#but it explains the situation so well

[taviokapudding]

#this had me cackling so hard #but it explains the situation so well #chris pine #harry styles #olivia wilde #twitter #venice film festival #jason sudeikis #florence pugh #shia lebouf #nick kroll

[sad-leon]

Finding Home Leo and @separatedleoau One are getting along great :D

(there will be blood shed)

happy halloween!!

#finding home au #putting them in situations is my favorite past time #seperated council #can i put that? imma put that #this is the best one expression i've ever drawn lol #referring to the last panel #this is what happens when Gali isnt around to supervise FH /hj #also i cant explain how happy i am to share FH shell scar things :D #Splinter is going to be so mentally well when he sees them ^-^ #(he absolutely will not) #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt leo #rise leo #rise leonardo #rottmnt leo #rottmnt leonardo

[ryllen]

" ... as soft as talking to a new born, the voice you dream your children would hear during their bed time stories ... "

#the developer knows we will spend a lot of time with this guy; his voice is soothing; his laboratory background music sounds like a lullaby #the way he asked what else do you want to know and said astronomy ... and that whole last sentence at the end #my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas qi #mtas builder #fanart #he is dangerous because i actually like his appearance the most #and owen also looks very charming and he is very polite #but i also like how unsuur sounds when he explained about his rocks #i literally replayed that part 4 or 5 times fhsfsdh for re-choice-ing reason #my favorite part is when i licked the rock and #FHDDHSfhshdhsdsh /////// #hngh i'm so done............ #wait until fang starts talking #maybe he sounds charming too when he speaks in a long sentence #even tho it was a mess of a voiceover project; i like portia voice casts #i think they were picked from random people who auditioned for the character; but it what makes them sound so colorful #i think sandrock uses studio's? the voices for sandrock feels too well-situated #but i'm adjusting to accept it all overtime #also if u didn't get what i meant by 'the voice you dream your children would hear during their bed time stories ' #it means u want him to be the father of your children #but he would literally refuse to tell stupid fantasy story to his children and only pick the space related ones #but the children would sleep well anyway even tho they don't understand anything because of his soothing voice

[kosmique]

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#pages #theme hunter #tumblr pages #codingcabin #k:pages #k:codes #yes i'm editing it just to add more tags #but i feel like i need to explain this situation #i had made a theme a little over a week before tumblr finally k*ll the old editor #and well i couldn't get it accepted by the theme garden before the deadline #so i decided to put the theme to rest to think about how i'm going to recode and released this page #(which was actually a popup from another theme but i thought it would shine brighter on its own)

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

I love whenever Gon is thinking about what his friends are doing, with Killua and Kurapika working on their Nen and Leorio studying really hard for medical school, he ends up feeling energized to match their efforts, because implicitly, Gon apparently thinks Leorio hitting the books is just as cool and awesome as his other friends working on their cool superpowers (and he's right)

#actually gon thinks whatever people are working hard at is really cool and inspiring #because they're putting their all into it and that alone impresses him #zepile dismisses his vase as junk and gon gets offended on his behalf because he can tell how much effort was put into it #actually. with nen being based on willpower. maybe this explains why it all came so naturally. #he's kind of the embodiment of it. and he can always tell when someone really cares or worked at what they're doing. #i wonder if he can so readily do this because of innate nen affinity or if his nature made nen more natural? maybe they intersect #and it's kind of a chicken and the egg situation #erm. saying obvious things. but oh well #storyrambles #hxh #gon freecss #leorio paladiknight

[anghraine]

Just thinking about Gandalf saying that Denethor was "too great" to be psychically dominated by Sauron, and his warning to Pippin that Denethor is powerful in a way that Théoden isn't regardless of the particulars of descent, and dangerous; and I'm thinking about Faramir's deeply strange remarks about Gollum's mind and history, and Gollum crying out in pain when he tries to lie about Cirith Ungol, and Faramir's totally unexplained suspicions that Something Went Sideways For Boromir in Lothlórien Specifically—

And I'm also thinking of what it would be like to be young Faramir with all this happening in his head and around him. I have a lot of feelings about Faramir getting his only explanations and rules about what's happening from Denethor and what lore he can pick up and maybe what "little" Gandalf will tell him—

And then I'm thinking of what it would be like to be young Denethor, to have this experience with no guidance at all.

