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sneezingbabysloth · 8 months
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and on today's episode of self indulgent art I present:
furina and neuvillette kuroshitsuji AU
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kathybluecaller · 1 month
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I just think they’re neat :]
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blue-howlite · 1 year
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William fell first, Sherlock fell harder.
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At long last…
I was able to do something that I’ve always wanted to do…
Talk about Ephemera for 20+ pages straight!!!
(half of it’s actually images but it feels good to say 20+ pages)
I hope you learn and feel things while reading it 🥰
no images version | most of the images in the document
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mikesbasementbeets · 2 years
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red blue green pink yellow, color theory is real i'm going insane
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misteddreams · 2 years
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In true fashion I am several thousand years late to the Encanto craze, but Bruno has not left my head since...
(click for quality, I think they say on here - I don't quite know how to Tumblr.)
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And some detail, because I spent an inordinate amount of time on this man's hair (don't we all?) and I'm still not entirely convinced it does it justice.
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lesbiten · 2 years
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sometimes  you go on the tardis wiki and learn that colony sarff’s slithering was done with a hover board
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pikslasrce · 1 year
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they are sisters. to me <3
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pineapplemintss · 2 years
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hello, the reason I deleted this blog was due to a breakdown I had and am still having. But I've had a bit of clarity during that breakdown and realized I fucked up a lot. Also me deleting had nothing to do with the callout blogs or the asks with the exception of the grooming ask I got! My mental health has always been fucky, I was feeling burnout, and the grooming anon stuff was kinda the straw that broke the camels back. I was friends with Aku and I did interact with them. I'm not gonna lie I had good times with them, they were nice to me, we had a lot of common interests, and I really wanted to see the good in them and I wanted to hear their side of things. I should have kept them blocked the first few times but I didn't. I wanted to form my own opinion about them. I shouldn't have ignored the warnings and the red flags with Aku or the shit they did. I'm not here to justify my actions and I want to take full responsibility for my actions on giving them a platform. Everyone has full rights to be disappointed and hurt by what I did. I've cut ties with Aku and deleted this blog. I deeply apologize to everyone I hurt and Aku's victims. For my own mental health I think I'm gonna keep this blog deactivated. I should have also been more open about interacting with them. That was dishonest of me, and I regret it. You don't have to forgive me, and you have all rights to be disappointed in me. I should have been more thoughtful about my actions and how they affected other people. As an abuse victim myself, I never meant to hurt anyone or put anyone in possible danger. However I still stand by the statement using my grooming as a gatcha and the anon stuff was fucking gross especially the mommy aku bit of the post. That part made me actively gag, and again me being upset about it isn't victimizing myself. You had full rights to call me out on the Aku stuff, I fucked up there and I'm willing to fully acknowledge it! But keep my grooming out of it! I don't care if it was a claim or how suspicious you thought it was. It was still a shitty one to make without proof. Saying might've or you took no joy in it doesn't make it better! I'm allowed to be upset when you use something that personal and shove it in my face. That was a low thing to do and you know it. You are right in the regard, I shouldn't have put what happened to me in my rules so much, but I have a bad habit of oversharing. It's something I've been trying to work on. Will I come back? Who knows, maybe in time! but for now, goodbye and so long. If you wanna know my personal blog, message me privately. For now, I'm gonna focus on my art👍 If I do come back, I promise to do better and work hard to fix what I've done and keep myself accountable. This apology isn't damage control or to get sympathy because that's a shitty thing to do. This is a way to take accountability for my actions.
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midoristeashop · 10 months
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Nightlight!
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been going down a rabbit hole of golden age fics and this is my take on the nightlight design tee hee (I love him with all my heart and soul)
also it’s my personal head canon that nightlight was a past life of Jack’s and can access his star boy powers in life/death situations?? Idk but wouldn’t that make a cool future scene where jack can access past PAST lives’ memories and just see his cool space protector self like
anyway I love him bye
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diorsluv · 3 months
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feather , part 34
“ where i’m at ”
series m. list previous chapter next chapter
( socialmedia!au )
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newschannel1 rookie nhl player, luke hughes of the new jersey devils, and longtime suspected girlfriend are seen out at the beach spending time together!
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username21 no fucking way they got news channels covering this
username78 LMFAOOO
username45 how the hell do you even????
username90 there’s no way they could tell it was them from the BACK
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username46 i genuinely think they could give less shits if they’re seen out together
username84 ppl are forgetting they were friends before they started dating 😭
yourusername oh my god i’m famous 😱
→ username42 LMFAOAOAOAO
→ username71 stirring up the drama i see
→ username99 you’re trolling so hard aren’t you
bardown
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bardown luke hughes or a dupe?
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username1 BARDOWN??? this has got to be jesse there’s no one else who would cover this
username82 even bardown’s roped into the dryshughes rabbit hole 😭
username72 waiting for the next pod to come out and it’s just then talking about the dryshughes lore for an hour straight
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→ bardown soon!
username24 LMFAO IS THAT THE DRUNK LEAKED PHOTO
username36 i’m sorry they did luke so dirty
→ username34 on par with all the other news reports about him 😔😔
username47 THAT’S MY WIFE she’s so hot
username88 but they’re not even canadian 😭
→ username14 they used to live in toronto idk
username8 next quiz idea: state every event to happen in the dryshughes timeline
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username23 next thing i know i’m prob getting a notif from tsn about this shit
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tsn_official just spotted luke hughes and his girlfriend getting lovey on the ferris wheel
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username23 i just manifested this wtf
username41 GOOD FUCKING BYE
username60 they can’t even say mother’s name i see how it is 🙄🙄
username79 wtf!
username15 since when did tsn and bardown cover romantic relationships in the nhl 😭
→ username2 since dryshughes.
username58 they can’t catch a break holy
username97 let’s just leave them alone 💀💀
username42 they didn’t even wait for the actual hard launch to happen 😭😭
username76 THEY’RE CUTE TOGETHER WHO IS SHE
lhughes_06 damn i thought we were being lowkey about it
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→ username84 i’m so confused what’s going on
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yourusername we had it coming boys…
look at this fucking dumbass (i love him) he looks so stupid (he’s so cute) and he’s so cheesy (he legitimately makes me swoon) AND IF ANY OF YOU TRY AND SHIT ON OUR RELATIONSHIP i’ll thank you! (I WILL BEAT YOU UP)
thank you for coming to my ted talk
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lhughes_06 i hate you more (i love you so much) and you’re my least favorite drysdale (you’ll always be my girl)
→ yourusername this is so gross you made me cry fuck you
→ lhughes_06 i think you forgot to add the parentheses
_quinnhughes only took you a decade!
