongue is enough to send you over the edge but you hold back.
"D- Don't wanna cum on your fingers." you whimper, eyes fluttering shut.
He pulls away from you completely, letting you gather your thoughts, "Cum on my cock then." He throws a wink at you before ridding himself of his boxers, and when you catch sight of him you gasp.
Never in all your years of knowing him did you think he was going to be this big. His cock stands tall against his abdomen, his pretty pink tip leaking precum.
He must have seen your eyes widen because he chuckles, "Understand why I wanted to eat you out a little first?"
Dumbly you nod your head, "I want you to fuck me."
"Bunny, you've said that already."
The muscles in his stomach contract when he palms his hard on, slowly stroking himself. Air hisses between his teeth when he touches his tip, eyes fluttering closed with the sensation.
You pout, throwing your fists against the comforter, "Then why're you taking your time!!"
Leaning overtop of you, your eyes following his every move, he lines himself up you’re your entrance, teasing you a bit before gently pushing into you, "Been thinking about this for a while, just wanted to do it right." He grits his teeth, the overwhelming urge to just completely bottom out and fuck into you almost overtaking the rational side of his brain.
The fact that he had been thinking about this almost as much as you sends a tingle through your body. It was nice to know the attraction was mutual and not just a one night stand the last night you were supposed to see each other.
You inhale sharply, the sensation of his thick cock stretching you out making you lose touch with reality. You fumble to grip onto something and end up using his shoulders as a grounding spot. Your nails dig into his honey golden skin, surely leaving red crescents for him to later discover.
He pushes into you slowly, inch by inch, until he’s completely buried in your cunt. You were so fucking wet, Haechan didn’t know how long he was going to be able to play nice for.
"You don't have to be gentle. I won't break.” You whisper.
Guess he didn’t have to play long.
“I don’t plan on being gentle.” He grunts, pulling out of you completely just to slam back into you, a piercing moan falling from your lips, “I said I was gonna ruin you, and that’s exactly what I plan on doing .”
He starts thrusting into you fast, his hips slamming into yours, the sound of skin slapping against skin permeating the otherwise still air. The chain around his throat keeps hitting your nose and at one point he grabs it and throws it over his shoulder. He can’t be bothered with little shit like that when he has such a pretty fucking girl underneath him.
His hands are braced on either side of your face, fingers twisting the fabric of the sheets, bunching it up until he’s clenching it in his fist. You feel so goddamn good, so tight, so wet … for him.
“Haechan! Fuck, you’re so big.” Sobs wrack your chest, eyes going crossed as he pounds into you, one hand wrapping itself around your throat. He squeezes a little and takes satisfaction in the way your eyelids flutter.
He shushes you, “I know bunny, I know. Just take it, I know you can.” He dips down to kiss you, his lips perfectly aligning with yours, “You’re doing so well. Being such a good girl for me.” He mumbles against you.
You feel the band in your stomach start to tighten, and between that and Haechans words, you put your hand on his stomach trying to get him to slow his movements.
He glances down, “Move your hand.”
“No, It’s too much.” You squeak out, but he doesn’t care.
“I said move your fucking hand.” With each word he thrusts all the way into you, brushing your g-spot every time.
You don’t listen to him, instead pushing against his abdomen even harder. He retaliates by closing his fist a little tighter, cutting off even more oxygen. The lack sends you into a head high, eyes crossing again, but you refuse to give in.
A dry laugh leaves his lips, “Fine.” He pulls out of you completely and taps your hip, “Flip over.”
Completely struck by how hot he was commanding you, you comply and flip over, face down ass up. He pushes back into you without warning, forcing your body to shoot forward. “Give me your hands.” He groans, reaching for your wrists. When they’re securely in his hand, he uses the leverage to fuck into you deeper.
“Fuck!” you cry.
“Take it little bunny.” He grunts, letting go of your wrists and pushing your face into his pillows instead. His scent fills your nostrils – cherry blow pops and some kind of cologne. Feeling his cock filling you up mixed with the intense smell of him sends you into another head high.
Your walls clench around him every time he thrusts into you and it almost makes him lose his mind, but there was something he wanted to do first. He stills his movements inside of you, leaving you panting.
“Why’d you stop?” you moan, but you’re sure the pillow muffled you too much for him to make out what you said so you start moving on your own accord. He lets go of your head and throws his arms up behind his own, admiring the way you back up against him.
"Yeah, that's right, throw that ass back little bunny."
The sight is almost enough to make him cum, but he holds back, gazing at the way your pussy swallows him.
You were growing impatient. This wasn’t filling your needs like before, “Haechan!!” you whine.
“Yeah, yeah.” He spits, grabbing a handful of your ass and fucking into you faster now. He couldn’t contain himself; you were just that fucking hot. "Want me to fill you up?” he whispers, his tongue poking the inside of his cheek. When he sees you shake your head as much as the pillows can allow, his mind turns crazed, "Gonna watch it drip out of your pretty pussy."
Your arms are thrust out to the side, gripping the sheets between your fingers, “Please Haechan! Want your cum so bad. Need it, please!”
"God you're such a slut." He groans, “Love the way your ass moves when I fuck into you.” One of his hands smacks your ass, a thin pain spreading throughout your bottom.
Your high-pitched moans rang throughout the room, pushing Haechan closer to his orgasm.
“Want you to fill me up daddy!” the name slips from your tongue too easily for Haechan to ignore it… not like he could though, because it tickles the right part of his brain and soon, he’s emptying ropes of cum into you.
The thought of him filling you up and then realizing it was actually happening has you clutching the sheets for dear life as your own orgasm wracks through you. Your walls spasm around him, milking every last drop from him.
For a second nobody moves and all you can hear is Haechan breathing rapidly as he tries to come down from his high. You shift so that your face is turned to the side, and you can finally breathe but you start laughing instead. “This… this is not how I thought the night was gonna go.”
“Me neither.” He agrees.
Slowly, he pulls out of you, making sure not to get any on the sheets below him. You flip over on your back and reach a hand over the edge of the bed fishing for a shirt or something to clean yourself up with. You end up grabbing one of Haechans shirts to which he just shrugs and lets you do your thing.
When you’re done you toss it into the corner of his room, not caring where it lands.
“God that was so good.” He smiles over at you, eyes crinkling in the corner.
You hum in response, eyelids fluttering shut. The alcohol in your system mixed with the workout you just did has left you exhausted and all you were craving was sleep.
“You can stay here tonight. I’m sure we have a lot to talk about in the morning.” He says softly, one arm propped up, watching as you slowly slip away into dreamland, the promise of tomorrow with the boy you’ve liked for the past four years sure to bring you happy dreams.
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A.N | happy haechan day!!!! i wanted to give you guys something a little special bc of the celebration! i heard he got covid though so i hope he recovers fast </3 also.. send feedback please.
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h-harleybaby · 1 year
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I’m starting to get so many drafts but no one’s asking for nsfw and I wanna write it sometimes ya know?
Anyways this is gonna be real short
I love creepy Butters and Cartman <3333
HAS NSFW CONTENT
Butters 💛
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• Like I said- creepy/pervy Butters and Somnophilla? Match made in heaven. There’s just something about him waking up with an almost painful boner and knowing he could use you in any way (with your consent) gets him going a bit. He feels really embarrassed and like he needs to pray but shhhh- your body might as well be his temple
• That takes me to the my next point, body worship. He loves you sm and ofc he likes body worship. But specifically for you, he gets so embarrassed that he can’t really get the same treatment, even a little praise just might make him cum on the spot.
• DACRYPHILLA 👏👏👏👏
• When Butters is a sub he gets overstimulated so easily he just starts crying a bit, but part of him thinks it’s so hot you can do that to him. But also if he gets the chance to fuck you dumb til you’re crying??? He’s so proud of himself, doesn’t it mean he did really well?
• This sweet- sweet man loves praise and he often praises you without meaning to so I hope you have a praise kink, he probably couldn’t bring himself to degrade you
• UNLESS
• Y’all do some roleplay and he’s professor Chaos… It’s like he flips a switch but there’s still a pretty good amount of praise in there.
• Normally Butters is really gentle and likes going slowly with you but professor Chaos is rough and fast AND there’s a lot more dirty talk with Chaos
• Stay with me on this, it’s Butters guilty pleasure to sniff your panties… I DUNNO HE GIVES ME THAT VIBE
• Literally anything you’ve worn he just kinda steals because your smell just kinda- turns him on??? Sometimes it’s not even horny he just loves it (he’s probably stolen one of your bras from your dirty clothes and just kinda lays down with it on his face)
• He purposely gets you to bend down and stuff to see your cleavage and it gets him so horny but he’s also super embarrassed
• I wouldn’t be surprised if he has a humiliation kink, he just wants to be caught with your panties on his face 💀
Cartman ❤️
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• Hear me out on this, dacryphilla with Cartman too but in a pretty different way from Butters. Where as Butters comes from a much better place, Eric comes from a sadistic place. He would lick your tears 😭
• Everything with Cartman is just a lil malicious tbh. Somnophilla with Eric?? He loves that shit and goes a lil farther than Butters. Butters thigh fucks you to not wake you up but Eric just flat out fucks you and gropes you (all consensually btw) kinda hoping he wakes you up. He usually does
• He feels almost no shame, he doesn’t get embarrassed like Butters. But he wants you to get embarrassed (cough slight humiliation kink but towards you cough)
• STAY WITH ME ON THIS- food play, and no I will not elaborate on that I’m right you’re wrong end of discussion
• Maybe just MAYBE- exhibitionism, like just to brag he would fuck you in front of his friends just to show what they could never have because you’re his. ITS A POWER MOVE
• He likes to do all that classics pervy shit, like look up your skirt and down your shirt all the time
• If y’all are in public and he gets hard he might just grab your hand under the table and guide it to his boner
• I’M SORRY HE WANTS TO FUCK IN PUBLIC AND YOU KNOW WHAT
• HE WOULD LOVE IF YOU GAVE HIM A BLOWJOB WHILE HE EATS
• Just you under the table sucking him off as he eats, occasionally eating with one hand to guide you/shove your head down a little more on his dick
• He loves that feeling when you almost gag around his dick, it makes him feel powerful
• Totally has a remote controlled vibrator he makes you wear on dates sometimes and puts it to the maximum setting while you’re talking. AND he says you can’t cum or you’ll get punished <333
I’m sorry I tried 😭
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okkalo · 1 year
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Okie! If requests are still open, I'd like to see what you think of this scenario:
Beach vacay, reader gets a sunburn (can be mild or lobster-y)
How would Ryusei, Reo, and Kunigami help their bbg?
Thank you!
Ps, I LOVED the "ily" hc you posted! They were very cute 😍
hi again! i’m glad u enjoyed the other request! and thank u for another req 🤭 this one hit close to home bc i literally just got a sunburn the other day but anyways i hope u enjoy!!
warnings: reader is suggested to be a girl in reo’s
characters: shidou, reo, kunigami
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shidou
- ABSOLUTELY laughs at you.
