#hahahahaha emotions?

[haemosexuality]

i just heard someone on youtube (T B Skyen) say that silco loved jinx but didnt quite know how to love powder, while vi loves powder but doesnt know how to love jinx. and oooof oof ouch yeah

also it got me thinking and obviously jinx and powder arent two different people shes just going by a different name now but its also not baseless to analyze them as different "characters", or what traits of jinx are part of powder, etc. like the animators literally have a trick where they change her facial structure how they animate jinx to show when shes behaving more like powder. shes completely changed who she is, its jinx now powder fell down a well, sat on the jinx chair embraces who she is etc etc

#powder is like jinxs inner child #while jinx is- or was before the chair scene- the persona she puts on where she loves Violence and Chaos and shes Crazy HaHaHaHaHa #so when someone says like. ''jinx is being more powder in this scene'' it means shes regressing into being more childlike because of her #trauma or maybe shes so distressed and emotional that her persona fell apart for a second and the sad child underneath showed through #''silco loves jinx but doesnt know how to love powder'' means he loves and supports her being confident and smart in her inventions and #trying to accept and move on from her past. but hes teeeeerrible at that bc he doesnt want to let powder heal #he just wants her to bury that part of herself #and vi loves and cares for her baby sister so so much but shes terrified and doesnt want to accept the reality of what shes become #i do think vi had a point before tho. powder Was in there and while that doesnt negate jinx she could still reach her #and maybe help her out #idk how true that is after shimmer and silco dying tho. again. chair scene. the persona has fully become who jinx is theres no going back #powder fell down a well #arcane #jinx arcane #powder arcane #ignore me im just brainstorming ive been thinking about this show CONSTANTLY for the past few weeks i have so many thoughts on everyone #im sure this is a conclusion people reached years ago immediately after the show came out but im slow #theres a point between the child powder and the crazy terrorist jinx where the real true her lies #and that point has been getting closer and closer to the jinx side

[tantei-armin]

#trigun stampede #vash the stampede #rem saverem #emotional damage #tristamp ep 11 #hahahahaha everything hurts

[polycharismas]

ivan's inability to feel emotions probably made it so fucking hard to find anyone else in his life that understood the way he felt and then he thought he found someone just like that but seeing the light come to sua's eyes when seeing mizi probably ruined all of that for him. no one understands now and probably no one ever will. hes forever to feel out of place everywhere he goes.

#I HATE IT HERE #alien stage #do you think they could have understood each other better if ivan took the time to try and talk about his emotions . Haha . #do you think things would have turned out just a bit differently if someone else like him was there . Hahahahaha .

[rawliverandgoronspice]

oh no I stopped working for five minutes and remembered I love he...................... ;;

#thoughts #ganondorf #I allowed myself a tiny “working on thralls outline” session #and I do love he a lot..... #trying to salute all the classics #the “will harm a child and will not even question whether that's a look” #the “absolutely unbearable cocky bastard with a dash of absolute pettiness omg shut uppppp” #the “actually scary and sadistic and morally bankrupt for real” #the “I love my people and resent my people but I won't explore neither emotion otherwise I will fall apart and there's no one to catch me” #the “the gods hate me???? fuck the gods then!!!! but like... the gods hate me or no? ;;” #the “I hate hylian monarchs so fucking much it's unreal I am going to shoot myself in the foot just because I hate them so goddamn much” #the “awww twinrova and he... they love each other <333 VS maams will you please stop injecting mental illnesses into your Big Son” #the “mutually destructive relationship with anyone who ever gets even a little close to him which 10000% includes his own people” #the “wouldn't it be fucked up and important to take gerudo objectification as an actual problem with complex psychological consequences” #the “Me A Problem with Masculinity or Men or gender? hahahahaha.... yea” #the “Impa buddy-hate trainwreck + Nabooru buddy-hate planecrash” #the “hmmmm no why is the hylian princess and I having a brief flicker of mutual recognition but we both know it's too late for amends” #and the “mystic crisis that will slowly but surely unravel a whole man if given enough time and grievances and Ls” #ANYWAY I like this story #it's wayy too ambitious for my own good #but

