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gingerjolover · 5 months

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can we prioritize jb controversially young gf pleaseeeee i vote yes

to ease y'all into it, get ya warmed up, here's a little appetizer (courtesy of my friends @boywithpinkcarnation and @ever-siince-new-york aka the loves of my life)

julien w a controversially!young gf

okay i have an (unpopular) opinion that i don't think julien would date someone controversially young not because there's something wrong with it but because she will get so existential and I feel like she would feel bad if your brain wasn't fully developed lol

however!!!! this aside, lets continue

I don't think it would be a best friends little siblings scenario or like the kid of someone on her team or the bg team

young!gf is probably a writer or an artist of some kind and julien is either a fan or is at a charity event or something similar and she meets boygenius and they all instantly love her sm

and jules and young!gf really hit it off and so julien leaves with her number but doesn't find out shes young until like 3 days later

has an absolute crisis about it, especially because she doesn't want to hurt you or change you

thinking young!gf is 20 about to be 21, like just old enough that some people will be like um??? but also you're a whole-ass adult so you can do what ya want

but julien and young!gf have a very serious convo bc they are both feeling the vibe and julien just wants a healthy, mutually beneficial, safe, and loving relationship

but anyways

lets get right to it, phoebe and lucy and MUNA love you

like the love u sm but they also love teasing julien

julien could be getting up from a chair or like be laying on the floor and phoebe is yelling "life alert" to you, a glare pushing its way onto jules's face

phoebe is the biggest instigator, always snapping photos of you both candidly and adding them to her photo dumps

I had that phoebe buys young!gf a t-shirt that says I love milfs but @boywithpinkcarnation said a shirt with I <3 cougars and its iconic honestly

phoebe will 1000% caption a photo of you sitting on jb's lap and be like "sugar daddy vibes🤑" or one of jb sitting on your lap with the caption "jb is taking babysitting wayyy too seriously" (@boywithpinkcarnation)

they all call you baby and they mean it

katie is the second biggest instigator and right after that is lucy, then nomi, then jo

katie always teases about "respect your elders"

lucy will post a very wholesome photo of the two of you but caption it "spend time and cherish your elders, they aren't around forever❤️" (straight from social queen @boywithpinkcarnation)

eventually young!gf gets into it and starts making jokes like kelli tiktok vibes (@ever-siince-new-york)

she gets asked in a day in the life vid or a live a question about jules and shes like "I'm not sure really...i just with her for the money," and julien is in the back like that interview when lucy says they're breaking up like "baby! don't say that! it's not funny!" and she's groaning coming into frame, her hand on young!gf's head, "they're gonna start to believe you, ya know?" like all sassy how jb gets🤓☝🏼

PRIVATE BUT NOT SECRET VIBEZZZZ @ever-siince-new-york, carlena said and i quote, "like they're not lovesurging on tiktok but if the paps get jb giving hickies on film... oh well😁"

they are also STOKED for you to turn 21, since most of them are sober the idea of getting you drunk is so appealing

and jb is SO protective, like already jb has her hands on young!gf all. the. time. like in the dip of her back or on her hips or hand on the back of her neck, jb is always making some type of physical contact

BUT especially in the club or at a bar

they do get freaky on her 21st bday hehe

maybe the day after bc young!gf just lets joi keep giving her shots and julien is just standing there jaw dropped because who knew their sweet baby girl was a mf tank

but lit katie, molly, kelli, jo, nomi, lucy, and phoebe LOVE you sm, like yes you're young and everyone is pushing or already 30 but young!gf is so profound and mature but not in a way that's not acting her age, she just has a very old soul and enjoys rest and knows what she likes and what she wants

and julien loooooves this, like jules doesn't want to groom you and mold you into something you're not, she wants you to act your age and like she doesn't isolate you or make you act 28 because everyone is around that age. like she fully supports if you wanna go out and party or like do something kinda childish or if you wanted to stress about school or be homesick, julien lets you just vibe and doesn't pressure you to grow up faster, she truly just wants you to grow up without the age gap looming over you

back to the daddy!jb antics, without infantalizing you, jb handles ALL of the "adult stuff" like y'all def split bills if you live together but she manages all of the subscriptions and pays all of the utilities and makes sure your car has gas and is always maintained like takes it to get inspected and stuff

if young!gf is in school than that's your biggest priority in jb's eyes, like yes focus on school or your work and then when you graduate we'll start to divvy up the household stuff

jb just loves to care for you, like she always has an extra hair tie on her wrist and its your scrunchie like the one you love

before you live together, jb is stocking her house w your stuff to make you comfy

your fave snacks are in the kitchen, your fave drinks in the fridge

jb buys a full size of your fave perfume and body wash, she has you pick out pajamas for her dresser and puts a jewelry holder on her dresser just for you (@ever-siince-new-york 🥹)

