#first episode had me in tears

[ajsmins]

debnamcarey: first three episodes of #LostFlowersofAliceHart are streaming now on prime video! i’m in tears with excitement.

#( twitter / @debnamcarey. ) #first episode had me in tears

[morii-moth]

"this is me on day one of NO rendog !!"

#glad to know hes coping just as well as the rest of us #how in the world does martyn consistently stay the last few green/yellow lifes/ win and yet... #anyways i love the new series if only i could please have more than 2 episodes from martyn thatd be really great thanks #love to see a man get a good beating just kidding pleas #if he dies i will start sobbing trust me #already had me in tears from the first ep #but actually it was wonderful just please if he could make some friends thatd be swell #or not martyn lone wolf arc??? #im gonna post this before in hate it because it is 5am and i dont have time to start fixing what was supposed to be a sketch #i really love my yapping in the tags im so sorry #inthelittlewood #itlwart #trafficblr #mcyt #traffic life smp #life series #secret life #secret life smp #life smp #traffic spoilers #my art

[diezmil10000]

you won and she chose you and she loved you and she's gone

#pearl steven universe #steven universe #it's over isn't it #my art #pearl is the character ever #when i was rewatching SU i cried SO MANY TIMES because of her #the first line of it's over isn't it had me in big fat tears and from then on i couldn't stop until the episode ended #imagine growing up as a lesbian and having pearl as the first decent lesbian character you see in a cartoon WELL THAT WAS ME #sorry i could talk for hours about her #if you're reading these tags i hope you have a nice day

[tinycowboybro]

…yeah that’s all i got

#i don’t usually make these but #god fuck this episode was so many emotions at once #first and for most fuck august im sorry #second of all goddamn jimmy had me in tears during the party #he loves day so much he’s willing to step aside for august if it makes day happy #because nothing is more important than day being okay #and i’m SICK #and unwell #i hope they talk more i need this resolve please god #and i hope i also never see august again thank you goodnight <3 #last twilight #last twilight the series #morkday #mhokday #mork x day #mhok x day #jimmysea #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #last twilight textpost #last twilight episode 6 #jimmy potiwihok

[katierosefun]

oh there's something particularly painful about my mister in that dong hoon tells ji an that as long as no one knows, it's no big deal, and there's something particularly painful about how ji an tells dong hoon that sometimes, i want [my secret] to play out on big screens for everyone to see, and there's something particularly painful about how the second dong hoon meets the loan shark tormenting ji an, he starts screaming and yelling about how she's just a kid, how could you do that to a kid, and there's something particularly painful about how dong hoon doesn't even let ji an know he did that, but ji an knows. she knows because she was listening in the entire time and she just starts crying because someone actually knows this ugly, sad part of her and still took her side, and something particularly painful about how my mister started with as long as no one knows, it's no big deal but really concludes with there is so much risk in having someone know who you are but there's also so much comfort and peace to be found in that, too and maybe you shouldn't isolate yourself and maybe you should reach for that kind of comfort in being known and loved anyways

#caroline talks #my mister #if this is incoherent. it should be #rewatched the first 2.5 episodes of my mister last night #felt like crying my eyes out the entire time tbh!! #every time i watch this show there's just something about it that hurts me more and more and there's something that makes the messages #in this show feel more and more relevant #idk. thinking a lot about when ji an talks about how sometimes she wishes. sometimes she wishes #that everyone knew what she'd done and what had been done to her. #something about how ji an can't ever bring herself to connect truly with another person because of how much she hates #the feeling of people realizing what her past looks like #and not wanting to withstand the pity and also horror. like. okay. #something about ji an sobbing by the bridge when she listens to dong hoon pummeling that loan shark guy #and how i used to always cry at that scene but now i tear up just thinking about it #because you know! there's that shock (that firstly: someone knows your miserable secret. and secondly: they're still on your side) #and then absolute heartache because you don't know what to do with that information. you didn't expect it. #you're sobbing at a bridge because someone knows who you are and someone knows the scars of your past and still gets angry and sad for you. #and you still feel like you don't deserve it because you know deep down you are not a very good person (or so you tell yourself). #and. oughough. lee ji an holds such a place in my miserable little heart

[glowingsand]

the way i am sobbing over two guys raising a girl together and doing so well despite having no real parental influence in their lives. they never grew up with unconditional love. yet they devoted their whole lives to loving a girl they weren’t even related to, and the girl grew up and devoted everything back.

