#but that they morally object to i guess

[naamahdarling]

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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months #i don't even remember the names of them all at this point #this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay #thst will also prescribe my adhd meds #and my anxiety meds #and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would #only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it #so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave #and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something #but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works #but that they morally object to i guess #and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like #what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that #I'll give her a nasty scrap about it #im not interested in those meds at all #and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best #and removing that would just make me worse #but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that #and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow #which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you #if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers #they just gotta pathologize! #so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever #i shouldn't have to deal with this

[spearxwind]

sea of thieves rly was like. we are delaying the tenth season soo much its gonna be soooo good you guys <33 and dropping hints for more hunters call content and then the reveal drops and its just guilds. in the year of our lord 2023 (and one more mid world event i guess. coming a month after that but initially planned to be the one thing in season 11. and also the singleplayer mode coming in on december so two months into the "season")

#can we please just get more shit to do in the ocean. for the ocean game. #youd think this would be a no brainer but i guess not!!! please give the hunters call more shit just a few more fish im begging you #they keep adding random bullshit to the game that doesnt even have to do with pirates HELLO!!! ITS A PIRATE GAME #im still thinking about. the whole 'real pirates dont steal' and 'real pirates are honorable' etc etc and calling the reapers wrong #but objectively they are the most piratey faction everyone else is just a privateer #IM GOING ON A RANT SORRY I PROMMY I LOVE THE GAME VERY MUCH #I WAS JUST SO EXCITED FOR A POSSIBLE NEW SEA MONSTER RARRGGGHHHH #instead i have just been finding out that the games story is fucked and convoluted and for some reason pirates have some form of morals #like.. idk how to explain it but its literally 'we dont do this for gold we do it for glory and we have to be nice about it' #dont care about the gold <333 #SPEAK FOR YOURSELF!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING AFFORD THE SHIP PAINTS MY MAN!! WHY ARE THEY EIGHT MILLION DOUBLOONS!!! #sot #good god in heaven please grant us more ocean content soon before i go clinically insane and get put in jail amen

[caus34concern]

when michael selfishly ignores and brushes off jeremy's insecurities MULTIPLE times whether it be intentionally or not. no one bats an eye. but when jeremy selfishly chooses to put himself before his best friend ONCE to lead the life he feels he deserves after all the shit he went through. society. society goes WILD.

#just a thought #this isn't a “michael is a bad friend/person” thing btw #i love when a character's flaws are messily on display like hell yeah!! they are human!!!! #< this is one of the reasons why i love the bmc book #literally every bmc character is flawed because guess what THEY ARE TEENAGERS. #christine is like. objectively the only morally “good person” in the whole musical #sorry for ranting i was. thinking. #be more chill #bmc #jeremy heere #michael mell #cause for rambles

[extravalgant]

Well done, my champion, my hero, my... dare i say it? My Scion. 

started thinkin about lemuria again and before i knew it i was 4+ hours deep into this painting of calamity . crazy stuff

IM NOT THERE YET ON MY STORM (camera pan to me dead in karamelle) but that wont stop me from getting the story ELSEWHERE... the monitoring stations with the old one always interested me . love how he called us his scion i think thats very fucked up possessive of him

anyways heres one more lil doodle

#wizard101 #w101 #lemuria spoilers #HOW DO I... EXPLAIN THIS #this is a lie i would love to explain all my fucked up and projected thinking #I LOVE THAT LITTLE PIECE OF DIALOGUE.... #and its so funny to imagine this as calamity in this situation #because as far as she knows the arcanum and ravenwood let her kill anyone she pleased #either that or she realized early on that she had 'permission to kill' that anyone else didnt have #so later on down the line she starts toeing the line of a 'good' and 'bad' person so when dasein comes along shes like ur telling me #i gotta deal with and sort out my own moral compass ??? AND TEACH IT TO THIS GUY??? #guy (gender neutral) #but like... MY SCION . what did u mean by that. AND ITS CAPITALIZED SO ITS IMPORTANT #whether or not he knew it was us (but i think he did know it was us) when we saw each other on the summit its like . things would have been #so different if he didnt get swallowed and thats the crazy part #MY CHAMPION.. MY HERO... like objectively speaking those are very much positive/good aligned but coming from that tv #i was like u are trying to mold us (the wizard) into EVIL!!! MAYBE . maybe #also its sooo juicy how we will never know if the old one actually had a change of heart bc hes dead . like LOST CONNECTIONS... #some will say yes and canon supports that i guess w the guilt line but at the same time im like . he was way too flippant with the lives of #these inhibitants for me to believe that he felt guilt at the last moment like what CHANGED... #anyways . i like to think that he was still putting up a front and had an ego to assume nothing bad would happen to him #bc yknow he 'knew everything' #and then he ends up getting absorbed and its like . a #I TALK SO MUCH IN THESE TAGS... kissie for whoever reads this mwah #my art #also this was like my first time doing both perspective AND lighting and i was working with 4 different light sources #please . have mercy on me #edit: ok apparently he didnt know who the scion would b in lemuria but ig he knew it might have been us in karamelle . idk! idk