[flowersforvax]

Since MCM london is happening in only a little over a week i thought i'd finally do a wig test

The bang situation is kinda tragic but oh well

#giving myself emotional whip lash hahahahaha this is fine 🙂 #i'm just trying not to cry babes #flowers talks #mcm london #imogen costest #imogen temult cosplay #my mcm trip

[shackld]

𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈’𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧

righteously evil

you've been hurt. what you're doing is wrong. there is no doubt. but it's what you need to do. you were not going to roll over and let it just happen. so you did what you had to. and you will continue doing what you had to. when you die, its with fury in your eyes. your opponent says you're stubborn, having kept this up for this long. you laugh, and spit in their face. you curse them until your very last breath.

tagged by: i stole it c: tagging: @serpentsexile @vulpesse @predeification @reveriys @ahogedetective

#THIS MAKES ME INSANE #THOUGHT SHE'D GET UNWILLING EVIL BUT HAHAHAHAHA :) #⛓️MUSINGS. #;sir this is my emotional support cringefail gacha game protagonist. (ooc)

[lewis-winters]

i really went from "i'm going to give this character some childhood trauma. as a little treat," to "holy shit you need THERAPY therapy"

#personal #this is about floyd talbert #HAHAHAHAHA i attended a lecture about emotional incest in families and how prevalent it is between mothers and sons and. um. #i got carried away. #ok that's a lie i made the dynamic before i found out that there's a name but. yeah.

[superspoonie24]

Anna: *is neglected and abandoned for majority of her life, starting at like age 5*

Anna: *runs into someone who actually sees Her and notices Her and doesn't act like she's invisible or a burden for the first time in over a decade*

Anna: hey sister I desperately want to notice me and will accept even the tiniest bit of attention from, here is a man I just met that is, *checks notes*, actually talking to me. I'm going to marry him.

Elsa: that's ridiculous! You just met him.

Anna: ~~yeah and in the few hours I've been with him he has talked to me more than you (or anyone else really) have in like 13 ish years~~ Oh haha yeah but like... I Know him and he's a prince!

Elsa: No. I don't approve.

Anna: ~~who the hell are you to approve??? You. Don't. Talk. To. Me.~~ Oh. Uh. Well can we talk about it? (Definitely is not desperate and terrified to lose the tiniest shred of a shred of a relationship she has with her sister) *Reaches out for the attention and affection she is so starved of*

Elsa: *freaks out, reveals giant secret, runs away*

Anna: holy *shit*... I gotta go make sure she's okay!! ~~I gotta make sure I don't lose her.~~

Anna: *goes after Elsa and gets shamed by another stranger for A going after her and B 'falling for a man she just met'*

Elsa: *rejects her more and tells Anna she is better off without her*

Anna: *heartbroken cause the last member of her family, the person she idolizes and so desperately wants love from, Keeps Rejecting Her.*

Anna: *leaves heart broken ~~and heart frozen~~ to go back to the only person this whole night who has shown her undivided 'love', attention, care, affection*

Hans: *is an asshole out of no where????*

Anna: *heartbroken AGAIN because she really can't trust anyone and maybe it's her own fault she's so unlovable.*

Elsa: *Is gonna be killed*

Anna: *is on the brink of literal death and when it comes to going after the stranger who is actually pretty nice and kind and likes her for her and treats her with respect vs the person who she has longed for her entire life even though she keeps pushing her away, she goes after her sister because despite it all she still wants Her love, hell just her Attention above anything else.*

The movie: This is true love 🥰

Me, definitely not projecting my own life onto this at twelve: Hold up this hurts a lot and I relate to these characters wait-

My sister: This movie is mine and only I get to sing and only I get to love it cause it's mine. But if you sing it perfectly and never mess up any of the words or notes I guess I'll let you watch with me.

Me: Really???? 😍🥺🥰🥺😍

...

Okay so this was going to be a critique about how Anna is seen as naive and dumb and it is used against her the entire movie without ever acknowledging *why* she's like that. And how a lot of fans don't see it either. But then it really just turned into me trauma dumping lmao.

