#apologies for not posting ive mostly just been doing stuff for dnd

[uncharted-constellations]

It’s been a minute, (both post wise and design wise) so decided to update the fam + a couple additions compared to last time

#batman #batfam #dc #art #my art #redesign #again im not tagging everyone lmao #but yeah for main changes other than just tweaking the faces and hairstyles a bit #changed harper up to look a little more like her live action actress #not that ive Watched that show but the actress was v pretty #changed up jasons scarring for ease of drawing #gave cass some punky streaks #gave damian a little bit of a mohawk like i have in his ‘adult self as nightwing’ art #i dunno i like drawing those two a little more alt #but yeah it was mostly just fixing some facial proportions and hairstyles to make em all a little more distinct from one another #apologies for not posting ive mostly just been doing stuff for dnd #none of which is polished #also i should specify its helena wayne-kyle not helena b #did also fix her age

[ive-got-tylenol-and-beer]

Long personal life rant

So theres this guy i had a crush on, met him through playing dnd online and we became friends and eventually he flew out to visit me over spring break and we had a good time and on the last night he was there after a few drinks i told him i liked him. He told me he knew but didnt feel the same and just wanted to stay friends, which i was okay with and was pretty much expecting. Except, once he left he kinda stopped talking to me as much, would spend days to respond to messages, never messaged me first, etc. TBH this happened to be taking place during probably the worst year or so of my life so far, and I’ll be honest the rejection even though it was expected... hurt, and i think i freaked a little bit when he started to get distant and maybe got a little clingy and insecure over text, mostly i just kept asking him to please be honest with me about how he felt about me/ how he wanted to go forward. And he kept reassuring he still wanted to be friends and then would ghost me harder. Probably my fault for reacting kinda strongly. Anyways after like a month of not hearing from him i sent him a message apologizing for how i acted, cuz i was truly sorry for how i handled things, and just other blah blah im doing better how are you. Kinda just reaching out to see if i could reconnect and salvage anything of the friendship. He took several days to respond, told me he took so long cuz he really didnt know what to say. Admitted to being distant cuz he didnt think the friendship was good for me and that was kinda it. Felt very much like goodbye, im absolutely certain he’ll never text me if i never text him first. Its been close to a year since i last talked to him. But anyways, he very rarely ever posts to social media, like to the point i kinda forgot i still followed him on things, but it looks like hes on vacation right now cuz he posted to instagram and a bunch of stuff to his snap story and i just.... idk its bringing feelings back up. I feel bad about how things went is all. Kinda wish we were still friends, he’s one of the only other guys ive ever really been close friends with who i felt comfortable talking about liking boys with ( hes bi), which i know is wack and i need to make more gay friends but like whooooole other issue... Idk how to end this basically just yeah im sad

#personal #rant