#but i refuse to pick only one

[a-swiss-and-a-spaniard]

✨Let’s do something fun! I wanna see the top 6 photos of your fave, these are mine! ✨

@yoellglia Thanks for the tag, Toni! I don't know why I thought choosing only 6 fedal pics would be easy because I spent more time sorting through those than browsing pinterest to find some aesthetic complements lol, but anyway, it was fun :)

#tag game #roger federer #rafael nadal #yes i'm aware my 'fave' is two players #but i refuse to pick only one #they're a set #do NOT separate #i now wanna do one of andrey and one of iga as well #i might post them later #also i didn't know there was a 10 pic per post limit on mobile and i had to switch to desktop to add the last one #you do learn something new every day lol

[nightwingsgirlfriend]

Favourite robin?

I love dick.

#“thats what she said” YES IT IS. #You heard me #I LOVE DICK #Grayson #Dick grayson #why do we only pick one trait of the robins and run with it: dick is a himbo (💀) #no but genuinely he makes me angry sob he has every reason to be a villain but refuses to turn #my husband #i love u #i hate the ass jokes im sorry #just overdone and DRY #pick anything else #looking at YOU the harley quinn show #dc:let me take a consistently sexually assaulted character and make so many ass jokes #the man has been around for eighty years show him some respech

[kazroze]

diego did not have a great time lmao

#i DID NOT pick any of the guests costumes #they did it themselves 🤦‍♂️ #i love that diego is the only one who refused to wear one... makes complete sense to me #ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 vanilla #vanilla sims #the flowers #april #casper #bella goth #diego lobo

[mewtwo24]

You know idk if it's just me being oblivious af but mxtx sure does enjoy putting her protags through the trolley problem when it comes to her works huh /j

#mdzs #mxtx #i say this not to be critical but because she really does prove how time and again #people want a scapegoat and an easy target to blame #and so much of her work is abt proving how faulty these philosophical absolutes are--nothing is that simple. #literally the arguments made to put everything on wwx (at least for now) appear to be faulty at best #i mean sure sometimes he puts his foot in his mouth but like ;;;;;;;; the kid is just doing his best wtf #everyone out here like WWX IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU except for lwj and i'm just like #1. hes literally like 16 yrs old or smth #2. whether or not he stepped in during the cave scene was kind of a non-question?????? #the wens were so clearly going to engage in egregeious violence regardless of the rationalizations that came after #pointing fingers is legitimately pointless and fallacious logic #if mianmian wasnt targeted theres really no guarantee smth similar wouldnt have happened #furthermore working tg and refusing to play by wens' rules was p much the only feasible option #lwj was young and afraid and had lost so much but he still had enough clarity to insist on working tg #i also really love what he said abt suffering bc its just true. #the way he claps back to his uncle by saying that nobody would be spared violence and atrocity #the only choice they had was to try to band tg and mitigate the dmg--basically 'war is hell' #i find it such a stark and lovely contrast to the common perception of others abt him #that lwj stands alone and thinks of no one else; quite the contrary #he's v self-contained and v disciplined but he's not indifferent to suffering or apathetic #i think so much of the natural love that blooms between wwx and lwj is rooted in their mutual desire to do good #wwx wants to help--he loves to see people smile. he would do anything to protect the ppl he loves #lwj is honestly the same--he's just more abt structure and stability #wwx is more spontaneous and more attuned to the people around him #im a little shocked that people werent able to tell lwj was just as obsessed with him #just bc wwx is loud and mischievous about his interest doesnt really???? to me mask the ways lwj is so responsive. also i ???????? #still don't understand the mental gymnastics of madame jiang insisting it was all wwx's fault when she literally targeted wen's mistress -> #in retaliation???????????????? all this 'pick your battles what the fuck is wrong with you wwx' and she goes and instigates their wrath?? #i mean idk fellas i was just sitting there like 'you could have handled this so many ways and you picked the TNT option. wat.'