But seriously. I feel like most of the neglect and abuse talk ends up being towards Elsa cause she visibly struggles more. And Anna hides it because she has to. Her parents were so worried about elsa that they didnt have time for her pain too. So it's hidden. But it is most definitely there. And it deserves to be mentioned and talked about.

Also this is a very common situation for emotionally neglected people to find themselves in. They cling onto someone showing the slightest bit of decency and believe it's good and amazing cause when you're starved, you'll eat poison if it might help for just a moment. Cause something is better than nothing. And when the something is bad and hurting, the pain of going back to nothing is worse. So you're stuck with a Hans believing it's what you deserve because of years of neglect and abuse.

But yeah. Anna is just dumb and naive. Definitely no trauma on her end.

Bottom line:

Anna deserves better. In canon and from fandom. And ESPECIALLY from Disney.

#frozen #frozen 2 #anna #anna of arendelle #elsa #anna and elsa #disney #movie analysis #disneys frozen analysis #neglect #abuse #childhood neglect #child abuse #emotional neglect #hans sucks #trauma dumping ™ #✨ p r o j e c t i o n ✨ #projection #man this isn't even talking about her desperation in the second movie EXCEPT OH WAIT THEY CUT THOSE SONGS CAUSE FUCK ANNA'S DEVELOPMENT #HAHAHAHAHA IT'S ALL ABOUT ELSA AND ANNA IS JUST A SPARE #SHE'S THE SPARE QUEEN NOW THAT ELSA HAS RUN OFF #can't wait to see how they butcher frozen 3 #can you tell I'm mad? #aly vents

[ssreeder]

omg i don't think you can even begin to imagine how fucking happy i was while reading this chapter. i love happy zukka, they are so !!!! together thank u thank u thank u thank uuuuuuu.

i became fucking insane reading this i swear, i love how you write, all of the characters you write about feel so human and real and full of details and feeling i love it. like, ara is such a complex character i really enjoy reading her. i enjoy reading anybody actually and like, i sometimes forget that some characters are ocs instead of actual alta charters. i love katara and suki being besties and the interactions between toph and sokka. AND ZUKKA AJS2(+#+$IDO!!!!!!2?2(2929. omg just omg. i love how caring they are for eachother and I'm so glad they are more open and touchy with eachother, i now feel like they can actually start to heal together.

OOOO talking again about Ara, i maintain my point about wanting her to have some friends and to heal because she deserves it!!! i support womans rights and woman's wrongs (jk, I'm still a bit angry at her for like everything she did to zuko and i want to se some kind of interaction between them but at the same time i feel bad for her). oh and jet, yey I'm glad he's not dead and he's starting to realize how much of an asshole he was!!!! i also really liked the piandao bit, because it made me remember how much time everyone (hopefully) has to heal, so please don't kill anyone sreeady ☺️☺️

i love love love love love love love love love your ocs and your characterization and your worldbuilding and your writing and how fuckin long your chapters are!!!(god when I saw the wordcount of this one i almost screamed of pure joy). i am your biggest fan sreeady i swear 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

anyways, i am excited about the next chapter, i really want to read the whole family dinner thing because that could either way go akward asf or low-key bad (of hopefully good but i don't want to get my hopes up). i am not really excited about azul, don't get me wrong, i love her, but I'm really scared about what will happen when she finally arrived and stuff happens.

as i always say, i love you, you are the best and i hope you have the best week/month/anything ever because you deserve it (you have no idea how long I been waiting for cuddling zukka 🙏🙏🙏)

MILKYYYYYYYY!!!!

I’m really thrilled you enjoyed the last chapter haha, because honestly sometimes I get so used to writing angsty drama that I get to a soft scene & im like hmmmmmmmmm do i even remember what that is?? Haha.