For Faramir, everything of this ilk is going to be filtered through his extremely complicated and fraught relationship with his father, the only person he knows who is like him.

For young Denethor, there isn't anyone like him. There are other Númenórean types in Gondor, and people who are Númenórean in different ways, but it's clear that there's no one like Denethor, and hasn't been in generations. So sometimes I wonder what that would be like, as well—to just have to figure it all out on your own and still end up as powerful and dangerous as he is.

I mean, obviously I find this cool and compelling, but I also think that the way in which Denethor is set apart from the world around him might well have made for an incredibly isolated experience, especially in his youth. For all his mastery of lore, there's probably a lot about his own nature and abilities that he never knew.

#sometimes i wonder if that's what got him into lore to begin with #just desperately trying to find out why this was happening to him #and there was nobody who could explain it and nobody who shared it until freaking thorongil comes along #and if you know thorongil is aragorn it's such a wildly suspicious situation #and even aragorn leans way less on mental powers most of the time #and couldn't prevent him from seeing who he really was #so i'm not sure it really felt like 'hey i'm not alone in the world' #even apart from all the other issues #anghraine babbles #long post #legendarium blogging #anghraine's headcanon #húrinionath #denethor #faramir #gandalf #this was actually a longer post but i can never shrink it down properly. oh well.

[esterigermaine]

Alternate Reveal Scenario:

Astarion gets himself knocked out in a fight. Naturally, everyone thinks he is dead. Now he gets to explain to the entire camp how he woke up while they were digging his grave/at his funeral.

#astarion #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #it would be so awkward #the idea of him waking up next to a half dug grave and the entire camp staring as he tries to explain the whole undead thing #popped into my head and I thought it was funny #but also I just realized it could be traumatizing after his whole digging self out of own grave and being locked up for a year situations #and then also realized some characters might be mad as hell at him for it too #what a hell of a way to learn your traveling companion is undead #they just go well he is cold doesn't have a pulse and isnt breathing guess he is dead

[milkweedman]

Double chocolate and blueberry loaf. Looks and smells super good, just hoping it tastes alright. I tried looking up a recipe for enriched chocolate dough and my eyes glazed over immediately, so I just winged it.

#i have made very few chocolate doughs and always forgot to add extra sugar so they were very bitter #i did add a lot of sugar this time so hopefully ? it wont be bitter ? idk its all looking good. #baking #the blueberries are dried btw bc we have like 10 pounds of dried blueberries #theres an insane and somewhat infuriating food situation going on due to the oregon government being the Worst Ever #esp re: giving people their food stamp benefits on time. i wont go into it bc it would take a while to explain and i am still very mad #but we have a lot of bulk food all bought in a panic which involves 10 pounds of dried blueberries #and im hoping they go well in bread #i do lots of bairin breac anyway which has tons of dried fruit altho that is typically soaked.... maybe shoulda soaked these...

[mantisgodsart]

Hello, we've run into Circumstances, and so we're opening cheap commissions for a bit. Criminally cheap, even. Starting at $5 for a sketch. We're linking the toyhou.se thread here since that's the platform we have it on most readily and we don't want to copy-paste all that text into Tumblr. We've got five slots for now, so come get 'em while they're hot - we might open more later, but it's not a sure thing, and this is DEFINITELY the cheapest you'll ever get our commissions, so come get 'em while they're hot.

(1/5 slots remaining)

#commissions #commissions open #open commissions #art commisions #furry art #not art #we speak #thats a good set of tags right? probably a good set. this isnt TECHNICALLY necessary we just want money #our current pair of Walking Shoes have just sprung a leak so unless we want to commit to wearing Fashionable Boots and Dress Shoes #we're going to have to pay for a new set #worst comes to worst if all of these slots are $5 ones we'll probably dip down to the thrift store for it #it's where we get most of our clothes anyways so it wont be anything out of the ordinary #we wish to stress that this isnt an actual emergency #its just a “our feet are wet and we don't want to walk around in dress shoes all day” thing #it'll take a chunk out of our Monthly Alotted Money to get good new shoes #and we won't actually get the Monthly Unemployed And Disabled Check for a few days esp since its prone to delays #hopefully this explains the situation well enough