- and just know that if you get on his nerves he will smack your sunburnt part
- might feel bad depending on how you react
- brags about how he doesn’t burn and only tans after laughing at you
- i would say tell him to shut up or something but once again he will smack your burn
- once he actually sees you upset he will start to care a little bit
- doesn’t really help with the burn though, he just treats you nicer
shidou had just gotten out of the shower, hair damp and towel around his naked waist, when he saw you wincing and breathing out a small ‘ow’ while putting on aloe. his carefree stroll immediately stopped while his posture slumped, his cocky face turning more serious at the sight. he gave another sigh as you winced once again at the pain before walking up to sit in the space next to you.
a small smirk decorated his lips at the glare you send his way, expecting him to start adding more salt to your wound. “hey, hey, i’m not gonna do nothin’. my baby’s in pain and i gotta make em’ feel better.” he spoke with a suave voice, snaking an arm around your shoulders to pull you closer to place a gentle kiss on your neck. as much as you hated to admit, a few kisses from him definitely did make you feel better.
after a few more kisses from him you decided to end it there, your eyes roaming to his still naked lower body. you sighed, giving him a soft kiss on the lips before pushing him away, turning your attention back to your bowl of aloe vera. “go put your pants on, ryu.” he huffed, not wanting to follow someone else’s orders, going straight back in for your neck to pepper some rough kisses on your burnt skin. good luck with that.
reo
- he makes sure to keep your skin protected at all costs
- buys you expensive sunscreen and always tries to bring some source of shade because he doesn’t want you burning
- but it just so happened that you guys had been a part from each other when you got the burn
- when you walk in to your shared place with reo he just sighed, dropping everything he was doing to go get aloe
- scolds you while making you sit on the bathroom counter with him rubbing aloe into your skin
“this is why i should’ve gone with you,” he sighed, scooping up a clump of aloe before gently rubbing it on your thigh, his face in a focused frown. you remember him whining about how he wanted to go with you. you knew the real reason he wanted to go with you was to see you in a bathing suit and get to put sunscreen on your bare skin.
“it would’ve been weird if you had gone.” you sighed right back, tired of his complaining. “you would’ve been the only guy, weirdo.” you stated, watching his brows furrow as he raised his head to look at you with an offended face.
“i can be one of the girls!” he exclaimed, drawing a laugh out of you. you could only rake your fingers through his hair before patting his head. he sighed at the lack of response, eyes dropping once again to focus on your burnt leg. he would come up with another complaint in the next five seconds.
kunigami
- would probably be a worrier like reo except less extreme
- he would always try to put sunscreen on you when you were out in the sun that day
- he gets distracted that day, however, meaning he didn’t get the chance to remind you to put on the protectant
- feels HORRIBLE once he checks back in on you and sees you burnt
- immediately takes you home, occasionally cussing under his breath on the way home for his lack of notice
- starts a cold shower for you
“i should’ve remembered,” he mutters under his breath as he turns shower knob, water immediately following afterwards. he’s been like this for the past ten minutes, constantly muttering something new that he should’ve done.
“ren, love, it’s okay. the burn isn’t even that bad, babe. besides, i should’ve been the one to remember, so stop blaming yourself.” you finally sighed out, voice soft as you tried to comfort him by rubbing his arm. he turned over to you, face still in a frown as he saw your reddened state.
“it’s my job to remember, but i’ll stop.” he let out a deep sigh, bending down to pull you into an embrace. one hand wrapped around your back to rest on your waist while the other rubbed your upper back. “go ahead and get in, i’ll join in a few.” he said after a moment of silence, placing a small kiss your shoulder before pulling away from your arms. you made sure to give his arm an extra squeeze, a reassurance that it was okay, before he walked off.
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aphrogeneias · 9 months
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Daaaaarling I know it’s been ages! Sorry about that I’ve been just exhausted.
Anyway you said something about rock star Eddie and his assistant?
So! Much! Potential!
You two have to have some sort of closeness/openness with all the hours and hours you spend together. A casualness, harmless flirtation that is maybe a little more than harmless if you catch my drift
Sitting in on interviews, watching him at shows… you’re not jealous of the girls in the audience who are just crazy for him. Not jealous of the groupies, of the girls who maybe fawn over him at promo events or after shows. You couldn’t be jealous of them, right? Yeah no of course not that’s your boss! That’d be crazy. Unless…
Anywho that’s all I’ve got for now!
-💛
my love, i missed you! i hope you've been taking care of yourself 🤍
assistant!reader's boss is corroded coffin's tour manager (who i've been calling rick this whole time) and to the point before you start working with them, you never really used to pay attention to the groupies. you ran in different circles, you stayed with the crew, they were after the big guys. you saw them go in and out of dressing rooms and hotel rooms and tour buses, and you never really gave them much mind
until you start falling for eddie, then they're all you can see. they're outgoing, beautiful, smart, resourceful girls who are the life of the party. and you're just... the assistant. the girl who rockstars asked to go fetch the prettiest girl on the first row in front of the stage to being her to them. not the object of their desires, never. and you were okay with that, best to not mix business and pleasure. and then, again, you hadn't met eddie munson yet
the more time you spend together, the more you wait for the penny to drop. you wait for him to mention his late night encounters with the girls you see waiting for him and the other boys backstage and at signings. you wait for him to tell you about some crazy sex escapades, brag about his conquests. you almost want him to, to break that spell he has over you, to end that fantasy that you might have a chance with him
but he never does. and that's because, when the other boys are taking their own groupies to their hotel rooms, he's waiting for you to be done with your tasks and coordinating the crew so he can drive you back to wherever you're staying, and maybe convince you to grab something to eat on the way. he's distribuing autographs on clevages and bare legs but he's thinking about when he's seeing you again. you got him under the same spell he's got you under
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Disability Pride Month - Narcissism
(red sentences are my particular thoughts/reactions to situations and not verified studies. Yeah, I guess I'ma be frank and let you see I'ma little fucking bitch. Enough with my mask.) Reminder that narcissism isn't a personality trait and that it's a disorder. A true narcissist cannot help it. It doesn't make our behavior okay, but just like a schizophrenic person can't help their delusional behavior, a narcissist can't help that we have an elevated sense of self worth. It's incredibly rude and hurtful to use the word as a quirky personality trait. Use our term correctly. Narcissistic people often seem extremely confident, but in reality we're highly unsure of ourselves and have extremely low self worth and break at the smallest nitpicks. We have a tendency to cling to people in a show off way, but mainly because we like these people and we want to impress them. Because we're trying to be "better" but also because we're so desperate to be good enough for them, that it comes across as being better than thou type of situation. Someone can say something like "I had ___ experience" and we try to one up it. Not just because we want to be better, but because we don't want you to lose interest. It's a fear factor of losing someone we care about because "we're not good enough/interesting enough." because they had a slightly more interesting situation. That leads onto the fear of rejection. If someone dislikes us, unlike most people being able to "oh well, they weren't worth my time anyways" and shrug it off, it becomes an end of the world situation for a narcissistic individual. Why wasn't I good enough? What haven't I done? Why am I not good enough? Just because narcissists are full of themselves and have elevated self worth, that doesn't mean they don't have guilt and shame for things. In fact, for me, guilt and shame takes up a LOT of my mental space and makes me feel the need to be BETTER than others to compensate for it. I find myself going "shit why'd I brag about that in that moment?" And I over react, and the cycle continues. We have a really hard time being vulnerable. We don't like to share our little secrets. We don't want to seem weak or imperfect, and what other way to do that than to say "Oh yeah I was just crying the other day because blah blah blah" no why would we say we were crying? Can't let you know we're crying, that lets you know that we finally broke down over something, and that gives you a chance to break us down more. It's our job to make you feel like you can break down into our arms and why we're your "only safe space" because we're a greedy bastard and we'll be jealous and honestly really hurt for some reason if you have any others. One thing I feel I don't have space to talk about along side other narcissists is emotions since despite being diagnosed with narcissism, I'm highly empathetic towards others and will literally sob over things people tell me even if I don't know what to do, so I'll speak from an entirely research based response here. (Though, my psychologist does say that empathetic narcissists are a thing, and that's what he diagnosed me as, so lol) Anyways, many narcissists have a hard time keeping up relationships because they lack empathy. I'd say that's the only reason I HAVE any decent relationships with anybody, because really, I'm a fucking bitch. I mean, I'd defend you or something, but the first thought through my head would also be "what about me though" Sorry about the long rant, but yeah. Stop misusing the word narcissist/narcissism. We may not be right, but we can't help it either. Best we can do is go the therapy. (also, I'm sure there's plenty of typos, if so I apologize.)
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Lost on Devildom streets
Summary: MC accidentally finds a certain demon's little brother being lost on a random street and makes it their mission to reunite the two brothers.
A/N: This is an implied gn!MC x Mephisto towards the end. I really wanted to write something about Mephisto's brother even tho we know nothing about him.
This fanfic also contains scenes from the devilgram 'Bragging Rights'
"The magic shop he sent me the location of should be around here.." Solomon has asked you to retrieve a package from a shop ran by a friend witch of him while he was doing some 'preparations' for a spell, as he liked to call it.
"I think that's the place, it matches both the location and the description." Saying that you went to open the door while trying to figure out what Solomon was up to.
"I really need to find out what sort of spell he wants to try, the look in his eyes when he talked about it gave me a bad feeling"
As you went looking for that witch you felt someone tug on your shirt. You were about to confront whoever tugged on your shirt, but when you looked around there was no one. "A little lower please".
When you looked down you saw a demon child. It looked a bit younger than Luke. There was something familiar about him, but couldn't figure out what exactly. "Hey there little guy, can I help you with anything?" You tried to seem as approachable as possible since the kid seemed more nervous than Levi when you hugged him yesterday.
"I am lost and I saw you talking with my brother a while ago and I can't find him and he always says to go seek help from people I know but you are the closest person I know here and I really need help in order to find him please help me!" The little guy was gasping for air by the time he finished his rant. He talked so fast that you nearly missed what he said.
"You said something about a brother right? Who might that be?" Hearing that question the kid got one of the biggest smiles on his face "My brother Mephi of course. He is the best! He always makes sure that I am safe, that I am having fun and he even bought me this outfit! Doesn't it look amazing?!" He said the last part nearly screaming while showing off his clothes.
"So your brother is Mephisto.." After looking at him once again you felt stupid for not recognizing the kid. Except for the haircut and eye color he looked just like his brother. "May I ask what is your name? I heard Mephisto talk about you, but he was so focused on telling people about what were you doing that he never mentioned your name" You think back to the time you went out to eat with Lucifer, Diavolo and Mephisto at Hell's Kitchen. Now that you stayed and think about it, Mephisto mentioned having bought an outfit for his little brother at some point while talking about him at the table, could the kid be wearing that by any chance?