→ yourusername HEY DON’T CALL US OUT
→ lhughes_06 fr that’s so uncoolio
markestapa OH MY GOD I CALLED IT
→ yourusername called what 🤨
→ markestapa mackie’s dumb ass said luke was gonna hard launch first
→ mackie.samo THEY PRACTICALLY POSTED AT THE SAME TIME
→ markestapa BUT SHE POSTED FIRST
→ mackie.samo BY LIKE 10 FUCKING SECONDS
→ markestapa give me my damn money 🙄
maddysamo does this mean samo time gets cut down even more
→ yourusername unfortunately yes���
→ msamoskevich okay then keep breaking my heart 😔
→ mackie.samo stfu samo time is NOT getting cut down
→ lhughes_06 yes tf it will mackie.samo
→ maddysamo YOU ALREADY SPEND ENOUGH TIME WITH HER AS IT IS
njdevils favorite couple by far!
→ lhughes_06 YEAHHH LETS GO
→ yourusername 🤭
colecaufield you chose the worst possible photos of him
→ yourusername i deadass didn’t have any good pics of him
→ colecaufield go on pinterest???
→ yourusername and search up pics of my own boyfriend?? hell no
_alexturcotte ayeeee there we gooo
→ yourusername you were our #1 supporter from the start 🙈
→ trevorzegras THAT IS A FUCKING LIE AND YOU KNOW IT.
adamfantilli oh look he gave you flowers
→ yourusername he gave me flowers 🥰💐
dylanduke25 mini golf
→ yourusername i destroyed him
→ lhughes_06 you didn’t but i love you so i’ll let it slide yourusername
→ dylanduke25 the balls r really small right
→ yourusername yeah…….
→ dylanduke25 maybe that’s why you were so good at it yk, since you got a lot of experience from lukey boy
→ lhughes_06 DUDE STOP
rutgermcgroarty why was bro recording the helicopter
→ lhughes_06 because i wanted to 😔
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lhughes_06 just wanted to say i was fucking struggling to keep us a secret and i love you more than the entire universe
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yourusername WHY’D YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE THE WORST PHOTOS OF MEEE
→ lhughes_06 shush you look beautiful
edwards.73 you were not keeping it a secret bro 💀💀
→ lhughes_06 BECAUSE I WAS STRUGGLING
→ edwards.73 yeah we could tell… 😬
mackie.samo that first pic is photo evidence of you selling on chel
→ lhughes_06 IT WAS LITERALLY YOUR FAULT
→ _quinnhughes i was a witness i can attest to your shit playing
→ lhughes_06 😐
luca.fantilli you let her paint ur nails.
→ lhughes_06 IT’S CLEAR
→ luca.fantilli u were shitting on me for wanting to paint stars on my nails
→ lhughes_06 IT WOULD LOOK BAD ON YOU
→ lhughes_06 AND MINES JUST A TOP COAT
→ luca.fantilli SHUT UP HYPOCRITE
jamie.drysdale yeah yeah you look cute but you better not hurt her or else i will hunt you down and i am a hell of a lot closer to you than i was when i was still with the ducks
→ lhughes_05 yes sir 🫡
→ yourusername the paragraph. the fucking paragraph.
→ jamie.drysdale I’M JUST DEFENDING YOUR HONOR
trevorzegras LETS FUCKING GO???
trevorzegras ROOTING FOR YOU SINCE THE START
→ lhughes_05 we thank you for your service
→ yourusername sure you were z
→ _alexturcotte it was obviously me 🙄
jackhughes i bought you all of those films and they were expensive as hell
→ lhughes_06 so was my tooth when you knocked it out of my mouth when I WAS SIX
→ jackhughes IT WAS GONNA COME OUT ANYWAYS
→ _quinnhughes it was not about to come out 💀
→ yourusername you’re rich stop whining about instax films
njdevils that’s our boy!
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njdevils we support you! (as long as she’s cheering us on when we play the flyers 🤫)
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philadelphiaflyers gritty will not be happy to learn that his favorite player’s sister will be cheering for the other team
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lhughes_06 ❤️
→ yourusername dry ass comment
username3 SCREAMINGGGG
jamie.drysdale hm.
→ lhughes_06 don’t be salty man
→ yourusername frfrrr
username87 MY BABIES
username41 IT FINALLY FUCKING HAPPENEDDDDD
username56 AHHHH
username68 LOOK AT THEM THEY’RE SO CUTE
username25 FUCK YEAH
username76 HARD LAUNCH OF THE CENTURY
yourusername i’ll make a deal 🫣
→ njdevils let’s hear it
→ yourusername whoever’s playing at home is who i’ll cheer for
→ lhughes_06 no
→ jamie.drysdale no
→ njdevils no
→ philadelphiaflyers no
username44 YESSSS
next chapter notes ) HARD LAUNCH OF THE CENTURY?? YES OR YES????? and also i’m so pumped from the stars’ 9-2 thursday win and we finally got our hard launchhhhh
tags: @aliaology @hockeyboysarehot @absolutelyhugh3s @jackquinnswife @freds-slut @love4ldr @blueeyedbesson @43hughes @v1olentdelights @dancerbailey3 @random-human02 @ho3forfakeguys@loveforaugust@cstads-blog@h0e4fictionalme-n
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writinginthetwilight · 2 months
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Knock, knock.
Neighbour!Eddie Munson x Neighbour!Reader
Chapter Warnings: 18+ for smut in later parts if you are under 18 you do not belong here, be gone. AFAB reader. Stress. Strong language. Nightmares. Negative self talk. Horror-esk/creepy vibes. See Masterlist for full list of warnings.
Authors note: He's finally here, in the flesh.. ish. Thank you for all the love on the last part. Officially out of the introduction and into the meat of this creepy lil story.
Find @bettyfrommars @allthingsjoeq and @somnambulic-thing full prompt list here including the one that birthed this weird little world I'm making.
6. You move into a new apartment and soon discover that you share a wall with a very noisy neighbor. Loud laughter, talking, and music are a constant companion. When you decide to go over and knock on their door to confront them in person, you find that the apartment is unoccupied and has been for months.
Reblogs and comments are much appreciated. Love you and hope you're being kind to yourself, okay bye.
Part 4: Conspiracies made through the hardwood.
The smell is nostalgic.
In every home you lived in, in your formative adult life, the introduction had been followed by the earthy smell of burning sage, whisps curling in draughty apartments and catching the light in shared dorm rooms.
Tina, your college roommate insisted on every room being scrubbed down and smudged before you unpacked.
You'd since lost touch, but you still kept the tradition of scrubbing places head to toe when you moved in and now you can't help but wonder, had you kept smudging your homes could some of the negativity in your life have been avoided.
