#holy shit it’s been five years

[bari-saxxy]

just finished stolen century again

#third balance listenthrough and i’m still crying LOL #i’ve got another one btw gimme a sec #the adventure zone #taz balance #stolen century #taz spoilers #i guess ?? #it’s been like 5 years but whatever LOL #holy shit it’s been five years #okay anyways #taz memes #magnus burnsides #lucretia

[idyllic-affections]

good morning. neuvillette with a dragon!child!reader who, once everything blows over in fontaine, goes to find furina and gives her the biggest hug. they've known her for a very long time. and many times, perhaps she almost, almost cracked to them... but her resolve stood strong every time, and she would backtrack with a laugh and some dramatic flair.

while they can't understand how badly she must have suffered, because they aren't human and their mind is not so fragile, they can at least imagine it. and they can't help but think that maybe she doesn't want to be alone right now; she's been alone for five hundred years. if she wants to be left alone... that's fine, and they know she'll tell them that, but at the very least, as one of her best friends (perhaps her very best one), should they not go check on her?

idk i'm going to play her story quest today probably so i will return with more thoughts!

#aphelion speaks 🌸 #this post is not about neuvi i am sorry for leading you all on like that 🙏🙏🙏 /lh #EVERYONE. GO APOLOGIZE TO FURINA. RIGJT FUCKING NOW. APOLOGIZE TO HER. #LIKE. HOLY SHIT. #i felt so bad for her that i almost CRIED and i am not even exaggerating #i know we are all so enamored by neuvillette and how he genuinely loves the people of fontaine #but can we PLEASE take a moment to talk about *furina* and her love for her people? #because holy shit. holy shit dude. #she must have been so so so lonely for so long #but she KEPT ON. RELENTLESSLY. FOR FIVE HUNDRED YEARS. #yknow #i know the whole point was to destroy the throne and the position of “archon” #but.... man. furina is fontaine's archon and she always was. as far as i'm concerned. #she persevered out of love for those like her and even went as far as to relentlessly + #+ do her own research into what was causing the disaster #she tried so hard. and fucking NO ONE apologized to her yet. #FURINA LIKER AND DEFENDER APHELION REAL 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

[anotherdescentintomadness]

Wang YiBo X BRIDES Magazine — April 2018

Rainbow Groom photography by Maico Pereira

#Wang YiBo #send help #Holy shit the noodle on a boat #wow Lao-Wang #he’s too beautiful #Brides magazine? BRIDES? #This boy is as straight as a circle #The photoshoot was 🔥🔥🔥 though #Is the photographer okay? Has someone checked? It’s been five years… #I’d throw myself overboard after taking these photos #Because honestly you’ve peaked #It would be all downhill from here #I am not okay #Can someone please check on the photographer and make sure they didn’t walk into the sea #he’s so damn elegant #The elegant noodle #How is this legal #wang YiBo photoshoots #Supermodel wang yibo #waiting for his… bride 💀 HE HAS A RING THOUGH… #Straight as a circle I’m telling you

[berrceste]

EHE-AHEM 🎙🎙🎙

there, nestled against his pulse/this is what love looks like by hiuythn

thanks for listening to my tedtalk everyone.

micdrop

#FOR FUCKS SAKE #THOSE FICS FIRST DESTROYED AND THEN REBUILD MY LIFE #I LIVE FOR THEM AND I WILL DIE FOR THEM #i re-read them like 82&382 times #its been like five years since ive read tnahp for the first time #and i still cant get enough #holy shit #there nestled against his pulse #tnahp #this is what love looks like #tiwlll #klance #keith kogane #lance mcclain #voltron #voltron legendary defender

[callixton]

i need to rewatch His onib brb

#maybe i should start branching out to other chess boots as well...... #unfortunately i have never been able to get over my concert album purism #actually. chesstuals. spare recommendations pls? for a guy who is super attached to the concept album (and doesn't like the 2009 concert) #and gets scared when he sees something super different #it IS an aspect i enjoy abt chess how different the books and structure is but unfortunately my brain really doesn't like it being differen #- in practice. but i Do wanna see more bc i have had off & on chess hyperfixation since 2019. that's five years holy shit #shoutout to my dad for having me listen to chess in the most atmospheric way imaginable & changing the course of my life #ted talks #chess #raúl esparza

[sillyandquiteawkward]

five year redraw of the Very Normal Family!! original under the cut

#i cant believe its been five years. holy shit. #lana #greyson #silly art tag

[whitherwanderer]

30 // amity

Breath slow. Eyes open. Hands steady, for once. It was nice not to feel how much of her strength she’d lost and still be able to aim straight.

When was the last time she did this? When was the last time she did this and felt something good?

She squared her posture, pulled her arm back tight, and stared down the first bottle she’d perched on a rock. She took her time. She felt through herself, the wind, the savory calm. And when she was ready, it wasn't a matter of letting go in the way she was used to. Instead, she gripped tight. She squeezed the trigger.

