#but it really doesn't feel good atm

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Wooooops I let my brain atrophy again

#I started the day without a plan and the folks have been out all day #so instead of doing anything productive/creative I just rotted #I did some stretching at least #but it really doesn't feel good atm #genuinely my muscles haven't bounced back from that weird virus I had in Feb #and I probs need to work em out a bit more to start building the strength/flexibility again but it's hard and unpleasant and i don't like it #baby steps i guess #anyway horror of horrors folks are staying out even longer #so i have to feed myself without supervision #and who knows how long I'm gonna put that off #I don't feel very hungry rn but I should orepare food before I start feeling the hunger #but if I can't feel the hunger I cba with food #fuck my stupid baka life #think today's a bit of a write off #mr. bees speaks

[lunarharp]

figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..

#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist.. #but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol..... #so looking at a “yearly review” where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing... #i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff.. #that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol.. #AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job.. #this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends.... #please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think.. #It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess..................... #regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier. #art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS. #thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive #really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head #i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier

[sophiethewitch1]

kinda wanna write a fic where the dog is literally the deus ex machina

#sophie speaks #dog backwards is god yknow it makes sense #me and my undertale bullshit back on it again #i have 3 fic ideas for it. one is a meta commentary one is just about a reader with a chronic illness and one is my love for desperate read #-rs returning in full blown massive fashion. and also identity issues but all 3 of these fics have that last one just has that. a lot lot #all include my weird DID metaphors and multiverse shenanigans #because honestly all sans/sans shippers do not understand the weirdness of loving an alternate version of urself #they dont lean into it #i mean im not gonna write sans/sans I'm an x reader till death because i love self love. also sans could not love himself look at that guy #but undertale itself has so many cool themes u can build off of that i just. i wanna grab and squeeze em out like juice #and i mean its not like i can do www at the moment I've written like... 9k this month it ain't going good #might as well just enjoy the depression spiral. i know that doesn't sound very possible but yknow. we rock w it #im just in pain all the time... ill go back to the docs soon and maybe just start taking straight up opiods #but until then i can only do things if i feel there is absolutely 0 pressure on me to do them #once again thanks school system i love these learned behaviors you traumatised into me they're really useful #what was i saying? did i mention im a little scatterbrained atm

[hella1975]

Hi hella!!!

I feel like i always start these off or end them by saying that these things are going to be incomprehensible in some way, mainly bc i have trouble translating whats going on in my mind into written words so i really dont know how much of my list thingies make sense to you but this one is especially probably going to not make much sense. (also bc i send them a lot when im either very tired or not sober, but i am sober and wide awake rn so this might be a different kind of incomprehensible)

I found one of my old drafts for an ask from around a year ago and it was a follow up response to the last chapter you posted at the time, so im not sure how its going to sound without the context of that specific chapter, but i also mentioned in one of my other asks that i add stuff in last minute and that ask i added a shit ton of stuff so i dont have any of that pretyped out so im going by memory.  But im sending it again bc i havent seen you answer it 

(please do not interpret this as ‘why didnt you answer my ask >:/’ or me rushing you to answer asks or anything like that, but like I said its been a year so im assuming tumblr ate it.  If not and you just havent cleaned out your ask box and you find the original, congratulations you’ll know what i originally said.  Bc idk how accurate this will be)

SO

Theres two different ways that you seem to write metaphors (idk if thats what theyre called im not caught up on my literary terminology)

 (im scrolling through your blog rn looking for my other asks and tumblr really did you dirty in your asks system like i started scrolling and the third one down was from 2021 and im fighting for my life trying to find my tag (thank you for my tag btw its very useful to me))

Anywho, most of your metaphors ( to me) can be split into two categories.  Theres the simple ones and the complex ones.  Now this might seem obvious but im going to explain to you how these have different effects on my brain.  