You aren't dead.
After the momentary spiral the other night you had righted yourself from entertaining the idea.
Ghosts didn't eat, sleep, pay rent.
Go to work.
What a fucked up purgatory it would be if you had to spend eternity listening to Shona chew at her desk while desperately waiting for payday.
But it didn't stop the rattle in your bones as you'd unplugged the radio, fetched it away from the wall and fitfully slept on the couch.
You tried to explain that night away, the note was easy, a neighbour was trying to scare you, it was a prank, a bad joke.
But the radio.
You scoured the internet for hours looking for reasons as to why you had picked up what was playing on the radio next door.
It's fairly common apparently, to pick up signals from elsewhere, but you're lost in jargon.
HAM radios, the chatter of people talking over radio waves, inanimate objects picking up signals and freaking people out.
Nothing quite fits, and the rabbit hole ends in bad ghost hunting videos and advertisements for spirit boxes.
So, you call Charlie again, under the guise of fixing the faucet. The noise from next door’s not outrageous by your own relatively low standards but enough to show that next door isn't vacant.
He's exactly as he was the day you met him, with a wide smile and bright eyes, you try your best to match it, despite the dark circles hidden beneath thickly applied concealer.
He hums and haws at the pipes and you can hear humming clearly from above you as he tinkers with them.
He's chatting to you absent-mindedly about a place downtown that sells the best cubans he's ever eaten, asking if you've been to various spots around the area yet.
He's not acknowledging the noise.
Even when laughter and the TV starts he just continues on until he finally catches you staring angrily up at the scar.
“Still giving you trouble?”
He can't hear him.
You can tell by the way he phrased it, as a genuine question not a reaction to the noise.
“I thought I could maybe still hear someone in number 5?”
He chuckles. “Taking a look around spooked you huh? “
“No, just the noise.” you wave above your head, all subtlety lost in the interaction.
He doesn't even glance up.
“Honey, there's no keyhole on that door, only way someone's getting in is scaling the walls or breaking down the door.”
He pats your arm reassuringly, then moves turning the faucet on and off again as the water runs smoothly out.
“Good as new.”
You're not dead.
But maybe he is.
So, here you stand white sage and lavender burning in your hand on a Wednesday night, desperate for something to work.
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Step 1. Introduce yourself.
“Hello, Eddie.”
“I'm,” You take a deep breath and let your name slip out, despite the conflicting information online as to whether it's a good idea. “and this is my apartment.”
The silence hangs for a moment. You know he's there, can hear soft distant sounds of movement.
This is so fucking stupid.
You flick through the multitudes of tabs open on your laptop.
Step 2. Acknowledge they were here first.
“I know this is your home too, and you were here first but-”
“ I'm not dead.”
The voice echoes and warps down to you and you feel your stomach roll at the sound, quickly you scroll, there isn't anything about them talking back.
“You, might not know but this apartment was split-”
There's a nervous laugh that cuts you off.
“Yeah, whatever you are, you need to leave. This is my apartment.”
You try again but can't get a word in and you can feel frustration building, rolling up your back and making your jaw clench as he talks over you.
“Look, a maintenance guy changed the locks on room 5 the other day.”
He's not listening, and you increase your volume, trying to explain, the calm and gentle candence is gone, your voice now shrill and foreign to your own ears.
“So either your fucking with me and you're somewhere else or you're the one who's dead so if you would kindly leave me the fuck alone.”
You're practically yelling now, and you almost fall from where you've scaled the kitchen counter when there's a knock at the door.
He's still yelling.
It can't be him.
You walk hunched, heart pounding, anger still coursing through you. You're not sure if you want it to be him, if he's there in the flesh then you're not losing your mind at least.
But if he is, then you're about to be faced with an irate man who's just been screaming at you through the walls.
You latch the chain, and it rattles at the force needed to open it.
A woman a good decade older than you stands arms crossed with a scowl on her face that your mother would be proud of. Behind her shoulder, a man stands with an apologetic look on his face.
You recognise them vaguely, he was one of the few who had given you a small smile as you moved in when you passed them, she had not.
“Hi? Can I-”
“I don't know what's happening in there but do you think it's acceptable to be yelling at almost 11 pm?”
She sounds like your mother too.
The urge to ask them if they can hear him is fleeting and the only response you can muster is to press your lips into a hard line.
“If it carries on I'm making a formal complaint.”
You can feel your temper still simmering and don't trust yourself with any sincere retort so merely murmur your apologies and close the door on them.
She knocks again, obviously unhappy with your lacklustre response and you can hear the man trying to reason with her as you lean your forehead against the door.
No longer yelling, the sound of him moving around remains.
The rough surface of the door is grounding as you squeeze your eyes closed.
You can't live like this.
But there's a stone in the bottom of your stomach.
The rent really was a steal, and with at least another 6 months on your lease, probation at your job still ongoing, you're going to have to.
You can't go home, not after the arguments and upheaval.
The scene you made.
People who would welcome you back were still in the group chat, talking shit after sending their well wishes. The only real person who would sincerely welcome you back lives next door to your old home and that's not happening.
You’ll exist with your undead roommate, bury the feelings down.
You're good at it, pretending that you're fine.
You just hope eventually he leaves, so you don't have to, again.
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The next week is, well, loud but you reinstate the headphones and earplugs that had accompanied you in your first few days and manage.
Living for the quiet moments in between the noise, they usually come in the early evening, the low light of lamps colouring the room in fire lit hues and podcasts on the speakers instead of headphones while you cook.
A sanctuary from the surreal.
Headphones in your pocket ready.
It's the exact state you're in when you hear the raucous sounds of a group entering next door, voices overlapping and unintelligible.
“You hear that right? Uh hello?”
This is new, he never actually acknowledged you.
He calls out your name and you pull the pan from the heat, cautiously walking around the counter to where the voices are loudest.
“It's Eddie.”
“Eddie dude.”
“Shh!”
Other dead people?
Maybe the whole building's haunted you muse, reaching over to give your dinner an idle stir, heat from the metal still lingering.
“Some people want to meet you.”
That gets your full attention, and you pause for a minute unsure if you should greet more spectors into your living quarters.
Surely it couldn't get worse.
“Hey, other dead people.”
“We're not.” he grits out "You heard that right, see?”
Silence
“ Eddie man-”
“ No, don't look at me like that.”
You frown hard at the ceiling, dots connecting but in no useful way.
They can't hear you, Charlie couldn't hear him.
“Letter, letter, I have a letter!” you can hear him scramble away leaving the concerned murmuring of the others in his absence.
“Look see I'm not crazy.”