if you're in school, jb def has a desk set up in her office or music room and its one she built and it has cute pens and stationary and a pretty keyboard and a comfy chair where you can cross your legs and then under it is built in storage for some of your books and crocheting/knitting/crafting stuff

when you move in, jb designs (w the help of lucy and Katie) your own office where you can write and paint and it has the best sunlight in the whole house

julien also gets really anxious leaving you at home, not because you're not capable but she grows so attached and is like "you'll be a different person when i come back:("

always sending flowers and dinner and gifts while on the road (@ever-siince-new-york)

not smut but smut adjacent

julien is sooooo nervous to have sex w young!gf

maybe she hasn't done it before or julien just feels a lot of pressure to take care of her

and she has to be like "do you not like me?" kinda insecurely because julien is treating her like shes glass

and jb is like "oh my god sweet girl, no no no, i- of course i- i love you!"

and she's like "you WHAT??"

#anon cutie #take a sip of da juice #small sip #julien baker x reader #julien baker x young!gf #fic coming soon!#ALSO MY KIDNEYS AND BLADDER ARE CLEAR #fuck u matty healy

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rimunagenius · 2 months

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(HC) Soft!Naomi Mcpherson x photographer!reader

You knew Naomi since college. Met them before they had met Katie and Josette.

They had been your first friend in college, and since you were majoring in photography, and they were getting their band up and running, you both decided you could be their photographer/media manager.

When MUNA started gayotic, you had been behind the cameras laughing and watching them talk about the funniest topics or the most strangest things. Never on it.

Muna was playing a show in France which meant a long bus ride before the ferry and an impending deadline for a new ep

The three members were about to start the pod, you meddling about in the bus looking for a change of comfy clothes

“Hey, Naomi? Where did I leave my black spandex shorts?” You called from the small hallway

“Yeah, Naomi…where did she leave them?” Josette looked at her bestfriend, eyebrows wiggling

“In my bunk, babe.” Naomi shouted, “We started the pod already, btw.”

“Oh! I’m sorry, thank you, love you.”

You and Naomi started dating after MUNA’s first record came out. You guys had basically been a couple. Kissing and cuddling and sometimes sleeping with eachother ;) had to celebrate records releasing and deadlines being met somehow ;)) WINK WINK 😜

You put on black spandex, your leg tattoos all on display, above ankle white socks, doc marten boot shoes (idk how to describe them..basically their laces boots but ankle boots?) with a black crop top tank so your arm and sternum tattoos are on display (with hair in a half up half down claw clip with curtain bangs out…i wore this outfit today and i loved it LET ME HAVE THIS)

“Y/N, come and talk with us.” Katie shouted into the small doorway of the small room.

“Oh, okay” You walked in, Naomi’s cheeks reddening, smile forming at your look. At you.

“Gorgeous! Do a spin for us!” Josette shouted, her being your biggest hype man

“So, introduce yourself and what you do for us.”

“Uh…I’m MUNA’s photographer and media manager.” You smiled at the camera, this being a filmed ep.

“She’s being modest…she’s our bestfriend and the one and only Naomi’s girlfriend”

“Yes. That I am.” You smiled and look at your partner.

“Prettiest staff member we have. Might kiss her on the lips, among other things…” Naomi said, sliding their glasses down the bridge of their nose to look at you “seductively” while wiggling their eyebrows

Naomi basically has their hands all over you the whole time your on the pod

When Frankie and Gio join, you sit on their lap to make space, Naomi’s hands wrapped around you securely or hands on you hips

“You look so pretty, baby” They’d whisper in your ear when everyone was talking loudly over eachother

or “My pretty girl”

“Okay say bye and then say your name and then ‘I love you’” Katie said after her and Josette said bye

“Bye, thanks for having me, I love you Y/N”

“I love her too” Naomi said, leaning over and kissing your lips before they continued the outro

Getting up after the ep, you stood up infront of Naomi because you were still on their lap, they smacked your ass

“Ow!”

“Oh im sorry, it was just right there…any excuse to touch it” they smiled cheekily

“Haha, very funny” You grabbed the hat on their head, forcing them to stand up

Holding it away until they leaned in to kiss you, their hands holding your waist pulling you impossibly closer to their body

“I accept your apology”

“Oh, I didn’t know i needed to apologize for smacking my girlfriends ass” They stood infront of you, sass all over their face

“Okay, apology acceptance, revoked”

“Okay im sorry. I really am”

“Uh huh”

“Would a kiss better my chances?” they asked leaning in in

“Nuh uh” You rolled your eyes

“Apology sex?”

“There you go, baby. Your getting it now.” You smiled and walked away, blush rising on Naomi’s cheeks once again

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itsrorysstuff · 4 months

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How about Julien with an actress!reader?? Her smiling at your movies oml

I love when I get non-anon asks. New blog bff!! Anything for you.

RPF!