[romansmartini]

i'm really glad we're all on the same page about the apprentice. i didn't want to be an accidental catalyst of donald trump/roy cohn rpf but if other people are willing to make that terrible jump well. i'm right there with you

#movie tag #rpf #me personally i think one of the most fun parts about rpf is the morality debates. there are some lines i'd never cross and then there are #things that are objectively fine and then there are so many delicious gray areas. it's awesome. #literally the other day i took a screenshot of that first look and almost posted it but then was like idk maybe donald turmp rpf is taking #it too far. so i didn't post it. #and to be fair i know ive done rpf posting about one of the uks most horrible politicians #but there's a level of separation there when it's not someone from your country i guess. #and maybe donald trump rpf IS taking it too far. haven't decided yet. maybe the movie will suck so bad it won't even matter #until then expect more tag stream of consciousness. i guess

[supercantaloupe]

beginning to not have fun with these opera bracket posts tbh

#some of you guys are being really mean honestly. and i think that's really pathetic and unnecessary. #'why are people complaining about us voting for the Objectively Best Operas' cause it's not about what's Objectively Best #(there literally cannot be an Objective best if people are this argumentative about it....cause then it's.....subjective....) #it's about what You Personally Like More. every poll is literally titled 'which do you prefer' not 'which is Best(tm)' #which. sure sometimes we like things because we think they're the most well crafted works available #but also sometimes we like things that are just. fun. not necessarily Artistic Masterpieces. but they're enjoyable #and there is no moral or intellectual superiority attached to which opera you like best #for gd's sake. #'why are you people taking this so personally and whining about everything' well you are saying that people should be banned from #Watching Opera and or that you would like to kill someone/yourself if your choice doesn't win #or that people are literally brainless troglodytes for voting against your taste #and like #idk #i think it's valid to be upset about that? #'have you noticed that the people who Complain are Objectively Wrong' how do you say this with a straight face #and still feel comfortable up on that high horse of yours? #whatever i guess. you guys can have fun pretending that the forza or don carlo guys are making out or whatever #but it's just. unnecessarily mean to pretend like anyone who disagrees or has slightly different taste is Stupid and Wrong #i wanna talk about me #it's probably obvious that there's a particular post i'm referring to with this but i'm not gonna link it #because i don't want to directly get embroiled in anything. don't fucking @ me to argue i will honestly just block you #you can reply if you want guess but if you're rude or weird. watch out. #it's yom kippur. i have bigger things to focus on than fucking bitichfights on tumblr over the most pointless popularity contest yet devise

[spurgie-cousin]

I am not sure if you want to post this on your blog. But on reddit there is a video of David / Priscilla saying a prayer request for Jill Rod as she has had a miscarriage / is miscarrying

I went back and forth, I hope it's not awful of me to share this ask but the reasons I did: 1. I've seen it everywhere and feel like it's common knowledge at this point 2. Jill R has been open publicly about miscarriages in the past 3. David and Priscilla know people watch their services online and Jill knows they share prayer requests like this (she watches David's sermons). I'm just assuming from here on out, but when you're that Christian, prayer requests are such a constant thing I feel like if you don't want them shared you tell people to keep it on the DL (or at least that's my experience) so I'm just assuming Nathan or Nurie wouldn't have even told Priscilla in the first place if that were the case. Obviously I could be wrong though.

Regardless of my opinion of Jill (not great) I'm sure she's devastated and that makes me sad for her. Plus the description of her condition sounds miserable (I'm not gonna post the video but it sounds like she's in a lot of pain rn, and not at home so added discomfort) so I really hope she has a quick recovery.