More silence
“It's a noise complaint.”
“No, well yeah, but it's from them and-”
“Dude, why don't you go stay with Wayne for a while.”
He doesn't like that.
It sets off an argument that you try to track but the movement makes their voices pitch in and out.
They just want to help.
They're worried.
Just get out of the city for a bit.
A slam of the door.
“Eddie?”
It's tentative the way you say it, the silence loud.
You're not prepared for another shouting match but the desperation that was in his voice makes your chest ache, you can't just leave it, maybe you should, but he was an echo of how you would sound had you anyone here to tell.
“Nobody can hear you either.”
“I'm not dead.” The sudden sound comes from directly above you and makes you flinch, eyes snapping up.
“Neither am I.”
His voice goes an octave higher, already defensive, diving headfirst into a ramble that you can't quite catch as he paces and, once again you find that your voice is rising to match his.
You catch yourself this time though, not about to have to explain this to your landlord if you get an actual noise complaint.
So another note to your otherworldly pen pal it is.
I've almost gotten a noise complaint, so if we can stop screaming through the ceiling to each other that would be great.
Neither of us think we're dead, nobody else can hear the other.
My apartment was split. I went round to number 5 last week and they changed the locks.
It's been empty for years.
I don't know where you are but it's not next door.
You hear the front door open and close not long after you slip the note under and settle yourself crisscross on the floor to wait.
He's quiet, only small movements audible as you run clammy palms into the carpet at your sides, fibres scratching against your fingers.
There's the sound of his door opening, then the note edges its way under your own.
The page has indents in the top corner where an empty pen has been tried, the writing fading halfway down before it changes colour.
My locks work fine.
I called the landlord to see if I needed to wait that day, he said nobody had called him and it can't have been next door because it's empty.
Sure you're not dead? No bright lights, big tunnels calling you. Fire? I don't know, tiny red dudes with pitchforks. No judgement.
Also, I'm not shouting at the ceiling. Your voice has been floating around here like an invisible stalker for almost a month now.
No judgement. Fuck this guy.
Not dead.
No lights.
No tiny men.
So what is this?
You wait with the door latched this time peeking through, as a family passes by and you make accidental eye contact with one of the parents watching as they hurry the kids past.
You close the door quickly cringing, when there's a soft crinkle underfoot, your heart stutters at the sight of the note under your feet. This can't be real.
I propose 50 questions.
A sharp breath leaves you at the words, but maybe it's not the worst idea. You need to get a handle on this, need more information because currently you're flying blind.
Okay 50 questions, how long have you lived here?
Boring. 2 years. How many eyes do you have?
You laugh but then the idea that maybe you could be dealing with something other than a human makes you feel a little ill. A ghost is bad enough.
Two. You?
You snatch the note up when it comes through.
Two eyes. So human right? Two arms, two legs, head, ass, junk between your legs?
Thank God.
So were both human. That's a relief. This is harder than I thought it would be. Who's president?
Yeah? I was kind of hoping for alien contact myself. President’s Clinton. No supernatural abilities at all?
You frown at the note.
Hillary or Bill?
The family from before return with their takeout, catching you in the hall crouched and stuffing the note under the door, you try and smile casually, it's returned but you hear the youngest kid hushed when they ask their parents what you're doing.
Great, you're going to be that person in the building.
"You have to answer the question!" He yells in a singsong tone as you close the door and the odd stares from the family in the hall are enough for you to risk shouting back.
“What year is it?”
“The games no fun if it's one sided.”
You roll your eyes climbing on top of the kitchen counter. “Eddie?”
“1993.” The huff is evident in his voice but when you don't respond he calls out almost timidly.
“What year is it there?”
“2024.”
He asks a thousand questions straight away and you spend the next hour comparing music, media and anything else you can think of. There are slight differences, no traces of shows, bands and brands he talks about, too many to pass off as just being lost to the passage of time.
You can't even find Hawkins on Google earth, Indiana he says not Texas or Wisconsin.
He's never heard of your home town either but that's not surprising unless he has a detailed map of the continental US.
You explain the concept of googling to him for a good twenty minutes when he asks how you're getting all the information and you're worried you might have broken him from the sounds he makes when you tell him that people make a living playing dnd.
Then he's gone, abruptly, cursing about having to leave and already being late, leaving you wide eyed in the middle of your apartment.
You pad toward the letters that are discarded on the floor, fingers tips running over the indents on his words.
You take your phone out, take a photo and send it to Janet.
You can see these right?
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Your phone’s on your chest when you wake, your last memories are that of a concerned Janet, informing you that you could come stay any time.
You'd played it down, explained a neighbour’s playing a prank, you were just playing along.
You didn't need her worrying.
Now as you go to respond the blank screen of the phone reflects your tired face.
A sound, a drip suddenly fills the space around you.
Not again.
You reason with yourself that maybe you should just stay in bed, nothing good yet to come from actually getting up.
He always said that you were a busy body.
The noise of movement makes you peek out of your sheets, the distinct sound of walking making your bare feet hit the ground, creeping quietly towards the door trying to avoid the spots you know creak.
There's somebody there. Your heart rate quickens as you watch them leaning over the countertop, head tipped, with wild hair falling to the side they stare up at the drip, eyebrows knitted, he's leaning in hand going in to catch the next droplet.
“I wouldn't touch that,” you say on instinct, body pushing past the safety of the door.
“Jesus Christ.” he recoils backwards away from you hands outstretched.
You know that voice.
Staring at you with wide eyes, you take him in. As if this couldn't get any more fucked.
“Eddie?”
He looks wearily back at you, a confused frown settling on his face for a moment before realisation takes over.
“Holy shit.”
“So you're just in my dreams now too?”
“Your dream?”
“Yes?” you put your hands out to the side displaying the mismatched pyjamas you're in.
“Okay, if this is your dream, why have I been waking up in it?”
He crosses his arms, looking you up and down. He's fully dressed, in jeans and leather jacket and as you take another step into the room you catch the smell of him, like he's just come in from the cold.
Definitely a ghost.
“Beats me. Maybe this is where I help you pass on.” you tease and you struggle to bite back the smile at the way his nose scrunches in annoyance
“I'm not dead”
You humm looking over the room, dancing wall of light, black abyss, all still intact.
“Wait?” you turn cautiously.
“Were you the one chasing me?”
He fumbles a little, eyes wide “I wasn't chasing you.”
“The hell you weren't, I almost broke my neck falling.”
“Well, why were you running?”
You gesture wildly around yourself.
“Why wouldn't I be? Why were you chasing me!?”
“To see who it was and what the hell was going on.”
You eye him warily, how much harm can he do in a dream?