"He talked about me?! Really?! My name is Apollyon but you can call me Apo!" He seemed to be in a good mood whenver you mentioned his brothers
"Yes he talked about you but more important, how did you end up here? By how he talked about you, I can't imagine Mephisto leaving you all alone here" With the way Mephisto treats children, it would be hard to believe that he would leave one alone. It's really sweet how much of a soft spot he has for them if you stay and think about it..
"Well you see.." Apo looked down, not wanting to meet your gaze "I was walking with him around the town when I saw some cookies in the shape of little horses and I just knew I had to get them for him! He always does so many nice things for me and I wanted to surprise him. I ran all the way to the shop only to realize that I got separated from him. I tried to search for him but I had no luck" The little demon looked like he was about to cry when he suddenly looked back at you
"No I won't cry! I am a big brave demon, that's what big brother always says!" Saying that he looked more determinate than before "Anyway, that's when I saw you entering this shop. I remembered that I saw you talking with Mephi at some point. And he sometimes talks about you too and that's why I decided to come after you for help. Please you have to help me find him."
With just one look at his cute face you decide you need to help him, besides, you were curious about what Mephisto was saying about you. "I will help you but first I need to take a package for a friend, then I can text your brother to tell him that I have found you and where to meet." Hearing that Apo jumped to hug you. You hugged him back and you swore you could feel him melting into your embrace. Despite the brave act he tried to put up, the little guy really needed a hug.
After getting Solomon's package you decided to text Mephistopheles:
MC: Mephisto I found something, or rather someone that wants to see you
Mephistopheles: Not the time for games human, I have some urgent matters than I need to solve
MC: You can't spare any time for your little Apo?
Mephistopheles: ...what-
Mephistopheles: Is he with you?! Is he safe? Where are you?
MC: Easy on the questions
Mc: He is with me and he is fine. What do you say we meet near Madam Devian' shop? It's not that far from where we are at the moment
Mephistopheles: Then we will meet there. Come as fast as you can and please
Mephistopheles: Keep my little brother safe
MC: Will make sure of it!
-chat ended-
Apo was looking up at you, waiting for an answear, he looked like a much cuter version of Mephisto. Is that how he also looked when he was younger?
"I have great news Apo, I talked with your brother. We arranged to meet in front of Madam Devian' sweet shop. I think that's also where we saw those horse cookies you wanted to buy for him. If we go there you can buy them for him too" The small demon's eyes begun to sparkle "Really!? You're the best!! No wonder Mephi said that you don't seem as bad as he thought!" Not as bad as he though- That bitch-
"On our way to the sweet shop, can you tell me more about what dear Mephi said about me?~" You tried to sound as sweet as you could. You would either find out that Mephisto talked shit about you or that he actually praised you. No matter the outcome, it was worth hearing what Apo had to say.
"Hmmm, well at first he didn't seem to like you. He was actually annoyed by your presence, which I don't think it's fair, I think you're awesome! You're helping me after all!" Apo smiled at you while saying the last part.
"He really said that about me?"
"Don't be sad! In the last two weeks he actually started to talk about you in a better light! He did look really happy when he was telling me about how you helped that exchange angel, I think his name was Luke? Anyway, he had this soft expression on his face that I don't really get to see." After he said the last part you could feel your face heat up a bit. Talking about you with a soft expression on his face? You never thought you would hear that.
"Anyway you guys should hang out more. Maybe you could come over at our house. I want to see him smile like that again and I really like your company too."
You were about to ask him more about Mephisto when you realized you arrived at the shop. Mephistopheles was not there yet "Where is he? You said he would be here!" Apo started to look around for him
"He is on his way, but look on the bright side! You can buy those cookies for him before he comes and surprise him with them!"
Hearing that Apo ran into the shop. "Here they are! They look even more delicious up close, I am so sure he will like them." He looked like he was about to jump all over the place from exciment. Just as he bought them the door burst open
"Apollyon there you are! Do you know how much you've worried me? I thought something bad might have happened to you" Mephisto tried to look mad at him but he couldn't, so he decided to just hug him and hide face in his hair.
"Don't ever do that again! Why did you even run away in the first place?!"
Apo took some steps back and showed Mephisto the bag with cookies "I saw these and I got so excited to buy them for you that I ran away without realizing. You always look out for me and I wanted to buy you these as a thank you"
Mephisto took the bag with cookies and looked at them. "Horse shaped cookies? I am sure I will enjoy them, thank you Apo, you really are the greatest little brother I could have" The older demon starting to pet his brother's head, then he looked at you
"I guess I also have to thank you, for not only looking after my brother but also for bringing him back to me" You swore that was the most genuine smile you have seen on Mephisto's face up until that moment.
"No problem, it's not like I could just leave a kid that needs help alone." You and Mephisto just looked at one another for a bit, a feeling all warm and soft on the inside. Was it from the witnessing the reunion between the brothers or was it from the way Mephisto looked at you.
You didn't have time to think about it too much before a child's voice interupted you both "I have a great idea! Let's take MC out for lunch with us as a thank you. They helped me a lot today. Please Mephi?? Please big brother?!" Apo threw his best puppy eyes in his brother's direction, and in a second you could see him give in
"As along as MC wants, I guess they are welcomed to come with us. It will be my treat, after all I have to thank you in some way" He said the last part as he looked away.
"Really? Thank you so much Mephi~" The demon looked at you like you just hit him with a bat out of nowhere.
"Don't call me that." He tried to seem intimidating, but with Apo clinging onto him, it didn't work out too well.
"But whyy?! That's how I call you and I think it's a cool nickname. They should be able to call you that too." The little kid tried to seem angry but he looked even more cute in trying to do so, in that aspect he reminded you of Luke.
"Wait no, don't look at me like that...fine I guess I will live" He turned towards you, as a way to avoid his little brother's 'mad' face "I guess you can call me that, but only for today! Now let's go, we're gonna have lunch at Le Pluvieur"
And with that he exited the sweet shop with Apollyon following him up close, in order not to lose him again.
"I'm coming right now Mephi~" The demon tried to shoot you a dirty look, but he seemed embarrassed more than anything. You gues you'll just have to find out more about him during this lunch.
A/N: I have decided to make Apo in pic crew too
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Chapter 13: It's All In the Game
Fandom: Fallout 4 Words: 7,475 Characters: Georgia Tate (Canon Divergent Sole Survivor), Nate, RJ MacCready, Nick Valentine, Conrad Kellogg Notes: content warnings for graphic-ish descriptions of gore? canon standard tbh but just thought i'd give a heads up :) enjoy ! read on ao3 / read on tumblr
August 28th, 2075. 7 PM.
The place Nate ends up taking her to is a dive bar near some place called Fort Hagen, a military base, one he tells her he spends lots of time at with his friends. Its patrons were mostly servicemen, which was how Nate found out about it and it isn’t exactly prime date material in Georgia’s mind, but he reassures her that it’s a fun place.
“Something is always going down there,” he says, and he’s cute enough that she lets it slide. It’s only one date; she might as well see where this goes, right?
On the drive there, she learns that he’s been out of the military for a few months now, and picked up a job as a line manager in his uncle’s Corvega factory. He brags about being one of the only managers who likes to actually be out on the floor with the guys, and she’s able to spin it as him being dedicated to his job. He blows past a stop sign on a thankfully empty street when he grins over at her in the passenger seat.
“Aren’t you the little optimist,” he says, one hand on the wheel and the other on the arm rest between them. “I’ll have to tell that one to the boys at work next time they give me shit.”
“I’m a brightside kinda gal, what can I say?”
“That you are,” Nate agrees. “You’ll fit right in at the bar. They’ve got a jukebox, karaoke, a pool table. You’ll love it.”
“Pool?” Now he has her attention; she’s been pocketing 8-balls since she was thirteen, but he doesn’t need to know that. She plays coy, raising a perfectly manicured eyebrow. “I’ve always thought pool was fun.”
“Oh, really? You’re a woman after my own heart, Miss Walker.”
Georgia beams back and sits pretty beside him, hair done up in curls and her best dress already riding up her legs. He drives a cherry red Corvega Blitz with a creamy leather interior that sticks to her thighs in the late summer heat. That detail is not lost on Nate, whose eyes dart to the exposed skin before she artfully smoothes out the fabric. His scarred lip twitches into a self-satisfied smile as he pulls into the parking lot. Up the hill, Fort Hagen itself looms ominously despite its spotlights. Georgia can’t help but wonder what goes on inside a building as imposing as that; probably nothing good, she decides, and definitely not as entertaining as her date is about to be.
Things inside the bar are much more inviting, loud and raucous with music spilling out of the promised jukebox and people dancing across the floor. Georgia hopes that Nate is a dancing kind of man, her hand already tapping the beat against her leg. She doesn’t want to speak too soon, but if it goes well, maybe a club and a good band would be a nice second date. She’s about to ask him if he dances when a group of men at a table in the corner catch sight of him amongst the crowd and begin to shout him over.
“Hey, let me introduce you to my friends really fast,” Nate says, already steering her in their direction.
Georgia attempts to hide her frown. Maybe she jinxed it. “I’m sure they’re nice, but…I thought this was a date.”
Nate looks down at her, eyebrow raised. “It still is. They were gonna be here anyways, might as well say hi, right? C’mon, they’ll love ya.”
Hm. Georgia could appreciate a man who maintained his friendships—surely that was a green flag. Nate ducks down and whispers next to her ear, “Besides, it’ll give me a chance to show you off, huh?”
This gets her blushing, pink from her hairline down to her collarbones. Well, she certainly wouldn’t mind that. She puts her best face on as they approach.
They see Nate first and greet him warmly, clapping him on the shoulder and offering him a seat. Georgia steps out from behind him and before Nate can introduce her, one of his friends nods at her over his beer and asks, “Are you gonna tell us who this fine young thing beside you is, Tate?”
Georgia doesn’t hide her frown this time and goes to open her mouth before Nate opens his first.
“Hey, knock it off,” he tells his friend seriously. “I’m a gentleman tonight. You should play along.”
Another friend laughs and derides him, “Just tonight, Natey? Is your broad aware of that?”
The men descend into a round of obnoxious laughter, but Nate just waves them off while Georgia crosses her arms in contempt. He puts an arm over her shoulders and turns them away from his friends, leaning down to talk to her again.
“Don’t mind them,” he tells her. “They’re already drunk and trying to give me shit. I think they’re just jealous. Who can blame them? Out of that teacher get-up, you look gorgeous.”
Her brow furrows deeper. “Those are my regular clothes.”
Nate must sense he’s said something wrong, because he readjusts on the fly. “I mean to say, you look sexier without a dress code holding you back. Better?”
She will admit, his petty appeals to her vanity are working in his favor. She decides to let him off easy.
“Better. Now, let’s turn this back into a proper date, shall we?”
Nate acquiesces to her and finishes up with his friends, then guides her towards an empty pool table.
“Now,” he says, pulling out his wallet and flashing a few hundred dollar bills that catch Georgia’s attention as he pulls out his driver’s license, “how’s about I grab us a few drinks and I teach you a thing or two about pool?”