An example of the ‘simple’ ones is  

““If Nanook’s tone had a note of seriousness, then Zuko’s was the entire orchestra.”” (idk what chapter this is from its been a while)

You have a lot of these kinds of whatever the haick kind of literary technique this is (is this a metaphor i’ve been trying to google it for like ½ an hour and i cant figure it out) BUT these type of things that are simple and easy to process is one of my favorite things about the way you write.  I think this is a very common technique but the way you do it to me is just a lot more unique than the ways ive seen it done before.  Its extremely fluent with the voice of the characters and brings a perfect kind of vibe to the ‘conversation’ (or story, text, whatever) and it paints the picture of what your trying to say perfectly.  I also really like how these types of things arent ever in Zukos pov a lot (sometimes it is, but not nearly as much, I’ve noticed) and its not in the more serious like revelations that you drop these in.  Like I said, it adds to the voice of the characters, bc of the contrast of Zuko constantly having revelations and dramatic archs and stuff, and the other characters just in general being a lot more calm.  Its like when youre listening to a song and you have the lyrics and the like ‘main’ music behind the lyrics, but then when you listen to the song a lot you notice the smaller, like backup music that adds a lot to the song and makes it a lot more enjoyable than if it was just the lyrics and the louder more up front music.  

Then in contrast you have the bigger ‘metaphors’ 

An example of this is ‘You curse in words already invented’ 

THIS IS MY FAVORITE LINE IN THE ENTIRE FIC.  

OF ANY FIC OR BOOK EVER READ

AND THIS IS WHY

When I tell you I could not figure out what this meant for months I am AWFUL with stuff like this and interpreting it my english teachers hate me bc of it.  Id have the question ‘why were the curtains blue’ and my answer would be ‘bc the people who decorated the room like blue maybe theyre interior designers and it goes with the room 😊 and thats so hot of them bc i love blue too’  

But even thought i couldnt figure it out it stayed in my head and i probably thought about it once a day (i mean this literally, i think about that part all the time) and i cant remember the context for that or anything but i do remember that i knew it was a wonderful phrase.  

I’ve mentioned in my other asks how whenever im reading anything at all that you’ve written (whether its tams, or toab, or in the tags of something even if its like 10 words), everything you type comes out so fluidly like a formula or a color wheel or however i put it last time i talked about this.  And this is on the prodigious end of the spectrum of this.  

But phrases like that are another part of the fic, theyre like the lyrics of the song.  Like the phrases that gets all the attention and gets put in fanart and that gets quoted in comment sections because they deserve that recognition and you deserve that recognition and are just a reminder of how incredibly talented you are.  

I mean that in the most sincere way that i know how to express.  

I am constantly in awe of you and your writing style, and i really do think of you as one of the most talented writers of everything ive ever read.  

And something else worth mentioning is that it isnt just your ao3 that portrays that.  Like if I were to just read your ao3 I’d be like ‘oh wow this person is an amazing writer’ But your tumblr persona plays into it a lot more (In my opinion).  Because then you see like more ‘backround’ stuff on ao3.  And more of your system (im not articulating this in the way i mean it very well) and you get privy to the fact that you’re not a 30 year old with a masters in english and that you’ve never had any formal education on writing.  I vaguely remember you talking about a story about a sailor (??? i might be misremembering that) that you wrote when you were a child and thinking ‘oh wow so she’s always been like that’.  And its stuff like that that you dont get on ao3 that kind of reaffirms how incredible of a writer you are.  

And this (to me) makes you a really easy person to admire.  (ik i touched on this in a different ask but i dont remember if it was one of my list asks or not) but as someone who probably isnt going to ever be able to get an education around writing, it kind of reassures me that i dont need that to be great at it.  

(i kind of feel like a lot of the stuff in this ask is too like ‘simple’ or obvious to be given a lot of weight, but this whole thing is about the kinds of things you do that brings me personally joy and the metaphors are one of them so)

Also on an off note when i was looking through your asks to try to find my tag, I noticed that i send you a heavy percentage of your anonymous asks (mainly without my alias) and I thought that was funny.  But also i hope it doesnt come across as obsessive or weird, I swear i do that to a lot of people on here, I’m just a very social person.  .😂

Also Im in your tbos server (lurking in the shadows) and someone pointed out that whenever you do the reaction emojis you always do the white ones, and thats going on the official ‘my favorite things about hella’ list because that was genuinely one of the funniest things ive seen. 