#it’s just #i’m so #real life tears you know #i had to keep pausing to stifle a sob and then unpaused and paused again to stifle a sob this went on for quite a while #rei’s smile reached his eyes everytime he smiled in this episode like first of all my guy THATS how you changed #it’s 4am i am so emotional rn no one touch me #buddy daddies #suwa rei #kurusu kazuki #unasaka miri #buddy daddies spoilers

[freak60000]

i CANT stop thinking about how heartbreaking simon and betty’s story really is like every time i think about it i’m so emotional because it’s so bittersweet and so beautiful and so tragic and such a perfect doomed lovers story i can’t take it i haaate them

#and it ended in Such a heartbreaking way i think but it is just so beautifully done and so wonderfully represented #it makes me So Sad #every time i think about episode ten i start getting Incredibly sad like tearing up crying sad #simon replaying that first moment in his head..trying to remedy what he finally realized was wrong all those years #and knowing it wasn’t how their story went..and…Oh god #and betty actually TALKING to him there. not through golb. as herself. TALKING to him #she was ACTUALLY TALKING TO HIM right there i hope you understand #and both of them just..letting go…..literally me typing this is making me tear up so bad #FUUUCK adventure time FUCKK fionna and cake #simon learning to let her go the way betty had (situationally)done all those years ago.so so so bittersweet but so beautiful #you could tell she wasn’t ready to let go at first either. but they both knew that’s not how it happened. that’s not how they had really #loved all those years. and they could’ve made better decisions but they didn’t have any regrets #they loved until they couldn’t and then they loved more IM RIPPING MY SKIN OFF

[zhongli-lover-69]

kutner dead. there is no joy peace or laughter in this world.

#was mostly okay until TAUB STARTED UGLY CRYING #god. taub was kutner's bestie and. now kutner's fucking dead #taub even covered for him at the beginning of the episode cus he thought kutner was just coming in late. but no. #also taub's reaction to house accusing him of attempting suicide in the past. the look away the uncomfortable swallow. god #and taub can't even to the funeral. he stays with a patient who is dying a tragic and unnecessary death. and then he SOBS. #the house “attempting to prove kutner's suicide was a murder” got to me. i had to leave the episode for like 2 hrs and then come back #i know it's house attempting to make it make sense. to rationalize it. if it was all a puzzle and house solves it than it's a little more o #it means house didn't miss something so fucking tragic and it means he isn't a failure. it means kutner's death had some kind of meaning #ghhhhhhhhgjgkljd #i knew kutner death was coming up but i rlly rlly wasn't prepared for thirteen and foreman to 1. find the body and 2. attempt to save kutne #kutner. dead on the ground. no pulse. brains on the floor #the shot of thirteen and foreman leaning against kutner's bed. bloodstained bloodsplattered. utterly hopeless barely holding back tears #like i shouldve known from the first shot cus it had this melodramatic dark filter overlaid. but MAN. #kutner was one of my favorites i liked him so much. this is utterly tragic

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok REALLY will point to the nearest person in psychological distress, ask: “Is anyone gonna mind meld with that?” and NOT wait for answer!

