#gotta go fast i guess

[carcrash429]

you know that thing where you read too fast and skip words?

it's absolutely hilarious to go back and edit your writing and find you just... skipped some words here and there cause you were going too fast

#writing #gotta go fast i guess

[rinnysmuses]

There goes enjoying my shower]

#;ooc #gotta go fast i guess

[tangledinink]

two years and four weeks ago exactly.

#griefaversary #personal #sibling death #tw sibling death #cw sibling death #family death #cw family death #tw family death #we talked a lot about how fast time had seemed to go that night #wow 25? werent we just in high school yesterday? #i cant believe were already this old haha #life is so crazy i never thought itd turn out this way #gosh i guess the world really is just unpredictable #“just gotta go with what life gives you” he said #that was our last conversation.

[mollysails]

and if i went crazy and started translating and adapting the entirety of the beetlejuice musical to spanish, with changes to the jokes that would make sense within the pop culture…

what then

#i’ve already started and this is much harder than i thought it would be #I’ve almost got all of dead mom down #how the fuck am i supposed to adapt the charades during say my name if the name doesn’t make sense in Spanish 🧍‍♂️ #also ready set not yet is a NIGHTMARE to translate holy shit #barbara’s entire fast verse is out the window #in fact the entire thing about pottery is out the window just because the ‘look at these jugs!’ joke gets lost in translation #i’m doing this to myself #i don’t even know why I’m doing this tbh #it’s not like i plan on putting it out there or anything #gotta feed the brainrot somehow i guess #just because I’m doing it doesn’t mean it’s good though LMAO #but hey I’m having fun #beetlejuice #beetlejuice musical #i’m going insane #it just would work so well with our humour 😩

[flamboyant-king]

Hiii. This is a dumb thing to say, but thank you for getting a pin press. You helped me realize that I can also get one and finally make old concepts a real thing now! Also Merry Christmas

You're welcome! And Merry Christmas! 🎅

Just a couple days ago the button maker I got went on sale for $68.99 on their website with 500 pieces. And boy was it tempting. Idk if it's still there but treat yaself if it is hehoo!

#my family is here and we be making pins like mad hehoo its fun #rn we making things with airdry clay. its hard...it dries fast. and so soft. so i guess i prefer polymer clay #doesnt harden and ya gotta cook it to harden it. #i was trying to peer pressure my other sister in law to buy it but shes got her own thing going on #shes been crocheting me stuff. made three omanytes so far trying toget it right #i asked if she could try to mane a cammypus hehe

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

how is pathetic jeonghan doing i miss him

Pathetic Jeonghan is doing great actually. He's really vibing, riding the highs of the fact he is now dating y/n. You should be worried about y/n man, she is suffering. Look here's a snippet I actually like so I shouldn't share (solely because it's one of the VERY LITTLE BIT I have written) but I feel bad you guys are waiting so long haha:

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Your attention to your homework was dragged away by the distinct sound of Jeonghan’s voice. Your eyebrows furrowed a bit as you looked across the library, seeing Jeonghan standing a few tables away with a backpack hanging off one of his shoulders. A smile flickers across your lips- Unwarranted- But it died when you realized who he was saying hi to.

It was some girl- Why was it always some girl?- And you could hear a giggle echo from her lips across the library. She was in an ungodly short skirt, with a tight crop top on and she looked so hot. It wasn’t fair.

You couldn’t hear their conversation, but you could see that Jeonghan was actually interested in it. Maybe he pretended not to be interested in conversations for your sake when he knew that you were there. He had a small smile on his lips talking to her. A cute smile. He looked so cute. She looked so happy. Stupid smile on both of their lips.

As Jeonghan spoke, he turned his head slightly, his hair brushing over his shoulder. You thought for a moment he was going to see you but just before his eyes fell on you, they darted back to the girl.

“Y/n, what are you looking at?”

You ripped your eyes away from Jeonghan. Briefly, in order to look at Yeongtae.

“My boyfriend,” you mumbled. You only added the next part because it was Yeongtae and he knew you didn’t mean it. “And his hot new girlfriend.”

Yeongtae glanced over his shoulder, following your eye line and sighed.

“Are you kidding me?” He asked bluntly. “Didn’t you ditch him today?”

You felt something uncomfortable brewing in your stomach and you knew you needed to look away.