Also the ‘anytime you type its very fluid (im too lazy to scroll up and see how i put it rn) also carrys on to discord.  I think that i could probably block out the user names and be able to figure out that its you talking every time, you have a very distinct way of talking.  

Also i wanted to mention that every time you answer these i read them again and i want to say like 1/3 of what i sasy, i have no recollection of. And i never have any idea what im talking about. so i think thats funny.

LIST ANONNNNNNNNNNNNN BAWLING MY EYES OUT HELLO BABY WELCOME BACK FROM WAR IVE MISSED YOU IM JUST HERE LIKE THIS RN

#this is so something i needed to hear rn bc always during exam season i 'lose' my ability to write like even the writing i do get done #just feels so fucking stale and awful imo and i just have to force myself to push through or else ill have a crisis about it #so i started studying in DECEMBER and it's now almost february exams are done but i CANT get out of that mindset for some reason #like ive been in a really bad writing flunk where im ABLE to write but the stuff i do write just feels genuinely terrible #like im losing it about dog teeth atm bc this story i was so in love with just feels so basic and underwhelming on a reread #and idk how much of that is me being insane and perfectionist and how much is valid criticism #so being told that actually there are people who not only enjoy my writing but are so thoroughly convinced it's a fundamental part of me #and something i am inherently GOOD at to the point even the way i talk CASUALLY is telling of it is just. oughhh im pacing my room #and the fact it doesn't HAVE to be my pretentious prose shit sometimes the more 'basic' stuff is STILL good. you're in my walls #i cant believe you're in the discord i hope you say hi!!! i dont bite!!! <- lying #also those assholes can take my silly white emojis from my COLD DEAD HANDS. white thumbs down will never die #ask #list anon

[pandora15]

life really is just a tug-of-war between tragedy and triumph huh

#i've just been thinking back over everything that has happened in the past 10 years and #yeah. there were some pretty high highs and very low lows #it just goes up and down y'know #so what this means that i need a triumph like. soon #though i guess graduating from grad school in about a month is a triumph? it doesn't feel like one right now though #but doing the program is the reason that i got my current job #(even though i'm FRUSTRATED with my current job atm. i still am glad that i got this opportunity) #but idk i just want more triumphs and good vibes after graduating #i want to really do things and enjoy and find myself y'know #pandora's ramblings

[fly-sky-high-09]

Teo has to do deep anesthesia tomorrow to remove the tooth :'3 Fangs are particularly not fun to handle any other way so I appreciate them telling me "no, sorry, this will hurt with a local anesthesia, it would be the best for him to sleep"

I feel more confident about this going well, just because he will be asleep. I don't like the risks behind it but the good news is that he won't be under for nearly as much time as last time (when they took out about 17 of his bad teeth)

Idk if it will be just the bad fang that will go but I trust these vets since they did an amazing job last time. Teo is less stressed about going to the vet in general too. I just need him to wake up tomorrow and the rest will be fine

#as usual waiting is going to kill me #but at least it won't be as long as last time #good news is that he will also not feel as hungry for 12h because this new vet food fills him up great #he doesn't really ask for food once I set the daily amount in his bowl #anyway looking after him and such for few days will be a must #even if technically he should be alright #i worry cuz fangs are specific teeth with very deep nerves #and hopefully the wound will close okay and not have him bleed or get infected #basically I hope he sleeps through most of the twoish days until the soreness subdues #but one thing at the time #at least I'm less anxious atm

[despairforme]

      He ate chocolate for breakfast - for the third day in a row.