#Just watched the episode where Kes ascends (I hadn't before) #Janeway: -running to try to get Kes off the ship before she tears it apart with her mind powers- #Tuvok: !!! KES!!!! Let's mind meld??? It might help??? #Kes: Oh. Sure??? #-they mind meld- #<- It does not seem to help literally at all #Anyway -turns to you with a crazed look in my eye- Have you ever thought about mind melding as a form of self harm #or a brand of Vulcan hypersexuality? #I do. I think about -mic feedback- sorry I think about how maybe there's a space in Tuvok's mind left behind by his wife's dormant bond #and he's filling it with these momentary and more often than not dangerous people #I also think about Tuvok has a weird number of mind conditions. The teero thing...the implanted ptsd cliff memory...the condition in endgame #the fact that he had trouble with regulating his emotions as a teenager...SOMETHING about Tuvok and his mind... #-back to previous topic- I wonder if it feels lonely to have only your thoughts in there after decades of sharing a mind with someone #and if that loneliness is manifesting itself as mind melding the first chance he gets #its not like he DOESN'T think it's an intimate thing - he says it is multiple times and YET #its like (sorry) having sex with someone you dont care about just to warm your bed...or you know - it could be. if you believe hard enough. #I love thinking too much <3 #'the sex is good' by saving abel is literally a Tuvok song to me because of this VERY SPECIFIC interpretation of his character #and that sooo brave of me... #ANYWAY...Ignore this post. Thank you for reading now please fo rget it...

[akkivee]

i was letting some hypmic seiyuu videos play in the bg while i worked and stumbled upon the fifth episode of kijima-san’s web show where takeuchi-san was a guest!! these web shows from the hypmic seiyuu started popping up in 2019/2020, and since kijima-san and takeuchi-san are long time friends, i was wondering if he brought takeuchi-san as a guest before we knew him as hitoya 😲

kijima-san wound up name dropping amanda in the first five minutes so it obviously it wasn’t lmao but further in the episode, i realised the episode took place just after batfs came out and lol. that meant when kijima-san had brought up hayama-san to gush about him and his voice, he had been talking about hayama-san’s 4th live appearance so kijima-san’s been down bad for hayama-san since the beginning he’s og 😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #i had to just take a moment to laugh and cry #i thought it all started with the 5th live nope it was the 4th and respect fr 😭✊ #him tearing up doing some light rp with hayama-san suddenly makes even more sense that was almost a year long crush blowing up lmao #me 🤝 kijima: it was simping on sight at first sight lmao #the episode was with takeuchi-san was cute lmao they are very comfortable with each other #c: seiyuu stuff

[jackpotsadmon]

shit like kizuna and distant blue sky are going to be the fucking death of me man

(long kizuna and pokemon rants in tags + a lot of emotional rambling and spoilers)

#digimon n pokemon were my first two animes and like. i hold those memories very dear to my heart #i loved both of these btw i am holding back tears i just saw distant blue sky i love ash man he’s just. like he’s just some guy i love him #he gives off this kind of childish joy that made me love pokémon in the first place when i was little . like baby etke would sit and watch #the gengar episode from the first season on repeat SOBBING #i don’t have to say why kizuna one hit KO’d me do i? /lh #mini rant actually because it’s been an . Hour #agumon and gabumon were so and are so important to me as characters . the point of digimon partners in season one is that they are there #to be a mirror to what their partner needs to accept and overcome. gabumon never gave up trying to make matt feel loved and helped him stop #repressing his feelings and agumon and tai gave eachother things to live and fight for!! that’s why agumon’s speech about life in 02 gets me #because he has had to fight a lot. but he did it all because he had tai and tai had him #and i think what kizuna missed the mark on was that it wasn’t that tai and matt didn’t need them or want them anymore. #it was that agumon and gabumon helped them get to a place where they don’t need that mirror anymore. #it sucks and i wish they hadn’t left but like. i think that’s the point #like we’ve all had shit that has helped us grow and cope and learn and when we leave it or when it leaves us it feels painful. it sucks #but you realize how much that thing really helped you become a better person #christ this got personal and ranty. anyways i’m still emotional about kizuna #kizuna’s ending wasn’t happy. but you could tell in the credits that even if they didn’t have their partners anymore #the lessons they learned from them is still there #digimon #gamma’s static #pokemon #digimon last evolution kizuna

[livvyofthelake]

it was literally just a nice episode of riverdale hanging out with my pals betty and veronica and cheryl and toni and ethel and alice and midge. and evelyn was there also.

