#betrayed by my own family

[marrissacooper]

had coffee with my sister and my cousin and we started talking about wednesday and they were both "I didn't like tyler, he was so bland" nobody understands my boy like I do 😔

#betrayed by my own family #i know him!!! #fr i don't understand the bland argument bc i loved him even when he was just a depressed ex bully barista #they like x*avier though so...there's nothing you can do about poor taste #tyler galpin #this kind of situation is so funny though bc i have to pretend to be normal about it #like i'm not in a wyler discord server and don't make gifs of this man three times a week

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

guy who so desperately tries to find god. who wants to have faith in a higher authority to guide him out of the hole he's in. from the weight of guilt from simply existing, as the person he is. but every time he thinks he's answered his higher calling it turns out he's made the Morally Incorrect choice and his path to goodness and holiness was the road to the devil all along

#now trusting god will give you a way out? there's your real crime!!! #guy betrayed by the protestant promise of a direct connection with god. but is also somehow. joan of arc. #see he never achieves actual martyrdom tho bc he's not allowed to stay dead lmaooo #sam somehow the most unintentionally catholic AND protestant character of all time #dean the atheist who sees religious predestination as the curse it is from the get go. framed as the narrative's Real Moral Authority #but also in the process reifying patriarchal familial power n authority. very very important Value of the Church #i don't think it's that deep. the show's attempt at critiquing christianity. but the way it reinforces christian cultural values??? #'religious predestination and absolute faith in a higher authority...bad' #nice nice ok tell me more? #“so you should put your faith in family. in your patriarch (big brother)” #????????? #the thematic incoherence of it all. it's like the world's stupidest puzzle box to me. i can't leave it alone. #sam = maybe i can find god thru following my destined path. wait oh shit. #cas = maybe i can find god thru rebellion and seeking my own destiny. wait oh shit. #dean = god is fucking dead and me i also feel not so good #the “guy who so desperately wants to find god parallel” <- me coming out as a secret sastiel fan #both of them...finding god in de-[sniper on the roof kills me in one shot] #spn bible studies #j.txt

[lilaccatholic]

Physically I'm here but mentally I'm clawing the eyes out of everyone who talks crap about their children on the internet and posts them in their most vulnerable moments for clout

#i just saw a video of a like eleven or twelve year old girl approach her mom's car when she got home from work and without even saying hello #to her kid she yelled at her to go inside so she could talk to her husband first and then shouted at the kid when she said her dad put her #through hell that day. is she probably overreacting bc shes a kid and she doesnt have get emotional regulation yet? absolutely. but also? #as the kid who knew that if i didnt get to my mom with my side of things first that my dad would twist things to make himself look like the #victim in a situation i promise you that baby girl isnt feeling heard and that would be sucky but normal on its own. the type of thing #families work through together yknow? but to post that on the internet??? to be recording when you come home knoeing there are problems in #your house and wanting to put online forever a moment in time where there are really strained relationships among members of your family?? #especially when it's the relationship btwn your husband and your child??? nope. im sorry. uh uh. #that kid deserves better than that. your husband deserves better than that. everyone deserves better than to have their really vulnerable #moments shared on the internet with strangers #like. i think about how i felt as a kid when i found out my parents had told a relative something i considered private. how embarrassed and #betrayed i felt. the thought that EVERYONE would see that instead of just my dad's relatives or w/e? #bby girl im incandescent with rage #anyway #lilac rambles

[twinkdemise]