Actress!reader x Julien headcanons

-i’m projecting so I think reader is in cool coming of age queer movies like bottoms and shiva baby, real Rachel Sennot vibes

-maybe in weird vibe movies/tv shows too cause I imagine jb likes those. Projects like Poor Things, The lobster, The end of the fucking world, I am not okay with this-stuff like that.

-practicing lines with her and either she won’t stop giggling or she’s ogling at you the whole time

“Julien, please focus. It would so help me out. I really really want this role”

*chuckling* “im focused!”

“Okay, okay I’m sorry baby. I’ll focus” and then she kisses your cheek cause she’s sorry and knows how important this is for you.

-she’s there, every premier, every remote filming location, everywhere. She is also busy but she tries as best as she can to be in close proximity with you.

-your cast mates love her, they all make fun of you cause you two are so corny and in love.

-every premier is such a “only bought this dress so you could take it off” type situation

-she’s just so proud of you (and she tells you all the time) she couldn’t help feeling you up in the ride home from your premiere

-my brain short circuits when I think about the huge loving kiss you share when you win your first golden globe

-you thank her first of course

“Thank you to my everything, julien. I couldn’t have gotten here without your rehearsing lines with me and all the support. I just could not be more grateful”

-the boys and muna love you and your work, when you get close they make you watch your movies with them

-matching her tie to your dress at premieres🫠

-posts the trailer on her instagram story with some corny lovesick caption

“That actress is pretty hot, ngl”

-helps you calm down after a scene gets too real. Holding you and whispering sweet nothings in your ears. (I could do a fic on this, lmk)

“It’s okay baby” she whispers and wipes your tears. She than takes your hand and puts it over her heart so you can feel it beat “it wasn’t real. You feel that? That’s real. This is real. It’s all okay.”

“Just goes to show how talented you are. Getting so into it like this, despite the aftermath I bet the scene was phenomenal baby.”

@honeys-hotties inspired me to finish this so here it is!!! GO READ THEIRS RNRNRN!!

#julien baker fanfic #julien baker x reader #julien baker fluff

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sunnyihan · 8 months

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imogen having 'but i am a cheerleader' as her fave film: i am straight

imogen introducing silk chiffon mv to her friends: i am straight

imogen listening to clairo, phoebe bridgers, and muna: i am straight

imogen attending Pride Alliances meetings: i am straight

imogen getting to know tessa: ...wait a damn minute (proceeds to take lgbtq quiz in incognito)

she's so real for that

#sapphic #sapphic books #wlw #imogen obviously #imogen x tessa

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ligayangdala · 2 years

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MGA KARAKTER | camboy!bf!jisung x fem!reader

GENRE | smut, camboy!au

BILANG NG MGA SALITA | 1.3k words

LENGUAHE | tagalog-english

MGA BABALA | smut, filming lewd content, pussy slapping, clit play(?), fingering, nipple sucking, slight mean dom!jisung

CHIKA NG ADMINS | helloo, pasensya na kung bigla kaming nawala :< nalunod nanaman sa school works potangena pagod na kami mag-aral HAHAHAHAHAH anyway, here's camboy!jisung, enjoy!! will upload a visualizer maya-maya sa twitter. aaaand, unahin muna namin si ji instead of the uploaded sneak peak kasi di pa namin tapos isulat 'yon so.... si ji nalang muna heheheheheh ito naaa at hindi pa ito na-betaread, saka nalang siguro namin ie-edit kapag may oras na kami hahaha

DREAM FILMS SERIES EP. 03

SUNG ﹫SUNGMP4

stress reliever

﹫nsfwacc1: saraaap :(

﹫nsfwacc2: ME WHEN!!

﹫nsfwacc3: ME N WHO

﹫nsfwacc4: sung, ang sarap ng puke ng gf mo :(

﹫nsfwacc5: sobrang cozy ng videos niyo sung AAA naiinggit ako

—.

ah, college. freedom sa parents dahil malayo ang unibersidad na pinasukan niyong dalawa ni jisung. akalain mo yun? magtatagal pala kayo ng high school sweetheart mo? from grade 9, at ngayong 3rd year college na kayo, hindi pa rin nagbabago ang pagmamahal ni jisung sayo. jisung earned the trust of your parents and you earned the trust of his, kaya pumayag sila na magrenta kayo ng iisang condo—though 2 bedroom condo yun at magkahiwalay kayo ng kwarto (sa edad niyo ni jisung, malamang hindi niyo maiiwasan na hindi magkatabi kapag matutulog).

since this is the first year na kayong dalawa lang ni jisung ang magkasama sa condo (dahil dalawang taon rin kayong online classes), napatunayan mong may adiksyon ang nobyo mo sayo. nung mga unang linggo na maluwag pa ang mga ginagawa niyo sa university, halos hindi kayo matapos ni jisung at hindi nagsasawa sa katawan ng isa't isa. tapos may demonyong bumulong pa kay jisung na tropa niya na nagsabi, kung komportable kayong dalawa, pwede niyong ibenta at ipost ang videos niyo sa internet at may mga maga-avail nito. at… totoo nga. since then, seven months ago simula nung pumayag ka at nagdesisyon kayo, ang account ni jisung ay sumikat at ngayon mayroong higit 50k followers. may mga kinikita na rin kayong dalawa ni jisung na minsan ginagamit niyo sa pansariling pangangailangan (jisung once used your biggest earnings to buy food and sex toys na madalas niyang gamitin sayo).