#[ AS YOU SHOULD my dude ] #[ you deserve it uvu ] #[ HELLO guys! ] #[ i'm in a v good mood! ] #[ i made fried chicken for my s/o's bento and it turned out so crispy and tastyyyy ] #[ me who doesn't get to eat it: :') ] #[ anyways - since i've been a way for a few days a lot has piled up ] #[ lots of house chores and also writingggg ] #[ - eyes - ] #[ i have a ton of cool threads atm I'M VERY LUCKY ] #[ wonder what i should write ] #[ really feeling my starwars story tbh so might work on that ] #[ buuut yeah i will also write for nnoitra <5 ] #[ hope you're all having a great day! :D ] #despair for me. ╱ in character.

[gazelessmenagerie]

( I will never not hate the stupid new tagging thing where it doesn’t even remember my tags no matter how many times I enter them and having to continuously switch tabs to notepad/whatever is annoying. mobile is even more atrocious. ) 

#Tag: OOC #( i know im bitching about this again but shh. doesn't help new blogs can't get legacy and its going to be opted out ) #( in like the next month or something. ) #( lowkey wish I could write like I used to but stress and my brain being small atm is driving me up the wall. ) #( i like to take time to write things and it feels good to have it all flow but with probably like 15 minute notifs. i cant sit down ) #( to really pick my words and its starting to become more glaringly evident how much my writing suffers from it. ) #( and then I look at all the threads I got on hold bc I want to make compelling replies but eh???? ) #( shit sucks yo. ) #( could be the depression talking so idk. I'll just try to work on what I can. )

[omarfor-orchestra]

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#Talked about my gender with my therapist but idk why I didn't tell her I changed pronouns on here #i literally said 'yeah if i did change my pronouns it wouldn't be surprising or scary for me' #and she said the way i talked about it about how it doesn't really matter bc i feel comfortable with my gender atm #without meticulously defining it #is good and nice #she was worried about how i saw my femininity so i had a chance to explain her how i feel about it #and guess what. my ed was there somehow #making peace with my femininity and understanding it's not a bad thing even during the days i don't feel 100% a woman #was like one of the starting points to make peace with my body #and stop torturing it #I'm not quite there yet but if i think about what i did to it i feel sad now #sorry about this it just felt chatartic #rant

[loumauve]

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#running face first straight into every single rejection sensitive wall atm and it's so frustrating #like. can we just not do this rn brain? I'm too tired to deal with this on top of everything else #all it does is make me alienate myself from people I care about and make me feel like shit afterwards #and it doesn't fix any of the underlying issues either. (like. I've been upset about ppl not doing what I do) #(as in read all of my fic like I try to read all my friends' fic usually. but like.. not everyone can and not everyone wants to) #(but it's one of those irrational things of 'if they cared about me wouldn't they also try' even tho that's not a fair ask) #(and like.. most people don't read random fic for fandoms they're not even in so this is entirely stupid to be upset about) #(but here we are anyway) #just.. me. raw to the very nerve and too tired to fix anything that might help alleviate it #I just want to feel normal again. and like I have control over my emotional state #but between 'dude fucked up bc of his borderline being triggered by grief and letting out all his frustrations on me for weeks' #and 'other dude grieving but not processing and not even taking a break to figure out where he's at emotionally.. #..therefore dropping all of his unprocessed baggage and his part of the group work right on top of me' I'm just having a heck of a month #and idk. it would have been nice to talk to sb about my fic even if it's older now and not the best perhaps #(doesn't help when everybody you know writes really great fic and you're just outside the door scribbling some ideas into the sand) #idk. usually I do better in disconnecting self-worth and accomplishments and stop myself before the comparisons with others start #but rn it's all too much and I'm drained and exhausted and nothing feels good or helps much at all. #anyway. #it is what is I guess. and what it is is fucked and I doubt it's gonna change anytime soon. #that's not me being unrealistic or depression talking. it's based on how things have progressed thus far #there's another year and a half of this kind of stress which will likely get worse when our group grows from 18 to 31 in October #and then I'd have to start working proper again which I haven't in over two years bc of all the rehabilitation I've been going through #and it's terrifying and I'm already exhausted and worn down and worn out and I just don't know how normal is ever gonna be my life again