#one of the things about Jill that is very morally confusing for me and that i don't know what to do with is that she had objectively really #been through a lot of traumatic shit in her life. and some of it you can argue she brought onto herself but that doesn't make it any less #horrible and painful and there is a little piece of me that will always hold a little sympathy even though i know im very harsh to her #bc at the end of the day no one will ever know all the things that have happened to her to make her like she is ya know #and extreme behavior doesn't come from nowhere #but anyway i digress and i will just sit with that little piece of sympathy and i guess be happy that even if it's confusing i have #the capacity to hold it and i don't know if she's that lucky to do the same for people she hates #jill rodrigues

[gibbearish]

i will say arguments online did get a lot easier once i started learning to just directly say when people are misinterpreting things, to the point i hesitate to even call most of them arguments anymore? like it's easy to get caught up in responding to the other person as if their interpretation of what you said was correct because you do still disagree with their conclusion based on that, but like once you point out that there was a misinterpretation involved it becomes a lot easier for people to then follow that to "maybe the fact you had to misinterpret me to make those arguments says something about them too"

#like. idk how to explain this right but i guess like #the shame of 'i yelled at someone for no reason and feel bad about it' helps break down the walls around an idea? #moreso at least than the shame of 'you think my opinions are bad' #bc that one doesnt inspire shame so much as anger/indignation #and whether their opinions objectively suck or not‚ people do not like to listen to people they feel like are attacking them #and we can argue back and forth forever on whether its ok for them to ignore moral criticism because it wasnt said nicely enough #but that won't really change anything #like. tone policing bad‚ yes‚ but also as ive said before all the sound theory in the world wont make people actually listen #so if your goal really is to get people to listen then like. you should be prepared to meet them halfway #they shouldnt expect politeness but you also shouldn't expect a positive response if you're mean #because that expectation simply . is not realistic #or i guess it's just like. 'dont force me to be perfectly nice' ≠ 'let me be as mean as i want with no consequences' #origibberish

[sgkjd]

ppl sometimes say to me "u think you're always right" and i sit there confused because yes? i usually AM right. because i have researched the topic more than you, and i have thought through both arguments and counterarguments before speaking up. moreover, my anxiety and fear of being misunderstood simply doesn't let me speak anything out loud which i haven't thought 150% through. so technically yes, i am more right? i don't understand what's the problem? i'm not talking about my personal opinion though? i'm just stating the facts? and the facts tend to be something that's "right"? don't they?

#like please #just engage in a proper discussion w me if u want to share what u know and what u have researched #i also don't understand how i talk about history facts or political ideas and ppl are like 'these are just your beliefs' #and i have to explain how there actually exists a sort of objective reality #and that political views and moral values are not really equal to 'personal beliefs' that are the sort of 'oh i think pineapple on pizza #is the most delicious food' #how are these the same #ppl who don't like pineapple on pizza aren't oppressed #and it makes me so genuinely frustrated #i realize each person sees the world differently but that's why we have science and the sort – bc humanity is trying to reach some more #objective pov #that's why we have 'big words' that mean some specific thing and we define those words via dictionaries #while our explanations of 'objective reality' are still flawed (bc everything is mostly just plausible guesses) i still think it's better t #try and define it #and try and come to agreements on things of what certain things mean #idk even if the 'objective reality' can't exist isn't it still better to pretend to have one? bc if u only think how #'everyone has their own reality' and that's the answer/explanation u say to anything happening in society that u don't understand #or that u think is wrong #i feel like such skepticism makes ppl prone to not having hope in a better world #and i think that hope is soso important to have bc it's what drives the activism #just a big rant....i have many feelings ... #i don't understand how some ppl don't have such sense of justice like it's literally a separate feeling #; words generated by me #actually autistic

[fatcowboys]

im gonna be honest i am so fucking tired of hearing abt jkr. yes she sucks. i know she sucks. i know shes the worst. i know. i dont need to Keep hearing about her. i dont need to keep being reminded why she sucks. i dont need to know every new shitty thing she says or makes or all of the people who jump to defend her despite all of that. i already know she sucks. i am so tired please stop making me hear more things about her

#this is not like. a moral thing of like you are bad for sharing stuff talking abt her shittyness or whatever #i am just tired of hearing about her #and Not in a way of ignoring that shes shitty. under no circumstances will she get an ounce of support or money from ne #i am just so tired of seeing people talk about her! shut up #like. objectively its not bad to make sure folks know her new stupid game is bad (who could have guessed.) #i am just so incredibly tired of hearing people talk about her. #reblofs off bc i dont want anyone clwoning

[verm1c1de]

#i had a whole rant/psa purrepared but i think ill just......... not #not outta nowhere at least. if the time comes i could make one #but im not feeling it rn #tl;dr i hope everyone who proclaims moral superiority only to do objectively worse things goes outside and gets a job #my art #i guess

[cinematicnomad]

i’m just waiting for my friend to finish watching pt1 of you s4 so she can acknowledge that i correctly figured out the identity of the eat the rich killer before even finishing the first episode 