[ride-a-dromedary]

The potential buddings of friendship between Halsin and Jaheira and Minsc is massively underexplored imo

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #listen their companion banter is some of my favourite and halsin is the only one (outside of astarion) who is in the age range #where it's like...buddies who all refuse to retire #the 55+ centre #minsc convinced halsin to armwrestle him i JUST THINK #picks halsin up and puts him in bg2 for funsies #fandom please give me this

[walmart-miku]

HE CARES SO MUCH IT MAKES ME PHYSICALLY ILL

LOOK AT HIM LOOK

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#I got vague spoilers in the tags so don't read if ur webtoon only and dont wanna be spoiled #you have been warned #This makes what's coming so much worse u guys #They care about each other so much #And fucking kdj just continues to throw himself away for them #Refuses to find an alternative #Just dies for them time and time again #He cares so fucking much #And everything he does is calculated #But it's calculated to keep everyone he loves alive #It's calculated too make sure he's the one to suffer the most #I want to pick kdj up and shake him #I wanna slap sense into this rat bastard #Also off topic but jhws sword is stunning #kim dokja #jung heewon #kdj #jhw #orv #omniscient reader #omniscient readers viewpoint #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv webtoon

[helpimstuckinafandom]

Me starting another bg3 run where I will make virtually all the same decisions in mostly the same order as if there isn't different branching paths

#the horrifying idea of things going differently if i choose something different #my ass sitting here wanting other content for it as if i'm not actively refusing to make the choices to get other content #i've still only romanced astarion bro #i had my og. the EXACT copy of my og but durge this time. #began a karlach run to romance wyll and am still in early act 1 so nothing will happen for a long ass time #and i left that because i missed my paladin. the party feels incomplete without them bro #started a rogue/fighter run of one of my ocs retrofitted into the game. #but also am incapable of staying true to the character cause i'll miss stuff if i do and i need to do EVERYTHING explore EVERYWHERE #nearly couldn't get over the hurdle of having no strength and no speak with animals (so karlach and wyll gotta speak to critters) #then just started a sorcerer to try to really push myself to branch out. but all it did was reaffirm that being a spell caster sucks #no jump cause no strength no health no armour no decent melee. like motherfucker pick a struggle #luckily that oc is into music so sorcerer-bard here we come #but every single one of these bitches is good aligned #(and anything i SHOULD do different i don't cause there's still different varoeties of good but alas) #still haven't romanced another party member (but that's not ENTIRELY my fault!!!!) #my og/og durge was the same person i couldn't just romance someone else. they got with astarion i don't make the rules #karlach WILL romance wyll if i ever get farther in #my rogue/fighter oc is heading the baldur's gate for his boyfriend and they have an open relationship so he COULD fuck other people #alas he would never due to his own issues #BUT THIS WILL CHANGE #my sorcerer/bard (who is the boyfriend of the rogue. just imagining the plot as if he was on the adventure or rogue was in baldur's gate) #and he WOULD fuck other people no strings attached #so my goal is to fuck all potentially non-monogamous party members #so lae'zel shadowheart astarion #wyll is a slow burn so that's emotional depth we wouldn't put in #gale is king or monogamy (plus him and this character together would make the rogur pass the fuck out) #karlach is complicated because of the no touch thing? hard to say how much emotional depth ends up required there #meanwhile shadowheart has mentioned she does no strings attached hook-ups #lae'zel propositions you ten seconds in for a good tumble #and from romancing astarion i know fucking the first time seems like it'll just be casual hook up time and i needn't go further

[arcadianico]

it makes so much sense that quackity couldn’t talk to SOPHIA about love without also talking about grief btw. the two are so intertwined in the smp as a whole but especially in qquackity’s story. his love and grief are inextricable from each other, they’re symbiotic