[ghoulodont]

ok i want to make just one post about my thoughts & intentions from my latest fic. based on the tags/comments you all left it seems that overall everyone understood me. but theres one additional piece that i think i didnt represent well because its confusing, and that maybe would be hard to pick up on anyway because, again, its confusing.

i think dew is both aware and in denial in a way that might seem contradictory. he claims to know something is wrong, and that he knows it more than anyone else, but he rejects rains urging for him to actually address the problem. i suppose you could read it as him being deceptive in some way but i wanted him to be very very honest. he is genuinely struggling to wrap his head around these seemingly contradictory thoughts.

my intention was for this to parallel what i perceive to be an inherently contradictory aspect of psychosis. because what youre experiencing feels real to you, it sort of feels normal. it feels like something happening outside you. compare it to anxiety, for example -- both can be distressing experiences out of your control but anxiety is something that happens inside you (perhaps in reaction to external events, but the anxiety itself is yours), while psychosis, generally speaking, feels like it belongs to the outside world. in reality its an experience that isnt shared by others but it really feels like it is, or that it could be. maybe this is sort of obvious based on the definition of psychosis but i feel like just considering the definition doesnt quite do it justice.

and because it feels like it belongs to the outside world it can be challenging to confidently distinguish between things that are real to everyone and things that are real only to you. some external reality checking logic needs to be applied. again, maybe this is obvious. i guess what i really am trying to lead up to is how in this dichotomy between sensory experience and logic, its so hard to not believe your sensory experience, in a sort of lizard brain screaming at you way. it just makes so much more sense if your experience matches reality than to jump through a bunch of hoops reminding yourself why it doesnt. occams razor says you dont have schizophrenia.

this experience, which at its extreme would mean being unable to tell that you're unwell, is considered a core dimension of schizophrenia. people who get really medical and scientific with it will say its because of something happening in the brain (isnt everything?) but i think what i described above fully explains it. its confusing, so it makes sense to be confused.

honestly i think this adds to the conflict, that providers can be very quick to doubt your description of your own experience because they try to correct for this "blindness". its dehumanizing to be viewed this way. i really think it makes everything worse by playing into the "split" between ones thoughts and reality. i find myself not wanting to share things if i know im going to be argued with, and then by pulling away im losing one more point of contact with the outside world.

but besides all that i do think for dew theres an aspect of just plain denial & avoidance as well. a good 20% of the original blur turns to haze fic was about how miserable it is to take antipsychotics but it was mostly focused on the side effects. in my experience even once you find one where the side effects are tolerable its still unpleasant. in the same way antidepressants might cause you to feel somewhat emotionally blunted antipsychotics are like that x1000. they really do feel like a drug you give someone to make them shut up. maybe thats just me.

anyway, this is something i want to focus on in chapter 4 of you will die again...... which i am totally working on. i would be curious to know if this aligns with how you read the fic or not but no pressure of course

#idk if im explaining it well. its really really hard to describe #i feel like im forgetting something i just ended up kind of talking in a direction #anyway the experience that made me understand this was feeling like people are looking at me in public #obviously its normal for people to glance at other people so thats fine #but if im having this particular symptom i will notice multiple people in multiple situations stare at me for an unusual duration #the kind of way that makes you think did i forget to put clothes on or something #i always check to make sure i look the same as normal #maybe that doesnt explain it either but i never used to experience anything like that

[mamawasatesttube]

as we all know i don't like rebirth and especially not its handling of kon. but if i do consider rebirth kon, i really think everyone should shut up with the tired jealousy/pining jokes and embrace the truth: kon and kenan are absolutely making out. dude that is a bro4bro relationship and theyre having a GREAT time. WHY is there literally no kon/kenan tag on ao3 what the fuck!!! look at them!!!!

BRO 4 BRO RELATIONSHIP. LOOK AT THEM.

