#but i'm fine dw

[mogaihaze]

Feargender A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid.

[Image ID: A five horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, blue, dark blue. / End ID]

Bloodfearic A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear of blood. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid of blood.

[Image ID: A six horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, red, a darker red, and then a brighter red. / End ID]

Bloodworkfearic A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear of blood work and getting blood work done. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid of blood work.

[Image ID: A six horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, white, light red, and then a darker red. / End ID]

Bugfearic A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear of bugs. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid of bugs.

[Image ID: A six horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, dark beige, brown, and very dark grey. / End ID]

Docfearic A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear of doctors. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid of doctors.

[Image ID: A six horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, white, grey, and then silver. / End ID]

Peoplefearic A gender influenced or overwhelmed by fear of people. A gender that is overly fearful and afraid of people.

[Image ID: A six horizontally striped pride flag. From top to bottom the stripes are coloured dark red, red, lilac, teal, blue, then dark blue. / End ID]

#rinrincoins #rinringendies #mogai #xenogender #gender coining #coining post #feargender #bloodfearic #bloodworkfearic #bugfearic #docfearic #peoplefearic #blood tw #bloodwork tw #doctors tw #bugs tw #i did this as a vent if you can tell #but i'm fine dw #sometimes dark genders can be fun and silly to do :3

[astrhae]

"You changed your face, and then you found me. Do you know why?" "No." "To come home"

#doctor who #donna noble #fourteenth doctor #wilfred mott #doctor who spoilers #dw spoilers #dwedit #dwgifs #david tennant #catherine tate #bernard cribbins #i'm fine this is FINE #he doesn't know where home is anymore #he doesn't believe in destiny #but if destiny exists #if home exists #it's his best friend in the whole wide universe

[noxious-fennec]

Hands are too shaky these days

#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :) #i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk #drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it? #oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything #I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation #anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved #hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3 #dsmp fanart #cwilbur #cquackity #my art #ctntduo #fennec.art

[suntails]

diasom

#my house is fuckign flooding a little bit (i'm fine dw) but i can't do anything abt it #i started this in april and then forgor abt it then id work on it for an hour and get bored and then i repeated that like 8 times #i just like drawing chars without their heads in a way where it's still very clear who's who. i think it's neat storytelling #once again tumblr gets the post first (you hear faint cheering in the bg. u turn. its a mirror. the cheers are from u) #oh i watched the menu tn before i realized there was a flood. a true banger of a movie #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #twst silver #silver vanrouge #hoa email me back abt the flood challenge!!! cmon i need to fix this!!!!!!! #suntails

[johnslittlespoon]

i've spent my morning going insane over all the new pics hbu

#hands are twitching i'm genuinely tweaking #like are they being fucking real w this one #what am i supposed to do with this #be normal????? #trying to be normal in the caption the tags are for unhinged behaviour #i have not even begun to process all the content #i have so so many thoughts #namely smth my friend and i were discussing that involved table sex but it's fine dw #a new doc IS opened tho #buck x bucky #buckbucky #johnslittlespoon yaps

[shanastoryteller]

Happy Pride!!!! Living Blood or Lady Mo please!

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Xuanyu disrobes unashamedly, hesitating only at the last second with the sleeve covering her left arm.

Jiang Yanli laughs. “Bit late to be modest, I think.”

“Modesty is overrated,” she returns, which is something that Zixuan would say and A-Yao would think. She slips the rest of the robes off and steps into the steaming bath, letting out a deep sigh of satisfaction.

The changes her body has undergone are even more obvious without the thick layers of the robes obscuring her form. The extra weight seems to have settled in ideal places, not only thickening her waist and limbs but settling heavily along her hips and breasts, which hadn’t exactly been small to begin with.

She sits behind Xuanyu, filling a bowl with water and then pouring it over her hair to rinse it of blood and dirt that had been hidden by her dark hair. Acting as a bathing assistant is far below her station, but Xuanyu had sent all the servants away and she doesn’t mind, really. Xuanyu is her sister, likely the only one she’ll ever have considering A-Cheng’s track record with matchmakers, and she’s been worried about her. This gives them time to speak alone. “How has your marriage with Lan Wangji been? Has he been kind?”

Xuanyu pulls a face, which isn’t encouraging. “I guess. He mostly left me alone, and then we had a couple fights and he was a jerk, and now I think he’s trying to make up for being a jerk, but it’s a little – well, it’s nice that he’s making an effort. I suppose.”