#he refuses to talk about his feelings for wilbur as love. because he knows its not #its attraction yeah but not love. they barely know each other #also i maintain that his desire for wilbur is less about wilbur and more about the role wilbur can fill or should have filled in his life #quackity’s obsession with wilbur is fundamentally tied into his grief for tilín #literally the whole thing is about q thinking wilbur was meant to be his partner and therefore also tilín’s other parent #and that massively colours how q views both wilbur and tallulah #that’s why he’s been so obsessed #his talk about roier and cellbit was cute but really when he was describing love he wasn’t talking about them because so much of what he #said doesn’t apply to spiderbit’s relationship at least yet #(there’s still time) #but there’s a reason he couldn’t help but circle back to tilín #tilín has been q’s biggest motivator for most of the series in one way or another #his relationship with tilín might have been doomed but that doesn’t mean he didn’t love them #he loved them to the point of self destruction #and after that conversation with SOPHIA i think he’s only now picking up the pieces #or even examining them in detail #the grief and love he has towards tilín have been overshadowing him this whole time and he hasn’t dealt with it #idk he’s tried at points but he always falls back on denial and pretending he’s fine #maybe because he feels like letting go of any part of his grief is like letting go of his love for tilín and he doesn’t want to do that #after all they are two sides of the same coin #god this is a ramble anyway #quackity #sophia qsmp #tilín #tilin #qsmp

[rosykims]

they make me so fucking insane. absolutely bananas mode

#tay plays dao #oc: elspeth #im genuinely sooooooooo glad u can pick that “i dont think theres a future” option without immediately breaking up lol #bc she WANTS a future with him !!!! she just doesnt believe she can have one anymore. and thats why she needs him so bad !!! #bc hes the only one who's ever made her feel like thats not true !!!! #god i love angst. i love sadness. i love it when pain means something and when hard times TEMPER a relationship instead of breaking it #the way i see their ~story~ working out (unrestricted by game mechanics i mean) is that elspeth stays a warden while he becomes king #but still staying with him as his closest ''advisor'' aka mistress. #but like. he thinks shes being an absolute idiot and doing her stupid martyr complex stuff as per usual #and spends several years trying to convince her to finally get a grip and marry him. bc he refuses to marry anybody else lol #anyway she finally finally says yes right before she leaves to cure the calling. so if she comes back (lol) then she'll become queen-consor #until then its this hopeless ''i cant be with you officially but i cant ever be without you'' dance forever <3 #AND I LOVE IT. I EAT IT UP EVERY TIME.

[the-mushroom-faerie]

what do writing fic and playing scrabble have in common?

both make you question whether or not you actually Know Words

#just mentally rolodexing through synonyms because the only word you can think of is Obviously Not Right #im so tired but im not sleepy so i cant take a nap #and also tumblr is using me to pick on my friend so thats fun #i cant scroll up on mine and sticks dms and theres this one post of hers that refuses to show up Anywhere #she tries to send it directly it doesnt go through #i check her blog its Not There #its not on my dash i got a blank notification for it #makes zero sense and im gonna cry about it #on a more positive note though i got a REALLY GOOD title for my mute john fic #it is now officially called Louder Than Words and im so so so proud of that title

[storytellering]

hey man love ur stuff. i was wondering if youd considered posting some of ur art on ao3? ive seen more ppl doing that lately, since ao3 isnt gonna ban "adult content." id love to follow u on twitter but i had to quit using that god forsaken app awhile ago lmao

Hey!

I honestly don’t plan to do that, truth be told I was initially very hesitant to publicly link my ao3 to my art account at all tjfk writing is a skill I’ve only just started brushing up on (I’ve always done it, but never seriously and not with the intent of making stuff that was to be seen by the public, and definitely haven’t studied it the way I have art) and it’s taking me a bit, still, to not feel embarrassed enough by everything I put out to not even want my name on it. I’d rather keep my art and my writing separate! If I were to I would have to make an account specifically for that, but honestly, that would only come if I felt the need to archive my stuff and not actively partecipate in the community anymore? I don’t know how to explain it. Obviously I’m still gonna keep posting my stuff even if Twitter crumbles, I’m trying to find an equivalent alternative still, and I don’t blame anyone for wanting to leave that dumpster fire, I’m just the kind of person who’s very hesitant to leave a place once I’ve figured out how it works - I honestly don’t know where else to put my nsfw if it does crumble into dust, tho. I might start posting previews on Tumblr with links to privatter in that case (they say they don’t allow nsfw but until they actively come down and delete my posts themselves, honestly, I’m gonna treat it like it is ok. After all all my posts there come with a disclaimer warning about 18+ themes and every potential CW present in the image so, I don’t think there’s anything morally wrong with that.)? I think I’ll see about that once it really comes to it. Terribly sorry if that locks anyone out! For what it’s worth, the full pieces of my nsfw are still on privatter so if you can access them there they’re still gonna be available, and for regular art I have here, bluesky, and misskey. (And Instagram, though I try to be as non-controversial there as possible because I’m honestly kinda terrified of the large anti presence there hfjfkf, so I don’t post most of my ship art there.)