Her arms jerked, but she held herself steady. It wasn’t as loud as she remembered, though the shot rang through the desert and scared the nearby birds into flight or silence. And her target? Sif’s heart nearly burst into flames in her chest when all she could see of it were glittering shards of brown glass littering the dirt. But she pulled a deep breath. Then another. Measured. Composed. For a beat.

Her boot came down hard into the gravel and her arms went up in the air, barking a laugh at herself as she pulled the weapon—this hard-won trophy, a symbol that she wasn’t a failure but merely changed—close to her chest to feel the heat off of it. “Gods, damn it. Finally,” she sighed, an irrepressible smile on her lips.

If only she had more than a precious few bullets, she might have fired off another round or two, become more familiar with the weapon, built her confidence and learned her limits. But this? This small, long-sought victory was enough for now. Enough to assure her that she could still be good for something. That he alone wouldn't have to bear the responsibility of protecting them both.

Spinner would have Her way of turning her fortunes tomorrow, Sif wagered, but today? Today was hers.

She settled down in the shade of the ironwood under which they’d made camp and set the weapon aside in favor of a flask, lifting it to the heavens in thanks before bringing it to her lips. As a bitter taste flooded her tongue, she was given pause, then huffed to herself.

A battle-in-progress that she was fighting on a quieter front. Tea.

#ffxivwrite2023 #[ the longest road ] #[ drabbles; sif ] #holy shit i did it #five years and i have finally been able to complete all 30 days #idk what the difference was this year but i'll take it #thank you moen for running this!! #and for those curious #sif is not going cold turkey #(she'd probably get too sick of she did) #but she is TRYING not to drink as much #some days are better than others #she's going to have relapses and make bad decisions along the way #but she's trying #besides if she went cold turkey i'd have to stop calling her 'sauced songstress' #that is a crisis of identity i do not want to confront yet #anyway thank you for following along if you have been #it means a lot ;u;

[xx-p3l0ntr1x-xx]

mfw j*itterbugj*ve is highly suspect as a creator. gods.

#percy.txt #like i knew the guy was a proshipper and all. #but holy SHIT #this is coming as someone who was a fan of d*scorded wh**ves for years #to the point of arguably having a fanblog of my own version that is currently active #the callout's been out for like. FIVE YEARS. #and i didn't know a single fucking thing about it because it was on twitter. #right well i'm obviously never going to bother actually reading the og blog now #fuck it #i also have to inform an ex-friend about this #and they've been spreading rumors about me on ponytown saying that i erp #so like. i have to do it through someone as a proxy and i hate it. #but ik that ex-friend practically fucking. idolizes JBJ and like. #man. that's going to hurt. #i already tried to make our split as amicable as possible bc i just wasn't vibing w/ some of their behaviour #and i'm worried that this'll be seen as me trying to get vengeance and shit #since the ex-friend is. how to put it. socially stunted due to developmental disorders. #(i am too do not get me wrong) #i hate being concerned about people but eh.

[strangesickness]

something about me i think is really funny is that i get so awkward about writing about serious topics because it makes me feel like my middle school self who wrote super edgy fan-fiction with no understanding of the subjects i was writing...

like i know i've done research and put a lot of thought into it and it's there for a reason and the story wouldn't work without it, but my heart does not and so my immediate response to writing the words "infidelity" or "cocaine" into my outline document is to shrivel up and die.

#this is about my 27 years in between fic i've been working on... #it's basically richie and eddie meet by complete coincidence about five times over the course of 25 years #and have like. single weekends of “holy shit this guy completes me and i don't even know him” #and each meeting is at a very distinct point in their lives and they keep forgetting each other after #so they have bits and pieces of memories but nothing substantial but a very deep feeling #and the last meeting is a complete mess #they blow up at each other it isn't nearly as fun as before #but it kinda kickstarts them turning their lives around #and the next time they meet its 2014/15 and they've both totally upended their lives and moved into the same apartment building #and this time they become like. actual friends #not just brief weekends of passion but actual “i know you better than i know myself” friendship #and then mike calls and its like. wait a second??? #i know canonically the way the amnesia works is that they'll remember each other if they see each other just not specifics #but i can do whatever i want so #red's wips #posts afflicted with a strange sickness

[butchladymaria]

yknow sometimes i see an artist who’s maybe young or just new post their art online and honestly? i’m so incredibly happy for them?? like you are documenting your journey as an artist and i think that is an incredible thing to share

#some ppl online can be so obsessed with Numbers TM and like while they feel good sometimes i think the act of making and sharing it matters #it reminds me of like. language learning #you can study for a year and feel embarrassed because like. maybe you have a similar grasp on the language to a 5 yr old #but bestie. how long do u think it took the FIVE yr old #and its the same with art #i used to be so hard on myself bc i wasnt drawing at a level that people who did art for 20 years do #but like. i look back on old pictures that i cringed at when i was a kid and im like. holy shit!!!! i was starting to get a grasp on color!! #or shading or form or What Ever!!!!! #and having that physical legacy honestly means the world to me :) #approach art as a thing you learn like language #u are going to fuck up but u dont have to be writing eloquent poetry! u just need to be understood :) #n art is like that too #idk this post has been made probably #but basically: idc where youre at in your artistic journey but you are doing amazing

[inkstained-wretch]

Omg it looks like Tessa actually is pregnant

has it really been confirmed? i have ptsd from the halcyon baby blog days

IF YES, TIME TO REVIVE THIS TWEET:

#LETS GO GIRLS #HOLY SHIT HAS IT REALLY BEEN FIVE YEARS??? #INSERT GIFT OF APOLLO MEME HERE

[achillean-knight]

Gods, this'll be 10 years since FNAF first released huh?