Not as good as she’d hoped, but not as bad as she’d feared. “Sect Leader Lan seems fond of you.”

“Oh, Lan Xichen is great,” she says easily. Better than reaction to Lan Wangji, but still not what Jiang Yanli had been hoping for. Then her eyes light up. “Sizhui is wonderful! I’ll give Wangji one thing, he’s raised a good kid. He’s so sweet, and a great cultivator, and he’s always trying to help out everyone around him. I’m glad Jingyi’s always hanging around – without him, I think everyone would just take advantage of Sizhui’s good nature.”

Well, that’s something. Surely Lan Wangji can’t resist Xuanyu’s charms for long, not when she dotes on his son and gets along with his brother.

“What trouble did you get into on the road?” she asks, running her hand over the wound on Xuanyu’s shoulder. It looks nearly fully healed already and there’s another mostly healed wound on her hip, a thin slice on her left arm, and the shadow of various bruises that were likely much worse a couple hours ago. It’s of course a good thing that Xuanyu has a strong golden core, but Jiang Yanli can’t help a moment of wistfulness.

Her own core never lived up to her mother’s expectations, or her own. If she’d had a stronger core, she could have given A-Ling siblings. A child should have siblings. She would have had a calmer childhood without two little brothers underfoot, but a lonelier one too.

Xuanyu shrugs, lazily scrubbing herself down. “Looks like Xiao Xingchen picked up the girl, A-Qing, while he and Song Lan were separated and was trapped in this place that was basically a ghost town.” How could he be trapped by a place that had no people? “And I’d heard some rumors so when we ran into Song Lan I helped him find Xiao Xingchen, but there was a bit of a fight with someone who didn’t want him to leave. I just happened to get caught in the crossfire, so to speak.”

She’s stretching the truth to outright lying. Before Jiang Yanli can call her on it, her stomach growls.

“Didn’t get a chance to eat on the road?” she teases.

Xuanyu flushes, ducking briefly beneath the water to hide her flaming cheeks before resurfacing. “Things were a little hectic. It may have slipped my mind.”

How has she managed to put on weight while also forgetting to eat? Perhaps Lan Wangji deserves more credit.

“I think I have some candies in my room, if you want something before the banquet,” she offers. “I know the speeches take forever.”

Her eyes light up before dimming and she slumps in the bath. “Thanks, Yanli-jie, but I better not. Sizhui gave me some on the road and I usually love them but just putting it in my mouth almost made me sick. It was awful. And weird! They’re my favorite.”

Jiang Yanli blinks then gives Xuanyu’s significantly larger chest a considering look. It could be nothing. It’s probably nothing. She hasn’t even been married a year and it doesn’t sound as if she and Lan Wangji have been seeing eye to eye.

Then again, the same could have been said about her and Zixuan.

“Can I ask you something personal, Meimei?”

Xuanyu nods. “You can ask me anything, Yanli-jie.”

“Are you and Lan Wangji having sex?”

She turns bright red and ducks beneath the water for so long that Jiang Yanli is starting to get concerned before she resurfaces, still red faced. “Um. We did once. Well – I guess, technically, it was three times, but it was only one night.”

Well. Apparently Lan Wangji has stamina on and off the battlefield.

“One moment,” she says, briefly squeezing Xuanyu’s shoulder. “I’ll be right back.”

It takes one whispered conversation with the servant outside the hall and approximately ninety seconds before her personal healer is standing in front of her. Jiang Yanli ducks back inside to see Xuanyu out of the bath, in a thin bathing robe that’s clinging to her as she wrings her hair out. “I’d like my healer to take a look at you, Meimei.”

Xuanyu freezes, slowly standing straight with a wary look on her face. “That’s really not necessary. The wounds were just superficial and they’re basically healed already.”

“It’ll be quick,” she says, because if she’s right then she can’t let Xuanyu go down to the banquet without letting her know. “She’s very discreet – she’s been my personal healer since I was a child.”

“Jiang Xingyi?” Xuanyu asks, some of her tension draining away.

Jiang Yanli nods, trying to think of some reason that Xuanyu would know her healer’s name, or her reputation, but all the servants are terrible gossips and her health is a frequent topic of derision. “Just your wrist, okay? Your golden core has changed a lot. I just want her to take a look.”