#iasip #mac macdonald #s3e11 dennis looks like a registered sex offender #just rewatched this episode. god it's so good definitely in my top 10 overall in the show #the dinner scene my forever beloved i hold you close to my heart. it's so insanely satisfying from a writing perspective. #the way it all ties together and even though it's a scene about a dinner being fucking ruined and its got these #relatively high emotional stakes its so so. neatly written that it ends up feeling cathartic? in a way #idk what im saying man that scene's just really good #something about mac and charlie's scheme and motivations clashing with their parents' (and franks) #and them being kind of forced to reckon with the fact that their parents are real people with their owns wants and needs #(especially mac charlie ends up using this to his advantage and kind of betraying mac ig) #also a scene that emotional ending with a shot of charlie going Ohh and the seed has been planted is wild. #also mac being so worried about the fact that the vibe might be off... DO YOU WANT FLAT AMBIANCE??? #he just wants things to be normal!! he just wants a normal nice dinner party and normal parents who are together and happy and love eo!! #also there's a motif that shows up repeatedly of him wanting to seem like a good dinner host lol just kind of noticed that idk #maybe reading into this too much but god the theme of him so often being in denial of reality in order to #live up to certain societal standards and achieve normalness. #this is kind of the first (and imo one of the best) episodes with a plot line about mac's relationships with his parents #and their family dynamic in general which i find so so fascinating. #also i think this is the only time (except for the christmas video) where we see mac's parents together. #on a lighter note ig the dinner scene has so many other great quotes... charlies so funny in it #the man doesnt blink mom the man doesnt blink!! #the charmac in this episode was so excellent in general. the car scene where they freak out and become convinced luthers going to kill them. #YOU DONT DO THAT! YOU DONT EAT SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE HEROIN IN THEIR ASS!! #i do rmbr watching this ep with my dad and him going Well that one was just kind of sad. #which.... i mean yeah. real. #thats it im done i think #also i ended up having to type all this in my notes bc tumblr tagging is so painful #what if i said smth and then went Hey i want to say that a bit differently? oh? youre just straight up not gonna let me do that. oh okay. #fuck you

[tothepointofinsanity]

[Something happened and now I’m deeply upset about it.]

#ttpoilog #I’m going to kill myself I can’t believe I was betrayed by my own family AGAIN #this will surely not negatively impact me in any way than it already has! haha! haha! #I’ll be fine probably but right now I’m more than disturbed and angry about it so I’ll have to deal with it #writing it out helps me ground myself so I don’t immediately have a freak out in front of others #fine fine it’ll be fine everything will be fine

[aaronsinferno]

I hate how The Originals writers dumbed Marcel’s reasoning for wanting the Mikaelsons dead down to

“Elijah tour my heart out and his brother stood by and watched!”

When we already got his honest and more logical reasoning in the last two episodes of that season.

His speech in the bar and his conversation with Klaus and Elijah on the bridge in the following episode were explanation enough. He gave them nothing but brutal honesty and displayed much deserved outrage towards all of them. Especially towards the two of them.

They knew he was right which made him taking the serum all the more problematic for them.

Unfortunately, his overall anger towards them and the effort put into his new transformation both fell flat and obviously no longer held the writers interest.

which makes me hate the Hollow plot a lot more and why I knew even back then that season 3 would be the shows last best season.

#Marcel deserved to have a full on brawl with them #the writers couldn’t have the adopted slave boy humble the original family #Marcel will betray us I saw it with my own eyes #HUH??!? #the way klaus RAN to take the serum from Marcel #what you nervous for? #marcel gerard #charles michael davis #daniel gillies #joseph morgan #klaus mikaelson #elijah mikaelson #tvdu

[kyouka-supremacy]

Beast Akutagawa is peak autism I love him so much

#Canon Akutagawa is Akutagawa who *is* autistic but learned to act in a conventional neurotypical way– #and Beast Akutagawa is Akutagawa who doesn't care #(because he joined a welcoming and supportive environment / family... ) #I'm serious when I say Beast Akutagawa doesn't care. Let's be honest canon Akutagawa would learn to conceal his own autistic behavior– #after being recruited to the pm because he wants to appear “normal” in front of Dazai #ryūnosuke akutagawa #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd beast #mine #q. #18/07/22 #You know who else is peak autism? Yor Spy × Family. #I remember feeling SO betrayed when I watched the anime because I had been seeing it on my dash for ages and I couldn't believe– #having never seen anyone bringing it up when it would have made the chances of watching the anime skyrocket for me

[mookybear12404]