ngayong may freedom na kayong dalawa na gawin ang mga bagay na hindi niyo magagawa sa harap ng magulang niyo, pero nagagawa niyo sa internet, favorite ni jisung na ipakita ang ari mo sa harap ng kamera. jisung likes to show you off, likes to fuck you with his clothes on and most of all, he likes touching you during cuddle sessions and like to suck on your tits.

at ngayong araw, umuwing libog si jisung. nauna kang umuwi dahil wala ka naman nang gagawin sa school at gusto mong maglinis ng bahay. five hours after mong makauwi, bumukas ang front door ng condo at niluwa ang nobyo mong nakasimangot at hawak-hawak ang backpack sa isang kamay at ang isa ay ginugulo ang buhok sa sobrang inis. “anong nangyari?” tanong mo sa nobyo mo, tumayo ka mula sa sofa at pinause ang pinapanood na series. “sungie… kausapin mo ako”

galit, binuksan ni jisung ang ref para kumuha ng malamig na tubig para kahit papaano mahimasmasan ang init ng ulo niya. umupo ka sa sofa at hinintay si jisung na umupo sa tabi mo, ganyan ang routine niya sa tuwing uuwi siyang stressed sa school. tinapon niya sa basurahan ang bote ng tubig bago umupo sa tabi mo. dahil natatakpan ng buhok niya ang mga mata niya, inayos mo ang sarili mo hanggang sa makaupo ka sa kandungan niya at maipwesto niya ang mga kamay niya sa balakang mo bilang suporta. nang hawiin mo ang buhok niya palayo sa mga mata, halatang halata kung anong gustong iparating ng mga mata niya— pagnanasa. napakagat labi ka at napatingin sa labi niya, guiding his one hand over to your chest until he was squeezing them like stress balls. jisung then lifted your shirt before latching his mouth onto your nipple. napatapon ka ng ulo patalikod at napahawak sa ulo niya't nagsimulang sabunutan siya ng marahan.

binilog ni jisung ang dila niya sa utong mo, kasaby nito ang paggalaw ng balakang mo sa tite niyang nagsisimula ng tumigas. napapahigpit ang hawak mo sa buhok niya sa tuwing kakagatin niya ang utong mo at ililipat ang bibig sa kabilang dede para paglaruan. nagtanim ng halik sa gitna ng dibdib mo si jisung bago ka halikan ng malalim sa labi at harapin ka.

“love—” napatigil siya dahil biglang nauna ang hiya sa gusto niyang itanong, “pwede ba tayong magfilm ngayon?”

naramdaman mong uminit ang mukha mo, halos dalawang linggo na simula nung huling upload ni jisung sa alter twitter niya dahil sa sobrang busy sa acads. “okay,” tango mo, “stressed ka no? kaya gusto mo magfilm?”

“sobra,” matipid na sagot nito, “now remove your clothes, all fours sa kama, i’ll get the camera”

quickly, tumayo ka at dumiretso sa kwarto niyo (kwarto niya). hinubad mo ang suot na oversized shirt at shorts, pagkatapos nito at sinunod mo ang panty at bra mo. naririnig mong papalapit ang presensya ni jisung sa kwarto kaya agad kang pumwesto sa kama—face down, ass up. the position jisung loves the most. pagpasok ni jisung, napangisi siya't napakagat labi habang sine-set up ang kamera sa tripod na nasa dulo ng kama niya.

“hm, good girl” ngisi nito at tumayo sa gilid ng kama. tumaas ang mga balahibo mo sa katawan nang maramdaman mong ipadalos niya ang palad sa balat ng pwet mo at paluin ito. “wet ka na agad, love? wala pa akong ginagawa.”

so, isa sa mga bagay na hindi alam ng marami ay dominante si jisung. akala kasi ng marami, under ang boyfriend mo sayo, pero sa loob ng condo niyo… ikaw ang under (literally). andaming nakikita si jisung bilang inosenteng boyfriend mo na mahal na mahal ka't hindi gagawa ng kahit anong masama sayo. well, wala naman talagang ginagawang masama si jisung sayo at mahal na mahal ka niya, nagcclash nga lang ito sa salitang 'inosente'.

napahinga ka ng malalim nung maramdaman mo ang palad ni jisung sa puke mo, sinimulan niyang galawin ito side to side, tila pinapakiramdaman kung gaano ka kabasa. “sung!” ungol mo nang maramdaman mo ang pag palo ng palad niya sa puke mong naka-expose sa kamera. “m-more…”

“more? naughty mo naman”

sahalip na sampalin muli ni jisung ang puke mo, pinadaan niya ang daliri niya sa hiwa mo’t nagumpisang paglaruan ang tinggil mo. kagat kagat ang babang labi, pinipigilan mong umungol ng malakas. “bakit ka nagpipigil ng ungol, love?” tanong ni jisung, ang daliri niya ay patuloy na naglalaro at ang isang kamay naman ay pinalo ang pisngi ng pwet mo— rason kung bakit ka napa-ungol ng malakas at gumalaw ang balakang mo palayo sa kanya. “bakit ka lumalayo?”