She feels bad about lying, but Xuanyu had lied to her first.

Xuanyu relaxes even further. “Okay, Yanli-jie. If it’ll make you feel better.”

“Thank you,” she smiles, then opens the door to usher Jiang Xingyi in.

The old woman doesn’t smile, but Xuanyu grins back undeterred, and says, “Hi, Granny,” before paling and adding, “uh, um. Sorry.”

Jiang Yanli feels a familiar pang of grief go through her. A-Xian had referred to Jiang Xingyi as Granny, the only disciple both bold and beloved enough to get away with it.

Jiang Xingyi ignores her, instead reaching for her wrist and pressing her fingers against it. Xuanyu fidgets, shifting from one foot to the other, but says nothing as the moments stack on top of one another.

Finally, Jiang Xingyi drops her wrist and steps back. Her stern visage breaks, a smile stretching her mouth across her face. “Congratulations, Madame Lan.”

She knew it!

“Thanks,” Xuanyu answers before wrinkling her nose. “Um. For what?”

“You are expecting,” she answers. “At least a couple months along, I believe, although I’d have to do a more thorough examination to be sure.”

Jiang Yanli moves to embrace her, but Xuanyu’s face drops and she turns dangerously pale. “What? No. That’s not possible. I can’t be.”

“Three times,” Jiang Yanli reminds her, trying to goad Xuanyu into laughter.

But instead she just shakes her head. “No, no I can’t, I – this can’t be happening,” she whispers to herself, grabbing her own arms in a white knuckled grip. “It’s not. It’s impossible. I can’t be.”

She’s young, and this wasn’t a marriage of her own choosing, and it’s so new. Of course she’s surprised and nervous. Jiang Yanli touches her elbow, intending to say something soothing, but Xuanyu collapses into her arms, gripping her waist and hiding her tears in her shoulder.

“Xuanyu!” she says, hugging her back just as fiercely, her heart breaking for the younger girl’s anguish. “Meimei, it’s okay, I know this is scary, but it’s going to be fine.”

“It’s not,” she says, voice thick with tears, “A-jie, this is awful, this is – it can’t happen! It can’t, Wangji is going to be so mad, he’s going to hate me, and everything is ruined and awful, I can’t be – I can’t! I’m going to die!”

Jiang Yanli’s whole body goes cold and she grips Xuanyu even tighter against her. “You’re going to be fine,” she says, pushing her conviction into every syllable.

No matter what Jiang Yanli has to do, Xuanyu is going to be fine.

#oh wwx #our babygirl is going through it #dw everything is going to be fine #wwx is like i'm going to die before i can have this baby and kill lan zhan's baby and he's going to hate me forever #and jyl who obviously has no context for this hears that xuanyu thinks that lwj is going to kill her #which she'd think that lwj would never do but also she saw him during war and she's not the one married to him #and everyone knows he didn't want this marriage and also made a big thing about how sizhui's position won't be usurped #jyl to herself: do i have to kill lan wangji? #prompt answers #prompts are closed #asks #anon #untamed

[mspaint-flower]

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#vflower #v4 flower #v4flower #vocaloid #vocaloid flower #my art #my designs #ms paint #tw eyestrain #dunno if putting other tags #i'm fine btw dw i just like drawing Things sometimes #(most of the time) #also i still like angel flower

[magical-girl-trucy]

Don't think for a second I've forgotten about this AU. It's always stewing in the back of my brain and I decided to let some of it out. I feel like Athena has so much potential in a comic format to show how she hears stuff, so that was the intention when making this: to show that off some.

Also bonus headcanon I have is that Athena has synesthesia which is why she's wording stuff the way she is

#also this was half finished a couple weeks ago but then I had hospital moment. I'm out and fine now tho so dw #(well fine as in. no longer in the hospital) #art by me #ace attorney #ace attorney au #franziska adopts athena #franziska von karma #athena cykes #7 year gap #let me know if the image description is fine I uh. have never attempted one with a comic before so i wasn't sure how to go about it

[jack-o-phantom]

Twink is body shape, not height! You can be a real tall twink (though I'd say chime is more like a twunk; not reed thin, but not bulky)

I tried drawing a comparison of a "twink" build, so no.