[samanthamulder]

I need to fall back in love with the x files. that would fix me I think 🤧

#i dont know if i even really fell OUT of love with it #but the joy and euphoria it brought me last year is definitely not there atm #i can't even remember the last time i watched an episode lmao #i think i finally need to do a full front to back rewatch 😌 not rn tho bc i'm rewatching brba and i cant do both lol but hopefully soonish #i'm just scared it won't feel the same because that was such a time of my life...i'm not sure the feeling CAN even be emulated #the thing about the x files -other than lets say bcs- is that it's more what we the fans have made of it than what it actually is #does that make sense? #like it's a good show of course it is and it changed tv forever yada yada but it's not a Great show (imho) #it's about the vibes and the nostalgia and the love (that we interpret!! but it wasn't even meant to be that way) but it has so many flaws- #-that it never really feels rewarding watching it. at the end of the day it doesn't satisfy

[appalachianapologies]

Paradigm Check-in

welcome to a new series- that i'm going to call "paradigm pwednesday" because there aren't any days of the week that start with p so pwednesday is just going to have to- where i write something in paradigm and share it because otherwise i'm never going to finish this book

8/2 (somewhere in chapter seven)

But now she's at the motel, alone, and it's been hours. Sid had two people to take down tonight, so it certainly makes sense that he'd be taking longer than Delilah, but it still doesn't make it any easier to handle. She's not so much worrying about the man as wondering what it would mean in terms of Marcus. If Sid got caught, would Marcus blame her? Probably not. They're partners, sure, but it's clear that Marcus thinks of Sid in a higher regard than Delilah. It might make sense for Marcus to blame Sid if something went wrong with her, but not the other way around. Sid has at least twenty years of this under his belt, which means if anything happens it's his own damn fault. Somehow, the thought isn't as comforting as she thinks it should be. 

#i have this thing where i find it unreasonable for myself to not write a book quickly because somewhere along the line #i have equated fic writing with novel writing #and my brain goes ''if you can write a book-length fic in a few months why can't you write a book-length book in a few months?'' #so anyway now i feel guilty for writing fics and bad for not writing books #congrats girl you ruined the one hobby you love #i tried to write some mac fic the other day and instead just felt dread and guilt #because i knew there were numerous other things i should be writing with my limited free time #i think i just need to get it in my brain that working on certain projects doesn't mean i don't care about other projects #it just means at that moment that i have inspiration for thing A and if i tried to work on thing B all that would happen is #i'd feel super frustrated and want to bang my head against the computer #i need to shake my reflection in the mirror and say ''it's okay if you work on other projects if that's what brings you joy at that moment' #wips are never abandoned they are just patiently waiting their turn and i will stand by that fact forever #ugh. anyway i feel anxious this morning thinking about this so good for me you took a perfectly good morning and you gave it #anxiety. look at what you did. #and it's so stupid because it's not like i don't want to write this book #if i didn't want to write it i simply would stop writing it. it sucks because i really DO want to write this book it's just being annoying #atm #anyway the moral of the story is sometimes writing happens and sometimes writing doesn't happen and sometimes it happens to the wrong thing #and i'm just going to have to live with that #ok i gotta get out of these tags now. final words being: be kind to yourself be patient with yourself love yourself you got this #(to both myself and to you <3) #also for the record i am totally okay lol. every author goes through mental blocks and this is hardly my first and it won't be my last #i know it'll pass i just need to take a breathe and be kind to myself #ok new wednesday challenge everyone take a moment to take a breathe and be kind to yourself. this is a threat

[riverswater]

Vent. Whatever.