#asks #sorry if that’s not the answer you were looking for anon! #honestly re: twitter #the issue is also that it’s the only place I’ve managed to get a significant following on #and like. obviously I don’t care about clout or numbers that way #BUT art is kind of where I’m trying to go career wise #and if I’ve got a crumb of visibility and work (commissions) it’s been mostly thanks to it #weren’t it for twitter visibility my discord wouldn’t be visible either and while Tumblr is really nice #it’s really only down to how active your fandom is if you get any attention at all and also it’s not as international as twitter #unfortunately spardacest fandom while picking up slightly is still kinda dead here #and that’s ok! again I’m not doing it for like attention or clout or numbers #I’d keep making art even without an audience #(it’s what I’ve done all my life anyway since before dmc I never HAD an audience lol) #BUT AGAIN #it is what I’m trying to make a living off of #and that’s kind of hard in todays climate if no one on the internet knows you exist #so it’s kinda hard to move anywhere else #since I’ve kinda figured out how to make the whole twitter thing work #everywhere else? not so much #and I refuse to get on tiktok like. categorically LOL #+ I think what I do is just not the kind of content for platforms like it and again IG

[scintillyyy]

you know when it comes to deaged or baby fics i genuinely try so hard to turn my brain off and just roll with it unless i see something, like, super developmentally egregious. but more often then not, i find myself feeling like these fics are just missing something for me, personally.

and then on reddit i saw a post that was basically like. when do babies stop being so bad at life again? and i was like. that!! that is what i'm missing!!!

#listen they're just learning okay #but there's so much i'd love to see fromma logistic level #like i know that these fics do settle the urge for baby cuddles #but what happens if someone turns into a baby who refuses a bottle and they're afraid the baby will starve #so they need to get the baby un de-aged urgently #or someone had a cmpa as an infant and they just buy regular formula and the baby turns into a screaming crying mess #or formula in general! sure hope that first one you randomly picked up at the store works for your baby #otherwise you're in for some not fun times and some trial and error #or the joy of the baby smiling at you! only for you to realize they are in fact looking past you and smiling at the ceiling fan

[toxicrevolver]

BL WRAPPED 2023

Tagged by @loveable-sea-lemon

you watched 1 bl this year. that's about 16 hours!

you primarily watched bls from Thailand

you spent way too much time thinking about these characters: Vegas Theerapanyakul, Pete Saengtham, Kinn Theerapanyakul, Tay (idk his last name. Does he even have one?)

your favorite show was Kinnporsche. you kept thinking about it all year. (I have nothing to compare it to yet)

your overall bl mood was angst? (Idk honestly. Kinnporsche was a fuckin roller coaster)

you read the most fanfiction about VegasPete. like way Way WAY too much.

another of your favorites from this year was love in the air. they captivated your gay little heart. (I’ve ONLY seen the gifs but it applies. I need to watch it. I like the ponytail guy.)

your favorite acting pair was Boss & Noeul. there was just something so mesmerizing about them... (I know almost nothing about them. But the gifs. THE GIFS. I need to watch them act okay. For science.)

here's to another year!!

(Blank version)

Tagging: @boysbeloving and anyone else who wants to participate! Idk who follows me that watch’s BLs I’m sorry.

#tag game #hi my VegasPete friend!!! #about the weirdo who runs this blog #bestie I have failed you I’ve only watched one BL #IM WORKING ON IT THO I PROMMY. ITS JUST HARD WHEN I REFUSE TO PAY FOR STREAMING SEVICES AND IDK WHERE TO FIND SHIT #services* #anywho #I guessed 16 idk how long kinnporsche is #plus I watched like 10 minutes of the first episode of pit babe #I cut out some questions bcs they didn’t apply I hope that’s okay #like I don’t really listen to soundtracks so like. idk. #I’m so bad at picking gifs so pls except my small amount of effort #I hope like fuck that’s boss and noeul. if it’s not I’m sorry I’m stupid.