Venti making it clear that Kaeya is one of his people and belongs in Mondstat just as much as anyone else

#genshin impact #I'm like #99% sure kaeya knows that venti is Barbados #i cant remember if its explicitly canon or not but his dialogue during that whole thing #at least makes it pretty obvious to me he knows venti is the anemo archon #anyways #KAEYA WHO FELT HE NEVER BELONGED ANYWHERE #DISOWNED BY BOTH HIS FAMILIES #A FOREIGNER IN A NATION HE WANTS SO DESPERATELY TO BE HIS HOME BUT HE HAS FEELS DUTY TO BETRAY #TO HAVE THE LITERAL GOD OF THAT NATION #BE LIKE 'NO YOU ARE ONE OF MY OWN' #'YOU BELONG HERE' #DAMN #WHAT HAPPENED TO HANGOUTS BEING SILLY FUN TIMES WHY AM I CRYING #genshin impact spoilers

[andromedasummer]

you know what i would love to be an option in bg3? making your own party member. like Icewind Dale style. choose their class, voice, appearance and travel with them. obvs i understand why they didnt, but it wouldve been so fun to have the option to make your own member, esp if they could be incorporated into your backstory. a sibling, parent, spouse, adventuring buddy, best friend.

#this being spurred on by my want of my pc sabine being joined by my drow pc schezelle #have been working on them more (made sabine a lathander paladin as that made more sense and schezelle a seluné worshipping sorcerer) #they both knew each other through mutual friends becore being kidnapped in baldurs gate. while sabine was an experienced adventurer #schezelle only recently escaped the underdark after betraying her family after being rescued by members of sabines adventuring party #so all this kind of danger is very new and scary for her. i have her at about 70 #(young adult in elf years) and sabine a half elf at 45. #whereas sabine follows the canonical romance line with shadowheart #schezelle falls for astarion and supports him unequivocally but gets trapped into a relationship with him when she helps him ascend and #his alignment/the relationship as a whole changes. after the tadpole is removed the rest of the party help her get away from him and #in the meantime she looks for a way to use either true restoration/resurrection/some other cure for his vampirism #because she realizes she made a HUGE mistake just going along with everything he wanted to do #and only went along with it because 1. her own alignment is still slowly becoming unfucked cos. female drow raised in the underdark #2. shes just used to doing what people who like her say because its easier that way and doesnt make conflict #i dont think she gets back together with astarion after she finds a cure for him but they stay close. she returns to waterdeep with sabine #and shadowheart to live in the formers tavern with her adventuring party #maybe falls in love with gale while researching cures for astarion #idk yet still thinking things through and going through the game #anyway yeah. wish i couldve made a friend for sabine. think she gets lonely and misses home a lot during the adventure.

[aria0fgold]

Honestly my headcanoning for The Cursing of Chateau Castle lore continues cooking in my brain like I got more for it but it's all in the microwave for now. Like I got a whole ass storyline for Pierre and Lady Irene. With how hardcore hc-ing I am bout these characters, it makes it seem like they're my OCs but no they're like-- my half-children I think? isat is the other parent of course. I got nothing else to go off of in regards to the chateau trio but the small crumbs and a dream.

#aria rants #like bout pierre's home life being The Worst ever. and like the internal monologue he'd have after sacrificing their castle #imagine going through all that ordeal. joining the supposed ''heroes' party'' and then betraying The Hero aka josephandre #all for your own family to recognize you as being worthy of being a part of the family. so that you can be recognized as a noble #but in the end it wasnt enough. he wasnt happy. in the end pierre was happiest with josephandre and the others so he #went around. turned their back on the ppl he has spent majority of their life proving their own worth to go back and save #the first genuine friend he ever had in ages and the cost of that being the very castle they wanted to be a part of #so in the end. he never got to actually be called ''lord'' he didnt have a place in the family. he lost the castle #but thats fine anyway cuz he found a home with josephandre and the others BUT THEN!!! he apparently got into a near-death #experience like how horrible is that??? to have your title stripped away from you from birth and then abandon the #one chance and opportunity to have that title for the sake of saving your friend and realizing that it'd be better to just be #with them instead but before that moment can even sink in well enough-- YOU'RE NOW ON THE EDGE OF DEATH! #yea pierre is turning out to be my fave character from like-- that mentions of them betraying the party and then #sacrificing their own castle to save josephandre and then the fate of them possibly dying near the end of the series #like that guy went THROUGH IT. not as much as josephandre but he really did just went through it and im like-- out here #using my brain power to the maximum in filling in the blanks cuz i got attached to 3 characters with only a name and #some information. i got some more in regards to lady irene and josephandre too btw like-- this is for you mirabelle #im spreading the cursing of chateau castle propaganda as best as i can with the crumbs im given