#So I gained weight (👍) months ago and I never lost it and it's still there #And usually this is something that makes so go crazy in the worst sense possible #HOWEVER #I had so much shit to do in the last 7 months that I literally didn't have the time and the energy to relapse or to do anything drastic #I saw my body changing and becoming something I didn't like and went ''whatever. I have stuff to do. I'll fix it later'' #But now it's summer and I never came around to ''fix it'' #And....... It doesn't bother me that much? #You know that post that says ''I'm probably nonbinary but I have a full time job atm so I don't really think about it'' #I think the same thing happened to me?? #I put the weight on it disgusted me it triggered the worst out of me but I didn't act on it because I literally didn't have the time nor th #Energy to ''do something about it'' (which in my books is always weird terrible shit) #And now I look at my body and it's a bit whatever. I still wish I looked different but I'm not. Actively trying to destroy myself #Listen..... It's summer. It's hot. I'm so tired. #So it's like I got forced to sit in this body. And I went to the pool and I didn't think the usual ''I don't look good enough to have a swi #Idk if this makes any sense. But I feel like. I've grown. I feel like. My worst days are over. #I don't exclude that I won't go crazy in the future like who knows #But rn I'm so tired and I literally couldn't care less #m #Weight talk #Ed tw #Idk ask to tag but let's be real who read all this. Idk but if you did smack #I also think that I've grown also in the sense that now I'm more aware of why predominantly women get ed and stuff like that #Literally ''who is profiting from my pain'' #I wasn't put on this earth to be the thinnest version of myself I wasn't put here to be looked at. #Please don't talk to me about this 👍 #I just needed to vent I'm actually awfully reserved about this

[toasteaa]

Might have a little radio silence on this blog for a bit. I'm getting back into genshin and have been having thoughts about them all again, but I'm also really invested in my non fandom ocs and...I don't think flooding this blog with them is the best idea.

#toast talks #Not feeling it today and just...really debating going ghost for awhile. #Starting a whole new blog feels like a major undertaking atm and I just don't have the spoons for it. #I want to talk about my interests and my ocs and stories but this just doesn't feel like the best place to do so and I don't know any other #platforms that would be good for it either. So I'm just building my toyhouse profiles for myself atm. #Ack I didn't mean to ramble. I'll delete this later. #Just having a bad day.

[glowingstardust]

spotify isn't working so i guess I'll just listen to the 5 songs downloaded to my phone over and over again.

#blub #i always feel like the music i like atm are soo good why doesn't others listen to it #then i listen t something I liked yeas ag and im like what why was i obsessed with this #so only having music downloaded from a while back didn't really fulfill my need of music lol

[astonmartingf]

THIS IS NOT OUT OF THE BLUE ; YT22

yuki tsunoda x gasly!reader . . . in big brother fashion, pierre wants you to go on a date with yuki to convince him to move closer to milan. however, yuki already lives in milan, and pierre is still not putting the pieces together

amgf see this is what yuki brainrot gets you, i love this omg one of my best works yet, i might come back to this type of format because i am not writing pt2s anymore!!!!!! (lovingly ofc) just like always, enjoy 👍 @viennakarma it's done 🫡

yourusername

liked by pierregasly, francisca.cgomes, and 12 others

yourusername i get why my brother likes him so much now. he's a fucking child! feels like another day spent with pierre.

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francisca.cgomes awww they're bonding look pierregasly

pierregasly you had me in the first half, wym a child he's older than you

yourusername doesn't seem like it, seeing how you act, understandable

charles_leclerc oh chérie, what is your brother up to?

yourusername he's up to no good as usual, but if he's constantly yapping to you then you must know what he's up to

charles_leclerc i'm more surprised that you agreed to this?

yourusername he threatened to throw me back to university for a master's degree this time FFS

charles_leclerc well, if it's a master's degree or a date... understandable

yourusername control him please, i can't be the victim of his antics no more

pierregasly he said he had fun!!!

pierregasly now go on another date with him 🫣

yourusername ???? what is actually wrong with you

pierregasly you're acting like you didn't have fun, you even posted it for the whole family to see

yourusername get off my back pierre, my account my rules

pierregasly yeah you constantly yapping to your 20 followers which half are our family members

yourusername i'm blocking you next

pierregasly try me bitch

yourusername oh i will, you are no longer welcome in my account, get out

yourusername uploaded a new story

[he's taking me somewhere... i hope i come out alive 😀]

pierregasly replied to your story

oh my gosh, is this progress?