“m-masarap—” mahinang sagot mo, “sung, fingerin mo ako, please?”

“paano kung ayaw ko?”

isa pa sa mga unexpected things kay jisung, he's a mean dom. ayaw na ayaw niyang minamandohan mo siya unless sinabi niya sayo na ikaw ang magbigay ng instructions sa kanya. isa rin sa paborito niyang gawin ay edging o i-deny ang orgasm mo. gusto niya munang marinig kang nag-mamakaawa bago ka niya payagang labasan. mabilis ang daliri ni jisung sa paglalaro ng tinggil mo, isipin mo yun, your boyfriend can make you cum in a span of a few minutes just by circling his fingers on your clit.

ang isang kamay mo ay nakakapit sa comforter ng kama, ang isa naman ay pinipisil ang sariling dede dahil hindi ito binibigyang pansin ng nobyo mo. puro ungol ng pangalan niya ang naririnig sa video, mga ungol na gustong gusto niyang naririnig palagi.

“sungie!!” tawag mo, pinasok niya ang isang daliri. nanginginig na ang katawan mo sa sarap, pati ang mga tuhod mo ay nanghihina na. “sungie, a-ayan na…”

pansamantalang nilabas ni jisung ang daliri niya mula sa butas mo at pinanood kang manginig habang nakatuwad. ilang segundo lang ito at muling binalik ni jisung ang kamay niya sa puke mo, sinasampal-sampal ito nang marahan kasabay ng pagpalo niya sa pwet mo. “s-sung… s-sungie— p-please, fuck!”

nagsimulang gumalaw ang balakang mo, it was like you were playing with yourself using jisung's palm, wanting to reach your high. this boosted jisung's ego, “that's right, love… move on your own, gamitin mo lang kamay ko” sabi nito at pinalo ang pisngi ng pwet mo.

nilayo na ni jisung ang kamay niya mula sa puke mo, napangiti sa posisyon mo sa kama niya at sa basang parte ng comforter niya.

“love, tirahin kita”

—.

﹫nsfwacc6: sungmp4 + rainy weather :( sana all

﹫sungmp4: perfect combination

﹫nsfwacc7: ganda ng kamay mo, sung. choke me lol

﹫sungmp4: gf ko lang po pwede ko i-choke kasi kink niya yun ;)

﹫nsfwacc8: PUSSY SLAPPING *nahilo*

﹫sungmp4: sarap hahaha

﹫nsfwacc9: tangina sarap niyo pareho

﹫sungmp4: thanks po siguro hahaha

﹫nsfwacc10: wala bang full content? :<

﹫sungmp4: soon!

—.

“love, hindi pa ko tapos sa'yo. upuan mo ko sa mukha,”

“ji?!”

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my-lady-macbeth · 6 months

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step in, the bells invite you!

Here’s a knocking indeed! If a man were porter of hell-gate, he should have old turning the key.

welcome to the murky depths of my blog

ABOUT ME

my name is thea

my pronouns are they/she (pronoun page here)

i'm an aries ♈︎ sun, taurus ♉︎ moon and cancer ♋︎ rising

i'm lesbian as fuck

i'm a minor (people who are 18+ can follow just don't be a creep)

infp, 4w5

xgirlidiotx as a tribute to xboygeniusx !!

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I love music (spotify here) and if you stick around you'll probably see a lot of me obsessing over boygenius. other artists I like include big thief, adrianne lenker, fiona apple, clairo, mitski, ethel cain, florence and the machine, muna, the cure, tori amos, hozier, the japanese house, girl in red, elliott smith, the last dinner party, weyes blood, better oblivion community center, the smiths, japanese breakfast and more !! (please please follow me on spotify I make the most scrumptious playlists)

I also love writing !! does that mean I'll ever post my own work on here... probably not... but I have to say it so my lovely writing mutuals know how very much I appreciate their work and their bravery to send it out like a paper aeroplane into the big scary internet

talking of writing... I have a metaphor obsession (tm). I love love love symbolism and religious imagery and motifs and the like to an unhealthy extent. for that reason you will frequently find me englishteacherposting