[captain-krow-drozdov]

The Fact I've Been Sick Almost The Entirety Of Pride Month Should Be Considered A Hate Crime. Ya Heard It Here First Folks COVID Is Homophobic!

#captain's posts #i got sick on the bloody 8th its the 21st #i didn't even do anything FUN to get COVID #i would've at least liked to have caught it via going to a comic con or something #but alas i was minding my own business and was instead betrayed by my own family

[yeonban]

i'M VIBRATING ON MY SEAT. This is EXACTLY the topic of a meta I wanted to write about on how Soma's upbringing severely affected how dear the Date became to him after his family's deaths and sudden reign to power

#muse: date soma. #There's so much here. His upbringing as a military man above a person. Him being SPECIAL and revered as such. #Him having lost all the members of his family in one fell swoop during the war. Him having SEEN his brother's disfigured body. #Him having been thrust into THE position of power while having no guidance on how to make sure his clan will survive the famine #And also a twist I liked: him having to betray Tatsuomi SPECIFICALLY in order to take care of the Date & keep his own people alive #at a time when band competitiveness and incredibly scarce resources were at an all time high #I can't get Soma's pained face out of my mind. LOOK AT HIM WHEN HE SAYS HE'LL KILL EVEN TATSUOMI IF IT'LL SAVE THE DATE #And also the thing is? The end goal of everything the 4 primary bands do is to crown an emperor. They ARE all in competition for that #so whether they want to or not; if they want to maintain the tradition (which I already mentioned is insanely important to Soma) #they'd eventually have to kiII each other or merge their clans for there to be one leader over all bands anyway.

[h0bg0blin-meat]

Vibhishan, holding a box: What would you say if I came home with uh... Six puppies?

Hanuman: What's in the box?

Vibhishan:

Hanuman: *clicks tongue and then smiles calmly* What's in the box, V?

Vibhishan: *grins nervously*

Vibhishan: I think you know.

#and they were roommates #they actually become roommates in my Kalki story #I feel like as millennia passed by they became really close cuz of what happened in the Ramayana #Like Hanuman became Vibhishan's emotional support cuz the latter felt bad anf villainous for betraying his own family idk #hindu mythology #hindu memes #hinduism #mythology memes #incorrect quotes #incorrect hindu quotes #incorrect mythology quotes #incorrect mythology #kalki puran #hanuman #vibhishan #ramayana #desiblr #hindublr #desi tumblr #desi tag

[bestial4ngel]

Wow the ending of the traitors canada was proper brutal

#HDGDJDGBDJDGD #me and my family sitting in silence after that emotional ordeal🧍 #spoilers after this tag ———> #I feel soooooo bad for leroy and gurleen #kudos to mike I guess for actually legit manipulating everyone to the point that they stopped believing their own suspicions #it’s interesting how (can’t speak for everyone tho) almost every time without fail me and my family end up being so pissed at the traitor #(except kuzie. kuzie was slay and I would’ve been okay with it if she won) lmfao like they’re just doing their job but something about the #betraying and genuine manipulation of people’s thoughts and lowkey gaslighting people about their gut feelings that rubs me the wrong way #either that or it’s the typical personalities of some of the people who are chosen as traitors…. like ngl mike rubbed me the wrong way from #the start before they even chose the traitors and same with some of the traitors on other shows #tbf I usually root for the traitors that are women tho so idk actually #traitors canada #the traitors canada #the traitors