Her eyes flit from his wallet to his face and she perks up, unable to stop the mischievous little voice in the back of her head telling her to take him up on it. When she smiles, it’s saccharine-sweet.
“Sounds great. You get the drinks and I’ll grab us some sticks?”
Georgia spends some time inspecting the pool cues, finding two without much warping or worn tips. She chalks her own but doesn’t touch Nate’s until he comes back with the drinks—she doesn’t presume to tell a man how to handle his stick, both on the billiard’s green and off…but she can give a couple pointers.
“You shoot with an open bridge?” she asks conversationally after he makes the break shot. Nate looks at her, raising an eyebrow over his bottle of Gwinnett. She mimics the shape with her hand and he nods. She gives him a playful look. “I thought you were gonna teach me a thing or two about pool?”
Nate laughs, but she can sense a touch of stung pride, just enough that it gives him more of a competitive drive. Georgia can’t say she doesn’t delight in riling up her competition.
“So you were just pulling my leg earlier,” he says, then sets her with a daring look. “Alright then, let’s play some damn pool.”
They play the game and he commends her for her trickshots and doesn’t even seem upset when she sinks all of her balls and calls the winning pocket for the eight ball at the end. In fact, he looks downright eager to get her to hustle his friends for money. So he sends her back over to their table and she plays the part of Nate’s innocent little tagalong, asking them if they want to join in on their game. A few take her up on the offer, sharing looks between themselves like they’re just humoring her. She catches Nate’s eye as they walk back, sharing her own sneaking look with him as he casually asks his friends if they want to put money down on the game. For fun, he says. They agree and soon enough, the game begins.
By the end of the night, Georgia has five grown men nearly snap their pool cues when they are forced to empty out their wallets. As a team, she and Nate had done pretty well, even if she had done most of the work.
Her latest victim sneers, throwing a few crumpled bills on the table. “Bullshit beginner’s luck.”
“Maybe so,” Georgia shrugs, chalking up her cue again, “but then that still means you lost to a beginner, so what does that say about you?”
The man, Jacobs, sneers at her. “Tate, if you don’t control your lady—”
Nate steps between the two of them, putting a hand firmly in the center of his friend’s chest.
“Get a fucking grip, Jacobs, it’s pool,” he snaps.
“And she cheated me out of my last dime!” Jacobs all but shouts and Georgia suddenly feels that maybe hustling people at pool in a military bar wasn’t their brightest idea.
Nate, however, looks entirely unbothered. All he does is give the other man a flippant shrug. “And? You’re the one who put it down. No one forced you to lose at pool.”
“And no one asked you to bring her to our bar,” Jacobs counters and glares at her over Nate’s shoulder. “The little bitch is a cheat, and I can pr—”
Georgia isn’t even able to get an astonished “excuse me?” out before Nate’s fist connects with Jacobs’ nose. Jacobs stumbles back, wiping the blood from his face and doesn’t pause before he charges Nate, nearly pushing him into her had she not stepped out of the way in time. She puts herself safely on the other side of the table as the two men descend into a brawl. She wants to stop them, yells at Nate to do so, but she can’t put herself between them so all she can do is watch as the punches fly.
Nate fights like a caged animal, going for any weak spot he can see and hitting them more often than not. She has a front row seat to the rage now coursing through him, teeth bared and fists bloody as they wail on each other. Jacobs catches him in the cheek but then Nate has him pinned to the pool table in front of Georgia, slamming him down on top of it. The man’s face is a patchwork of black, blue, and red as Nate holds him down by his shirt. He leans down, close enough where only he, Jacobs, and only incidentally Georgia, are able to hear.
“You don’t get to disrespect me and mine just because you’re a sore fuckin’ loser, alright?” he mutters and something in his words makes a warm, fluttery feeling start in the pit of Georgia’s stomach.
Nate spits on Jacobs’ chest before letting him go. When he looks up and sees Georgia standing in front of him, however, all the fight leaves him at once. His face goes pale and that’s when the both of them realize just how many eyes are on them and the silence that now pervades the bar. The fluttery feeling is quickly replaced by embarrassment and Georgia makes the executive decision to hurry the two of them out of the bar before they’re kicked out. She goes around the table, takes Nate’s arm into hers, and leads the two of them out with her head down. As they leave, his muscles are still taught in her grasp.
Once they’re standing next to his car in the parking lot, Georgia turns on him, hands on her hips.
“You didn’t have to do that.”
Nate leans back against the driver’s side door and doesn’t meet her eye, just pulls his cigarettes and a lighter out from his pocket. He lights up and takes a drag before speaking to her.
“He called you a bitch,” he says, blowing his smoke into the wind and it tickles her nose. “I didn’t like it. What, did you want me to stand there and let him?”
Georgia puts a hand on her forehead and sighs. On one hand, she’s pissed. This is categorically not how first dates were supposed to go, and she had been on enough to know. She’d had high hopes for the charming man that had walked in and picked up his nephew from her classroom that afternoon. Now, she was standing beside a man who would fistfight one of his friends at the drop of a hat. She can’t help but replay the fight in her mind and as she does, that same fluttery feeling comes back as she recalls what Nate had said to Jacobs. Me and mine.
On the other hand…
Watching him go from zero to a hundred in half a second, all on her behalf…well, no one had ever fought for her like that. First date or not. All that anger and power emanating from him…that had been because of her. For her. Something about it, as terrible as she should find it, makes her reconsider if this date–this man–was a total loss.
Her silence must make Nate antsy, because he speaks up again and this time looks her in the face.
“I didn’t want you to see me that way,” he says, and reaches out to touch her. When she doesn’t move away, his hand runs down her arm until it's holding hers, and he squeezes it with an infant’s strength. “I just…it’s like the anger gets loud, you know? And it’s all I can hear. It was stupid to let it get the better of me. I’m sorry.”
Out in the parking lot, half-lit by street lamps and out of the bar, Nate doesn’t look so imposing anymore. Slouched beside his car, a cigarette hanging out of his mouth, and a bruise rapidly forming across his cheek, he appears regretful. And, Georgia can’t help but notice, increasingly attractive.
“You’re right. It was stupid,” she agrees, going to lean against the car beside him and he looks down at her with a furrowed brow, “but no one’s ever fought someone for me. It was…kind of nice, almost.”
Nate laughs and puts an arm around her, pulling her close. She leans her head onto his shoulder and looks up at him.
“You’re one surprise after the other, Miss Walker,” he says and she grins. “Might have to keep you around.”
“Just don’t make it a habit, alright? I can handle bein’ called a bitch a time or two, it wouldn’t be the first time,” she tells him, and plucks the cigarette from between his lips to steal a drag. “Besides, I don’t think we’ll be able to come back here for our second date. I was hopin’ you were a dancin’ kind of man.”
He raises an eyebrow at her. “You’ve cleared me for a second date already? Color me surprised.”
“What can I say? I guess I have questionable taste and a thing for men with a solid right hook,” she jokes, only half meaning it, and he throws her that smile that got her to agree to all this in the first place before he takes his cigarette back.
They stand there for a little while longer, smoking cigarettes until Georgia says it’s getting late and they should both go home. They sit in his car a while longer, though, dragging out the date minute by minute until, by unspoken agreement, they decide to get a little hot and heavy in the backseat of the car. When they kiss, she’s careful of the bruise on his face and even softly presses her lips against it. Things escalate from there, a fire in Nate’s eyes, but Georgia doesn’t let him past the first five buttons on her blouse at first, per her own dating rules. He does get a hand up her skirt about halfway through and she allows it, so whether or not it counts as putting out on the first date is up in the air.
After, Nate drives her back to her little apartment a few blocks from the school, and very politely asks if he can kiss her goodnight outside her door despite the fact that he had her moaning his name not even an hour earlier. Flushed from hairline to collarbones, Georgia invites him in under the guise of getting him some frozen peas for his face, and if they end up between the sheets, well.
Georgia thinks she can bend her own rules, just this once.
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January 31st, 2288
When Fort Hagen comes into view after hours of chasing Dogmeat’s nose, past wild mutated bears (yao guai, Mac had called them) and a decimated assaultron, Georgia almost has to laugh at the irony. Just down the street are the ruins of her first date with her dead husband and before her is the foreboding tomb she may or may not find her son in. She hasn’t been the praying type in a long while, more so after waking up two hundred years in the future, but she throws a little mental prayer to anyone listening anyways.
The sky above them had been gray since they left Diamond City that morning, making vague threats of rain from the north that hadn’t yet come to pass. Dogmeat ends his tracking at the boarded up doors to the fort and barks once.
“I knew Dogmeat could sniff our man out,” Mr. Valentine says from her left. “Let’s you two and I take it from here, give our four-legged friend a break.”
Georgia bends down, knees popping, to give the hound a rewarding scratch behind the ears. “You did your part, boy. Stay out here while we find a way in, okay? Good boy.”
Dogmeat barks again like he understands—at this point, she’s pretty sure they have some kind of mental link from how in tune they are—and lays down, tongue lolling out the side of his mouth.
“Front door isn’t an option, and even if it was it wouldn’t be the smart one,” Mac says, attempting to look around for another entrance.
“There’s scaffolding around the side, maybe this place has rooftop access,” Mr. Valentine says, so the three of them seek it out, only to find several automated turrets on said roof that put a bead on them almost as fast as he can shuffle them back down the platforms.
Mac offers to take them out, reminding her of the training yard job, but when she reminds him they should probably keep a low profile, he surrenders to her point. It’s only when she spots the parking garage connected to the building that she remembers they usually have interior entrances. It’s surprisingly deserted when they get down there, and almost like a light at the end of a tunnel: a door, lit by a single emergency light amongst the darkness. When she puts her hands on the crash bar and it begins to open, she pauses.
“You ready?” Mac asks from beside her. She swallows.
“You don’t know until you know,” she says, and presses forward.
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The synths scattered among the inside of Fort Hagen are Gen 2’s, according to Mr. Valentine. Metal and plastic like him, but without his sparkling personality, as he put it. Georgia’s been lucky enough that she hasn’t crossed paths with many of them since she thawed out, and those she did, she and Preston had steadfastly avoided. Now, with their hollow, robotic voices echoing off the crumbling walls around her, it sends chills down her spine. They’re damn good shots, too, because by the time she, Mac, and Mr. Valentine clear the floor, they’re all sporting new holes in their coats and multiple plasma burns of near misses from their energy weapons. Mr. Valentine seems the most well-off, all things considered, while she and Mac quickly patch up the burns on her thigh and the one on his arm.
The further they go, they manage to find an elevator that provides the only way forward. It takes them below the surface and it reminds Georgia far too much of the vault. She tries to push it out of her mind as they press forward past another handful of synths, a turret, and a few easily disabled trip wires. For a moment it all seems too easy, like the three of them are just blowing through minor threats before rolling up to the big one, wherever he is. But then something crackles along the hallways, like a classroom intercom, and Georgia is sent back to cold metal and glass, thin air, and Shaun’s wailing cries. She nearly trips going down the stairs.