Letting out a frustrated sigh, he takes a step back from you, hands raised.
Brushing past him to the bookshelf that blocks your door, your fingers running over the spines, some titles you know others you don't and you try to take a mental note to look them up when you wake.
“So this is the future.”
He's rotating the remote control in his hands inspecting it like something’s hidden inside.
“Kind of. I guess.”
“I expected more.”
“Like what.”
“More, Sci fi shit.”
“Robots in the shop, sorry”
He tsks
“Massive TV's though.” he falls heavily down onto the couch and you can't help but laugh at his impressed expression at the 30 inch second hand TV.
You pull your phone from your pocket and throw it over to him, it lands with a soft thud beside him and he flinches away.
“Electrics seem to be dead, so there's not a lot to show while we're here.”
“What is it?”
“A phone.”
He pulls a face between impressed and confused as he inspects it closely.
You turn to the drip, blackness now sliding down and puddling on the linoleum, inching towards the darkness where your kitchen cabinets should be.
That can't be good
His head turns to watch you as you follow the scar, no signs of a drip anywhere else. Your hands smooth over where it runs down the wall.
“Don't you think we should stay away from that?” he says standing up, still keeping his distance
“Why?”
“Why? Because it looks like a cavern to the underworld,” he says incredulously.
“What do you think’s past it? The light is your apartment so there must be something past it right?”
You lean forward and he rushes towards you catching your elbow just as the darkness hisses.
You both stumble back.
“Okay yeah no that was stupid.”
“You think.”
“I'm just trying to work this out.”
You shake yourself free of his grip and turn to go to the front door, but it's blank where it should be.
Had it always been gone?
You smooth your hands over where the frame should be, no sign it has ever been there or will be.
“What's wrong? “
You push your head through the light squinting as the room comes into focus, his door sits where it should.
“Your doors here. Mines. Not.”
“Your door would be .” he waves down to the abyss.
“No my doors here it-”
Doesn't look like it should be though.
Eddie's eyes search your face.
You move through the wall quickly opening his door as Eddie scrambles behind you.
The noise is deafening, all consuming blackness and screeching static howls as you recoil away, Eddie's arm curling round you as he kicks the door closed.”
“Can you stop?” he says, taking you by the arms and turning you to face him.
“We're trapped.” your mind's racing scrambling to be awake.
His face softens.
“Until we wake up. Right? You get the whooshing?”
His arms flail around his head and you nod mutely, heart in your throat.
It's just a dream.
“So let's just attempt to not piss off the overlords of this place until then, ‘kay? Obviously we're not meant to leave.”
It's just a dream.
“So what brought you to the apparent entrance of the nether realm with me,” he asks, turning to look back at you as you enter the hallway.
He walks through the frosted glass door and you trail behind following him through dust that dances in the strips of light, you're struggling to get your breathing right, lip crushed between your teeth.
You avoid eye contact walking into his room and inspecting the models that sit on his window ledge.
“It was cheap.”
He bounces as he goes to lay back on his bed, hands scrubbing his face.
“Yeah, wonder why that was. Cursed apartment, half price.”
“Comes with a free undead roomate.” you murmur, lips quirking up despite the quiver in your voice.
He gives you a deadpan look, but he's not as subtle as he thinks he is when his hand searches his neck for his pulse.
“What about you, no roommates, pretty big place for one?”
He bristles but you're too busy pressing the point of a tiny sword into your finger to catch it.
“Yeah, uh no just me.”
“Really? How do you afford it?”
“Anyone ever told you you're nosy?”
The sudden change in tone makes your face fall, his words causing heat crawl up your neck.
“Sorry.”
You walk quickly out, leaving to the quiet sanctuary of your room and sitting on the edge of your bed.
You hate how the words crawl around your head, like you're a bother, a pain in the ass.
You make things so difficult.
He appears out the bathroom door in your peripheral, his body leaning against the frame.
“I can't afford it”
You risk a glance, chewing the inside of his cheeks he stares at your partially blocked door.
“No?”
He stands upright about to speak when his hands fly to cover his ears.
Just as the rushing starts in your own.
Bent in half looking up to you, you manage to send him a grimace and a half wave, before you're gulping air.
Everything's quiet but the blood’s still rushing in your ears, sheets a tangled mess around you as you try to steady your breathing.
At least you're awake.
Two quick knocks come from behind you.
You're frozen, any intention of trying to make yourself believe this was all your subconscious leaving you in an instant.
Hesitantly, your body moves shuffling up onto your knees and you stare at the back wall.
Your hand hovers.
Knock.
Knock.
The sound of distant traffic murmurs from outside.
A headache brews behind your eyes.
What the fuck is going on.
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Dom!Billy and his sub!boyfriend having sex for hours? Like it started with them making love after school but now they can't stop, just fucking hard and rough, fucking like rabbits. The bed broke a long time ago, but even that didn't stop them. Making every single possible position, stop to drink water, look at each other in silence for a couple of seconds until they kiss passionately again
I had way too many ideas for this. Might write for Billy more. I kinda made reader like Nate Jacobs but not as toxic and evil, more like a popular tall giant.
Warning! Popular reader and billy, SMUT,Bdsm, Football player reader, overstimulate, floor sex and wall sex, smoking, fangirls, manhandling, rough sex, physical like fighting but softly. Mean Billy.
Dom Billy Hargrove x Sub Male reader
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You don't even remember how this sex marathon started. But now your on the floor head pressed down to the ground ass in the air while your boyfriend is brutally fucking your hole.
The both of you covered in cum and sweat plus tears but that's just you.
Let me go back and how this all happened.
During math class Billy kept looking back at you. You didn't think much until he kept looking at you from across the class and you got a little annoyed from his starring.
You turned your head back to the teacher taking notes until a paper hit the back of your head. You put the pencil down and look around to see who threw it and see your boyfriend smirking at you. You sigh and pick up the paper ball and try to open it carefully.
When you get it open you lean down to read it.
"Your place after school. I want to show you something- Love B." The paper said when you mumbled "Idiot doesn't even ask me." under your breath. You turn your body around to face Billy who already has a cocky smirk and give him a thumbs up before turning back around.
BELL RINGS TIME FOR NEXT PERIOD.
Everyone quickly packs their things and meets up with their friends walking to their next period. It always takes you a while to pack your stuff up but your boyfriend always waits for you. "Done B." Billy quickly opens the door for you as the two of you walk out. "Bills, I swear if this surprise is that were fucking-----" "N/n were gonna make love this time." Billy cuts you off whispering into your ear. You roll your eyes and continue walking Billy to class.