#maybe it was boring idk. but i had fun #i feel like for the first real time this season they made good on following through the idea they presented in episode 1 #which was that this season was about bending towards justice. it’s about hope for the future and standing for the right things #and they have been failing spectacularly basically all season #but the idea that the girls loving each other and supporting each other is what brings light into the others lives….. #nearly moved me to tears i’ll be honest #beth.txt

[hunkydorkling]

To The Ones I Haven't Met Yet

As is with New Year traditions, I was clearing a couple of stuff from container boxes when I found the master copy of my zine from 2019, a year where some of life's greatest tragedies slowly tried to slither and slug all the way up my arm. While my work was currently being The Best One out of my career so far, I was seeking out some sense in most things around me almost philosophically, as someone with decent skill in trying to connect and see beyond people.

Whenever I see or read excerpts of the raw words I had penned right then and there, without a plan, without an outline, I think of a woman who knows and doesn't know. Of a woman who chooses to see things through juvenile lenses. She knows and yet.

I stopped producing this when the pandemic hit, and somewhere in the deepest parts of my closets probably lie the rest of the stacked photocopies. So bittersweet. Materializing this on the internet may be the only way for me to part with someone who only represents me a quarter way through, if not an eighth through.

#personal #i would like to tear up now #the thing i do hate about this zine is that it's tied to one of the best professional work i've had #for a company who's very cultish #like fuck that but also #i've her to thank for for allowing me to constantly ask questions and seeking out answers #you've been fluctuating since then #especially when you've entered fandom again after making 20-minute sims episodes about existentialist dread #so THAT'S fun!!!!!!!! #also to say that i was heavily romanticizing meeting strangers for the first time in a real life setting

[youngpettyqueen]

fun fact the first episode of MASH I ever saw was Dr Pierce and Mr Hyde wayyyyyyyy before I ever considered watching the show myself, a good friend of mine who's seen the show had me sit and watch it and have a good laugh with her. and, you know, at the time I thought a lot of it was funny, but I also thought it was surprisingly sad cause she'd sold it to me as a purely comedic episode

I think it's very funny to think on that because now if I think about Dr Pierce and Mr Hyde for more than two minutes I will start to physically tear up because of the emotions that episode stirs up in me

#mash #I found it funny because I literally had. no idea what was going on #or who these people were #I did register that I wanted to hug Hawkeye because he was sad #but that was about it #now though?? now?? #it makes me cry ok #Hawkeye singing I'll be Home for Christmas while crying and rubbing his eyes shatters my heart into a million pieces #it makes me want to take whatever those 'shifters' on TikTok take so that I can bundle him into my arms and hug him #when I got to that episode in my first proper watch of the show I remember being completely floored at how emotional it made me #was talking to my friend a while after like WHY IS THAT FUNNY?? IM CRYING?? HELLO?? #when I rewatched it I straight up burst into tears #giving Hawkeye Pierce a hug is at the top of my pyramid of needs

[flamefatalis]

It’s been over a week since I finished season 2 of Hannibal and I am STILL reeling from how emotional Mizumono (the season finale) was.  Everything was so well done... the pacing, the imagery, the music.  Good lord the MUSIC.

I was just listening to it while going on a walk and it almost brought tears to my eyes.

And let’s not forget one of the most iconic scenes:

It was just the whole finality of this episode that made it an absolute masterpiece.

#I definitely had tears in my eyes watching it #very little moves me like that #but this episode definitely did #I just absolutely love this series so much #and I can't wait until I delve into season 3 #I just need a BREAK #I flew through those first two seasons so fast #flamey's personal crap

[kashilascorner]

Sonezaki reading Amagi's essay on why he's attracted to her in episode 4 had me crying because yeah. That's how shocking it is when you've been made to feel ugly / undesirable your whole life and suddenly there's this person who's actually into you

#o maidens in your savage season #i read the first manga volume but idk. i thought it'd be better to watch the anime and so far so good #laura watches stuff #kazusa almost had me tearing up in episode 3 when her friend/crush told her he wouldn't do it with her. she was so hurt FEEL YA GIRL