[just-some-guy-joust]

actually you know what, one more follow up to the recent posts. i hope the googly-eyed stubby squid explodes this round. you can do whatever you want of course i literally can't stop you but i hope it gets vaporized

#GOOGLY-EYED STUBBY SQUID IS. NOT A SPECIES. I FUCKED IT UP #so this ONE SQUID. is SWEEPING. #i had such a hard time finding fun facts about them because everything just went back to THIS ONE SQUID #SCREAMS. #googly eyed stubby squid ONLY got in because i needed to pick one fish from the fish that got 1 nomination #and my bestie picked this guy #and i thought it was fine and it would get demolished fast #no hatred to my bestie for selecting funny squid. however. bro we could've had mariana snailfish #we could've had acorn worms. or the slender sole. or the predatory tunicate. #instead we have one silly lookin squid destroying everything #i refuse to stay silent about this. it wasn't supposed to get this far #and seeing people more passionate about this one single funny squid than my favorite fish has been killing me #deep sea fish tourney

[scare-ard--sleigh]

ohhhhhhhhhh my goddddddddd and now the fucking t*ble t*nnis guy is passive aggressively up my ass : \

#work stuff #silver jelly #'i've noticed editing has slowed down...' first of all ;;; i was editing the 3.5k words of incomprehensible nonsense because you all #won't hire real writers for almost TWO HOURS on friday. i skipped Yesterday. you sent that message at 10 AM when i HAD one of those #fucking awful awful articles on my roster for today. so that's what;;;; 1 work day unaccounted for? fuck off #secondly; you assholes REFUSE to tell me how much you're expecting from me; you just fucking yell at us when we're not going #'fast enough' when you WON'T EVEN TELL ME WHAT THAT MEANS #this is an internal fucking site and we have REAL clients with REAL ACTUAL deadlines ;;; this is not !!!!!!!!!!!!!! a priority to me!!!!!!! #thirdly; ;;;; i took this project AS A FAVOR to someone who's on maternity leave. i did not even want it. she fucking told me 'ohhh you're #the only one i trust' when there's ... literally ;;; another editor on this who is her best friend from childhood or whatever . #like manipulating me; basically; into taking this project (and she didn't even need to; i wanted the hours anyway) #STILL; ;;; it's not something i picked; it's not something i even particularly wanted to do !!!!! #and it's endless shit;; every god damn week it's some version of 'is everything okay? you're slowing down?' like yeah bro i got other work! #jesus fucking CHRIST i just cannot !!!!! #i sent a message in the chat i straight up said 'i try to do one of these a day but i don't feel like it's enough so please tell me what #your expectations are' and if he dodges i'm saying 'an approximate number would be really helpful' like fuck dude i don't CARE if #you tell me you need 10 of these by the end of the week -- i can maybe even make that happen but this isn't fucking working !!!! #@god please get me out of here holy shit .

[abimee]

the main / the reprise

#ruyan of azim #ryder of nowhere #haurchefant greystone #ffxiv #heavensward #fanart #something snapped in place in my head when i was thinking about ruyans hw lore #mostly about the like 3 days he spends just staring at walls in the room they keep haurchefant post-the vault where hes on deaths door #and ruyan refuses to leave at all until they get confirmation one way or the other #and the idea of him picking up a book and doing what ryder did for him when ruyan was sick to death on the cot in st coinach #just on the brink of feeling like he was dying and ryder held her hand and read to her and got her through it #and its like the only thing ruyan knows to do in this moment is to reach out and hold haurchefants hand and read to him #and hope he will make it through this terrible night #anyway we dont talk about this part of ruyans lore but he eventually climbs into the bed and puts his head on his chest to hear his #heartbeat because hes so wound up that hes terrified if he leaves for a moment its going to stop so she lays there and begs god to give him #this one thing. begs and prays to nhaama and azim not to punish people for her selfishness anymore and to keep him out of it #and thats it all he asks as a uyagiri to the gods #anyway [sweeps that under the rug and then throws the whole house out]