I also post a lot about (usually queer) media and art and my own all-consuming thoughts regarding this (whether it's literature, art, film, theatre... it doesn't matter, I'll let the obsession eat me alive)

other stuff I like: walking, stormy weather, killing eve, lavender, spicy food, shakespeare, candles, jeannette winterson, cheesecake, writing excessively long paragraphs, tarot, acting, autumn, cooking, journalling, ornate daggers, chai, women, evil women, listening to the same album until I feel sick, portrait of a lady on fire, ghosts in art

other stuff I love: you. thank you for being here

TAGS

#girlidioting <----- my textposts

#englishteacherposting <----- me acting like an english teacher

#whatever queue want <----- for queued posts

#beloved mutuals <----- for my mutuals

TALK TO ME

my ask box is always always open

as are my dms

as lucy dacus once said: talk to me until your words run dry

if we're close you can ask for my instagram

no DNI outside of the obvious (bigoted people and creeps will be blocked)

that is all, now safe travels!!

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v4mpgutz · 5 months

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ABOUT ME ! ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

⤷ my name is river but people call me riv for short! i go by she/her and they/them — please use both sets of pronouns when mentioning me if you can :). i live on the east coast of australia ( NO, WE DON'T RIDE KANGAROOS ) so i go by aest: australian eastern standard time. i'm autistic. i'm born in march, autumn babyyy <3

my sun/moon/rising (for anyone who is interested) is aries/leo/cancer. i'm not necessarily pagan, i don't follow any specific religion but i have been taught divination through tarot since i was young and know lots about crystals n things!

my favourite colours are pink, light brown, powder blue and sage green!! i really love fashion and modelling, i study fashion design <3

games i like —

call of duty: black ops 3, call of duty: modern warfare (all of them), resident evil, genshin impact, animal crossing, dead by daylight, fatal frame (also known as project zero), silent hill, hogwarts legacy, zelda: oot + tp + botw + totk, fnaf (mainly 2 + sister location and sb)

music artists i like —

taylor swift, beabadoobee, gracie abrams, sabrina carpenter, conan gray, olivia rodrigo, glaive, dominic fike, lana del rey, the weeknd (ONLY his music, not him), coco and clairclair, steve lacy, kali uchis, sza, lunar vacation, radiohead, pyro, corpse, suki waterhouse, muna, cigarettes after sex, phoebe bridgers, tomorrow x together, stray kids, ive + more !

movies / shows i like —

the corpse bride, the nightmare before christmas, scream + 2 + 5 + 6, the conjuring franchise, miss peregrine's home for peculiar children, bee and puppycat, the junji ito collection, harry potter and the chamber of secrets, harry potter and the half-blood prince, the outsiders, the karate kid (1984), bleach, spiderman: into the spiderverse + across the spiderverse, tokyo revengers, smile precure, hello kitty and friends, ben10, monster high + wayyy more !!

SPECIAL MENTIONS — 💌:

i have certain hyperfixations / emotional attachments to certain characters and things! these include:

tom riddle, dallas winston, cats, simon "ghost" riley, my little fairy sculpture collection, ethan landry, taylor swift, slasher films, vintage furniture and decor, sanrio ( my sweet piano + my melo + hello kitty + chococat ), spiderman.

thanks for reading! <3

#💒 ༘⋆navigation #— river speaks ‧₊˚♡#blog intro

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munamania · 5 months

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hi everyone this feels wildly self centered and silly but i made a guide to my dyke drama/lore that i talk about in barely coded but convoluted terms. i love internet safety. doing this at the request of exactly one person and for the rest of u it's under the cut if youre curious and feel so inclined hashtag close friends <3 i highlighted my previous ways of referring to these people and important notes bc otherwise i just rambled soooo bad <3 and as much as im maybe romanticizing in some ways here i do genuinely care for and love (most of) these people outside of my weirdofreak brain and try my best to do well by them in our relationships. and maybe i just wanted to write beautiful things about my friends whatever

lydia: they're on here we met on here and now we're roommates. we met bc we were two of the only bitches posting in the muna tag and she was brave enough to reply to my one naomi video. and i was like um ok... FREAK.. and then yk we were mutuals but i was always paranoid they'd somehow know film girl or my roommates (or just. other ppl) bc i was being insane so that was awk but then i had a mental breakdown a little bit one night on here about my childhood and decorating for holidays and they offered to meet on campus and give me some leaves for my window and i was like aww (and we used them this year to decorate our shared apartment :')) and i remember i was wearing my black and white sweatshirt that i wore to go see dan live that ive since given away i think but it feels like. a sign u know.. or whatever.. and we do have mutual friends in weird circles including one that connects to steve (see later notes) so it's like chances are we couldve met in person but this just made it really special. we beef bad. but with sooo much love. and i do think we're better for knowing each other or whatever...