"This is your stop Bills." You say to him but don't get a response. You turn to face him and sigh once you see him flirting with a girl. "Bye b see you at lunch." You say under your breath. Quickly walking away to your next class and speed walking when some of your fangirls try to speak to you.
AFTER THAT PERIOD TIME FOR LUNCH.
You walk in the cafeteria later than usual looking around at all of the full tables. Usually you'll sit with the football boys. You were the captain and the boys still call you the captain even though it's basketball season now.
The table is full. More than usual. The boys girlfriends are sitting with them plus the cheerleaders with some of the basketball players there so, you didn't bother squeezing in the table.
You look around for more tables. You saw the mean girl table was kinda open but you didn't wanna hear all of the gossip. Your boyfriend was sitting at a crowded table full of girls who had a crush on him so you ignored them. Hellfire was open but for the sake of your reputation it's a kind no.
Then you spot a table only one girl sat at it and she was from your reading class. Her name was Casey... no Cindy. Whatever her name was you made your mind sitting there. Once you reached the table you sat down across from her messing with strands of your hair.
The classmate stares at you in awe and makes you feel awkward. You look up at her and ask "Uhm hey cas... I was wondering if you can do me a favor?" You prayed to God that you got her name right. She smiled and nodded. You open your wallet and hand her a five and ten dollar bill. "Can you buy me some lunch? And with the extra money you can buy yourself some." She quickly takes it and walks to the line.
She came back with two trays and hands one to you with a huge smile on her face and sits on the right of you. As you two eat and talk the whole lunch gets quiet and looking at the two of you.
"Oh my god Is that Y/n the god of Hawkins sitting with a nobody." One of the girls pipes up from Billy table causing Billy to look at his boyfriend.
Lunch ends
"Bye Casey. I had a great time talking to you. How about we do this again sometime?" You ask the smaller girl who has the biggest blush on her face and nodding her head frantically. She attacks you with a tight up to which you pat her back lightly. The pair pulls away from the hug and goes their separate ways.
You begin to walk to your next class in an empty hallway but get stopped by your boyfriend who pins you to the wall roughly. "Y/n were going home early." He takes your hand dragging you outside the school not listening to your questions and pleas to stay.
He shoves you in his car and he gets in the driving seat taking off while blasting his music. You stare at the window then look back at Billy who's shouting something but you can't hear from the music. The two of you arrive at your house and quickly get inside locking the door.
SMUT BEGINS.
"Strip baby..." Billy whispers in your ear before heading upstairs to your room. You quickly take off your clothes still by the front door and rush up the stairs almost falling.
Once you arrive in your room your eyes scan Billy naked body and his hard cock standing tall with no shame. You quickly shut the door and get on top of Billy kissing him. Billy pushes you to your back opening your legs and tugs on your cock a few times before wrapping his hand around it jerking it off at a slow pace.
You roll your hips into his hand pulling away from the kisses moaning softly running your hand through Billy's curls. Billy spits in his hands here and there jerking your cock faster getting it all wet. Billy kisses trails along your neck and collar bone before sucking and biting your nipples. You moan and scream Billy name begging for him to go faster "B-billy please sir please go--- faster Ohh Fuck! S-sir please." Billy finally does what you ask and jerks your cock faster than before squeezing it and slapping it here and there. You wrap your legs around his waist and drop your hands from his hair to his shoulders clawing them.
"Sir! Sir i'm gonna cu-mm. Can I cum sir please please please. I've been a-a good boyy..." You beg your cock twitching rapidly and pre oozing out of the sensitive tip. "Cum you whore. You fucking greedy slut already cumming from my hand." You scream in pleasure once you do finally cum. Getting on Billy's hand and some landing on your chest. Billy quickly gathers some cum off your stomach and spits into his hand and lubes up his own cock from the cum and spit. Once it was all wet he spat onto your hole a couple times before pushing himself in.
You scream in pleasure and cover your mouth with your hands moaning and screaming into it. Billy snaps his hips all the way in not even letting you catch your breath fucking you in a fast and rough pace and his hands on the head board. Most likely your neighbors can hear the horny teenage couple moans and groans. Skin slapping can be heard all through the house with the bed squeaking and shaking. Billy is calling you all sort of mean and dirty things but you don't care cause of the pleasure around you. "AhhHh--OH f-fuckk! Sir!" You scream throwing your head back when Billy goes inside of you deeper. Billy roughly slaps you across your face "Shut up you whore!" You gasp and let out a smile and laugh when he keeps slapping or even sometimes punching you but never too hard.
Then he hits your prostate and you almost went to heaven. "SiRrr!! OoooH FUCKK Billy-billy! RiGht there!" You moan out almost came right there and then. Billy smirks and gets abusing that spot in every single thrust. "CuMming!! SiR i-im cumming!" You shoot your load all over you and Billy. Not that longer Billy cums right after you. You look around seeing your head board is broken and your bed is sink down almost touching the floor. Billy picks you up from the bed and pins you to the nearest wall fucking you onto it.
This time your moans are chocked by sobs and cries. Billy biting onto your neck and shoulders. Your cock is aching in pain cum still dripping out of it. You drool onto the wall. "BILLY!! bills... Im cumming! Im g----gonna cum." You cum on to the wall painting it with your fluids. "FUCK! Take it Y/n. Take y cum like the slut you are! You're nothing but a toy to me!" Billy cums again deeply into you and lots of the cum overflows and gets on the floor.
Billy who still isn't done yet drops you to the floor quickly getting you on your knees and his hand pushed against your head fucking into your hole. You cry from the overstimulation and tears and cum hitting the floor. Your mouth is wide open but nothing is coming out. All of your drool and tears wetting your face. Billy grabs you onto your locks and lifts up your head bringing it back down to the floor harshly. You feel Billy hot cum inside of you again and you look down seeing the mess you and him made while you two were on the floor you had at least had came about three times without noticing. You feel Billy pull out of you and walk out of the room.
"N/n did I hit you too hard?" Billy walks back into the room and asks handing you a cup of water caressing your head. "No. Bills y'now you hit me worse. And that I took worse." You smile at him. After a couple of gulps of water you hand him the glass to which he takes with a thank you and drinks some before putting it on your night stand. The two of you got quiet enjoying each others presence until yall make eye contact. You two quickly get into a passionate kiss arms wrapped around each other in a tight hug. The two of you make out for a while until you pull away pushing Billy on his back and straddle his hips. "Can I ride you sir?" You ask and Billy gives you a nod.
SMUT OVER
The horny couple proceeds to fuck for the entire afternoon and night even until the next morning all over the house even in Y/n parents bedroom and at the kitchen.
Next morning Y/n wakes up in pain and sore. Y/n thinks he lost his voice. And look around to see that they even fucked in the garage. You groan and slips from under Billy's tight hold and drags him and billy to the bathroom to take him and Billy a bath.