#rimi talks #im torn because i DONT like rebirth i dont particularly want to write rebirth fic #HOWEVER what if i read new superman and then write kenankon (konkenan? kenkon???) fic-- #theyre just so cute in action comics every time??? they are besties whats better than this guys being bros #kon #kenan #long post #in theory i could just bring kenan into my postcrisis sandbox. #the thing is that in my postcrisis sandbox kon's relationships with his friends and family still mean something. they do not in rebirth #except for bart who still actually is his bart (mostly..?) (man i literally read yj19 where they explained this and it still makes no sense #(well it's because bendis was incredibly inconsistent explaining anything about kon's situation lmao but anyway) #ANYWAY THE POINT IS. i think kon and kenan should kiss. thank you for your time

[brookheimer]

okay. i need to rewatch the episode probably but i think my current feeling is that i like most of it a lot (rome, ken, the siblings not getting ceo, etc), think the tom ceo makes sense from a logical/character perspective but not sure how i feel about it from a broader more thematic lens (altho i'm leaning towards fine with it), and am very mixed on shiv's ending because i think it's well-conceived and meaningful from a broader thematic lens (shiv becomes her mother, the cycle always repeats, etc) but doesn't quite make sense to me from a logical/character one -- it could've worked, it could've worked brilliantly, but it was far too rushed and forced. it makes sense as an ending for shiv, but not her next step. i'm largely talking about her decision to return to tom, not her decision to vote against kendall (which i think should've been executed better and given more space but can understand given her character, mostly). i'm fine with it as an ending for shiv, but what i'm struggling to stomach is the way it played out -- it didn't feel like a choice the shiv we know would've made. it's an ending that makes sense thematically and for her character arc, but not a decision that makes sense for her character at present. that's kinda where i'm at right now

#long shiv post talking ab this upcoming lol #bc so far i haven't seen like any shiv takes i've actually agreed with #it's either entirely anti ending or pro ending #whereas like. to me the ending works as an ending for the character. it's tragic dark devastating but it works and works well #but shiv making that choice does not make sense for where she is right now. it was rushed writing that forced an ending on her #that would be a satisfying ending but not a satisfying character choice and thus NOT a super satisfying ending #could've been EXTREMELY satisfying. but shiv wasn't there yet. her fatal flaw is blowing up good situations when she feels she's being #disrespected -- she's respect > power when it comes down to it #even tho she thinks she wants power more she NEEDS respect and is unable to stay quiet or make the smart choice in the face of disrespect #or men thinking they're superior etcetcetc. so her making a choice that allots her power (wife of CEO) but is the singular least respecting #outcome imaginable (meekly returning to your husband who betrayed you and stole the job you've been fighting for your entire life right out #of your grasp alongside your closest ally/flirt guyfriend who tapped him to do it explicitly to fuck you over because you're a pregnant #woman and thus inferior to the man who inseminated you -- and EVERYONE KNOWS ALL OF THIS! everyone knows you're the daughter of #the previous CEO and on two separate instances were meant to be CEO and now the weak man you married publicly betrayed you TWICE #but you still meekly return to him and place your hand in his and have his baby like the good pawn you are...) #that does not make sense for shiv. if we saw some development on the power > respect front or had a few more scenes or episodes developing #shiv as someone who would choose to become her mother (powerful and rich yet a disrespected pawn) over literally anything else #given her fundamental fear of being disrespected than maybe this would've made sense. it could be a great meaningful devastating ending #but it's one that just does not track for shiv as we know her right now. #ok tags got long as always sorry LOL i'm gonna write a longer thing explaining my hashtag thoughts bc i haven't seen much i agreed w on thi #front yet oops. ok bye 4 now tee hee #succession #succession spoilers #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy

[layla-carstairs]

Cassandra Clare writing the pre-tlh short stories and then forgetting about them & what they had established as canon when actually writing the last hours is my villain origin story. like it makes me so violent. and I get things change as the writing process goes on but imo as an author you have a responsibility to abide by what you previously wrote & published. you don't get to pretend that it just never happened.