#you netflix #you #gonna be honest it seemed v predictable to me #but i will admit i'm a little surprised they revealed it halfway through the season #but i guess that makes sense with these new half seasons structure.... #but i'm annoyed at joe per usual #just like with the love reveal i think it would be much more interesting for joe to bond with the other killer #than immediately be against them lol #(maybe i should just rewatch early dexter who was CONSTANTLY looking for killing partners and mentors) #(unlike joe who is so insane he thinks he's morally above them all lol) #(even THOUGH at least the eat the rich killer is killing people who basically deserve it.) #(joe just kills people who get in the way of his psychotic stalking. and then inevitably kills the object of his desire) #(honestly i hope marianne doesn't return—i just want her to be free of this POS)

[nonbinarykai]

In your dni it says morro x ninja. Can I ask about that? I’ve never heard there really being any stigmatism around it (except for Lloyd x morro that ship can go rot in hell)

Got this ask 2 months ago and never saw it until now whoops

In canon we know morro was with wu and left him before the serpentine war

The serpentine war was over 40 years ago

Therefor, dead or alive, its shipping the ninja who are around like teenagers to early 20s with someone who’s 40+ years old which is weird to me!

Yes I know its possible that morro could have just died young and that he didn’t age at all

But the idea of any character being older then one of the ninja’s (cole specifically in this case) parents and being shipped w them is super gross and I don’t like it

#this is more opinion then morally objective I guess #regardless its still my Dni it doesn’t matter lol

[girderednerve]

one of my professors has assigned us all to do video introductions which will be uploaded to a third-party tool & then graded for, among other things, 'grammar and enunciation.' i am uselessly furious about it, which is deeply pointless; i just think, like, what's the fucking point of having a whole class session on the ethics of reference librarianship if you're going to make me use sketchy ed tech & grade people on their fucking enunciation? for an assignment which has no visible educational outcome? am i supposed to take this seriously??

#had a great experience loudly saying Are You Fucking Kidding Me over and over again while muted #i am just an angry sort of person i guess but the library bill of rights is pretty clear on privacy and this stupid tool is uh. not. lmao #irredeemable whining #technically i'm a grad student #i know this is objectively a very small complaint but i do not like it i do not LIKE it #once more writing ''this class is morally bankrupt'' on the course review #like to be clear she Already made everyone do introductions in class????

[inkbirdie]

why did i have to like taylor swifts music. i wish the world was normal

#seeing stuff about taylor and swifties on here causes me psychological distress #i like to think i am normal about being a ts enjoyer #with the correct proportions of like dislike respect disrespect #guess what a person can be objectively talented and morally gray #yes many things she has done are bad #no her music is not terrible #ethnic cleansing #discourse makes me want to walk into the woods forever #taylor swift

[the-cooler-harmonybot]

me after making a character (villain) that does so many bad things but as deliberate choices that conflict with their morals which is still bad regardless of guilt they may feel. and at the same time she's not "intrinsically evil," nor do they enjoy it in any way. and also they come across neurodivergent, and i don't want THOSE traits to be demonised. and they do still have lines they won't cross which is interesting compared to other characters but they are very very awful still and state this themself: hm i think. i think i did a little more nuance than i needed to here. i'm sure i won't mess that up and people will read things as intended and in good faith :)

#yeah this is about pip. PLUS SIDE she's fun. she's evil she's sad they're probably autistic but that's statistically likely in my writing so #basically i want her actions and choices and greed to be seen as bad #but not like her lack of expression or interest in/love of magic and studying it etc #(a risk given it's half of her motive that they're willing to do bad things to reach) #like she's TECHNICALLY morally grey internally but a villain in actions #i just don't want the wrong parts to be demonised/seem like i'm demonising them #and definitely don't want her read as like “misunderstood uwu” no she's awful <3 #but that's her CHOICE not her NATURE #idk it's probably fine i'm just always prepared for the worst mentally #been having a crisis over phosphor's cast size too because the post going around with object show pet peeves #but it's. like phosphor doesn't work the same as a normal object show. voting plot or format wise. #so idk how it applies. #idk this became more venty than intended. i'm just a little stressed. it's been so long since i've shared work like i'm about to #and phosphor has so much room for error compared to anything i've made before #don't worry about this i'm just mentally ill <3 haha #like if people really end up hating it i'll just. idk. stop doing it i guess. #my best is all i can do #don't get me started on whether killing certain characters will get people upset/saying it's "burying your (insert group here) #(they're all queer if anyone tries to say gays specifically because a character has a relationship i'll just self destruct) #that's not foreshadowing half the deaths are still undecided. mainly because of this worry LOL #okay i should shut up now #hobbies include not making posts ever (haven't even been on tumblr much the past week) #and then posting paragraphs of tags and then dipping again. uh if people read this hope you're doing well. sorry <3 #i can only be concise in fictional writing not rambles #also note that this is like REALLY POORLY EXPLAINED #but anyway