Once the couple got all clean and the house clean Billy made him and Y/n some breakfast. "God Billy the house smells like sex." Y/n groans into his boyfriend's shoulders who's currently on his lap.
After the two get done eating they get ready for school and Billy wears your clothes. Both of you let out noticeable marks clamming each other. But no one in school ever takes the hint how both of you are taken by each other.
The two of you sit at the porch of the house chairs smoking and enjoying each other time. You turn your head when you see your neighbors staring at you and Billy. "Good morning Mrs.Goodwin and Mr Goodwin!" You shout to the middle aged couple. The couple mumble a good morning Y/n and rush back into their house. Billy lets out his cigarette and takes your hand dragging you out of the chair to the car.
THE END.
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italiansteebie · 1 year
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Love on Screen
Welcome to my Streamer au :-) Episode One, also on ao3 (Preferred format)
Steve sighed as he opened his laptop, clicking on the ‘Youtube’ icon and pulling up his channel. He likes his job, really he does. But so many people do the same thing that he’s honestly running out of ideas. Luckily, his subscribers seem to enjoy the weird ass shit he’s been putting out lately. In the last one, he’d made a bed out of cheese for his cat, the only issue was, was that she wanted to eat it, and if you don’t know, cat’s are lactose intolerant, so what started as a stupid video turned into him vlogging how to clean cat diarrhea of a carpet.
His subscribers thought it was hilarious, paying no mind to his discomfort, moreso worrying about piggy, his cat, and how her tummy was doing. She’s fine. Just a little dramatic. So with a lack of ideas, he goes lives. “Hey. How’s it going, chat? Look, I really need some new ideas because honestly, I’m bombing here.” And like always the chat blew up with responses, ‘call robin!’ and Steve snorted, “call Robin? Fine?” He picked up his phone, tapping Robin’s contact and waiting for it to ring.
“What?”
“That’s real nice, Rob. What a way to answer your best friend.”
“You aren’t my best friend, Nancy is.”
Steve scoffs, “Whatever, say hi to chat!”
“Seriously? This is the content y’all like? God, give him good ones, like getting a life.”
“I have a life, okay? Just because I don’t-”
“Your life consists of bugging me and Nancy, now get off live and think of some real idea’s, Steve!” Her tone was accusatory and Steve didn’t have a chance to answer before she hung up on him. He sighed, looking into the webcam, “Well. You heard her. I’ll talk to you guys later. Bye chat!” He ended the live and shut his laptop with a huff. He pondered for a moment, before deciding to scroll, what better way to come up with ideas than to scan and see what’s trending, right? 
He knows it’s a lazy tactic but, hey. He’s been doing this for years, there’s only so many ideas a brain could hatch. Maybe he could play a new game? Nah, he’s played all the good ones. Maybe he could play a really bad one just for giggles, maybe that’d be fun? It’s not fair! Robin and Nancy use their lives as content! Steve’s life was boring! Maybe it was worth a try, and so, a dumb little morning vlog was in the works.  
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And okay, so it turns out maybe his subscribers are somewhat interested in his life. How was he supposed to know? He wakes up, answers emails, makes breakfast, works out, and that’s it! It wasn’t anything special. He felt… Boring. 
And yeah, the video did well but he still felt like he fell flat. He was supposed to be funny! So in his fit of doubt, he decides to scroll a little bit. (A bit of mindless scrolling didn't hurt anyone, right?) Wrong, Steve. It hurt a lot of people. But either way, in his attempt to bury his feelings he came across a video titled “Freak Rage Quits and Then Cries,” and Steve was a little apprehensive. He doesn’t really do the bullying, mean girl content, well, at least not like he used to. (He was a different person then). But he clicked on it anyways, and holy shit. He was funny. And really hot. 
And soon enough, Steve fell down a rabbit hole. He couldn’t get enough of this guy, he was cute, and charming, and somehow chaotic in a way that made Steve weak in the knees. (And look, the liking guys thing was relatively new, but the whole ‘attracted to chaos thing’ came out of left field). Well, if he’s being honest, it really didn’t. When he thought he had a crush on Robin it was her chaotic energy that really got to him, which was surprising seeing as his ex before her was very much the opposite. But as it turns out, chaos is like this guys whole brand. Eddie. That’s his name by the way, goes by corrodededdie on twitch, which honestly, fit him perfectly, 
Steve didn’t get the guys subscribing count at first, over 1.5 million (which is almost as many as Steve), but he gets it now. He doesn’t understand how someone could make him fall in love, over video. It was a bit ridiculous, really. Luckily for him, corrodededdie struck the inspiration bucket and Steve fell asleep with some new concepts floating around in his head. And yeah, maybe they were a bit more chaotic than what he usually did but… Oh well. Blame it on his new muse.
Eddie grinned as he waved goodbye to the stream, he’d just finished a 12 hour long long haul that he did on a dare because some troll in the chat said he wouldn’t be able to do it. And well, Eddie runs off spite, so of course he made sure to do it, and do it right. 
So here he was, 12 hours later, absolutely exhausted. He’d started the stream at a nice time of 6pm. That meant he’d have to stay streaming and making actual content, not just farting around on his phone, for 12 hours. It seemed easy enough. 
It wasn’t.
Right around the eight hour mark he started to get pretty restless. He’d already played all the games he had within his reach like, twice, and he was honestly really sick of talking about himself, so he made the courageous decision to ask the chat for suggestions on what he should do. (That was especially dangerous since at the time he was doing it, which was 2 am, was the time his especially creepy subscribers like to join and torment him by suggesting really gross stuff. And not like eating dog food gross). But luckily someone in the chat, named ‘dustybun04’ came through for him, suggesting a channel by the title of ‘Steve goes to Hell’ and well. Needless to say, it wasn’t what Eddie was expecting with a name like that. 
It was mainly this guy doing different hair techniques and making weird shit for his cat. He has to be honest, ‘dustybun04’ really disappointed him. He was under the complete impression that this guy was going to be some metal badass that played COD and killed zombies. But… It wasn’t. “Oh come on, dustybun. This guy?” And the chat lit up.
Dustybun04: watch the one where he makes a chees bed for his cat it made me laugh so hard i threw up.
And that caught Eddie’s attention. So there he was, at 2 am, pseudo stalking this guys channel looking for a very specific video. And he makes sure he’s mic'd up so that the stream could catch his candid reaction. “Mr. Piggyyyy, look at what mommy made you,” and Eddie had to pause the video. The guy called himself ‘Mommy’? Oh god, who was this guy? He snorts, looking at the camera like he’s on ‘The Office’ before turning the video back on. And as much as he hates to admit it, he was crying with laughter by the end of the video. 