#I'm like kinda leaning into jealousy in this next part and how it is going to work for them now that they are together #Also when i started this i completely forgot what tense I use? #The first two lines were in the present tense because when i went to write it initially I just had no idea what to write. #My next day off I swear I'm just gonna sit down and write for a full day no breaks #My problem at the moment is that my apartment is so dirty that i spend all my free time tryign to get it perfectly clean because my brain #won't relax until I am there #do you know what I mean? #my sleep meds are kicking is fast I'm sorry. #It's coming and I know what is happening I just gotta.... reteach myself to write. #i bet this is a consequence of my posibl e concussion. #Anyways #isn' this kkind of fun #Jeognhan's reaction to this scenario is great. You guys should;d guess what it is going to happen

[introvertedkeni]

Jaewon…imma stand by you because that’s what we depressy besties do. However, this wasn’t the move. Like at all. But like I get it. I just don’t like it.

#the eighth sense #lord #I watched these two episodes tooooo fast #now I gotta wait a whole week before I get to see my boys be happy #sighs so loud #guess I’ll go rewatch that scene from episode six again

[avatar-aaang]

today I found out (mostly realized) that kids these days don't have physical textbooks anymore. like that is so insane to me. You can't hold??? you can whack someone's arm with it? shove it in a locker and hope it doesn't remain there??

#personal #talking to one of my coworkers #who is a first year college student so like 18/19 ish i guess #and hes like yea since middle school ive never had a physical book unless it was just in the class room #that just killed me on the spot #im maybe upwards of 8 yrs older and like. so much has changed so fast #idk i can definitely see the pros of having all your books being pdf #but also #idk it just doesnt seem right #feels like the removal of disk drives in computers you know?? #anyway i gotta go learn some math now bc for the first time today i couldn't help a kid

[layalu]

...shader optimisation who?

#consider this a wip wednesday i guess? xd #this is still only blocked lol the problem is i have a lot of layered glass </3 #hopefully ill be fine cus i plan on going more funky on shaders and having less complex Everything Else #(<- result of me having zero motivation and shaders being the one thing that are fun for me about this project lol) #but gotta find a fix for those overdraws at least... maybe make the back side of the front tanks opaque or sth idk #or maybe have custom lods of the back tanks that are opaque #we'll see #lay rambles #other problem is my gpu is old-ish and hates ue5 so my fps drops below 30 Real Fast which is. supremely annoying #(and also less than the required fps rip)

[bobzora]

deeply funny to me to encounter an issue where my friend's computer ran my shitty rpg maker 2003 fnaf fangame Too Well at 120 whole frames per second which made all the enemies go way too fast and kill you near instantly

#bobtalk #alonas #<-might go tag all my old vagueposts with that at some point just for organization's sake #it was really funny actually we were having him play it blind and he kept dying and we thought he just had a skill issue! #because normally the game is Piss Easy! #and then after he could Not beat night 4 it finally hit me like ok bro can you open the graphics settings for me we've gotta see the fps #on my beautiful laptop it runs at 60 fps for reference #like ohhh that's why the rope animation was playing so fast. #honestly? feels authentic. #notttt sure i can actually Do anything about this but. it's a thing i guess! <3 lmao #this happened like a week ago and i just now remembered by the way. welcome to my world #hashtag. gamedev #i put all the fuckers from the game on artfight btw. because it's kind of funny

[lightbulb-warning]

16 classmates means 256 potential dynamics to explore if we only consider 1 on 1 interactions (which i will! ...until this sentence ends) and that means 256 drawings. considering that group interactions exist and it can be any combo that is... a way larger number.

i have 2 hands, 0 time and too much ambition!!

haha! oh no.