film girl: this was bad. i have a tag dedicated to anything i remembered to tag as part of the saga but it was so bad and beyond anything words can say... i'd give her another name but she could never be anything but film girl. it's like if u were there u know. if u weren't... let's just say i was crazy insane mentally ill bonkers jeff buckley lover you shouldve come over i know it's over. maroon 5 even about it. bad. but consider she leaned into me like she did her bf for their first kiss, said our night together when we went to our friend's party where she had dressed up as jennifer check (i showed her the movie it was a whole thing) and danced with me and talked right against my neck and grabbed onto me while walking and said she was maybe bi and i deserved someone really nice and im so swaggy etc and then going back to her place and making me food and watching himym on the floor (oct. 21st u will go down in herstory...) made her the 'happiest person in the world,' stayed over at my apartment until the following morning more than once, unwrapped her bruised hand and held it out to me to see/touch (absolute freaks moment like kill me actually. and that was the day i perioded myself. to use pj of bottoms' terms.) was just generally engaging in psychosexual warfare with me all the time. and we didn't even fuck. or kiss. and she had a boyfriend. who looked like a girlfriend (not that i personally had in february of last year but regardless..) i mean come on she was a straight woman she wasnt even allowed to say slay.. i genuinely still think we need to kill each other but it doesn't matter. how is she still linked to my life? well. we had a class this semester with steve and stede and lydia and scully (prof im in love with. this name is hilar), sort of friends with cool artsy queer girl group (hometown friends, one her best friend i almost met up with at muna concert (with her) one who looks a bit like jackie kennedy. ok not really but that's the one my one friend josh (woman) made out with last semester), had a class with steve and sam last semester with dave, our shared prof that steve told details of our first date and etc to.

steve: this is gonna be ex situationship from beginning of this semester - mid october. gets this name bc they're obsessed w that pirate show so like stede but i simply wont name them that and at this point im annoyed enough w their taste in things that steve feels fitting. anyway. was genuinely very kind and sweet but also got clingy soo fast and we were on very different pages. we'd met last fall (when they had a gf) and worked together on sets and in a couple classes, they kind of got caught up in my triangulation of desire for jane at her birthday party.. and i had fun flirting! um and they were genuinely again very very considerate and sweet but like. seemed to struggle to have a personality outside of their ex and maybe their siblings a bit. idk. just very passive. sowwy. also they were not a very good kisser. i do remember back in may being vindicated bc they also commented on film girl and bf

jane: naming her jane in a gay way. a jane austen way. in that i think we should write lifelong love letters to each other. holy shit shut up. so this is always 'friend im in love with' or 'a little in love with' or whatever. she is also girl with cool short hair and piercings and tattoos and a bookbag with tits on it so god forbid my infatuation. and i just love her voice and i think she's brilliant and so good at what she does and all around just like an awesome person she inspires me to be better and whatever. and she always dresses so cool and used to host house shows (i still never made it to one) (film girl did once) and when we first started talking we were at a film event and were supposed to be networking or whatever but instead we stood by the drinks together and talked abt how we both wanted to be friends in our writing class but never said it and thought the other hated each other a little bit but we were both just awkward and so we'd always make eye contact and laugh and banter together in class and i rlly was just in love with her. and this summer was crazyyy we were on steve's set together and i was a little freak just so obviously enamored with her but the thing is she was obnoxious too so i didnt even feel like a loser. she asked me to massage her arms once and said my half assed attempt was lame and we leg wrestled (also w steve. kinda funny. like yeah u would) and exchanged drunk stories and she said i needed better ones and then i beat her at stack cup at her bday and gave her her card and she hugged me and her lips were wet from the beer she just drank from and right on my arm and i was like wow. her kingdom (surrounded by people who she loved and loved her) for a kiss upon my shoulder. if u will. and i had to have a middle school Look Away moment bc she stripped in front of a few of us that night and i was far too intoxicated to not like lose my mind. also she was supposed to give me a book on set once but never did and im still bummed. and one random night she texted asking if id found a place to live and when i answered she never followed up and i still wonder what that was abt. if anything. um but she does have a boyfriend of like 5 or 6 years. from high school. the worst part is hes a semi cool dude but it's just like really. let her fuck a woman! just once even! jk they are both genuinely cool people first and i think it's great they found each other in this life. but also like fuck off ugh. yk. not to romanticize my life and friendships i just think in another life we were soulmates or maybe in a way we are now. but we also only knew each other for a brief time so maybe something else. we could've done backstreets

sam: friend i just mentioned recently who has a crazy name we shant get into it. i do have a different actual friend named sam but i havent seen her in forever. so i met them working on steve's senior film set and thought they were cool and they were one of the only ones to make it out to our post-wrap dinner/drinks and then we had two classes together this semester. and so we became sort of allies we'd meet up to go to the museum together and send each other the attendance and i went to see fnaf when he rented out a theater for a huge group lol and he helped on my film which meant a lot even if it was only for a bit cause of you know. the everything that was going on. with steve and etc. it wasnt easy to get there so like bless their heart. they also came up with the name for my film and we had that moment around the fire and well i do hope i'll continue to see them just as a friend even, and they're genuinely just the coolest they do a lot of drag and character/costume design and are genuinely just one of the funniest most down to earth ppl i know and they always have the coolest fucking outfits and hats and shit and omg they looked so good in their doc. just something abt the posture and the whimsy and the earnestness and look overall. woah. um when we were on steve's set my friend jackie leaned over and said 'i thought they were film girl for a second' so basically i need to redacted. but it's not like that bad of a resemblance. once again has a partner cause im cursed forever to sleep on a twin size mattress maybe or whatever. i havent even listened to that song more than like once but maybe it is real for me. anyway they were also in the class with steve and film girl with dave.