“If it isn’t my old friend, the frozen TV dinner,” a rough cadence says, echoing down the never ending hallways. “Last time we met, you were cozying up to the peas and apple cobbler.”
“Whoa, careful now,” Mr. Valentine says as he catches her by the elbow, looking around for the speakers.
“That’s him, that’s his voice,” Georgia says, her own voice trembling and her legs feeling like they’re about to give out from under her. She’s not ready. “Mac, Mr. Valentine, I can’t—”
“Yes, you can, Georgia,” Mac says firmly from the other side of her, putting a hand on her shoulder. “We didn’t come all the way here for you to turn back now. If he’s here, let’s go find the bastard.”
“Take it slow, one step atta time. We’re right behind you,” Mr. Valentine nods, readjusting the grip on his gun.
Georgia bites down on her lip to keep it from quivering. The speakers hadn’t come back on and she consoles herself with the fact that she has one of the best guns in the Commonwealth beside her as well as its best detective. One she trusts implicitly and one she trusts enough to help her see this through. She resolves to press forward. Mac was right; she didn’t come this far to only come this far.
Once she’s able to keep going, they take out a few more of Kellogg’s defenses and when his voice crackles overhead again, she isn’t as caught out by it. She can’t stop the shaking in her hands, though, shotgun wavering in her grip.
“Sorry your house has been a wreck for two hundred years,” Kellogg says, snarling when he adds, “but I don’t need a roommate. Leave.”
The words continue to bounce around her skull as they push open a set of metal double doors, opening up to some sort of command center. It’s like a game—they snuff out a few more Gen 2’s, Kellogg comes over the speakers to taunt her. She feels like a rat in a maze, the man who tore her family apart the mad scientist watching her every move.
“Hmph. Never expected you to come knocking on my door. Hell, I thought the Commonwealth would have chewed you up like jerky if you even made it out of that old neighborhood alive,” he muses, voice no less like sandpaper across her face even through the speakers. “What a surprise you turned into.”
Eventually Georgia’s fear morphs into anger and frustration. The closer they seem to get, the further away Kellogg seems. A game of cat and mouse, except the cat sends minions to do his work for him. She takes her rage out on a couple of Gen 2’s and hopes Mr. Valentine doesn’t take it too personally.
“Look,” the mercenary says after Georgia’s shotgun blows apart the plastic skull of yet another synth in front of her, “you’re pissed off. I get it. I do. But whatever you hope to accomplish in here? It is not going to go your way.”
She can’t help it; the pressure builds and she screams back at him, something deep and raw from within, “Fuck OFF.”
Mac and Mr. Valentine jump at her intensity, so on edge for everything else around them that they don’t expect it. There is fire and fury within her now that she can only do so much to keep contained. She thinks, briefly, of how much she can relate to Nate right about now. That only makes her angrier and she does away with the thought as she does away with the next synth that crosses their path.
They descend further into Fort Hagen’s depths and Georgia doesn’t want to dwell about how far underground they must be. Surely not as far under as the vault, but with the walls closing in around her as they enter a red-lit tunnel, she can’t really tell the difference. It knocks the wind out of her sails, her breathing starts to thin and she can barely get the words out to ask her two companions for a moment. She tries to grab at the walls around her for purchase when her knees buckle again, Kellogg’s voice ferrying her through what must be the start of a panic attack.
“You’ve got guts and determination, and that’s admirable. But you are in over your head in ways you can’t possibly comprehend.”
Faintly, over the sound of ringing in her ears, she can hear the mechanical voices of more synths around the corner, and Mac tries to yank her back into a standing position.
“We can’t stop here,” he tells her, an ironlike grip on her arm, “we have to keep moving.”
And they do, though every one of Georgia’s footsteps feels heavier than the last and her vision is tunneling and her chest feels too tight. Mac and Mr. Valentine take care of most of the synths, because all she can focus on right now is trying to push ahead. Her hands still won’t stop shaking long enough for her to aim her gun.
“It’s not too late,” Kellogg says, enticing her to give up already. “Stop. Turn around and leave. You have that option. Not a lot of people can say that.”
She’s caught between wanting to bolt and being so desperately close to her son’s kidnapper as the three of them come upon a red door.
“We’re close,” Mr. Valentine says, sniffing the air for something neither she nor Mac can detect yet. “I can smell that old merc’s cigars…”
Past the red door is what Georgia can only assume was an office for whoever commanded Fort Hagen back in its heyday. Now, it’s full of all sorts of tech and pristine, anachronistic furniture and smelling of cigars. There’s a bed that looks like it belongs more in a hospital than an old military fort, just as out of place as the rest of the furniture around it. It’s almost enough to jolt her out of her spiraling until the speakers come on again.
“Okay, you made it. I’m just up ahead. My synths are standing down. Let’s talk.”
A set of maglocks on a door across the room slide open. The man who took everything from her is just on the other side.
Georgia fights the urge to flee and the pent up energy just redirects back to the anxious jittering of her hands. Fingers try to disappear under her sleeve, but have a hard time getting under Mac’s bandages. She doesn’t even register him coming to stand beside her until her quivering hand bumps into his and she latches onto it like a lifeline. He’s a warm, steadying presence beside her and doesn’t even flinch at her white-knuckle grip. The shaking starts to fade.
She turns to him, and he meets her with a steely look as he nods. To her left, Mr. Valentine motions to the door ahead of them.
“Into the belly of the beast,” he says. Georgia lets go of Mac’s wrist to brace herself.
The room is dark when they open the door, weapons drawn, but spotlights begin to flicker on one by one. The last spotlight turns on and her breath catches in her throat when he steps into the light. The rest of the room fades out around her. It’s just the two of them.
“And there she is,” Kellogg says, walking out from behind a desk terminal with three synths at his back. He gestures to her with the pistol in his hand. “The most resilient housewife in the Commonwealth.”
He’s just as she remembers him: gritty, scarred, and worn-looking, but no less threatening, no less predatory. His visage had been the harbinger of her family’s demise, instilling a bone-deep panic into her now that she has a clearer look at him.
Unfortunately for him, all of Georgia’s panic evolves into rage at the sight of him. It’s like she can feel Nate’s hand on her shoulder, giving her the permission she never needed to snap.
“Where the hell is Shaun?!” she barks, more animal than woman.
“Right to it then, huh?” He has the gall to laugh, casual as you please, only fueling her fire. She should shoot him right now before he even gets a chance to gloat, but she knows that he knows the only thing keeping him alive right now is the information on Shaun’s location. If he decides to tell her the truth at all.
“Okay, fine. Your son, Shaun. Great kid,” he continues, casual as you please despite the severity radiating off her to the point where the shaking returns in a different way. “A little older than you might expect, but I’m guessing you figured that out by now. But if it’s a happy reunion you’re after, it’s not gonna happen. Your boy’s not here.”
Georgia’s teeth grit together so hard she swears she’s cracked a molar.
“You can either tell me where the fuck he is, or I blow your goddamn head off,” she seethes. Her gun has been aimed at his chest since he stepped out. “This is the end, Kellogg. Only one of us is walkin’ out of here. You die. I get my son back.”
“If only it were that simple. I’m just a puppet like you—my stage is just a little bigger, that’s all. Doesn’t change the fact that your boy isn’t here,” he shrugs, his revolver glinting in the light. “He’s with the people pulling the strings.”
“Where is he?!” Georgia screams, finger twitching on the trigger and held only by some modicum of restraint still left in her.
“Shaun’s in a good place,” he tells her and she almost believes him. “One where he’s safe and comfortable and loved. A place he calls home.”
Her resolve is starting to slip. Her vision tunnels.
“The Institute.”
A flash of gunfire cuts through the gloom, pulling Georgia out of the moment as the room descends into chaos.
Kellogg stumbles back from the blast of her shotgun, some sort of armor underneath his clothing the only thing blocking what would’ve ripped apart the chest of a regular man. Then Georgia feels herself pulled to the ground, behind one of the desk terminals scattering the room. Streaks of energy from the synth’s weapons fly overhead and she can hear Mac cursing beside her as his rifle sounds off, but then he’s stumbling around the corner of the desk. It takes her a few dangerously long seconds to realize what’s going on, diving behind another terminal as one of the synths falls beside her.
“He’s got a stealthboy!” Mr. Valentine shouts, and she doesn’t even have time to think “what’s a stealthboy?” before a bullet whistles past her ear. “He’s gone!”
She has no idea where anyone is, world turned upside down in the firefight, but her mind catches up to her with a shot of adrenaline. A few terminals down, Mac darts past, low to the ground and Georgia hears him shoot before something falls. She pokes her gun around the edge of a desk before sneaking over to one closer to where she’d last seen Kellogg. Another gunshot, this time from Mr. Valentine, cuts one of the Gen 2’s off mid sentence and then everything goes quiet. Her heart is thundering in her ears as her eyes dart around for any signs of a threat. Another shot rings out to her right so she goes left and makes a break for another piece of cover.
It’s an agonizing few seconds that feel like hours before she sees something flutter out of the corner of her eye. A centuries old piece of paper, falling from one of the desks as if someone had brushed past it, invisible. Her blood runs cold.
One of Mac’s rounds hit a terminal nearby and that’s when Georgia can see a dirty, booted footprint manifest itself on the fallen piece of paper. She lines up the shot.
She pulls the trigger twice and Kellogg materializes before her eyes, falling over sideways as his ankle practically disintegrates under him. He manages to roll over as he falls, landing face up. He doesn’t call out in pain as she rushes him, putting another round in the hand that goes to reach for his revolver on the floor next to him. It turns into a bloody stump, conjuring up images in her mind of ground beef at the supermarket. He barely even makes a sound when she unloads again into his knee cap and is pinned under her boot, the threat of all she’ll do to him a heavy weight in her hands. There isn’t any fear in his eyes when she levels the gun at his head. Instead, with the barrel at his temple and her heel on his chest, he has the gall to smirk at her. Like this was what he had planned all along. Like it was some game to him. She pulls the trigger, but nothing happens. A smirk like he might take the upper hand is the last thing to appear on Kellogg’s face before she changes plans.
The grip on her shotgun has never been tighter than when Georgia uses it to bash his head in. She brings the stock down on his face again and again and again and she doesn’t know when she starts screaming, but her throat is torn raw by it as she lets go of every piece of frustration that’s been building up inside her since she thawed out. Every downward swing is another fuck you to the world, to karma, to the Institute, to him. The air turns coppery as blood—his, her own, she can’t tell the difference—covers her torso. The drops that manage to fly into her still screaming mouth burn on her tongue as she drops to her knees above him, dead set on reducing him to nothing just as he did her. Then she’s grabbed by both arms and dragged away.
She tries to fight it at first, not realizing who has a hold of her. The adrenaline makes her twist and try to launch herself back at the mangled remains of Kellogg’s corpse. “I’m not done!” she shrieks, but Mac and Mr. Valentine’s separate grips on her shoulders don’t give. Together, they pry her hands away from her gun, finger by bloody finger.