#it's cheap & annoying & takes away from the final project #even just some acknowledgement would have fixed the problem! #like with James being the 'leader' of the Merry Thieves when in the short stories it was very well established that was Matthew #or how James was the one who really hated Alastair #and Thomas would always defend Alastair which meant having conversations about Alastair nearly impossible without upsetting someone #there's countless examples of this it makes me want to pull my hair out #as for something like the family tree. I would have rathered cc just explained the situation to us fans #like just *tell us* the family tree was written before tlh was really a thing & because of that it's not canon anymore #there wasn't really a need for an canonical explanation (especially since it was so random) #I doubt anyone but fans cared about it anyway #by fans I mean hardcore fans who don't just read causally. like ones who get her newsletter/follow her on tumblr and twitter etc #the last hours #chain of gold #chain of iron #chain of thorns #james herondale #cordelia carstairs #lucie herondale #matthew fairchild #thomas lightwood #alastair carstairs #christopher lightwood #anna lightwood #jesse blackthorn #grace blackthorn #the shadowhunter chronicles #tsc

[voltrons]

there is something sooo eerie about reading for pre-crisis jason. readers then knew how it would end. you in the present know how it ends. you know he gets a second chance. you know how that ends.

but he doesn’t! he’s always looking up at dick.

it’s the most heavy handed foreshadowing To Ever Exist and dick is still painted as the optimist.

#dick has a few interesting complexes about the past and his experiences but #i think a very interesting one is that he seems to take pride in the uniqueness of his situation #i don’t know if i can explain this well #but the phenomenon of knowing something that happened to you was a fluke #dick is very very angry for a very long time #but where bruce feels the injustice done to him is functionally so different from any other injustice and stays stagnant in that #NO DIFFERENT** #dick is able to separate himself from that moment and move beyond it #he operates out of the hope of preventing future injustices #but not in the name of His Particular Injustice #to have His Particular Injustice lining up in front of him and still operate out of that hope???? #or naivety???? #hmmmmmm #INCH RESTING #flynn.txt #dick grayson #jason todd #bruce wayne #text

[incorrect-fnaf-quotes]

Talking more about Violet/Kit? Why yes, yes I am—there’s just more stuff that I want to talk about involving her.

She never really knew her father that well—when she was born, her parents were still together, but when she was about two (she’s ten in the present), the two of them got divorced.

Though, they were both still on friendly terms and everything, and the young Violet would still see him for a little longer. At least until she was about three.

Long story short, her father died from an illness. So she just doesn’t really remember him much—she has a few little memories here and there, but that’s it.

Then, also keeping it more short/simple, she went to the Pizzaplex, and met Glamrock Bonnie—who helped her out, and as time went on, became a father figure to her.

Violet is autistic.

Mentioned a few times prior already, but ‘Kit’ (which can be a baby bunny) is a nickname given to her by Glam. Bon, and she loves it.

She originally wanted to grow up and work as a vet, but ended up changing her mind—now wanting to work at the Pizzaplex whenever she finally can.

The mask that she has, Violet made it all by herself a year prior. It makes her feel a bit more comfortable and safe during certain times—and it’s just a rather nice thing, too.

She always carries it with her, whether actually wearing it over her face or not. You’d never really see her without it.

Of course, Violet would keep going to the Pizzaplex, but as you’d imagine... Glamrock Bonnie eventually disappeared, causing her distress.

A few times after that, Violet would keep going back to the Pizzaplex—hoping to potentially find where the rabbit went, but every single time, she didn’t have any luck.

Eventually, Violet, saddened by the disappearance and not finding anything, eventually stopped going to the Pizzaplex.

#Not a quote #FNaF OC #Violet/Kit #Security Breach #Of course I do imagine a scenario where she’s around in Ruin #She has an urge to try again—so she goes to the run-down Pizzaplex in hopes of finding *anything* involving her father figure #And then ends up running into Cassie shortly after arriving #There’s a lot of stuff that’d happen before the disappearance though #She calls him ‘dad’ once before the disappearance—like how you’d accidentally call a teacher or something mom/dad/etc #But she just doesn’t realize it at first—not until much later #And then set DURING the disappearance she *does* realize that she sees them as a parent #So under a situation where Glam Bon is found and joins she starts calling him ‘dad’ a bit frequently #Glamrock Bonnie #I keep explaining stuff when it’s really late so I’m not sure if this is well- #I should really do things more early

[sskk-manifesto]

Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

#And Kouyou!!!! #Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀 #King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen” #I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years– #but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like #“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the– #protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb #But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you. #Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime. #I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?” #I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green. #Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to– #engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color– #that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white. #What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws– #because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil” #Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before– #and will probably keep happening? #I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk. #This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about– #how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive– #their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment #I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes– #that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize. #Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol #random rambles #This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late