I AM SO THANKFUL FOR YOU OMG!!!! you seriously have no idea how many times I read this ask and smiled. I am so glad the cuddly soft zukka hit all the right spots haha, they are such dorks in love I just wanna smother them! (I won’t…. I promise haha)

You know you mention Ara and I gotta say I was expecting SO MUCH ARA HATE after last chapter but I was shocked people seem…. Idk…. More understanding? Idk I know she’s complicated & not a ‘good girl’ but when you explore her characters thoughts it really makes her that much more complex. Haha I’m not going to lie I’m not looking forward to her finding out about Shen though ahhh.

Speaking of dead fire benders you’re right it seems like pretty much DYING was the push Jet needed to confront his life choices. He was forced to look at his situation without voicing his excuses and blocking out his thoughts. Now hopefully he accepts those changes and grows form it but ehhhh jets my stubborn boy so we’ll see lol.

Milky milk milk I adore you. Thank you for this wonderful ask & sorry I used it to rant a but. I love reading your thoughts you are adorable :) I hope you enjoy the next chapter too lol. We get some fun moments (& Zuko imploding & exploding a bit haha)

#zukos stressed #which is understandable #& he is finally at the point where he is lashing out lol #put him and katara in a room together and only one person is coming out of there haha #not to mention the family dinner hahaha #it’s going to be a Jee pov so just #WOW get ready for that hahaha #such snarky judgement #gotta adore my logical but also extremely emotional jee #& Zuko and Sokka in the same room conscious with an audience for the first time hahahahaha #oh gosh #so much drama I hate them #jk I love them #alright milky I’ve talked enough #they’re playing the music I gotta get off the stage #lovvveeeee youuuu #liab #ITF #Garfieldsmilk #ask

[evansbby]

poyt!Steve is sooooo all over the place in poyt 5 🤭🤭🤭

#this man’s goes through like 10 diff emotions in these 30k words sksjsjsj #I’ve only written 17k and he’s literally INSANE #hahahahaha

[spidey-bie]

I have to sleep first because I've cried sm (tears of joy) and now I'm exhausted.

#everytime i think about the comic I start crying again #im not an emotional person #my period starts very soon #i sure was like why am i crying sm #hahahahaha whod've thought #jay and the spiders

[pagesturnedwiththebridgesburned]

waitlisted.... it's fine... i'm-

#full on emotional meltdown imminent #the mindfuck rollercoaster this whole eras tour ticket fiasco has been #this isn't fucking fair #seeing people who have gone MULTIPLE times getting codes... #i just- #i told myself i wouldn't cry #hahahahaha yeah i'm good at lying to myself

[cobrabubblez]

random edit dump: f1 edition

Song: Blender by 5SOS

lyrics felt appropriate so i had to 🥲💔

#ferrari #carlos sainz jr #charles leclerc #french gp 2022 #tifosi #hahahahaha dont worry im ok #1-2 for the hungary gp pls thank u #emotional blender

[savventeen]

It Has Been Nearly 30 Minutes And I Am Still Vibrating With Rage Holy Shit My Ex-Roommate Somehow Keeps Finding New Ways To Screw Us Over And Claim Zero Responsibility For It I Am So Fucking Done How Do People Live In Anger I Hate This So Much Someone Punt Her Into The Sun Please

but after she pays all of the money she owes :')

#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #BRO I HATE BEING ANGRY THIS IS THE FUCKING WORST #I AM SO PISSED #AND THE MORNING STARTED OFF SO WELL #GOD #AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN SPEND THE DAY AT HOME BC APPARENTLY SOME GUY IS GONNA COME AROUND LOOKING FOR MONEY SHE OWES HIM #but now i can officially cross 'crying from anger' off the emotional responses bucket list lmao #ANYWAY #gonna see if I can work on writing stuff between work stuff as a distraction bc i Need it hahahahaha #:') #savv speaks

[catrollsdice]

do i regret the emotional turmoil I'm about to put myself through by catching up on THREE episodes? yes.

is it still going to happen? absolutely.

#hahahahaha rip my emotions #why did i do this to myself #this is about to become and emotional support blog #critical role #cr campaign 3 #cat watches cr

[destructive-ilya]

i’m not going to be normal abt this for an instant

#eat your young #hozier #all things end #maybe im just freshly emotional but hahahahaha #listening to theogh me next n i’m so ready