[wonderloste]

I'M TALKING A LOT ABT STORY THINGS LATELY cuz i'm doing some fleshing out / story overhaul stuff in the background and one of the things that's gotten developed and lightly rewritten a lot has been darcy's and valentin's relationship which makes me so :') aha

originally i had their relationship wrt normal / "true route" end a little more amicably via valentin letting darcy go through with his plan bc he wants his brother to finally be happy and no longer have to suffer, but since i came up w that original vibe his character has expanded... so much & i no longer think that's in character.

which is...... a great time bc that means wholly that out of the people who likely try to stop darcy bc they become privy to his plan to sacrifice wonderland & everyone in it to stay alive together with alice, the two biggest adversaries are bound to be aleister and...... valentin 🤪 we already know that darcy kills aleister and steals his power w/ alice so they can shatter the stars and then destroy / kill wonderland together bc they have to completely unravel alice's defined fate and remake the stars / world from scratch in normal / true ending but like

before even reaching the jabberwock they'd v likely have to deal with valentin guarding the stairway to the stars first and when i tell you valentin would be so emotional oml ... the man does NOT want to fight his brother and tbf neither does darcy but when i say darcy literally gives up on everything and EVERYONE else in order to save alice i'm not joking 😭 top 10 anime betrayals rly will be darcy / val fighting one-another and darcy having to kill the only person he's ever loved other than alice bc val is..... his family

like he was going to have to kill him ANYWAYS cuz u know... the bunny mfer is LIT RALLY committing genocide for the sake of love, but he didn't ever expect to have to personally look his brother in the eye when he did it. and at that point he would have the ability to actually kill the perma-immortals of wonderland so 😭 rip valentin aha

#i nvr said that darcy doesn't go thru a lot of personal turmoil and suffering in the normal/true route bc he absolutely does #he does NOT revel in or enjoy having to destroy wonderland but #at the end of the day he's THE villain of the story #and he WILL do what he has to in order to keep himself and most importantly alice alive so they can be together #so like..... his own heart and pain be damned #stares at my hands #ʚĭɞ ― lore ˊˎ- #◟ ⋆ valentin + darcy : our hearts were rewritten in the stars‚ that everything i am is because of you. #i never talk abt them i should more often </4 #found family tropes.... #......betraying ur found family trope....

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

you know it's bad when you hit the 30 tag limit

#like shut up i wasn't done #i feel so unbearably hurt and betrayed like how can i be SO. unimportant to him so less of a priority that he's literally organising his #desk instead of talking to me taking five mins to talk to an agent book a ticket in tatkal #i told him i had to be back by 20 even before coming here on like 5th #and ive been reminding hin this everyday since after diwali #still he just. doesn't care? #and im his daughter? am i his daughter? does it even mean anything????? #ive never felt more alienated from my family than today #isn't it sad i don't even expect anything from mom all she does is tries to lighten the mood by making jokes #im so sick of her even the sight of her her voice makes me want to shout at her #i don't do it ofc but still #everyone is so selfish she's so selfish too she's always complaining about how i don't love her how i don't give her a chance #but that she'll stay away from all important thinhs that actually matter to me like what's the point of having a mother then??? i have my #siblings to listen to me i have my friends you i need u to be an adult and fucking help me in real terms #nvmind that path is just hopeless #anyway in tired of my small fucking life and my same small fucking problems and my own fucking self #everything would be okay if i just studied a little bit harder #idk ive been practicing saying it out loud that i can't study more than tui and after seven times i can say it out loud now #without crying or my voice watering #so hopefully it will go well #tho in my experience i never actually get to sya the stuff i practice to say to him because he dominates the convo so early so fast im #left speechless and shocked and on the verge of tears AGAUN #it's fine im calm now #but after crying headache ugh i did not miss u at all going back to storing all breakdowns in a bottle