apparently he's in milan, and now we're on the coast so... i guess

wym he's in milan?

he's here?

he's with me atm but yeah

i saw him earlier and he asked if i was free

did he say ask about me?

sorry pierre 😐

non no, it's fine

i'm a bit sad he didn't contact me but i'm glad you're together

francisca.cgomes replied to your story

a boat date 🥰

it's not a date...

we're just hanging out

uh huh... cool

that's it?

wym?

that's it? you're just letting me off the hook like that? no teasing about being yuki's future lover or smth?

you want me to tease you about it?

non, not really i was just thinking about it

you're thinking about being yuki's future lover?

shut up kika, you know i didn't mean it that way

yeah yeah, sure 😏

you're absolutely telling this to pierre huh?

you know, i'm on your side for this one

your secret's safe with me 😉

what secret?

oh yn, for someone older than me you're a bit out of it but it's okay you'll get it one day 😊

get what?

kika?

what are you talking about?

yukitsunoda511 replied to your story

wow, you don't trust me one bit

i thought we had something going on

yeah right, shut up yuki

am i your boyfriend?

🥺🥹😭

yes

good girl 😊

yourusername uploaded a new story

[it's him again... annoying asf]

yukitsunoda0511 replied to your story

why would you lie to your audience like that?

because it's way more fun this way

duh???

everyday i'm reminded that you are pierre's sister when you pull shit like this

excuse me?

are you calling my soft launching methods shit 😕

i'm just kidding

you totally aren't

you're right, i am not

it's just i didn't think he'd be that dense about it

i'm sure i told him we were dating

he's forgetful like that

don't start talking, you didn't even tell him about us

i did!

uh huh....

well, it's funny to me because look, he's so desperately trying to get us together because we're so perfect for each other (ikr) and if he would've just listened like a year ago he would've known about us already

i mean, even alex knows what's up and she's seen us like twice already

alex has seen us a couple of times, even kika but pierre...

he'll figure it out, it's like he's been waiting so long for us to date, i don't know when he'll realize it

let's pray for him

praying for pierre 🙏

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yourusername road trip with 💋 + we met alex on her field trip, it's a win 😊

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alexandrasaintmleux it's nice to see you two ❤️ have fun on your road trip

yourusername ahhhh thank you, we'll see you soonest 😠

charles_leclerc come visit us next time ^^

pierregasly are you in monaco? hello? who is that person 🤨 where are you going? you said to update me? where are my updates?

yourusername i told you where we're going dumbass, check your messages be for fucking real

pierregasly oh you did send me updates

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pierregasly OWAH? YUKI IN THE LIKES? liked by yukitsunoda0511!!!!! we're winning today

yourusername what is actually wrong with you?

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yourusername milan. my man.

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pierregasly can't believe i'm finding out through an instagram post and not IRL, fake sister 👎

yourusername is it our fault if you didn't listen?

pierregasly i was already shipping you in my head with yuki, i thought of it first

yourusername okay and? doesn't change the fact that we've been mentioning it for a long time already

yukitsunoda0511 i mean yn is right, i did tell you as well

pierregasly okay everyone is ganging up on pierre for not knowing blah blah blah

francisca.cgomes i mean babe, you are the only one who didn't catch up

alexandrasaintmleux it was clear as daylight, they're not only dating but they're clearly fucking you're so dumb in your own delusions to see

pierregasly okay wow, i'm going to ignore the last few texts but first it was my sister, next my teammate, then my girlfriend, next my friend's girlfriend okay charles i know you're with me here buddy defend me please 🙏

charles_leclerc do you want me to add more salt to the wound? because i agree with all of them...

yourusername see? this didn't just happen out of nowhere, it was already happening and you were just too invested to see the truth

yukitsunoda0511 i look good there, next time i'm posting 😊

yourusername noooo i want to gatekeep you 😠 no no non

yukitsunoda0511 okay, whatever you say goes 🫡

yukitsunoda0511 can i soft launch?

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