Mac is beside her ear, repeating, “It’s over, Georgia, he’s dead, you did it, you’re okay—”
The hands only come off her once they have her away from the carnage. The two men sit her down on something hard and solid and are careful to block the view of her destruction. She doesn’t know why they bother; she already knows the former mercenary is nothing more than mincemeat from the neck up. Distantly, she hears Mr. Valentine say something like “at least the bastard won’t be hurting anyone else” before telling Mac to watch over her.
“I’ll look around, try to get all the intel this place can hide,” she hears him say and he disappears behind one of the overly large desk terminals.
Mac takes a seat beside her as she buries her face in her hands. She chokes on a sob, fury fading into distress as crimson consumes her, covering her arms, her chest, her legs. It’s everywhere and suddenly she feels like she can’t breathe, that red is all she’ll ever see until Mac wordlessly takes her glasses off her face. Blurrily, she sees him wipe the smears of blood off as best he can with his shirt. Instead of handing them back when he’s done, he hooks them on his collar and swings his pack around to rifle through it. He comes out with one of the tins of water from the Gunner base and reaches for the knife he keeps strapped to his boot.
He stabs a hole into the aluminum top, then points to her hands. “Here,” he says quietly, “let’s get that off you.”
She doesn’t move, too trapped inside her own head, but then she feels him move her trembling hands, softly, to pour the water over them. Blood and water pool together in her palms before spilling to the floor and he doesn’t say a word as he silently washes it away, gentler than any words of comfort he could have given her. He even changes out the bandages on her left arm now that the old ones are soaked through with new blood.
In the quiet of his care, all Georgia can think is that she failed. Sure, the man is dead, but she is no closer to finding her son.
The Institute.
She’d heard all the stories, or at least the ones people weren’t too scared to share. Becky, in Diamond City, whose lost husband may or may not have been snatched up. The settlers who wouldn’t look her in the eyes in the early days because new faces were suspicious and not intriguing. Piper, who seemed to have her own personal vendetta against the Commonwealth’s biggest boogeyman, the blade in the dark that struck when you least expected it. The Institute, whatever it was, had Shaun. If Kellogg was telling the truth. That at least meant he was still alive, possibly. She just didn’t know for how long.
While Mr. Valentine pokes around, Georgia slowly comes back to herself. Her vision stops tunneling and the ringing in her ears begins to fade. She doesn’t speak until Mac finishes cleaning her off and bandaging her up. What comes out is hoarse, like someone has taken a nail file to her vocal chords.
“Thank you,” she manages to get out, barely above a whisper. There are so many other things she wants to say (thank you for being careful with me. Sorry I dragged you into this. I’m glad you were here) but they die in her throat.
He shakes his head, unhooking her glasses from his collar and handing them back to her. His voice is only a little rough when he says, “Don’t mention it.”
By the time Mr. Valentine comes back over, she is as put together as she can be in the moment, but even then the grasp she has on herself is tenuous at best.
“So, turns out Kellogg wasn’t giving us any bull. I bullied my way into his terminal—your son really is on the inside,” he says, regretful to be the bearer of bad news. “I’m sorry to say it, but even I don’t know where the Institute is, and they built me.”
Mac pipes up from beside her, indignant, “There has to be a way, right? Otherwise, how the hell did he get in and out?”
“We’re in the weeds here, kids,” Mr. Valentine sighs with a mechanical shrug. Mac’s lip twitches like he wants to rebuke something in his words, but stays silent. “I looked over the body and found these, though.”
From his pockets he pulls out what had once been the pristine pillow case on the bed in the other room, now dark with viscera. Georgia can’t help but wrinkle her nose. A funny, involuntary reaction, considering.
“You did quite the number on him, but I noticed this between all the gray matter. Cybernetics,” Mr. Valentine continues, then puts it back into his coat. “I may not know where the Institute is, but with this, we may have just won the lottery.”
Her brow furrows as she looks up at the detective, confused.
“What do you mean?” she asks, purposefully quiet to not agitate her still-raw throat.
“There’s a place in Goodneighbor called the Memory Den. Heard of it?”
Georgia nods. She’s seen the hazy neon sign over the former theatre in her scant few visits to the town. She’d never been inside, however, before or after the end of the world.
“The place to be to relive moments of your past in your mind as clear as the day they happened. If anyone can get a dead brain to sing, it’ll be Doctor Amari,” he says. “She’s the mind behind the memories.”
“Who is Doctor Amari?”
“She runs the place,” Mac supplies. “Well, kind of. Irma’s the real owner, I think.”
“I’ll let Amari give you her life’s story in person,” Mr. Valentine cuts in, pushing ahead, “but if we head out now, we can get there before it gets too late.”
“And you’re sure she can help?” Georgia presses, not wanting to take more out on hope.
Mr. Valentine’s yellow-filament stare holds her own, “She might be our best bet.”
“Then let’s go,” she nods as she stands, but Mac catches her by the sleeve.
“Hey, hey, slow down a minute,” he says, looking between the two. “Shouldn’t we, I dunno, think about this a little more?”
“What’s there to think about, Mac?” she pleads. She pauses to cough, the more she talks the more it stings. “If the Memory Den is our best bet, then I have no other choice.”
Mac stands up beside her, crossing his arms. “What I’m saying is maybe we should take a break, rest for a little bit, plan before you go shooting off—”
“Mac, I’m fine,” she stresses, clenching a fist at her side. “I don’t want to put it off anymore. I…I want to know.”
She gives him a speaking look that she hopes will say everything she can’t, that after this, she’s done not knowing. All she wants to do now is make up for all the time she’s wasted, and then maybe she can find her boy.
Mac sets his jaw, then tears his eyes away to look at Mr. Valentine. “Fine. Plan is, we go to the Memory Den and talk to the doc, but after that, you’re taking a break.”
“Christ, okay,” she can’t help but snap (now was when he decided to start disagreeing with her leadership?) but when his expression shifts, she sighs, apologetic. “I’m sorry. Let’s just go. I don’t want to be here anymore.”
She makes to leave, but Mr. Valentine reaches out, putting his plastic hand on her shoulder. It’s surprisingly weighty.
“Hey, chin up,” he says, trying to bolster her. “I know the night just got darker, but it won’t last forever.”
She knows he’s just trying to be supportive, but this time, it doesn’t land. “Doesn’t change the fact that it’s still dark,” she mutters, and walks past him, stepping over Kellogg’s mutilated corpse without so much as an acknowledgement of her violence.
It’s a long way up in the elevator they find tucked into a hallway. It takes long enough that being stuck inside starts to make her antsy again, fingers grasping for purchase on something, anything, until they end up catching on the cuff of Mac’s sleeve. He doesn’t make a show of taking it into his own and squeezing, once, and for that Georgia is grateful. When the doors slide open, he lets go, but she can still feel the lingering roughness of the calluses from where he holds his rifle. Mr. Valentine goes to work on hacking through a terminal attached to the only way out, and he mentions something about the turrets outside being put to rest.
The sun has almost dipped completely under the horizon when they exit. It’s finally raining, too, matching just how Georgia feels on the inside, but it does nothing to obscure the massive, brightly-lit airship coming in from the west. It catches all of them by surprise and takes up the sky like one of those big radstorm clouds, demanding she look at it. What look like vertibirds—are vertibirds, she realizes—undock from the sides and take to the air. She squints up at the thing, putting a hand over her eyes to shield from the rain. A booming, bellowing voice cuts through the skies.
“PEOPLE OF THE COMMONWEALTH. DO NOT INTERFERE. OUR INTENTIONS ARE PEACEFUL. WE ARE THE BROTHERHOOD OF STEEL.”
“Son of a…it’s the goddamn Brotherhood,” Mac breathes, eyes transfixed on the airship. “What the hell are they doing there?”
“That man…at the police station…” Georgia trails off, remembering how she and Preston had helped a man in power armor defend his dwindling squad’s base from feral ghouls in Cambridge. They hadn’t been much help in looking for…whatever it was the man had been looking for. She doesn’t even remember his name now, instead only how much he favored Nate…
“What?” Mac asks, tearing his gaze away from the sky.
“Nothin’,” she says, shaking her head as she heads for the scaffolding on the side of the building. “Let’s move.”
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kunikame · 2 years
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¡! ❝ REDAMANCY .. ❞
╰┈➤ ❝ [00] i'm sorry? ❞ | m. list | next
sakasaki natsume x fem! reader smau
warning(s) : cussing, fake dating
w/c : 1k
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the school bell rang, signalling the end to your final class of the day. you stretched in your chair, hearing some of your bones crack, and started packing up your things.
"are we still on for movie night?"
your head snapped to the right where you saw mao gazing at you while packing the last of his things and your face lit up. humming, you stood up.
"mm, yeah, but i gotta go to the library first. go ahead without me. i'll see you at 5?"
"alright, have fun. see you at 5."
walking through the crowded halls you slowly made your way over to the library. you've been coming here to look for a specific book for the past 3 weeks yet it's never there when you look for it. in hopes of getting your hands on it this time, you came earlier than usual.
slamming the door open and frantically searching the bookshelves, you came up empty handed, once again. sighing in defeat and leaning back to stare at the ceiling, you figured you can just buy the book after all.
"i swear there has to be a secret room or some shit.."
"oh, there is one."
stumbling off the table you were leaning on and nearly giving yourself whiplash while turning around, you were startled to see someone else in the room. the door never opened - or at least, you never heard it open.
"my apologies for giving you a fright, kitten. how may i and my secret room be of service to you?"
"i'm sorry?"
the red haired boy chuckled, "you were questioning the existence of a secret room, were you not?"
"i was, yeah, but who the hell are you and when did you get in here?"
he was taken aback then, almost as if he was surprised you don't know him, then he chuckled once again - the sound becoming increasingly annoying, it's like he's making fun of you. "my bad, i didn't realize you do not know me. the name is sakasaki natsume, at your service," with a little bow for dramatic effect.
he could literally see the lightbulb above your head just then, "ohhh! you're the magician dude! the one leo told me about!"
"that.. would be me, yes.." the eye twitch was a clear sign he did not favor the name.
"anyway, magician guy with a secret room, i'm looking for a book. is it in your lair by any chance?"
"maybe. maybe not. come down and find out."
following a stranger into a shady secret room in an idol school may not be the best idea but hey, leo trusts the guy, and you really want that book, so, why not. after looking around for a while, you finally found it. you reached to grab it only to have it promptly snatched from under your fingertips.
"oi- magician dude! gimme my book!"
"i will, but i want something in exchange."
you crossed your arms, "no way am i doing anything for you. you're shady as hell."
"i led you to your book and granted you entrance to a secret room, mind you. it's just a little thing."
as much as you hate to admit, he did have a point. nobody forced him to help you, or to let you in here. so you sigh.
"god, fine. what do you want?"
"go out with me."
"absolutely not."
"what?!"
he was so genuinely surprised, it was sad. was this his first time asking someone out?