And so the 12 hour long stream turned into him doing a deepdive review on ‘Steve goes to Hell.’ And he wasn’t disappointed. He could tell that his viewers were ready to move on to something else, but Eddie couldn’t help it. He was just… Enamored with the guy. Eventually though, around the 11 hour mark, Steve ran out of content for Eddie to watch. So he reluctantly decided to bother his best, dear, friend, Nancy. She ran a channel with her girlfriend and they were so disgustingly cute that it almost made Eddie want to barf. He picked up his phone and dialed Nancy, waiting with a mischievous smile on his face. “Eddie? It’s… 5 am, why are you calling me?”
“Say hi to chat!” He cheered, far too loud and excited for the early hour.
“Ugh, Eddie. You’re the worst.”
“You love me, Wheeler.”
“Wha’s goin’ on?” Oh shit. Did he wake up Robin? “It’s just Eddie baby, go back to sleep. You woke up Robin you fucking asshole. I’m going to kill you the next time I see you.” Yep. 
She hung up on him with a huff, “Isn’t she a charmer, folks? Okay…. Let’s see.” Eddie muttered to himself, scrolling mindlessly, looking for something to get him through the last 30 minutes. “Okay… Thirty minute stretch guys. What should we do?” And then it happened. ‘Steve goes to Hell has uploaded a new video.’ “Awh, shit guys. Steve goes to Hell has another video,” He dragged out the ‘o’ far too excited for a channel he just found of a guy he knows virtually nothing about. “Wake up with me? Ew. God, he’s so cheesy. Let’s watch” And it turns out it was actually pretty cute. 
And yup. There it is. Eddie has a new crush on a guy. A guy who happens to look super hot when he wakes up and by definition out of Eddie’s league. He sits and watches silently, enraptured with the way this guy lives his life, waking up so god damned early. As the video comes to an end, so does the 12 hour stream. “Well, shit guys. We did it. Actually, I did it. You guys did nothing. Anyways. It’s been fun. wheeliemike, suck my dick, and fuck you for saying I couldn’t do this. Alright. Thanks for chilling with me!” 
And that brings us up to speed. Eddie slumped back into his gaming chair, breathing out deeply. “Shit. I am never doing that again.” He slid out of his chair and trudged over to his bed, flopping down onto it and groaning loudly. He was just about to succumb to the sweet release of sleep when his phone chimed. ‘Steve goes to hell just subscribed to your channel.’ And oh fuck. Oh fuck, was he watching? Shit. Well. His heart was beating too fast to go to sleep now, may as well instagram stalk the guy. Like all normal people do when they develop a new crush.
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daily Noah thoughts, part 6:
1. he’s said numerous times that he loves to read in his free time and I think he’s big on psychology, philosophy and self development books
2. he’s the arrogant type of boyfriend to me, like he wouldn’t really get jealous if he sees you talking to someone else, because he knows he’s better, he’s the type to just look at you while you’re conversing with an amusing smirk; he knows what he’s working with and he’s confident in himself
3. big on physical touch, he just looks like the type, i’m almost certain that’s his love language
4. introverted (like he’s stated multiple times) but definitely not shy
5. the type to wanna have a deep conversation from the get go. he’s a scorpio so it comes naturally to him. wanna talk about art? we’re going deep. psychology? going deep again. the human race and aliens? oh, you’re about to go down a rabbit hole with that man.
6. he’s an old soul.
ok, bye now
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Okay wait I’m so excited about oddbird???? I’d love to see her infodumping about something she’s excited about and catches herself and kindly quietly apologizes but Bruce is like “???? Keep going? I was enjoying it”
"Clark they're perfect," Lois hissed, "look at him-"
Clark frowned, Bruce was hardly someone he'd want you dating- even if he couldn't really stop you- Or Lois from encouraging you to do it- his Ma would kill him.
Ever since you were kids, she's pounded into his head that you were fragile- a lot more fragile than him. And that it was his job, if he was going to take you with him adventuring, to keep you safe. And letting you get involved with the Batman, was not safe.
Still. As he listened to you, patiently explaining the importance of books on cookery written in the 1500's- specifically Philippine Welser, and watched the World's Greatest detective actively fascinated. He couldn't deny that you could always do with another friend.
He felt guilty, sometimes. Having a wife and a whole double life and less time to spend with you. You'd just been there. As long as he could remember. And the last time you'd moved, he hadn't even known until you'd emailed him a list of new addresses and places he could reach you whle you were working.
"Y/N this is all great but what does this-" Lois started, now flummoxed by what Philippine and her Cook book had to do with... anything.
You break off with a cough and look down, giving them a sheepish smile. "Sorry- I- rabbit holes. One thing runs into the next and-"
"No," Bruce interjected, "It's fascinating, really, Doctor- the common herbs and the ways they were used for medicine and Alchemy- it's not much of a leap." "Alchemy?" Lois asked, "Trying to turn Lead to gold now, Y/N?"
"No," you snort, "Nothing so ambitious. But. The Hapsburg line does have deep roots with the Golden Fleece."
"Still looking for that?" Clark asked, "Why-"
"Why not?" you ask, "If Atlantis and Amazons can exist, maybe this isn't just a fairy tale either."
In the back of his head, he can still see you. Beaming at him. A new book on something clutched against your chest. Bought with money from your birthday and endless hours looking for cans and bottles to recycle. You'd read it until every detail was in your mind. And he tried not to hear Bruce's heart rate kick up a notch when you turned to go back to what you'd been sketching out for them. A roadmap to what they were looking for- A way to stop the end of the world. Cobbled together from a lifetime of falling into rabbit holes.
"See?" Lois murmured, patting his arm, "he's hooked-"
"Stop," Clark said abruptly. Cutting you off mid sentence, wincing internally when you look confused. Thinking you'd wandered off topic again. "Y/N thank you. You don't have to stay you can-"
"Of course," you murmur. Looking down at the papers on the table. "If you need anything else-"
"We'll call," Clark said firmly. Trying not to squirm as you shoulder your bag. Making yourself smaller. Pulling your enthusiasm back and tucking it away. Like he'd seen you do anytime you didn't feel like being noticed anymore. Because being noticed was dangerous. "You go with her Lois-"
"Clark!" She looked at you for back up but before she can get her protests out, or before you can have to watch your friends do a whole dramatic good bye make out- you're gone. Winding your way back the way you came, out the the university archives and into the hall. Burying yourself in plans for books on Philippine and Jepp and other figures that tended to be overlooked. Stories that still felt like they needed to be told. Properly.
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