stede: im sorry this is so funny to me bc this person and steve go by the same name irl but spelled differently or whatever. we met and had a very energetic chat in the hallway at the beginning of this semester jim thought we knew each other lol. they're real cute and endearing and like i said kind of give butch. and we had two classes together but i had so much shit going on man i just. yeah. seemed like they were maybe a little into me but whatever. and well i think we should have a fling but who said that

jim: my buddy prof he's my buddy :-) he helped me so much sophomore spring as i was trying rlly hard to produce our class films and insane already over film girl (he didnt know that but it was omnipresent) and so close to dropping out and is just the coolest guy. he's a little bit like a father figure what who said that. i remind him of his youngest daughter a lot and ive lived in the same buildings as his older one. so just funny connections. i go to his office hours and such a lot with the film friends

grace: one of my film friends. (i just realized i do know a girl in film named grace but it's not her so anyway.) i am in awe of the way she commits to stuff and motivates people around her. she is just so game for anything to make the best of a situation. shes studying abroad this semester so ive only seen her on video chats/texted and missed the one day she came back for her bf's bday. well and she was the friend who said 'no he can keep himself busy' when we went to go see x together so she didnt make me hang out w her not even lame bf at first which was so nice. cause then i eventually actually did want to meet him. and theyre the least annoying couple ive ever met. and shes bi <3

jackie: another film friend. also love her dearly another stoner so we'd smoke together before class sometimes and just went on a walk with our other friend one night around the woods and stuff that was fun. i usually refer to grace and jackie collectively as 'the film friends.' we met in that spring of sophomore year (same class as film girl and jim). this one did have steve produce her senior film after they said they wouldn't work on mine bc of the ""situation"" i was a little sour that was an awkward um situation but it's whatever. i sometimes say film friends and mean a larger group of these ppl/a few extended but whatever

frank: ive just called him frank hes frank hes the coolest dude in the world i think everyone would be obsessed with him and i just think like man hes lived such a life. he's my short cool professor whos just so good at what he does. he's met so many people and done so many things. his van is so him he has a suction cup to pull his windows up in the winter and random albums in the front seat. im gonna try to work w him next semester. i was in that van last night feeling like i was in a gta level to go pick up pizza for our final class.

scully: my film comedy and tv analysis professor she is so everything to me... she loves women and evil women and gay people and camp and horror and comedy and tv and sex and just weirdo freak shit and shes so intelligent and quick on her feet and charming and just. an amazing lecturer. she said be gay do violence once. i felt seen. she said she used to pull her friends (favorite characters) out of the tv and carry them around in her pocket and i knew she understood... she saw bottoms and emailed me and lydia right away. and she's seen willow. and ofc so many other things. and she'll go 'this seems like the type of person/film/etc that you would be inspired by..' OK QUEEN I LOVE U. i want to do cocaine with her. huh. im taking gender and film with her next semester :333 im so excited

claire: friend from high school friend group who ended up ditching me and our other friend a lot that one summer and we almost lived together and we're just always kinda weird around each other but we were some of the only ppl the other hung out with fall semester 2020 so like.

drake and josh: i almost always refer to them together they're codependent a little bit roommates and i love them dearly and i met them thru claire sophomore year but ive hung out with them alone and stayed at their place when i got too drunk and that night i fell down the stairs. me and drake act a little homoerotic sometimes for fun. i cried at dinner over film girl once to her it was embarrassing. i miss going hammocking with them <3

dave: i had him last fall he's really cool he got me on a shoot w the mayor (and steve and jane) and was so cool about me not ocming to class a lot bc i kept in touch w him and hes my homie. film girl had a class w him then too and then last semester was the like news class that crew had together. and steve told dave all abt our first date and etc and got date ideas from him and i was like oh wow... ok lol

couch: couch roommate. theyre not relevant in my life enough to make a name but the couch story was stupid as hell and this one also left ground beef in the sink that one time and had a thing for a rugby girl that steve had a little fling with

jean: if i say 'one of my masc gfs' i probably mean them. sort of friends with couch like she was in my apartment once last year but um. yeah. had a crush on them for like a month at one point and we follow each other on insta and talked when we saw each other on campus the first time and thats like it. chances r ill forget abt this fake name and still just throw that in if i ever see her

#well. that said 👍#abby talks

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