"you heard me, there's no way in hell i'll date a stranger. a shady one at that. give me my book or ask for something el-"
"wait, wait, no. i need you to go out with me. not actually, just fake date me for a while. there's, like, a gala thing i need to attend and my mother wanted to set me up with someone but i told her i had a girlfriend and now she wants to meet her. you're the first person who i saw, it must be fate. you were sent to me as an answer to my manifestation," he was shaking you by your shoulders now, "please - and i don't usually beg people - go out with me for a short while."
he seemed.. sincerely desperate. after telling him to stop shaking you - which he did, without hesitation - you stopped to think.
pros - a boyfriend, a pretty boyfriend, bragging rights, your book, access to a secret room, attend a gala = fancy clothes
cons - a stranger, meeting his mom, keeping up an act, attend a gala = fancy clothes + fancy people
the pros clearly outweighed the cons in your mind, so just as before, you sighed.
"can you prove this is true?"
the redhead, to your surprise, pulled up his messages with his mother and gladly showed them to you.
natsume was really desperate here. while he did want his mothers approval, he also wanted her to stop bothering him with getting a girlfriend. you seemed like a decent person, so this was a win-win situation. he'll get on his knees and beg if he has to. okay, maybe not that far, but you get the point.
"..alright, fine. i guess i'm your girlfriend now. how long does this act need to go on?"
natsume was overjoyed. he has a date! he doesn't need to hire anyone! and he has enough time to get comfortable enough with you to put on a decent act!
"until the gala and a bit after so it's not obvious it's fake, so i'd say about … 5 months?"
"that's a long damn time!"
"yeah, well, we need time to get comfortable. plus i didn't think i'd find someone this fast. it's going great so far."
"for you maybe… alright weirdo, i gotta get going now. i'll see you around then, it seems."
"yeah, see you around. and thank you."
you sent a 2 finger salute his way without turning around and promptly left the secret room and the school entirely, texting the group chat on your way.
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╰┈➤ synopsis ❝after yumenosaki academy resident magician and eccentric sakasaki natsume asks you to "go out with him", you immediately shut him down. so why is he dedicating a song to you at a switch concert? and why are people whispering about you being the cutest couple?❞
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🍄 (yes I did this on purpose)
🍬 (yes I am enabling you)
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🩷(not on the list just wanted to spread some love 😊)
🍓- How did you get into writing fanfiction? --- I kind of just... have always been doing so. From the moment I first started adoring certain shows or movies or books as a kid, I've been writing fanfiction. In fact, it took a very long time for me to even learn the term 'fanfiction' and realize "Oh. That's what this is. Neat!" (I believe I was very early teens when I first saw the term online.) From the moment I first started writing stories (which came about very shortly after I first learned how to write at all) there was only a short year or two time where I wasn't writing fanfiction. (Hell, my mom still has those short, one page stories I'd write back then. I don't know if it was simply a typo on my part or if I was just really morbid, but they almost always ended with 'And they died.'😂)
🍄- Share a headcanon for one of your favorite ships or pairings. --- (lol, of course you did. And for that, I'm going to give more than one heh~)
Well, I'm not sure if I've stated so here or not (I know I've certainly shared with my best friend over Discord) but I imagine the DA and Damien pretty much fell in love at first sight. And my rendition of the DA doesn't believe in love at first sight lol, yet still got steamrolled with it anyways, realizing what the feeling was just two hours after they met - but being in denial of it being anything more than a crush for months after. Clearly, Love At First Sight took offense to the disbelief lol
Damien's cane and mayor ribbon were a gift from the DA upon winning the election. The ribbon was just a cheeky joke, there was no thought or intent that Damien would go on to actually wear it beyond a few hours after having it pinned to his suit in congratulations by a grinning DA once news arrived that he'd won. Yet, he went on to wear it all the time - regardless of what few people moaned and complained that he was 'bragging' or the like. It came from his Little Monster, so of course he was going to keep wearing it.
As for the cane, it has a sword inside - but only Damien's close friends and family know of it. The DA gave it to him as a covert means of self-defense (though he never had any need to use it) as Damien learned swordsmanship growing up for fun. (Yeah, I'm not the first person to imagine that Damien's cane is a sword cane, I know. In fact, I used to not care for the idea, but it quickly grew on me lol)
🍬- Post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character. --- (Oh, I LOVE being enabled to talk about this ssfvsfvsfvf thank you! I don't know if this is actually unpopular, or simply not spoken of/depicted as much, but)
Dark is NOT evil, cruel, cold, or manipulative.
He is miserable and depressed and drowning in guilt over what happened to the DA (regardless of the fault not being his) and wants revenge on the Actor - though he's quickly lost most drive to actually track the bastard down.
Not once has he ever harmed the viewer character. He's been cryptic, yes, and a little creepy in Date (though I take that portrayal with a grain of salt these days, as he wasn't properly developed as a character yet, it being his first canonical appearance and all) but on that same point, he showed to care more about the viewer's feelings over having shot someone than Mark did. If you listen to his dialogue (or read a transcript) when he and Mark are trying to convince us who to shoot, nothing he says is a lie. In Heist, he seemed only to want to wake the viewer up to the nature of what was going on, stuck in the Actor's games. He nudged us in the right direction with the clues to be found at each ending.
And with the inclusion of the implications given at the end of ISWM, he may have set the entire string of events of AHWM in motion deliberately to get a chance to speak with us to try to help us. Why else would he very likely seemingly attach the warp crystal to that box, which we would then after go to try to steal? Why else would he then simply pull us aside - separate us from Mark - and speak to us, rather than use the opportunity to try to get revenge on the Actor, who was right there?
Being the "villain" has never been his goal.
☁️- What made you choose your username? --- Okay, so. My mom gave me the nickname 'Lou' when I was in my mid-teens. There's no basis upon my name at all for why she did so. Even she doesn't know why she gave me the nickname. (She's just rather silly like that lol) At first I hated it, asked her not to call me that, but it just kept happening and I realized that it would undoubtedly continue to happen - not maliciously, mind you - so I kinda just gave in and had the thought of 'oh, I could make it into a different spelling of the word 'lunatic'.' cause, yeah, edgy teen lol. And I became very fond of it, making it my username across many websites and accounts. I always pair it with either the number 13 or letter 'm', cause 13 is my favorite number and 'm' is the first letter of my birth name lol
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Oh boy, I get rambly. 😂😅 And you are entirely too sweet. 🥺😊 Thank you so much for sending in all the asks that you do, I really appreciate it.
Tagging @kiwibubbles5 because I figure you'll wanna see me rant about our boy lol... again...
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baggebythesea · 1 year
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Princess Glimmer and the Day of Many Choices: I'm not working FOR you, but I will work WITH you. (14/?)
"You and me as equal queens," Catra said and held out her hand. Glimmer gave her a surprised look, then a nod which contained both respect and challenge.
"You got game, Horde scum. I like that. And it's perfect. Your old Horde buddies would not take kindly to be bossed around by a princess, but they will listen if the orders come from the Fright Zone."
"You overestimate how beloved I am by the rank and file," Catra smirked, but her tail twitched.
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"You have yourself a deal, my Queen," Glimmer said and took Catra's hand. "The first thing to do is..."
"Stop it right there," Despara said and stepped in between them. "I just pulled Catra out from the Horde. I'm not letting you put her back just because it suits you."
"It won't be like that," Glimmer protested. "This time we..."
"What do you mean, 'you're not letting her'?" Catra demanded. "I make my own decisions, thank you very much."
"'Your own decisions' almost killed you and ended with you brainwashed by Horde Prime," Despara said with dark voice. "And the moment Glimmer crooks her finger..."
"Hey," Glimmer protested. "I'm trying to..."
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"I get that you got a hero-high from rescuing a poor little damsel in distress," Catra said and barred her teeth, "but if you for a moment think that..."
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"Im not letting you self destruct one more time."
"That's rich coming from..."
"SHUT UP FOR A MOMENT SO I CAN... OOOOOOF!"
Suddenly, the three of them went from shouting at each other to being knocked out and entangled together in a net.
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"Thank you," Bow said and with deliberate care chose another arrow and nooked it. "Now, if perhaps I can say something, I would just like to point out that the three of you love each other and can do anything if you support, trust and help each other, and that if you don't do that I will personally lock you up in the hot springs of Mystacor until you can behave."
"We don't have time for rest," Glimmer protested. "There's too much work to do."
"I don't love Sparkles," Catra protested.
"Yeah, right," Despara muttered.
"What is that supposed to..." Catra begun, but Glimmer managed to turn enough in the net to put a hand on Despara's.
"Hey, Ador... Despara," she said with gentle voice. "I'm not taking her from you."
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"It's not like that..." Despara mumbled.
"No, it's OK," Catra interjected. "It's only natural to be jealous of someone as cool as me. But don't worry, I'm not running away with a glitter bomb now when we FINALLY got together."
"As if you'd have a chance with me anyway," Glimmer sniffed.
"Hah, you'd come running if I crooked a single finger," Catra bragged.
"You'd have to do better than that," Glimmer smirked.
"Is that a challenge, princess," Catra grinned.
"You're not exactly making me feel better about this whole thing," Despara said with dry voice and crawled out of the net.
"The point is," Catra said and crawled after her, "that I'm not a little meek kitten you can control... and, honestly, I don't think you'd want that anyway." She and Despara traded a grin.
"Also, Sparkles is right. We CAN do something about the whole mess Etheria is in right now. We can make it BETTER. And if me sitting on Hordak's stupid daddy complex throne is what it takes... hey, that's pretty much our childhood dream right there, isn't it?"
"There wasn't a princess with us in our childhood dreams though," Despara grinned.
"There totally should have been," Glimmer said and teleported out of the net. "So we agree then? The three of us, ruling together?"
"Fine," Despara agreed. "But if I even for a moment think you'll start self destructing again, Catra, I'm putting you on a leash."
"Promises, promises..." Catra leered.
"I do have another net arrow right here," Bow said with level voice.
"That won't be nessecary," Glimmer laughed. She fluttered her eyelashes at him. "...at least not yet. Did you get access to Horde Prime's broadcasting system."
"It's ready to go," Bow said and put away his bow with a little bow.
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"Citizens of Etheria," Glimmer said. "The war is over. Now we enter a time for peace. There will be much work to do, but to usher us into this new era I now happily announce a new alliance. Between the thrones of Brightmoon (and the princess alliance), the Fright Zone and the Crystal Palace." She took a step back and took the hands of Catra and Despara. "We have all on occasion found reasons to be enemies. Now we - and all of you - will work to build a stable peace. Together."
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"Good speech," Catra said after Glimmer was finished. "Now for the nitty-gritty."
Part 13 is here: https://www.tumblr.com/baggebythesea/711664889917308928/oooooooh-i-was-aiming-for-queen-glimmer-and-her
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duhragonball · 2 months
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Neon Genesis Evangelion 18
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"Hey, everybody, I'm Eva Unit 03! I just flew in from America, and boy are my arms tired! Heh. I'm just kidding, of course, we Evas can't fly. Anyway, I know I'm a little late to this show, but I'm looking forward to working with all of you, and I just know we'll all be the best of friends. Right? What's the matter, why is everyone looking away from me? Did I do something wrong?"