#i would like to live my life and also fundematally tear apart my hpfxtn from the inside out and roll in its guts #that's not really possible unfortunately #because TIME #bitches love to hate on me for “quality over quantity uwu” which is valid as FUCK babe you do you #i need to do me and me wants to be engulfed in the concept of interaction. yes specifically through ship art. #that means gotta go fast. #as in. i get told a lot i should not try to improve my drawing speed because i draw fast enough. they fail to consider that i want to!!!! #my brain is an enigma to me too im a barely functioning human if me having social competence comes in the form of free art then #my therapist is gonna make so much fun of me i guess #/lh #mind you. this here talking to myself? this is all silly bullshit ego. i know very well whatever i WANT to do ill end up drawing koquichechi #“ok me we made a plan to practice drawing subtle understated emotions with charact-” “what if we drew koquichechi slapstick instead” #“but the PLAN??” “look at that. it's koquichechi.” #and then i babysit myself into FORCING myself to draw shit i want to draw and would enjoy drawing but it takes SO LONG #an doing things that take time *takes time*. outrageous. how dare you. i hate it. (bla bla bla time is an illusion i KNOW) #and im still figuring out subtle. groooooaaaaaaannnnnnnnn!!!!!!! #eh whatevs! #whether i make ANY of my bullshit projects real or not what matters is having fun with it before i die /lh #its gonna be okay #*yearning* i just think itd be cool!! #shut up maiora #rambling #i get threatened with violence constantly by art friends. they're so completely right. #anyway tell me all about your rare-pairs if you want!! i might scribble em in my free time :> #(use the ask box) #(yes platonic too!) #(i think itd be fun 👉👈) #(i wanna hear people's thoughts!!) #(might be done in pencil ^^') #(im getting distracted HAVE A NICE DAY BUHBYE)

[dammitkat1e]

Holy shit my tiddies are HEAVY, i didnt think they were big enough to cause back pain but lifting them immediately fixes it super hard. Ive been trying to fix my posture to help my back but its been hard and i didnt realise that was because i was hulking around these fucking milk tanks around. I need to get some better bras.

#ive been using some rather minimally-supportive sports bras whilst they grow #but now it seems growth has slowed a bit #and im starting to get uncomfortable with moving fast due to the sheer amount of boobing breastily #and i live on a top floor apt with an often broken lift so i gotta go up and down a lot of stairs every day #and now i guess they heavy enough to cause back pain #so now i gotta get big girl bras

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be #like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now #maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy #im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when #im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck #but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak #thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just #wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive #been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work #my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes #and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over #the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and #talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place. #could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it #so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree #inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im #glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of #couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot #unrelated #its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment #and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i #dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it

[house-in-the-backyard-trees]

me and boyfriend: *talking about nsfw things*

me: that's intriguing

boyfriend: imagine if i joined [band that he played a song with in concert when i first started talking to him]

me: WHAT KIND OF SUBJECT CHANGE

#i gotta go mop the floor tho brb #doesnt take much but still #🎸 #i guess it's what i get for changing the subject so fast after vaguely asking him if he was ever gonna be my boyfriend

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Things to do when you cannot see directly into the future but still want to be able to accurately predict: tarot cards

#me and my 400 readings #my love life has hope but I gotta get over a lotta things real fast #so I guess I’ll call the schools therapy place on my lunch break tomorrow #oh and it sounds like my next partner will be a stem girl who loves to go out and do things #and the woman I marry will also be really smart and love to go out and do things but there’s a lot more possibilities than I can see for her #if the next girl I date I marry I personally think that would be great #i don’t need to be married at 20 (tho I’m in the right state for that) #I don’t know we’ll see #oh and it seems like I’ll meet my next partner in either school or work #one of them I’ll get to know while one of us is Going Thru It #so hopefully that was the next partner bc I am indeed going thru it #i am content to be single I’m comfortable in myself and with myself alone. however #there is nothing I crave more than love from a loving partner. and quite frankly there is nothing similar #i can love myself day in and day out and I do. but it ain’t the same #i loved having a girlfriend. I’d love to have another #soup talks

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

Also another thing I noticed going through pages for screenshots, another way Dorian and Adrian being opposites gets shown:

Vigilante 1983 (issue 2):

(issue 3):

Vigilante 2009 issue 7:

“Will I be strong enough to kill someone?” and “Will I be strong enough not to kill someone?”

#It is really tragic vigilante2009 only lasted 12 issues you can really tell Wolfman was probably expecting to get A Lot again. #I think alot about how things would be if Dorian got the same amount of time as Adrian #He was being set up to have the opposite arc as him but it had to go Really Fast #So Dorian also didnt get as much as a change. the run does end with him literally back where he started #though maybe thats also part of it........... #Ok sorry last vigilante posting moment. for now. #ALSO yeah I know theres gotta be a better example of Adrian being worried about not being able to fucking kill people #issue 2 and 3 are just the first ones I thought of #I GUESS HE WASNT WORRIED ABOUT IT FOR VERY LONG.... #GOT OVER IT QUICK THIS GUY