I need to organise a special artwork AAAA

Also, about that, funny story, I found out about FNAF from a game known as ✨Animal Jam.✨ Had I not been coaxed to watch the trailer for the first game from random players on AJ and my friend the next year actually getting me into FNAF via his drawing of the Marionette during a break in our primary school concert lmao, I wouldn't have grown up and had such a tight bond with this franchise.

If you count little 10 yr me watching the first FNAF trailer when it released instead of 11-12 year old me getting properly into the series around FNAF 3 -> FNAF 4 Halloween Edition, then I've been with FNAF for 10 years this year... Or 9 if you rather choose the other option.

Nevertheless, I'm shocked It's progressed as much as it has in the 10 years it's been around. I'm grateful for the newcomers loving the series I grew up with and the oldies who have been around since the start. I hope FNAF lasts for longer and I hope I can be apart of this for a long while GAH

#random thought... #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #happy 10th year of fnaf in August i believe #cant fuckin believe it.... #2014... 10 years ago holy shit #time fuckin flies huh #im still confused when i properly got into fnaf but im pretty sure it was around fnaf 3 to 4 HE #we'll never know bc i cant ask lil ol me #but it will never deminish the excitement i had for this series and the tight knit friends i made through it #its been a journey with this series and even though i dropped out of it after UCN and returned after the FNAF movie #i can safely say im back and its soooo a special interest of mine along with Hades #both live in my head rent free ehehe

[answrs]

not my mother having a fucking meltdown at me solely because I recounted the pain doctor's appointment slightly differently to her to the psychiatrist.

maybe it's for the best she didn't stay for the gyn because then she'd probably be actively gaslighting me about how all the disgusting things that happened in that room didn't "really" happen that way, stop lying to make people look bad. that stuff didn't happen but even if it did it didn't happen like that and even if it did I'm just overreacting over nothing.

#i desperately need an advocate that isn't her but I have literally no one to turn to #i don't know why I keep falling for it when she's been this way for 27 fucking years #just waiting on the guilt trip nonapology text that's 16 paragraphs long about her being a horrible person that never does anything right #and how everyone hates her and I hate her and so she should just kill herself right now because no one cares about her #you know. totally normal things like that. #especially to say to a five year old on up :)))))) #i obviously wasn't recording BUT I HAD A WITNESS HOLY FUCK #I'VE NEVER HAD AN ACTUAL WITNESS TO THIS SHIT AND HE'S A DOCTOR TOO

[youmustfixyourheartt]

whatever i think we need to talk about simon fairchild's, nikola orsinov's, gerry keay's/and or mary keay, and elias bouchard's commitment to their various bits going

#like come ON #nikola REALLY leaning in to the fucked up circus thing #stranger could have literally been any other thing like those fucked up robots that look like real people #but she continued the circus thing what a legend. like to more effectively modernize her fear she could have done the silicon valley robots #but nahhh forget that. whatever circus's arent MODERN but they're cool looking and i can make them so fucked up #elias just acting incompetent and then you find out hes just The Worlds Biggest Asshole really leaning in to the all knowing all watching- #-hes actually just a douchebag thing? what a fucking king #simon threatening to throw martin off a rollercoaster??? #literally JUMPING out of a ski-lift as part of his little quest to feed his fear #are you fucking kidding me king shit #AND MARY #HOLY SHIT #just when you think she's died she haunts her son for five fucking years in the most annoying and psychologically cruel way possible #like she could have just annoyed him but she went out of her way to make him feel trapped and even after death #he could never ever be free of her #also her killing a guy with a straight razor at age nine for a book is commitment far beyond anything ive ever seen #and then gerry just showing the fuck up freaking out a statement giver but hey hes not so bad he did save me but what the fuck where did he #come from. what the fuck. god his hair dye is atrocious #absolutely obsessed #stickers lore

[magonumberfive]

Happy anniversary to Shigehide escaping Ransei to avoid execution!

#ooc tag #holy shit it's been five years #hi I'm still here I've just had a busy week #can't believe shige is five he grew up so fast #going to commit crimes in kindergarten

[zakurohampter]

Cleaning the apartment (horror music in background)

#you’d think that this place hasn’t been cleaned in five years #nope I’ve just been gone for #checks watch #a couple months #why is this place in shambles. #losing my fucking mind #I guess this is what happens when you have two birds but holy shit man #im going to just do maybe like two hours today and #work on it until I have to go back to college #sigh. sighhhhhh #AND I HAVE WORK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #killing. and exploding. and ripping things to shreds with my teeth #okay complaining over gyoza time