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This one starts out pretty slow, mostly recapping things we already know. Toji Suzuhara's the new Eva pilot, Asuka doesn't like that one bit, Big Rigg Mahoney begs Misato to make him the next pilot, unaware that the job's already been filled. Shinji also doesn't know, because Misato never got around to telling him. Also, that girl with the pigtails is kind of into Suzuhara and started bringing him leftovers from the lunches she cooks for her sisters.
The one new bit here is when Rei goes to see Suzuhara brooding on the roof at school. He's surprised to see her showing concern for someone else besides Shinji, and she's a little surprised to hear him say that she cares about Shinji.
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Whats-her-face sees the two of them on the roof and wonders if they might be an item, so she talks to Asuka about it, who assures her that Rei is too thick to relate to anyone, so there's no chance of this. Asuka is astonished that anyone would be in love with Suzuhara, though, but Pigtails says she admires his compassion.
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Misato's out at the test site to get Unit 03 up and running, so Kaji stays over with the kids. That night, Shinji asks Kaji about his dad, and... have Gendo and Kaji even been on screen together at the same time? Wait, yeah, he dropped off that big suitcase with the fetus in it. The point is Kaji probably doesn't have a lot of insight into Shinji's dad, so he shifts the conversation to women. Kaji sucks.
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The next day, Suzuhara's not at school, so Pigtails gives her extra lunch to Asuka. Asuka knows why he's not here, but she doesn't want to say.
You know, I'm not sure why nobody wants to talk about this. I mean, they each have their reasons. Asuka's ego is bruised by it, Rei's not very forthcoming in general, and Suzuhara himself is very pensive about the whole thing, and he's in no mood to brag about it. Even so, they seem to be going out of their way to not explain what's going on. At one point Shinji asks Asuka directly if she knows who the new pilot is, and the shuts him down.
I think part of it is that nobody wants to be the one who says it. But it's very ominous, like they all expect something terrible will happen to Suzuhara and they just don't want to speak it into existence. Which is a fantastic tone to set for the episode, don't get me wrong, but it feels like Suzuhara died last night and no one wants to say it.
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Now, about here, it occurred to me that maybe Suzuhara doesn't even live long enough to die in a battle. Maybe he dies in this episode, during the test stages, and his pilot career ends before it can even begin. It's a new Eva, after all, and it could be defective. I could see this show doing an episode where Suzuhara dies on the launch pad, and everyone is haunted by the tragedy of random chance. But no... ha ha! No...
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It's not what I thought. It's much much worse! As Unit 03 comes on line, they detect another energy reading inside it, and it turns out to be the 13th Angel. Whoops!
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The entire testing ground is destroyed, and Misato and Ritsuko are lost, perhaps dead.
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The other three Evas are deployed, and while Shinji is worried about Misato, Rei assures him that Gendo Ikari will assume command of their operation. Gendo orders the pilot to be ejected from Unit 03, but it doesn't work. They have no control over Unit 03 whatsoever. Gendo orders it to be abandoned "at this time", and for the unit to be relisted on the tactical readouts as the 13th Angel. He orders the Evas to go in and destroy it.
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This does not go over well with the remaining pilots. Asuka wonders how an Angel could have possessed and Eva, perhaps worrying that her Unit might suffer the same fate. Somehow, the 13th Angel gets the drop on her and takes her out off-screen.
Shinji, meanwhile, is more worried about the pilot. He never did learn who was inside the thing, but he knows it must be a child his age, and that bothers him a lot.
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Gendo orders Rei to try to sneak up behind it and attack from a distance, but it's no good. She gets a clean shot at it, but she hesitates, and that's enough for the 13th Angel to do a sick backflip and overwhelm her.
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The Angel then secretes some sort of goop on to Unit 00's left arm, which damages it and hurts Rei's arm, since they're still connected. I think the Angel may have been attempting to take over Rei's Eva, just as it already took control of Unit 03, but I can't be sure.
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What I do know is that Gendo is worried enough about this that he orders Unit 00's left arm to be severed completely. I guess they can just do that in the control room, just send a signal to pop off one of the Eva's arms. The people at the controls object that they have to disconnect the pilot first, but Gendo insists that there's no time. So they do amputate Unit 00's arm, and Rei feels like her arm just got lopped off at the same time. She's completely out of this fight.
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So that just leaves Shinji in Unit 01. The only problem is that he still doesn't want to fight this thing, since there's an innocent child inside. So the Angel attacks him, and it's more than just an Eva now. For example, it has stretchy-arm powers, and it starts choking Unit 01, and by extension, Shinji.
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Gendo demands to know why Shinji won't fight back, and Shinji reminds him that there's somebody in there. Gendo warns that if he doesn't defend himself, the Angel will kill him, and Shinji says he'd rather die. So Gendo resolves the dilemma neatly.
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He orders Shinji to be disconnected from Unit 01 so they can switch to the Dummy Plug instead. Everyone's like "What the fuck? Ritsuko said that's not even ready for use." And he's like "It's better than the pilot, do it."
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If you're just joining us, the Dummy Plug was introduced last episode as a way to operate an Eva without a human pilot. It contains a computer simulation of a pilot's brainwaves-- Rei's brain, to be specific-- and in theory it should at least trick an Eva into thinking there's a live pilot at the wheel. If it works, I guess it's the best of both worlds for NERV, as they can just order the Eva around remotely without having to worry about unruly children. If it works. Ritusko recommended against using it, which is why they recruited Suzuhara to pilot Unit 03 in the first place.
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From inside Unit 01, Shinji can only watch helplessly. He's spared the choking sensation from the Angel, but he's powerless to do anything as the Dummy Plug takes over. He quickly realizes that his father is going to use the Eva to do what Shinji would not.
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So forget Shinji, this is Dummy Plug's time to shine. First thing it does is choke out the Angel the same way it was choking Unit 01. Is this what Rei would be doing in this situation? Hard to say.
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I don't even remember taking this scrreenshot. I think that's Unit 01 smashing Unit 03's head. Well okay.
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I'm not quite sure what happens next. Unit 01 mounts the Angel-Eva and starts either pounding on it with its fists, or Unit 01 starts ripping the thing apart, piece by bloody piece. Even the goons in the command center are horrified to witnes this.
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This one can't even bear to watch.
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Is this Angel blood or Unit 03's blood? Well, I doubt either of them had literal blood, but you get the idea. This is fuckin' sick.
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The whole time, Shinji keeps screaming into the comm line, begging his father to stop this. And Gendo just sits there watching his monitors with satisfaction. That's what makes this shot of the bloody traffic light so amazing. At first I just assumed it was on a red light to suit the colors of this shot, but then I realized it's begging Gendo to stop, just like Shinji is.
And to think I was bored with this show last week! I mean, the early episodes were pretty dull, but look where we are now!
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Shinji tries to use the controls, but that's just an exercise in futility. At last, the Entry Plug from Unit 03 is exposed, and Unit 01 picks it up, but there's no human at the controls, so there's no one to tell it that this piece isn't a threat.
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And yeah, that's about what I expected at this point. Nice knowing you, Suzuhara.
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Oh this was just awful to watch. The screencaps don't do it justice. This went on for an uncomfortably long time, and I'm pretty sure the Angel didn't even live that long into the beating. I'm blown away. Really.
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But this show isn't done. Oh no, we now cut to that girl who was going to make lunch for Suzuhara, and she's planning her next meal. "I sure hope he's going to eat tomorrow." Just twisting the hell out of that knife.
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Meanwhile, Misato wakes up. She was hurt in the attack, but she's going to be okay. Ritsuko survived too, apparently. She gets the news, then contacts Shinji to apologize for not telling him who the pilot was.
But Shinji's not exactly in a good place right now. I mean, what can I say? Obviously whatever relationship he's been rebuilding with his father is ruined forever now, right? And he still doesn't know who was in Unit 03, so that's another shock he'll have to deal with... wait...
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He's alive?! How the fuck did he survive all of that? And this is how Shinji finds out who the pilot was. That's gonna be really interesting, but we'll have to wait until next time to see how this plays out...
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robbie-roo · 5 months
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part two to my taxidermy adventures!
once again I will be showing images of dead animals in this post it is only the pelt but it is still a dead animal so here is your official warning
unfortunately I don't have an ending to my taxidermy adventure as my semester came to a close before I could make any more progress :( I will be reaching out to my professor to see if I can work on some future projects next semester though!
anyways! so we have a fully flayed squirrel now not to brag but I did amazing on the face and didn't cause any tears while skinning
(photos under read more)
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so sort of behind my squirrel you can see the mount we will be using for this little lady this is made out of really thick styrophome like material and just so happened to fit almost perfectly! you'll notice there is no tail- that's something we will fix later on (I never got the chance on this mount :( )
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brief pause to admire my little clay sculpture I made while kneading clay for the eyes teehee
but yes the next step is to find some eyeballs! you must measure the eye on the carcus to make sure you get something that will fit your pelt you do this by measuring the entire thing and taking the diameter then you find some glass or plastic eyes that are as close to that measurement as possible but keep in mind that skin is stretchy so something that is slightly too big could still fit pretty nicely
once you find an eye you have to stick it to the mount using clay and sometimes a little glue (we just used clay) you have to make a little hole and score the area to make sure things stick and then you can fit the head over it to make sure it fits
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notice while I have her inside out you can see the inside of the ear and the eyelid are still attached to the skin once she is flipped the right way you can see why that was so important!
now it's time to fit the mount in- out mount had space for the feet to be empty so first we have to cut those off
so how to you get the skin on with a cut down the stomach? well you cant... it would be a lot easier to do with a cur down the spine but that can make sewing a little hard so how do we do it?
cut the mount up and glue it later of course!
so we cut up the mount and rough up the outside so the skin is more likely to stick
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and here's our rough first fitting!
now it's time to adjust and reconnect all the pieces like a puzzle
unfortunately this is where I ended :( this was the week right before finals for me so I had to get home and study and unfortunately never found a time to finish up before the semester ended
but I can describe the next steps!
so now we have the mount in but we have a really floppy tail and that just won't work we want this little lady looking as alive as possible so to do this we get a piece of wire that slides all the way up the empty tail and we stick it right into the mount then it's time to glue!
I'm making this all sound a lot easier than it is this is a super tedious process and figuring out how the cut up sections fit together is honestly really difficult but once everything slots together all that's left to do is sew
we sew up our cut on the stomach and we sew those lips closed sometimes we find places we want to make look a little fuller such as the cheeks or around the stomach so we will pad these sections with cotton before we are too late
now all that's left is brushing out the fur and making her look a little more fluffy and letting her dry!
and that's it! I'm hoping I'll get to either finish her or work on something similar next semester but I hope this was interesting even without a finished product :)
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