#inbox #chime #belldrop #oc chime #I don't like using twink towards my characters #sure #once is fine #but it gets annoying after a bit! ya know #I swear this height thing isn't super accurate to how I draw him #it was a quick thing #dw!! I'm just saying this to people in general #not anyone specific

[nimarts]

Today I was wearing my favorite ceramic fish earrings and my second customer of the day gestured to his ear area and said "what's... what's going on here?" so I said "oh! my earrings are fish" and he said "oh i'm aware. they do NOT match your jacket" and then left

it was so out of left field and rude that I started laughing after he left. somehow the funniest thing anyone has said to me at work

#nim.txt #dw i'm fine. it really and genuinely was funny like bro why are you choosing violence

[benkeibear]

*taps mic* hello? Is anybody there?

Sooo after taking a break from here and thinking about a lot of things I have decided to come back but things will change!

There will no longer be an upload schedule

I post whatever i feel like, whenever I feel like

If you like bg3 you can find me on @oakfathers-blessing

This is no longer an animanga (writing) blog only. I will post my art and crochet projects and some other stuff here and there as well

Im not fully into writing atm so there will be new fics but very slowly, I will no longer pressure myself to please strangers on the internet. Don't demand things from me unless you pay me for my work - since I don't do that - don't pressure me!

Being back means I will be unhinged as always (what are hinges anyways). I will not let myself be pushed away from my blog, my safe space, from a mean girlypop blog. The hate I got over all the shit that's been vague posted from that person does no longer affect me. I stand my ground and I stand to what I said. People shared their stories on that already and I support them where I can. I do not support vague posting, you think no one will know who you're talking about but people know and that person will get hate. I do not support sending death threats, suicide guides and what not, especially not to someone who's mentally very unwell to begin with. To make fun of me being upset over this, especially on the day of my fathers funeral and after the suicide guide mere hours after things went south was my last straw and I hated being here which is why I wanted to leave. After lots of talks my friends were the ones who convinced me to come back, refreshed, new rules, no hinges.

Anyhoot. I guess I'm back?

#rhy speaks ♡ #i hear the crickets chirp #changes under the cut #also the reveal of a new side blog? #some tea as well to why I left #not tea but a reason to what happened. #I'm fine now dw

[okaioh]

ignoring the tears streaming down my face I love the fact that the other federation workers wanted to get to know cellbit more but they didn't because he had this scary look about him - I can imagine half of sitting on one side of the building talking amongst themselves like "so..do you wanna talk to the new guy?" "Uh..have you seen the way he looks at us?"

#dw fed workers that's just the murderous look in his eyes I'm sure it's fine to invite him to lunch #qsmp #q!cellbit #live kai reaction

[beanghostprincess]

If you were a girl he wouldn't even look at you

#unless you have a sword #zoro's so gay i am sorry i can't #but also 'if i were a girl' it's okay bestie be gay on main dw #sometimes i simp for fictional men too and i'm a lesbian you're fine #roronoa zoro #one piece

[pherre]

it's hard for me to feel good about that ending for 14 and the whole bi-regeneration thing because it like. defeats the whole point of regeneration, and also because RTD has literally pulled this exact thing before except the doctor "clone" isn't human now. it's so.... bleh

#i'm happy for him but the thing with him having a family now seems so . off #and oh but 15 is fine because 14 had time to fix himself sometime in the future is just dumb and boring #anyway! theres a lot to like there and i'm sure plenty of people will like it #but eh #dw spoilers #dw

[psychopomparia]

Roses & Musket event day 2 spoilers

AYATO HAS EYE WRINKLES??? I'm living my best life. He is old!! Like older man!!

Also is he insecure about it??? Please, nooo. That's kind of cute.

Anyways, I stay winning as someone who headcanons Ayato as older.

#genshin impact #4.3 spoilers #genshin event spoilers #roses & musket event spoilers #kamisato ayato #ayato #chiori #i headcanon ayato to be in his 30s (mid 30s approx) #so knowing this man has eye wrinkles just proves i am correct #no way this man is in his 20s #that just makes him sexy #aging like fine wine #i love him for that #if he really is insecure about the wrinkles then wow that's so cute #dw ayato we love sexy older men here #i'm gonna think about this all day now

[mspaint-flower]

涙

#vflower #v4 flower #v4flower #vocaloid #vocaloid flower #my art #ms paint #tw eyestrain #dw guys i'm fine i just wanted to try something new #<- i say ''new'' when this type of art is more typical of me #listening to zer0h while doing this was an amazing combination #the crysser.......the cryssing....cryssening even